but i love the little ambulance scenes

Kat’s Fic Recs: Sterek (under 10k)

*Yes, yes the first three are over 10k but they’re worth it!

For @prettyinsoulpunk, hope this makes your week better! 💖💖💖

On The Bus by bibliosexxual (13,299)

“Yeah,” Erica says with exaggerated slowness, “I did like Kira, and now I like Boyd. I’m bi.”


“Bisexual?” Erica prompts. “As in, not gay or straight?”

Stiles is pretty sure his entire mind explodes. “You can like guys and girls? That’s a thing?”

Erica looks at him like, What planet are you from? “Uh, yeah. As long as they’re hot, I don’t care what gender they are.” She pokes him in the side, and he jumps. He’s always been ticklish, and unfortunately Erica knows it. “What about you? You ever like guys, Stilinski?”

In which Stiles and Derek ride the bus to school together, and there are bisexual awakenings.

You’ll Grow Into Your Skin by crossroadswrite (11,847)

“So funny story,” Stiles winces, “Remember when I joked you couldn’t get me pregnant?”

Derek nods his head. He remembers pretty much everything from that day.

“Right,” Stiles bobs his head, stops himself and does a little ta-da gesture towards Jacy, “Surprise?”

This is honestly so so cute and heartwarming. I don’t read much mpreg but this was so good and I recommend it 100%.

Word By Word by Cobrilee (11,843)

The first time Derek sees the words, he’s had a really shitty day. Laura was on his case again, all in the name of sisterly love, of course, and Cora was wielding her usual acerbic wit like a rapier. He’d gotten to the scene of a shooting too late and the victim had died before Derek could call for an ambulance. His Camaro had gotten a flat and while he was attempting to change the tire on the side of the road, someone drove by and sent a wave of muddy water arcing, drenching him, and he was cold, muddy, and miserable.

Then, as he was sliding into the front seat after toweling off as best as he could, he felt something prickling on his arm and glanced down. Shaky, thin lines began appearing, little by little, and he could do no more than stare as the infamous phrase formed on his arm.

Are you 18?

‘Til It Hurts or Bleeds or Fades by WeAreTheCyclones (10,731)

“For the peace and happiness of our friends, and that of Beacon Hills at large, can you please give us a warning if you two are ever headed for a nuclear fallout?”

Stiles scoffs. “What are you talking about?”

“The tension between you two rises with each passing year. For awhile there, it seemed to be turning into the sexy kind, but now it feels more like the murder kind.”

No Day But Today by fauvistfly (9,527)

“If you don’t change it successfully, you’ll be doomed to repeat it,” Deaton says, his face impassive despite the seriousness of his words.

“Repeat the day?” Stiles parrots, trying to wrap his head around what they’re attempting to do, the ridiculousness of his life and how it now involves time travel.

in which things in Beacon Hills are so bad that Deaton sends Stiles back in time to stop Kate from manipulating Derek and causing the death of the Hale family. The catch: Stiles only has 24 hours to change the course of the future, or he’ll be stuck repeating that same day until he gets it right. What will be enough to keep Derek away from Kate?

Where Others Fade Away by pr1nc3ssp34ch (9,054)

When the name Grzegorz tattoos itself across Derek’s wrist in neat, thin strokes, his mother pats him on the head in sympathy and Laura laughs so hard she has to go to her room, the sound echoing down the hall as she goes. When it stays there for six years and no such Grzegorz appears, Derek seriously considers moving to Poland.

Meanwhile, on Stiles’ eighteenth birthday when Derek crawls onto his skin, untidy and volatile, Lydia shrieks in sudden realization, and Jackson looks so entirely offended that even Danny can’t kiss him back to normal.

just the touch of a hand by scepticallyopenminded (8,591)

Things – as things often do in Stiles’ life – get a little crazy (a lot crazy) when, a couple of weeks before his seventeenth birthday, he wakes up to – not a wolf, but an amount of naked flesh, cuddled up to him where Dude fell asleep the night before. Stiles screams, a bit, flopping around and falling out of his bed, getting to his knees to see a naked – Derek Hale, sitting up on his bed, eyes wide. He seems to realize something a second later, because he glances down at himself and squeaks, pulling sheets up around him just as Stiles’ dad opens the door.

