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Stop sending me hate

I don’t want to block shippers. I really don’t. But you need to stop sending me hate.

1. I never “turned on my friends”. I said everyone works through things differently.

2. I was not making excuses for Sam. I said try to remember who he is aside from this.

Do we all want to me judged by our worst moment? Do we want to be called names and have our whole character questioned because someone doesn’t like one thing we did?

I said something because I saw the snark and humour starting to turn into something more cruel. That can happen easily, and without intent. And we aren’t like that. We don’t have to be like that.

So, anymore hate gets blocked.

A Mystic Messenger Trash Bag Worth 12 Dollars
  • Trashbag 1
  • Saeran: I wanna go to ice cream parlor
  • Saeran: Anyone want anything?
  • Saeyoung: *grabs Saeran's shoulders*
  • Saeyoung: *stares deep into Saeran's eyes*
  • Saeyoung: I want my real little bro back
  • Saeyoung: My nice, kind-hearted, gentle, polite little bro back
  • Saeran:
  • Saeran: Yea I got like 12 dollars
  • Trashbag 2
  • Jumin: I'm going to Gordon Ramsay's restaurant
  • Jumin: Do any of you want something?
  • ZEN: I want you to stop being a douchebag
  • Jumin: ...But I'm a human
  • Trashbag 3
  • Jihyun: I'm going to Taco Bell
  • Jihyun: Do any of you want something for me to buy?
  • Rika: I want a world peace
  • Rika: A world with only happiness, free of flaws, no negativity, just a happy and perfect world until the end of time
  • Jihyun:
  • Jihyun: ...Let's go buy the tacos together with me, Rika
  • Trashbag 4
  • Yoosung: I'm gonna go to Taco Bell
  • Yoosung: Anyone want a taco?
  • MC: I just want you to get over Rika
  • Yoosung:
  • Yoosung: ...What did you say?
  • Trashbag 5
  • MC: I'm going to Taco Bell
  • MC: Want me to buy you guys some tacos?
  • RFA: No. If they're for us.
  • RFA: Yes. If they're for yourself.
  • RFA: We all want you to buy something for yourself to eat.
  • MC:
  • MC: Yea I got like 12 dollars
  • RFA: MC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • Trashbag 6
  • ZEN: I'm going to Taco Bell
  • ZEN: You guys want anything?
  • RFA: Yes! Ten tacos, please!
  • ZEN:
  • ZEN: Yea I got like 12 dollars
  • ZEN:
  • ZEN: Just kidding.
  • ZEN: I have no dollars.
  • Trashbag 7
  • Seven: I'm going to 7/11
  • Seven: You guys want something?
  • Saeran: I want you to be sane and normal
  • Seven:
  • Seven: Yea I got like 12 million dollars
  • Trashbag 7.07
  • Seven: I'm going to Taco Bell
  • Vanderwood: WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING?!?!?!?!?!?!
  • Trashbag 8
  • Jumin: I'm going to a Spanish restaurant
  • Jumin: Do any of you want me to buy you something?
  • Jaehee: I want a vacation
  • Jumin:
  • Jumin: Yes you have 12 thousand cat projects to work on
  • Trashbag 9
  • Rika: I'm going to Luciel's agency
  • Rika: Jihyun, do you have something you want to say to him?
  • Saeran: *overhears* *slams the door open*
  • Saeran: I WANT TO SEE MY BROTHER!!!!!!
  • Saeran: I WANT TO KNOW HOW HE'S DOING!!!!!!!
  • Saeran: PICK ME!!! PICK ME!!! TAKE ME WITH YOU!!!
  • Rika:
  • Rika: Sorry I mean I was going to Taco Bell
Helping Hands Part 1

Word Count: 2,305

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Y/N

Warnings/Notes: Cursing, because I miss it. Just a lil something that came to me and that I wanted to get out. (Requests are Open)

You sighed into the phone, “I hate doing this.” You could hear the faint breath of the other person on the phone. They’d been quiet since they heard your voice, and only replied with short curt answers, and only breathing in short little pants. Not you, your heart was racing, your legs bouncing up and down as you nervously tried to get through this phone call.

