but if youve seen it then you get it

2

i think about this line from janna a lot

why get defensive about that unless she felt like her gender was being called into question? my immediate impression was that janna is a trans gal. and i still cant find a better reason for her to respond this way, other than it being a meaningless line. buuuut its more fun to think of her as a trans girl

if you go along with the trans marco theory, it makes her interest in marco early on make way more sense. trans people are good at noticing other trans people, and maybe her non-flirt advances were like, her way of saying “i see you, and im here with you.”

So we all know that Lexa didn’t actually have glasses and that being able to see Alycia’s contacts really only happened in the close up gifs and stills we’ve seen. BUT could you just imagine little Lexa getting her first pair of contacts after wearing glasses for a few years and complaining to Anya about how they feel funny and she doesnt like them, before Anya reminds her of the couple dozen pairs shes already broken while training with the other Natblida.

“But theyve never been an issue before, Anya.”

“Youve never grabbed them off of the ground and shoved them in a Natblida’s face before.”

“Its not like it hurt him much.”

“He can barely see, Lexa.”

“Well maybe he should get a pair of glasses to fix that.”

*Disgruntled sighing and mumbling*

That little part after Clarke and her consummated their relationship, Clarke rolls over as Lexa naps peacefully and sees the pair of bulky glasses on the bedside table. She kind of smirks at them and lifts them up, about to bring them onto her face before she feels the bed rustle behind her and turns her head to look to Lexa, who is no longer there. It kind of startles her and she looks back to the glasses, seeing Lexa standing naked and partially covered by a fur blanket next to the bed, her quickly pricking the glasses from Clarke’s hand. 

“So you couldn’t really see that whole time, huh?”

And Lexa kind of shifts her jaw in place like she always does, before gaping it open and running her tongue along her bottom teeth; regretting leaving the glasses out in the open. Then climbing over Clarke to get back to her side of the bed while grumpily placing the glasses on the table next to her.

“Not entirely.”

Clarke starts chuckling all raspy at the thought of it before leaning over Lexa and grabbing the glasses off of the bedside table again, bringing them up to her nose and pushing them on. Leaning back into her place in bed and smiling widely at how Lexa looks with them, then shifting the blankets that were covering her own body off of her, just slightly.

“Is that better?”

“Oh Clarke, youre beautiful.”

All I can think about is Lexa going back to her room after a long day and removing her contacts before pushing some glasses onto her nose and moving to her bedroom window to watch Polis for a couple of minutes. Then going from there to her bed and crawling into it before retiring her glasses to her bedside table for the night; waking up in the morning and accidentally putting them on upside down amidst her sleepiness.

OKAY BUT LOOK AT THIS LITTLE SHIT. ITS LIKE YOURE AT ONE OF HIS AWARD SHOWS AND YOU HAVENT SEEN HIM FOR WEEKS BECAUSE HES BEEN SO BUSY WITH PRACTICE AND PROMOTING THE NEW ALBUM SO WHEN YOU FINALLY SEE HIM ALL YOU CAN DO IS STARE AT HIM AND THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH YOUVE MISSED HIM AND HE CATCHES YOU STARING AT HIM AND HE WINKS AT YOU AS A WORDLESS PROMISE OF PURE ECSTASY ONCE YOU GET HOME.

About my hiatus

Yes, if youve not seen already, this blog is on hiatus meaning I wont be posting as much anymore. I promise you there is reason for that.

During my ‘bad’ moment, I hit a sudden realisation that… Im not getting any younger. Im 23 and ive had so many dreams ive not accomplished. I wrote a letter to my 20 year old self when I was 13 saying I was proud of what id become and id knew that id make it as a performer.

I hadn’t.

If you follow me on twitter you’ll know this already, but if not, I want to act. Ive always loved acting even when I was on a Film course at university, I always preferred being in front of the camera, and I was good at it. I was the first choice for filmmakers in the college until I left.

I realise now that I want to persue that dream, I want to make more of myself and by god have I been working so hard to make that happen. Acting classes, auditions, applying for jobs, modelling, I even got an audition to be in a BBC comic relief show!! (cant go to that sadly bc its the same day as my nieces birthday)

But nevertheless, I’m more determined than ever to make this happen and open more doors for myself.

Please know, this hiatus is NOT negative. Im not wanting to leave you guys, I’m not done with the fanbase. On the contrary, you guys are the one who gave me that kick up the ass I needed to make this happen, and I cannot thank you enough for that.

Also thank you to Mark. You’ve given me this confidence to talk, to befriend, to network and to be creative. Without you, me wouldnt be me. If things go well, you’ll see me one day on the big screen.

I love you guys, THAT will never change. Again, please know that this hiatus is only for a positive reason. Im making things happen.

