but i wanted to give it a try

I was the one to reach out to you. I tried to fix what you broke. I tried to give you one more chance. After months of waiting, I still haven’t gotten a response. I wish you would have wanted to talk things out, or at the very least screamed at me, told me it was my fault, spewed hatred at me, or called me stupid for even trying to fix this. At least then, I would have had closure. At least then, I could go to sleep every night thinking, “It wouldn’t have worked out.” But, instead, I got nothing. Just an empty chasm of nothingness. I wish, more than anything, you would’ve just called me back and barraged me with your ballads of hatred, because your silence is so much louder.

It’s been a while since I posted about Black Roses, so I wanted to give an update!  To start, yes, the comic will still be happening. There have been several reasons for delays.  First of those reasons is simply work and major life changes getting in the way.  The second is the story itself has been going through some very rough iterations.  It was in a place where I wasn’t even sure I enjoyed it, so rather than try to tell a story I wasn’t proud of, I’ve taken a few steps back and Black Roses is going through some intensive reconstruction.  The idea itself is still mostly the same.  It’s still set in the twenties and still focuses on a mob family.  The characters from the cast pictures I’ve posted in the past are still all present and accounted for, it’s just some of them now have larger roles, one had a name change, and others are still a little up in the air.  That said, the images in this post will be chapter covers and the characters on them are set and will not be changing in any significant way.  These were  a lot of fun to do and I hope you enjoy them, and keep an eye out for more updates on Black Roses!

*Edit:  Oops, accidentally posted the wrong cover for Fio.  Fixed it.

Forbidden Feelings (Chapter 1)

Summary: Being married to a man you don’t love or want anymore is taking a toll on you, but the way out is nowhere to be seen. When your husband hires a you a new sexy bodyguard, the man suddenly turns your world upside down, giving you hope to step up and take control of your life again. | Bucky x Reader
: reader, Bucky Barnes, Tony Stark
Warnings: none really
Word count: 1017
A/N: A few things. 1) A new drabble series, yay! I’ll try to update this one atleast twice a week. 2) Tags are open for this, hmu if you want to be tagged. 3) The lovely @marvel-ash is making me a header for this. I’m so excited. No need to rush, hun! 4) Leave me feedback. What do you think? Got any suggestions?


Originally posted by jawlinesandmetalarms

Another boring, dull day or your miserable life. The same thing over and over again. Waking up in a house you’ve lived in for more than 4 years now. A place that at first felt like your safe place, a home, something you always looked forward to at the end of the day. But now, it made you sick and tired, the empty walls sucking the life out of you. You made your way to the bathroom, only stopping to reach for a clean towel from the dresser. You stood in front of the sink, looking at your reflection in the mirror, but failing to recognize the once bright young woman that you used to be, with a promising future ahead of you, but one you lose over a simple, stupid crush.

You met your husband, Tony, 5 years ago when he spoke about the perks of being a famous businessman in the auditorium of your University. You were sitting at the last row, listening to him boast about his company and becoming one of the richest men in the country. You thought he was funny and fairly attractive. So at the end of the gathering, you were surprised, to say the least, when he approached you and asked you for dinner, saying how he couldn’t help but keep his eyes off of you, which is something you presumed he said to every one of his side quests these days. Nevertheless, you agreed and no more than a year later, you were Mrs. Tony Stark.

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🌝Dream spell 🌝(origami spell)

You will need: yellow origami paper or blue or purple , some incense

Take your paper and then try to create a dove whale butterfly or koi fish.

Wave the creature in the incense smoke

When your done with that hold your hands over the paper creation and then say mentally or outloud:

“Everytime i close my eyes may the (dove whale butterfly or koi fish) keep me safe and give me good dreams as i sleep through this night and wake up in one piece when the sun comes out.”

