but i was trying not to ramble so

in which sanha is 2 cute for this entire planet & I Am Desperately trying 2 keep up

Just seeing one post on my dash again, and I couldn’t help but be impressed at some phrasing.

So remember kiddies, if someone is asking for Diet or “Skinny” or “soy” or anything that is not regular, give them what they requested because it may not be them being healthy, but a dietary need that can possibly be life or death

From another commenter:
also if they ARE trying to be healthy you should give it to them to!! Its not your decision to police or question others food choices!!!
also im lactose intolerant AND ive had stomach infections/ulcers so i feel this.

Not wanting to single anybody out, and I do agree with what they’re trying to convey with that last point. It’s none of your legitimate concern why someone else might be ordering any particular item, and if you’re working in food service you’d better give people what they ordered. Barring actual supply problems, but that’s a very different scenario than swapping things around out of shittiness without the customer’s knowledge and approval.

But, I was kind of struck again by the rhetorical gap between Being Healthy™ and, you know, trying to avoid ingredients which are likely to make you very sick or dead due to a specific condition.

I mean, I have celiac (and, probably as a complication, diabetes). When I’m careful about what I put into my mouth to avoid at least a week of autoimmune misery and damage to my body? That’s me trying to be healthy. Very directly. Same goes for people with food allergies, etc. They’re trying to be healthy, in the face of serious and rather immediate health consequences.

It’s interesting how different a proposition Being Healthy™ generally is, in common usage. To the point of “it may not be them being healthy, but a dietary need that can possibly be life or death” even making sense.

Talk to Him

Jared x Reader

a Jared kleinman oneshot where he’s ranting to you about Evan not needing him anymore, and you are basically like “I need you” he tells you to stop being gay, you remind him that you’re literally his girlfriend, and then try to convince him to makeup with Evan? plEASr I am so soft and my bois didn’t get a makeup in the musical also I love jared

“He doesn’t need me anymore. I did so much for him and now he has Zoe and he can throw me aside into the wind like I’m some sort of ragdoll,” your boyfriend complained to you as the two of you sat on his bed.

You were running your hand through Jared’s hair, trying to calm him down.


“Like, I did so much for him ya know,” he kept rambling. You sighed, continuing to listen to what your silly boyfriend had to say. “Does anyone really need me? Like, I don’t know what to do anymore to be honest.”

He looked around the room sadly, snuggling his head into your lap more.

“I need you though, Jared. What would I do if you weren’t here?” you asked him softly, smiling down at him.

His face turned to look up at you, your hair falling down and tickling his nose. He swatted it away and pouted at you.

“Stop being gay,” he said to you.

“I’m literally your girlfriend,” you replied.

The two of you stared at each other for a moment, neither of you speaking to each other.

“Shut the fuck up,” Jared said all of the sudden. You rolled your eyes and burst out laughing.

“Stop laughing,” he pouted.

“I’m sorry Jared! But that was really funny,” you wheezed.

He rolled his eyes and then flopped himself onto the floor so that he was laying face down on it.

“Jared, if you really miss him that much then you need to go and talk to him. Just sit down and have a serious talk with him. You never know how it will turn out you silly man.”

He looked up at you with a serious face, nodding his head defeatedly.

“Alright. I’ll talk to him.”

You smiled and kissed him on the cheek. “I love you Jared.”

“I love you too.”


I just wanna get a job and start working so bad. The current application I’m working on needs two or more professional references..
Contacted both of my fashion teachers, I hope they can both vouch for me.

I’m trying really, really hard to stay positive guys, so Look at this dress I made that was featured in the New York Times back in High School!

i tried ok
i tried ok

yes hello i was stalking strolling through @mcl-pauly‘s blog and I heard about this “how do you pronounce the characters names” thing and i wanted to try it-

i don’t really have an accent but uh ?? i tried to show what the names would sound like in arabic

k but i’m sorrY

… Somehow I have all of the Polaris family backed up except Andromeda, our heir. I’ve searched everywhere and I’m so disappointed that I actually started crying like a fool.

I’m afraid it won’t be the same if I try to use Ephie and Altair’s genetics to recreate her. 

How could I have fucked up so badly?

