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#MondayMotivation

9 Things Draining Your Power You Can Drop Today

1. TV - what are you filling your subconscious with? Our subconscious minds create thoughts based on what we feed it. If you want to create thoughts that will help you on your journey - fill your subconscious with imagery & sounds associated with what you’re trying to achieve. For example if you’re trying to become physically & mentally healthier consume motivational content - videos, podcasts & blogs.

2. Toxic people - be aware of psychic vampires. Unfortunately there are some people in the world who don’t like to see others winning or improving themselves in any way - they feed off the energy you waste in conflict with them. Identify these people and distance yourself from them if you don’t want to become like them - unfulfilled and intent on destroying others.

3. Junk food - junk in, junk out. Look at your body for the technological masterpiece it is. You’ve been blessed with a Ferrari - are you going to give it the best fuel possible to get the best performance out of it? Or are you going to give it the cheapest fuel to just get by? This is the choice you have to make when it comes to feeding your body - healthy foods = healthy mental & physical performance.

4. Unsupportive relationships - surround yourself with positive people. If you’re around people who don’t believe in you - find those who do. Spend more time with those who are on a similar path to you and support each other. If your parents, spouse, friends or siblings don’t support you - it doesn’t mean you have to cut them out of your life, just spend less time around them and more time with the people who will encourage you to be great.

5. Drugs - clear mind, clear vision. The mind can become clouded by drugs like alcohol, sugar, caffeine & nicotine - if you want to reclaim your power and use it to create your dream life these substances need to be removed or used infrequently. We naturally have the power to create anything we want - these substances can make us believe that we must depend on them to perform better, this is an illusion that we must transcend.

6. Limiting beliefs - turn “I can’t” into “why can’t I?” When it comes to reclaiming your power realise that limiting beliefs such as “I’m not good enough” and “I can’t” are keeping it from you. Turn these phrases into possibilities rather than restrictions - “what can I do to become good enough?” and “why can’t I?” are great examples of ways to restore your power.

7. Comparison to others - we’re all on different journeys. Everyone is unique and therefore we cannot be compared to one another. When you say “I should be more like _” you are giving up your power that lies in your uniqueness in favour of what others think is desirable or “good”. Your greatest power lies in what makes you unique and when you recognise that you cannot be compared to anyone else you can start living a way that serves and fulfils you without regard for what others say, think or do.

8. Self-doubt - when you believe in yourself anything is possible. Everything great that has ever been accomplished has been done so by people just like you - their accomplishments began with the belief that they could be done. Doubt kills more dreams that failure ever will - don’t let it kill yours.

9. Fear - false evidence appearing real. Acknowledge your fears for what they are - projections of your mind designed to keep you in a comfort zone where failure doesn’t exist. Fears can be difficult to overcome - this is where forging a strong mindset can help. This can be done by filling the subconscious mind with positive reinforcement - for example leaving a motivational playlist on while you sleep.

Don’t be a victim of circumstance, use your power to create your reality.

Peace & positive vibes.

Your Girl

Hi babes! I know that it’s been a long time since I posted a writing, and for that, I’m sorry! But, to make it up to you, here’s a supa long oneshot that I really hope you enjoy! Anyways, this is about Tom and a very shy reader, who suffers from slight social anxiety. Tom keeps an eye on her because he knows how uncomfortable she gets in unfamiliar social settings with new people, and the pair begin to fall for each other! They go out to dinner with friends one night, and the reader ends up attracting some very unwanted attention and Tom gets very protective and then feelings happen and ??? I hope you like it!

Your Girl

Tucking a strand of hair behind her ear, and then promptly fixing it back to it’s place directly over her eyes, she fussed about with slightly quaking hands. Gnawing on the inside of her lip, she rocked up and down on the balls of her feet, various unsettling scenarios bouncing through the expanse of her mind. The outlines of all the possibilities at hand were making her head spin. She’d been worried about them since she awoke that morning with the intent of traveling down to her local bookstore, allowing her anxiety to conjure up every alarming response that had the slightest half a chance of occurring.

    In the pit of her stomach, fear had poked it’s piercing talons through her skin, dragging up and down and forcing her tummy into knots. All she intended to do was ask a question about a book’s location in the store, but the reaction of the employee she’d be asking was filling her with a sense of dread. The girl understood that it was very likely the storekeeper would even bat an eye, too uninterested into their work to really do anything other than offer their assistance, seeing as she was a paying customer, but she was oh-so very nervous that they’d scoff in her face or roll their eyes. She even wondered if they were allowed to flat-out dismiss her.

    Logically, she understood that all of the rudeness she had created in her mind on the bookkeeper’s behalf were very unlikely reactions. But, the fact that they existed and could happen were enough to keep her inside, curled up in bed, staring longingly her shelf of finished novels.

    Now, she stood by the guidance desk, busying herself with glancing over the classic book corner of the store after she had forced herself up and out of her front door. Each time she psyched herself up to finally speak to the woman manning the desk, her courage evaporated as soon as someone else sauntered up to the counter to ask their question. The girl was so locked in her feelings of utter hopeless that she barely noticed the boy who wandered over to the opposing side of the bookshelf.

    Scrunching up her nose and groaning, she rounded the corner of the shelf to once again glance over the books whose author’s last names began with the letters A-L. She was so focused on forcing herself to speak that she walked straight into the young man’s surprisingly solid chest.

    “Shit, fuck, I mean shoot-” with her cheek pressed against his chest, she could feel the british accent rumbling past his lips, “‘’M sorry that I ran into you, and I’m sorry for swearing. Are you alright, love?”