If you want you can put some sweet smelling oil on it and then have it near your bed when you sleep

I hope you enjoy this spell and if you have any questions dont hesitate to message me -garden

Originally posted by imkindof

anonymous asked:

Head canon/scenario; How do the Chocobros ask out the person they like? PS great job on all the writing ^^ It gives me something to look forward to :)

Thank you! I hope this is what you were looking for :3

Noctis ponders in his mind if the fact that he’s the prince will help him at all in these situations. He knows it would work on most people, but not you. Normally he’d act all nonchalant and try to play it cool, but inside, he’s a mess. He pulls you aside one day and just sort of blurts it out, saying that he’s liked you for a long time and wanted to know if you’d go out with him. You tease him a little bit by not responding right away just to make him a little more nervous, but you accept. He ends up teaching you how to fish, holding you from behind as he shows you how to cast a line properly. You pretend to not know what you’re doing, but mostly, you just like having his arms around you.

Prompto thinks he’s a casanova, so he has no problem psyching himself up to ask you out. It’s just that once he’s in front of you and is required to speak, he starts to stutter and starts scratching the back of his head, a nervous habit he picked up as a child. He ends up not doing it, and has to regroup. He tries again, but garners the same results––eventually, you just smile and ask him if he’d like to go out with you. He replies with an enthusiastic yes and you end up going to the local fair, where he can show off by playing all the target-based games. He ends up winning you a giant chocobo plush toy, and it becomes your new favourite possession. You name it Prompto Junior and keep it close by whenever he’s on the road.

Gladio is not one to mince words, and he is definitely very confident when he asks you out. He’s flirty with you from the start, so it’s no surprise that he’s asking you out, but you deny him at first because you think he’s just being that guy. He ends up proving to you that he’s not just trying to get you to be another notch on his bed post, and does it by taking a genuine interest in everything that you do. He spends time wanting to learn everything about you, and you eventually just end up being together as if it’s the most natural thing. Your favourite thing to do is lean against his chest as he reads you passages from his favourite books. He also likes reading you little love poems, and you always swoon.

Ignis pretends he has no game, but he does. He asks you one day while you’re at the market with him if you’d like to come by for a home cooked meal. You tease him and ask him if he’s asking you out on a date, and he replies, “My dear, I would not have extended the invitation in such a manner if I hadn’t been certain that your answer would have been of the affirmative.” You blink at him a few times, narrow your eyes and give him a playful smile. Of course, dinner is delicious and you realize how comfortable you are around him. Cooking with Ignis becomes a regular thing, and you take turns preparing meals for one another. It starts a contest of who can come up with the most creative dish with only the ingredients you have on hand––which, admittedly, sometimes ends in disaster.

The Adventure Zone Sentence Starters
  • “Abra-ka-fuck you!”
  • “A lot of people think my big ideas are small dumb bad ideas. “
  • “Elvish is not dorky, Dad!”
  • “Hey, how long do you get to stay a fucking T-Rex, because I’m worried that some balance issues might pop up.”
  • “Hey thug what’s your name I’m about to tentacle your dick!”
  • “I don’t want you to have an infinite bag of boys.”
  • “If you’ll just look at this Extreme Teen Bible… “
  • “I’ll be having my body back, you undead fuck.” 
  • “I love this narrative thread of you trying to befriend everything that tries to kill you.”
  • “I’m giving up the guilt I feel at the shitty thing I did.“
  • ”[Name], what makes a good hero?“
  • “Normally, a much better equipped woman has to come in and save us.”
  • “Say no to bad dick!”
  • ‘Swear to God, the first thing I do when I get outside is that I rat you out.”
  • "Statistically speaking we were probably gonna kill him anyway”
  • “There are certainly folks along the way that we’ve unhelped.”
  • “Um… it’s me. Hi, I’m [Name?] You know, from TV?”
  • “Well as I always say to the wife before I hop into bed, make room for Greg!”
  • “Yeah, I’ve watched TV before. I know how these things go.”
  • “You know, it doesn’t always have to be ‘goof goof dildo’. I’m travelling around with the boner squad and I never get a chance to say what I’m feeling. I have emotions!
  • “You pop the most righteous boner.”
  • "You’re going to be… amazing.”
Library Love - 1

Bucky x Reader :)

“Y/N ! Come on !”, my bestfriend Natasha whined, as I walked in between the huge bookshelves.

“Nat, you knew it would take time !” I hissed, giving her a glare.

