but i really need to stop

Tainted Love (part 1)

Summary: Soulmates are supposed to be a wonderful thing, that is until you find out who your soulmate is. You guessed it, Lance “The Fucker” Tucker.

Pairing: Lance x Reader

Warnings: probably swearing

A/N: Don’t hate me but I deleted ‘Long Way To Go’. I’m sosososososososososososososososo sorry BUT here’s this new Lance AU. I really hope you guys like it :) Also, I know I say this every time but if there are any mistakes, I shall fix it when I wake up (I really need to stop staying up late lol).


Growing up, you always wondered who your soulmate was and when you’d meet him. You wondered if he was brunette or blonde; a red head maybe? If he had blue eyes or brown eyes; maybe gray or hazel?

Was he tall or short? Did he have the most perfect smile ever? Was he nice?

So many questions ran through your head as a kid. Either way, you couldn’t wait until the day you got to meet your soulmate. Your parents always wondered when you‘d meet him. Your older sister already had, they’re married now. Your friend since college, Hope, had recently (finally) got together with her soulmate, Ben. Even your youngest sister had already met her soulmate. Now they were waiting on you and at age 28, you still held onto the little hope that you’d meet him.

It was a long 28 years of your life and your soulmate had put you through hell and back. From bruises and scrapes here and there to breaking your arm and leg.

And let’s not forget the most painful thing you’ve ever experienced because of him; that god forsaken tattoo just above your lady parts.

It was a quiet Saturday afternoon. Everyone was off doing their own thing which left you at home by yourself. You were just watching some movie, relaxing on your couch when you felt a horrible sensation on your lower abdomen and it was getting worse by the second. It felt like someone was stabbing you, more like carving you and you wondered if your soulmate was alright.

Going into the bathroom, you pull down your sweatpants and remove your shirt, leaving you in only your bra and underwear. You hold onto the wall for support, the pain increasing as it got closer to your womanhood. You look into the mirror and see what seems to be a drawing?

Then it dawned on you; that motherfucker is getting a tattoo.

It was the worst 3 to 4 hours of your life.

The idiot tattooed fucking gold medal on him. Why the fuck would he get a tattoo of a gold medal? And somewhere so painful? Needless to say you hated getting undressed. Sex too. And forget about bikini’s.

God, how you wished you knew who your soulmate was so that you could properly kick his ass.

You tried contacting him a couple of times when you were 17. You wrote on your hand with pen, knowing it would also appear on his hand as well. You wrote a simple ‘hello, this is your soulmate.’ followed by a little smiley face. He responded with a ‘fuck off’.

You also knew that he was very sexually active. You loathed the mornings you’d wake up and find several hickeys on your neck. Oh, how you wanted to pummel him to the ground.

Even though you wanted to give him a piece of your mind, you always found yourself caring a bit too much for your soulmate, despite all the shit he’s put you through.

“Get your cock sucking ass in the car, you’re coming with me.” Hope placed her hands on her hips as she glared at you.

“No thank you, I’m fine staying home.” you respond, leaning against the doorframe.

Hope groans. “Can you stop being an asshole for two seconds and come with me to the gym? The new team coordinator is coming by and you’re really fucking nice so you’ll make me look good.”

You let out a sigh. “Fine. But only because you’re shit on your own.”

Hope smiles and you quickly put on your shoes, slipping your phone into your back pocket. The two of you retreat back to her car and you slide into the backseat, being met with some teen.

He smirks at you. “Hey.”

You turn to Hope. “Who’s this asshole?”

“Oh that’s just Maggie’s fling for the week. ” she brushes it aside and you roll your eyes.

“I really like him.” Maggie turns to you with a sweet smile from the passenger seat.

“He’s got to go.” you say, looking at the guy.

“What?”

“Go, get out.” you nod your head but he doesn’t move. “Don’t make me get out of this car and drag you out.”

The teen’s eyes widen and he grabs his backpack before getting out of the car at which time, Hope starts driving.

