but i thought it was only far for it to have one

Thoughts on 5x14: "Heart Failure"

I wasn’t expecting to be as excited as I was for the return of this show simply because we constantly get let down by it. BUT, I’ve been super psyched for weeks, and the return did not disappoint! There were a lot of things that I liked (and I really only have one gripe), but overall, I think I was just so damn happy to have so much Sharon in this one (and so much more than her simply being Rusty’s roommate).

- So far, I love the dynamic between Sharon and Winnie. I think this is the type of character that I can soooo love to hate (especially if she keeps treating my precious Sharon like that)! I’m not a fan of shows pitting women in positions of power against each other, but so far, this is working for me. I like what Winnie brings out in Sharon, and I’m hoping we see it evolve further. The boyfriend comment was a low blow (and borderline catty), but I think Winnie is trying to get in Sharon’s head. I can get onboard with that (for now).

- The punch felt around the fandom! Definitely didn’t see that coming! Wow! Kudos to Duff for going there, and major kudos to Mary for playing it so damn well that my face hurt when it was all said and done. I love when a show still manages to surprise me, and this definitely did! Of course, I also loved Andy’s reaction and the way Sharon was able to calm him. And then he walked with her to get her some ice. Awwwww! My shipper heart was very happy! Also loved the way the whole team was protective of her.

- So glad Sharon got into the interrogation and off of the sidelines. My favorite case scenes are always the ones where she plays an active role. Her showdown with that little creep was EPIC and certainly not one I’m going to forget anytime soon (even without the punch). Mary was INCREDIBLE in that scene!!!

- The Shandy was exactly what I expected, but cute. Hey, at this point, I take whatever scrap of a breadcrumb they give us since they’re so few and far between and very rarely the big, significant stuff. I basically go into each episode expecting zero and to be frustrated at the end b/c we heard about something in their relationship from a third party. Yeah, the bar’s that low. But, the kiss was sweet, and Andy’s thoughts about their relationship was cute. Thank god for Mary and Tony who always add a little something extra to make these very scant scenes that much sweeter.

- My only gripe was the way Andy’s heart attack (at least I’m assuming that’s what it was) was handled, or rather not handled. We’ve been waiting five months to know what happened and it was barely mentioned. I know, Sharon referenced his “light duty” and we saw Andy checking his blood pressure, but THAT’s it??! The man’s life was hanging in the balance when we last left and THAT’S IT!?!? I know Duff has teased more for later in these back eight, so I’m cautiously hoping that this gets fleshed out better as we continue through the season.

Overall, a fantastic start to these back 8! Looking forward to seeing what the rest have in store for us!

anonymous asked:

To the other anon. I just last semester dropped out of med school after deciding it just wasn't the career for me. In undergrad, i constantly was thinking "I wish I hadn't gone this far towards medicine because now it's the only thing I can do." I thought the only way was just to continue, that there was no going back. I thought this for years, but it took me until MS1 to realize I didn't have to finish. I wished constantly that everyone didn't know my goals so that I wouldn't let them down.

here’s the thing: fuck everyone. at the end of the day (or even ten years from now), those people won’t be there, and the only one you’ll have to answer to is yourself. (your family and close friends may be there, but they ultimately just want you to be happy, and if you have to let them down a little to be happy, they’ll understand eventually.)

wraparoundcurl replied to your photoset “mylenegf: the women who auditioned for star wars vs. the ones who were…”

I AM SO WORRIED EMILIA IS PLAYING SANA. SO WORRIED. Or she’ll have that role but give her a different name.

I’m just/….. I AM SO NOT INTERESTED IN A HAN SOLO MOVIE! It just makes me so annoyed that they are wasting a movie on that when we could have a young leia in senate political thriller with Millie Bobby Brown AND JIMMY SMITS and it’s just like WHYYYYYYYYY. WHYYYYYYYYYYY.

AND WHYYYYYYY trot out all these beautiful black and latina women and pretend that you are actually going to hire one of them, and then turn around and go with an all white cast except the one black guy you have to hire because he’s the only black man in ESB and you’re stuck with him. BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT IT FEELS LIKE LOOKING AT THAT PICTURE. Like they would recast Lando as white if they thought they could get away with it.

UGHHHH. I’m jujst so angry and annoyed and ticked off with the entire premise of this movie and the only shinning beacon of hope was first black female lead and that’s just shwooopp, gone down the drain of Kathleen Kennedy’s own obsessive ego. Like what the fuck ever.

sophysa-the-hunter  asked:

45. What kind of self-esteem does your OC have?

Uhhhhhhh, it tends to be high. He’s the type who thinks he could climb the highest mountain, swim across the ocean, punch out Sargeras (I mean with the right motivation). Could he really do all that? No. Does he think he could do all that? No. It’s just the mentality he feels he needs to have. He fakes it until he makes it, he doesn’t let people see that weakness as far as him being nervous about his ability. Especially because he tends to exceed his own expectations. There’s been plenty of situations where he was pretty sure he was going to die only to end up coming out on top. That fills a big head for anyone.