36 Questions by Leslie_Knope (8,071)

“So I’m doing my senior psych thesis on friendships,” Erica says, not-so-accidentally elbowing Derek in the ribs as she turns to face Stiles. “How they develop, how intimacy is fostered, stuff like that.”

“That’s cool,” Stiles says agreeably. “What’s our part?”

“Well, I can’t really tell you the point because that would influence the results. But it’s a set of 36 questions that you have to ask each other.”

“Just the two of us?” Derek chimes in, finally, and Stiles sighs.

“Okay, dude,” he says, making a face, “could you try not to look quite so offended? Like, my ego’s pretty strong, but come on, man.”

Of Glasses And Lacrosse Sticks by charlesdk (6,810)

“Okay, how 'bout this? One date, just one date, and if you still don’t believe I’m genuinely interested in you, then I’ll leave you alone for good. How does that sound?”

Derek hesitated for another moment, before he sighed and said, “Fine. One date.”

It’s Always Been You by charlesdk (6,085)

Stiles’ love life was practically non-existing, always had been. He was always terrible at picking up clues when people hit on him (it had happened, Erica had been witness to it and had been the one to let him know it was happening in the first place) because he never expected anyone to do so.

He wasn’t the most desirable guy around, he knew that. He was loud, extremely nerdy, never knew when to stop talking, not exactly much of a looker if you asked him, the list was endless.

Point was, he never did know when someone was flirting with him. Which was probably how he ended up in the fight that would change his life for the better.

One Year Down by haleofStilesheart (5,854)

Derek had never celebrated an anniversary before. At least, not an anniversary for a romantic relationship. But now that’s he’s been dating Stiles for a year, that’s about to change.

It’s Too Early For This by thepsychicclam (4,966)

Derek loves his job at the coffee shop, especially because Stiles comes in for coffee before early Saturday morning lacrosse practices. The problem is that Derek is too shy to do anything about his crush, and the situation is not helped by the rivalry between the basketball and lacrosse teams.

I Didn’t Know That I Was Starving (til I tasted you) by LadySlytherin (4,481)

Derek - who lives in New York with his older sister, Laura - is back in Beacon Hills, visiting his parents and younger sister for Christmas, when everything changes. Cora invites friends over while their parents are visiting other family, Derek drinks something he didn’t know he shouldn’t have, and things get a little out of control.

Misunderstandings abound, secrets are spilled, and in the end all it takes to find happiness is being brave enough to reach out with both hands and never let go.

Hello My Old Heart by eversall (3,944)

It begins like this – Stiles is hopelessly lost in the Beacon Hills Library, which has definitely undergone renovations in the last two years, and he’s wandering around trying his best to look like a helpless puppy or something and sure enough, a librarian in a navy blue cashmere sweater and thick-rimmed black glasses shows up, and that librarian happens to be Derek Hale.
Stiles’ heart skips a beat and he suddenly feels like he’s drowning in something unfamiliar, an ache beginning to build in his chest.
The pack drifts back together, and Derek in sweaters kind of breaks Stiles a little. In a good way.

A Treatise On The Importance Of Not Ignoring Your Date by LadySlytherin (3,490)

A tumblr-post-based fic, wherein Stiles and Derek have a meet-cute at a baseball game. Involves a kiss-cam, Stiles’ date being an ass, and a hot stranger.

Basically, Peter doesn’t survive the fire so Laura and Derek never go back to Beacon Hills, Scott’s never bitten, Stiles doesn’t know about the supernatural, and he goes to NY for college. Go, Mets!

Thank God Your Heart Is Too Close by hoars (3,469)

There’s a boy, (“Fuck you, dude. I’m seventeen. Not fifteen.” Stiles laughs in his memory) waiting for him back home.

