but i never will have a try

the bjd hobby has exposed me to nearly every other branch of doll hobbies including reborn babies. unfortunately there remains a very, very dark, evil piece of me that whispers “ go long whenever i see one and i’m s o sorry


I know, but acting Too Autistic™ is alienating me supremely from people who aren’t, and while I’m used to people mistaking my loud voice or impassioned speech for anger, everyone avoids me offline, but I’ve started getting it online too, someone mistaking me talking at length as being angry and I just.

That and some rude anon dismissed what  I said on someody’s blod like “ignore that person, they talk a lot” and it stung.

And I got into some really messed-up problems at college because word got around that I’m autistic and doctors are trying to prove I’m not capable of being a doctor………………. six years into medical school?! I’m literally about to leave this college.

I’m so tired.

anonymous asked:

Can you tell me what all the hype is about bts? Ive only listened to there music so im not as intergraded into the fandom

Me neither anon haha! But I’ll tell you about what I’ve got from exploring yesterday ;) They’re really popular for their music, but also their personalities and interactions I guess? It’s their backstage and interview shenanigans that got to me…

There’s these videos if you want to see what I’m talking about. I just started watching these and basically all the accompanying suggestions and I’ve fallen in love.

They were also really excited and nervous to be at the AMA’s and it’s so freaking adorable>


Silliness ^

I feel like the only person who actually somewhat understands my struggle with how severe my depression is my mom and she’s not even here so I just feel so alone

Cheers to my bf for the idea.

I am so done with this. *throws the pastel monster down*


Chooooiii Minhooo!!! 😂😂😂😂

i redrew and messily colored my favorite two pb panels for fun hfjksdj


house of memories // panic! at the disco


The Adventure Zone - Episode 68 (Part 1/ Part 2)

doodeling some TAZ while i relisten to all the episodes again


s1 vs s6

  • <p> <b><p></b> <b>Hufflepuff:</b> If you don't get good grades, why are you in advanced classes?<p/><b>Ravenclaw:</b> Because I used to get good grades without trying, and now things got harder, but because I never learnt how to study, seeing as I used to not need to try, I lack that skill set and cannot continue to get good grades.<p/><b>Hufflepuff:</b> ... do you want me to help you?<p/><b>Ravenclaw:</b> ... I think it's a lost cause by now.<p/></p><p/></p>

anonymous asked:

how do you feel about sixpenceee?

we will surpass sixpenceee