but i really just wanted to make one

the clock strikes 11:11, you tell me “make a wish!”
i jokingly say, “i wish to win the lottery” 
when i really want to say, “i wish for the sun to always shine down on you, making you find home in the warmth you deserve
and that you’ll never feel the cold shadows of sorrow shaped clouds filling the grey skies of bad days
i wish for your sadness, your pain, your anxieties to become tangible, so that i can feasibly take them in my hands and destroy them one by one
i would throw myself into the dangers of battle against the demons and the monsters that haunt you just so you can find some peace
i wish for answers, to know what to do to make you feel okay again, to know how to destroy what destroys you
because i would do it in an instant
i wish for your smile
i know we all have numbered days and all i wish for is yours to be filled with happiness.”

(cc, 2017)

It’s looking like the jewelry shop update is going to have about 14 intricate necklaces, 8 simple ones, and about 15 rings (ranging from sizes 5 - 10.5) 😊

I really wanted to have more pieces than that for the end of the year, but it looks like I’m just going to have to make 2018 and spectacular year for my art!

Character Shit: Slim

I’ve been meaning to make one of these posts for a while (you guys know me, I see people doing things that are popular and I just JUMP ON lol), and who better to do it for than my favorite character? (under the cut, to keep things neat)

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🍄🎄✨ Shroomy holidays   🍄✨🎄

So I’ve decided to do a small giveaway for the festive season. And since I’m still trying to get all of my old blog’s followers back, I’m going to combine this ^^

My 1000th follower is going to receive a high-quality glossy A4 print of one of my photos (free choice). You can frame this and hang it on the wall, use it for scrapbooking or crafting or whatever else. They make really nice framed wall decorations, but of course I don’t wanna toot my own horn here ^^

Naturally, I’m not going to tell you at how many followers I currently am - just that it’s somewhere below 1000. If unexpectedly the number goes up to 2000, follower #2000 will receive a print as well.

In addition to this, one random follower will also receive a print. I’ll choose this lucky winner via a random number generator, but to make sure you actually want to win this print, I’m asking a small thing of you:

Leave a comment, or reblog this post and tell me what this mushroom is called in your language:

I’ll choose the winner via random number generator from among those who commented or reblogged. This closes on Dec.24th at 10pm CET and will be shipped out internationally. I’ll contact the winner via message. You’ll have to be okay with giving me your physical address.

Please do not tag this as giveaway when reblogging.

Thanks, good luck, and happy holidays 🍄🎄✨

anonymous asked:

Hey! I'm pretty new to this and I've been on a couple of dates here and there (I'm based in a comparatively small country hahaha) and I was wondering if there were any SB arrangements without sex in general who'd just want the SB as arm candy/companionship/without sex? Is there any way to seek this out or would I just have to make it clear through advertising (I'd love if you have more tips on advertising too) Ps. I absolutely adore your blog ~ thank you so much! Much love ❤


You seem so sweet and lovely, I really really really don’t want to be the one to break it to you babes……but…

That kind of arrangement does not exist. Once in awhile, you might get an SD who’s too tired/drunk/old to get it up and you walk away with an envelope of cash for doing nothing haha. These sorts of situation are more likely than having an arrangement where you have to do nothing but provide companionship and army candy.

Whatever you read or believe, its a lie. Sugar babies are expected to have sex. Sex with men with grey pubes. Sex with men with age spots. Sex with men that have weird fetishes like wearing heels during intercourse. 

You name it. Don’t be delusional and think being a sugar baby is glamorous and easy. It’s not. If it was as easy as providing some prick companionship and being arm candy, most women would sign up to be a sugar baby in a heartbeat!

zhangyixing2229  asked:

Hi! Just wanted to say I appreciate all your hard work a lott. - Do you know any alpha omega ffs where the alpha is very dominating and rough? Nc-17 preferred 👀. Any pairing is fine. ♡♡

Hi ! I really appreciate how you guys make it easier for others to access ffs.  I wanted to ask if there are any ffs where one is very dominant?  Like in alpha omega, the alpha is very dominating? Also in non hybrid or wolf AUs where one of the partners is very dominating?   I’ve read love in control. I had also asked this earlier but I wasn’t sure if you guys read it or not. ♡♡            

Try our ABO tag and on AO3 please!

beta blockers (Chanyeol/Kyungsoo, side Chanbaek)
Growl For Me (Kris/Sehun, alpha/alpha)
Love In Control (Kyungsoo/Kai)
My Brother Made Me Prey (Chanyeol/Kyungsoo)
royally fucked (Sehun/Seungri)

If someone knows just the fic, any help is welcome.


anonymous asked:

How Finn Balor would treat you when you’re on your period would include??