That however is very outward. There’s been a few moments of weakness where he’s gotten into his own head or thought he was lesser then other people because how he perceived actions. I think one of the more polarizing ones was when he was jealous of how quickly his brother was ranking while he was lagging behind, he even went as far as asking his CO if it was because he was performing better then himself. Those kind of scenarios are few and far between, generally he wont make any mention of it if he is going through a low point. But what goes on in his head is a lot different then I think people realize. There’s no hero worship when it comes to himself, he think’s he’s horrible, he thinks he can’t protect people, he’s failed the things that were arguably the most important to him. He’s a very broken man, but an even better actor.

Thanks @sophysa-the-hunter ! Lookit you murdering my ask box <3
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Reasons why I think Yuuri and Viktor have already had sex

This is going to get long, I can see it now, so heads up.

So to start off, let’s start at the beginning of the episode with this:

This one’s been overdone a lot already but! I want to take this into new perspective. Viktor was clearly drunk as all hell in this scene. Being drunk doesn’t mean transforming you into a new person, it just lowers inhibitions, right? Now look at Viktor’s face closely.

I’ve seen some people call this possessiveness. Tbh I thought so too before watching this episode. Now I just think it’s lust, and not possessiveness, because Viktor is so smashed at this point that his inhibitions are practically gone. What I mean by that is, Viktor wants to bone Yuuri (as seen by all the sexual innuendos and physical flirting back in episodes 3, 4, and 5) and him being drunk only enhances his outward emotions, if you catch my drift. 

He even goes so far as to strip. I’m going to elaborate more on his dialogue under the cut.

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Yes, Yuri on Ice is actually as gay as you think.

I need to say something to the skeptics out there, the ones who are annoyed with YoI, the ones who believe it’s yaoi trash.

Yuri on Ice is quite literally revolutionary so far. It is a big deal. We’re not screaming over some spineless fanservice or some homoerotic subtext. You’ve probably seen the screenshots and gifs out of context and thought, ‘wow, that looks pretty gay.’

No, you do not understand. It is gay

This is an anime that is not labeled as yaoi- meaning, it is not basic, heteronormative fanservice intended for women with problematic themes. It is not shounen-ai, where it simply teases the watcher for hints of homosexuality but never actually goes through with any of it.

Of course, there is fanservice- butt shots, body shots, what have you- that is skillfully placed in with the rest of the story.

But so far, this show is not queerbaiting.

So far, only three episodes in, Yuri on Ice has been smashing anime stereotypes one after another. 

This is unlike we’ve seen in Sports anime. This is almost comparable to No. 6; an anime with a solid, well-done plot that so happens to have a gay romance rather than a straight one. However, Yuri on Ice isn’t just that. There is no doubt this show is one about sexual awakening. That much was painfully clear throughout episode 3. 

Not only is it unique that this show is about sexual awakening, but it is between two men. It is very real, very blatant, and not made fun of. It is not a joke. It is not a facade to draw the fangirls in. This is real. 

The amount of proof for this is outstanding. The ending song is a great example, from the lyrics to the pictures shown.

‘You’re so beautiful tonight
I was simply entranced
Even the hourglass was
C’mon and take my breath away’ 


And, as pointed out in previous posts, the act of combing one’s hair is an intimate act between lovers in Japan. That was focused on in the ending sequence of instagram posts.

In episode 3 alone, there was the significant dialogue of Yuri as he skated about how he found his eros in embracing his femininity. That was not made fun of in any way- it was accepted as the right thing, and Yuri felt more comfortable being ‘the woman seducing the playboy,’ the playboy being Victor. If you had any doubt about who the playboy was, Victor’s whistle was a skillful and clever way to give that away all too obviously.

If you haven’t watched Yuri on Ice yet because you believe it’s all fanservice, because you think it is like Free, or Hibike! Euphonium- you are wrong. Both of those shows, while absolutely beautiful and I personally enjoy them both, are constantly skirting around homosexuality. They do everything to imply romantic attraction, but do not actually take the next step. They tease, but don’t give. And this show is not like Haikyuu or any other sports anime, where you can easily see the bonds in the show as platonic or romantic (depending on how you want to think about it).

No, this show is gay, whether you like it or not. You can deny many anime of being gay, as being something only the fangirls are seeing for their shipping desires, but you cannot deny this one. 

This is representation, and by god, I hope this show continues to do what it’s doing. If nothing comes of Victor and Yuri’s relationship, this show will still make history as the biggest queerbaiting flop ever seen. And, if it continues to do as amazingly as it is, by god will it be hard to beat.

It has been a difficult year. There is no doubt in that the year has thrown us numerous challenges and knocked us to and fro, sometimes leaving us completely defeated. And I can’t count the number of terrible things that have been experienced by all different kinds of people from all different kinds of places. And so I hope that we will meet the new year with a vigour never seen before. Because if anything good should come out of this, if there should be anything that the past year has taught us, if we want this to let us ignite something stronger within us, it should be the fact that 2016 has come at us time and time again, and we are surviving it. Yes, some of us we did not make it, but let us live not only for them, but for us, for ourselves. Here’s to another year gone by, for the ones that didn’t make it this far, and the ones that are still here, breathing. In and out. Here’s to 2017.
—  thisislifenow 
Day Ninety-Three

-At 12:58, I clocked in. At 1:00, I passed several other cashiers on my way to the front end. At 1:01, I took a register at the far side. At 1:04, I turned around. At 1:05, I was entirely alone.

