but i still love him *sobs*

doctorlightwood  asked:


Who said “I love you” first

Cisco, and Lisa takes a second to process it before she starts crying and then they’re both freaking out because Cisco’s like I MADE HER CRY OH GOD WHY IS THAT HAPPENING and Lisa’s sobbing because HE SAID HE LOVED ME and somewhere in the middle of that he just keeps repeating he loves her until she says it back! and then they’re both just laughing and hugging and still crying a little tbh

Who would have the other’s picture as their phone background

Cisco, honestly, but Lisa has a picture of him in her pocket–more private, and safer

Who leaves notes written in fog on the bathroom mirror

Cisco, mostly little stuff like “get milk” or “i love you”

Who buys the other cheesy gifts

Cisco buys Lisa stuff because she’s never really been Given things by anyone except len/mick and she’s never been properly spoiled, so he likes to buy her stuff! (but she’s also in a competition with Hartley to Spoil Him More but that’s by stealing tiffany bracelets, not like how cisco buys little toys because they reminded him of her, or new tubes of lipstick she’d like to try.)

Who initiated the first kiss

their first kiss when they started dating For Real, Cisco asked if he could kiss her, because he didn’t want to startle or scare her. she’s so surprised but she nods and he kisses her and it’s shy and nervous and awkward but she’s in heaven

Who kisses the other awake in the morning

Cisco, because she smiles and mumbles cute noises when he wakes her up with his hair tickling her face and his lips on her skin!!!

Who starts tickle fights

They’re both a little too body conscious to do it at first–when they’re more relaxed with each other and feel safer, pillow fights are still their first go-to honestly, and Cisco starts them.

Who asks who if they can join the other in the shower

Cisco, because he’s worried Lisa won’t want that and she’s like why would i not want you, here, now, chop chop lets go and he’s so excited! she loves washing his hair for him (especially when he goes down on her heyooo)

Who surprises the other in the middle of the day at work with lunch

Lisa, because otherwise Cisco will forget to eat, forever.

Who was nervous and shy on the first date

Lisa, because she was like…is this really happening? he seriously wants to date me? oh god?? and she’s freaking out and Cisco’s like…u wanna just cancel dinner and hang out and play video games? and she does. It’s a peaceful quiet first date and he enjoys the time alone with her!

Who kills/takes out the spiders

Cisco usually just leaves them alone because he doesn’t want to touch them and doesn’t want Lisa to kill them but neither of them want to pick them up!!!

Who loudly proclaims their love when they’re drunk

Cisco, and Lisa pretends to be embarrassed for .02 seconds before preening smugly about it


Australia, you are so special. Look to the person next to you and say ‘you are so special.’  It’s okay to let that guard down sometimes. It’s okay to show that vulnerability. We’re all human we’re all going through the same things. Maybe different, but we’re all hurting inside. So lets stick together” 

Jason Dean

I always end up crying because JD in the musical is so pure, he doesn’t know that what he is doing is wrong, because he has always been treated like that. When he goes to Veronica’s house in “Meant To Be Yours” he just wants to be with her, he wants to kill everyone who hurt them, because the only person who really loved him and supported him was her. When he finds finds her “dead” I always start sobbing. He is hurt. And then he really is a psycho. “Still I will if I must” is the line. Though the note he wrote was very powerful too. I think it is all because in the movie he wants to kill her, he is a murderer; in the musical he is just blind, but he really loves Veronica. He worships her. He trades his life for hers. Their love is God.

august 11th, 2016

hong jisoo is still not blonde

It’s been a month since our Hyung have been in military service.
I do believe that we all miss him,because I do.
Miss him.

So! TOP-hyung! Hope you’re still healthy and happy and all!

