but i never use it for anything

I remember the way she cried. The way she cried after I made her promise she wouldn’t do anything stupid. I asked her why she was crying and her answer is what shattered my heart into tiny little pieces, “Because no one ever really cared about me like you do.”
She was the greatest thing to ever walk into my life.
It was that exact moment that I promised myself to never let her go. To protect her from this cruel world because she doesn’t deserve the shit that life throws at us.
I was left speechless, i pulled her in and i hugged her tears away. I loved her with every inch of my being and maybe she didn’t love me in the way I wished she did but I didn’t care because she needed me and that was enough.
I hugged her as I said bye. I walked away knowing that she would be okay because she knew someone was there for her. That’s all she needed. I turned around to catch her staring at me with those loving eyes and a soft smile.
That was all I needed.
what I really think of Monsta X

Shownu: leader goals, like if you can deal with these bunch then you are obviously a superhero, papa bear shownu ♡, i want to bite his arms too i mean what, precious eye smile, gentle and really looks after the other members SO damn well!, so hardworking! deserves all the good things…

Wonho: monbebe’s no1 fan. would do anything for us. but we want to do everything for him too. so lovable! all his wishes needs to come true because he is a good bean. like seriously his personality is A+. looks aint that bad either ;) must be protected at all costs… stop calling him a hoe. he aint ok

Minhyuk: bias. my love. pure SUNSHINE. glue that holds everyone and everything together. so much love for him ughhh.. never forget when he was covered in glitter. Blond!minhyuk is still my fave. SO HYPER??? like how? but I would love to have him around, he’s so extra xD cute af.

Kihyun: sass master. photographer!kihyun is my aesthetic. his voice is so nice like it gives me goosebumps?? I have a thing for his forehead. But y’all know this by now. boyfriend material ;; so freaking attractive! and i can tell that he loves the other members otherwise he wouldn’t nag them so much!

Hyungwon: meme. 75% legs. model chae is my fave. but also sleeping chae. iconic line: Bish I wanna get high. them lips… sigh. LITERALLY TOO BEAUTIFUL TO HANDLE. starship he has a wonderful voice, give him more lines. can be cheesy and greasy but we still love him ^^

Jooheon: I’m still not over Matthew ok. hella awesome. he really does have RHYTHM. those dimples though. I can never get tired of his aegyo but also his swag! sweet af, adorable but also can be sexy…. yep. would forever call him Jooheoney ♡ 기억해 이 시간 never wanna see him cry ever gain :(

I.M: bias wrecker, honestly why do I stan, voice can get girls pregnant, doesn’t look like a maknae but acts like the maknae, talented af, HANDSOME, but also very very very cute, LIKE STOP BOY?!!!!, iconic line: I AM WHAT I AM MAN. & bring back his blond hair pls. I want to feed him. Just me? oh ok…

i swear like……i was always a bit ‘demon’ but i never wanted to use the word but fucking hell if these past few days have taught me anything it’s that i am demon i am a huge demon and my username is trashy as fuck but i am LIVING UP TO IT

anonymous asked:

In response to your last anon ask about the mixtape: I think saying "oh, it could just be an old mixtape he made for himself" or "oh, it's just a thing that totally platonic bros do all the time" ignores the extremely long history of mixtapes being used as a romantic trope? Whether or not people do this IRL, I can't recall ONE moment in fiction where one character gave another a mixtape and it wasn't a romantic pairing.

Psst @ last anon ^

This is a really, really good point. We’re watching fiction. I have never, never seen a mixtape used in fiction as ANYTHING but romantic. (I will gladly accept examples, though.) Unless the show explicitly states that it was Dean’s old tape, we’re kind of supposed to assume that it was made specifically FOR Cas.

I mean…

throughthegait  asked:

Someone else just asked about vibration collars, what about "E-collars"? There's a lady who runs a training business and she works with the same rescue I foster for and she uses e-collars but I've never heard of them. She claims it feels like those massage/therapy things that people get? It looked like a typical shock collar with a little yellow controller for the human to use. Do you know anything about them?

E-collar is a catch-all term for electric collars, so it’s not a term that tells you anything about what the tool does. However, it sounds like she’s comparing them to a TENS unit - which gives off electric pulses. TENS units in humans are generally not painful except when cranked super high (with my personal experience they’re sort of buzzy and weird) but that’s not an accurate comparison to a shock collar at all so that analogy sounds like talking around the fact that she’s using an aversive technique. That’s shady AF. If a trainer is using a shock collar, they should be honest about the type of training they’re doing, not dress it up in things that make people feel less bad about the tool they’re picking. 

sparklezee  asked:

AHHH, Kitty. I'm so happy that your new job is giving you flexibility and benefits~~~ <3 <3 <3

It’s incredible. Not even a full month in, and the change in my physical and mental health is like night and day. Having worked in various roles in the service industry for roughly half my life, I just sort of accepted never having two days off in a row and being too sore/exhausted to do anything but crash after a shift. The wear and tear on my joints in my last position made it difficult to walk some days, but I Dealt With It because I was lucky to have that job in the first place.