-An elderly man bought a travel-sized stick of deodorant. I thought to myself that it would not last long. I looked at the man and realized that he might not either. This may have been his intention all along.

-Today, there are children everywhere. These are the only guests I actively welcome to my lane. These are the ones I’m here for.

-A soccer mom stood at the end of my lane, sternly staring me down without a word. This is a nightmare crossing over into the real world and I am in no way alright with this.

-Hundreds of unidentifiable birds swarmed the parking lot, circling, slowly sliding closer and closer to the door, readying to mount their attack and begin phase one.

-I saw a child, curled up, hiding under a couple’s cart. I hope that it is theirs. Otherwise, everyone is in for a surprise tonight.

-I told a woman her change. The woman told me she loves me. Neither of us spoke again. I am okay with this.

anonymous asked:

Am I the only one who didn't buy Victor's seemingly insta-love for Yuri? I was really struggling with that aspect at first; until we get some background in episode 10. I mean, Victor already seemed to be in LOVE with Yuri when he came to Japan and I always found it too far fetched that simply seeing the viral video would have brought that about. But with episode 10 and the video it finally started to make sense to me. Just wondering what others thought about this part of the story.

Personally, I think Victor fell in love mid-season 1. Not immediately after the banquet scene from the GPF. There was romantic interest - most likely a crush - but not actual love. That came later. (And how.)

My in-depth Victor meta covers what I believe he was thinking about while he was watching Yuuri’s viral video, but I’ll recap parts of it here.

To me, Victor looks kinda ticked off in this screencap. He doesn’t look like he’s having romantic thoughts.

My interpretation of this look is: “Why wasn’t Yuuri at the World Championship? He’s talented. He can skate. He’s skating my gold medal routine, and he should have been on that podium with me. So what’s the problem here? Does he have a bad coach? Does he not have enough support at competitions? He wouldn’t have asked me to coach him if he was getting what he needed. I hate this. I want to fix it. Fine, I’ll do it.”

When Victor arrives in Hasetsu, he is extremely flirtatious with Yuuri. And rightly so because at the GPF banquet, Yuuri was extremely flirtatious first. He likely thinks Yuuri will not only be okay with his forwardness but that he’ll reciprocate.

This is not full-blown love. This is Victor saying, “Hey, I’m into you, and I think you’re into me. Tell me more about yourself. That will also help me better understand how to help you as a coach.”

When Yuuri rejects him more than once, Victor gets confused with the mixed signals, and he ultimately backs off.

This moment at the beach was a major turning point for both of them. It marked the start of something that wasn’t a romantic relationship but a willingness to open up on a deeper level.

If you want to read more about why I think Victor fell in love with Yuuri in the first place, you’ll find that in my in-depth character analysis. It has a lot to do with what Yuuri says in that screencap above.

When Victor poses the question to Yuuri - What do you want me to be to you? A father figure, brother, friend, boyfriend? - understand that he doesn’t know his full place in Yuuri’s life. Victor is told to just be himself - and for someone who has constantly reinvented himself for other people and burned himself out in the process, that has to be wonderful to hear. 

The ending credit pictures show us the deepening of Victor and Yuuri’s relationship off the ice. We see them laughing and having fun together during the summer.

Some of the falling-in-love likely happened here.

But this is the moment. Right here.

This was when I first sat up straight in my chair and thought, Oh, shit. Victor is in love.”

Victor takes far more joy in seeing Yuuri succeed than he does in his own success. Let’s compare the smile above to the smile of the Five-Time World Championship Gold Medalist.

Look how miserable he is and how FAKE that smile looks. Now scroll back up and compare Victor’s joy over his own success to his joy over Yuuri’s.

YEAH. Victor is in love in Episode 6. Sure enough, he kisses Yuuri in the next episode, which takes place the following night.

So to answer your question, I think Victor fell in love with Yuuri somewhere in between Episodes 4 - 5.

By Episode 6, the boy is head over heels.

The signs as love quotes

Aries: “Maybe in my black and white world, you were the only thing that was gray.”

Taurus: “If you fall, I’ll pick you up, if not, I will lay down with you.”

Gemini: “We loved with a love that was more than love.”

Cancer: “One of the most amazing feelings in the world is having someone fall in love with you who you thought you never had a chance with.”

Leo: “I like when you smile, but I love it when I’m the reason.”

Virgo: “My only mission is to make you happy.”

Libra: “You know it’s love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you’re not part of their happiness.”

Scorpio: “When two people are meant for each other, no time is too long, no distance is too far, and nobody can keep them apart.”

Sagittarius: “I bet not even all the fireworks in the world can light up my world like you do.”

Capricorn: “I would love you in any shape, in any world, with any past. Never doubt that.”