P.S. What GD give us before TOP leave was so precious,you guys know what I mean. *sob*


Just think about how Magnus must have felt when Alec said “I love you” I mean he has been fighting for Alec since season 1 and Alec always surprise him with something new. The gift form episode 7? Magnus couldn’t believe that Alec could buy him something. And now he said “I love you” I think Mangus knew he loves Alec sooner than Alec. He has lived for centuries so he knows all those feelings even when he feels for Alec something so so much stronger than to anyone before but he didn’t want to push Alec and that’s why he did not want oto say it first. Maybe he thought that if he won’t say this it would hurt less when Alec will left him? And I think he still can’t believe Alec said “I love you” and he is with him and want to be with him and be there when Magnus will need him. I’m sobbing right now.

Originally posted by i-am-my-own-drugs


“Just admit it, Violet you want him back,” you said staring down at the ghost girl in front of you.

Tate stood behind you cowering between your shoulder blades. You could feel his tears soaking into the back of your shirt. She could tell you everything Tate had or hadn’t done you would still love him and you weren’t going to let him be betrayed again. And if that made you as crazy and awful you didn’t care.

“I’m sorry, Tate,” she said quietly, “I was just so mad about what you did I-”

“You told me to go away,” Tate sobs as you took his hand in yours comfortingly.

“I know but I still-”

“That’s enough, Violet. You told him to go away and he went away. Maybe it time you went away too.”

The girls eyes widened as she stood still as a statue. You closed your eyes and took a deep breath.

“Go away, violet,” you said deadpanned.

When you opened your eyes the room was empty save for you and Tate who slowly came out of his hiding behind you. You turned to him and rested a hand on his cold tear stained cheek.

“I’ll never tell you to go away.”

Me: Please let Lito’s mom be a good person. He obviously loves her so much. If she rejects him it will kill him and me. I will cry and sob if she treats him like the media is treating him. Please please please do not make me cry over Lito’s pain again.

Lito’s Mom: *Is understanding. Hugs him. Tells him she is proud of him. Cut off all the people who used to call themselves her friends once they started badmouthing Lito. Makes Lito and Hernando laugh*


anonymous asked:

I'm a sucker of younger Jimin Pls make hc of Jungkook seeing Jimin grow up and shocked how he became a really pretty and hot dude but since he is still his beloved dongsaeng he tries to deny his feelings and the strong attraction which the mochi sexy won't help since he loves Jungkook not in a brotherly way and he's willing to show him he's not that little innocent Chim anymore ~~btw I LOVE YOU & ur hc always make me happy~~

+ The last time Jungkook saw Jimin was when Jimin was entering highschool.

+ Jungkook had moved to college in the US and had to coo and comfort the younger boy who was sobbing at the airport cause he’ll miss his Kookie Hyung.

+ That was four years ago and Jungkook came back with a design degree.

+ Jungkook heads to his parents place and happily hugs his family as his brother ruffles his hair.

+ “I know a cutie who would be happy to see his Kookie Hyung again.” Junghyun says with a wink. Jungkook just laughs as he shakes his head.

+ “I’ll head over to the Parks.” Jungkook said walking towards the door. The Parks half raised Jungkook so they’re basically family.

+ Jimins mother squealed as she pulls Jungkook into a hug before pulling back. “Jimin ah! Come down stairs please!” She pats Jungkook’s back, “he is studying hard. He loves college but I’m sure he’ll be happy to see you.”

+ “He better.” Jungkook jokes “I kinda miss having a duckling following me-”

+ Jungkook felt his tounge die as a figure appear at the end of the stairs.

+ “Kookie Hyung!” Jimin squeals as he runs the small distance while Jungkook stares at him. Jimin jumps and almost tackles Jungkook to the ground.

+ “Jimin don’t be so rough I’m sure the flight from America was exhausting.” “Sorry!”

+ Jungkook blinks and just stares at Jimin. Jimin has always been cute but when did the little shit get so beautiful!? Jungkook swallows as Jimin doesn’t feel as soft as he did when he was a kid, more tone muscle.

+ When did Jimin get so fucking hot?