I’ve made the decision to turn my life almost completely around.

In the last few months, living my daily life has gotten harder and harder. Somehow I can’t relax anymore at all, I can’t shut the stress out no matter how hard I try. (which is also the reason why this blog has been almost dead even though I love it with all my heart).

So I decided to take the steps in order to get professional (probably inpatient) treatment and at least pause (if not end) my studies until I feel better and am able to continue without anxiety and stress that won’t leave me alone.

I’m pretty sure that I’ve reached both “casual” and autistic burn-out, so I can’t say how long this will last. I also don’t know yet when I’ll start another form of treatment or when I’ll choose to pause my studies.
This decision was pretty difficult for me, but I’m glad that I made it and I look forward to becoming who I was again before I turned into a person who’s worrying constantly about everything. It’s important to put yourself first sometimes and I haven’t been doing that for a whole lot of time now.

I’ll keep you all updated!
Your support of my blog has always been something that lifted me up when I needed it and I’m very thankful for that. It’s good to know that there are people out there in this world who can relate so good to me or who are willing to listen to people like myself and understand and support us. You all mean a lot to me and I’m very thankful to have this blog and be a part of the autistic community here on tumblr.

@ everyone reading this, thinking about a similarly big decision: be brave to do what’s best for you (if you are able to) and put your health first. If you are unhappy with your situation, you deserve the opportunity to change it. You deserve to be happy and to feel good about yourself and your life. And if you can’t do that without help, without pausing whatever else always seemed more important than yourself then you DESERVE to get said help or to make a pause. You deserve to get better! And I hope you find the courage to do so.
And if you do, then be proud of yourself! You have all the right to.

Hey everyone! This is my third attempt at the whole pen pal thing, I’ve met some pretty great people through this so why not give it another go.

My name is Cassandra and I am 18 years old, I’m also bisexual if that counts for anything.

ABOUT ME: I love being able to have deep conversations with other people. That’s when I am confident enough to express my emotions rather than just asking about hobbies. I have terrible anxiety that I’m still trying to manage, every day is difficult but I’m slowly starting to cope with it. If you want to talk about mental health/anxiety I’d love to be someone you can come to when you just need a distraction. Although I like having in depth conversations I’d also enjoy just telling each other about our days or rambling about our favorite cryptids and why the people on our favorite shows frustrate us so much *cough* SKAM *cough*

INTERESTS: movies movies and movies. Seriously I could go on about how much I love movies. I want to have a career in screenwriting so writing in general is a big thing for me. I don’t read too many books but my favorites are Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe, Tell the Wolves I’m Home, and The Outsiders. My favorite TV shows are SKAM, Voltron, and Avatar the Last Airbender (I’m actually saving up for a tattoo inspired by this show, that’s how much I love this it). I’m not much of a theater person but Spring Awakening and Dear Evan Hansen are current faves.

PREFERENCES: around 16-19, that’s basically it really.

CONTACTS: insta- cassxyy kik- cass487 tumblr- pompal

Hope to hear from you soon

PS: I have a college entrance exam soon so a friendly distraction would definately be welcome and appreciated 💙

If you’re using an ongoing tragedy that is very fresh and painful for a lot of people to push on your selfish hate on a particular group, let me just say you’re a gross piece of shit.

That tragedy shouldn’t be used as your fucking ignorant hate fuel.

Now excuse me cos I’m trying to call a friend that is currently living in Europe and she might know more of what’s going on and even how we could offer help.

I don’t even know why but I physically cannot stop crying about the bombing in Manchester like…….these families just expected their kids to go out and have a good night. I mean………what if that had happened when I went and saw Stevie? What if my mom was expecting me to go have the best night of my life and then find out I was dead or in the hospital or lost? It’s all just so fucked up. But honestly one of the most heartbreaking things is that Ariana APOLOGIZED for this. She literally said “broken. from the bottom of my heart, i am so so sorry. i don’t have words.” like it was her fault. She was just trying to make some people happy and now she feels guilty…..I just…I guess I don’t understand people. I’m sorry I’m rambling but I just wanted to say that I’ve lost a lot of really important people to me and I just wanted to say thank you all for always being here for me. I talk a lot and my blog is a mess but I just want you all to know how grateful I am for you. I’ve always loved Ariana and I always will. I’m sending every ounce of love that I have to her and everyone that was there tonight <3

With my two major assignments done for the semester, I feel like I want to start writing fics for my swtor universe. But I have no idea where to start or how to go about it.