Nat rolled her eyes at me, and pretended to browse through some book.

“So boring ! Can’t you just use the internet for your research ? This place is killing me !” Nat said, yawning.

“Natasha ! Im here to study !” I said, trying my best not to raise my voice.
“Why did you come in the first place?”

“I had nothing better to do!” Nat said, shrugging.

“Hm. You can go if you want, Nat” I said, pulling out the book I was looking for from the shelf. “I’ll be fine”

“Of course you will be” Nat said. “But Im not leaving without you”

“Alright ! Be quiet then” I said, walking towards one of the big benches in the middle of the room, my eyes fixed on the book.

“Y/N, watch out !”

Well, Nat was too late to inform me - I walked straight into something hard and fell back. I screwed my eyes shut at the impact, and felt a pair or arms around me, blocking my fall.

I opened my eyes and gasped.

“Oh God” Nat’s voice had a touch of relief in it.

“Are you alright ?”

That was a new voice. I looked at the man in front of me, who was holding me, a look of concern on his handsome face.

“I-” I stared at him.

Those blue eyes.

“Y/N” Nat’s voice brought me back to reality again.

Thats when I noticed that I held my book tightly against my chest with one hand, and my other hand was on his shoulder. The fabric of his shirt crumbled under my tight grip.

I quickly let go, blushing.

“Are you alright, Y/N ? ” He asked again. Thanks to Nat, he knew my name !

“Yes, Im fine. Thanks for, um, -” I said, feeling the heat rise to my face.

He smiled, and said, “You’re welcome”

I smiled back, almost fully smitten by his good looks.

Nat was on my side by now, her hand squeezing mine tightly.

“See you around then” I managed to say, wanting to escape from this situation.

“See you” He said, and with a nod to Nat, he walked off.

Just as he was out of our sight, Nat burst.

“What the HELL was that ?!” she said, eyes wide.

“What ?” I asked, sitting down on the bench.

“See you around ?” Nat asked.

“Its not like I will be seeing him or anything” I said, feeling a bit of regret in that.

“Exactly !” Nat said. “Did you see him?!”

I raised my eyebrows at her.

“You already have a boyfriend ! You shouldnt check out other guys ” I said, with a grin.

“I checked him out for you, moron!” Nat said, shaking her head. “I cant believe you let him leave like that !”

“What are you trying to say?” I asked, closing my book, and looking at her.

“You should have talked !” Nat said. “Asked for his number or something!”

“Sorry, no” I said, “I dont do that”

“Hence your single situation!” Nat scoffed.

“Hey, Im totally fine with being single!” I argued.

“No you’re not !” Nat shot back. “That guy was perfect ! Did you hear the way he said your name ?”

“Yes” Was all I could say. My name never actually felt that good. Hm.

“Well, good thing you have me as your bestfriend !” Nat announced, with a grin.

“No, I dont like the sound of that” I said, shaking my head. “ Nat, whatever you’re thinking - DON’T”

“Oh please” Nat said, giving me a bored look. “I wonder if hes gone… Just wait here!”

Nat was too quick for me. She sprinted across the room in split second, and I sat staring at the direction she ran.
And a certain dread came over me.

                                  * * *

“Nat please tell me you didnt do anything stupid” I said, sitting on my bed, feeling totally burdened.

“Y/N, for the hundredth time ! He wasnt there ! I didn’t meet him !” Nat said. “I swear !”

I nodded.

“I wish he told me his name” I wondered out loud.


Nat had a wild look on her as she said that.

                                * * *

I was at the library in my usual time, and I walked towards the librarian to return a book.

I almost lost my breath, seeing HIM standing there.

“Hey!” He said with a smile. “Y/N?”

“H-hi” I said, feeling a lump forming in my throat. “You work here ?”

“Only helping out Mrs.Christie” He said, with a smile.

“Oh, thats nice” I said. “How long have you been doing this ?”

“Well, I started last week” He said. “That same day”

“Oh…” I was so afraid if Nat had done something that I skipped coming to the library a whole week.

“Bucky” He said, taking the book from me.

“Hm ?”

“Bucky Barnes. My name” He said, his smile widening.