Aquarius: “I feel like I could love you forever, and that scares the shit out of me.”

Pisces: “You are the first thing I think of every morning, the last thing that stays on my mind every night.”

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heather fuckin chandler

lemme tell u something about heather chandler

heather was rude and bitchy and a total bully with inexcusable actions but tbh????? she deserves so much more than life gave her

heather chandler had one real friend

veronica hated her and heather duke hated her

heather mcnamara however is the only one that even remotely liked her as far as we can tell

she called heather chandler her best friend, and after giving martha that note, she went back over to the heathers and actually hugged onto heather chandler’s arm (which was insanely cute btw i love it)

everyone else in the school thought she was hot but none of them liked her

and the sad part about it??? i’m pretty sure heather at least somewhat cared for her friends

she had pictures of her and veronica in a photobooth in her locker along with other pictures of her and her friends

i mean, she really did like veronica too

she brought veronica to a college party instead of her other friends, she gets pissed off when veronica talks to other people (ESPECIALLY jd oh god she gets so mad), and according to veronica, heather calls her late at night just to babble and talk about literally whatever

she confides in veronica, she likes her, and chansaw is rEAL just very one sided and repressed

and do u think i’m done bc i’m NOT

tw mentions of rape and sexual abuse below

i noticed something v upsetting while watching the movie about heather at the party

there was a short scene of heather making out with one of the college guys at the party but she pulls away and says she just wants to get back to the party, which he responds with that they will, but she just looks so hot tonight and he can’t help himself

and here’s where it hit me in the feels HARD

heather’s expression after he says those words

she seems uncomfortable, a bit nervous, and it becomes clear that she doesn’t want to

and the fact that it’s not something she wants to do really stands out when the college guy’s hand moves to her upper back and he actually has to move her downwards

shortly afterwards, there’s a very short clip where she stares at herself in the mirror, drinking a glass of water, and then she suddenly spits out all the water over her reflection with this look of disgust, looking at herself the entire time

now i think this scene is overlooked for a specific reason, and that reason is the other girls in the movie

when ram is kissing heather mcnamara, she is very clearly struggling and pushing at him and fighting

when jd kisses veronica when she tries to leave him, she fights him and pushes and escapes

but heather chandler doesn’t fight

she doesn’t say a word, she doesn’t try to leave, she doesn’t fight him at all

here’s the thing about that

heather chandler is a very sensible person who can tell when something isn’t right

we see this when she claims jd should be put in prison for bringing a gun to school because he’s clearly dangerous, while her friends don’t think it’s a big deal

when jd hands her the cup, she immediately assumes that because of what happened last night, veronica did something to the cup to prank her and at first refuses to drink it

she’s smart, she’s clever, and she knows what’s going on

and because she knows these things, i think she’d also know that there are some men who don’t take kindly to a girl saying no

think carefully

they were alone in a room, and if she happened to refuse and he got violent and hurt her, nobody would see or hear it happen

she knows this and knows that for her own safety, it’s better to go along with it, get it over with, and go back to the party

this is all entirely speculation and i’m just going off of little details here but quite honestly, it makes sense to me 

tldr: she was a bitch, but heather chandler honestly needs a protection squad and deserved so much better and i just have a lot of emotions about her

Pride & Prejudice (2005) Sentence Starters

“Good heavens…. People.
“Have you no compassion for my poor nerves?”
“If every man in the room does not end the evening in love with you, then I’m no judge of beauty.”
“How can you tease me so?”
“One of these days, someone will catch your eye, and then you’ll have to watch your tongue.”
“Miserable he may be, but poor he most certainly is not.”
“Count your blessings. If he liked you, you’d have to talk with him.”
“I wouldn’t dance with him for all of _, let alone the miserable half.”
“Do you like to dance?”
“I thought poetry was the food of love.”
“What do you recommend to encourage affection?”
“No, men are far too easy to judge.”
“Only the deepest love will persuade me into matrimony, which is why I will end up an old maid.” 
“Her Ladyship demands it.”

“You’ve liked many a stupider person.”
“All the world is good and agreeable in your eyes.”
”So which one of these painted peacocks is _?”
“I could more easily forgive his vanity had he not wounded mine.”
“Your skills in the art of matchmaking are positively occult.”
“I’m no longer surprised at your knowing accomplished women, I rather wonder at your knowing any.”
“Our surest way of disappointing him will be to ask him nothing about it.”
“Would you find pride a fault or a virtue?”
“No excellence can be acquired without constant practice.”

“My good opinion, once lost, is lost forever.”
“How happy for you, _, to possess the talent for flattering with such…delicacy.

“What a shame, for I dearly love to laugh.”
“Believe me, no one would suspect your manners to be rehearsed.”
“Dear, oh dear. You must be the shame of the regiment.”
“Oh, _, do you never think ill of anybody?”
“These are the kind of delicate little compliments that are always acceptable to the ladies.”