I have so many characters that end up connected with each other and with canon characters that I feel like trying to get them all in one fix, even with millions of chapters, wouldn’t be right.

So if I feel up to it and if anyone is interesting in storied from my swtor universe, I may actually do a series. Most fics will focus on one OC and the people directly involved in their life and others may be stand alone stories with all of them interacting with each other at some point.

Ever since I made Sibarr I got hit with Vaylin and Brooke feels so I want to write out just one scene I came up with as a drabble. Something to her my creative writing chops warmed up and maybe something I will even put into an actual story in the future.

new genre concept: soft apocalypse

the world as we know it has ended and mother nature starts taking back what’s hers. there are no zombies or cannibals or murderous bandits. the most valued members of the community are those who know how to garden and farm, sew and weave, treat wounds, work wood or build with bricks, cook from scratch. 

people bond together to begin rebuilding instead of killing each other. everyone teaches each other whatever they do know and works together to figure out the stuff none of them know. books become incredibly valued resources because they’re often the only way to learn critical information. if someone is elderly, disabled, or otherwise unable to work at the same level as most of the community, they’re taken care of by the others, not told any sort of “survival of the fittest” bs.

as the generations ware on, communities begin expanding into small cities. some of the settlements even find ways to repurpose solar or wind power on a small scale and have electricity in some of their buildings. storytellers wander the countryside telling tales of the old world in return for some hot stew or a place to rest for the night, and the mythos of the new world start to incorporate elements of the past. the only thing that remains constant is that humans survive, and they do it by working together.

iwasapruneratfaverolles  asked:


Grace fuck, why would you invoke her name like that???

Okay, fine, gather round children, buckle up because we’re going on a bumpy ride back to everyone’s collective least favorite place: 7th grade.

Some background: I went to a very small Catholic school. One class per grade (we were the largest with 19 kids), everyone knew each other whether they wanted to or not. Despite basically every teacher and faculty members insistence that we were The Best And Most Special Class In The School and that everyone loved having us, the longstanding 7th grade teacher Mrs. O’Hara decided to retire in the summer of 2008, meaning the school had to find us a new teacher for the upcoming year. This would be like, the first new teacher in the school in a while, and as she was getting the ‘best class’, it was viewed as a Big Deal. Somewhere in like July or August we got a letter announcing Mrs. Stubel, and it came with a list of books to pick for the summer reading, and that was basically all the information we had.

So…the first day of class. She seems nice enough. Very…ditsy, I guess? It was very easy for her to get herself off topic while talking. She constantly paced around the room, never staying in one spot for longer than a second, complaining she has restless leg syndrome. Which like, I’m sure she did, but she was in the middle of introducing herself and then went on a 20 minute tangent about restless leg syndrome without anyone prompting her. It was almost like you could see her scattered thoughts flying around her head.

So anyone, she eventually gives somewhat of an introduction- she had only taught in public schools before, and kept worrying she ‘didn’t know’ how to teach in a Catholic school despite the entire class insisting literally nothing was different, you just teach the curriculum, twice a week we have religion class with Sister Mary King, that’s literally it (she still talked over us in worry), she told us about her kids, she told us about her obsession with Emily Dickinson, stuff like that.

And then she hands us this worksheet.

She’s like, “Oh, these are just some basic questions for you to answer! Just so I can get to know you guys better!” like in lieu of an icebreaker game, which is fine, but…the questions. The questions were all “What is your most haunting fear?”, “What is your deepest regret?”, “Have you ever experienced the pain of loss?”, “What was your worst injury?”, “What was your worst nightmare?”, all questions like that, and then on the back she wanted us to draw a gravestone and write out what we wanted our epitaph to be.

We were twelve year olds, mind you.

Oh my God and one girl missed the first day because of her grandmother’s funeral, so when she came the next day and saw what the teacher was insisting she do for homework, she almost had a panic attack? And the lady still made her do it? Literally who wants to think about death anymore at a time like that omfg.