    She pried herself away from him and glanced up at him with strawberry-red flushed cheeks, and a bashful gaze, “yeah, no problem, totally on me, not you. Sorry I crashed into you, just wasn’t looking where I was going.” Her eyes flickered across the room, she didn’t want to appear psychotic for staring at him too long or anything like that. So far, she’d observed that the boy was very british, and very cute, which was making her stumble over her words more than she already was.

    The boy stared down at the girl in front of him, his brows puckered. She was lovely, and truth be told, he’d seen her circle the shelf about three or four times, and she was biting down on her lip so hard that he was beginning to fret that she’d draw blood. She seemed lost, or scared, either way, something was off with her, he could tell.

    “You’re sure?” He questioned, steadying her in place before him, “you look a bit frazzled.” The girl dropped her eyes to floor once more, her cheeks coloring growing darker than before, and he quickly opened his mouth to retract his previous statement, “no, no! I didn’t mean it like that! You’re still  disarmingly cute, it’s just that you seem a bit adrift. Do you need anything?”

    She opened and shut her mouth, cocked her head to the side and regarded him with the softest voice he’d ever heard, “Just trying to find a book is all, did you really n-,” she started before she cut herself off. She was working herself into a tizzy, first she nearly took a cute boy down, and then he’s complimenting her and asking if she needs anything. The girl was convinced that she could float up into the summer sky’s barely existent clouds and melt into the blue sky forever. Everything felt stupendously surreal.

    “Can I help you look or anything?” He offered, snapping her out of her daydream of evaporating into a mist and flitting around town as she pleased, “my name’s Tom.”

    Now, she was thoroughly convinced that the entire day was a massively wild reverie. Her mind pieced two and two together, and she became very aware that the boy who stood in front of her was no other than Tom Holland.

    “Wow,” she uttered, reaching out to tentatively poke him in the chest, “you’re you.”

    Tom shoved his hands into his pockets and giggled, a soft smile stretching across his cheeks. “Yes, that I am. And may I ask who you are?”

    She rolled her bottom lip into her mouth and stated her name. If it turned out that she was dreaming, she was prepared to accept it wholeheartedly. If Tom Holland decided that he wanted to speak to her, and furthermore assist her in finding her book, than so be it. She was not going to allow herself to muck it all up by saying no, especially when his brown eyes looked so sparkly and kind.

    “Now, what is it that we’re looking for?” Tom questioned, placing a hand on the small of her back to guide her away from the corner and up to the guest’s assistance desk.

    Ever since that afternoon, she and Tom were together, not romantically they claimed, but truly, all that was necessary for the pair’s connection to be deemed romantic was the pair’s confession to one another that they each desired more from their friendship. Tom paid extra attention to her, quickly figuring out that she was painfully shy and teetered away from social situations that frightened her. Tom had made it his mission to check up on her to make sure she was alright  and wasn’t being coerced into activities she didn’t wish to partake in.

    Tom had fell into the habit of ordering her food for her, asking questions for her at the store and keeping a watchful eye on anyone he felt could cause her harm. He was more than happy to help her, and it fueled his self-esteem when she would smile up at him and thank him for easing her anxiety. That was all Tom ever wanted to do.

    In return, she spent a fair amount of time looking after him in less obvious ways. When she felt as though he’d been eating too much takeout and deserved a nice home-cooked meal, she took it upon herself to prepare him one. She learned exactly how he liked his cups of tea, what kind of books he liked to nurture his mind with, and she even knitted Tom a beanie for when he would be away filming somewhere cold. Often times, the girl and Tom stayed up all night talking on the phone, or snuggled up together on the couch in her living room.

    “Darling,” Tom called out to her, “are you nearly ready?” He plopped down on the couch and began leafing through one of the novels that she had currently stacked on her coffee table. Tom hadn’t had as much time to read books, seeing as he was going through so many scripts, but he’d always found that her books enthralled him and would gently coax him back into the bookstore. The book he was currently turning over in his hands was a bright, proud, sunshine yellow. It’s title was printed across the page in red, block letters. “‘Sex and Rage?’” Tom smirked, already preparing to tease the girl he was waiting for.

    They’d been invited out to dinner with some of his castmates and a few other mutual friends, and the girl was presently rushing around her apartment in search of her favorite lipgloss and her purse.

    “I’m almost done, I promise!” Tom heard her muffled response, and then a second later he heard her utter a few choice curse words, prompting him to settle back against the couch because she was clearly not anywhere near being done. He kicked his legs up to balance on her coffee table and opened the novel by Eve Babitz and allowed her to take him all the way back to 1970s Los Angeles.

    After about fifteen more minutes, Tom looked up to find her stood in front of him, blushing profusely when she took note of the book in his hands. Raising his brows and grinning boyishly at her, Tom waved the novel her way. “Interesting choice of reading material, innit?”

    “I-,” she started, and then proceeded to open and shut her mouth, she chose to mumble, “shut up, Tom. It’s a classic.”

    “Yes, yes, love,” Tom said, “sex and rage are quite classic in LA.”  Tossing the book back into it’s proper place, Tom skimmed her frame up and down. “You look,” he almost lost his breath. She was clothed in a silky, sheer, polka-dotted dress, the ruffles dipping low and offering him ample view of the expanse of her chest. The dress’s hem was short and her legs looked just as silky soft as the fabric of her dress. Tom longed to press kisses all the way up from her ankles to above where her skirt ended. “Fucking amazing,” he finished, taking one her hands within his own to press a gentle kiss to the back of her hand. He had half a mind to propose they skipped the dinner all together. Tom didn’t want to share the vision of loveliness that she was with anyone else.