“What the fuck was that for?” she glanced at you through the rearview mirror.

“She needs to be on her A game and that little shit would’ve distracted her.”

Hope pursed her lips but didn’t say anything more on the matter.

“Oh shit, I almost forgot.” she spoke, grabbing a cup from the cup holder. “I want that down the hatch before we get to the gym.”

You watch Maggie take the cup from her, noticing it held a greenish liquid and snatched it from her.

“Y/N, what the fuck.” Hope let out a frustrated sigh.

“What’s in here Hope?” you shake the cup around.

“Healthy shit.”

“Like what?”

“Like orange juice and bananas and.. Weed.” her voice got lower towards the end, hoping you wouldn’t hear her.

“Weed?! Are you fucking kidding me Hope? The new team coordinator is coming over and you want Maggie stoned?” you scoff.

“She needs to live a little.” Hope waves her hand at you.

You roll your eyes and roll down the window, throwing the cup.

“What’s wrong with you!” Hope nearly screeched.

“She’s not going to that gym stoned, Hope.”

Hope groans loudly. “Ugh, you’re no fun.”


The three of you walk into the gym upon Ben telling you that the new team coordinator was already there and once Hope sees him, she becomes tense.

The tall man rips his earphone out of his ear and turn around, a smirk playing at his lips. “Well, well, well. Hope Ann Greggory. You’re an hour and three minutes late.”

“What the fuck are you doing here, Lance Tucker?” she barely looked him in the eyes but it was clear that she was annoyed to see him.

Lance Tucker? Hope told you about Lance, mostly about how much of an asshole he was and how much she hated him. Lance was a gymnast as well but you didn’t care for gymnastics much so when Hope would rant about him or gymnastics, you wouldn’t pay attention. You didn’t know a thing about Lance Tucker, only that he was, as Hope says, an asshat.

“Team coordinator.” he responds, holding out what looked to be an I.D.

Hope scoffs. “They offered me that job. I said fuck no.”

Lance lets out a laugh. “That’s bullshit.”

“Your face is bullshit.”

“Something looks different about you. Oh,” he then chuckles. “I know, you got old.”

“Your limp dick disease must be affecting your eye vision.” she snapped but before their insults could go any further, Ben stopped it, asking what Maggie’s first set was to which Hope said bars, still glaring at Lance.

Lance on the other hand took this time to glance around the room before his eyes landed on you. “Oh hi, I’m Lance Tucker.” and suddenly he wasn’t the asshole from ten seconds ago.

“Y/N Y/L/N.” you respond. Lance stretches his hand out to you and you shake it, the both of you immediately pulling away when you feel a shock.

“Don’t fall for his nice guy image he’s putting on Y/N. The guys’ still a dick brain.” Hope rolled her eyes at Lance but he was too busy staring at the hand you had touched.

It was as if time had stopped and all Lance could do was look at you. Why had he felt a shock when the two of you shook hands? Did you feel it too? All too soon, Lance was snapped out of his trance.

“Asshole, you gonna watch Maggie or are you gonna keep staring at my friend with your hand in your pants?” Hope questioned, still slightly annoyed.

“Uh, yeah.” he cleared his throat, looking at you once more before turning to Maggie.


A/N: Just go with the flow, alright? I’m so excited for this one. I’ve been writing this for 3 hours, tell me what ya think!

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i made another child?…I know there are a lot of existing children for them already.

i designed her long ago and i really liked her design.she is a fell!palette x goth child and her name is nina.I have some of her personality down though I’m not sure if I should really provide her with a back story or something. i might redesign her next time.

i need to stop making more now.

Fell!palette belongs to @angexci Right?..

Goth belongs to @nekophy

So sorry for tagging both of you in this,feel free to ignore~

Me, 8:50 p.m: I spend so much money on Harley stuff and all it really does is sit there? I don’t need it and I’m going to stop buying it.

