I miss you, I think about you, I want to text you, but I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t do any of it because you don’t deserve it. I shouldn’t do it because I know you don’t care about me, and that’s the worse part about this all. I know you don’t care about me, yet I'm still hung up on you.
Let me tell you guys something. I made Sam on a technicality. A few friends said stuff about making spn blogs and I was feeling left out with my TWD OC. (which has a jarpad FC) and upon asking who I should make they mentioned Sam as a joke. At first I was like meh but rping with them meant so much more. SO I made Sam and here I am. THE RHYMER. Anyway I am honestly floored at how well he’s taken off and I am so glad I decided to make him. Everyone has been so great and welcoming and I couldn’t thank you guys enough for all of it. I made Sam just short of 2 weeks ago and I already have 200 followers? Where did you all come from? Why are you here? Regardless of anything ya’ll are stuck with my southern ass. Under the cut you’ll find everyone that has made my time here memorable and fun. You all mean so much to me so if your name is not on this list please don’t be discouraged.
@bellarketm: Babes can you believe that we’ve officially been friends for more than 2 years already? It’s weird to think that it’s only been that short of a time. It literately feels like I’ve known you my entire life. You’re in high school now so you aren’t on here as much but you’re still my little sister and I love you dearly
@blyedeeks sometimes you meet someone and they fill a missing piece in your life, Cams, for me that is you! You are by far the most positive kindest person on here and I can’t believe that I only met you almost exactly a year ago. You are literally my soul twin and I love how relentless you are in spreading joy. You are also so so talented and smart and I literally can’t imagine this year without you by my side. I literally feel like something is wrong if I don’t talk to you once a day.
@abazethe100 my partner in podcasting, my brain twin, my dear dear Anna. We complete each other in all the best ways and I’m so glad I reached out to talk to you about Odyssey parallels. We’ve come so far from that first talk and I adore how you build me up when I am down, you are by far one of the smartest people I know
@rosymamacita you’re kinda like my tumblr mom Rosy. I feel like I can go to you for anything and you’d be there to help me and calm me down. I love how smart you are how you don’t take anyone’s bullshit and most of all you have such a giant heart.
@everybodyknows-everybodydies my soulmate, god I’m so jealous you get to go back to the place where we began but I’m so utterly proud of the person I’ve seen you becoming over the past year. You are so talented, so talented and you are so tiny and cute that sometimes I can’t believe how much passion you have in your body. I love you so so much
@thesnowyswan Rae, my gorgeous darling, shakespeare loving, essay saving badass. You have strengthened me in so many ways and thank you for ruining my life and introducing me to lucifer
@goodqueenalys Mere is literally a goddess among mortals, her take no shit attitude is inspiring, her love and dedication to her friends is incredible. I never could have imagined that when I sent you that ask I would make a friend who always believed in me and has my back.