    She leaned forward and pressed a kiss to his cheek. “Thank you,” she broke away to look directly into his eyes, “you look like every teen’s dream.” She laughed as Tom let out a chuckle underneath his breath. “Are you ready to go?”

    Tom stepped closer to her, winding a hand around her waist, “been ready, love. It’s you that I’ve been waiting for.” Which Tom thought was true, to be fair. The only reason that he hadn’t showered her in love and adoration was because he wasn’t absolutely positive that she’d want him too.

Although, she’d allowed him to kiss the back of her hand, and she kissed him on the cheek, what would be so different about Tom leaning down and angling her chin up towards him so he could press his lips against her own? But still, Tom waited. He needed to know that she felt the same for him. Tom refused to allow his feelings for her taint their friendship. He’d done everything he could to try and get her to pick up on his emotions, but he’d observed that they went right over her head. Unluckily for him, everyone else had been made well aware of the love Tom had for her. He prayed up to the high heavens that they’d go easy on them tonight.

After locking up her apartment with his own set of keys, and driving to the restaurant, Tom rushed around the side of the car of yank her door open and help her out. “Careful, m’love,” Tom muttered, taking both her hand and her waist in his hands, “don’t want you to slip.”

“Tom, I’m wearing heels, I’m not injured.” She giggled.

It was Tom’s turn to turn the same shade of red the ripe strawberries she’d given him for breakfast were, “I know, just don’t want you to slip is all.”

Together, they walked into the restaurant, Tom heading over to the hostess’s station to inquire about the whereabouts of their table while she strayed a little behind, choosing to stare at a painting that was hung in the foyer.

“Intricate, isn’t it?” An American male’s voice stated from behind her. When she whipped around to face him, she found that the man in front of her was a bit too close for her liking. So close to her that she felt as though the overbearing cologne the man had covered himself in had sprouted arms and was choking it’s way into her system.

“Yes,” she said, smiling as politely as she could. She peered around the man, trying to spot Tom to no avail.

The girl understood that under no circumstances did she owe this man anything, even a conversation, but she’d grown quickly timid of the way in which he leered over her.

“Waiting for anyone?” The man asked, stepping closer to her and turning his head to the side. When he smiled at her, she didn’t like it. This man’s smile wasn’t warm the same way Tom’s was when he directed it at her, and she could already tell that it wasn’t going to be followed up by a laugh. She knew it was wrong to compare every man that she came into contact with to Tom, but she couldn’t help it. He was everything she wanted and more.

“Uh, yeah, actually. I’m waiting for my boyfriend,” she lied, pink spreading across her cheeks. “He’s just making sure our table is ready.”

The man didn’t seem put off at all when she claimed to be there with her boyfriend, in fact, the smile he wore on his lips curled into a smirk, almost as if to say, “challenge accepted.”

“There you are darling!” Tom called, his brows nearly joining together when he saw the man stood in front of his girl. As he made his way over to them, Tom could practically hear the sigh of relief escape her lungs. Curling a protective arm around her waist, Tom came to a halt behind her and leaned down to pepper her neck with kisses. “Who’s this?”

Before she could even think of a response, the man introduced himself, “Luc. Nice to meet your girl.”

Tom narrowed his eyes, “yeah, my girl is very nice.” He tucked her beneath his arm and began leading her towards the door, offering a hasty, “our table is ready,” the man’s way, not bothering to listen for a response.

“What an absolute wanker,” Tom said loudly, unable to stop himself from saying that he thought so before they walked out of Luc’s hearing range, “alright now, love?” He shook his head and glanced back towards where the man stood, “didn’t like how he was looking at you. What right does he think he has? Fuckhead.”

She merely pressed a kiss to Tom’s jaw, “s’alright now. Don’t worry about it. Thank you for pretending to be my boyfriend, I think he’ll go away now.”

“I’ll be your boyfriend anytime you want.” Tom said, guiding her into the room in which their friends occupied.

After greeting their table, smiling and laughing and talking, the pair barely made it through the appetizers without the man, Luc, quickly becoming an issue once more. They’d learned that he too was apart of a rather large dinner party, so their tables were right smack next to each other. When she spotted Luc coming her way, she shrunk so noticeably back into Tom’s chest that Harrison, who was sat across the table from her, took notice too.

Tom scoffed, “for fuck’s sake. He’ll leave you alone darling, and if not, he and I shall be exchanging words outside.” Tom smoothed her hair down and kissed her temple.

“Well, that’s new.” Harrison stated, eyes blown wide open. “Are you two finally together now?” He asked, his comment quickly peaking the interest of the entire table.

“See,” she heard Laura chime in next to her, “told you they’d be official by now.”  

Jacob broke into a grin, “yeah, man! Knew your balls would drop sometime soon!”

She leaned back against Tom’s chest and whispered as quietly as she could, “should we go along with it?” She blinked up at Tom, who’s arm dropped from being wrapped around the back of her chair to securing her further into his side.

“Whatever you-,” his voice trailed off, “you’re joking?” She turned her head and was met with a waiter handing her a drink and pointing Luc’s direction, claiming that he’d bought it for her, and that there was more to come.

Tom pushed his chair out and angled his body towards Luc, “she’s not here with you, mate!”