Okay, so then we get to the summer reading book reports, right? Now, she had given a list of maybe, 20 books that you could pick from, read it, and then present an oral report on it. You had to have notecards and you had to be able to answer questions from the class at the end. All in all, I’ve had worse projects.

So, on this list, she apparently put Madeleine L’Engle’s entire book series on the list…only she did not make it known that this was a series and not multiple stand alone books, so when reports started up it caused mass-panic of kids trying to put together plot points and make connections on what the hell they had read.

I was the only kid in the class who had chosen to read “A Wrinkle In Time”, and that has since lead to a series of events that…really actually scares me, I’m still incredibly freaked out, I’m not going to get into it right now because it’ll take away from the current story, but just know that I’m not above wondering if it only happened because I read the book for Stubel.

Anyway, so like, I got through the report okay. The class asking questions about it was fine, but the teacher kept asking questions that didn’t make sense, like, at all. My friend Angie has always had super neat handwriting and Mrs. Stubel got like, obsessed with her notecards and asked if she could borrow them for something. When we got our grades back a few weeks later, Angie had points taken off for not having notecards.

And then her teaching just…didn’t happen. She’d never stay on a topic, she’d always get herself distracted! We were not learning anything. And like, this wasn’t a class of advanced smart kids that loved to learn. By all accounts we should’ve been thrilled. But it got out of hand. It got to points where we had to start teaching lessons to ourselves, asking teacher from other grades for help, always coming home in tears, complaining constantly to our parents and the principal because this woman wasn’t teaching us anything. There were two kids who asked her multiple times for extra help, and she told them each time to ‘talk to me after school’, but then she’d leave immediately after school so they wouldn’t be able to talk to her. They finally brought up the issue in the middle of class and she had a breakdown, yelling about how nobody ever thinks that maybe the teacher has a lot of work to do, and maybe she’s entitled to taking off early, but when we tried to argue she shouldn’t schedule meetings and then break them off in the name of relaxation, she stormed out of the room and tried to get the principal to give us detention. (Which, like, our school didn’t even do, and she was the only one in the wrong during this situation) We are still in September at this point, and already at least ten kids have parents considering transferring them to another school. (And remember, there was only 19 of us, and most of the class had been together since preschool, so that was a big deal).

Then, she starts coming in with all the weird bruises. All the Moms™ immediately started gossiping that her husband had to be beating her, and that’s why she was so screwy in the head. But the way she talked about her husband made it seem like he *might* be dead, and we actually did witness her fall and smack her head into a doorknob once, so no one really knew what to believe. (Also, I’m not trying to imply that abuse would make someone crazy or ‘damaged’ or anything, this is just what was being said. I think they were trying to turn her into a more sympathetic character, because if you feel sorry for her you don’t have to hate her for frustrating your kids so much, and Hate Is A Bad Emotion.)

Also…this woman and Emily Dickinson.

She talked about Emily Dickinson every chance she could get. None of us knew who Emily Dickinson really was before she got there and you could see in her mind it was a capitol offense. She found out the curriculum didn’t have room to cover her (because like, we had a text book), and was way too upset about it. She started reading her poems whenever she found the time (usually somewhere in history class), and always gave us very detailed accounts about her dressing up as Emily and reading her poetry at the library.

Now, two things to note here:

  1. The library did not hire her to do this. She would literally just get in the mood, put on an Emily Dickinson costume that she made by herself, drive to different libraries, and just read poetry out loud to everyone there until someone eventually asked her to leave.
  2. The way she described these events…her tone, the look on her face, her posture…you could just tell that she was getting some sort of sexual gratification out of this? Like dressing up as Emily Dickinson in public and reading her sad poems is really what got this lady’s jollies rocking? Got her all hot and bothered? Which is…a lot, but why would you tell a bunch of seventh graders about it holy shit. What about that sounds like a good idea! What about that turns you back on!

So anyway, we learned a lot about Emily Dickinson against our will.

