but i will improve

Reposting

I want to start off that i’ve been pretty chill about people reposting my work because I hadn’t seen it as a problem, especially since to me it was just fan art and I didn’t really care. However, it’s really starting to bug me. Significantly because most of the things getting reposted is my old work. 

It’s embarrassing. Please do not repost my work any longer. I’ve given Permission in the past, so if I already have then we’re cool, and that was my call. I thank you kindly for tagging me and giving me credit, but I am now very uncomfortable with this. 

Especially youtube videos. I haven’t seen any with my work that were monetized ( that i know of ), but i forgot that youtube pays. Please, no more youtube videos. I’m really worried and incredibly uncomfortable. 

Please, do not repost my work anymore. 

“Little” personal opinion about Lysander at ep 35 (please tell me I’m not alone at this)

Can we talk about the fact that is episode 35 and Lysander’s still pushing us away when his father matter comes out?

I need to see this changing soon! Is frustrating, God… I mean, don’t get me wrong, I love Lysander, is my one and only route actually… And because I love him, is that I can see this clearly. You have to admit this is becoming irrational. His father has a terminal disease, and he could not seem like so but HE’S SUFFERING AND IN TERRIBLE PAIN, DAMN IT. I kinda know the situation from both sides (Lysander’s and Candy’s). I know what it is like, watching someone you love dying irremediably and not being yourself once this person is gone. And I also know what is like to have someone you love going through this same situation, while you can’t do anything about it (even comforting becomes hard, believe me, I know the struggle. You feel like nothing you could do or say will make the situation any better). So, Lysander, honey, it’s been a couple months now, right? Since the accident, his father disease and start dating with Candy all happened almost at the same time. Please, stop pushing her away. I know he doesn’t mean wrong, actually, all he can think about is in protecting her. HER. You’re the one suffering here, and she’s your girlfriend; the less you could say is that she cares about you and wants to be there with you when things get hard… IS THE NORMAL THING TO DO.

If you don’t know what I’m talking about, I’m referring to this specific scene:

If you pick the right choice, which I already knew it wasn’t the first one (how can you say he’s stable and he should be more relax now? You can’t know for sure until you see it with your own eyes or at least he tells you so), the conversation goes with Candy trying to persuade him to let her visit his father, and he replies in the sweetest way he doesn’t want to impose her anything. (in the Spanish version is something like this; English just says he doesn’t want to make her “go through that”, which is similar). My darling, I don’t think it will be “imposing” anymore… You’re a couple now, and I think you’re mature enough to understand that if you care about someone, you just can’t be happy if the other isn’t, and again, normal thing to do is wanting to be by your side at times like this… Your pain is my pain too (ya, totally ignoring here that’s Candy who he’s in a relationship with, not me).

Anyways, I know that we’re technically not in Lysander’s arc anymore, but I truly need an evolution for this… He has clarified that his father will not be recovering from this… All I ask is a visit and maybe a Lysander that is more willing to share his feelings about this; is NOT GOOD to hold back.

Thank you for reading my little “rant” here; I’ve been working on it since ep 35 came out, but forgot to posted it ;v

{{ that 100% started out as me intending to Complain™ about how making art is such a PAIN IN THE ASS and ended up reminding myself how much i love art and artists and everyones art. nice }}

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me too, plagg… me too.

Marichat May (Identity Reveal)

welcome to adrien inner mind theater (again-ish)

my headcanons are that this nerd reads a lot of shoujo manga and that he really does think he’s beautiful af so here you go—

my dudes

my buddies

my pals

Let’s be real for a second in terms of like where this show is headed with regards to my favorite character (surprise it’s Lance jk no one is surprised)

Recently this tweet happened:

And some people are taking this really well and other people… not so much. Which makes sense since all of us have been like #thirstin for something more for Lance and have been met with a lotta nothing, but I think this tweet is actually a good thing.

So in this recent interview with Kimberly, Josh, and Jeremy, Jeremy basically says what he’s been saying since day 1 that’s been echoed by a lot of the other cast members and crew.