The sun was barely rising, birds chirping as they flew overhead. The day was going to be a nice one. It was the first day of spring after all. Blood was caked to your clothes, to your face, and to your hands. You couldn’t even tell which was yours anymore, or which was… “It’s just- I’ve never hunted something like this before.”

You ran hand through your hair and closed your eyes. You hated this, hated the sting of tears threatening to fall from your eyes. The pain was starting to return. No longer did you have adrenaline to subside it. You looked up at the sky, the pinks and yellows starting to blur in your vision. “And I think- fuck- I can’t believe I’m admitting this, but I think I need your help.”

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Ascalon - Diessa Plateau - Village of Butcher’s Block
Soldier: This drink is missing something… Something salty. You got any dried beef sticks?
Bartender: Uh, no. We’ve got pretzels…
Soldier: No.
Bartender: …bread and butter…
Soldier: No!
Bartender: …potato skins…
Soldier: NO!
Bartender: That’s all I’ve got! Do you want me to go outside and SACRIFICE A GOAT FOR YOU???
Soldier: Yeah, that’ll do nicely. One freshly slaughtered goat, please. And some dried beef sticks.
Bartender: Here. Have another beer.

Dark Bloom (For a moment, I was lost part 1)


Based on one of my favourite albums “For a moment, I was lost” by Amber Run.

This part is inspired by the song Dark Bloom.

Your best friend Caroline is none other than @mrshopkirk!

Pairing: Tony Stark x reader, Howard Stark x OC!Julia

Summary: A devastating loss brings you closer to the man you are destined to be with, but a family dalliance keeps you two apart.

Word count: 2.464

Warnings: Angst. Other than that, you’re safe.

A/N: I wanted to do something different and as it turns out, Dominic Cooper is one hell of an attractive Howard. Please excuse any historical errors and even the timeline that may or may not be entirely accurate. And yes, Julia is in fact my granny’s middle name. I really hope you enjoy this little fic series! Let me know of you want on or off the tag list.

A/N: There will be of course more Julia x Howard moments in the future!

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Seven Wonders of the Stein Castle

Prologue and Day 1 

Day 2 


Byron: “Robert. I want to ask you something.”

Robert: “That is unusual. What’s the matter?”

Byron: “There are Seven wonders of the Stein Castle. I do not know them, Nico seems to be seeking them out.. What do you know?”

Robert: “That’s right… I know them all but, I think it will be more fun to know them little by little so just one. There is a story related to the staircase.”

Byron: “But I didn’t think there were strange staircase in the castle.”

Robert: “There is a rumor, that somewhere in this castle there is a staircase whose numbers of stairs change. Depending on the person, it is 11 steps or 13 steps.”

Byron: “Somewhere in the castle. It’s ambiguous.”

Robert: “Because it’s one of the seven wonders. But speaking of the staircase,  that small room/closet is it still intact?”

Byron: “… the small room under the big staircase? Yes, it should not be tampered with.”

Robert: “It’s where the three of you were hiding the things you liked. Should we take a quick look at together next time?”

Byron: “Yes. For sure.”


Awww, I want to look in that closet too. I wonder what kind of things are in there, Nico probably placed lots of strange things in that closet, driving Albert crazy lol XD

Albert: “No, you’re not putting that in here!” 

Nico: “Why not?”

Albert: “That’s a dead bug!” 

Nico: “But he was my friend and I loved him so much!” 

Albert: “You were the one that killed it.”

Nico, mischievously looking at Al,: “He upset me.”

Albert: “Prince Byrooon, he has that look again. Let’s take him back.”

lol lol!! XDXDXD

Fun for everyone


Wait did you say we would get sketches…

Why yes I did!

Since my HDD blew and I unironically need reference screenshots of companions and NPCs, I’m gonna do a trade-off.

If you guys send masterposts my way with 6+ screenshots, and 1-2 of your OC, I will draw a sketch of them.

I’m looking for:

Lana, Theron, Koth, HK, Senya, Arcann (any version), Vaylin, Zakuul or Gravestone or Eternal Throneroom shots. But I won’t say no to anything else.

Post them on tumblr and tag me if you also want random people to see them, or if you want to share them privately, message me a link to a google drive, or ask for my e-mail or something.

