but i promised

No Promises (Part II)

Shawn Mendes x Reader

Word count: 995

A/N: Part II to No Promises (click for part I), I hope you all enjoy xxx feel free to send me any requests !


I sit up, my arm holding my weight as I stare into Shawn’s eyes. “Yes, we can. We can make promises, Shawn.” I state, wanting nothing more than for Shawn to agree with me. He sighs heavily and moves from beneath me, standing up from the couch. I look at him, wondering where he’s going. He runs his hands through his hair frustratedly. “It’s not the big of a deal.” I add trying to pry Shawn into talking. “It is, Y/N!” He exclaims, his voice raised, “it is a big deal because we can’t lose this friendship, I can’t have that. It’s a big deal because I’m gone so often for so long that it would be cruel to both of us. It’s a big deal because I’ve never been in love before and I don’t know how to stop it.” Shawn finishes his rant, almost depleted of all oxygen. I stare at his head of messy hair as he stares at the floor. “Y-you’re in love with me?” I question, feeling ridiculous for asking because maybe he didn’t mean what he said. “Yes, Y/N. Of course I am. How could I not be in love with you?” He says quietly. My heart melts completely at his words, making my head spin.

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