I got a request to explain how to apply a doodle gif texture, and since I couldn’t find a tutorial, I decided to make one myself! I will be explaining (with lots of pictures) how to apply the hearts gif shown in the banner. I used the hearts gif from this doodle pack.
What you will need: photoshop. I use cc 2015. Difficulty level: ★★☆☆☆
had noticed. I noticed how he hoped to find that piece of paper in his
compliment bag hanging on the wall next to the rest. Hoping to find that
someone had written something that made him feel a little better, he didn’t
lose hope that someday that bag would have something inside, he didn’t care how
long it took.
had stopped looking in my bag a long time ago; it wasn’t like I couldn’t use
some nice words even though they came from an anonymous source that I would
probably never know who it was. I had stopped looking inside because I never
got any notes, so I decided to stop wasting my time and to stop feeling bad
every time I looked inside.
I was surprised that someone like Zach Dempsey didn’t get a hundred of notes,
after all he was the star player in the basketball team, he was friends with
the popular people of the school, he was always in all the parties and I knew
girls liked him, still he didn’t get any compliments in his bag.
couldn’t help to feel bad for him, so I gather my things very slowly to be the last
one in the class and I wrote a note for him, which I left in his compliment bag
so the next day he would have something.
didn’t write a love letter or something like that, it was something pretty
simple, something that would make him feel better for the rest of the day; we
all deserve to receive compliments from time to time.
few days passed since the first note I wrote him and I had to admit that I
loved how he reacted so I decided to write him a couple more for the next
weeks, but I didn’t make it a daily thing.
day while I was running to class, considering that I was late to first period.
I was looking in my bag for my book and being the clumsy person that I am I ran
into someone, luckily for me I didn’t fall backwards, that would had been even
god, I’m so sorry, I wasn’t looking” I said as fast as I could while I bend
down to get the book that I made that person drop.
saw it was the biology book, the same one that I was looking for in my bag and
when I looked to the owner I saw it was Zach and I thanked that it was him and
not one of his stupid friends, because even though he hanged out with them Zach
was so much nicer than all of them together.
worry, are you ok?” he asked grabbing his book and smiling for some reason.
I’m fine, I’m just really bad at walking without running into people” I joked
putting my bag on my shoulder “I was looking for my bio book but it seems that
I forgot it at home” I sighed “but it doesn’t matter, see you in class” I added
walking to the classroom, I didn’t want to get even more late.
he exclaimed making me turn in his direction with a surprised expression on my
face “we can walk together and if you want you can sit with me and I’ll share
my book with you” I couldn’t help the frown on my forehead. Zach was definitely
kind, but not to this level, he was socializing voluntary with me, someone who
wasn’t even close to his little world or the people in that world, it was odd.
thank you” I answered trying to sound convinced. He reached me and we started
walking to class together “how it is that you’re late to bio? You’re always the
first one there” I added realizing he was late to his favourite class.
I didn’t get any answer I looked in his direction and I saw him smiling again,
this time even wider. We got to class so I wasn’t going to get any response to
class went by as usually, this was one of the few classes I liked, I liked to
consider myself a person of letters, but I was good at everything in general,
even though I hated all the subjects related to science or maths, that’s why it
was something unusual that I liked this one in particular and that was the
reason why I was always dazed in the teacher’s explanations, but not this time.
I couldn0t stop looking to Zach and see how he took notes of everything and how
he knew all the answers to the teacher’s questions, even though he just
answered them in his notebook and not out loud. I guess that being good at
something not related to sports wasn’t “cool”.
for me Zach caught me staring and I tried to hide my smile, but it was
impossible, I just looked in the teacher’s direction and started to take notes.
better at this than I thought” I whispered while I was writing the things that
I saw in the blackboard.
means you knew I was already good at this” he answered looking at me all the
answer was as odd as the rest of things that were happening with him this
we have this class in common, why wouldn’t I know you’re good at it?” I asked
looking at him again.
an observation” there it was again, that smile, the third time I got that
bell was close to rang when Mr. Porter came into the classroom and I knew he
was there for me, I just had to wait to hear my name and see how everyone
looked at me.
he did it I looked at Zach, who was looking at me with something like surprise
and concern. I just grabbed my things and followed Mr. Porter to his office.
know why you have called me here” I said before he could even start “and I just
have to say that everything is ok, I’m fine” I added with my usual tone.
parents don’t think the same, they seem really concern”
they are parents, when you have kids you’re life turns into an endless hole of
worries, but I’m fine, I don’t know what they’ve told you, but I know exactly
how I feel, can I go now?” the bell rang, great I was going to be late for
second period too.
do you feel? I’d like to know it so that way I can help you”
do you want to talk about it? To make me feel bad? I’ve said I know how I feel,
it doesn’t mean I want to talk about it”
you don’t talk about it you won’t be able to solve it”
is a waste of time” I said standing and taking my bag. I was in a good mood
this morning, but not anymore, thanks to this stupid “try to talk about your
wait” Mr. Porter stood like he was going to follow me, but he didn’t, I walked
out of his office without looking behind and I let a big sigh leave my chest.
started walking to communication class when I heard a certain voice calling me;
I turned in his direction with surprise in face again.
everything ok?” Zach asked coming to me.
what are you doing here?” I needed to know the answer to that question, because
we weren’t friends, we just had a few classes together and now all of the
sudden he’s worried about me.
just wanted to make sure everything was fine” when I heard how sincere he
sounded I felt something I had never felt before, it was like something inside
me was completed and I just smiled widely.
really nice of you” I mumble “Thank you”
remained silence, I didn’t know what else to say and he looked like he wanted
to continue talking, like there was something he wanted to tell me and just when
I was about to turn in the opposite direction he talked.
you like to go to Monet’s some time?” he sounded almost nervous. Like if he was
exposed to a terrible danger.
looked at him, confusion all over my face, I was trying to make sense to the
fact that he wanted to go out with me, I didn’t want to think he was playing
with me, like it was some kind of bet with his friends, that would be really
I don’t want you to misunderstand this, but… why?” his expression didn’t
don’t know, you seem interesting and I’d like to get to know you better” now I
was totally amazed.
this some kind of bet you want to win? Because if it is-“
he said stopping me “no, no bets” I think he realized then why I have my doubts
“I promise you it’s nothing like that”
why are you interested suddenly? We’ve been in the same classes since freshman
year and we have never had a real conversation, we’re from different worlds and
I know you’re nothing like your friends, because if you were I wouldn’t even be
talking to you, but when you’re with them… I don’t know, you’re not like this,
get it, I have a reputation, but give me a chance to prove you that I’m not
like that, and you won’t regret it”
accept if you tell me the real reason behind this interest”
stopped for a second, maybe thinking if he wanted to talk about it or not.
know you are the one who has left notes in my compliment bag” I opened my mouth
to say something, but words didn’t come to me, I was speechless, I didn’t know
if I should deny it or tell the truth “You’re not the only one who notice
things, you know? I’ve notice how much you enjoy when we are in literature, how
you are in your own world when you are bored, how much you like animals” I was
blushing by the second “you like bio even though science is not your favourite
area and how you laugh even when the jokes aren’t funny at all”
couldn’t believe how much he noticed me, I always thought no one looked in my
direction and that was why I felt so comfortable doing my things.
how do you know the notes were mine?” I whispered, trying to recover myself
form the things he had said to me.
I know you’re the only one who knows how much I like bio” he answered giggling
“and in your first note you wrote how cute I look when I’m paying attention in
bio and that you think I looked happier there than playing basketball”
could be anyone…”
what I thought at first, but you have confirmed my doubts today” he said
laughing at my recently shyness “Thank you for the notes by the way”
are necessary” I said trying to change the subject.
what do you say, do you want to go to Monet’s some day?” I wasn’t entirely sure
about this, I really wanted to believe him, but I couldn’t stop thinking that
maybe this was just a game and I think he knew how insecure I felt “I get you
have doubts, I just ask for one chance”
“Ok, I’ll go out with you”
I said almost cutting him, if I thought about it more I’ll change my mind and I
wouldn’t give him a change to prove he had good intentions.
expression change suddenly, he smiled brightly and I tried to hide mine but it
was impossible, I looked in other direction so he couldn’t see it, but I think
my attempt was useless.
promise you won’t regret it” he said thrilled “do you want to go to the
library? We are already really late to class anyways”
and you can help me with something I don’t understand in bio” I said walking by
his side to the library.
okay yes this whole scene is amazing etc etc but can we talk about how isak looks at even in this gif? you can literally see the love in his eyes, and how much he admires the boy standing in front of him. how incredibly lucky he feels that he only is a couple of centimeters away from the man of his life , not to mention how lucky he feels that last night actually happened amirite???? i also absolutely love how weak isak looks, just by looking at even; how he looks like he could fall apart any second because he loves this guy way too much for his own good. i mean he’s barely even had the chance to wake up yet, but i’m pretty sure he can already tell this will be one of the best days of his whole entire life, because he gets to spend it knowing that he’s got even. and it’s not really hard to miss how badly he wants to kiss him, but then again he doesn’t really mind watching him dance for a little while longer… so this post is a mess but so am i after seeing this like 50 times so just shh
“So, I’ve got my last question for you,” the reporter said. “I’m not sure if you’ll actually answer it, but after the interview with your girlfriend, she insisted I try,” the girl added shyly.