Me, 8:52 p.m after seeing a single picture of a nice Harley statue: I wouldn’t hesitate to kill for this and if I don’t have it right this second I will literally die. 

anonymous asked:

how do you think got7's music compares to bangtan's? musically, lyrically, etc. also which do you think fits your music taste more and how would you describe them? I'm really interested to hear your opinion about music so thanks for answering my long ass question ^^

I’ll preface this by saying though I stan got7, I stan got7 because of the people within the group and their personalities more so than their music and I know a many many people who feel the same way. imo bangtan and got7 are in two different playing fields made to appeal to two different types of audiences which can be seen through their music 

bangtan fits my music taste completely where as there are only a few songs from got7 I truly really enjoy that I find fit got7 well which makes me sad. I think jyp needs to stop with the whole jyp rapping, let jackson sing since he’s mentioned 290952058 times he doesn’t want to rap, let the boys discover their music grove that fits with them rather than keep pushing the hard ‘hiphop’ vibe because got7 truly has the potential to be one of the most powerful ballad groups. their vocal line is insane but is not being used to their full potential and their music is also hindering what they can do musically and vocally. I have so much faith in got7 and I keep hoping that soon they will be able to kinda go back to something fun like just right because i think that really fits got7 well (musically and personality wise) or go into more ballad things like if you do, confession song, etc. because they would fucking kill it

3

Billie Priest… 
You sound like a cheesy John Mellencamp song 

Bille Priest// 18 // Oregon //

She’s into Knitting, Pole Dancing, History, and Storytelling
She’s currently writing a story about an angry amphibian that becomes another dimension and swallows the planet.

Flaws: short-tempered, Forgetful, and prone to addictions(she becomes really obsessed with things too

Flirty/Bro/Geek

EXO Reacts To Someone Saying Racist To You

A/N: I only included 4 of the boys in this part because I feel that it is going to be super longgg. SO! Look forward to pt.2 and 3 maybe… I ranted in these.


Originally posted by dailyexo

D.O:

He walked into the dressin room where you’d be practicing for your performance when he heard your makeup artist making fun of your skin tone.

“First off, that was incredibly rude to say about someone you work for, also really fucking stupid. She may be darker than you but who is the one working for the other? Pack your kit, you’re not needed here anymore.” He glared at her as she started rushing to pack her stuff. 

When she was leaving he stopped her and added “Before you find a job do yourself a favor and learn some manners.”


Originally posted by dazzlingkai

Chanyeol:

You had texted Channie earlier telling him to come to your dance room. He was taking too long so you decided to start practicing your dancing.

Your manager had walked in and started watching you, you heard sighs and annoyed groans coming from your manager so you stopped the music and asked what was wrong.

He glared at you and proceeded to call you racial slurs, telling you how you weren’t good enough to be apart of a Kpop girl group, how you needed to quit before he made you.

You went to reply but before you could you heard Channie’s voice come into the room.

“Excuse me but who the fuck are you to say anything like that to her? You have no right to speak to anyone like that!” He yelled, stepping in between you and your manager. 

Your manager bowed and kept uttering apologies to Channie. 

“Don’t apologize to me, you should apologize to her.” Channie said giving a slight glance over his shoulder.

Your manager looked in your direction and spit. 

You were pushed backwards by Channie as he punched your manager.

“Channie stop!” You yelled, grabbing at his arm.

“Stay back Y/n!” Channie screamed as he kept hitting the manager. 

He finally got off of him but not before uttering one last response “Learn some respect.”

Originally posted by thatsbeautifulsoul

Lay:

 You were accepting your very first Chinese Award when the people who presented the award to you suddenly stopped and told you, “You should not have this award. There are plenty of native Chinese artist that deserve this award more than you do.”

You were so dumbfounded at the fact that someone could do something to cruel to you. 

Lay walked up on the stage and wrapped his arm around you, slightly pulling you behind him. 

“I do not appreciate you speaking that way to her. She won fair and square. Please apologize.” Lay said sternly to the older men,

They looked at you and bowed, muttering a quick apology. 