+ “When did you get back Jungkook Hyung?” Jimin asks with a dazzling smile that Jungkook almost choke on nothing “how was America? You’re here to stay right? Wanna go look around Busan there are some changes! Let’s go to the beach! And-” Jungkook just stared not comprehending Jimin’s words but his voice. It’s husky yet sweet. H o w ? ? ?

+ In the end Jungkook heads back after Mrs Park tells Jimin to go back to studying (Jungkook gets a good view of the younger boys ass) and Jungkook just walks in a daze.

+ Jungkook figure Jimin would grow up in these four years, but he didn’t expect him to be so… gorgeous. When Jungkook voices this to Junghyun his brother laughs.

+ Jungkook promptly tries to ignore his new attraction to Jimin who seems to be more mature in more then just looks. Jimin speaks easily to strangers and knows how to pay for certain Jungkook didn’t know.

+ But Jimin was still like his lovely Jimin in the past. Eyes glowing in wonder and he clung to Jungkook’s arm while pouting over things hw wants.

+ Jungkook is fucked he figures.

+ Jungkook decides to pick Jimin up from college one day. Jungkook sees he is gaining a lot of attention (not unusual he is one hot bro) as he walks around the campus to find the dance building.

+ Jungkook spots Jimin leaning against a wall while a small crowd is around him. Jimin is smiling and batting his eyes making the crowd swoon.

+ “Jimin.” “Kookie Hyung!?” Jimin breaks away from the crowd and hugs Jungkook. Jungkook sees the cold stares of jealousy from the other students. “Let’s go Minnie.” “Ok, by guys!”

+ Jungkook and Jimin start eating at a small cafe when Jungkook fingers his cup. “You seem to have quite the following.” “Yeah, but that’s only because Seokjin Hyung spilled how good I ride dick now everyone wants a piece.”

+ Jungkook chokes on his noodles as he looks at Jimin who calmly eats his own.

+ “W-what!?” Jungkook stutters while Jimin looks up with his doe eyes. Jimin smiles with a soft blush. “Well, Seokjin Hyung is very handsome and I may have been a bit drunk. Seokjin says he never had someone ride him like I did and couldn’t stop talking about it so now guys follow me around. Then I slept with Yoona Noona and she said my stroke game was good so that’s why I have girls following me.”

+ Jungkook just stares at Jimin as Jimin just stares back curiously.

+ “The fuck…how?” Jungkook asks. Jimin shrugs with a smile “I had to entertain myself while you were gone.”

+ Jungkook refuses to admit his jerk off to that sentence later on that day.

today while waiting for the bus i saw a gay person write a shout out post on their mobile device. the sick part? they didn’t even mention straight people. not once. not once! still reeling from the shock i turn around, and lo and behold, what do i see? the guy next to me wearing an ‘i love boobs and fast cars’ t-shirt is curled up on the ground, tears streaming down his face. shaking and sobbing uncontrollably. i tried to comfort him, but not even a good heterosexual meme about hating and cheating on your partner could cheer him up

needless to say, it seems like heterophobia is still alive and well :/


*** I only used some parts of the song so that I could try an make it as close to Juice as possible and keep it as realistic as possible. I can’t really see Juice being unfaithful and cheating on someone that he finally had to love him and call his own, unless he was in a reeeeally bad spot, so I’m setting this in season 7 where he’s just a mess. Completely distraught and out of his element, essentially out of his character. Worried about losing everything and without realizing it, ruining whatever little he still had. Hope you guys like it. ***

 (Warning for cheating, mention of attempted suicide and just sadness in general because BITCH 😫💔 ) 

Juice ran his hand over his head as another sob broke from your chest. He’d been sitting with his back to the bathroom door for 30 minutes now, listening to you weep. You’d been through a lot in life, just as everyone had. You had experienced pain and betrayal, but you had never expected it from Juice. You had always been given his love and adoration, and given the same in return. You loved him and took care of him. Gave him a home and a good woman to come home to. You supported him and his club, was always there when you needed him. You had expected his tenderness, not his infidelity. Life had a funny way of doing things though and apparently, some other woman had given him something more than you had and got him to stray.