Basically: Lance will step up to the plate and he’ll become more of a leader and take on more responsibility but at the end of the day…

Lance.

Is.

Lance.

And when people ask for more about Lance in terms of his character, you don’t really hear much beyond this, which is exTRemEly frustrating but just hear me out.

It might not be this deep but I think it’d be cool if there’s a reason for the Voltron team being so adamant in the fact that “Lance is Lance.” And he will always be no matter what. This can go one of two ways.

1. Lance is Lance because he will always only be comic relief. 6 seasons of comic relief. That’s him. He’s Lance. A flirt. Cocky. Goofy. Sure he might have some moments like we’ve seen in S1 and S2 but for the most part he’s there to be the team goofball to make everyone laugh (or groan with frustration and annoyance)

Which is shitty and terrible and I will be so angry if this is what goes down but for now let’s move onto the MUCH BETTER option 2.

2. Lance does become a leader (maybe a co-leader? Right hand man? stays the Blue Paladin and just kinda steps up more? whatever) but no matter how tough things get, no matter how worn down the team is, no matter how hopeless the situation seems, Lance can still be Lance. And I don’t just mean he’s able to crack a joke at a tense time to lighten the mood, though that also is a part of it. I mean that he is able to keep a level head and calmly think things through even in chaotic or near impossible situations

That he is always concerned about the well-being of other and is willing to lay down his life for his friends (AKA PEOPLE HE JUST MET)

That he’s also not afraid to call out these friends when he thinks they are making a mistake (there seems to be a running theme with this one…..)

That he’s also appreciative of his friends and pays attention to their needs/wants and their strengths

And that he will always go down swinging

But maybe most importantly, and this is what I hope the Voltron team is trying to get at, Lance will never lose his joy and excitement and happy go-lucky demeanor. This is what makes him the Blue Paladin (and also why I think he would make a great Black Paladin but anyways….). He’s the glue of the team and this means more than just being the comic relief and making ill-timed jokes.

I really love the Lance that is able to start a weird space spore fight or wants to knit sweaters for Arusians. I love the Lance that enjoys doing a crazy dance while explaining their extremely dangerous plan to defeat Zarkon. I love the Lance that has fun coming up with wild ideas about what else could be locked up in Beta Traz. It’s not that he’s not taking his job as a Paladin seriously but rather that he is trying to take this crazy situation in stride as much as possible. We know that he can be worried, insecure, and lonely, but this never stops him from being who he is. He stumbles, loses confidence, regains it, and stands back up again ready to start swinging at the next asshole who decides to come for him and his friends.

Lance is adaptable just like water. He might come in different forms (serious, competitive, caring, homesick, flirtatious, etc) but at the end of the day it’s all of it is a part of who he is. He might need to get better at figuring out the appropriate timing of being leader Lance or flirty Lance, but it’s not like he has to lose the more immature part of him to become a more well-developed character.

So when people say “Lance will always be Lance,” I’m actually pretty fucking thankful. I’ve read some Langst where Lance becomes more “Keith-like” to cope with his insecurities which……. I’m conflicted about. I don’t think he needs to go as far as NOT be him in order for the team to learn to appreciate him more. So I think this affirmation from the staff that Lance will always be himself no matter what makes me believe that he will be what keeps the team together through the difficult and tumultuous times to come. That even despite his clear self-doubt he will be able to put the team and others first and maintain his role as the glue. That he will still manage to grow and change as a Paladin AND maintain the things that make him Lance.

There will be growing pains, of course, (I’m guessing a lot to do with Keith) but just because he’s insecure doesn’t make him weak. Lance doesn’t have to become more serious or stoic in order to be taken more seriously or be more “mature.” Then he wouldn’t be the Lance we know and love. He can withstand the challenges to come and develop as a character without sacrificing these integral parts of himself. He is capable of SO MUCH and I can’t wait for him to unlock the potential that was always there within him and makes him who he is.