  • Finn wouldn’t be super crazy attentive worried boyfriend
  • He’d do basic stuff for you, get you food if you wanted, go to the store, etc but he would be over the top not leaving your side for one moment
  • More than anything, he’d want to take your mind off of it
  • Cuddling, making stupid jokes, watching your favorite movies, etc
  • Even if he was out on the road I think he’d do that, facetime you and just try to make you feel better by taking your mind off of it
  • Cue his roommate (probably Sami or Kevin) yelling at him to go to bed Finn, it’s 4 in the morning why are you making corny jokes at this hour
  • Although, if you had a really bad period, laying in bed crying in pain, I think he’d probably be super worried and about get you anything he can think of that would make it better. (Aka stereotypical things he’s heard that girls like on their period) Heating pad? Check. Chocolate? Check. Ice chips? Sure. All the midol he could fine lbr. At some point you’d be like, FINN. I LOVE YOU, BUT CHILL.
  • Finn would be 100% okay with period sex
  • This was horrible I’m sorry

Get to know me!

Rules: Tag 10 followers you wanna get to know better!

I was tagged by @grnitefalls

Name: Allyson

Nicknames: None, sadly.

Gender: female

Star Sign: Gemini

Height: 5'4

Sexuality: Aromantic Asexual

Hogwarts house: ravenclaw

Dream Trip: Probably to go to Disney world again because I was too young to remember or to meet my snake sister 🐍

Avg hours of sleep: 8

Why I made a tumblr: I was looking at custom content one day and I realized that people posted pictures of their sims (because they put their gameplay on the wrong tag grrrr) and I just really wanted to do it!

Dog or cat person: DOG!! But I still love cats too.

When I made my blog: November of 2016

Followers: 1295!!!!!

Reasons for my url: I was called twin A before I had a name by my parents. The it’s was just to make it sound better.

I tag: @pheebsims @simsthatsparkle @embarrassedmoodlet @udonsims @rosetrii and anyone else who wants to do it! (Just say I tagged you :))

Because ask boxes don’t have enough letters

(And it would ask from my main blog instead of this one)

@criminarchy wanted some DriftCeptor and RodiMags. And sometimes I just really want to give people things they ask for. I’m not joking when I say I take requests.


“Captain, don’t you have duties you should be attending to?”

Rodimus vented in deeply, making a show of thinking about the question. He finally answered the Enforcer, “Nothing really important right now.”

Ultra Magnus glanced back at the flame-detailed mech trailing behind him. “I would appreciate it if you didn’t shirk your responsibilities. And why are you following me? You never show interest in my work.”

“I know,” Rodimus shrugged. “But you promised you’d spend time with me as soon as you were done. I’m just making sure it’s literally AS SOON as you are.”

“You think I would be dishonest to you?” Magnus sounded offended by the insinuation alone.

“No,” Rodimus scoffed. “But I know you. You’re a workaholic. You’ll go into ‘one more thing’ mode until you’ve finished everything that there is to do on the entire ship. And then you’ll NEVER have time for me.”

Ultra Magnus wanted to argue, but Rodimus was cheating in his opinion. He was giving him that pout that he reserved for when he felt like no one was paying attention to him, and… ah, fraggit. “I promise,” he assured him. “This last thing, then we can spend time together.”

Rodimus’s pout spread into a smile. “Good. But I’m still coming with you. I’ve already put off the boring parts of my job this long, can’t stop now.”

Ultra Magnus groaned but bit his glossa. This wasn’t the time. He had one last stop to make: Perceptor’s office. There was an entire pile of files he needed to pick up from there, and for some reason they simply weren’t sending in their messages. Physical copies would have to do.

Magnus reset his vocals as they got to the office and knocked on the door. Perceptor knew he was coming, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t be polite. When there was no answer, he looked at Rodimus before opening the door.

As soon as he did, he regretted it.