Soulmates tbh by bleep0bleep (1,423)

“It’s been five months,” Derek says darkly. “Why am I still getting these proposals? You know these are probably all fake marks.”

Five months since the paparazzi had snapped that photo of him with the overzealous fan tugging at his shirt, five months since millions of people on the Internet realized that the birthmark revealed was in fact, the mark, five months Derek was inundated by claims from people who desperately wanted him to believe that they were his soul-mate.


For @myfandomimaginesworld

“Well Shit.” You mutter setting down Spencer’s lunch on the edge of his desk. He’d forgotten it this morning and you’d had time during your lunch to swing by, see him and drop off the brown bag he’d left at home.
“Hey!” His voice comes from behind you. You turn to face him and he stops in his tracks. “Sweetheart what’s wrong?”
“M-my water just broke.” You can’t believe this is happening.
“You. What? Um. Your water?” His eyes are darting around in confusion.
“Spencer. The baby water.” You cry as a contraction rips through you. This draws the attention of his boss and best friends who were standing by the coffee machine chatting. Two of them being parents immediately recognize what’s happing and come running over.
“How far apart are they?” JJ asks taking your hand.
“Apart?” You scoff.
“We’re not getting her to a hospital.” Hotch says looking at JJ.
“Excuse me. You’re the FB fucking I. Why the hell wouldn’t you be able to get me to a hospital?” You ask through gritted teeth.
“Well sweetie, you’re already too far into labor. We need to lay you down.” She and Hotch help lower you to the floor. Your head in JJ’s lap.
“Spencer!” Morgan snaps shoving your frozen husband. “Your baby is coming. You’re the only one who knows what to do. Get in there.” This seems to jumpstart him into action.
“I need hot towels and a pair of scissors. Someone better call 9-1-1 just to be safe. I’m sorry we don’t have any painkillers Sweetheart.” Morgan shoos everyone but your little group from the room, much to your relief while Hotch goes and gets the towels that Spencer requested. JJ takes your hand in one of hers as Penelope comes bursting in.
“I’ve called 9-1-1 and someone is on their way.”
“Penny hand.” You growl and she gives it to you before dropping to the floor. You squeeze their hands and cry out. “Fuck you Dr. Spencer fucking Reid.” He doesn’t respond, just takes the towels from Hotch, who very sweetly stays above the waist. You’re vaguely aware of Rossi with his phone out but the next few minutes are a painful, sweaty blur. You do know you scream at Spencer at least one more time because this was his goddamn fault.
But all is forgotten and forgiven when you hear your baby cry. JJ uses a towel to wipe the sweat off your face while Spencer cuts the cord. He hands the infant to Derek who cleans it off.
“What?” You ask Spencer, the two of you had wanted to wait until you had the baby to know.
“A girl. We have a daughter.” Spencer says sounding a mix of exhausted and relieved. You don’t blame him. Morgan passes you your clean and dry baby girl in a towel. Spencer comes and sits where Penelope was a moment before and looks at you with questioning eyes. You nod.
“Everyone we’d like you to meet Jennifer Penelope Reid.” Both women cover their mouths as tears slip down their cheeks. It was only right for you to name her after the women who practically forced her parents together. Your happy little scene is interrupted by a pair of EMT’s hurrying into the room. They load you and Jennifer Penelope, or JP as you’ll probably call her, onto a gurney. Once the three of you, Spencer included, are safely tucked into the back of the ambulance. You look up at Spencer.
“I love you.” You say softly.
“I love you too sweetheart.” He says leaning in to kiss you.
“I’m sorry I yelled at you.” You whisper his lips a breath from yours. He doesn’t say anything, just chuckles and presses his mouth to yours.

Overboard - Mark Sloan x Reader

 anonymous asked:

Mark Sloan x reader where you drown but they get you before you die and Mark can’t function because he’s scared you’ll die. I FREAKING LOVE THIS BLOG!!

A/N: Anon, this request is gold, thanks for requesting and your support! I need more Mark requests <3 This similar to what happened to Mer, but a tad bit different. You may spot some familiar quotes and a little CPR action as promised ;-) BONUS: It’s really long. At least on my computer it does. I got a little carried away.