One of the Davids™ was reading a book for pleasure- which shouldn’t have been a shocker, a lot of kids always had books on them, but Stubel got really interested and asked if she could borrow it from him. He was like ‘sure, after I finish it?’ but she took it that day. He asked her for it back for like five weeks straight.

And…the strudels.

Okay, so the school was trying some dorky thing to promote ~togetherness~ or some virtue or something, I don’t remember the specifics of why, but each class had to make a huge themed poster and hang it on the wall outside the classroom. Which was like, whatever, not the most thrilling project but at least it allowed us to be productive vs just sitting there as the teacher runs about the room rambling about her family vacation from four years ago. Mrs. Stubel decided we needed a quirky nickname and after like three days of deliberation we were christened “Stubel’s Special Strudels”!

(points for alliteration or whatever, but no one actually voted for that and what exactly do strudels have to do with Catholicism? It became a big running joke amongst the kids)

Also, in case you were wondering, she didn’t explain the assignment correctly to us- so every other class had like these beautiful, artistic, well-themed and put together posters, while ours was just…literally a bunch of shit thrown together on paper. Nothing fit with each other, it was literally embarrassing to look at.

But then…she wouldn’t drop the strudel thing. Like she kept bringing it up. She got really into strudels and would just tell us random shit about them. Finally, someone jokes that we should get strudels one day for a party (like instead of a pizza party), and she’s Freaking Out and On Board. She really wants to buy us strudels and have a breakfast party now. She talked about it for like two days straight.

So like… you know in school when you would have a pizza party, usually the teacher would buy it? That’s how they always happened in my experience (not counting the last day of 10th grade when some kid had pizza delivered to the school for lunch but it didn’t get there until math class lol). But especially in grade school? Like if it wasn’t a PTA made party that’s super organized, the school would buy the food, right? Right?

Yeah, so she was like, if this is happening you guys need to give me the money. Just give me the money and then I’ll pick them up on my way to work!! And after some arguing some kids are on board. Strudels should only cost a couple dollars right?

And she’s like, oh no, I’m gonna get them from this high end bakery near my house so it’ll be special, but they’re not cheap and it’ll be a big order! I’m gonna need like fifteen dollars from each of you!

And at this point I’m just like…lady. Come on. 

But she keeps insisting. She’s not gonna go until every student in class pays up.

And I’m like…I’m poor. I don’t even like strudel.  And some of the less-naïve kids are siding with me.

And then she pulls that “you guys are just spoiling all the fun for your classmates” shit, like the naïve kids who already paid up, so it gets to the point where we just gotta cave and give her the money.

(I ended up stealing it out of my Crazy Bitch Aunt’s wallet so it’s whatever, I guess.)

And then of course, shockingly enough, every morning she was met with “where are the strudels?” and every morning she went wide eyed, slapped her forehead and yelled in embarrassed horror “I totally forgot! Tomorrow, guys, I promise!”

Honestly, with how scatterbrained and confused she always was…like to this day I can’t tell you with 100% certainty whether she hustled us or was just actually forgetting about the damn pastries, I choose to lean towards the hustled us side because that’s just the type of people I’m used to, but if I found out it was innocent forgetfulness I wouldn’t exactly be surprised.

She couldn’t handle more than one person talking at a time. Like, we’d have break periods, or group work, or something and all the talking made her go wide-eyed and batty. She’d look overworked and anxious and would be darting around the room trying to do work or something but she couldn’t focus and she’d yell at anyone who tried to talk to her directly. I remember one time she was using this boys desk for something so he asked “where am I supposed to sit?” and she snapped “Sit on the ceiling for all I care!”. And this kid was the Class Clown™ , so he immediately grabbed a chair in one hand and started climbing the bookcase to try and reach the ceiling. She’s standing right next to this and doesn’t even notice. He got all four chair legs planted on the ceiling and was trying to somehow maneuver his way into the chair (I really don’t know what the plan was exactly- he was really tall and it was a small building, so I think he probably had the idea that if he can get his body upside down and in the chair, and stretch out his arms like a hand-stand to hold onto bookcase, he could arguably sit on the ceiling.) but he slipped. Crashed into my desk and the two desks next to me, knocked over the book case, broke the chair in half and hit the desks with enough force to knock them down lower. It was hilarious. Everyone was loosing their shit cracking up (he was fine) and it still took Stubel like five minutes to notice his lying out across the desks right in front of her eyes. She was pissed but how did she miss any of it in the first place? She was barely being helpful in whatever it was she was trying to do.