Perceptor wasn’t the only one in the room. Drift was pinning him to the counter he worked at, mouths locked together, glossas tangled. Perceptor had one hand clinging to the edge of the counter, the other gripping the back of Drift’s helm.

“WHOA!” Rodimus’s vocals cut through the air, causing the two mechs to stop what they were doing, optics snapping to the door. Ultra Magnus was completely frozen in place, unsure what to say or do. Rodimus was watching while grinning widely in interest. “Keep it PG, you two! You’ve got company!”

“Captain!” Drift yelped, finally registering the full extent of the interruption.

“And Ultra Magnus, Yes!” Perceptor finished for him, shoving the white-plated mech off of himself and resetting his vocals awkwardly. “Yes, you’re here for the files. I apologize, I simply… lost track of time.”

“Obviously,” Rodimus teased, snickering. “Apparently I need to put a tracker on my second in command to make sure he’s not distracting the scientists from making me cool stuff.”

Ultra Magnus seemed to finally snap out of his embarrassment of what he walked into, turning to his captain. “Yes, this isn’t proper conduct. Personal time, especially of this… variety… should be held during non-working hours. Would you like me to give them a written warning?”

Rodimus looked at him incredulously, then huffed. “I was joking, Mags. Lighten up a little. Go get your paperwork or whatever from Percy so we can spend some quality time of our own together.”

“Captain, please,” Magnus lowered his vocals. “We don’t talk about it in front of the crew.”

“Alright, alright,” Rodimus rolled his optics, pointing to Perceptor while still looking at his blue-plated Enforcer. “I never thought I’d see the day when I’d have to tell YOU to get to work.”

“Yes, I’ll keep the Captain company while you two do what you have to,” Drift spoke up, quickly moving towards Rodimus and pushing him out the door to eliminate the distraction. As soon as the door was shut, he looked at his captain and then away. “Uh… So… yeah…”

“You and the head nerd, huh?” Rodimus grinned again. “Since when?”

Drift rubbed the back of his neck. “It’s… ongoing. Since before the Lost Light. I mean, we’ve been off and on, but… I think we’re pretty much staying on this time. What about you and Magnus?”

“About two weeks now,” Rodimus shrugged. “We’ve been doing well for ourselves, too. I think he still thinks he’s breaking some non-existent rules about fraternizing with his superior, though. It’s cute.” He then chuckled. “I do have to thank you, though.”


“We caught you two almost fragging in Percy’s office. If I make enough of a fuss about it being unfair that you two can do it but it’s apparently inappropriate for us, I can get Mags to get adventurous enough to frag in my office,” Rodimus explained. “In short, you just made the whole trip down here completely worth it.”


worth it?

It’s a Buzzfeed thing where a couple of guys go around and try something at three different price points. Like: 1) cheap cake, 2) need to save up for it cake, 3) Tony Stark would have to treat if I were going to get it cake. And then they decide which one is worth it. It’s fun because they get to try some really extravagant stuff like tacos made with caviar. And sometimes they just flip their shit over how good it is.

I have a list of about fifteen places I want to go to eat the next time I’m in CA because of these guys.

Also it tends to make me REALLY HUNGRY because they’re deliberately going to some of the best/most popular places in the city and that shit looks delicious.

anonymous asked:

panphobia and pan hate physically makes me shake, my heart race, really want to cry and wish that i wish identified with another sexuality instead of pan. pan hate has physical affects on me. it also just makes me really really sad. i feel like i should just identity as bisexual or as a lesbian because of how much hate we all get. just to please everyone. and we can't even talk about any issue relating to pansexuals because people will automatically claim how its biphobic/transphobic.

I am so sorry, anon. no one should have to go through that. ever. no one should feel like they should identify as something else because of the hate people spew. this honestly makes my heart hurt. you deserve better than this. pan people deserve better than this. 

anonymous asked:

hi alice! i just wanted to thank you for writing Radio Silence. i made one of my friends (she goes to a prestigious boarding school where all the kids are like frances on steroids) read it before Princeton early action results came out. she said she was thinking about it all day. and whenever one of us is upset we recite the quote that frances said about getting joint shifts at the post office, and it's been really pivotal for us. thank you, again!

no problem!! aahh this makes me so happy, i’m so glad it could help you two!!

anonymous asked:

I go to an all-girls school, but I’m genderfluid. My yeargroup is tremendously homo- and transphobic, which makes my life hard at the best of times. I really want to change my name to something neutral (I’m thinking about just going by J or JJ, my first initial), but because of the people in my year, particularly the ones who disliked me before I came out (as bi, they don’t know about my gender), I don’t think I can - I’m pretty sure they’ll deliberately deadname me to upset me. What do I do?