“Unlikely that she’s here with you either, considering the fact that none of you friends seem to be aware of your relationship.” Luc smirked, tipping his own drink up towards his lips.

“What a tosser,” Harrison proclaimed loudly, already prepared to jump in on his friend’s behalf.

Tom was pulled away from the escalating conversation by an earnest tug on his shirt. “Tom, don’t! It’s not worth it, just ignore it and maybe he’ll go away. He’s trying to start something with you.” She advised, attempting to guide his gaze back to her.

“Bullshit,” Tom mumbled, “like fuck you aren’t worth it! You’re my girl and I’m not going to let him treat you like this.” Anger was seeping into his words and fogging up his mind, so Tom didn’t notice that he’d just uttered a very unfriendly statement her way.

“Tom,” she tried again, “it’s all pretend! It’s fine, just focus on me.”

“No, love. I don’t think you understand,” Tom sighed, focusing his gaze on hers once more. “It’s more than just pretend to me. I want you to be my girl and I feel like I’ve made it all painfully obvious, and you haven’t picked up on it, or reciprocated, or maybe you flat out ignored it. Which is fine, everything about that is fine. It’s just that I care about you and I’m not going to let some fucking dirtbag make you feel uncomfortable.” Tom raked a hand roughly through his hair, “shit,” he mumbled, shutting his eyes, “m’sorry if that made you feel uncomfortable too.”

“Kiss me.” She ordered, ushering Tom closer to her. Taking in his puzzled expression, she added, “kiss me, Tom. For real, please. Kiss me and I’m your girl. For real, not for pretend.”

Tom could hear Luc talking, Harrison retorting and Laura hailing a waiter to ask if there was anything to be done about the seating arrangements, but none of it was clicking in his mind. “What are you saying?”

“Look at me, Tom Holland,” he heard her say sternly. “Don’t let male ego get in the way of this. Don’t look at him, look at me. I wasn’t sure if you were telling me you wanted me, I thought that you were just being nice and you’re too important to me to lose, so I never questioned your intentions. I’m sorry for making you think that I was ignoring you, but I’m not anymore. Please, please kiss me.”

Tom’s head was spinning all across the room. He felt like he was upside down, underwater, sideways and more, but when she finished speaking, his head clicked back into place.

“Please,” she asked softly, tipping her head up towards Tom, who then surged forward, softly stroking over her cheeks and taking the time to carefully align her head with his to create the most perfect of first kisses he would swear anyone in the world had ever had.

A collective gasp fell across the table, and even Luc grumbled a distant, “what the fuck ever, bro. She’s not that cute anyways.”

When the pair broke apart, the first thing Tom could gasp out was, “now you’re my girl,” before quickly swooping down to conjoin their lips once again.


Happy Fanfic Writer Appreciation Day!

Happy Fanfic Writer Appreciation Day! I’m planning on dropping notes some writers’ inboxes as well  (and you should too!), but I also wanted to help them get more love!

To all of you fanfic writers, thank you so much for blessing all of us on this site with your talent, dedication, and love for our kpop girls and boys. I know it’s hard to keep up writing with busy schedules, life events, and other chaos of the world, but you all carry on. There’s also been a lot of hate going around to the people who deserve it the least, so I’d like to tell those of you who this has happened to to ignore those ingrates and write what you love and at your own leisure. We in your writing family will support you. Anyway, before I get too carried away, thank you again and happy writing!

@an-exotic-writer
Mostly BTS oneshots. Missy has to be one of the sweetest people on the planet and somehow her writing is even fluffier than she is. Her oneshots are perfect no matter the theme, intricate snapshots of complex relationships that are ultimately goals. Recommended: 50 kisses series (although her baby jeon series will make you die of fluff!!!)

@causekpop 
Multifandom scenarios, including BTS, BAP, EXO, GOT7 and Monsta X. Her tags are some of the best. Seriously, read them. Of course, her scenarios and drabbles are even better! Recommended: Born Survivor

@duizhangdeluxe​ 
EXO scenarios, lots of AUs. Mama Duck! A sweetheart whose writing is as magic as the stars and dragons she loves. Her works are some of the most original I’ve seen here and no matter the member, I devour the story. Recommended fic: Suhobot series

@floralseokjin
BTS scenarios. I’ve only been following for a few months but it’s long enough to be blown away by this blog. There are tons of details and twists that will have you yelling at your screen for various reasons. You’ll also probably fall for Jin, because her love for him really shines through. Recommended fic: A Fragment

@idol-daydreams​ 
Multifandom scenarios, including some gender neutral. Jay will tell you his writing style is too simple, but don’t let him fool you. He’s an excellent writer. The simplicity of his style is why I love it. He strips away unnecessary words and flourishes so you can enjoy the raw emotion in each scenario. Recommended fic: A Wrathful God

@i-would-rather-be-queen​ 
Multifandom reactions and oneshots. , including 2pm, BAP, CNBlue, VIXX, and many more. Kels is like a big sister to each of her followers, a very talented big sister. I very much feel like she can read people well and she’s very creative in what themes she chooses to pursue in her writing. Recommended: Tender Heart

@jeonjagiya​ 
Iris has to be one of the most patient and intelligent people on this site. Her scenarios and very insightful into human emotions and the human experience, but at the same time incredibly relate-able. On top of her writing, she’s always willing to give the kind of no-sugar coating advice that people truly need. Recommended fic: Transference

@keypea
Multifandom scenarios and oneshots, including Monsta X and EXO. Her scenarios are gold, but it’s her drabbles that captured my attention. I seriously want every one
to be a full blown scenario or series. Recommended fic: Starting Fires

@melodic-reverie
Multifandom reactions. If I ever doubt I’m writing an idol true to their character, I hop over to this blog to see if they have a similar reaction. The wide range of groups and situations are all well-thought and passionate.