Jensen nodded his head as he listened to the reporter, then he chuckled, a smile stretching across his face as he closed his eyes, turning slowly in his seat, playing with the dimple in his chin as his shoulders shook slightly with laughter. He knew exactly what the girl was going to ask, and he was about to give her the headline she had been waiting for.
“Shoot, darlin’,” Jensen drawled, waiting patiently for the girl to ask her question.
“Okay, so you’ve been dating Y/N for what…”
“Three years,” Jensen interrupted with a smile.
“Right three years. So, she told me to ask you, and I quote, ”When the hell are you gonna lock this thing up? She isn’t getting any younger.””
Jensen threw his head back in laughter. Y/N had literally asked him that exact question just this morning, and he had proposed to her on the spot, in the bathroom, both of them half dressed.
When Jensen calmed down long enough to look back at the reporter, she was flushed, clearly embarrassed about having asked the question.
“Off the record?” Jensen asked.
“Off the record,” the girl vowed, crossing her heart.
“I’ll tell you a secret,” Jensen whispered, leaning forward, reaching into his pocket, pulling out a small box. He flipped open the box to reveal that it was empty. “I asked her this morning when she asked me the same damn question,” he smiled mischievously.
The reporter gasped, her hand flying over her mouth. “No way,” she whispered, staring at the empty box.
“Jensen,” your voice sounded from the other side of the room. Jensen put the box back into his pocket and turned to see you walk through the door.
“Hey, there’s my fiance now,” he chuckled, reaching out and grabbing your hip and pulling you against him. He kissed your lips as your hand flew to the side of his face, a beautiful princess cut diamond shinning on your left hand.
“Are you kidding?” the girl asked as she gaped at the two of you.
You chuckled against Jensen’s lips before turning to her. “Nope. He proposed in the bathroom when I was half naked and didn’t even have any makeup on,” you confirmed, smiling back at Jensen.
Jensen pulled you against him and chuckled. You felt it rumble through your entire body. “Half naked and beautiful is more like it,” Jensen smiled, kissing you once more.
“Is this really off the record?” the reporter practically whined.
You both tossed your head back in laughter before turning to face her.
“No,” you smiled to her. “Write and print it girl. It’s time everyone knows that I bagged Jensen Ackles,” you winked at her.
“Might want to include that I snagged the most beautiful woman in the world, so guys around the globe can start mourning now cause their chances are shot,” Jensen smiled, eyeing you out of the corner of his eye, licking his bottom lip playfully with a wink.
“You two set me up, didn’t you?” the girl laughed, writing furiously as she continued to listen.
“You bet your ass we did,” you laughed, sitting on Jensen’s lap as his arm snaked around your waist. “Now, what do you want know? We’ll tell you anything,” you whispered, leaning close and resting your chin on your palm with a smile.
The girl smiled ready to get her headline. You were going to be Mrs. Jensen Ross Ackles. You knew some women would hate you, some would love you, and others couldn’t care less. All you cared about was that the man that you loved, not because of his acting, but because of his heart and character, wanted to spend the rest of his life with you.
And that was something worth sharing with the world.
Gif Submitted by @docharleythegeekqueen - Hope you like it. This one is kind of trash, but I’m a sucker for a good Jensen proposal story. I’ve written a few too many, I’m afraid.
Okay. So I’ve been stiring on this for a while so I finally decided to take a really good look at what’s actually happening.
I’d like to start off by saying that Steve was pretty much a dick the entire film. I mean I get that he didn’t want to sign the accords but the way he went about it was just so completely wrong. Thing is I completely agree with Tony because he had it right because he knew what was going on. I mean, out of the two of them who actually knows the politics of the 21st century and has worked these sorts of things for decades? Tony.
Tony knew, as soon as the Sokovia Accords were made that he had to sign on. It wasn’t about guilt, although that was part of it. It was about the fact that if they didn’t do it now, it would be much worse later and or done to them and he knew that. (He actually says this in the film.) He also knew that the only way to have ammendments was to prove he was willing to cooperate. As with any new law and it’s affected parties.
Tony knew they needed oversight. Everything has some sort of chain of command. Military. Police. Business. Etc. And Tony knew the value of having that chain.
Steve Rogers on the other hand, doesn’t seem to understand the necessity. Need I remind you that he repeatedly went against that chain and was rewarded for it? Sure, he saved a bunch of people when he went to get Bucky, but that’s not the point. He ignored the chain and there could have been dire consequences (as we see in the future after S.H.I.E.L.D fell)
Another thing. He went after Bucky. Only Bucky. Noone else. It was pure chance that he let those guys out first, but they were used as a distraction so he could get to his main goal. Bucky. We see time and time again that Steve gets tunnel vision when it comes to Bucky.
And in Civil War it escalates to the point where he’s injuring and getting innocent people killed for Bucky. Only Bucky. When it comes to Bucky, everyone and everything else is inconsequential and unimportant as long as Bucky is fine.
Steve did not read the Accords. Fact. He left for Peggy’s funeral while he was skimming. Even if he did read it all, there is no possible way (and Tony Stark would bet his fortune on it) that he understood all of it enough to make an informed opinion. Laws use a lot of big words. Big words that would have been invented in the 70 years Cap was gone. So no, Steve didn’t actually know what the Accords were about.
He probably had no idea what the UN was either. Did you see his notebook in CAWS? Pop culture. 7 decades worth of world history? No, Moon landing, that’s it. Politics? Nope. New laws or government organizations (like the UN)? Nada. I think it’s safe to say that Steve wasn’t really caught up if pop culture is the sort of thing he’s catching up on.
Steve had made his mind up already. And he can’t use the Bucky excuse because by then Bucky wasn’t in the picture yet. Steve never gave a thought to the Accords and then Bucky fueled that fire and made him stubborn to a point beyond stupidity.
So, to sum up here. Tony knew that the Accords were going to happen no matter what and was willing to help make ammendments to suit everyone affected by the law. Steve went “Fuck you, I know better that 117 countries” and got a lot of people hurt and or killed.
Here’s another kicker. Tony convinced Steve to sign the Accords. He was literally about to and then Wanda was brought up, which is another thing.
Okay, a) why the fuck is she an Avenger? She was a HYDRA agent. A willing one, might I add. She and her brother volunteered to be experimented on and then work for them. She was the cause of Ultron.
She did mess with his head, and arguably, because it probably was, it was worse for him. He was alone. He didn’t know she was there, then suddenly he’s shown his worst fears mingled with a shit tonn of major PTSD triggers. He probably didn’t even know Wanda gave him the vision. He has PTSD, he’s probably used to attacks where he sees things.
I mean seriously, Tony has made AI’S before and none of them went bad. (DUM-E, U, JARVIS, then FRIDAY) They (Bruce & Tony) even say in AOU “We’re not even close to an interface yet” which means something jumped the mind stone to hijack the incomplete program.
Then you’ve got to think, an AI is made, with incomplete programming and whatever the mind stone did, and then was instantly thrust into the Internet. No wonder he wanted to kill everything. Information overload much, then attempting to make something of it all.
She had(/has) an illogical and unreasonable hatred for Tony Stark. Sure, the bomb thing was probably traumatizing, but she’s like ~23 now. That’s over a decade since it happened and you’ve got to think, why didn’t the bomb go off?
Stark weapons were brilliant. Top of the line never failing basically. So. Two bombs are dropped, and from the sounds of it, there was no explosion or if there was it was really small. Otherwise how could they be so close to her parents without dying too?
So, this leaves two possibilities. First, was the bomb actually Stark tech? Her home was war torn at the time. I’m sure some sides would like to intimidate their enemies with the idea they have Stark weapons. OR, the bomb was never armed. Again, war torn country. It’s entirely possible the plane carrying it was shot down.
So, unreasonable and illogical. If someone stabs you, who do you blame? The knife, the manufacturer/designer of the knife, or the person who stabbed you? The third one, obviously. So why was Tony Stark to blame? We’ve also got to remember Obadiah was dealing under the table.
b) She is NOT a kid, and I don’t understand why pretty much everyone thinks she is. She’s ~23. She can drink. She can vote. She can drive. She’s killed people. She became HYDRA. In what way is she a child? The way I see it she hadn’t been one in a very long time.
c) back to CW. Steve got all pissy because Tony kept Wanda in the compound (the lap of luxury need I remind you) for her own safety and the safety of those around her. It wasn’t a matter of her starting a fight. If she’d gone out and been attacked and defended herself, the situation would be made so much worse for her. Especially if someone got hurt or dead when she did so.
Now we get to the airport. Tony tries to talk. Steve is dismissive and unwilling to listen. Steve refuses to share vital information that would have helped the situation and the threat they had every reason to believe exists.
Steve starts the fight. His team doesn’t hold back like Tony’s does. They destroy a lot of property and nearly killed T'Challa and Spiderman several times. I mean, fuck you Steve, who just drops a huge heavy walkway create thing on someone who is obviously a teen? And then WALK AWAY while they struggle to hold it up. What if you had overestimated Spiderman’s strength? Congrats, you just killed a kid because once again you show no regard for anyone else besides Bucky.
He leaves his team. They probably knew even less about the situation than he did, because he knew fuck all about the Accords so I can’t imagine the bullshit Scott and Clint were told.