Don’t give these individuals so much power over you. Because after your schooling they disappear pretty damn quick. You’d be amazed at how many of my horrible class mates I straight up never saw or heard from the day after I graduated.

If they dead name you I would just walk away, don’t react. I know thats hard but if you give them a reaction, they will continue to do it. People in high school are such jack asses because the world seems so small when you are in high school. But I promise you it’s not and in 20 years those dumb fucks will be calling you the same names, in the same spot, doing the same thing but you will go farther then any of them. 

Be strong, you got this!


Im Tired

Im just tired. I feel like no one likes me. Right now my parents are fighting over custody rights as always, but i dont think they really care about me, just the younger sibling. Im never supported in my choices and im just tired. I have to put on a fake face just to keep whatever friends I have left. They dont even know the real me, i just want to make sure they like the mask so im not a weirdo with no friends. People are always irritated with me because im “just no fun”. Im pretty sure itd just be better if i was gone.

anonymous asked:

You know what urie could not save mutsuki from torso he had to save himself sadly. Aura by the way looks a hella lot like torso just sayin urie and him are foreshadowed to fight (saikos manga). So maybe this time he will be able to save him? Im praying for this ship right now.

oh my god, for a moment i just read “aura by the way looks a hella HOT like torso” and i was like ???????? 😂 Aura drives me crazy, i don’t… “hate” him as, “he’s a bad character” not at all, but i think he’s there to make you hella angry, that’s the purpose of his character and he’s doing it with me. The fact that Aura supported every shitty decision Mutsuki has made till now, speaks a lot of how fucked up his mind really is. I want Urie x Aura confrontation too 👀 i think Aura suspects that Urie likes Mutsuki, what if he’s the one who says it and teases Urie in front of Mutsuki AYYYYYY 


Alright, look… How about I get off early tonight and I buy us a bunch of candy and we can sit around and get fat and we can watch a scary movie together? How’s that for a compromise?
C-O-M-promise. Compromise. How about that’s your word for the day, yeah? It’s something that’s kinda in-between. It’s like halfway happy.
By 5-1-5?
5:15. Yeah, sure.


just two guys….bonding… i can’t believe this is my first contribution to this amazing show…

So um,,,

This one actually goes for @nellos12

I just wanted to draw something nice for u, so,,,

astrological signs in love
  • aries: likes to fall deeply in love with incredibly insecure people and have an explosively passionate, yet volatile relationship... but hey at least it's interesting
  • taurus: likes to pretend they're so heartless that they don't even know how to fall in love, fails terribly every time
  • gemini: likes to fall in (and out of) love with anyone and everyone that crosses their path, multiple times a day. confuses all their friends (and themselves tbh) to the point of not even listening when they talk about love
  • cancer: does not like to fall in love, does it very grudgingly, throws adorable temper tantrum when they get called out on it, sulks, repeat
  • leo: falls in love rarely. completely, 100%, OH MY GOD BARBARA CALL THE POLICE stuck in love when they do. painful to watch honestly, but shit it's cute
  • virgo: likes to fall in love with nerds. every. single. time.
  • libra: likes to fall in love way too fast and make a complete fool of their weirdo selves trying to woo their unsuspecting prey (endearing and surprisingly successful)
  • scorpio: likes to bullshit their way through multiple "serious" relationships for years and years until one day they realize that they're in love w their gross best friend... but in a cute way
  • sagittarius: likes to fall in love from afar and watch the object of their desire go about their daily life, hoping senpai will magically notice them in their quiet little world of reflection
  • capricorn: falls madly in love, shows it, "JESUS WHAT HAVE I DONE", terrifies self and lover with erratic, confused behavior, takes it all back, runs away, pines for months, tries to be friends again and act like nothing happened (until alcohol attacks)
  • aquarius: ?? ?!?! ?? ? :) !! ? :(
  • pisces: likes to fall in love with people who have fallen in love with them, basks in love's glow for a few months, realizes they just needed attention, formulates an escape plan