@modestlydreaming:
Multifandom scenarios and oneshots, including Monsta X and EXO. Don’t forget to congratulate her on getting married recently! Another AU queen. It honestly doesn’t matter who she writes, I am on top of every AU because they feel very real. The fantasy related ones are particularly inventive and delightful. Recommended fic: Hunted

@ricepot-jisung 
BTS scenarios, but I think she’s planning on become multifandom in the near future? Rams is a precious, insanely talented bun who needs protection. I’m really glad she decided not to delete despite assholes heckling her because her fics are ones I keep coming back to. I’m a fluffy person, but her angst is irresistible and you should be prepared to cry your eyes out because her writing makes you feel so much. Recommended: After Hours

@rosegukk  
BAP scenarios and oneshots. I’ll admit, I’m only a recent follower, but I am so so glad I found her. BAP needs all the love and she gives it to them through her work in aus I never would have thought of. If you want something novel and well-written, check her out! Recommended fic: A Field of Flowers

@sexonextdoor 
Multifandom NSFW rankings/imagines. I don’t know how this blog churns out so much, but it does, and the quality is all top notch. If you need to dirty your mind in the best, most delicious way, go here.

@tayegi
BTS scenarios. Another lovey lady whose higher intelligence is clear in every story. Lu’s honest and has a wry sense of humor that keep every bit of her writing amusing and insightful into human nature. I hope she knows I love her stories as much as she loves cheetos. Recommended fic: Equilibrium

@thesammtimes 
Multifandom scenarios, including EXO, 2pm, Monsta X, GOT7 and BTS. Let me just first say I’m really proud of Sam. She’s been very upfront about her mental health and life choice struggles, but she’s thriving! I do have a warning for you though: you will fall in love with every idol she writes about, bias or no, bias group or no. She’s that good. Recommended fic: Bounty

@versigny
Multifandom scenarios. If you need a new spin on an old trope or just a fresh fic, look no further. She weaves minute details into her stories that some writers end up making tedious, but here, they develop the characters in amazing ways so each story a rich tapestry.Recommended fic: The Take-Home Test

@writingseoul
Multifandom scenarios including BAP and BTS. Y'all really have no idea how happy I was when I saw this lovely came back! I go back to this blog time and time again to read fics that aren’t even for my biases. The way she writes the characters makes them more complex than some in published books I’ve read. Recommended fic: 3AM

Here are some other writers whose work I’m still getting to know but they still deserve recognition. 

Multifandom Reactions: @flowerpotfanfics
BAP: @chemical–chaos
BTS: @btsboyinluv, @btssmutgalore, @gukvory, @jheartseok, @kitten-dont, @mintsyubbie, @daeguilt, @stillgotmydignitae@taecup

EXO: @i-write-storiesandsuch@olionheartedgirlo@soobadnoonecanstopher, @theboyswhomwelove
VIXX: @onlyvixxscenarios, @vixxenarios
Multifandom Scenarios: @thelilyamongstthethorns , @deliriousscenarios, @fromthe-seoul, @after-you-fall-asleep, @spcywolf, @lunarimagines, @thisisjustmywritingblog, @xhixtape, @coffee-and-kpop, @iq-biased , @awkwardturtle486, @noonachronicles, @hoenytae, @imagination-of-a-melted-bitch, @onlylovekpop, @after-you-fall-asleep , @awkwardturtle486,@craft-rose ,

Full Bodied.

Pairing: Park Jinyoung x Reader

Warnings: Explicit Sexual Content

Word Count: 3.4k

A/N: Happiest of birthdays @kpopfanfictrash . Love you  to the moon and back <3


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The Emily Andras thing going around...

So I’ve been taking a stance on positivity which has been about 95% inspired by the Wynonna Earp fandom. For those that don’t know me, I’m not a positive person… like in any way, shape, or form. Life has abused, stomped, and destroyed most of the positivity out of me from birth and I was never really taught how to be positive so it’s been a battle of faking it till I make it and it more than always comes out as dark sarcasm. 

I want you to know that you 100% have the right to feel however you feel about Wynonna Earp and Emily Andras. If you don’t like the show or her, that’s fine. I don’t understand why, but you have the right to not like them. 

There have been a few posts surrounding Emily Andras and I feel like I should probably point a few things out but I’ll put it under a cut.

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Fuck entitled customers

I’m a hostess at a really popular breakfast place. Sunday’s get pretty wild for us, so my job is to take down names and direct the other hostesses
We were halfway through a Sunday rush and a man comes up to the podium and asks where he’s at on the list. Perfectly normal request but here’s the thing. I could not, at all, find his name any where on my list. It was a weird name too, so I should of either remembered it, or noticed it immediately. I tell him this and ask if he could have put down any other name. He claims they have to be under that name. I end up slotting his name in the list about 8 names down.
This should be the end of the story right?
Of course it isn’t. This guy just stands right next to the podium talking shit about how we seat people. Shit like “we’ve been here for way too fucking long” or “I can’t fucking believe I’m not sat yet”
Fucking listen buddy, it isn’t my fault you forgot to check in with me. I searched every scrap of paper that I keep up in that podium for your name and it wasn’t. Fucking. There. Learn how to act in a god damn restaurant, I don’t get payed enough to deal with people who complain about our 15 minute wait.
After we got him and his wife sat they started trying to get one of our other hosts to try and talk shit about me. Like she isn’t fucking gonna do that bud, give it a rest.