“It is my intention, if I may be so bold, to remain close to you throughout the evening.”
“It would be most inconvenient, since I have sworn to loathe him for all eternity.”
“Please advise me on what you would like most to hear.”
“Oh no, I prefer to be unsociable and taciturn.”
“I hear such different accounts of you as puzzle me exceedingly.”
“I hope to afford you more clarity in the future.” 
“She’s just shy and modest.”
“Men are eaten up with either arrogance or stupidity.”

“There are few of us secure enough to be really in love without proper encouragement.”
“We are all fools in love.”
“I will not and I certainly never shall.”

“He does not know her character as we do.”
“I am perfectly serious!”
“There are few people who have more true enjoyment of music than myself.”

“You give your opinion very decidedly for so young a person.”
“With 5000 a year, it would not matter if he had warts and a leer.”
“You know perfectly well I do not believe marriage should be driven by a lot of money.”
“Only a man truly confident in himself would admit to that.”
“Can’t help but feel at any point someone’s going to produce a piglet and make us chase it.”
“You have insulted me in every possible, and can now have nothing to say.”
“Headstrong, foolish child!”
“If they are amiable, they are so easily led that they have no minds of their own whatsoever.”
“You’re free to go off and be jilted yourself.”
”Please understand, I cannot accept you.”
“Oh, for heaven’s sake, _, don’t look at me like that.”
“Not all of us can afford to be romantic.”
”I think that’s the most unforgiving speech you’ve ever made.”
“I must confess, the view from where I sit has been rather grey.”
“I’m well enough acquainted with you to know that I cannot alarm you even should I wish it.”
“I do not have the talent of conversing easily with people I have never met before.”
“What on earth have you done to poor _?”

“I have struggled in vain and can bear it no longer.”
“I love you… Most ardently.”
”I am very sorry to have caused you pain.”
“Is that your opinion of me?”
“Take care, that savors strongly of bitterness.”
“Can you die of happiness?”
“You may ask a question, I may choose not to answer it.”

“What are men compared to rocks and mountains?”
“Do you not think him handsome?”
“How can I ever make amends for such behavior?”

“You must know… surely you must know it was all for you.”
“One word from you will silence me forever.”
“You have bewitched me, body and soul.”
“Your hands are cold.”

Part 1:  I’ve had this blog for a little over a year, and it truly is one of my biggest sources of happiness. I’ve gotten the chance to make wonderful friends, and join fandoms I never thought I would. Even though this blog had many many rough patches throughout, all the good times by far takes the win. Not only was I able to show my support to all the groups I love, I was also able to spread my support to many other fans as well, and I feel like thats a great accomplishment. Not only that, this blog has support from over 10 thousand of you!! Something I definitely don’t deserve. Anyways, this follow forever is me saying thank you to all the people who have blessed my dash with beautiful posts, talked to me when I needed them the most, and just supported me despite all the things that happened. Thank you, and I hope all of you are staying safe and healthy. <3

and thank you @changkyuh for the beautiful graphic. I love you!!! <33333 

(bolds are mutuals- I probably missed a lot of you since I follow a lot of sideblogs, and also many of them don’t show up in my search so I wasn’t able to check if we’re mutuals. Sorry in advance!) 