I wish we could just pretend to be 
Like we always were before, as happy as the Kennedy’s
No one told Jackie about Marilyn’s tendencies

 You had found out that she wasn’t a Croweater, she was just a girl that lived in town and had shopped at his dispensary. She wasn’t a sweet butt that was just being there for a Son, no intentions of hurting you. She was a girl that had gotten with your man because she wanted him and apparently he had wanted her too. You weren’t sure what hurt more. You had your suspicions, his calls coming less frequently, his time at home getting smaller. The thought had been at the back of your mind for weeks, eating at you and ripping apart your heart a little more each day. But you tried to ignore it. To push back the thought of not being enough for the man you loved. You had been with Juice for years, since Queens. Married at 18, not counting the days of how long you’d been together. It felt like you had spent your whole life with him and you found it hard to remember a life before him, without him. You didn’t want to believe that all this time of your life had been in vain. That you would lose the one that meant everything to you. You couldn’t.

 Ignorance is bliss when you’re married half a century
Life is too short, trying to hold it all together 

 You pulled your head up and looked at your reflection in the mirror. Your eyes were red and puffy, the tip of your nose pink from all your rubbing at it. You sucked in a breath and blew it out shakily. You weren’t sure what you were going to do. You didn’t want to stand for the betrayal and humiliation, you deserved better than that. However, you weren’t sure if you wanted to let this relationship go to waste. You knew you had to make a big decision and you weren’t sure if you trusted yourself to make the right one in this state of mind. Your heart was in shambles and you knew nothing good ever came from making choices like that. You needed a nights sleep before you determined what you were going to do. 

 I want to love you
But if it’s not right what can I do?
Everything will be alright
So baby get some sleep tonight 

 You wiped at your swollen eyes once more before you turned towards the door, unlocking it and pulling it open. Juice immediately turned to look at you but you simply stepped over him, walking into the bedroom and going towards the bed. He stood slowly and watched you as you climbed into bed, slipping under the covers and sitting up. He slowly walked towards you, roughly swiping at the tear in his own lashes as he sat at the foot of the bed, wanting to give you some space. He still knew he had to speak to you though. He had to try to make things right. 


 You didn’t say anything, just sniffled.

 "Baby, please, say something. Anything.”

 "What do you want me to say Juice? What is there to say?“ "I don’t know just…just say something. Yell at me or something." 

 You rolled your eyes, your anger finally starting to seep in.

 "I don’t need to yell at you. You know you fucked up." 

 He nodded and looked down at his lap. 

 "I know. I never meant to hurt you though. I was just stressed with the club. I know I should’ve gone to you but she just, she was a breath of fresh air kinda.”

 You scoffed in disgust at his words, his eyes going wide as he realized how that sounded. 

 "I didn’t mean it like that! I meant a breath of fresh air from the club, not you. I didn’t mean I needed a break from you, I just…“ 

 His words trailed off and he took a deep breath to steady himself, knowing he was just going to dig himself deeper if he kept on that route. He’d kept you entirely in the dark with everything going in with Roosevelt and the club. You had no idea about him giving up info or trying to kill himself or being weak and a rat in the clubs eyes. He hadn’t wanted to bring that home to you. He never wanted to involve you in his mess and put any more weight on your shoulders. He wanted to let you continue to be happy without the added stress of what was going on with him but he was the only one hurting you now. 

 She said, you’re always gone.
I said, The fuck do you expect from me? 

 "I didn’t mean to hurt you or betray you. I wasn’t thinking. I just, I needed to just get away from everything and we kept getting in fights over how distant I became with you. You kept getting mad at me, telling me I was always gone and I got pissed because it was true. I knew I wasn’t giving you the attention you deserved. I was neglecting you and I felt like shit. I was tired of fights at the club and I was tired of fights with you. I got drunk and I fucked up. She caught me at a weak moment. She knew I was in a bad place and she gave me that opportunity to completely take my mind off of everything and I’m a fucking idiot so I took it. She kept trying and I caved." 