Cheers! :D

Footnote: Sketches will happen after March 1st.

Both a warmup and something I wanted to do for a while now

A comic base around the annoying bot followers alot of users get which is extremely annoying I have so many bot followers I get 2-3 new ones almost everyday sure their adding numbers to my main blog (thank god my lewd blog got all REAL people as followers) I’m at 270 followers and I have so many bots I don’t want to bother wiping them off the list seems pointless any ways…as new ones keep popping up to follow >.>

I also made this as a warm up before I get to work on the requests since i haven’t drawn in a few days due to stuff so I hope you like this lil comic i made and for the requests the posts will be up sometime this weekend sorry for the delay

11 Facts Meme

I was tagged by the delectable @junojelli to do this. So. Eleven facts about myself that NO ONE KNOWS. Possibly. Obviously I do, because it’s about me.

1) I have a permanently dislocated little finger on my left hand. Sometimes the urge to straighten it consumes me so much that I want to just chop the useless thing off with an axe. It doesn’t work properly, and is very weak.

2) I broke my ribs falling off a horse, once. It hurt. Not, however, as bad as when I played hockey in school the day before and broke my thumb when someone smashed their stick onto my hand.

3) I have had my armpit removed. Fact.

4) I used to smoke, quite a lot. However, I’m now eleven years cigarette free. I have the occasional craving, but knitting helps. It’s more wanting to do something with my hands, and the ritual. I love ritual.

5) I take my tea (Yorkshire) with a drop of milk and two sugars. It needs to be strong, but not stewed, and nicely builder style. If my tea deviates from the norm, I might actually murder someone. Hence why I don’t drink tea when I’m not making it myself. It would be the most British of crimes.

6) I went to university with Prince William.

7) My Harry Potter Boggart would be Dementia. Both my parents have it - Mum is very bad, and Dad has signs that he is starting to suffer. It terrifies the living shit out of me. Look after your blood pressure, and know the signs of stroke, everyone. Seriously important.

8) I’m slightly addicted to fish finger sandwiches.

9) Though not as much as I’m addicted to downloading apps on my phone, playing them for twenty minutes, deleting them, and going in search of more. My phone is now full, and I have no memory card slot. Boo.

10) If I wasn’t so lazy, I’d be far more adventurous in my clothing. As it is, I’m stuck eternally in the dresses with jeans era of the ‘90s.

11) When I was sixteen I spent £150 on a pair of boots. I still have then twenty one years later, and I still love them hugely. These are very similar: 

Tagging @drgns8er @hardlyfatal @mllekaren @swimmingfoxsticks and anyone else who fancies

Five Things Ask Memes

@plenty-of-paper tagged me

Five things you’ll find in my bag

1. Makeup bag
2. Wallet
3. Phone
4. Book or two
5. The compass my parents gave me when I was a six-year-old girl scout. It is no longer reliable, but it’s something of a token.

Five things you’ll find in my bedroom

1. Books. Lots and lots of books
2. Embroidery thread
3. Beads
4. Tarot cards
5. Jewelry

Five things I’ve always wanted to do in life (I am only including things I have wanted since childhood)

1. Adopt a nomadic lifestyle
2. Be good at some sort of art thing
3. Get a PhD
4. Attend a salon
5. Witchcraft

Five things that make me happy (excluding people both because the question is about things and their are far too many people to list)

1. The moon
2. Strong, cold, winds
3. Animals
4. Beautiful art things
5. Beautifully written books

Five things I’m currently into (admittedly I’m pretty much always into the latter three)

1. Mystic Messenger
2. Elsewhere University
3. Witchcraft
4. Tattoos
5. Heartbreaking regret

Five things on my to do list (it’s cute you think I have a to do list)

1. Embroider all the things
2. Work on some EU fic
3. Have a panic attack about the passage of time
4. Clean my room
5. Catch up on some podcasts

Five things people may not know about me

1. I’m a citizen of both the Netherlands and the US
2. I really really really love Call Me Maybe
3. I’m rather religious (Pagan though I maintain my cultural heritage as a Jew)
4. I suffer from OCD
5. I’m in love with @otahkoapisiakii