“Well, you know mine right ?
Y/N  Y/L/ N” I said, smiling back at him.

He laughed.

“Thanks to your friend” he said.

“Yep, thanks to her”

We met almost regularly after that. He was a very fun person to be with, and he was slowly creeping into my heart too. I was not ready to admit it to myself, even. Thats when Nat found out.

“I cant believe how primitive you two are !” She sighed. “You dont even have his number !”

“Stop it, Nat” I whined, trying to wrestle her out of my bed.

“Seriously, Y/N” She said. “You gotta woman up, and make a move ”

“Not happening” I said, shaking my head stubbornly.

Nat exhaled loudly, giving me a dirty look.

                              * * *
Over the next couple of days, I didnt have much time to talk to Bucky. As disappointing as it was, I had an assignment due that very Friday, and there was no way I could fall behind in it.

After a long day of reading and typing, I was finally ready to leave. I felt a sudden shiver, when I saw that library was almost completely empty - was everyone gone ?

I raced to the desk where Bucky usually worked, and let out a sigh of relief to see him sitting there.

Bucky looked up, and smiled.

“I thought I got locked in” I said, leaning against a bookshelf.

“Wont do that to you, now would I?” Bucky asked, with a grin. “Pretty busy these days, I see”

“College work” I said with a shrug. “Just too many assignments”

Bucky nodded understandingly.


anonymous asked:

Is there a post out there about what I need to know about Green Day I'm just now getting into them and you seem like an iconic gd blog so that's why I ask you like what is the iconic stuff, the things everyone seems to know

hi!!! welcome to the fanbase 💖i will do my best to try and give you a good answer, green day has been a band for almost 30 years so i will definitely miss a lot of stuff so if anyone wants feel free to add to this!! also @officialgreenday has an introduction to their music on her page if you wanna check that out, i’ll just focus on some of their more well known performances/interviews/facts ✨

live performances

- green day performing at their high school when they were teenagers in 1990 https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=N1XK6I-l1HI
- green day’s performance at the 1994 woodstock. they started a huge mud fight which is actually why this festival is often referred to as “mudstock” https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=DXHntvL0wJg
- green day in chicago 1994. funniest performance of the song ‘she’ ever because the entire band is high out of their minds. billie’s weird rambling rant is pretty well known in the fanbase https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=wXXGSN8HJUQ
- i highly recommend watching both of their live albums (bullet in a bible, awesome as fuck). they’re both absolutely amazing and show you what. a great connection green day has with their audiences when performing.
- ‘cover’ of eye of the tiger. i honestly don’t know. https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=3fM1eCt9s8c
- cover of we are the champions by queen, one of my all time favourites https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=35NC9S6Hu1E
- boulevard of broken dream at the 2013 reading festival. so beautiful because the audience basically sings it for billie!! https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=MPM_7ClbH24
- and of course, green day at the 2016 AMAs destroying donald trump https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=FB72KmbTJGk
- performing east jesus nowhere with will ferrell ft. cowbell https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=39B_zQ1d4x0


- getting kicked off of live tv for playing a very obscene song without permission, on a children’s show https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=sgmcSXSpvNc
- green day on fuse tv, really funny interview https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=dp6Axxgqy-U
- talking about marijuana with bill maher https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=rF9mxgqdMRs
- really bad quality interview from before dookie came out. you see billie eating a burrito? https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=QawTJMSxmLA
- a few compilations https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=oxCMCelDkb8 https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=E5xY2IqnymU https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=z1uylwyBCgI

other random stuff

- green day has many side bands or “alter egos” and i would highly recommend checking out their music!! foxboro hot tubs and the network are the main two. their “relationship” with the network is really weird because they’re sworn enemies and constantly trash each other, despite being the same band.
- they all have super funny instagrams that are worth a stalk, a lot of dogs and weird memes about themselves
- the song nightlife is a meme within the fanbase because it is pretty much green day doing a rap song
- greendayauthority.com is an amazing site if you just wanna see information and news about the band. it’s 100% run by fans for fans and the band loves it too!!
- the band is currently on their revolution radio tour!! they just finished the european leg and this week they will begin their north america tour
- the band was inducted into the rock and roll hall of fame in 2015 💞they were inducted within their first year of being eligible

i hope this helps 💖if you ever have anymore questions don’t hesitate to ask, the green day fanbase is super nice and everyone would be more than happy to help out!!