 I swear my intentions aren’t as evil as you think
But temptation’s always pushing people to the brink
Fuck, I always lose my judgment when I drink
My only wish is you would settle down and hear me out
I know I haven’t been completely honest and devout
It’s difficult for me, these girls try to seek me out 

 You sniffled again as you felt your eyes welling up once more. You didn’t know what you were going to do and it scared you. It scared you to think of having to think of a life that didn’t have him in it. But could you live with the nagging at the back of your mind from the betrayal? Could you live with that little voice constantly telling you that you weren’t enough and that’s why he’d actually strayed? That even with you giving him everything, giving him all of you, giving him your best, that it just wasn’t enough? That you at your best wasn’t enough? 

 With a shake of your head, you willed your tears back and blew out a breath, running your fingers through your hair and pushing it out of your face.

 "I just need to sleep Juice. I’m really hurting right now. I don’t wanna think about this anymore." 

 Your voice cracked as you finished and Juice closed his eyes, hating the sheer pain in your tone.

 "Can I stay here tonight? Please? Just give me tonight with you. Then tomorrow you can do whatever is best for you. We can talk tomorrow. I just don’t want you to be alone tonight. Let me try to comfort you. I never meant to hurt you." 

 His voice quivered as he thought about all the pain that was swimming in your eyes and he felt like he could hear that warm heart of gold you had, crumbling from what he’d done to you. You nodded softly and he crawled his way to his side of the bed, climbing beneath the covers with you, pulling you to him closely. He held your head to his chest, his other arms wrapped around you tightly, almost as if he was scared that you’d leave him in the middle of the night and if he was being honest, he was. He didn’t want to ever have to let you go. In that moment, he spilled out everything to you. Told you every single little detail, in hopes that maybe, just maybe, you would see where he had been. Maybe see what a wreck he was and even though he knew he didn’t deserve it, you would grant him another chance. Another chance to be the man that you deserved. The man that his mother had raised him to be. 

 You laid there quietly as he bared his soul. Listened as he told you what he had been through. He didn’t mention what he did that night in the forest, he would never hurt you even more by telling you that. He would take that to the grave, but everything else he let come to the surface and when he was done, he pulled your face up by the chin, laying the most gentle kiss you’d felt upon your lips. It was slow, drawn out as if he didn’t want to stop, because he didn’t. It felt as if time had stopped and the universe had given you a chance to feel his love. He pulled his lips from yours, the tears in your lashes glittering in the moonlight that cascaded through the curtains and onto your face, almost as if the moon herself was reaching out to soothe you. As he looked down at you, he tried to memorize every single detail of your face, just in case it was the last time he ever saw it. 

 So if tonight turns out to be
The last night before you peaced then walked out on me
Let’s let it all hang out like a balcony
One last time, the best is what you about to see
So make it worth it tonight, only so you know I never hurt you in spite
Love me like you never will again, it’s our last time
Tonight forget about the pastime 

 You cuddled into his chest, the both of you lost. 

 "I don’t know if I can stay Juice. I love you, but i don’t know." 

 He nodded in understanding, leaning to kiss the top of your head. 

 "I know baby. Just sleep. Tomorrow we’ll see." 

 You let your eyes slip closed and let Juice hold you for all that he was worth. His happiness was something long forgotten, lost in the sweep of fate from his wrong doings, but yours was still there. Weak and tattered, but there. He’d do everything he could to make sure that light in your eyes never died out.

 Everything will be alright
So baby get some sleep tonight

UNPOPULAR OPINION: Oh, Barry... You're an IDIOT. But I get you.

I am positive I’m going to be the only one saying this, but I don’t hate Barry for “breaking up” with Iris.