Honestly, the best part is that I’m using the art school education that everyone assured me would be useless!! Literally, I draw so scientists don’t have to lmao.

one time i legit caught a 4 foot long gopher snake by dropping all my shit, rolling up my sleeves and muttering “if bear grylls has taught me anything…” before proceeding to wrangle it. 

anonymous asked:

Okay so I know this is weird but I've been a witch for a couple years now and my mother is not supportive at all. I also have a busy schedule with two schools and never have enough time to perform any spells or anything for that matter. Do you possibly have any advice?

you don’t need to always to do large spells, or time consuming ones. you can fit magic into little rituals of your day, when you brush your hair you can cleanse and banish, you can write sigils on things you carry around with you, every shower or bath you can use soap sigils or bath magic.

i hope that helps!

Sasha and I got attacked by a dog

I never thought it would happen.  I’m still shaking and crying.

We were walking past a neighbor’s house, of whom we know they have an aggressive dog (their lab tried to bite Sasha through the fence).  And I see this dog outside of the fence.  I couldn’t see from so far, but I assumed she was on a long line of some sort.

But she wasn’t.  When Sasha and I got parallel to the dog, she charged.  I’ve never actually heard Sasha scream, and I never want to again.  That was absolutely heartbreaking.  I grabbed Sasha’s harness and hoisted her up while trying to shove this other dog out of the way, all while screaming for an owner.

The owner at first didn’t do anything except yell “Luna get back here” like that was going to control a 70lbs aggressive lab from across the street.  It took him forever to get off the ladder he was working on and come get her off of us.

I told he we have had a problem with her being digressive through the fence and his response was “Well, what do you want us to do?  Keep her inside all day?”  YES.  SUPERVISE YOUR DOG OUTSIDE.  SHE JUMPED THE FENCE.  SHE ATTACKED MY DOG.  DO NOT LEAVE HER OUT UNATTENDED.

I made it 2 more blocks to be out of their range and I called my parents to come get us.  Sasha doesn’t appear to be injured, but she is definitely shaken.  She hid right underneath her hidey spot as soon as we got home.  I had to coax her out to take off her harness.  I really hope this doesn’t taint her other interactions with dogs…

anonymous asked:

Hey! I'm just gunna summerise my feelings ;w; I don't feel like I'm improving at all...I practice daily but I can only stick to references or it all looks wrong & it's fustrating cause I rly want my own art style but I'm never satisfied with my work

well, since youre the one drawing you never actually see the way you improve bc youve been doing the work but try asking some friends you trust to give you some productive critisimn (how do you wrife that) and welll abt references its all part of learning, i use a lot of references while drawing to make sure it looks fine. Dont worry much about it just keep on practicing and dont give up so easily

- advisor 😺

It’s ok to use references, a lot of good artists do. References don’t make your art bad.
I recommend getting anatomy down before anything else, which you can do by doing figure drawing and observational work. I wouldn’t worry about style, they kind of develop naturally as you begin to exaggerate parts of your characters and you begin to make them looser, but it could help to find some art by artists you admire and try to find the elements that make you like them.
You are improving, even if you don’t think you are. Just persevere and it will pay off in the end :)

- advisor 🌚

Even it looks like you’re not improving, trust me, you do! References are important for an artist, to be honest, because you can’t learn without looking at them and trying to do them. Even good artists need references.

About the style, it’s okay if you still unsure about it, it’ll develop in time. I kept changing styles for like 2 years and just now I have one for myself. Practice is very important. If you can’t wait, then this is something I tried and helped me a bit. Choose 3 artists you love so much and look at their drawings. See what you like about them and then try remember it and draw something with every piece you like about theirs. It might be not your style, but it’s a clue how should look like.

- advisor 💫

to be honest… that’s just a part of being an artist! There’s going to be a point where you’re not really satisfied with your style, and you don’t know what to do. But here’s the thing: copying features of other people’s styles isn’t illegal! Of course, tracing and posting and claiming the work as your own isn’t right, but tracing artists work or copying parts of their styles (like the way they draw eyes, or hair, or hands, etc) is perfectly fine. Just doodling random shapes and squiggles can help, as well can drawing in pen/without a base, making very quick, rough doodles, and getting out of your comfort zone! Something that helped me improve my art style was doodling a small sketch within the span of a song. I actually drew a personification of each song, toying with hair styles and facial expressions. I wish you luck in getting out of this slump! ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ 

- admin 🌌

hyenatycoon  asked:

Maybe, if I'm lucky, I will end up at Laika some day too! Laika has always been a favorite of mine, and certainly a place in which I can envision myself. But if not, who knows. But I will certainly end up somewhere. And you've kinda given me the balls to keep trying so I can see where that somewhere is. (3/3)

YES! You have enormous balls and don’t forget it! Never let anybody’s rejection of you make you stop doing what you love, that’s way too much power to give them. If anything, use that rejection as fuel to make work and prove them wrong! That’s how I’ve always seen it, I’m very motivated by others not thinking I can do something, as strange as that may sound. Just focus intensely on your craft and everything else will fall into place. The only approval that matters is your own. Best of luck!