Damned if they do, Damned if they don’t.

I feel like no matter what changed, or didn’t change, people would be upset one way or the other. I think they forget that Rhett and Link are two regular dudes just trying to love what they do while keeping it fresh, which means growing and adapting and changing. None of which are bad. If they didn’t like the content they created, we wouldn’t either. I don’t know, some of this stuff just seems so petty to me. I’m glad he’s finally speaking up about it. 

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“It’s pretty strange that we keep running into each other…”

FitzSimmons + La La Land AU 

Fitz is a jazz pianist hung up on keeping old traditions alive. Jemma wants to make it as an actress in Los Angeles, but wonders if all the pain along the way is worth it. When their paths cross unexpectedly, they’ll form a connection that will inspire them to strive for their dreams.

Read the fic, The Ones Who Dream, now on AO3! 

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“Okay boys, that’s enough”, Magnus shouted and tried to get between the vampires who where fighting about who could play with you next.

The others just watched, Maia even tried to hide a smile, so Alec sighed.
“You all are spoiling her!”
“Alexander,” Magnus gave back, still standing between the vampires, “I think you are the one spoiling her the most, right peaches?”

He winked at you and you tried to keep up your innocent face.
“Well, I’m her father! I’m allowed too!”; Alec gave back.

Who would have thought that getting adopted by the high warlock of Brooklyn and his boyfriend, the leader of the New York Institute, could have been the best thing, that could ever happen to you.


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School 2017 Episode 11

BROMANCE! Today’s episode was all about Tae-woon and Dae-hwi, as individuals and friends, and I’m so happy the show is finally taking the time to explore this broken friendship; and there’s actually some real progress between today is a miracle. They both need to find a middle ground where they can understand each other and the new person they have become respectively, all in order to be able to have dreams again. In a way, after Joon-ki’s death, they both have given up on their dreams.

In one hand, we have Dae-hwi working himself to the bone and using people in order to get ahead of others and be able to go to university, making rash decisions that benefit him only. Does he even know what he wants to study? Does he think things will be different in university? Or will he just find another Hee-chan? Although, I’m glad to see he’s still keeping his distance from that imbecile.

But let’s take for example his break up with Nam-joo. Did he even stop to think about her feelings or her situation with their so-called friends until today? They were together for over six months, and apparently really liked each other, and what? She had to spelled out for him that he was hurting her feelings? I’m not trying to defend her since I know she has issues of her own to work on, for example, stop lying to everyone and tell the truth but I think it’s important part of Dae-hwi’s journey to understand that because just because someone is in appearance okay, it doesn’t mean internally they aren’t struggling.

That’s also the reason why I think it’s important that he’s sort of communicating and has no secrets between him and Tae-woon. Dae-hwi finding his former friend sketches shows a new side to Tae-woon that maybe Dae-hwi didn’t know about or he had forgotten.

Also, can I just point out that flashback about Dae-hwi and Nam-joo was the cutest thing? Gah! Please, work things out. I want to see more of that.

On the other hand, Tae-woon needs to snap out of it. Yes, it’s important to pour your energy into making your dreams come true but sometimes life throws you curveballs that need to take priority. This doesn’t mean you forget your dreams, and while it hurts to put them in second place, part of becoming an adult is understanding that we can’t do what we like to all the time. The reason why Tae-woon has a hard time at this hour with Eun-ho and Dae-hwi, it’s because he never truly had to compromise himself in order to protect something or someone more important. In a subconscious way, Tae-won knows his Dad has his back if anything happens and it also helps they don’t have to worry about money. This, I think, is the reason why Dae-hwi keeps pushing Tae-woon to fess up about being Suspect X even if it means losing Dad’s support and benefits. it would also keep Hee-chan off everyone’s back.

Tae-woon does have it easy but that doesn’t mean he’s okay with everything that entitles (the good and especially the bad), which is why I have high hopes he will come through for his friends. He needs to really start taking responsibility for the consequences of his actions and choices; and have a real conversation with Dad about what and how he wants his life to be. And if Dad it’s not okay with it then he needs to work it out on his own, like Eun-ho is doing right now.

While I think Eun-ho is overreacting by taking all her belongings from Tae-woon’s, I understand where she’s coming from when she decides to take a break from working on her webtoon for the time being for the reasons I mentioned before. Eun-ho has such a wonderful family unit, it’s not wonder why she wants to share some of the burden if it means helping out the 3 people who have unconditional support her until now. I hope things get better for them soon, I want to see them thrive so badly.

On the romance department though, Eun-ho could use some of Teacher Gu’s love wisdom. I don’t believe for a minute she doesn’t know exactly how she feels about Tae-woon, and I ain’t see her watching anybody else with hear eyes. I think she’s scared to take the next step and become part of something bigger, especially when Tae-woon it’s being that sincere and intense. The man means it… smooth, cheeky bastard.

I don’t think she rejected him for the right reasons but I’m a glad she’s making her point clear. Maybe this little breather between them will help them both find the answers they are looking for.

Originally posted by bo9um

Special mention to Tae-woon’s voice breaking when he was talking about Joon-ki and how he overcame the fear of riding his motoroclyce again. I was right there in the border of tears with them.

anonymous asked:

I love that Holmesau you and naferty are writing! What do Watson and Steve think about Irene Adler? Do they team up against her?

I love writing it with @naferty as well! 

