but i'm not even unhappy

“That was very unnecessary.”
Not pictured: Luna slappin’ his galahdian soul out

Wounds & Blood
for @ffxvrarepairsweek

Me, scrolling through the Voltron tag: Do you guys… do you guys even like this show???
Like are you sure??? You say you like it but don’t seem to be having much fun???

I hate lighting, what even is lighting; I DON’T KNOW-

How do you even draw wheatley fu-

anonymous asked:

Hi, Hannah. Been watching/loving your videos for 6 years. Here's my Q: How to break out of a cycle of being alone>not wanting to be around people>being alone? How do I break the cycle if there's nobody to help. And even if someone wanted to help me, they wouldn't want me around for long, because I'm not good around people. I'm not even sure I want out, sometimes I'm not unhappy. But being around people seems harder as time goes by as does a chance to get in a relationship. Sorry for the hard Q.

Thank you for this question! Frankly, it’s tough. I’m currently grappling with that cycle myself right now. It’s funny how we can feel both lonely and crave solitude.

The best thing we can do during those moments (IMHO) is make a bunch of plans and then cancel them. Haha. JUST KIDDING.

One step at a time, maybe try reaching out to someone who understands you, someone you don’t have to perform for, talking to them about how you’re feeling may fill both needs. It’s wonderful to have a friend who feels similarly and can remind you that no feeling will last forever. 

Hang in there, you’re doing great. <3 

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pointless late-night bullshit behind cut, please for the love of all that’s holy don’t read this if you’re not feeling up to dealing with my unending angst, i just need to get shit off my chest :/

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Let’s all pray that what I am about to say will have become obsolete by next Sunday night or the end of the series, but still, it needs to be said.

This scene is nonsensical garbage.

So much progress destroyed in a heartbeat. And turns out it’s not even Sherlock’s doing.

You know what I hate the most about it? Molly Hooper is a tool. And I’m not even talking of her having to deliver John’s message. Which is dreadful enough.

I’m thinking ‘narrative tool’.

Molly is undermined as being Victorian Mrs. Hudson’s worst nightmare: a plot device. This scene erases what Molly fundamentally is only to emphasise the drama going on between John and Sherlock. All I’ve read since are wonderful attempts in fanfic to fix this mistake. Because let’s face it. The Molly Hooper we know would never have agreed to say such a thing without at least providing some sort of comfort to Sherlock. Amirite? I call that a royal screw up. This is Mofftiss yet again shifting things around to serve their purpose. 

You can’t blame them for distancing their writing from ACD’s. They did their own version. Fine. But I am not going to let slide the fact that they managed to betray their one and only original creation. In one single line! All because everything needs to revolve around the two blokes. 

Utter bullshit.

Now, putting that disgusting fact aside and focusing on the story: by the end of the first episode, not one but two main characters are sacrificing themselves for the sake of keeping this toxic relationship at the center of the stage (and female ones at that. Talk about feminism. Is that what TAB was about Mofftiss? To get you off the hook for what is to come?).

One of them is even sacrificing herself in the most literal sense. 

And you know what? I should have known. They keep repeating it and yet I didn’t listen. It’s all about the two blokes. Molly doesn’t count. Mary even less. I’m heartbroken. 

What’s the point of my rant? This:

It is of course too late for Mary. And that’s a massive shame. But Molly. Molly Hooper is due. She is fucking due. If nothing comes out of this, and I’m talking BIG, I’m done.

A Rose-Petal Occasion

Based on the prompt: Haruka and Mina, please never listen to yourself on this subject, given to me by two anons, and I think rosepetalrevolution

Anyhow, I’m not super happy with it, but, it’s done, it’s about 6k words, and it is, THE OTP WEDDING

“I can’t wait to show you what I’m wearing. Definitely appropriate for such a festive occasion.” Mina smiled brightly, a dress bag in her hand.

Haruka looked up from buttoning her shirt, the conversation running through her head. Oh, just buy a black dress, whatever you want. Clearly, she had been drunk on the joy of Michiru agreeing to marry her, or she would have demanded veto power. Now, there was only wonder at what she possibly could have thought appropriate.

 

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