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@calemiel  @callmeminseok  @catbumie  @catpopfeels  @ch-hyngwn  @ch-nbaeks @chaehwon  @chaehyungwxn  @chaehyunqwons @chaemx  @chaichanyeol  @chaisoo  @chamkyung  @chancasso  @chanffeine  @chang-kyunnie  @changkkung  @changkleta  @changkyuun  @channiesmiles  @channkyun  @chanshine  @chanssoo  @chantenyongs  @chanyeof  @chanyeollipop  @chanyeolsoo  @chanyeolspcy  @chanyeolve  @chanyoel  @chanyoelpark  @chanys  @chasunwoo @chens @chentimental @cheol  @chiqkihyun  @chiuyixing  @chngkyuns  @chnyeollie @chogisad  @chogiwolf  @choijaes  @chokerbyun  @chonyeol   @chxnggu  @ckyun  @coco-man  @corgibaek  @cr0ssgene  @crying-yanan  @cuddlywonho  @cuntykai.  @cutepimook  @cyoungsjae  @daefsoul  @daehnii  @daehyeons  @daehyunny  @daehyunsgiggle  @daely  @daematos @daeminator  @daenana  @daenso  @daewhyun  @dancingkaixing  @day6pls  @dayafterdae  @dazedjongin  @dazzlingkai  @dazzlynini  @dearbyun  @dearhyunggu  @death-by-jongin  @defsoules  @defsoulfeels  @defsouls  @defwang  @dem-exo-feels  @destructivemisfits  @dimple-soo @dino-yeol  @dinoyeols  @dinozizi  @divinekai  @djsehun  @dongwtf  @dorkyksoo  @dorkyun  @doseofchanyeol  @dowoonie  @doyoung @dracgyula  @dreamgukkie  @dreamybaeks  @dsouls  @dugyu  @dulcetyeoll  @dumb-byun  @dyoful  @dyorable  @edawnnie  @edawning  @edawnn  @eggsehun  @eldoradc  @elluts  @endless-ifnt  @ethereal-baek  @ethereal-youngjae  @etherealchen  @eveexolove @ew-wonho @exang  @exeauxs  @exheaux  @exo–sexo  @exo-official-lightstick  @exo-twentyfour-seven  @exo4lyfe  @exoblesso @exodul  @exodusandchill  @exohsebooty  @exolq  @exomsmama  @exosangel  @exosheaux  @exothundermp3  @exoturnback  @exovivi  @exoyeol  @exzoplanet @eyesonxiu @fairydongwoo  @flawlessbaek  @flawlesskihyun  @flawlessohsehun  @flowerboyshownu. @flowermx  @flowrsoo  @fluffyanan  @fluffyhunnie  @ftday6  @furrytaetae  @fvckgyu  @fyeahchanyeol @galaxychen  @geekihyun  @gifsmonstax  @gimmethelight @giriboys  @glitter-baek  @glorious-soobooty  @got-gotseven  @got7  @got7-yj  @got7co  @@got7ish  @got7jacksonwang  @got7problems  @gotchicken  @gotinspirit  @grandpaimjaebum  @gravity-kontrol  @guardhispanties  @gukkielover  @gyeomey  @gyu-booty  @gyu-venchy  @gyujpeg @gyuseu @gyusnamu  @gyuzizis  @hakyeonsgf  @hanbin  @hanwooed  @hapihobi  @heejuns  @helloflowerboykai  @heongs  @heonies  @here4exo  @heyyplayboy  @highlightsvt  @him-up  @himchaans  @himchanie  @himchansflowerpants  @himdaes @himgod  @ho-wonplease  @ho-yass  @hoaegi  @holyfuckmark  @honeypup  @honeyvevo  @hoonsgf  @hoshitv  @hotseok  @http-sehun  @hunandonly  @hunniedae  @hunnybyuns  @huntertainment  @@hwn-hs  @hyeonwoo  @hyorichanbaek  @hyosjong  @hypertone  @hyung-vvon  @hyungmon  @hyungnu  @hyungsk  @hyungvon  @hyungwonhoe  @hyungwonslays

Special mentions: 

@130jeon: You have been one of those blogs that I’ve been mutuals with since forever (back when I was wonwoo-wow) and I sometimes wonder why you still follow me when all the other seventeen blogs unfollowed  haha, but honestly though, I love you and your blog so much! Like your aesthetic is out of this world and I would actually reblog your whole blog if I could (I probably will later on). Your blog is a blessing to my dash and my tumblr experience wouldn’t be the same without you <3 

@17tvs: another wonderful, beautiful human being that I’ve been mutuals forever with. You’re a actually one of my favourite seventeen blogs , and just everything about your blog is goals I also wonder why you haven’t left me haha, but I love you for blessing me with your beautiful seventeen posts (and I also follow your monsta x blog so thats 2x the quality on my dash!). I love you a lot <33333

@babyz: My angel, YOUR BLOG IS LITERALLY GOALS! I still remember when you randomly popped in and sent me a message asking me if I would like to use the URL jeup, when I made a post saying I wanted to use a canon url haha. That was so sweet of you, and I’ll never forget that. Not only that, you gave me the amazing opportunity  to be bangyongguk, aka my dream url!! I owe you so much, and your such a kind person. You literally deserve the world to be honest. Anyways I love you a lot <333

@changkyuh: I don’t know what I would do without you. Your such an amazing human being from head to toe and your SO EASY TO TALK TO! I probably would have deleted if I hadn’t talked to you. Not only that, YOUR HONESTLY SUCH A SWEETHEART AND YOUR GIFS AND EDITS ARE GOALS I MEAN HOW??!! long story short, you’re one of my MOST FAVORITE mutuals and I love you SO SO SO!! much 

@chensguns: YOU ARE LITERALLY ONE OF THE ONLY REASONS WHY I STAYED ON TUMBLR, AND I WANNA THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR STAYING UP AND TALKING ME OUT OF GOING INACTIVE. I love you to the moon and back, and your soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo special to me. You’re such an amazing and selfless person, and did I mention that I love you? <333

@daehyuns-uneven-buttcheeks: you’re one of my favourite mutuals <3 even though we don’t talk as much as we used to, the times that we actually talked were amazing and I’ll never forget that. You do so much for our B.A.P babies and they’re so lucky to have such a dedicated fan like you. I love you <3

@got7europe: Your honestly one of my favourite blogs and actually screamed out loud when you followed me. All of your gifs give me so much life, and your love for jaebum is the cutest thing ever. Your also so sweet and easy to talk to, and I’m sooooo lucky to be mutuals with you despite how many changes this blog went through. I love you <333

@httpxseventeen: I just wanna say thank you for following me since forever. We’ve been mutuals for as long as I remember and you’ve been with me through all my blog changes haha. Even before I accidentally deleted!! Every time I see your notification in my notes, it gives me a smile on my face knowing that I have mutuals who actually care for me and will support me through it all. Thank you <333 I LOVE YOU 

8

There was crisp, dry snow under his feet and more snow lying on the branches of the trees. Overhead there was pale blue sky, the sort of sky one sees on a fine winter day in the morning. Straight ahead of him he saw between the tree-trunks the sun, just rising, very red and clear. Everything was perfectly still, as if he were the only living creature in that country. There was not even a robin or a squirrel among the trees, and the wood stretched as far as he could see in every direction. He shivered. 