Originally posted by singfromthehair

Ah ‘The Woman’. I’m thinking in this au Holmes/Tony’s relationship is more similar to the original novels - one of intellectual respect and intrigue than the romantic inclination of the movies/shows. 

Both Irene and Holmes hold a great respect for each other, as there are few others out there who are able to keep up intellectually. Irene loves to keep Holmes on his toes and keeping one step ahead, and Holmes of course absolutely loves to play the game. 

And of course, once Irene finds out about Steve well, she just has to tease both of Holmes’ soldiers doesn’t she? So she purposefully flirts and smiles with Holmes, before disappearing with a swish of her hips and a wink. Holmes is amused of course, but is distracted by the case in front of him. 

Watson and Steve are totally not jealous. Definitely not. The woman is dangerous of course, and if Watson is willing to team up alongside Steve that quickly, well then she must be a much more dangerous rival than Steve first imagined. Besides, she definitely reminds Steve a bit of Natasha, and Steve knows how dangerous she can be. 

Fanfic author appreciation day

I can’t imagine a world without the creative minds I’ve seen on this site. I’ve always loved reading, but I think I love it even more now that I’ve found all these amazing authors. I can’t begin to explain how much I enjoy reading all your works! They’ve picked me up on hard days, kept me going on the worse one, and made me laugh so many times I’ve lost count. Thank you, to everyone on here who writes for the benefit of others, whatever fandom you write for! Keep your beautiful souls shining, and continue shining your light for others to see. ❤

@queen-of-deans-booty @dancingalone21 @torn-and-frayed @bringmesomepie56 @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog @demondeanismybaby @sunriserose1023 @chelsea072498 @emilywritesaboutdean @evansrogerskitten @kittenofdoomage @petrovadixon @imagineteamfreewill and so many others I can’t think of right now cause my fucking brain won’t cooperate. If I didn’t list you on here, I haven’t forgotten about you! I still love you!

There is no reconciling capitalism as a system to make it fine. There is no “pure capitalism” that is the enemy contrasted to reformed versions that are acceptable. Capitalism is violence up until it becomes a system that can no longer be called capitalism. When does that happen? When there’s no more capitalists who own all the property, allowing them to force everyone else to work for a wage to even survive. When there’s no such thing as wage labor. When class divisions do not exist at all. That’s liberation.

I’m not against fighting for reforms right now, helping each other out and all of that. I’m just saying always keep in mind, the fight is this one - against capitalism in and of itself. Keep in mind the imperialism, the state of workers all over the world, just how much more free your own life could be. Don’t pose the problem as though a reformed capitalism is the /solution/.

I am taking suggestions!

Hello jello! Sticky here with a lil announcement. 

So, I’ve been a little busy with school and draws and all of that, to add up, I have two sort of big posts coming, one about dark humor and why is failing on the animation industry and the other (that it’s probably going to be a lil controversial) being about tridimensionality and why is important in media. 

To keep it short, I am opening some sort of suggestions under the name of “canned slime”, that is pretty much me doing slightly shorter answers or talks about certain topics or shows without making them actually a full review of the show, a season or a topic. 

If you all are interested I am up to pretty much everything animation related! thanks for reading, have a gooptastic day!

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CAN.NOT.EVEN.BEGIN!!  To tell you how chuffed I am at the photos I was able to capture during todays Total Solar Eclipse.  I TOTALLY need to research how best to post-process these babies to bring out the “snake shadows” and enhance the color flares at the very edge of the moon. 

So these are draft photos - the top one is straight out of the RAW file, I’ve done slight adjusting with levels and brightness to the second to tone down the glare - I’ve watermarked them quite egregiously to try and keep them from being reposted and/or ending up in someone else’s library.  

The first one was taken just after “totality” and the second one was me trying to capture the “Diamond Ring” but just missed it and ended up with this bauble.  I took a photo every 5 mins throughout the entire almost 3 hours of the eclipse so there are other photos and a “collage” to show the progression of the eclipse, still to come.  

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nour7xx  asked:

Hi steph! well...I'm a new fan of sherlock, I just started watching it about a month ago, and I was really hooked with the story and characters, especially Sherlock and John, and I believe that Johnlock is real with all my heart no matter what Mofftis say about it. I always thought Sherlock is in love with John, but I didn't consider the possibility of John being in love with Sherlock, he always seems reluctant to the idea when ever some one brings this topic. but after reading your meta...(1)

(2) about Irene and John’s scene (I really liked your metas! they helped me understand a lot of the subtext in the show, keep up the good work!) I kinda changed my mind about it. can you please give me any other evidence of John’s love for sherlock? and I’m really happy that I joined this fandom, I hope you welcome me in it! 😊😊 PS: sorry for my bad English 😥

Hi Lovely!

Oh, gosh, your English is better than mine, and I’m a first-language speaker! Never apologize! I think it’s so lovely y’all do, but really: you don’t have to! 

First off, I just want to say, OF COURSE you’re welcome in the fandom! Jeepers, you’re adorable! We’re all here because we love a show, and there’s no special membership you need to be here! <3 As long as y’all are respectful, all are welcome to my blog <3

Secondly, thank you! I’m so happy that my meta about Battersea (that’s the most recent one) have helped you out! The whole scene is essentially John sacrificing his own happiness because he thinks Sherlock is sad about Irene’s death (and in a way he is, but for completely different reasons). 