Tagging: @otahkoapisiakii, @tsulatsula, @detaildevils, @amarguerite, @princehal9000 and hell @queeringfeministreality. Can’t believe I neglected you @blackbird-brewster, you should do this too. And anyone else who wants to play.

anonymous asked:

I agree that victims should not have to disclose n no hate to u at all like I mean this in the nicest possible way but I feel like authors should at least try to include that in their writing so readers dont think its forgotten or something to be brushed off, etc. im thinking something like "we didnt talk about it because laurent clearly didnt want to" or "'do u wanna talk about?' 'No'" just any little thing from author 2 let us know that it wasnt mentioned cuz Laurent didnt wanna talk bout it

Here’s the thing, I DO think that it’s brought up between them - though only briefly. I think it would be HIGHLY uncharacteristic of them to ignore that. They’ve proven many times over that they are both perfectly aware of their respective pasts they acknowledge them, AND THEN THEY DO EVERYTHING THEY CAN TO MOVE PAST THEM.

I don’t think that a) Laurent needs to say anymore than “it happened I’m sorry you found out that way”, b) it’s a bad thing we didn’t see it, c) it’s unhealthy that we didn’t see it, d) they have to think about it every time they’re together/having sex, when THEY SO BADLY WANT TO MOVE ON

Again, headcanoning them to have the conversation is FINE. I headcanon a brief conversation too.

But claiming it’s unhealthy for Laurent to not divulge the details of his trauma is NOT fine. Claiming it’s a moral failure of the book for Laurent to not divulge intimately personal information is NOT fine.

Plus. Like. In TSP Laurent was more comfortable with his sexuality than we had ever seen him, so HONESTLY what would an “in text” conversation have added to their relationship other than readers’ catharsis?? If you think Pacat is just writing off sexual abuse victims because she didn’t include that talk, then you don’t know her very well tbh.

Damen and Laurent have aaaaalways been an action > words kind of couple, so HONESTLY what purpose would a detailed conversation serve for THEIR relationship? Damen always checks for consent, he keeps his hands to himself, he respects Laurent’s “no’s” and that’s clearly what Laurent needs! It was made VERY clear in TSP that Laurent was healing well. Why does he need to suffer through an uncomfortable conversation that I doubt he wants to have for that healing to be valid when Damen is already providing him the treatment he needs?

Also, what if she DID include that detailed talk? As a CSA victim, I personally would have HATED that. I’ve seen more than enough of the idea that victims need to word-vomit about their experience in order to heal. Some people are uncomfortable with them not talking about it, just as some would be if they HAD talked about it. It’s a lose/lose situation and I’m sure Pacat knew that. It would be nice to know for sure whether they talk about it, but was The Discussion necessary to the narrative? No. Readers’ desire for it is entirely personal opinion and longing for catharsis which is FINE, but it has no basis in healthy/unhealthy healing and certainly not in good or bad writing.

Plus. If people just don’t assume that he wants to talk about it - which is a good thing to always assume unless a victim says they DO want to talk about it - then people don’t have to worry about a CONFIRMATION that he doesn’t want to talk about it.


I guess, I’m thinking of 3x01, too, when Bellamy asks the others if they should go searching for the Farm Station beacon and they did a quick informal vote then. I’ve figured that’s been apart of Bellamy’s character since season 3, at least. 

That’s the most obvious “democracy”-like situation I can think of other than the ones you said, whereas there hasn’t been too many times we’ve seen something as explicit as putting something up for a vote in a while (besides 4x02, of course). 

edit: reread your post. just saw that u did include 3x01. 

Now that I’m thinking about it more… Bellamy did ask the others if they wanted to join their Luna Road Trip. It seemed like the delinquents all decided in general what they would do. Bellarke didn’t command them one way or another in 3x12. 

hmm… my brain is still going. edit 2. I also keep thinking in season 2 in which Bellamy sort of asks the others to help him save that girl on the cliff. He didn’t tell them what to do. He accepted that they needed to be a team to pull it off, and then when Finn didn’t later agree with his plan, they compromised (although Bellamy probably should have been a more autocratic leader at that time since Finn went off the deep end). 

anonymous asked:

Hi can you write an imagine with red k Kara please

Originally posted by lenaiuthor

red k kara is super fun to write so if you guys want to request a part 2 to this or any other type of imagine with her, feel free to submit a plot ;)

You couldn’t even recognize her anymore. Your once sweet, caring and selfless girlfriend was now a cold, violent and cruel killer. When you saw her attack those innocent people on the news, you couldn’t believe your own two eyes. You knew Kara, your Kara, would never do something like that. You knew what it was before Alex told you. 