Lay looked at you and gave you a kiss on the nose, “Good job baobei!”

Originally posted by subaek

Suho:

Your 3 year old daughter ran around the playground with the other kids while you sat and watched, waiting for your husband to return with the hot chocolate he promised his daughter.

“Excuse me. is that your daughter?” An older woman pointed at your little girl.

“Yes, why?” You questioned.

“Well I was just wondering why you’re letting her play with our kids.”

You raised your eyebrows at the woman, “Excuse me?”

The woman looked at you and started laughing, “I mean she’s not even Korean.”

You laughed and stood up from the bench, “ Firstly, who the hell do you think you are? Secondly. how dare you try to separate children based on race, you got mine fucked up. They are children for fucks sake and it’s people like you who create stereotypes and embed hatred into them!”

The woman raised her hand to hit you when you saw a hand stop her.

Suho glared at the woman, “ My daughter doesn’t have to have two Korean parents to be Korean. You are so simple minded and it disgusts me. Stop being so damn ignorant and open your eyes.” He said before letting go of her hand and pulling you away from her, towards your daughter.

I never really make any post, but the way all my dash is talking about harry right now is really upsetting me.
I think that dropping a surprise single or like performing it at the brits and then starting promoting it actively and giving all the necessary infos would actually be a good strategy. I genuinely don’t understand why everyone seem to think the opposite. Why do you think it wouldn’t be wise? Cause he was off social media for like an year? I mean, and so what? Surprise droppings are a thing that - surprise! - not only Beyoncé pulls. In fact, I think this town was a surprise drop too.
I feel like larries are the only ones being upset and I don’t get why. I don’t like Jeff too, I swear to god, he makes me so mad, that fucking quote about metrics made me roll my eyes like few other things in my life have, but from hating Jeff to saying that Harry’s work would be a flop or a disaster or that Harry’s gotten arrogant.. I’m sorry but I don’t think any of these things are true and I’m really upset about my dash. Of course anyone is entitled to their opinion and I know that not all the people who are against this strategy are hating on harry, but I am seeing posts of people legitimately saying nasty things about him and I don’t like it. Harry has done NOTHING to deserve your hate and I think that before judging him we should at least giving him and his team the benefit of the doubt.

IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT'S HAPPENING

Don’t watch it.
Please.
For the love of all that is good in the world, if you hate what is happening on a show so much, stop watching.
Don’t ruin it with all your negativity and outrage.
I totally understand not enjoying something that is happening in a shows cannon.
I totally understand and respect your right to voice your opinion.
What I don’t understand is why there needs to be so much negativity.
Don’t accuse a ship of being something they are not or there is no true, concrete evidence of… abusive, toxic, whatever else you believe it is because you do not like it.
Have your head cannons, share them, believe them.
Do not continuously insist though that your head cannon is the truth.
I understand disliking a character, go ahead and express your dislike.
Do not harass other fans for loving that character.
Love a character, express that love.
Do not harass other fans for disliking that character.
I understand not liking the writing of a show.
I don’t understand hating the writers, who have put so much hard work into a script because you don’t like said script.

FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE DO NOT HATE ON, HARASS OR EXPRESS YOUR HATRED ABOUT A SHOW, STORYLINE, CHARACTER TO THE ACTORS INVOLVED.
They put their ENTIRE BEINGS into their work so you can have a show to HATE.

So in conclusion, if you are no longer enjoying it.

Please do the show, the creators, the writers, the actors, and the crew who spend hundreds of hours on the show, the other fans and yourself a favor and stop watching the show.

That, or stop being such fucking assholes.

Thank you!♥️💖😘

anonymous asked:

First of all, despite telling us that you will not tell anything about Viktor and his POV, you actually spilled something out and I'm really grateful for that. The non-believers can finally stop doubting the poor boy. Now to my message: THANK YOU FOR HURTING ME, MY MASOCHISM FOR THESE TWO IDIOTS ARE ONLY GROWING STRONGER BY EVERY NEW FREAKING CHAPTER. (And I'm sure it will double once we got to Viktor and his possible blue balling sessions(?))