Do I hate that it happened? Yes. Do I want to scream at Barry to change his mind? For sure. Am I totally heartbroken & sobbing over this? Absolutely.

But guys. This is not even a cut-and-dry break-up. This is a I-don’t-know-how-to-be-what-you-want-and-still-do-what-I-need-to-save-your-life “break up.” It’s temporary, and he laid it out that way. Catch the “for a while”? That’s NOT long term.

What Barry needs to do is figure out a way to save her (since he has yet to figure that out w/ his speed still not being as fast as it would need to be) and be the man she needs in a relationship. He can promise he’ll save her, but that doesn’t mean he has a foolproof plan in place. He can swear he loves her, but despite that very true fact, he can’t guarantee everything he does isn’t somehow connected to saving her. He needs time and space to figure out how to do both and how to make them work together. Having her in his space when he does that is a distraction and a hindrance to what he’s trying to do. He doesn’t want to screw up anymore. He wants to make sure the NEXT time is the LAST time for all of it.

I still am totally against this “break up.” However, the comment I’ve been seeing a lot is how OOC this is for Barry. Barry Allen, never in a million years would break up with the love of his life, Iris West.

Barry-madly-in-love-with-Iris-West-Allen wouldn’t.

Barry-I’m-trying-to-save-your-life-Allen would.

He kept his big secret that he was the Flash from her almost all of season 1. Joe pushed him, but to an extent, he let him. He wanted to protect her. Now he’s protecting her again. And he’s preventing all the many fights that might have come up when he would do things not out of love, when he would get so absorbed in how to save her that he’d neglect her in their own home. All he’s doing is stepping away from the relationship until he can figure out how to do right by her and to save her life.

He’s being The Flash and seeing the big picture.

Given the circumstances, I don’t think it’s OOC at all. He’s tucked his feelings away and is all business now. I imagine he feels he has to be that way until he can get a grasp on how to defeat Savitar.

Not to worry though, I’m sure seeing Millie madly in love with Tommy will kick him into gear and bring all his VERY delayed I-just-broke-up-with-Iris-I’m-an-idiot feels brimming to the surface. ;P

Barry, you a FOOL. But I get you.

anonymous asked:

after your miscarriage you become distant from Bucky. He still holds you close at night and loves you and cares for you but you are numb. At first you seemed most effected by it, but when you cant find Bucky one day and spot him sobbing on the bathroom floor holding the picture of the ultra sound your heart shatters seeing his shoulders shake in grief aching to hold his baby "Daddy will always love you" he cries, clutching onto the photograph.

are you guys trying to break my heart omfg im gonna cry 

Daddy Wednesday™

YES I'm still bitter about Jaal
  • Jaal: *compliments Scott*
  • Jaal: :o

anonymous asked:

heyyy you ~ firstly i wanted to say that I love your blog, you're doing an amazing job ~ Can I request a HC where the captains (Oikawa, Kuroo, Terushima, Bokuto) + Akaashi + Tendou get really drunk in front of their S/O ? Thank you ~

I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO WRITE OUT A DRUNK HC BUT I NEVER REALLY GOT THE CHANCE BC I’VE ONLY JUST FOUND THIS REQUEST ROTTING IN THE INBOX I’M DOING IT…. please understand that I have no intention of drinking or getting drunk haha I just… NO hahaha ~ Dree


  • C L I N G Y AF
  • but don’t tell him that bc really??? he will sob into your chest saying how you don’t love him anymore
  • he’s kinda really amusing for the first half hour in that state
  • but
  • L I K E
  • he gets extremely all up in your space it’s illegal
  • but it’s also kinda amusing still bc he talks about so much random stuff it’s kinda hard keeping up with the conversation
  • “Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaabe, I need a hug!!!! Just one? Wha- n- no?! Do you not love me anymore?! I can’t beli- OH MY GLOB, [Y/N]-CHAN!!! YOU’RE SO SQUISHY YOU’RE LIKE A HUGE BED!!!”