@marauders-groupie there are not enough words in the english language to describe just how incredible Lana is. She is incredibly brave, supremely dedicated and just an all around badass. She is the most talented but she also the most kind and I’m so glad we became friends
the babe squad
@bellarkestrut (Karly you are literally everything to me) @lydias-martin (Gi, you are so kind and talented and I’m so lucky that SBB brought us together) @wellamyblake (MJ you are an utter badass, unfairly funny and so incredible) @wellsjahasghost (Jadey, my love. she is the most talented and it’s unfair that she’s so fantastic, it leaves the rest of us to shame) @hiddenpolkadots (Nai is simply hilarious, and her words leave me speechless on a regular basis) @cupcakeblake (Cam is so talented and positive and she gives off so much light) @bellarke-stydia (Nik, I can’t thank BCRev enough for bringing us together, you always light up my day just by existing) @thelovelylights (Jen is so fierce and brilliant and so so incredibly beautiful, she’s one of the greatest people I know and doing those ATLA watches was so fun) @junebugninja (Amanda is literally the goddess of kindness, no other person in the universe holds as much heart as she does) @stilesprefers-screamers (SYD!!!! My precious bean who has so much talent and so much strength and I just love her a lot) @sherlockvowsontheriverstyx (Tate is the greatest, her snapchats give me so much joy and she is just so cute) @mego42 (Meg is infinitely better than chocolate at cheering me up, she’s also incredibly smart) @hisstericallypawesomesleepurr (Jenn is so talented and badass and unapologetic and amazing and I just I’m in awe of her gifsets every time I see them @jontyaxefive (Rory is the best, I’m so so grateful she exists and is so smart and kind and I can’t wait to see you again) @raincityruckus (oh my god Kayla is the kindest most honest bravest person ever, she’s a gem among the rocks) @bellamysprincessa (KATIE, MY POLY RANGER HEADCANONING LOVE OF MY LIFE, I’m so so glad that we meet through BCWC and that we are constantly going back and forth headcanoning all kinds of fics)
BCFamCaravan aka the people who blow up my phone on a daily basis and whom I love more than I love bellarke
the writers, the ones who send me into a fangirling fest almost as great as the ones I have when my otp kisses for the first time, the one who leave me speechless and envious and inspired in equal measure
@deadcatwithaflamethrower (her world building is fantastic, her writing is glorious and if you are a star wars fan go read her fic now and come die with me) @so-caffeinated/ @dust2dust34 (the verse these two have written, FICON is compelling and awe-inspiring and a great counterpart to when Arrow both is fantastic and when it lets you down) @ink-splotch (I was lucky enough to meet her at SVCC last year and she is just as amazing in person as you think she’d be, her What if verses are absolutely killer) @rongasm (the absolute pinnacle of Stydia fic for me, like I said in a review of one of her fics, she draws you in with absolutely glorious characterization and then makes you cry like a baby for hours so it takes a while to read her fics because I just can’t stop screaming and her Rainflower fic with @redstringbanshee is absolutely killer and beautiful) @missemarissa (some of the best hottest and brilliant smut that I’ve ever read, so informative and careful yet so hot) @caramelkru (Mel’s fic are so funny and in character and I just love everything she writes) @ajrchaosrising (her fics are on hiatus right now but for real some of the greatest bellarke fics I’ve read belong to her)
Others whom I adore and have made this year one of the best ones ever
Plot Summary: You end up accidentally pissing off the one and only Zach Dempsey. Now you have to make it up to him.
A/n: I know I’m doing pretty much all Zach Dempsey imagines right now but I love his character. Feel free to request an imagine for any of the characters listed on my Masterlist (:
“So how was Biology?” asked Hannah seemingly stepping out of
“I’d say hell on earth, everyone’s failing apart from
Dempsey” you said as the two of you walked off towards the lunch hall.
“Zach doesn’t he play basketball?” asked Hannah looking at
you with a confused expression.
“Yeah and just because he’s acing the class miss is
expecting everyone else to, why can’t the guy stick to being a dumb jock and
make everyone’s lives easier” you laughed and Hannah giggled.
Suddenly someone pushed past you crashing into your shoulder
with force before storming off down the hallway. You were too concerned about
your shoulder and not dropping the stack of books you were holding to realise who
“Oh god I think he heard you” said Hannah as you looked up
just in time to see the one and only Zach Dempsey storm off around the corner.
“What’s he going to do anyway” you said pissed glaring at
the corner and rubbing your shoulder.
“Well considering he’s six two and built like a brick shit
house, not to mention he’s one of the most popular guys in the school I would
say there are a fair few things that he could do to make your life hell” she
said taking some of your books from you in an attempt to help.
“Oh god” you said looking at Hannah who had a sympathetic
expression on her face.
“Yeah” she said rising her eyebrows.
The two of you sat down on one of the empty tables in the
food hall, Hannah placing your books down next to you as you rubbed your
shoulder. You got your lunch out of your bag picked up your sandwich and as you
were about to take a bite you looked over to Zach’s table. He was smiling then
as his eyes met yours his smile faded and turned into more of a pissed off look
before he looked away from you and back to his friend.