Really quickly before I pass the fuck out I would like to give a shout-out to Jack for being a Weird Fucking Dude in ways we never expected

He’s like the most “normal,” functional, unassuming guy we know but he keeps fucking blind-siding us with more Weird Shit

Like… “Surprise! I’m not actually an imaginary friend, I’m a fully sentient being who occupies your headspace due to past trauma!”

“Oh, and I’m also the original!”

“And did I mention I’m an angel? I see the future, too, but you’re probably not interested in anything trivial like that…”

And every time it happens we’re like woah, Jack, that’s so cool that we finally learned your Secret and then like a month later he fucking shocks us again like the goddamn Billy Mays of Weird Shit, all “Sure, that was some quality weirdness… But wait! There’s more!”

anonymous asked:

Honestly I think the biggest testament to K//ubo being a terrible writer is how she never properly expands on her characters' motives, backstories and personalities in-universe, she has to tell us in interviews or on twitter. If she was a competent writer she'd show us that stuff in the actual show and then use interviews to expand on that information. Instead she leaves the characters completely ambiguous. It's really frustrating that she gets so much praise for doing barely anything.

anonymous asked:

about the word race: idk where that anon is from but if you use it in germany to describe people everyone WILL think you're a nazi (for obvious reasons) and people WILL judge you if they're not actually right wing and probably also lecture you. most people wouldn't even THINK of using "race" to describe people, we literally learn in kindergarden that you only describe animals with "race" and never, never people

^^^^^^^ well the anon went like ‘countries where nazism was a thing’ never mind that FRANCE ISN’T EXACTLY THE BEST EXAMPLE OF IT but here it’s the same. like. the only people who actually use it to refer to anything other than dog breeds are fascists or neonazis and tbh I don’t wanna be associated with that ever period

anonymous asked:

Yeah. Politico had to twist that fucking knife, didn't they?! I know for sute it would have been unicorns and rainbows and not that fuckery they describe on the 100the day. Ù_Ù F-them. Why can't they leave us alone, haven't we suffered enough?

if 2017 taught us as anything, it’s that there can never be enough suffer!

anonymous asked:

Hey, I suppose the fic about telepathic connection and altean Keith is Entangled by mackerelmademedoit (archiveofourown(.)org/works/7797733/chapters/17789572)

thank you!!!

Entangled by mackerelmademedoit (12/12 | 101,865 | Mature)

When Keith found himself mentally linked to Lance of all people, he never thought that it would end in anything but irritation and misery on both sides. He certainly never imagined that it would be a useful asset in team Voltron’s fight against the Galra Empire. Now if he can just keep his feelings in check, they might actually have a chance at defeating Zarkon.

Needless to say, when he’d wished for a ‘bonding moment’ with Lance, this wasn’t exactly what he’d had in mind.

//violence

anonymous asked:

If you have a food scale (or anything that measures for small quantities) you can weigh the finished sock, and the remaining yarn, and you'll know if you have enough yarn :) that way you don't have to stress about yarn chicken

Thankyou very much!!!! I will definitely use this tip next time☺️ luckily I had enough yarn to finish my pair! I had just never knit a pair of men size 12 before! It was scary😋

anonymous asked:

You taking so long to update :( I miss your writing ...

In the shift I am right now, I have no time to do anything, so that’s why I’ve been taking my time to upload. But in a few days I’ll be changing to a night shift so hopefully, no, I’m pretty sure, I will have time to write again.

One thing is for sure, I will never write like I used to before I started to work.

When I started this blog I was a graduated college student with tons of free time, I even used to write two stories per day, uploading one in the morning for GD and one in the night for Mino. But now it’s IMPOSSIBLE!!! *crying like a baby*


I just want you to know that for real I am doing my best

Originally posted by kittencafe

LOVE YOU AND THANK U FOR YOUR PATIENCE

i’m supposed to fax something for work and i’ve never faxed anything in my life let alone using this particular device and i asked for clarification and basically was told “figure it out sweaty (:” and i feel like an idiot and if i don’t figure it out some old man isn’t going to get health insurance because his agent is a piece of shit who dropped the ball and now it’s my responsibility

and i feel so fucking HELPLESS i want to SCREAM

anonymous asked:

hey arc! would you recommend a privacy screen? i get really paranoid about using my laptop in public even when i'm writing the tamest stuff but i've never spoken to anyone who's used one to see if they think it's worth it

HELL YES I WOULD. Unfortunately whoo boy they are pricy. But yeah they work incredibly well, you have to be at a pretty narrow parallax to see anything.

I am totally that person. When I get up to get another drink or something, I minimize everything so there is no chance a mundane is gonna see my fic. No instead they see a big glossy wallpaper of frogboi which is better apparently????