Then fucking Natasha. Ffs, she could have easily either disabled/sabotaged the quinjet or delayed them from leaving. But she didn’t. Then she has the nerve to tell Tony to watch his back after she betrayed him.
Also, Rhodey. Oh my god. Everyone gives Tony shit for point blank shooting Sam, but think about it. If Sam had taken the hit and turned into a glider, Rhodey would be fine. It doesn’t completely make sense, but there was a long moment where Tony was watching Rhodey fall to his death. Sam was a quick way to lash out. He also didn’t hit him that hard, just enough to knock him down.
Zoom ahead, Tony gets evidence that prove Bucky is innocent and admits he was wrong. (About what though I’m not sure, because all he wanted to do was give Bucky mental help and a fair trial but whatever. It’s not like Steve told him about the threat or anything. Because that would have been helpful.)
Clint makes a crack at Rhodey’s condition which is such a dick move. Sam then tells Tony the information he should have been given from the beginning by Mr ‘I-Dont-like-my-team-keeping-things-from-me’ Rogers. Tony heads to Siberia as a friend.
Steve gets a little arrogant cause he’s got this attitude of ‘I knew I was right the whole time and I’m glad you’ve finally seen sense’.
Then the video. This pissed me off the most I think.
You’ve just witnessed your parents brutally murdered by the person standing not 10 feet away from you. This reopens unprocessed greif and causes emotional backlash. Then you find out someone you thought of as a friend had known. Known for years. Since CAWS. And never said a thing in an environment where it would have been okay, instead of watching the murder and then being told someone close to you knew the whole time who had done it. (Again because it was Bucky. Bucky is more important than the world, remember?)
And his face. It’s so broken and betrayed. (I’d add a picture of Tumblr would let me) and he attacks, because who wouldn’t?
And then Steve does the worst possible thing he could in that situation. Fight back. When someone is having an emotional breakdown like that, you hold them until they calm down and Steve was well within his power to do so. If he’d tried he probably could have talked Tony down.
Fighting more fighting. Steve starts disabling the suit. To you can no longer fly properly. Then he proceeds to continue to be violent and make it worse and acts like it’s not a justifiable or reasonable reaction for a human to have (especially one with PTSD and a past of horrible things happening when he’s betrayed by someone close to him)
They gang up on him. Then Bucky had him pinned and is trying to rip out the Arc Reactor. Once again, PTSD. Also, need I remind you that he’s only recently had it removed from his chest. That was the only thing keeping him alive for a long time. In the state of mind he was in, he wouldn’t have remembered he no longer needed it to survive, hence blasting off his metal arm.
By this point he seems to have calmed down a bit and isn’t actively going for the kill, he’s just defending himself at this point.
He tells Cap to stay down, because he doesn’t want to fight him, and when he’s momentarily distracted Cap jumps on him and slams him to the ground. Tony barely does anything and then Steve is punching the faceplate. Then he’s smashing it with the sheild.
There’s this moment, you can kinda see it in the 3 secs of gif tumblr would let me use. There’s this moment where Steve is seriously considering decapitation. Tony sees this, is terrified and emotionally unbalanced and covers his face.
Steve slams the sheild into the reactor and leaves it there. Tony goes wide eyed with terror and let’s out a very not good sounding breath. He’s looking at Cap with such fear because he saw what Steve was about to do. Saw him stab him in the back and literally break his heart. (Kept him alive for years, remember?)
There is so much fear and Steve looks at him with no regret for what he just did and twists the sheild out of Tony’s chest and walks away.
When he drops it, his expression is like indulging a child in something stupid.
Then he leaves him there to die basically. Tony can’t fly, the suit is dead. Can’t contact anyone. The suit is dead. Noone knows where he is and T'Challa took Steve and Bucky with him when he left.
Steve Rogers beat Tony to a pulp after he witnessed something truly traumatizing and then left him to die in the middle of nowhere in an old HYDRA base.
They act like it was Tony’s fault for the Raft as well. I mean, they’re powered and dangerous and also criminals. The Raft was a bit much though, I’ll admit. But Tony didn’t put them there. He brought them in because he was following the law like everyone else on the planet should. Because he didn’t think himself above the law the Steve did. (Aka flipping the bird at 117 countries whose people say they’re scared and what someone to oversee the Avengers) and the jacket and collar on Wanda was unethical. I think the collar on its own would have been fine but wearing a straitjacket for too long is really bad for your health.
And then just to put the icing on the cake. The letter. The damn fucking letter. It’s mocking. It’s arrogant. Not once is there an apology or true regret. Other than regretting that they’re now criminals who hurt so many people that is. But mostly just the fact they have to hide when 'they did nothing wrong’. No remorse for anything. Not for Tony, defiantly not. That would be decent. Not for anyone else either.
“I know I hurt you”. That’s not an apology. There was no mention of the destruction he left behind in his quest for saving a single man, who has killed people. A lot of people. By choice or not, it was still his body. His life was not worth the loss of so many innocent lives. There was no acknowledgement of how deeply you hurt Tony. How much you damaged him.
Steve basically says. “I forgive you for being wrong and because I’m such a nice and just person when you see I’m right I’ll be here for you and all will be forgiven. Because we’re still friends/family. Even if you fucked up.”
Argh. Angry ranting at 2am. I’ve probably missed points I wanted to make but my wrists are cramping and I’m tired.
I just… I used to like Steve, but Tony a little more because he always seemed more relatable to me. (And had a more interesting backstory.) And then this movie just made me hate Cap so much. He was such a dick in it and it annoys me that the movie was obviously trying to get you to side with him. Feel free to add anything to this.
When I first started out doing pixel art I couldn’t find a good tutorial on how to make trees. So now that I’m a bit better, I’ve decided to make my own!
For this tutorial, you’ll need some sort of digital art program. You probably shouldn’t be looking at digital art tutorials if you don’t have a digital art program. I use Pro Motion, but I’m pretty sure that Gimp and Photoshop work too.
For space-saving reasons, I’ll put the rest beneath the read more
I think it is one of the most interesting episodes of Elements so far, so I wanted to comment about some observations:
The design of the entire Elemental Fire Kingdom is really detailed and I think it’s quite pretty.
The trait for all Fire beings appears to be forever fighting/angry.
Flame Princess is a dragon, rather than just an enlarged version of her original shape. She also rejects Finn’s attempt at rational discussion with “Stop talking to me like we’re friends.”
Finn becoming a part of the Fire World changes him so much into straight out suggesting to kill LSP.
The entire Elemental Fire Kingdom is about to attack the Elemental Candy Kingdom, whose relations has always been unspokenly tense well before Elements.
The fact that Finn is part of this attack and the potential disaster he’ll create both physically and emotionally to himself, Flame Princess, Princess Bubblegum, and everyone else depending on how this pans out. (But most notably FP and PB)
Cinnamon Bun’s line at the end of the episode: “Surely, this is the end of all things.”
Last month I hit a milestone with this blog (how and why omfg) and I don’t have the talent to make something more than this.. To each individual that has decided to press that follow button I love you and want to thank you for your love in return. I started this a blog only a bit more than half a year ago and didn’t know that I was getting myself into the most loving and supportive fandom ever so thank you.
I think it’s important for me to acknowledge all the beautiful friends I’ve made on here because without all of you I wouldn’t want to be on here at all. Honestly. I won’t get too sentimental now (I’ll leave that for under the cut) but thank you so much. 🎉
Imagine you and Chris telling your families you’re having another baby.
A/N: Hello, my darlings. Since the only request I’ve received since I posted the update was about the series, I’ve decided to close my inbox and get back on the mini-series bandwagon. My holiday is nearing and I want to leave y'all on a good note, so I’m bringing back the domestic fluff pieces. I hope you enjoy reading these as much as I enjoy writing them. I’m titling this one ‘Charlotte Rose’ for a reason, you’ll find out later in the series. Anyway, enjoy Part 1. Read previous parts here: ('Drunk Minds, Sober Hearts’, 'Baby Fever’, 'Memory Lane’, and 'Little Ones’ - Masterlist.) Lots of love. X
You and Chris laughed and held the phone away from your ears as Lisa cheered excitedly at your news of her having another grandchild. You’d called her first because you weren’t going to see her until Christmas, whereas you were stopping by your parents’ place later to drop Jack off so you and Chris could finish your Christmas shopping; it was a little hard to shop for Jack’s presents with him around. You and Chris shared a smile after looking over at your son, who was adorably coloring on the dining table. You still couldn’t believe that this time next year he’d have a little sister or brother with him. God, you were praying for a girl; you definitely didn’t want to have a third to pacify the men in your household.
“Ma,” Chris chuckled into the phone as he wrapped an arm around you, grinning as happily as his mom probably was. You kissed his jawline, smiling, because you were happy your husband was happy; he deserved all the happiness in the world. “I know you’re very excited, but you’re kind of hurting our eardrums.”
“I’m sorry, I’m just so happy for the both of you.” You could both hear the smile in Lisa’s voice which made the smiles you had on your faces grow even wider. “When Scott told me that the two of you were trying for another baby, I thought he was just messing with me-”
“Wait, what?” You interrupted her, chuckling. “Scott told you we were trying for another baby?” You asked her then turned to look at Chris; you tried not to laugh when he rolled his eyes. “Yeah, well- Scott was not messing with you,” you lied because you couldn’t tell her that it was a happy accident. “We just thought we’d kept it a secret until we got some results.”