This was the year the Phillies were going to the World Series, and all the grades were having a Phillies Rally in the cafeteria so a news crew was coming to the school and each class was supposed to come up with fun little cheers for them to broadcast. Multiple cheer ideas were presented to her and she vetoed all of them, someone even suggested just singing the damn eagles theme song with replaced words and calling it a day but she vetoed that too, she was very adamant that she could come up with a cheer all by herself and it’ll be the best one (whoever had the best cheer was winning like an ice cream day or something idk). And then like…literally five minutes before the rally she just hands us signs with the letters and was like ‘we’re just gonna spell out Phillies it will be cute won’t it my strudels???’. We were the weakest class there, predictably. I think we lost to the kindergarteners. There might still be a video online of me yelling “ i “ passionately at the top of my lungs. It was online bc our cheer was so bland the news crew cut it out of the broadcast.

I literally can’t say enough about how she never taught us anything. She’d be going on some tangent about how she doesn’t understand the science behind skiing, and I’d be like “Okay yes but please can you just tell me where Romania is on a map???” And she’d start fights whenever someone actually wanted to learn. It was so easy to get her angry but so hard for her to stay on topic. Kids started teaching the class themselves! Like seriously, she’d be rambling and one of us would just go up to the podium, open the teacher’s guide textbook and just start reading out loud and talking over her. By the time she noticed we’d be halfway through a lesson. And we understood it better than when she tried! You know something’s wrong when pre-teens are more qualified for a job than an adult who supposedly went to school for this.

We were in the church having run-throughs for our upcoming Confirmation and she almost set the church on fire…fifteen different times. In less than half an hour. How hard is it to hold a candle?

Okay, and here’s when stuff starts kicking up. It was October 28th, a Tuesday, and it was our last day of school that week because they were having parent-teacher conferences the rest of the week. So we were just hanging out, watching movies in class and reading (lord knows we weren’t learning), and Stubel calls me over to her desk.

So like, she had given everyone little bags with candy for Halloween, but I get up there and she hands me an extra one. And she’s like “Molly I know your birthday is tomorrow and I bought you a present but I left it on my coffee table this morning by accident! So just have the candy for now!”

And I’m like….”Ma’am I’m like, the sixth birthday this year. You didn’t give anyone else presents?”

And she goes “Oh, I know but this is a special secret surprise. I just know you’re gonna love it! Do you wanna stop by my house later this week to pick it up or should I just give it to you Monday after school?”

And like…In writing this sounds like a non-threatening exchange, and like, it was, but I felt so uncomfortable holy shit. I’m looking over my shoulder and shooting my friends SOS signals. Something about this felt so weird in my gut omfg. I told her thanks and I’d just see her Monday.

So we flash forward to Wednesday- my 13th birthday, the day the Phillies won the world series, and also the day my mother innocently strolled into the school for her meeting only to be met with screaming, the sound of heavy destruction, and the school secretary Mrs. Daily running at her in a panic, waving her arms and yelling “YOUR MEETING IS CANCELLED YOUR MEETING IS CANCELLED GET IN MY OFFICE NOW!”

So my poor mother, who thought she could handle this whole meeting in a few minutes and barely be an hour late for work, is now barricaded in the front office with the school secretary, as the noises from down the hall get louder and louder. The woman explains that they had gotten so many complaints about Mrs. Stubel that this morning, when she got to the school, the principal Sister Patricia called her in and said “Listen, we need you to be professional and still have the parent conferences, but we have to let you go. We just don’t think you fit in well here, and the kids need to come first and feel comfortable in their school.” and like, I’m paraphrasing because I wasn’t there, but we all know she was very polite and professional about it.

Mrs. Stubel, however…was not.

