but i'm not complaining

:/

Have you guys ever had one of those days where no matter what you do, it doesn’t feel right? I’ve been having one of those weeks. (More like one of those months, actually.) I’m not usually one to complain (especially on what is usually an upbeat blog), but I feel like this the only place I can truly vent without feeling judged. Everything is so stressful this year. I hate growing up. And I just don’t feel at home. I feel like a huge part of me is missing. Why must life be so complicated?? D:

hahaaaa so i just took a glance at the syllabus for my class on art history and stuff tomorrow and holy crap i am gonna be so damn stressed. there’s essays and exams and quizzes. i’m at art school man i didn’t think i’d run into this kind of thing! i didn’t even expect this augh

also i need to apply for work study but i am like not qualified for so many of them. office work experience? good computer experience?? answering phones??? talking to people???? noooo

but like my work study is part of my scholarship so i actually HAVE to get a job here. but nobody taught me how to get a job so i don’t know how and everybody expects me to know how and i just have no idea how to do anything here

i’ve been thrown into the adult world and i am completely unprepared.

does anyone else have these problems or am i the only one who has no idea what the hell i’m doing

omg!!!  last night I was longing to go back to the aquarium more than usual

and today my bf informs me he bought tickets for the Dragon*Con Night at the Aquarium!!!!!  it’s like he… knows me, haha

looks like 3.5 hours of WHALE SHARKS and manta rays and jellies and all manner of beautiful creatures in my near future !!!!

MTV EMA 2015

Tonight was the MTV EMA show in Milan, Italy. One Direction were nominated for two awards: Best Pop and Biggest Fandom

The Boys won Best Pop:

but lost biggest fans:

And this is where the weird stuff begins; during the whole time of the voting, 1 D were winning; here is the graphic depicting the votes:

I know that all awards are rigged, but at least it could have been done more elegantly…

Yeah, I’ve seen that guy before. Cats go into his house, but I don’t see cats come out of his house.
—  APH Turkey, about APH Greece
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I accidentally gave myself a hair bow and it was the cutest look ever for like seven whole minutes. Also that bra has some sorta top repelling force field or something and refuses to be covered up ever but I don’t mind cus it is CUTE.