“Oh darling, I’m so happy right now,” she told you and you smiled when Chris kissed your hair. “I bet everyone else will be thrilled too when they hear about it. Thank you for calling, I don’t think I could’ve waited until Christmas to find out. Best early Christmas present ever,” she commented.
“Hey, that’s what I said,” Chris pointed out and chuckled when the both of you laughed. “Okay, Ma. We’ll see you on Christmas Day.” Lisa noised confirmation. “Love you,” you both said simultaneously then hung up after hearing her reciprocate that love. “Nice to know she’s as excited as us.”
“I don’t think anyone could be more excited than you, sweetheart,” you cupped his chin in your hands and drew him down to meet your lips for a sweet kiss. He chuckled and wrapped his arms around you, hugging you tightly. “Yup,” you chuckled softly as you hugged him back, running your hands up and down his back. “No one’s more excited than you.”
“I love you, sweetheart,” Chris told you as he pulled away.
“I know, baby,” you smiled, brushing his bearded cheek with your thumb.
“I don’t think you do,” he shook his head, smiling. “I love you,” he repeated and you chuckled. “Like
I am head-over-heels, you’ve-ruined-me-for-other-women, I’ll-never-love-again-if-you-leave-me in-love with you.” You laughed and pecked his smiling lips before walking over to Jack. “I’m serious, Y/N,” he called after you and you nodded in acknowledgment, chuckling.
“C'mon, buddy,” you held out your hand for Jack to take; he looked up at you, eyes curious. “You gotta change out of your pajamas before you can go to Grandma and Granddad’s. C'mon,” you urged when he pouted. He lowered his crayon and carefully climbed off the chair, taking the hand you were holding out. “You can wear your new blue sweater.”
“Oh yay!” He jumped up and down excitedly; you and Chris laughed softly. “I like that sweater, it’s so soft and fluffy and blue!” He took the reins and pulled you along as you both headed upstairs to get him changed; Dodger followed behind as he’d grown very attached to Jack.
Chris remained downstairs, packing Jack’s things up so he could take it with him to your parents’ place. He smiled when he saw what Jack was drawing and coloring; a family portrait much like the one he drew a while ago, but this time, there was an additional body. He felt his stomach flutter with excitement at the thought of another child in his life. His life was complete when you walked into it, there was no doubt about that. But with each passing year- with each milestone the two of you saw and accomplished together- it became more wholesome. He packed Jack’s things into his Mickey Mouse backpack then headed upstairs to get changed himself.
• • • • • • • •
“You’re pregnant!” Your mom squealed as she threw her arms around you and Chris; it was hard because she was very short compared to you and your husband. “That’s amazing! Oh my God, talk about an amazing early Christmas present.” You and Chris shared a smile and chuckled softly under your breaths. “I’m so happy right now, congratulations!”
“I’m going to have a sister!” Jack called from the living room where he was sitting and having your mom’s famous peanut shortbread while watching a Christmas classic, 'Elf’. You all turned away from Jack to meet each others’ gazes; your parents’ eyes widened with excitement, asking a wordless question “you’re having a girl?”
“We don’t know yet,” you shook your head, smiling.
“But we’re really hoping it’s a girl,” Chris nodded, smiling.
“It’s easier to have a girl than it is to have a boy,” your mom told the two of you.
“Yeah,” your dad nodded in agreement. “We wanted another boy after your brother, but we got you instead.” He joked and you scoffed, whereas Chris and your mom laughed. “I’m kidding, sweetheart. You know you’re my favorite daughter.”
“I’m your only daughter,” you countered with an eye roll.
“For a reason,” he booped your nose and you chuckled. “I knew no child would surpass my precious girl so we stopped trying after you. Take the compliment, kid.” You rolled your eyes again, but with a smile this time around.
“Whatever the reason may be,” Chris began as he wrapped an arm around you. “I’m just glad you brought her into this world 'cause I don’t know where I’d be without her.” You smiled at him and he smiled back. “All’s well that ends well, right?”
“Right,” you smiled and kissed him.
• • • • • • • •
“Ugh,” you groaned as Chris passed you your hot chocolate. “This means I’m back on the no caffeine wagon.” He chuckled and wrapped an arm around you, sipping his double shot latte. “How am I going to get any writing done without coffee?” You took a sip, smiling when the hot liquid warmed your belly.
“How does anyone get anything done without coffee?” He quizzed you rhetorically, like you’d with him. “You sleep, sweetheart,” he answered and you chuckled. “I’m not going anywhere this time, I’m going to go through this entire pregnancy with you. I’ll look after Jack, make sure you have all the rest you need so you can work. Though I’d appreciate it if you don’t stress too much, I don’t want any harm to come to you or the baby.”
“Of course not,” you smiled and placed a hand over your belly. He smiled at you then turned to look at the window displays of the shops you were walking past. “It’s weird, Chris,” you began and he turned back to you; your hand was still over your belly. “I’m actually really excited about having another child.”
“How is that weird?” He chuckled. “You’ve clearly always wanted kids of your own, I saw it when you held Jack for the first time.” You felt yourself smile at the memory of holding your son for the first time. “Like Luca said, your job as a waitress ruined your for other children. I mean- if I had to wait on bratty children all day, I wouldn’t want kids either.”
“Maybe,” you shrugged. “I don’t know, I feel like it’s because of you that I want children.” You told him and kissed his jawline when he smiled. “Honestly, without you being you- having children wouldn’t even cross my mind. I’d be perfectly contented working and traveling and just hanging out with my brothers’ kids.”
“And without you, I wouldn’t want kids either.” He admitted and you shot him a 'yeah, right’ look. “I’m serious,” he chuckled, tightening his hold on you. “I can’t imagine having to do all this with someone else, there is no one I’d rather do this whole parenting thing with.”
“The feeling’s mutual, Evans,” you told him and planted another tender kiss on his jawline.
Chris smiled because he loved it when you did that; it was a simple but incredibly affectionate act, one he would never get sick of. You were just someone he would never get sick of, and he was so glad he met you and you agreed to marry him.
“Oh my God!” You gasped and pulled away from him, rushing towards the window display that had the cutest penguin light fixture. “Chris,” you said in a 'we-have-to-get-it’ tone as you looked back at him, pointing at it.
“Whatever you want, sweetheart,” he nodded as he walked over to join you, taking your hand in his. “You’ve already given me everything I want,” he smiled as he drew your hand to his lips. “The least I can do is get you this adorable penguin.”
Y/N was sitting on her couch having a relaxing day. She was curled up in a blanket reading a book. She decided it best to stay indoors today so she could avoid getting involved with all the supernatural drama she found herself to be a part of lately.
Maybe it was so relaxing because Kol wasn’t there.
Sure, she liked him, maybe even loved him but she never thought she could be with a monster like him.
Though- it was weird- the way he made her feel. Everytime she saw him she had butterflies in her stomach and her knees would go weak. It was weird how everyday she saw him as less of a monster and more of someone she could trust but she would never dwell very long on it.
She knew he couldn’t possibly like her back. He was a monster incapable of remorse…right?
She gave out a long sigh and shook her head of these thoughts.
She looked back to her book only to realize she doesn’t even remember what was going on because she had zoned out thinking about Kol.
Oh fuck that goddamned original, even when he wasn’t around to bug her, he was bugging her.
She put the book down and almost as soon as she did she heard a ring come from her phone.
She picked it up expecting it to be Elena or something but instead it was a call from Kol.
“Oh hell no” She said, pressing the ‘end call’ button.
She didn’t need that stress in her life.
Then almost as soon as she hit the button it rang again.
“Goddammit” She huffed, answering it.
“No need to be hostile, darling”
“How could I not be hostile? And don’t call me darling”
“Okay I won’t, love”
“Ugh, whatever. What is it Kol?”
“I just wanted to talk to you” He replied, followed by what sounded like a hiccup.
She pressed her lips together in a tight line.
“Kol, Are you drunk?” She asks.
“What? No” He says but she hears him bump into a table or maybe a trash can.
“Where are you?” She sighed.
“By the Mystic Grill. Why wanna join me?”
She can almost feel his eternal cockiness.
“I’m coming to get you. Stay put”
She hung up, quickly, blushing wildly.
She then got up and got dressed thinking Goddammit, Kol Mikaelson is going to be the death of me
————————————— A few minutes later ———————————-
She drove by the Mystic Grill and as soon as she did she saw Kol out front.
He saw her and a smile spread across his face.
“Darling! You’re here!” He exclaimed, walking towards the car with his arms spread wide and a smile spread across his face.
She quickly got out of the car and ran to him. She grabbed him just as he was about to trip and held him up.
He leaned against her and she struggled to hold him up. She grabbed his arms and he slung them over her shoulders.
Now their faces were too close for her liking. His nose brushed hers and she turned beat red.
“Kol, can you please hold yourself up?”
“Oh yeah, sorry” He chuckles standing on his own now.
“Come on, I’ll drive you home” She offers.
He grabs her wrist and pulls her to him.
“Why can’t we stay here? I know you want to.” He looks down at her, scanning her entire body pausing to not so discreetly stare at her breasts.
She giggled, despite herself “You are so drunk, come on. I’m taking you home, dumbass”
She held him by his side and walked him to her car.
After she had him situated in the passenger seat she got in on her side and drove him home.
They walked inside and she noticed that no one else was home.