I felt like I really had to give Viktor’s POV despite having a rule about not doing it because he was getting a lot of hate and he needs protected just as much as Yuuri!

aphaceland  asked:

i wonder if jasper ever looks at amethyst and sees carnelian and it kills her a little inside

Ever since we learned that the Beta Kindergarten was full of “defects,” I’ve been saying that Jasper’s behavior towards Amethyst was a major case of projecting. It’s part “I see something in you I hate in myself,” Jasper’s need to convince herself that she’s Not Like Those Other Earth Quartzes. And given that Yellow Diamond’s way of dealing with the trauma of the War was to eradicate all traces of Earth (wanting to activate the Cluster, telling BD to stop going to PD’s station, and especially wanting to wipe out the whole cut of Rose Quartzes), I’d be willing to bet money at this point that Jasper really was told that the “defects” were wiped out, and that she took that lesson to heart as a way of coping with survivor’s guilt.

So she would probably think that if Carnelian - who served Homeworld - was killed because she was so “defective,” what right would Amethyst - a Crystal Gem at that - have to live? 

It’s still a complicated thing for her tho. Because in one breath she could justify trying to shatter Amethyst for being “defective” and then in the next breath call out the Crystal Gems for stripping Peridot of her dignity by taking away her limb enhancers. And we also know that just like she blames Rose Quartz for shattering Pink Diamond, she also hasn’t forgiven her for what she did to her colony and planet, indicating she still has some attachment to Beta and Earth, however damaged by this point. 

I don’t think it’s a coincidence at all that Carnelian was designed to resemble Amethyst so much, and I have a strong feeling she - and Skinny, the only other Beta given significant screen time - will play a big part when we learn more about Jasper’s past. Because I bet the Jasper that Carnelian remembers is vastly different than the one Amethyst dealt with. 

anonymous asked:

You're so right about Cat Grant. She would put a stop to this dragged-out-problematic-romance and give everyone some much needed advice, without them even knowing it. *sigh* You can really feel. her. absence. But one of my favourite things about the Kara/Cat relationship was cute innocent earnest puppy!Kara.

i miss cat and her advices n long talks on the balcony. i don’t just miss her on the show i miss having cat grant in my life, i need her back :(

So I’m working on my Valenna fic and it’s very… conversational. For lack of a better word. I haven’t got too far into it yet and I’m thinking I might rewrite what I’ve done so far to make it first person from Jenna’s pov. I think it would work really well for the story I’m envisioning. I’ve literally only ever written one first person pov fic (and it was Derek of all people!) in all the fics I’ve written, so now I’m excited to try it! 

Now I just need to stop getting distracted!

anonymous asked:

I used to lift a LOT and stopped because I started dating sugar daddies and didn't need to. So I ended up dating my fav SD full time, and he really likes the thrill of lifting with me. We both look like professional business people (I have a short dark bob cut & he's in his 40s with grey hair and always wears nice clothes) so he's the perfect distraction and can literally walk out of a store with anything. I just want to know what you'd do in my situation. I want to use this as best as possible

me and boyfriend are also a classy looking couple so lp usually ignores us too lmao. Just always stay vigilant anyway. Watch for lp at all times and never let your guard down (that’s how people get caught). Btw i love using my boyfriend as a blindspot. He is big and tall so i will just have my purse facing him when he is next to me and he blocks the cam while i conceal. then i will give him a kiss for helping me and to play it off like i did not just steal lol :~)

PSA

I know it’s late bringing this up but I thought to talk about it here: Please stop coming to me with asks about the bro//gane AU. The AU honestly makes me feel really sick to my stomach because an anti was petty enough to make that AU in the first place. Sometimes I need the reassurance that the AU isn’t going to happen in canon too and getting asks with people concerned about it being canon doesn’t make the feeling any better.