She flipped her chair and stormed out of the office, and locks herself in the seventh grade classroom. She started wrecking the shit out of that place, screaming obscenities and the top of her lungs, they had to call the cops on her! She was locked in there for almost an hour! And let me just give you a nice little list of everything she did in that classroom:

  • Smashed three windows.
  • Threw everything off her desk and carved swear words all over it.
  • Got cleaning fluid that she knew would damage the chalk boards, smeared it all over.
  • Cracked the chalk boards by repeatedly smashing chairs against them.
  • Wrote swear words all over the walls and on desks
  • Went into students desks, ripped up their books.
  • Stole my glasses. (which were in my desk bc I only used them in class at the time)
  • Threw some desks around.
  • Carved swear words into the boards. (there was so much carving I’m assuming she just had a knife on her person, which has to lead to the question, did she have a knife on her while she was in class with us?)
  • Physically ripped the hooks to hang backpacks on out of the wall.
  • Knocked the closet door off it’s hinges.
  • Ripped up all the books in the bookcases and threw their pages all around the room.
  • Wrote lewd phrases inside student’s desks.
  • Broke multiple chairs.
  • Used her podium as a battering ram against the wall that’s in front of where the backpacks go. (the wall won but Damage Was Inflicted)
  • Set a fire in the trash can.
  • When the principal and other teachers started trying to get in, she tossed her rolling chair at the door to scare them off.
  • She was screaming curse words at the top of her lungs the entire time, and cursing the school and the kids and the principal and the church in general, and the school building was small, so all the parents and the smaller children that had to come to the meetings (who were locked in their respective classrooms in fear) heard everything.
  • So much more? But it’s 4:30 in this morning and this list is already long.

So my mom is in the front office and deadass the

entire police force

shows up, running down the hallway to the classroom yelling at her to stop, and it takes a while for them to get her out holy shit. They knocked down the door and she tried to escape out of one of the broken windows! But they got her and dragged her out.

So of course, in such a small school with very involved parents this shit spread like wildfire. The entire town knew within the day. The poor principal called the newly retired old-seventh grade teacher and was like “So we…need some help” and the lady was like “I already heard I’ll be there Monday” omfg. I remember I got a text from one of my classmates saying “if your birthday wish was for us to be set free from the beast I love you” omfg.

So, we eventually go back to school on Monday and everyone’s buzzing. The principal has us go to the cafeteria and she ‘delicately’ explains the situation, and that the old teacher is coming out of retirement for us, the school has a restraining order against Mrs. Stubel now and that she’s sorry we had to deal with this mess. Our classroom had to go under some heavy reconstruction before we could be let back in there, so for like two weeks we alternated between the cafeteria and the preschooler’s classroom, we had no books or anything, just provided loose-leaf paper and pens. It was like, surreal, but everyone was just so happy to be rid of her and to be in the presence of a competent teacher omfg. We eventually were able to get back into our usual classroom.

  1. It took a while for things to go completely back to normal, though. After the big spectacle she made, for weeks after she was fired we were all very scared of the possibility of Mrs. Stubel returning to the school with a gun in hand. It was always a topic we whispered about at lunch with wide eyes and shivers. Like…genuine nightmare scenario.
  2. About two weeks after she was fired, a boy in the back of the classroom gasped loudly during SSR, and when we all looked at him, he whispered in anger “She never gave us our freakin’ strudels!”
  3. About three months after she was fired, we were lined up at the door to go to Library when a few of us looked through the windows and saw something darting through the trees. It was fast and we couldn’t make anything out, so we let it drop. When the class and teacher returned half and hour later, the book she had borrowed months before from one of the boys was sitting on his desk. It was just laying there, the room was silent, nothing had been disturbed…but I have never seen a book look so threatening. People were freaking out. Someone kept insisting that she turned the book into a bomb. No one figure out how she got in the school, and no one could figure out how she got it on the right desk, as we had switched the seating arrangement since she had last been there.  
  4. A full six months after she had left, it was nearing the end of the school year and our class was dicking around during our last computer class. Someone found a website (that we weren’t allowed to be on) that pulls up any police records attached to whoever’s name you enter, so someone decided to search Mrs. Stubel as a joke. We ended up finding out she had like six DUI’s.

Aaaaand that’s the story of the horrendous teacher I had for two months in 7th grade. One of my favorite party stories but tbh she still haunts me™ .