Not a good sign for the rest of the gang but in the same light, not really my problem She thought
She walked him up to his bed and almost as soon as the door closed he grabbed her by the waist and pulled her to him.
“Kol, Come on, seriously?”
He leans forward to whisper in her ear “You’re so beautiful” His head then dips to leave sloppy, drunken kisses on her neck.
She pushes him away, gently.
He lets out a small whine as she walks him to his bed.
“Kol, Lay down”
She tries to force him into the bed but as he rolls onto the mattress he grabs her wrists and pulls her down with him.
“Oh god, calm yourself”
He ignores her and pulls her close to him.
“You really are a pretty thing aren’t you? So beautiful” he whispers, brushing some hair out of her face.
She blushes and quickly scrambles out of the bed.
“Kol, please you’re drunk off your ass. You need to sleep”
“I think I’d sleep better if you shared the bed with me”
She rolls her eyes and begins walking out of his room but she is suddenly stops when he appears in front of her, using his vampiric speed.
“Don’t leave…Come on. Let me tell you a secret first”
She gives another eye roll, one so intense she thought her eyes would stay that way but she still lets him lean closer to her and whisper in her ear “I think I’ve fallen in love with you”
She takes a step back. stumbling a bit.
“Oh, Kol, you really are drunk”
“Yeah maybe but you know what they say” He starts walking towards her “Drunken words are sober thoughts Y/N” He finishes.
She is finally backed up to the edge his bed. He places his arms on either side of her, trapping her in his space.
“Kol….” She started but when he looked down at her she was silenced. He looked sincere and god did she want to say I think I love you too but how stupid would she feel if he didn’t actually mean it?
If he was only saying that because he had a few too many?
She wouldn’t be able to stand it if he remembered this in the morning and thought how stupid she was for believing an original vampire could love a human like her.
He leaned towards her and she fell back on his bed, trying to avoid what she knew he was going after.
He wasn’t phased by it though. He crawled over her, caressing up her thigh with gentle fingers.
“I’m not tricking you Y/N” He says.
“Maybe not intentionally but you’re drunk so-”
“Oh why are you still talking?” He exasperates, kissing her without another word.
He was surprisingly soft and at first she didn’t really know how to react but she knew how hard it made her heart flutter, like it would burst any minute. She kissed back, tentatively.
Kol’s hands came to cup her cheek as he shifted to get closer to her
He took her lower lip between his and she let out a soft moan.
She felt Kol smirk against her lips and god did she want to strangle him for his eternal cockiness.
She felt Kol’s hands traveling down her side and to her waist. He gently pulled at the loop on her pants.
This motion snapped her out of her trance and she quickly stopped Kol.
She placed a hand on his chest and he might as well of physically pouted.
“I can’t. Especially not like this”
“Then at least stay here, tonight. We don’t have to do anything. Just stay”
“I don’t know Kol”
She took a moment to think it through before finally nodding.
He smiled and pulled her down with him, under the covers.
She at first tried to create space between them both but Kol wasn’t having it.
He scooted closer to her so that her head was resting on his bicep.
She tried to ignore the heat rising in her cheeks and closed her eyes, falling asleep almost as soon as she closes them.
———————————-The next day—————–
She opens her eyes, abruptly, recalling the events of last night.
She looks up seeing Kol, his hair a mess on the pillow.
She smiles to herself, cute.
He opens his eyes and smiles when he sees her.
“So that wasn’t a dream?”
“No….” She answers him, nervously.
“Good” He sighed, kissing her forehead “I’d hate to keep on going, pretending I wasn’t hopelessly in love with you, especially after a dream like that”
Prompts: #20. “It’s raining and I’m in front of your house.” #40. “No, you look good with my shirt on.” #90. “I’m in love with you.”
Warnings: None, just some fluff and some making out. The usual way I like to start out a Monday. Smut is implied at the end.
“You’re doing it again.”
I snapped my gaze away from the wandering billionaire philanthropist to see a smirking Natasha watching me. My cheeks flushed and I pretended to suddenly be engrossed in stirring the drink in front of me. Using a cocktail straw, I managed to create an alcohol whirlpool inside the pint glass.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about.” I responded, feigning confusion. And doing a horrible job of it. We both knew i knew exactly what she was talking about. I just refused to spend any more time discussing it.
word count : 2 218 summary : Kai shows up in the middle of the night at reader’s house and they go to see a passing comet. ;)
*not my gif ______________________________
Y/N woke up from a strange noise coming from outside her window. At first she thought she had imagined it but then the noise came back. She sat in her bed looking around the room , trying to figure out where the sounds were coming from , her gaze drifting towards the window as another pebble bounced off the glass. She smiled , there was only one person who would show up at the middle of the night throwing pebbles at her bedroom window , tho she didn’t understand why he hadn’t sneaked inside her bedroom like usual. Y/N got up and stumbling walked to the window glancing outside - it really was him. She felt her heart skip a beat when her eyes fell on him. Kai clearly had seen her because a grin showed up on his face. Y/N opened the window letting the cool air inside. “What are you doing ?” she asked. “Its … 2am.” she said glancing at her phone screen for a moment. “Rapunzel , Rapunzel … let down your hair!” Kai said grinning. Y/N couldn’t help but laugh. Everyone thought Kai was a dangerous sociopath who didn’t care about anyone or anything but they were wrong. He was dangerous and unpredictable , yes …and may have maimed and hurt a lot of people but Kai was different around her. He was actually really sweet in his own way and she loved that about him. “Oh my …” she said breaking into laughter. “What are you doing down there ?” “Come outside.” he said suddenly serious. Y/N looked at him curious and nodded. “Just a sec , I’ll be right down…” “No. Jump through the window , I’ll catch you.” Kai said. Y/N looked at him as if he were crazy. “What ? No … I’ll just be a minute ..” “Don’t you trust me ?” he asked , a slight hint of hurt in his voice. Y/N sighed. She trusted him , more than she cared to admit. Somehow Kai had become her best friend and so much more than that. Everyone avoided him but not her and they just clicked. “With my life.” she said while climbing out the window. If for whatever reason Kai didn’t catch her , that would be it for her… but she knew him and was sure he’d catch her. Then she jumped. A few seconds later she landed right into Kai’s arms. “Nice of you to drop by.” he said winking at her. “Oh shut up…” she said laughing while he let her on the ground. Y/N pulled him into a hug immediately. “I missed having these midnight visits…" she said smiling. “You haven’t been avoiding me , have you ?” Kai smiled. Y/N looked at him. Was she imagining it or did he look nervous ? “Of course not. I’ve just been … busy. ” he said pulling her into another hug. “Hey , there is supposed to be this comet tonight…It’s supposed to be a once in a lifetime thing.” he said excitedly , “I thought you might want to come watch it with me ?” Kai’s eyes were bluer than usual and there was something different about him , she just couldn’t quite figure out what it was. Or maybe it was because the past few days he had been MIA and she just missed him too much. “Lets go.” Y/N took his hand and smiled. They got in Kai’s car , Y/N sitting on the passenger seat next to him. “Aren’t you going to put your seatbelt on?” he asked. She shook her head. Why would she put a seatbelt on when Kai was next to her ? He made her feel safer than any seatbelt ever would and if something happened she knew he’d step up and heal her. “Put your seatbelt on.” he ordered. “I may be a powerful heretic , but you are still human. Not willing to risk it.” Y/N sighed and pulled her seatbelt but couldn’t lock it and Kai helped her , his hand slightly touching hers , his touch sending shivers all over her body. She glanced at him and felt her heart flutter , his eyes met hers and she quickly looked away. Kai started the engine and turned on the radio. A few minutes later he was already singing along to another song , trying to get Y/N to sing along with him too. “Come on Y/N ! Sing with me !” he said. “Please ?” It was impossible to say NO to Kai when he said ‘please’ and made pouty face with a puppy dog eyes. There was one thing Kai was extremely good at and that was getting what he wants , always. She gave in and they spent the rest of the drive singing and laughing. Soon they were far enough from the night town lights.