He now remembered that he had been looking for Lucy; and also how unpleasant he had been to her about her “imaginary country” which now turned out not to have been imaginary at all. He thought that she must be somewhere quite close and so he shouted, “Lucy! Lucy! I’m here too-Edmund.”

There was no answer.

“She’s angry about all the things I’ve been saying lately,” thought Edmund. And though he did not like to admit that he had been wrong, he also did not much like being alone in this strange, cold, quiet place; so he shouted again…

jjba part 6 is too unbelievable tbh…….how do you expect me to swallow the idea that HOLLY KUJO let her son abandon his daughter?

alternately, let us see the deleted scene where holly berates jotaro for roughly three months, leaving him a broken shell of a man

i am obsessed with the reoccurring use of ‘the girl in the dress’ in ‘dear john’, and i have always thought it was such a clever use of language. the way she is being described by only two identifying features, being a ‘girl’ and wearing ‘a dress’ suggests the purely sexualised way that ‘john’ sees the narrator, and draws on sexist stereotypes  by suggesting that he sees her as weak and defenseless because she is so ‘typically’ feminine. the lack of names and descriptions also means that this could be any one of the ‘long list of traitors’ in ‘john’s’ life crying the whole way home, which shows how they are interchangeable and completely replaceable to him like material objects. i think this is so interesting and think it works as a comment on the objectification of all women in society, as well as the victim-blaming culture we live in. far too many women have been that girl in the dress who cried the whole way home, and rather than blaming the man who caused their emotional trauma, those suffering women have just been told that they ‘should have known’ and the narrator’s first instinct is to blame herself. it’s essentially a parallel of the ‘they were asking for it’ ideology. the best part is how taylor subverts this though, john is then portrayed as someone who plays with fire, through the image of the girls that he has ‘burned… out’. the song then flips the narrative when the narrator steals his matches and sets the town alight, because if john was playing with fire… well then he was obviously asking to get burned, right? the narrator knows this as the final lines fade out with her changing ‘i should have known’ for ‘you should have known’. it’s calling out double standards at it’s finest

valentine’s day is a terrible day to confess your love

“So,” Maki raises an eyebrow, one hand on her hip and the other playing with her hair in that annoying gesture she always, always seemed to do when unimpressed. “What’s this, exactly?”

Nico hadn’t really prepared an answer – with chocolate in both hands, she would’ve thought the answer to be clear as day. Then again, Nozomi had warned her that probably the only person more dense than herself (thanks, fucker) was the girl in front of her, so, well, perhaps she should have planned for that.

Not that any of Nico’s plans had been going right today, mind you, so what the hell was a plan anyway?

“Uh,” Nico stumbles over words and over herself as she struggles to maintain balance, realising she’s reaching out a little far and Maki still isn’t reaching back to take the chocolates. She maintains eye contact for another few painful seconds before the other girl looks away, turning up the left corner of her mouth and creasing her eyebrows. Nico sweats.

“Uh,” she repeats, hands all damn clammy now, goddamnit Eli why did you make this sound so easy – “Chocolate.”

Maki stares at the poorly-wrapped chocolate sitting in Nico’s palms. It’s probably melting, considering just how unfortunately moist her hands have become under the stare of the most unsettling first year this side of Akiba.

“Homemade,” Nico adds, as if it weren’t perfectly obvious to all who had functional eyes that yes, the slightly melty brown stuff was chocolate, and yes, the clumsy wrapping probably indicated it’d been wrapped by hands equally as clumsy. Maki’s eyes are disconcerting, glancing to the chocolates, to Nico, to elsewhere and back, again and again.

Eli never mentioned just how nervewracking this would be. Nico couldn’t even imagine confessing to that sneaky asshole Nozomi – then again, those two were so incredibly disgusting with each other they probably spewed rainbows from their mouths and made lilies bloom around them when it finally happened.

No, the only thing blooming was the anxiety in Nico’s stomach as Maki continued to be evasive, leaving her standing in quite the uncomfortable position, prostrating herself. Then again, maybe this was just her fault because she’d kinda just shoved them in the girl’s face instead of doing something normal like saying “Happy Valentine’s Day!” or “I’m deeply in love with you, please marry me” or “I am so desperate to get in your pants you’re so hot it kills me I’m begging you”.

“I can see that,” Maki finally says, nodding to herself as if yes, that cleared everything up. Which it didn’t. Probably. You could never really tell with redheads. Or Makis. Or redheads named Maki. Yeah.

Nico wonders exactly how she’s going to explain this to the terrible two she calls her buddies – how she’d completely thrown any semblance of The Plan out the window the moment she’d frozen up until a purple gaze. Then again, The Plan had sort of been a wash from the beginning, considering how every time she’d tried to corner Maki alone in order to enact The Plan, some annoying ginger had waltzed along and ruined her chances of enacting The Plan (Nico made a mental note to kick Rin’s ass, later).