Whoops

That moment when youve only seen a few pics of Hammer of Thor and you already ship Fierrochase???? Like Im getting the book for Christmas and I heard there was a genderfluid character and was just kinda like “Okay Im looKING THIS UP NOW” and now I have an OTP that I havent even actually read about?

falling in love with ichi nii is sort of like visiting your friends house and finding out they have a REALLY HOT OLDER BROTHER but you rarely see him around the house bc hes busy with his studies or else helping out somewhere else but ur completely smitten and incapable of functioning bc youve never seen something so beautiful in your entire life

This is a well needed reminder for artists on the internet.

What you see is someone with thousands of subscribers/followers, an expensive computer/camera/lighting/microphone/cintiq/copics/oils/watercolours. If thats the only stage youve seen them at, its easy to believe that they just got it like that, like they had the money for it all at once, without working for it. Its easy to become jealous and bitter over.

But you have to remember, they’ve more likely than not spent years using cheaper supplies, only doing art in their free time while they work in a job they may not even enjoy or in education, saving up every spare penny they have to get a few more markers, or to save up for a tablet. They’ve spent years posting their art and getting little recognition for it, just like you. But if they’ve been consistent in uploading work to a shcedule, they’ve gained more followers, gained enough money from their art/commissions/youtube ad revenue to quit their day job and do what they love full time.

Rome wasnt built in a day.

This ends here.

Most of you may not know what this is about, but if youve seen the post @lum1natrix made then you might have an idea.

This is an issue that has been going on for months, and if im honest, its reached a point of pettiness. I dont like making posts like this, trust me I dont, but im not gonna sit here and watch members of the community be dragged down to the ground.

As much as this community is a great place, I dont for one second expect every single person to get on. I fully expect theres going to be minds who think differently, peoples morals will differ, the line between what makes a good person or a bad person varies depending on the individual. People will have opinions. Which is all fine in reason, it what makes us individual.

But what I dont expect, is people to target others based on these differences. Dont be that person to make others feel like dirt at the bottom of your shoe.

Its clear, Lumi and the people in question DO NOT get on, and this was a matter that in my opinion, was closed ages ago. The fact its being brought back up is utterly ridiculous when the simple solution is just to cut all ties, stop communication, move on and stop throwing daggers.

Im not watching it happen anymore. It ends here. Right now. It fucking stops. I’ll draw the god damn line myself if i must.

If I see it happening in the future then im not gonna be anywhere near as calm as I am now and I WILL take action against it.

if u thought this banner was bad… should’ve seen what i tried to do before… 

we’re all free of 2016, right?? we’re all good?? okay cool

hi my name is halcyon i use they/them pronouns and like so many of you i am celebrating the end of the hell year and i thought, what better way to start the new year than by promoing some of yalls!! so here it is. my first promo yikes.

rules:

must follow me (idc if youve never seen this blog, feel free to follow me just for the promo)

reblog this post (obvi) you can like to bookmark but those dont count as an entry

that’s basically it i think

categories:

best url

best icon

best mobile theme

best desktop theme

best single band blog (like just mcr, just panic, i dont wanna separate it until i see who enters)

best mixed band blog

best dnp blog

best miscellaneous/other blog

favorites overall

favorite mutuals

i may add/take away categories as the need arises. every category will have one winner and an infinite number of runner ups. favorites overall will have tow runner ups and favorite mutuals will have no winner and an infinite number of slots

what you get if you win:

a follow from me if im not already

a spot on my winners page

every winner (not runner up) gets a solo promo upon their request

my undying love and friendship

that’s it!! the deadline to enter is gonna be january 31st and winners will be announced within the week!!

💖💖💖

okay im sorry to make this post but. i get that i post a lot of stupid stuff okay? half of my personal posts dont make sense, and i know that. but when i post something that actually does mean something or serves a purpose, PLEASE like it or show me that youve seen it. i hate that im making this post, but recently my posts havent been getting as manynotes as they normally do, and ever since what happened with the “callout” i have been extrremely paranoid that you all hate me.  im not going to tag my posts as “lms” (unless its a big psa like this one) but please try to interact with my posts in one way or another. thank you.

ARE YOU A HUGE FAN OF MOVIES?

HAVE YOU SEEN MOST, IF NOT ALL, OF THE BIG NAME MOVIES OF 2016 SUCH AS DEADPOOL, CAPTAIN AMERICA, ZOOTOPIA, MOANA, LA LA LAND, DOCTOR STRANGE, FANTASTIC BEASTS ETC?