It was just another day. You were paged down to the E.R. with Meredith, Cristina, Derek, Alex and Mark. You kept your love for Mark secret, there are some things that are better when you keep them to yourself. “There was a ferry boat accident and we need you down there. The ambulance leaves in 10 minutes, grab what you can and go.” Webber tells you before you all went your separate ways.


Once you arrived on scene, you guys had to really split up. There were people everywhere, some even on the boat still. Everyone ran in different areas but you ran towards the water where a little boy stood next to his father. You knelt down to the boy. “Hi, I’m Dr. (Y/L/N). What’s your name?” You asked as you glanced at him. “I’m Josh.” You smiled as you removed your stethoscope and placed it on the man’s chest. “Okay Josh, what’s your dad’s name?” You try to focus on the heartbeat as the little boy answers your question. “Dan. But my mommy fell in the water. Her name is Valerie” You look for an injuries on Dan, before focusing on the mother. “Ok, Josh. I’m going to look for your mom in the water. If I’m not back in 5 minutes,” you started to say as you held up five fingers. “Josh, if I’m not back, go get another doctor okay? Can you do that for me?” He nods slowly, taking a minute to register what you said. “All the other doctors might be really busy so make sure you tell them that I need them okay?” He looks at you before looking around again. “I’ll be back.” You walked over to the ledge before jumping in. The water was cold and deep. You spotted the mother near the dock, holding on with one hand. You swam over to her and grabbed onto the ledge. “Ma’am, are you Valerie?” You asked her. She struggles to keep her head above the water before she nods. “You’re almost there, I can help you up. Place your foot on my shoulder and push yourself up.” She did as you instructed, however when she did, your hand slipped off your dock causing yourself to go under. This time there was no coming back up.


Little Josh wandered over to a doctor, it had been longer than 5 minutes and at that rate you wouldn’t make it much longer. He walked into a guy in a white lab coat, looking at the badge on the pocket. He tugged lightly on the doctor’s sleeve. The doctor looked down at the boy, revealing Mark’s face. “This doctor helped my daddy and my mommy but I can’t find her.” Mark got down onto the kid’s level. “I’m sure she is helping someone else. A lot of people got hurt today, bud.” Josh shook his head no. “She never came up from the water. It’s Dr. (Y/L/N).”  Mark looked out at the water before having Josh lead him over to his parents with paramedics behind him. Mark jumped in, pulling up (Y/N) who had become very pale, or even a light shade of blue. “She needs CPR!” He yelled as he laid (Y/N) down on the gurney. The gurney was rushed into the back of the ambulance with Mark sitting on the bench, looking a lifeless (Y/N). He starts to preform CPR. This was different than any other resuscitation, this was (Y/N). “No, you’re not dying. Do you hear me? You don’t die today. We’re going to have the best life, you and me. You can’t die because we’re supposed to end up together. I love you.” He mumbled, doing compressions before giving you two rescue breaths. It wasn’t too long before you reached Seattle Grace Mercy West. Mark pushed the ambulance doors open, grabbing the gurney out of the back. April, Owen and Bailey stood there in shock, expecting some other patient to come out of the back. “It’s (Y/N), you need to help her. She can’t die. You need to shock her and warm her up.” Mark tells them as he follows Owen to trauma one, but gets stopped by Jackson. “Sloan! I think it’s best you stay out here!” Mark starts to push against Jackson, then stops, realizing that Jackson was right. He sat there on the floor outside the room waiting for Owen or Bailey to come out of the room. Mark’s eyes flooded with tears, but he doesn’t let any escape. Owen came out of the room, making Mark stand up. It felt like he was in the waiting room, and he had no clue what to expect. That was the worst part. “She is alive, just unconscious. We don’t know how long it’ll take for her to wake up. Her body temperature is better than what is was, but it still isn’t normal. You can see her.” Mark felt a weight lifted off his shoulders ever so slightly. He sat by your side, your hand in his. He pressed his lips against your forehead. He mumbles the same things he did before. “You’re not dying. Do you hear me? You don’t die today. We’re going to have the best life, you and me. I love you, okay? You can’t die because we’re supposed to end up together.” You opened your eyes slowly, adjusting to the bright light that was focused on you. “Mark…” You say hoarsely. “Turn off that light.” He lifts his head off your arm to make sure he wasn’t hearing things. “Hey, you’re okay.” He told you as he reached up and turned out the light. “You saved me. You said some sweet things to me. Don’t deny it either because you just said things a minute ago.” You coughed. Mark’s cheeks became a light shade of pink. He sat on the bed when he began to say something. “(Y/N),” You smile at him, and even chuckle. “Save it Sloan.” You placed your hand on the back of neck, pulling his face closer to yours. He kissed your now pink lips. “I’m glad you’re alive.” His blue eyes looked deeply into yours. “That makes both of us and I, I love you too. I still get butterflies even though I’ve seen you a hundred times. And I wouldn’t have it any other way Mark.”