“So…” Maki trails off, halfway between making eye contact and staring at Nico’s open palms, still. Nico jolts back to life, stumbling over words and trying to make sense of her oh so conveniently clumsy tongue before –

“Valentine’s Day – Happy Day. For you. Yes.”

Ah, perfect. Just how she wanted to say it.

Before she trails away to curl up and die somewhere in a hole, Nico debates how best to ask Nozomi to scatter her ashes.

Maki, bless her, looks about as embarrassed for Nico as Nico feels herself, and blushes some pink that probably pales in comparison to the apparent luminescence of the shorter girl’s face. Seriously, she should be charging for the light she’s putting out.

“These are,” Maki hesitates, “for me?”

Nico nods, thanking whichever merciful god decided to give her a helping hand in the form of at least one of them being able to form coherent sentences. She doesn’t trust her own tongue to do the same, considering her last shameful display.

“Oh,” Maki says, voice cracking and freezes. Well, no, freezes is probably a little soft – it’s more like she self-destructs in a gentle, contained kind of way. Her face blossoms into a pretty miasma of blotchy red, and her limbs seize up, hands paused in front of her and mouth just a fraction agape.

Nico would have laughed if she weren’t in the exact same situation, so she instead opts for mumbling “Here,” and storming off.

She finds Nozomi eavesdropping behind the school wall, who promptly guffaws.

“I can’t breathe, Nico,” she wheezes, five minutes later. Nico stands there in despair.

Ten minutes later, Nozomi still isn’t together enough to stand.

(Maki drops the chocolates three times before managing to regain function of her body.)

important to realise that I’m someone who gets really upset on jokes or hate towards muslims as i am one, pewdiepie made a few jokes regarding  “allahu akbar’’ and terroists and i didnt get offended. this is because watching him and knowing the contexts its done in completely changes it to NOT normalising jokes, but to show people the difference between a legit joke and racism (he’s only made legitimate jokes). therefore there is no reason for me to get offended, its not promoting anti islamic anything, whether white people thought it did is there own desperate and stupidity.

pewdiepie makes a joke about nazi and jews and majority of his jewish followers don’t get offended, ive honestly read pages and pages of his comments on the videos where he’s done it, as well as his response. and then you have H3H3 who are both jewish who know its a joke etc

HOWEVER 

we have people who don’t watch him get highly offended and you want to know why? you dont watch him hence you don’t understand his context, its like how media plays with context and doesn’t actually show anything else but the negative parts. you don’t understand how the media always hunt him down to destroy him, i hardly see articles on the amazing fund raising he’s done?? hes probably done more fundraising than most famous celebrities? you dont undesrtand how he purposely adds satire jokes to see how the media responds because he’s learned not to give a fuck as it keeps happening anyway. you’d understand that the Indian men holding up the sign was to make fun of keemstar who is very openly racist, and that the jesus one was to show how dumb the website is that people are willing to say the most racist shit for $5. you don’t understand he makes so many jokes on hitler, not promoting or within a positive light. 

oh and you don’t understand how stupid it is for you to call him a nazi and racist when youtubers like leafy and idubbz (who i actually like because again they’re satire), make even ‘wORSE’ jokes and youtube is still putting them on recommendation, supporting them. they’ve had far more drama than pewdiepie regarding fat shaming and racism, yet ??? no one talks about it????
because you’ve read a few unresearched articles you get yourself involved in something you clearly don’t know much about? (this is why JK getting involved was so fucking dumb of her especially as her source was the most unreliable shit ever)

and if you actually do watch his videos and are still extremely against his, far enough, look i get why people are upset but calling him nazi is just gaining him for NAZI support which HE DOESN’T WANT which he’s stated in the recent video as wELL AS HIS BLOG BECAUSE HE DOESN’T WANT TO BE CONNECTED TO THEM AS NOTING HE IS DOING IS PURPOSELY RACIST and is satire. the media, and you ,giving him attention saying he IS A NAZI just makes nazi’s think its true and follow him and take it seriously. s t o p.

even tho sasaeng fans are quite gross and abusive to those they “love” i lowkey pity some of them cause they actually have erotomania. they think that idols are in love with them, that they’re in a relationship that just can’t be cause their idol is from a superior social group. i remember a case back in 2013 and it was quite heartbreaking. their favorite singer said something relatable? he must have been talking to her, sending her a secret message through the media. he had a coat identical to hers? he was totally wearing couple clothes! he loved her but couldn’t say it out loud. every song was about her, she thought. they were star-crossed lovers in her head and only therapy could get her out of 3 years of delusion. that’s some borderline-pathological stuff, y’all. 

erotomania is a huge mental issue, mostly cause some people take it too far, driven by a love that is only one sided. it’s way worse than the so called celebrity worship syndrome cause they actually think that the victim that’s being stalked truly wants to be chased, wants to see them as soon as possible, no matter where and when. this has always made feel both afraid and amazed by the human brain.