Kai spread a blanket on the grass for them to lay on while watching the comet. Y/N couldn’t take her eyes off him. How it was possible for him to look hotter every single time she saw him ? He was so perfect - from his chizled jaw , to his eyes and his toned body. She bit her lip getting lost in a fantasy. Y/N had gotten so distracted watching him and didn’t even notice he has been calling her name until Kai used his vampire speed , put his hands on her waist and and pinned her on the ground on top of the blanket locking eyes with her for a few seconds before rolling off from her. “Wow …What was that for ?” she asked laughing nervously trying to calm down her breathing with no luck. “You weren’t listening , I had to grab your attention somehow.” he grinned. You definitely grabbed my attention. she thought trying to catch her breath. Having him lay on top of her even for a split second had her attention grabbed forever. “Well … you have my complete attention now.” she said glancing at him. “I didn’t know you would be into comets … ” “I’m not.. but you are. Plus I wanted to spend some time with you before I .. leave.” he said with a grim tone. Y/N’s eyes widened. “You are leaving?!” she shot up straight. “You just got back … I don’t … I don’t understand.” Kai sighed. "Your friends don’t like me and want me to leave town.“ "Since when do you care what they think?” she asked , but the answer took a few minutes. “Since they threatened you , OK.” he laid back on the blanket starring at the sky. WHAT ?! WHO ??! Y/N couldn’t understand what was happening but one thing was clear - she was not going to let him leave. Y/N got up and walked briskly to the car , trying hard not to stumble over something in the darkness before reaching inside the car through the open window and taking her phone from the seat where she left it. “What are you doing ?” Kai pressed her against the car door , his hand swiftly taking her phone out of her hands. Second time tonight his body is pressed firmly against hers and her heart was about to leap out of her chest because of that. She was starting to think he was doing it on purpose. Y/N sighed in frustration. “I am calling Damon to let him know I will rip his head off.” she said angrily. Kai grinned. “That sounds like fun , but doubt you can do that.” “Try and stop me. Now give me my phone back.” Y/N reached for his hand but couldn’t grab it. “Kai , give it back !” She tried a couple more times but in the end all Kai did was put her phone in his back pocket. “Get in the car.” he ordered suddenly serious. “No. I am not getting in the car and I am NOT letting you leave town. Not without me.” she said with determination. All her life in this screwed up town everything had felt absolutely broken and the second Kai showed up it was like everything fell into place. Suddenly life there didn’t seem as bad as before and it was all because of him. There was no way she’d let him go… “You are not coming with me Y/N.” he said calmly as if explaining something to a child. “All your friends and family are here , you grew up in this town. This is your life.” “You are my life Kai ! I’ll have to be dead to let you leave without me !” she said , her hand rushing to cover her mouth. OMG WHAT DID I JUST SAY?!? she thought as panic flooded her. Kai was her best friend and she knew him better than anyone else , but at this moment she had no idea what his reaction would be. She had pretty much told him she has feelings for him. Kai pretended to look confused for a split second and then grinned. “Did you just say that I am your life?” Y/N shifted uncomfortably on her feet. She had slipped up , big time. “Lets just … let’s just watch the comet.” Y/N stuttered and tried to wiggle her way out but Kai wouldn’t let her. He had placed his hands on either side of her , his eyes were locked on hers and he was looking at her as if he was seeing her for the first time. Her heart beating faster than ever and the longer Kai stayed this close to her the harder it got for her to breath. Kai brushed her cheek with the back of his hand , his touch so soft and gentle. A long moment passed before he spoke. “You really want to come with me ?” he asked and Y/N nodded. “Are you really sure about this ?” “I’ve never been more sure about anything else in my life.” Y/N smiled at Kai and he grinned. "There is just one thing … I want to do before we go.“ she said leaning in , making sure she had his complete attention and slipped her hands in his back pockets , pulling her phone out. Kai’s eyes widened when he realised what she was doing. He wasn’t gonna let her call Damon and say something that she shouldn’t. She smiled at him , biting her lower lip as if she hasn’t done a thing and the next moment her phone was already out of his pocket. "You are not going to call him.” Kai said. “Who says I am going to call him ? Maybe I just want to take a picture of us and post it on Instagram ?” she said winking at him. “Do you ?” he asked , clearly knowing she was lying. Kai always knew when she did that. “Yes and no… I want to try and take a picture of the comet and then a picture of us at .. our new place.” she said not taking her eyes off of him. Kai took a step back giving her space. “I love how you said ’our place’. You will love our bedroom too.” he said smiling , watching her expression change at his words. “Oh come on , did you really think I haven’t noticed how you act around me ?” Y/N opened her mouth and closed it again , trying to find the right words to say but the entire vocabulary had escaped her. He knew about her feelings for him and all this time and hadn’t said a thing to her? .. “H-how …? Kai , I .. ” Kai pulled her close to him again , leaning in to whisper in her ear. “Your heart beats faster every time I touch you … ” he said , his hands on her waist slightly sliding under her shirt touching her skin. “ … and your breathing turns shallow every time I get close to you like this.” he pulled her close , so close there wasn’t any space between them. Kai rested his forehead on hers gently rubbing his nose against hers. “You didn’t really think I’d leave without you , did you?” he said smiling. Y/N wanted to punch him and kiss him at the same time. He had tricked her. “W-what ?” she asked confused , trying to remember how to breath failing miserably. “It had to be your choice , Y/N. I’d never take that away from you just because I can’t bear a moment without you by my side.” he said , the next moment pressing his lips against hers gently at first and the passionately , letting all things he wanted to tell her to be told by the kiss. Y/N didn’t need air anymore. All she needed was him , all she’d ever need is him. Her hand dropped the phone on the ground as the tangled her fingers in his hair pulling his lips closer to hers. “There is no comet , is there ?” she whispered when Kai broke the kiss. “No.” he said smiling. “Except your eyes right now , glistening in the darkness just like comets.”
Woooo the party is on now! I am actually far above hundred followers by now, but I thought better now than later!
When I made this blog – and joined the League of Legends-fandom for the very first time – shortly after Rakan’s and Xayah’s release, I honestly couldn’t have known how attached I would become to this muse? Unfortunately around that time I also started to work in my real life, and that for literally half of the day on workdays, so I was not as active as I wanted to be. Most of my activity is on weekends since I’m mostly too tired to work on Rakan; and overall I am so extremely slow to write starters, answer my inbox and whatnot, that I am really grateful that so many people follow me nonetheless! I might not deserve as many in the very end since I’m probably the slowest roleplayer in the entire fandom. Like – seriously, guys, look at my blog. It’s like mostly me rambling about my birp-boy via headcanons and me writing tons of things with my -personal, yeah seriously, don’t touch her – Xayah ( @violetrebcl ).
I am super happy that there are some people who like how I write and how I interpret Rakan. As I’ve stated so many times before I always try to be as close to canon as possible while giving my muse a soul and an own life. Thank you for giving me the chance to write him like this! All people I’ve spoken to in ooc are like…super friendly, overall? I am actually not used to it that people inside a fandom are so friendly to each other; at least this is how I view it!
So yeah, thank you for checking out and staying here! And helping me to develop my Rakan further!
Now to some people I wanna mention~ (under read more because kinda long.)
“Come on Obi Wan, you’re going to fall behind!” You shouted as you jogged past the Jedi Knight, Anakin close on your tail. The padawan shot his mentor a look complete with a cheeky grin and a tiny, sarcastic prance before racing after you.
Obi Wan huffed.
“I’m pretty sure the water fall isn’t going anywhere. If we just walked, we would still get there without missing it.” He called after the two of you.
You whirled around and starting jogging backwards, rolling your eyes.
“Yes, but if we ran we would get to the waterfall sooner. Also, walking is too way too slow. I don’t have time to walk.” You remarked, spinning back around and running away, the abrupt cliff edge coming into view. From what you had heard, Naboo’s Waterfall was a sight to see and you were sure to be entranced the moment you laid your eyes upon its crystal water.
“Yeah, come on Obi Wan!” Anakin called, motioning to his mentor before bounding away at full speed, his robes billowing out behind him.
Obi Wan suppressed a dramatic sigh.
“The things I do.” He grunted before charging after the two padawans.
Anakin and you had already made it to the edge of the cliff, leaning over the railing to goggle at Naboo’s waterfall. It was a bit anticlimactic.
It was very beautiful. The sunlight shimmered off of it’s falling water, which looked as pure and clear as diamonds. Salty air wafted into your nose and stung your eyes but, that was it. The waterfall wasn’t spectacular. It didn’t have epic caves behind it or a huge sea dragon floating around in the deep pool it fell in to. After several moments, you draped yourself over the railing, clearly bored.
Anakin and Obi Wan were still mesmerized by it, their mouths slightly parted in wonder. Anakin’s eyes even looked a bit glassy. You bit back a chuckle.
Sneakily, you snuck closer to him and drove your fingers into his side, making him cry out in shock. The padawan stared back at you in immense surprise before laughing and punching you in the shoulder.
“I hate when you do that.” He growled playfully. You smirked.
“This waterfall is boring.” You remarked, glancing back at the waterfall as if it were going to argue with your claim. After a few seconds, Obi Wan nodded.
“It really isn’t as spectacular as every one says it is, now that I’m actually looking at it. It’s just a load of water falling into a pool.” The Jedi Knight commented.
You agreed with him silently, grabbing both of their wrists and leading them away from the famous tourist attraction.
“Come on, I know something that’s even better than this.”
“Have you seen Y/N?” Anakin asked, leaning back and propping his feet on the table, crossing his feet over each other. Obi Wan, who was sitting on the other end of the table, shrugged.
“No sign on them since yesterday. I hope they’re alright.” He replied, worry starting to harden his face.
Anakin met Obi Wan’s eyes and instantly, the both of them sat up. How strange that was, meaning Obi Wan and Anakin both getting up at the same time and the fact that you were no where to be found.
After exchanging a few quick words, the mentor and the padawan made their way down to your room.
The door was locked. Obi Wan expertly fiddled with the lock using the Force and got your door open in no time. It flew open with ease.
And there you were, sitting on the floor with a pile of tissues at your side. Your eyes were red with dark bags hanging underneath them. Your legs were being held tightly by your arms and your nose was buried in between them. You barely batted an eye when your two friends walked in.
“Hey, what if I was naked?” You retorted, trying not to sound as cold as you felt.
Anakin instantly sat at your side, concern furrowing his eyebrows.
“What’s wrong?” He asked quietly as Obi Wan sat on the other side of you.
You laughed lightly, sniffing as you did so.
“Everything sucks today.”
“Do you want to tell us?”
You thought that was the end of it but you had never been more wrong in your entire existence. Well, that might be an understatement.