“Oh, you have really pissed him off” said Hannah as you
looked at her; she had turned her head into the direction of Zach and had seen
what had happened.
“Great” you said putting your sandwich down suddenly not
“If you don’t fix this then he has the power to destroy you”
she said turning back to face you with as serious expression on her face.
“What do you mean fix this, there’s no fixing this! No one
messes with a Jock without their life being ruined, you just wait today its dirty
looks tomorrow it will be slime in my locker” you said crossing your arms.
“Slime?” She said a smile creeping onto her face.
You couldn’t help but smile.
“It was the first thing that popped into my head ok” you
said trying to keep your angry face but failing as Hannah starting laughing.
“Ok, ok but on a serious note we can’t let that happen all
you have to do is go up and apologise for what you said” said Hannah trying to
put on the most serious face she had.
“Yeah because marching over there right now is a really good idea” you said shaking your
head. “I’m just going to have to move to Antarctica and live with the penguins”
“There aren’t any Penguins in Antarctica” laughed Hannah. “Wow
you really are shit at biology” she said shaking her head laughing.
“Oh well then I will go find Santa” you said “Become an elf
“Look just catch up with him after baseball practice today,
he usually practices alone in sports hall so apologise then” she said as the
bell rang and the two of you stood up to go to your form rooms.
“Yeah and if he doesn’t murder me then I will go and get my
feet fitted for little green pointy boots and find some stripy tights” you said
with a laugh as you waved goodbye to Hannah as the two of you headed in
different directions to your form rooms.
You spent the next hour of History thinking about what the
hell you were going to day to Zach, but as you slowly walked towards the doors
of the sports hall all the plans you had made faded from your head and you
heart hammered. You stood outside the door reluctant to go in as you heard the
ball smacking into the ground again and again along with the squeak of his
trainers on the floor.
Suddenly the door opened scaring you half to death and there
stood Zach Dempsey, in his shorts bare chested just inches from you.
“What the hell are you doing here Y/n” he said and you winced
at how your name came out of his mouth.
“I’m here to apologise” you said trying to look at anything
but his toned chest or his muscular arms.
His expression didn’t change.
“I’m sorry for what I said about you being a dumb Jock and
all that” you said quietly as he stared down at you, his gaze making you forget
how to England.
“Apology not accepted” he said with a smirk.
“What?!” you said his statement breaking you out of your
trance as you looked up at him shocked and confused.
“I said that I don’t accept your apology, you’re going to
have to do better than that to earn my forgiveness” he said smirking again, the
look in your eye made your stomach fill with butterflies.
“What do you mean?” you asked frowning trying as hard as you
could not to appear weak under his gaze.
“Well” he said as he stepped closer to you leaning down a
little bit, he brought his hands to your face and then kissed you.
You felt the cool wall against your back as he pressed up
against you, you kissed back the kiss becoming more and more heated by the second
as one of his arms went to your waist pulling you closer still. The he pulled
away, you opened your eyes and he was smiling.
“Well that certainly a start” he said and you smiled.
Can you tell us more about Pay's character? I just like his character a lot and I'd love to know more about his personality + I just love your OCS tbh
Well I’m trying to come up with something new for him and connect all this bit and pieces together. Sorry if you have no clue what I’m going on and on about, part of the storyline is from pieces of comics I made earlier which already been deleted…i tried.
When he’s 17, Pay went missing for years but actually just living in a van a few blocks away from his parents house. He has tried many different jobs but couldn’t last for a week or two and he ended up working in a small bar. And that’s where all the bad influences kicks in. And at some point, he overheard a conversation that involves his brother and something about the army. He finds out later on that Pat is not simply “the perfect son” his parents was so proud of. He has flaws and insecurities, hecker just so goddamn good at hiding it.
Thats pretty much the reason Pay decided to show up at Pat’s house, realizing that his brother is now living with another guy. and uh…their relationship development from that.yeah. I’m bad at this.