INTRODUCING… THE FILM BUFF NETWORK

joining rules:

  • please be following me
  • no likes, reblogs only
  • be a huge movie fan/watcher
  • have an active blog/are active on tumblr
  • i will be picking 15-20 blogs (depending on how many reblogs this post gets) to join this network
  • for a higher chance: follow my fandom blog

perks of being in this network:

  • make new friends
  • talk about movies youve seen
  • talk about movies you want to see/excited for
  • help with life advice/tumblr goals

I WILL PICKING THE MEMBERS ON THE 1ST OF FEBRUARY

After I’ve seen THIS kiss it’s save to say that Aaron and Robert can get through anything there’s nothing that can come between them, their love is so very strong and they will survive everything together AND I AM A CRYING MESS coz their love is so beautiful.

fuckingfloralphantasma  asked:

I JUST READ THE BEST FUCKING RUSAME FIC HELD ME IN FOR EIGHTEEN FUCKING CHAPTERS OF THE MOST INTENSE MOTHERFUCKING COURTING AND LOVE YOUVE EVER FUCKING SEEN AND NOW THEY DIDNT FUCKING FINISH IT. IT HASNT BEEN UPDATED SINCE 2014

DDDDDDDDDDDDD: I KNOW THE FEELING!

Oh it sucks when you find something so glorious only for it to be discontinued. It’s really a bittersweet moment, because on the one hand at least you got all those chapters that are already published and are amazing, but then you don’t get a satisfying ending.

Stay strong.

Why a neurotypical/Non-DID person’s opinions on this movie does not matter

You do not have DID

You do not know the impact this movie has on people with DID

Youve never seen the looks on peoples faces and the fear people have when you tell them you have DID, even though we are only as harmful as anyone else.

Youve never experienced the stressful and harmful action of actively trying to hide the fact you have DID so you dont get ATTACKED.

Youve never had to deal with your mind tearing itself apart after youre forced to deal with constant childhood trauma that, unless you developed DID, you would die.

You have NEVER. EVER. Had to go through people being DUMB enough to go and watch a movie, only to  see the unwarrented fear people have when they look at you.

anonymous asked:

(1/5) imagine being brendons gf all the way from before high school but things get bad one night because hes not at home with you and hes working on the CD and you end up breaking up and it fucks you up so badly that you just pack your shit up and leave because you cant handle it and you lose contact and he tries so many times to call you back or find you and he cant and it kills him and years later in twtl you find an interview of him and lose your breath because he talks about the one that got

away and you cant breathe because its been so long since youve seen him and you cry because you thought he hated you and you end up going to one of his show with shaky hands and when he sings you cry and after the show youre panicking and you need to see him but you dont know how to get in contact and you hear a laugh and turn and when you see him you almost choke and you end up yelling out “bren!” without thinking and he glances over and smiles but looks away and you yell out “brendon it’s me, it’s y/n” and he stops in his tracks and looks back and you can see the confusion on his face and zacks like “dude no stopping we gotta go” and grabs his arm right when you make eye contact and he pulls away and walks straight towards you and zacks calling after him demanding he come back but brendon breaks into a sprint and you both almost tumble to the ground as he wraps his arms around you and zacks yelling WTF because he doesnt know what the fuck is going on and brendons cupping your face and almost hyperventilating and hes repeating “Fuck fuck youre real fuck y/n fuck it’s been ten years, baby, /baby/” and no one knows how to react and he bumps his forehead against yours and youre whispering “im sorry im so sorry i never meant to hurt you im so so sorry, i didnt think you loved me anymore” and hed start crying and zack just ends up ushering you both into the car and brendon wont stop holding you in his arms and zacks telling you you have one day because they have a day off the next day and brendon doesnt wanna go out he doesnt wanna leave you he just talks with you the whole night and the first time you kiss its like your first kiss all over again and he wont stop telling you he loves you over and over and over again and you spend the whole day holding hands and catching up and trading stories from the past years and a few laters brendon releases DOAB as part of his announcement that you two got engaged and hes so in love with you 

this was real sad then got real cute

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Questions for people of color who attend punk/pop punk/alternative/metal shows

How did you get into punk/alt music?

Do you remember your first time hearing a song from this genre?

Which band do you resonate with the most and why!?

How did/do your family/friends feel about you liking the genre?

What have you gained by listening to this genre of music?

To you, what is the biggest misconception about this genre of music?

What was your first live show and how was it ? How was the energy?

When did you get in your first pit and what show/band/song was playing?

Age?

Number of shows/bands that youve been to/seen?

Have you ever felt out of place at a show?

Do you write or make music?

Your favorite band(s)?

Have you seen an increase in the number of black people at shows, since you went to your first one?

Were you ever nervous that you’d be the only black person at a show?

Latest show that you’ve been to?

sdckakyoin  asked:

3,23,26 for the shipping meme

i didnt answer the other ask i got for this cos its so old but i mean since youre that curious and i like these questions…

3 What’s your current OTP? im into like 50 different things rn but i guess im seeking out gladio/prompto stuff the most since i just finished ffxv

23 Which of your ships deserve better writing? same as above LOL there are alot of good fics of them but some dont quite get the grasp of their character. also xander/m corrin need more fics in general, but im sure youve seen me bitching about that for months haha

26 Have you noticed a pattern in your shipping? Is there a romantic dynamic you’re more drawn to? big bara guy x twinky boy. i like outgoing happy character/tsundere character a lot and big protective man/cute naive guy. i like other shit too obviously but thats the dynamic thats ~*~otp*~~ worthy to me