Shameless 7x05

-I have to give credit to Debbie she’s really trying with Fiona’s extra push but she really does want the best for her daughter. Still dislike her character so strongly but she wants a good life for her daughter, she just doesn’t know how to go about it correctly. 

-Carl is doing great. He really wants military school. Why wasn’t there a conversation during this episode between him and Ian about it. Sigh. 

-Fiona is so annoying. She is going about this own life thing the wrong way. I think she’s very lost, still upset about Sean, and is trying to step away from her siblings but she’s been taking care of them, she is their guardian and she needs them. Her behavior toward them is annoying and her behavior toward V is also annoying. 

-I’m really confused at how the writers are handling Ian with trans issues. Poor writing over there. And who decided to try and recreate the signature gallavich club scene with Ian and Trevor? Please. Same camera angles, hand placement, seriously? Seriously? Only things I liked about Ian tonight were him and Kev talking, him calling out Fiona, and his little chats with his ambulance partner. 

-Also remember when Ian interacted with Svetlana and loved little Yev so much and now it’s like he doesn’t care at all? 

-Once again I feel like V and Svet are excluding Kev. The women adopted each other’s children and Kevin really couldn’t but like it feels like he’s just there and they don’t care about him. I’m over it. 

-Liam needs more lines. 

-I’m really worried about Lip. I think he should go back to school or try to. 

-Didn’t Mickey have to give up his parental rights or something? How did this go about ya know like the adoption was weirdly rushed. Mickey had potential to be a good father and the writers could’ve always improved that but Mick warming up to Yev was such a struggle because of how he was conceived, but that was always brushed over by the writers like it wasn’t a big deal. 

-I had to sit through a whole Fiona Tinder fuck scene but back in season 5 the gallavich sex scene got deleted. hmmmm. 

-I don’t care about Frank why does he have scenes please stop 

make me choose :  girlwitharrow asked

Jarbie ambulance scenes or first kiss in the rain

Starting Over Part 10

Happy stood at the road side, watching the car burn. How was he going to go back and tell Sophia? How was he going to go and tell Quinn? Chibs was standing next to him, his hand on his shoulder.

“Take your time brother.” He watched Chibs walk away to his bike. Happy knew they should get out of there soon, they could hear the sirens coming, but he couldn’t leave; not yet.

He wiped a tear from his check, he didn’t even get the satisfaction of killing Wade. The bastard died in the car either on impact or when it exploded. Looking down the hill, he saw something move. He took a closer look, swearing, he took off down the hill.

He heard Chibs and Jax calling after him, but he didn’t stop.


As the car started to roll down the hill, Wade screamed at you. He was steering trying to get control of the car, you pulled the emergency break. The car shuddered and started to slow down, you knew it was now or never.

Opening the car door, you jumped out of the moving car. Your body hitting the ground with a thud, the air leaving your body. You lay there for a few minutes, trying to regain your composure, you hear the shattering of glass, the twisting of metal as the car slams into the tree.

Not knowing if Wade survived or not, you start moving, up the hill, each step is painful Your body feels like it’s been dragged through hell and back, there’s an explosion, and you’re knocked to your feet.