Anakin got to his feet again, motioning for Obi Wan to join him. The Jedi Knight got to his feet reluctantly, eyeing his padawan quizzically.
That’s when Anakin started to sing.
It was an awful noise. It was a mixture of extremely off key hooting and various voice cracks. A snort escaped out of your nose.
“Oh my god.” You muttered, burying your face in your hands. When you peeked through your fingers, Obi Wan was dancing, a wide grin on his face. He was shaking his butt and side stepping back and forth.
You felt an extreme embarrassment for the both of them and your cheeks started to redden. Soon you were laughing, almost hysterically, into your knees.
That was when the door opened.
Mace Windu and Master Yoda stepped into the room, their eyes widening as they saw Obi Wan and Anakin making complete fools out of themselves. At once, the terrible singing and obscene dancing stopped and the two of them stood with their arms crossed self consciously. Obi Wan was trying to hold back a laugh.
“Well, I-um.” Windu stammered, confused by the whole ordeal. Yoda was standing silently, a half-smile on his wrinkled, green face. When you met his eyes, he gave you a wink saying “We won’t make fun of them too much.”
Kai Parker x Reader word count : 2 883 warning : slight smut summary : Kai is summoned at the Salvatore Boarding house by Damon , but Reader is also there and Kai has some feelings for her , unsure what they are. *gif by lightwoodxalec _________________________
Kai walked into the Salvatore Boarding house , letting himself in. Damon had called .. again , probably to try and get him to lift the spell from Bonnie and Elena. He wasn’t planning on it , and even if he wanted to there was no way to for him to do that. “Hello ? Anyone home?” Kai called out , a moment later Damon showed up Y/N following closely behind. “Oh hello..” Kai said smirking when he saw her. “Ugh ..” she scoffed , walking to sit on the sofa with a steaming cup of coffee in her hands. “Ouch … Why so hostile , princess ?” Kai asked sounding hurt. “Don’t. Call me. Princess.” she snapped back , making Kai laugh at her reaction. It was always like this with Kai - he lived to the sounds of his own drum. Damon kept glancing between them. “Yeah don’t annoy her , she’s been in a mood lately. So , how about that spell Kai …” Damon trailed off. Kai shook his head. “I told you the night of the wedding - my death made it permenant. It’s not my fault you and Bon Bon decided to ditch me in 1903. That place was no fun - they didn’t have any pork rinds…” Y/N tried not to laugh. Of all the reasons why he could dislike 1903 he chose to pick the lack of pork rinds. She took a sip of her coffee , burning her tongue slightly. “How about … you siphon it ? Won’t that work ?” Damon kept insisting. “There has to be something… I can’t spend 70 somewhat years without her.” “Awwh , should’ve thought about that before you screwed me over.” Kai said mockingly. Damon clenched his jaw, balling his hands into fists trying not to strangle Kai knowing only he can fix this. He vamp - pinned him to a wall , his hand on Kai’s neck. “Listen to me creeper , you are going to fix this or you will lose your head.” “Motus.” Kai muttered pushing Damon off him. “Okay okay… tell you what , you convince Y/N to spend an afternoon with me , explain why she hates me so much because it keeps me awake at night… and maybe just maybe I will try and figure something out to get your girlfriend back.” Y/N glanced shocked at Kai then at Damon , realising he is actually considering it. “No , no , no , no …” Y/N got up walking away but Damon blocked her way. “I know you love Elena and want her back , trust me I do too… but this is not going to happen. I refuse to spend an afternoon with him.” she said leaning in closer to Damon. “Do I have to remind you wh-” “Please Y/N ? I’ll make it up to you , promise. It’s Elena.” Damon pleaded. “I can easily make you agreeable , remember ?” Y/N bit the inside of her cheek , her lips pressed into a thin line for a few moments before a smile spread across her face as a plan formed in her mind. “Fine.” she said , waiting long enough for Damon to sigh in relief before delivering the next line. “I want the camaro for a whole month and someone to compell that awful teacher at the college that keeps trying to get his hands on me.” Damon’s eyes widened in shock. “The c-camaro … no. No way. The teacher I can handle , he can take a long … possibly permanent vacation but my car…” “Either you say yes to both or … find someone else to ‘babysit’ our frenemy here.” she said. “You know I am on vervain , Damon. I’m not stupid. You can’t compell me.” Kai stood a few meters behind them enjoying the show. Y/N had fire which he liked , blackmailing Damon wasn’t something many people would do and get to live. They had a starring contest , Y/N taking a slow sip from her cup with coffee not breaking eye contact , raising her brows and a smirk on her face watching Damon twitch and trying to make a decision. Finally he blinked , reaching inside his pocket and pulling out his car keys. Y/N outstretched her palm waiting for him to drop the keys. He reluctantly did. “Thanks.” she said smiling. “I promise not to wreck your car , Damon.” she added noticing his pained expression. “You know me , I am the ‘responsible’ one.”
Kai walked towards her , putting his arm around Y/N’s shoulders and pinching her cheek with the other. He leaned in to whisper in her ear. “I promise to annoy you all afternoon… ” he said grinning. Y/N scoffed , her right arm reaching to push off Kai’s hand around her shoulders. “Keep your hands off me and we won’t have a problem.” Y/N said glancing at him, before turning on her heels and walking towards the ktichen. Kai blocked her way , taking her cup with coffee from her hands completely ignoring her protests. “There is this coffee place downtown , I think you will like it - they have cups with coffee as big as your head.” he said taking her hand and pulling her towards the door. Y/N glanced back at Damon who raised his hand in the air waving his fingers goodbye to her. ‘I’ll kill you.’ she mouthed to him as Kai dragged her outside. “Where’s your car ?” she asked confused. “I’m a vampire sweetheart. I don’t need one… but I think we do have a car.” Kai said trailing off , a second later Damon showed at the door with a furious expression. “Don’t worry , she’ll drive.” Kai said amused. They got in the car and drove off , Damon’s gaze following them until the car disappeared from view.
Kai gave her directions to the coffee place , since it turned out Y/N had no idea where it was. Y/N parked the car down one of the alleys , carefully locking the doors and everything making sure Damon won’t have a reason to get upset with her. They got on each other’s nerves but were good friends in the end. Kai whooshed to her side snaking his hands around her waist and no matter how much Y/N tried to push them off , nothing worked. “Would you stop doing this , please.” she said annoyed. “It’s … distracting.” They were waiting in line with about a dozen other people waiting to get their caffeine fix for the day. After a few minutes it was finally their turn and Y/N was really surprised when Kai ordered her favorite drink without even asking her , making her wonder how he knew. He carried the cups to one of the tables , semi hidden from view and even pulled the chair for her completely taking her by surprise. Y/N had no idea what was going on. “Are you really planning on figuring out a way to lift the spell you put on Elena or were you just looking for an excuse?” she said , wrapping her hands around the warm coffee mug. She loved the feeling of a ceramic warming up her hands and the smell of coffee with a dash of cinnamon. Kai had his eyes on her , studying her expression carefully so carefully it made her a little nervous. “Depends on how the day goes.” he said. “Why do you hate me so much ? Everytime I am around you just … get so hostile. Did I do something to get you upset with me ?” he asked suddenly serious. Y/N’s eyes widened. Was he joking ? “You mean personally to me ? No… but you did hurt Bonnie , tried to kill Damon and put one of my best friends under a sleeping curse.” she said taking a sip of her coffee. It was the perfect sweeteness - subtile , not too much just enough to slightly dull the bitter taste. “And I don’t hate you. I don’t particularly like you either.” “Maybe I can change that.” he said his eyes following her every movement. “I want to show you something later …” said Kai taking a sip from his coffee. “Arhh … you know , I don’t really like coffee. Its so bitter…” Y/N laughed , reaching for a pack of sugar , putting it in his coffee without asking. He glanced at her , the corners of his mouth twitching for a moment. “If you don’t like coffee then why are we here ?” she asked curious. It made no sense to her , this entire thing. There was something she was missing. “Because you like coffee and … I kind of like you.” he said serious. His answer took her by surprise. She didn’t think he liked anyone in general. “You .. like me ?” she asked confused. “Why ? How ? We don’t even know each other that well …” Kai sighed , trying to find the right words. He wasn’t sure exactly why he liked her , he just did. When he was around her something just clicked inside him. “I don’t know … I just do.” he said looking at his coffee cup , taking another sip seeming to enjoy it more this time. “You are fun and loving , which surprisingly I like. Plus what you did back in the house - blackmailing Damon like that…” he said laughing. “Not many people would dare to do that , let alone getting out of the conversation alive.” A small smile showed on her face. Maybe Kai wasn’t that bad after all. “What did you want to show me ?” she asked curious. Kai had peeked her interest and she wanted to get to know him better. He smiled , getting up and reaching for her hand waiting for Y/N to take it. They walked outside , Kai’s hand around her shoulders , heading towards her old high school stopping to sit outside on the grass. There weren’t many people around and no one payed them any attention. “Close your eyes.” Kai said and reluctantly Y/N did. Part of her wondering what this was all about , the other worrying it might be some kind of a trap. She felt Kai’s hand on her shoulder pulling her towards him. “Relax and open up your mind. I can hear your heart beat , there is nothing to be nervous about. Trust me. I’m … I’m not going to hurt you.” Y/N tried to calm down and after a few minutes her heartbeat had returned to a steady rhythm.