Hi guys!

So here’s my situation: I’m gonna be out of a job in a few months (contract is up), and I have been trying unsuccessfully to find a new one for the past six months or so. Currently, I am not doing super well with this. The stress and anxiety, to say nothing of constant and unending rejection, is having a bad impact on me.

I don’t want to end Bleach Lists just because I am depressed. I also can’t write humor when I feel like this. Please give me some more time - I’ll make a decision when I know what I’m doing next.

Best wishes,

Bleach Lists Girl

i don’t think anyone actually died in the flight log series. i think its more of jinyoung being in a place where he is hopeless and depressed and how the rest of got7 saved him. like kind of saying he would’ve been dead without his friends. in the trailer he says that he felt trapped and how he wanted to give up, what if got7 were talking about mental health this whole time. omgg gshghdjhdk

   alright, i’ll give you the good part first:      cool prizes ?   three winners.


  • 3rd:   my eternal love & gratitude ( jk,   anything from amazon or etsy 25 usd or under )
  • 2nd:   anything from amazon or etsy 50 usd or under
  • 1st:   anything from amazon or etsy 100 usd or under

                shipping included in the pricing for all of the above (pls i’m not made of money )

       da rulez: 

i’ll pick the winners at random, likes & reblogs count, reblog as much as you want — but don’t spam the dash don’t be that guy. roleplay blogs only, please. also, you need to be comfortable with giving me an address, p.o. box or otherwise.    THIS GIVEAWAY ENDS ON MARCH 17TH 

                       okay now that that’s there — i’m gonna gush about people.

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Got7 Reaction To Doing A Couple Interview With Their GF And Getting Asked About Their Sex Life

*GIFs Not Mine*

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Anonymous said:

Hi! Could you do Got7’s reaction to him and his gf doing a couples interview and them being asked about their sex life??

Mark: *blushing and looking away from both the interviewer and from you. He’s definitely not going to say anything about it and nor does he want to see your reaction. So he sits in silence and gives your hand a grateful squeeze when you smoothly reply that a question about your sex life is a little too person.*

Originally posted by pinkhoodiemark

JB: *Gives the interviewer this look: the smile is friendly, but the eyes hold murder. The MC stumbles through saying it’s a joke, complete wither super awkward laughter under JB’s withering stare. Meanwhile, off camera, you are dying with laughter and trying to hide it*

Originally posted by jakcbum

Jackson: *I have no doubts that an over-reaction would ensue, including screaming* WAH WHAT TYPE OF QUESTION IS THAT? HAVE YOU NO RESPECT FOR PRIVACY! EVEN I WOULDN’T ASK THAT QUESTION!

Originally posted by jiminsvwife

Jinyoung: *Handles it smoothly himself, but still while staring daggers at the MC* You can’t honestly expect us to be in positions where we are going to disclose that information in an interview, so that is a very funny joke and we’d love to move to the next question.

Originally posted by jypnior

Youngjae: *I picture the inside of his mind being like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH at that moment but he plays off the screaming as laughter.*

Originally posted by younggjaebum

BamBam: *All too willing to give all too much information, but you manage to get the question changed before he can fully respond. Given the chance he would have been what do you want? Frequency? Quality? Kinks? Sounds? There’s a lot that goes into our sex life you know*

Originally posted by isabelle-c-r

Yugyeom: *Smiles to himself without saying a single word. The innocent makenae may not be so innocent but he’s not going to completely out himself either.*

Originally posted by chichangyu

anonymous asked:

Hey this is super random but you may know that Charlie is going on the US & Canadian tour w Shawn & now people are spreading a video of Charlie aiming his song see you again but the lyrics have been changed, idk if you saw it but I'll find it if you'd like. But this blog I follow is trying to get shawn to speak out on this & boycott his tour because of Charlie. I just wanted to know what you thought, if you saw it? The blog is thesmutofmendes or if you really don't care lol. Love our blog btw!

