but i will make them i promise


The Queen of Flame and Shadow, the Heir of Fire, Aelin of the Wildfire, Fireheart…

She burned through each title, even as she became them, became what those foreign ambassadors had hissed when they reported on a child-queen’s growing, unstable power in Terrasen. A promise that had been whispered into the blackness.


Tristan: You know I’m not great with apologies…
Arabella: To me is already enough that you took the time to actually try to understand me. I love you, you know that… but I just can’t do this alone. I need you, the kids need you… maybe Olly and Didi still don’t realise it, for Olly you’ll always be the hero he sees on television, but Brynn-…
Tristan: She’s mad, isn’t she?

Arabella just nodded, she didn’t have the courage to look into his eyes. Tristan never dreamed of having the perfect family, but she knew that now their children were the most important thing in his life… even if sometimes his ego and aspiration won over them, without him to notice.

Tristan: I’ll make up for it. I promise.

i stopped making promises because i tend never to keep them. so when i promised myself i wouldn’t fall for you in hindsight i really wanted to; and i don’t trust easily but somehow if you were to tell me i was actually colourblind and the sky was a different hue, i’d be totally confident that i could always depend on you to tell me the truth. not that it’s something you’d ever say because you’re even nearer than the closest thing to perfection. a voice that causes jealousy in a thousand angels, an enchanted forest of hair with your mind being the treasure buried beneath and those eyes. oh, your crystal ball eyes, because in them i see myself happy and that’s all i want for my future. i could say our love is worth more than all the world’s riches but the most valuable objects are priceless, and people still criticize broken things yet look at all that we’ve benefited from a broken promise.

anonymous asked:

What if I was to do the same sexual sin over and over and over, even if I'm disgusted with myself. Would it be possible that God would abandon me? I don't see any hope, I don't feel any peace.

No, it would be impossible for God to abandon you. If He did that, He’d have broken His promise to you, and Jesus would have died for nothing. “Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the Lord your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you.” Deuteronomy 31:6
I understand your situation, I’m right there with you in it. It’s an uphill battle, you fall more than enough times to make it all seem pointless. You promise yourself it’s the last time, yet here you are again. You go a few days without it and you think it’s over, but then it happens and it makes you feel worse than when you did it every day. It’s not even worth doing, and you know it. You hate it, but you don’t stop. You know you’re sinning against God, but it’s almost as if your heart doesn’t care. I know the feeling of all of this.
It doesn’t have to stay this way, the constant cycle of guilt and self-disgust doesn’t have to keep going. I completely understand that it’s easier said than done, I can’t tell you how many times I’ve tried and failed, but it’s possible. It’s going to take a lot of self-discipline, prayer, and vulnerability. You’re going to fail sometimes, but that doesn’t reset your progress.
Tell yourself no. I know that you do during the act of sinning, but you keep going anyways. But next time, tell yourself no by physically doing something else. If it’s late at night, stay in your room, turn your light on, and read a book, do whatever your hobby is, or quietly listen to music. If it’s during the day, get yourself out of isolation. Talk to someone, go watch tv, wander around, go on a walk, do anything but stay alone if you can help it.
Tell someone (preferably a Christian someone). It’s embarrassing and scary, you don’t know how they’re going to react at first. But if they love you, they’ll be by your side. Have them keep you accountable, encourage you, pray for and with you. They might even have a similar problem you can be helping them with.
Pray. Even when you don’t want to, even if you feel nothing, and when your heart is resisting - especially if you’re experiencing these things. Satan doesn’t want you to pray even a little bit. Small prayers are just as important and impactful as any. When you pray, even if it feels like nothing’s changed, God hears it and it makes a difference. Even a “God help me, I don’t want this,” can work a miracle.
And don’t lose hope. I know how hopeless it feels being in that place, but if you give up on hope, you won’t get anywhere or any better. God still loves you, despite whatever lies you’ve believed. He won’t leave you, He’s always there, ready to help you wherever you let him. The process will be long, difficult, and it’ll have mistakes and failure along the way. But if you stop trying to fight it on your own and start fighting it with God, with the Holy Spirit in battle with you, you’ll get there.
Praying for you ❤

psa: short hiatus

I’m leaving tomorrow for a trip and will be back on July 4th. Of course I could have queued posts for the time of my absence, but I prefer being around when my queue is running, so let’s say my blog gets a breather for these five days. But when I come back I’ll most definitely post some Claude’s BC (which is now a simple BC and so much more fun to play tbh). As for replies I’ll do them when I return home. I see all your comments and they really make me happy!

Anyway, I’m not sure if I’ll be online much, all of it depends on my Wi-Fi and amount of time, besides I want to focus on my trip fully so no promises. I’m still anticipating the remaining MMBC sims as the deadline is July 4th (the day when I return), so I hope I’ll receive all of them during the time I’m away and I’ll be trying to check my IM/notifications for them. The reminders go to @ahplumbobs@berriesandbrownsugar @kami2881 @simsxlife @tosimornottosim (I’m sure you guys remember but I just feel more comfortable this way, however let me know if you need an extension!). 

So… see you on 4th!~

Wow, thank you, Anon! It always makes me happy to hear that people are using and enjoying my builds. :) As for your question, I don’t have any official plans to create saves for the other worlds, but I’m sure I’ll be making enough lots to fill them in the coming months! That’s the only thing I know for sure - I will be creating and sharing builds until some other game comes along (like Sims 5, for instance). Beyond that, I’d rather not make any promises - I’m too fickle to keep them!

agoodflyting  asked:

Just wanted to say that I love all the dark/spooky Kylux you've written or collaborated on! Basically, if your name is on it I know it's gonna be A+ Quality Creep and that makes me so happy. <3

AHHHHH this ask made me so happy dude thank you so much <3 i’m so glad you like the spooky/dark things bc i really love writing them! they’re my fav. 

<3 <3 <3

(shameless plug here: you should check out my new fic a harmonious entity, which is a kylux thing about a cult. it’s not super spooky, but i promise it’s going to be very dark. real life sort of horror, just to spice everything up a bit.)

Hey all– due to the moves against net neutrality we’re about to start feeling, I’d like to remind you where to find me online! All my social media are under the handle @laurenkellyintuitive. My snapchat isn’t very active yet, but you can go ahead and add @lk-intuitive. If you lose access to one, I promise you can find me on another. I’ll keep adapting no matter what. 💖  Please contact your representatives and the FCC and remind them net neutrality is not only the right thing to do by individual citizens… it’s vital to the growth and conducting of small business in the twenty-first century. To move against net neutrality is absolutely not pro-business. Let’s make that abundantly clear.

fierce-and-little  asked:

Oooohhhhh my god SIN. That Eddie x reader x Balem damn, that was so extremely hot, girl... Lol I need a full blown smut of this! I feel like Eddie and Balem would annoy each other so much they'd end up hate fucking...

Haha! Thanks ;) We’ll see, I make no promises. But, yessssss. Seeing them compete during sex would be hilarious and hot 😂 Then they forget Reader exists and goes at it


last episode in the anime made me think about todoroki’s past,,, this is the corniest thing ive  drawn in a while


A subtle reminder that Rob is the father in real life [for added effect]


“Don’t be beautiful. They keep saying that beautiful is something a girl needs to be. But honestly? Forget that. There are an eternity of other things to be other than beautiful.” Insp.


quicker than lightning, whiter than bone
if you can erase it then I can atone
oh these days, oh these days get heavy
I get older and life fades but you remain