Y/N opened her eyes , finding herself in a place completely unknown to her. It looked somewhat familiar but not familiar enough. She looked around seeing Kai standing a few steps away from her with a smile on his face. “It worked.” he said excitedly. “I didn’t think it would…” Y/N stared at him with a confused expression. “What worked ? Where are we?” He took the few steps separating them standing barely a step away from her. “We are inside my head , or your head… not sure how it works actually. Damon mentioned controlling dreams to me before and I wanted to share the first one with someone .. special.” he said , his hands sliding around her waist. Y/N looked at him then at his hands around her waist , trying to pull away , her heart racing. “Oh-kay… and what is this place ? It looks .. familiar.” she asked looking around , anywhere but at Kai. His presence so close to her was making her feel nervous. There was something intoxicating about it. “It’s the 1994 Prison World.” he said. “I spent most of my life here trying to get out , but in the end it sort of feels like home in a weird twisted way.” Y/N nodded. “And … whyyy are your hands around my waist like that ?” Kai smiled. “Haven’t you been paying attention Y/N? I told you. I like you.” he said , his fingers brushing through her hair. “I guess I could’ve said thsi in the world but … I didn’t want anyone interrupting.” He backed her against the car nearby. “I think … I have feelings for you. Though I’m not sure because having feelings is new to me and I don’t understand them. There are so many , it’s .. hard to separate them.” Y/N felt her breathing turning shallow. “Okay … what are those feelings you have?” Kai leaned in closer to her. “When you are around , is this fuzzy warm feeling that I get inside my stomach… and I find myself thinking about you in the middle of the night, wondering what you are doing. It keeps me awake.” his voice soft , barely a whisper. “And the other day at the Grill when what’s-his-name put his hands around you , I felt weird , a weird kind of anger I haven’t felt before.” “You mean you got jealous ?” she asked , remembering Kai’s expression that day. He had looked like he could strangle someone , fire burning in his eyes. “W-what else ? Is t-there something else?” Kai nodded. “I want to kiss you. Touch you… It’s driving me crazy. I can’t think clearly…” “Makes two of us…” she muttered leaning towards him. He looked a little surprised at her answer , wishing to know what she meant. Instead he felt a pull towards her and he kissed her. Gently at first , testing the waters wondering if she’d pull away. Instead it was the opposite reaction. The moment Kai’s lips had touched hers it had felt as if someone had lit a match , starting a fire inside her. Her hands instinctively reached for him pulling his body closer to hers wanting the fire never to stop. Kai pressed his body against hers , unable to stop himself. He hadn’t realised how it would feel to actually kiss her. He wanted more. Kai lifted her on top of the car’s front , Y/N wrapping her legs around him , her crotch grinding against his liting up another match , making the fire even bigger. His hands on her lower back pulling her towards him. He could feel her fingers brushing his hair , tugging on it and that added more fuel to the fire. Y/N pulled away out of breath. “Kai ?” Kai touched her lips with his fingertips , smiling nervously locking eyes with her. “How about we take this in the real world ?” she said smiling at him.
A blink of an eye later they found each other back in reality. The sun had started to set , which meant their afternoon together was almost over. Kai’s fingers stroking her cheek , his forehead on hers. “How do you do that ? Taking my breath away …” he asked whispering. Y/N got up , Kai jumping up after her snaking his hands around her waist from behind , lifting her feet off the ground and whoosing her to Damon’s car. She unlocked the car doors , pulling the front seat and sneaking in the back motioning for him to follow her. Kai got in , waving his hand closing the car door , a second later Y/N had pushed him against the seat , sitting on his lap her legs on either side of him. Her fingertips trailing every inch of his face , his vampiresim showing for a second completely getting her lost in him. Y/N hadn’t realised how hot he looked when the purple / black veins showed under his eyes. She moved her hips forward , her lips smashing against his as his hands cupped her face , moving towards the back of her head pulling her lips closer to his. Kai’s lips were greedy , demanding. He wanted her and her hips moving the way they did against him was only adding to it. He tugged on her shirt for a moment before pulling it over her head , his eyes darkening with lust with every passing second. Y/N threw her head back as Kai’s hands roamed her body reaching behind her back , unclasping her bra as his lips kissed on her neck towards her shoulder.Suddenly there was a knock on the window , Kai pulled Y/N closer to his chest before turning to see who it was , his eyes widening seeing Damon. “Oh God…” Y/N muttered quickly putting her shirt back on , unable to reach her bra somewhere under the front seat. It had gotten dark outside , who knows how long it had been since their supposed ‘afternoon together’ had ended. Damon must’ve gotten worried and gone out looking for them. Kai looked surprised , shocked before crossing the line to tense. Damon opened the front door , sneaking his head inside. “You two … are absolutely disgusting.” he said. “Do whatever you want just … NOT. IN. MY. CAR.” said Damon reaching to pull Y/N out of the car , Kai following her outside trying to hide the bulge in his pants. Y/N fixed her hair , looking awkwardly around. “Keys. Now.” Damon demanded and Y/N pushed them in his hands. “Thank you… are you … Do I need to drive you home or … ?” Y/N glanced at Kai , who only shook his head slightly. “We are fine.” Y/N said stepping away on the sidewalk with Kai , watching Damon drive off. “Your place or mine?” she asked , her hand reaching for the bulge in his pants , biting her lower lip at the thoughts swarming in her mind. Kai let out a groan grabbing her wrist making her turn around. He put his hands on her waist lifting her up , a grin on his face. “Hold on tight princess.” he said , pressing his lips against hers for a second before whooshing them away into the night.
This is something that I wanted to mention to everyone. This exact moment out of this entire interview. (If no one knows of this interview, they were talking about hairstyles and Key pointed out her hairstyle and she was like “I like pink.” But he wasn’t talking about color. He’s had crazy colors. We all know he was bashing her hairstyle.) He was definitely speaking in English when it was directed at her and it was very short and to the point. He is literally laughing at the fact that she misunderstood what he was actually implying. Everyone at this part was literally just wanting to get the fuck out of there. Jonghyun wanted to roll his eyes so far to the back of his head that it looked like something from a horror film. Taemin didn’t really ‘understand’ what was happening. And I mean in the sense of why they were there. Minho was keeping professionalism and kudo’s to him, but EYK also forgot that Onew is also completely fluent in English. Everything that she was saying made him even more irritable than he already was. And the fact that she wasn’t speaking in Korean entirely, but spoke the language of ‘koreaboo’ clearly made him even more irritated. Also the fact that she didn’t even give them a choice whether or not to speak English for their fans was rude of her; even more so when she shoved the mic (basically) in his face after clearly hearing him say ‘no’ just goes to show how much they don’t give two shits if kpop idol’s speak English or not. It’s either do or do with them and that it’s only a matter of discussion when they feel it needs to be judged and critiqued by two people that are no longer English teachers.
hi!! so my name is Chloe! i’m 16, born 19th jan and i’m a proud citizen of the UK. A couple of words to describe me would be sarcastic, can be a bitch if you hurt those I love but generally friendly person and a little ott. My favourite characters in the hp fandom mainly consist of minor character but i also love a few main ones too. in particular I love Tonks, Fleur Delacour, Regulus Black, Pansy Parksinson, Ginny Weasley, the Black sisters and almost everyone from the next generation. My otps are dramione, lucissa, linny, wolfstar and scorose. If any of you guys need some advice or just someone to vent and rant too then i’m always here to listen, you can message me via my main blog@nympcdora or send me an ask on this blog! Hope you all have a great day and don’t forget to look after yourselves :)
Hi everyone, my name is Bri! I’m 16 years old and my birthday is October 21st. I live in the U.S., which up till the last couple of years was amazing most of the time. Now I’m constantly living in angst because of a certain SOMEONE. I’m a junior in high school, which basically means my life is hectic because I’m trying to get good grades and SAT scores so colleges can notice me, but adding Trump on top of that equation really doesn’t help. I’m normally really chill and nice, but my badger claws come out whenever someone insults my friends or family, or says something offensive or sexist or racist. I’m especially protective of my little brother, who just got his Hogwarts letter a month ago!! I’m a fierce feminist and an advocate for equality for all and letting people live their lives they way they want to live it. I don’t have one favorite hp character, but an entire list of them, and McGonagall, Cedric Diggory, Fred Weasley, and Hermione Granger are on the top of that list. I love anything jily, wolfstar, or linny. I’m always active on my main, @bowtrnkle, and on my side, @expectoimagines, so feel free to message me or shoot me an ask for anything, to ask for advice or just have a nice conversation! I’m really looking forward to being an admin of this blog! Make sure to drink lots of water and get enough sleep, and enjoy the rest of your day/night!
Hi, my name is Gianella I’m one of the admins on this awesome blog. I’m a 15 year old girl from the US, I’m a proud Hufflepuff and pukwudgie. I’m bilingual fluently speaking Spanish and English. Im latina , my family is mainly from Argentina . Im a major mom friend. I’m super protective of my friends and family, I go full mama badger on people who hurt them A few words people have used to describe me are. Smart,mom friend, smol bean, clumsy, has mastered the mom glare and responsible I love Remus lupin he’s my favorite Harry Potter character along with Hagrid, Fleur and the twins. I have too many ships to name, honestly so this is it for now, I hope you have a great day