but idk if i'll see it for sure yet

Wrote some Blackmadhi (/beginnings of, anyway) because I’ve fallen into this ship more than I thought I would and I cannot get up.  Has some implied past Blackbright/Phantomquill.  Deals with some PTSD nightmares on Simon’s part.  Slight spoilers for AA6.  Approx. 2350 words. 

Simon couldn’t help but wonder how exactly he got in this position.

How he was in a hotel room with one Prosecutor Nahyuta Sahdmadhi, who had fallen asleep in the bed next to his own at least two hours ago with absolutely no issues.  The monk’s long hair was splayed across his pillows as gracefully as the man himself slept. It was kind of irritating, Simon couldn’t help but think.  It would have been somewhat nice to see Nahyuta’s sleeping state to be the exact opposite of his conscious persona: perhaps some drooling, hair in knots and tangled everywhere…it would have been excellent material for Simon’s phone. But no, Prosecutor Sahdmadhi was as…ethereal in his sleep as he was at any other time.

And perhaps, most frustrating, was the fact that Nahyuta fell asleep with no problems whatsoever.

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AU Where Clarke, Octavia and Bellamy are nothing more than a bunch of teenagers who’d rather sneak out to concerts than study for their exams. Octavia snags a couple extra tickets to see The 100 perform The Dropship friday night, on their Unity Day tour. And the young girl has had it with the tension between her older brother and her best friend. They need a push in the right direction, so she conjures up the perfect plan to help them out. Running off and sending them on a wild goose chase to find her, directing them with vague clues through texts, Octavia helps the pair discover what absolute morons they are over each other. And she even makes a few friends along the way.   

what coming out has really been like so far
  • me: [...] so that's why i'm gonna buy a binder and see how i feel about it you know, baby steps
  • someone: oh but that's too sad!! your boobs looked so nice!! any girl would be so lucky to have your boobs!
  • me: ...
  • me: so idk how i feel about my gender just yet so i'll let you know
  • someone: yeah okay sure.
  • someone: hey girl, wanna hang out?
  • me: ...
  • me: i don't really know how i identify for now, i'm just trying to see what feels comfortable tbh
  • someone: you really have a way of making your life miserable don't you??? like why can't you be happy with what you have for once?
  • me: ...
  • me: yeah i'm still not sure about anything but i'm getting there i guess?
  • me: ...
  • me: so there is that
  • someone: does that mean you're straight? or gay?
  • me: .......... i'm still bi
  • me: .....for the last time, please, stop misgendering me it's really not helping and it's getting on my nerves
  • someone: omg you trans people are just so defensive
  • me: ...
  • someone: hello sir how can i help
  • me: so my phone keeps doing this thing
  • someone: omg miss. sorry miss. you're a miss right? i mean are you?
  • me: ...... i'm a phone user in a phone store can we please focus???