You lat there for a few moments, trying to recover, trying to figure out if you were still alive or trapped in some sort of hell on earth. Your ears are ringing, you push yourself up, and continue to climb up the hill, an inch at a time.

Sophia’s and Happy’s face are what’s pushing you to keep moving, get up the hill. Get some help, get to TM, to the people you love. The fight that you and Happy had that morning played back in your head.

If only you hadn’t been a bitch, no you couldn’t think that way. You were going to get to the top of this hill, get to TM, and tell him. You looked up seeing Happy at the top of the hill.

You thought you were hallucinating, thought you had hit her head, or maybe you  had died and this really was hell on earth. You watched as he descended the hill towards you, gently picking you up.

“Hap?” You touched the sides of his face, making sure he was real. Laying your head on his chest, you could hear his heart beating.

He carried you to the top of the hill, yelling out for Chibs and Jax. He sat you gently down, his hands cupping your face. “(Y/N), are you  hurt bad anywhere?”

You shake your head. “I’m sorry..” He leaned down kissing you.

“I love you, I didn’t think I was going to get the chance to tell you.” His hands were running over your body, Chibs and Jax were at your side. Chibs had his medic bag, cleaning some of your scrapes.

“I love you too Hap,” The emergency workers had arrived, and started taking care of the scene. The sheriff was questioning you as you sat on the back of the ambulance. You told him half truths, just enough to not make him curious.

Happy insisted that you go to St. Thomas to be checked out, other then a few broken ribs, and abrasions, you were fine. He took you home, Sophis was dropped off by Gemma.

The mother daughter reunion was precious, after the little girl went to bed Happy sat down next to you. His hands running up and down his arms, he looked into your eyes.

“This morning..” You leaned forward kissing him, stopping him from saying anything else.

“ All the matters is starting over a whole new life with you and Sophia.”

“To starting over.” He leaned in kissing you.


sehnlich  asked:

V V IMPORTANT QUESTION: when did hannibal fall in love with will and when did will fall in love with hannibal in your opinion?

Hannibal:  I, like many Hannigram shippers, believe Hannibal felt the early stirrings of love for Will Graham during the first episode– however, I don’t  necessarily feel that he fell in love the moment he first saw Will in Jack’s office.

I headcanon that during their first meeting at the FBI, Hannibal fell in intrigue.  He knew he felt some way the moment he laid eyes on Will Graham, but it was one of those ‘am I angry or am I just hungry’ feelings.  That’s why he decided to bring breakfast to Will’s room in Minnesota…

…and realizes that he fell head-over-heels in love between forkfuls of protein scramble.

I think the actual ‘falling in love’ happened off-screen, while Hannibal was making their breakfast.  For Hannibal, I believe the realization was a kind of intrusive thought– perhaps he was slicing peppers and considering his next tableau, when suddenly, a little voice in his brain pops up and says “You love him.”  I think Hannibal would be caught off guard and dismiss the thought, turning his attention to his plans and his work, but while lying in bed at night, he would turn the idea over in his mind again and again…until he finally gets the gumption to admit to himself that yes, he’s in love with Will Graham.

Will:  Will Graham is a tricky one, but I honestly think that, in Sorbet (S1E7) that Will Graham is hit by a freight train of feelings that are confusing and intimidating.  

The ambulance scene is super important for many reasons, one of them being that (for me), this is the scene where Will gets shot directly in the ass by one of Cupid’s arrows.  He’s definitely not aware that he’s in love with Hannibal, but I believe the feelings are there.  I think he realizes he actually does love Hannibal in Mizumono, or perhaps before.  Definitely towards the end of season 2.

My review of episode 5x04

Writing this review won’t be easy… I swear my hands are still shaking and my feelings are all over the place.

To say it was amazing… it’s an understatement. I seriously am checking Merriam-Webster for synonims.

“amazing, astonishing, astounding, blindsiding,dumbfounding (also dumfounding), eye-opening,flabbergasting, jarring, jaw-dropping, jolting, shocking,startling, stunning, stupefying”

It still isn’t enough.