Thirdly, YOU ARE IN LUCK, because I felt like I’ve actually answered something similar before, AND I ABSOLUTELY HAVE. Here’s a VERY EXTENSIVE, episode-by-episode list of proof of John’s love for Sherlock. It’s not everything, but it covers a lot. I hope that it quells your fears <3

I’ve also a “john loves sherlock” blog tag that you can check out too, with meta and gifs and screencaps of proof for John’s love for Sherlock from myself and others!

Thank you again for not only commenting on my blog and meta, but for being a part of this wonderful fandom! I hope I answered your question for you! <3 Have a fantastic day!

anonymous asked:

Zen's son waddles over to you and gives you a flower. "For yew princess." He smiles warmly.

“Aww, how absolutely precious,” I coo as I graciously accept the flower in one hand, the other moving to ruffle the boy’s hair before pulling him into an appreciative embrace. “You take after your father,” I comment in a lighthearted tone as I remember how much of a romantic Zen is.


[[So cute! I’m super tempted to just make a Family!AU with Zen because I live for family domestic fluff. Thanks for the pick-me-up <3]]

wherefore-my-love  asked:

I never thought of Tony and Strange but now I can't unsee it. *adds to my shipping wall* Got any hcs for them and lazy days

Tony and Strange more so happened when I realize they’re both asses to the women they love lol and I love Pepper with all my being. 

  • LONGEST debates about modern medicine vs. physics and engineering
  • These two don’t have lazy days, one continues his practice as a business man while the other can’t stay away from the hospital. 
  • He uses his powers to spy on the doctors in Columbia University and occasionally picks up teaching and mentoring 
  • The day they both decide to ‘take a break’ its very passively working on things they shouldn’t be
  • Stephen is playing operation and Tony is playing Jenga trying to keep their mind off ‘work’ while still thinking about ‘work’ 
  • Date knights include, watching Jeopardy and trying to guess the answer before the actual tv contestant done. 
  • And debunking online conspiracy theories
  • It includes a lot of arguing on Stephen’s side, because Tony replaced all of Stephen’s good ol’ razors with Tony’s prototype ones
Prompt Batch #21

Theme: Miscellaneous


1. “Ow–what?! You said you wanted my honest opinion!”

2. “Nothing ever really goes how we expect it to, but that’s just how amazing moments are born.”

3. “Your crazy ass is going to get us all killed.”

4. “Nobody is ever happy twenty-four seven. It’s just unrealistic.”

5. “Be stupid while you still can. Growing up sucks, trust me.”

6. “Of course you’re not perfect. No one expects you to be.”

7. “Would you guys mind trying to keep it down? I get that you’re happy to see each other after all this time but some of us actually want to sleep tonight.”

8. “Your future self is only going to regret all of the fun you missed out on.”

9. “You don’t have to figure everything out all at once. Take your time; enjoy your life.”

10. “I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you, don’t you understand that? How could you possibly think you don’t matter to me?”

11. “Do you have any idea how long I’ve waited for this moment? To finally have the upper hand over you?”

12. “Your fears are going to eat you alive if you don’t start facing them.”

13. “Dude, why are you texting me? We’re literally sitting on the same couch.”

14. “Stop caring about what other people think. Your opinion of yourself should be the only one that matters.”

15. “Sometimes I forget how beautiful you are and when I turn to look I get momentarily stunned.”

16. “You’re such a gigantic dork. It’s adorable.”

17. “Wait … this isn’t a joke?”

18. “I just can’t understand how you could want someone like me.”

19. “You just take it day by day; that’s all any of us can do. We’re all trapped in the same boat, here.”

20. “You bother me. Deeply.”

anonymous asked:

Om gosh💚💚💚 i just saw yout headcanons for their s/o being away with their family how about bakugou, Todoroki and midoriya???? Love blog btw

(I’m so happy you enjoyed them!! Thank you so much

Bakugou Katsuki:

  • As much as Bakugou misses his significant other, like hell he will ever admit it. He might be in a bit of a bad mood the first few days they’re away and some messages to check up on how they’re doing.
  • His partner would have to be the one to keep him updated on what they’re visiting with their family and other trivial things, because Baku does not want to seem like he’s clingy or feels their absence. He suffers in silence.
  • He would come to the airport for their arrival and would be so damn pissed off if the flight was delayed. He just wants to see them already and feels like the universe is against him.
  • The moment the two of them finally meet, he’ll hold her in his arms and tell them that it took them long enough to arrive, yet he’s so glad they’re back.

Todoroki Shouto:

  • Shouto gets worried about their travelling and messages them to make sure their plane got to the destination safely or that they got to the place they’re visiting just fine.
  • He appreciates if they send him photos throughout the day of the places they visit. He always questions them about what they’ve seen and how they feel, occasionally mentioning how he can’t wait to see them again.
  • Todoroki patiently awaits for their arrival, a flower bouquet and chocolate in his hands. When they meet, he brings them in a gentle embrace and gives them a quick kiss on their forehead.

  • He’d love to invite them over for tea so the they can share their stories from while they were gone.

Midoriya Izuku:

  • While his significant other is away, Midoriya really misses seeing their face and hearing their voice, so facetiming with them at the end of the day would fill him with happiness.
  • He gets hyper excited every time they send him pictures from the places they are sight seeing and asks many questions about the tourist points, history and what they liked the most.
  • Midoriya almost cannot wait for the plane to arrive, walking from one point to the other of the terminal he’s waiting in. He will speed run the moment he sees them coming with their luggage to hug them.
  • His excitement from seeing them again makes him speak really quickly and ask a million questions per minute, earning him giggles from his partner.