Okay well, I don’t like Charlie Puth to begin with so things he does/says really don’t have an effect on me because I couldn’t give a shit about him.

Second, I do know what you’re talking about and it was for The Howard Stern Show almost 2 years ago. For those of you who are not familiar with him, he’s been around FOREVER and if you think this is even close to the worst thing, then you’re sorely mistaken. Trust me, I grew up listening to him (my mom was a massive fan) and a bunch of close friends have worked for him.

I doubt Shawn is going to kick him off the tour for this and if people are boycotting then that is their prerogative. This doesn’t effect Shawn at all to be honest and I’m sorry, but he’s not going to kick someone off his tour for something that happened on fucking Howard Stern.

He’s not going to speak out and it’s not his job to do so. What Charlie sang was written for him and if anyone actually knew anything about the show, they would not be surprised, nor would they get all high and mighty offended about it. Howard Stern exists for shock value entertainment so I’m honestly confused as to why anyone is up in arms over this.

I’m sure Shawn doesn’t condone it, but for all you know in a couple of years Shawn will be on Howard Stern spilling his dirty secrets and then we’ll see his fans all drooling and excited about it. That’s the entertainment industry for you.

As for the blog that wants him to speak out, I don’t follow them, but it’s their blog and they can say whatever they want. I don’t agree with it, but it’s their opinion and I’m not going to belittle or start drama because of it.

All in all, I honestly do not give a fuck about something Charlie Puth did on Howard Stern and I 100% doubt Shawn and his team do either.

If anyone unfollows me because they don’t agree, that’s fine, but my answer shouldn’t surprise anyone.

anonymous asked:

Hey... should you really be reporting about religious groups trying to hide immigrants? It seems like it'd be better to focus on activist groups that are seeking more public awareness, rather than on underground activists whose work are actually harmed by the attention.

I understand your concern. Underground groups generally do not want to be known. 

But to be fair, members of this group have spoken to media openly, giving their names and openly putting themselves at risk. We need to ask ourselves why are they doing this, it seems to make no sense. Why would they openly report themselves?

They do it because the only way an underground network works is if there are people who are connected together to hide people. When you are talking about 11.1 million undocumented immigrants that need to be hidden, that network needs to be quite large.

In today’s day and age, the easiest way to recruit people is through social media. And the best way to do that is for your story to go viral. So to me, it seems that this was a controlled leak in an attempt to let people know they exist, that way, they can find more help.

These people have put their life at risk to speak to the media, the least we can do is share their story. 

- @theliberaltony

An ancient power rises from the deep…


Hey guys! To kinda make up for there not being an update today, I made a quick little gif of a character I’ve been working on for the Pokekids world! I really want to try expanding more on legendaries and how they work in this world. So why not start with this neat gal!

She’s mean, powerful, and will drag your sorry butt to the bottom of the ocean. She is usually found in her Primal form, ready for a fight whenever one might pop up. She doesn’t make contact with people very often, but when she does it’s usually not a good thing.

That’s all I’m gonna give away for her for now, since I’m gonna try to do another world building thing, this time about legendary pokemon, and she may or may not show up in some future comics…

So for now, I hope you enjoy and have a good night!

get to know me (music edition)

I was tagged by @advicewitch

Rules: Using only songs from one artist, answer these nine questions and tag 10 people.

Artist: Backstreet Boys
What’s your gender?: More Than That
Describe yourself: All I Have To Give
How do you feel?: How Did I Fall In Love With You

Favorite mode of transportation?: Trust Me
Your best friend?: Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely (omfg hahaah)

Favorite time of day?: Make Believe 
If your life was a tv show?: Climbing the Walls
Relationship status?: Shining Star

Your fear?: I’ll Never Break Your Heart

Omg I don’t know who to tag uuuhhh I will try to tag people I don’t usually tag!

@rosethediviner @wildernesswitchery @fluorite-witch @gallaxiard @thewindcarrieswhispers @allthequeenstarot uuuuhhh i cant think of any more! If you want to do this, feel free!