I’m really not sure I will be able to make any sense with what I’m writing, but maybe going in order will help.

The first scene at Danny’s house… Steve rushing to Danny, the way he calls Danny’s name… Danny desperately trying not to lose it… can’t say how much I loved it.

Danny willing to go to the loan sharks in order to save his brother… Chin willing to ask a favor to the man who killed his father to help Danny. I’m speechless.

I loved the Chin/Gabriel scene at the prison… one of my favorite moment is when Chin tells Gabriel Danny’s brother he’s going to die if Danny doesn’t give the money to Reyes… and you can totally feel how Gabriel is thinking of Malia in that moment, a little flash of vulnerability that Christopher Sean was great at conveying.

A little bit of comedic interlude with the Kamekona/Jerry scene… quite the dynamic duo, these two… don’t know if they are more funny or more sweet… I’d say they’re the perfect mix of both.

As for Jerry, in particular, it won’t be easy at all to see him in trouble in the next episodes… the writers are doing a great job with him. And you know who would be a perfect roommate for him? Toast.

Another light moment I loved was Steve and Grover's… uhm… truckgument? And Grover replying “Isn’t this ironic?” to Steve asking him to call an ambulance. I approve of the man’s sense of humor.

And let’s not forget about the case, a great one, with so much action, twist and turns, a fast rhythm, great acting, great emotions… and do we want to talk about a guy ill-famed for being heartless who gets a new heart and, along with it, a new life? For someone like me, who loves symbolic elements and redemption paths, this is pure gold! And it was really touching to see those people Valentine saved being able to come back to their lives.

But let’s get to the part that truly shook my feelings.

The Danny/Steve scene in the car made my heart melt… these two… the love they have for each other… I can’t even say how much I’m in love with them, with the way they’re being written…

“You see, that’s why I love you, buddy. You’re always willing to risk both of our lives at any given moment, huh?”

“Listen, man, I’ll go through the door first if it makes if you feel better.”

Steve is worried sick, as much as Danny, yet he can’t help smiling when Danny says he loves him. It was so sweet. 

See, one of the biggest reasons I love so much this show it’s that, while it can be so surprising, so unpredictable, and this episode proved it in such a big way, it also has some fundamental points that will never change, if not to grow even stronger… among many other shows where the characters betray each other, lie to each other, put themselves as first priority, we have this one show, these characters, who never fail to be there for each other, to be the most important person in each other’s life, to be willing to do anything for each other, unselfishly, limitlessly. This is true love in my book, this is the kind of people you want to have next to you every day of your life.

Loved the scene where Chin gives the money to Danny… the risks he’s taking to help him, the lenghts he went for Danny… simply amazing!

And then… five minutes of some of the greatest emotions television has ever witnessed, in my opinion… See, love? I can understand it, I can relate to it… the kind of pain, anger, the craving for revenge Danny feels in this scene? Of course I can’t understand it, I can’t relate to it, yet it was like I could feel everything, thanks to a wonderful writing and an off-the-charts acting.

And I’m so sad for Matt… I wasn’t fond of the character, I have to admit it, but… thinking of what happened to him, it made my heart hurt.

It was heartbreaking to see Danny shattering to pieces when he realized Matt was dead, he lost a piece of himself… and he lost another piece of himself killing Reyes, the man who killed his brother and threatened to kill his daughter. Scott Caan conveyed all of this just perfectly.

When something hits your emotions like this, it’s hard to explain these feelings… for sure I deeply thank the writers and the actors who made this happen. I’m still doing things absent-mindedly because I can’t stop thinking about the episode… It’s a miracle I didn’t put salt in the white coffee, it will be a miracle if I won’t put sugar in the pasta water!

This is Hawaii Five-0 and this is why I love it like I have never loved, and I’m pretty sure like I will never love, any other show. Is this the umpteenth time I say this? Well, if this show gives me always new reasons to repeat it, I can’t simply help it, and I’m happy I can’t.