  • You wouldn’t even notice he was drunk… he doesn’t slur his words, he’s still as cunning and manipulative as ever
  • but when he walks….. hoooo boy
  • it’s like watching an enraged bull shopping in a china store
  • he bumps into anything and everything: that table, the stage, that bar, that bouncer
  • he once bumped into a lady and sent the two of them sprawling on the floor… there was a small scuffle and the lady’s boyfriend didn’t particularly like your boy on his girl
  • thankfully, the lady was kind enough to let Kuroo go considering he had just tumbled into the fish tank right after…
  • “Oh gawd! Am I dead? Well, hello there, Kitten. Normally, you’d be the one who’s wet but, sure, we can switch things up sometimes.”


  • frick fracking sweetheart gave me a hard time
  • deep drunk
  • he’s in soooooo deep nobody can reach him
  • he asks the most random questions which might make sense sometimes… most of the time though, he does NOT
  • he’s so deep with his questions everyone wants him 6 ft underneath
  • everyone knows they don’t make sense… Everyone knows they shouldn’t even listen to him… But the questions are all so legit that it makes them think
  • now I may have never touched a drink before there was that one glass of wine I held onto for 4 hours… I took a sip but that’s it but my friends have told me it isn’t fun if you think when you’re drunk… They’re a bit amusing to watch tbh
  • everyone is clutching on to their heads as they try to understand his question while Terushima just keeps spouting out more questions in the background
  • Of course, your title of s/o gives you the great privilege of having to put up with his unending blabber
  • “If you were in America and I stay here… And the world ends today… Would I have been a day older than you?!”

Bokuto:forgive me but from this point onward I am writing on my phone so I don’t know how short the hcs are

  • He will laugh at anything and everything haha
  • that guy’s pants were yanked down! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA did that person just burp? OMG THEY BURPED!!! HAHAHAHA is that Hinata? HAHAHAHA KAGEYAMA TOSSED HIM OUT THE WINDOW!!!!
  • there was this one time you two were watching a movie and you don’t know why you allowed him to drink… He was laughing the whole time
  • the main character’s dog had just died and he was laughing as tears fell from his eyes like a waterfall
  • you were slightly disturbed and concerned
  • he then started maniacally shaking an unopened bottle of soft drinks and poked holes all through out it when he was satisfied
  • it. Was. M A D N E S S
  • he sobered up almost as soon as he saw you. You were
  • A N G E R Y


  • a lot of people say that Akaashi is responsible enough to not get drunk or he’s the designated driver… But life is tough
  • when life throws you an overly energetic overgrown 5 year old senpai, you would hang on to anything and everything that can relieve you even just for a while
  • he usually regrets the next morning, though… Hangover plus Bokuto’s incessant needs equals Akaashi Keiji’s own personal hell
  • granted, he only usually drinks when Bokuto forces him into it
  • so it’s up to you to take care of hungover Akaashi and Bokuto
  • you shouln’t really mind though since the setter is actually a very cuddly drunk and he lets you baby him when he’s hungover
  • an opportunity you don’t dare to pass
  • sometimes… He has these random moments when he doesn’t act like himself so much so that you all take a moment of silence to take in what just happened
  • “[Y/N]… Please hold me… This headache is killing me… [Y/N] IS BUSY TAKING CARE OF THEIR BOYFRIEND, BOKUTO-SAN GO GET YOUR OWN”


  • at first, you were so excited to see how this twistedly intriguing man is when he’s drunk
  • but that quickly went down the drain after his 10th shot of whiskey
  • you were waiting for him to ask you for help but he just ordered another round of drinks
  • you thought he was just a strong drinker but he told you he was very drunk that time
  • the only way you would know that he’s drunk is how his hands vibrate like a vibrator
  • “Sorry, sweetheart. But you’re not getting any secrets outta me. I’m not like those pansies that spew everything after a drop. But my hands are vibrating like crazy! Maybe you’d like to compare them with any toy you’ve got at home?”