“Red Kryponite,” the DEO agent said, her voice getting caught in her throat. “I don’t think I can do this again, Y/N. Last time…it was horrible.” 

You quietly nodd your head in agreement. Luckily, you weren’t there the last time it happened, but you were told by Kara that if it ever were to happen again, you couldn’t let what she said hurt you. At the time, you didn’t think it would be so hard, surely you wouldn’t let some corrupted, evil version of Kara manipulate you. 

You were so wrong. 

You had an excruciatingly long and tedious day at work, and all you want is to get home and cuddle with Kara in bed and watch shitty chick flicks. A lump forms in your throat when you realise that your girlfriend is currently MIA, and you have no idea what horrible things she’s up to. 

You open the door to your apartement and your mouth drops when you notice that someone is already there. 

“Hey, babe.” Those two simple words, usually sweet and loving, come out of her mouth dripping with venom. 

“K…Kara, wh-” You stumble over your words, unable to form a proper sentence. 

“Shhhhhh…” She whispers. Kara inches closer to you and slides her hands onto your waist. You stare at her in awe, not sure what do to. You know this isn’t her. Everything about her is wrong. 

“I’m so glad I don’t have to hear you anymore, you worthless mortal.” She spat out the last word, like you were vermin. 

“Kara, this isn’t you, please stop-” You try to reason with her, but she won’t listen. She tightens her grip on you, and whispers in your ear: 

“I’ve never felt more like myself.” You shudder. Her voice is so different, so…vicious. 

“Y/N, life without you is amazing. And to think, I would’ve settled for a disgusting human such as yourself. A pathetic, vile, creature. Thank God I’ve been cured, I don’t know what I was thinking!” You know Kara didn’t mean it, you know it was the Red Kryponite talking, but shit, does it sting. 

“You…you don’t mean that-” Your voice cracks as Kara slams you against the wall behind you. You feel a flash of pain shoot up your back, followed by the sound of Kara’s laughter. 

“Poor baby!” she says, mockingly. She moves her hands up your body, slowly, and cups your cheeks. 

“I’m finally free of you.” 

That’s the last thing you remember hearing before she knocks you out cold. 

Five things

Tagged by: @ivorwendarcy Tagging: @meloupaxin and anyone else who wants to do this!

five things you’ll find in my bag

1. my phone
2. wallet (or some money)
3. documents holder
4. maybe keys
5. tissues

five things in my bedroom

2. ummm…my bed? (it’s important to mention because i love to sleep…)
3. a magnetic board but with no photos
4. some books
5. there’s a tv but i never use it

five things I’ve always wanted to do in life

1. see a meteor shower
2. travel to some famous places
3. have a snowball fight (like for real) (i just made that up)
4. make myself proud (i mean when you succeed in something really important to you, i’m wishing for this kind of realization)
5. go out without feeling freacking anxious

five things that make me happy:

1. emotional and well written stories 
2. puppies and kittens
3. being with people i’m comfortable with
4. watching children play
5. ice cream

five things people may not know about me

1. i don’t watch horror movies because it’s awfully easy for me to remember the scenes and imagine the worsts situations turning into reality like, for example, thinking there’s someone behind me
(i don’t want to start imagining it, let’s go on). 2. talking about my stupid and well-developed imagination, when i was in elementary school i used to turn my favorite characters in imaginary friends and play with them (sorry grandma that saw me talking alone multiple times)
3. i’m this weird person who makes stupid jokes out of nowhere and can’t stop talking about something they like and says the first thing that comes to mind when bored but almost no one knows it.
4. i save songs with motivational lyrics and like to sing them out loud when i’m feeling down.
5. my relationship goal: living with someone who will get rid of all the cockroachs for me (because i can’t stand insects).