but i liked this one better i guess

Someone scolds me, like they know better,“ If being trans is so hard, just don’t be. Stop complaining.”
Just don’t be trans. Just stop complaining. Just choose to be happy. Just choose the closet, because I’m already choosing this, right?
And I guess the closet, in a way, is a safe place.
No one will know me, so no one can hurt me there.
But closets aren’t made to live in.
There’s not air vents built inside closets, and with no air, I will suffocate. And, of course, no air vents in general means no A/C, and no A/C means I will sweat, and sweating means runny makeup. It means I’m sweating off the sugar, the honey; means I’m sweating off the pretty you dipped me in. Wouldn’t wanna not be pretty, would we?
And they don’t build windows in closets either, at least not mine. So it’s pitch black in there, and I’ve always had that childlike fear of darkness. You know there’s something undeniably terrifying about something you’re certain of, like sight or identity, being taken from you.
And when I was 8 we had a water pipe burst in the roof above my closet, so closets are leaky and smelly too, and you know damn well wet socks make anyone suicidal.
So I guess, in a way the closet is a “safe place.”
But a safe place for everyone else,
not me.
—  Closets Aren’t Made to Live In 29/3/17

anonymous asked:

i dont understand how people dont see that shaladin is just gross?? im 17, and my brother is around shiro's age, and i just dont see how anyone can think its okay for that age gap to be a relationship????? it baffles me honestly

Honestly me neither

I had a friend who was 16 and went out with a 21 year old and it was all in all a bad relationship, the older one kept fucking complaining about him being childish and shit and I’m sitting here like????

You’re fucking dating a child wtf????

And overall I hope my friend is in a better place because he moved and I’m guessing he’s not into contact with that fucking creep

me and falka were hatewatching aroace vloggers gfhjhfbjfnf (as you do.. what an opener gfhj we started watching the kid who supposedly defended that hitler bait mess and went from there cause we have nothing better to do with our time i guess) and this one kid like………… “i’m queer on account of being aroace, but i wouldnt mind a relationship, or sex,” like bruh. Bruh. B r u hh h hhhh h.

anonymous asked:

Thank you for the legal jargon contract chat! It's helping me clarify some things in my mind on what I think is going on. I never thought he had free choice because I personally think Sony is in some way holding Louis hostage & now combined with your other posts wonder if they used one of those clauses as well. But I do like that Harry hopefully got a good deal as far as himself. I still am not thrilled on Columbia but think he has a bit more control even if he did sign under duress.

I think it’s complicated, and we’re only guessing at things, but some of this makes sense to me. If there was a right of first refusal in there, it could explain why Louis can’t seem to get free. It’s hard, though, to explain why Sony/Columbia hasn’t stepped in to make things better for him. I really can’t understand how that factors in. There is clearly information we’re missing. As for Harry, I don’t think his deal is his perfect, ideal deal, but I don’t think it’s as bad as the old one. I think we just have to wait and see how things go down to understand how bad or good things will be.

disneydreamlights replied to your post “So I guess we’ve established that the story of Recoded is the least…”

I really like Re:coded, and tbh I liked it better than some of the other games in the series (though I think one of those I need to replay because I think the only reason I feel so meh about KH2 is because of how hyped it was and how there were small issues that bugged me.) I know the game has it’s flaws, but I always really liked it’s quirks, and since it’s the game I started the series on I’m a bit attached to it, even if I acknowledge it’s not the best KH game at all.

tbf I love Kh II but I won’t deny it’s a bit overrated. I mean you can just get by by smashing the X button. Also the worlds are more open than KH I and that’s nice but it can feel a bit empty because of it. And then there’s probably other small stuff that doesn’t bug me but would bug other people. 

Side Note: If you were to ask me to point to the best put together game in the series I would point to Birth by Sleep. Not saying it should be everyone’s favorite but just from a technical standpoint of story, gameplay, setting, characters, level set-up etc. it does good in just about every department. 

However I admit best game is highly debatable. Worse game, well I once watched a video that brought up that it’s easier to say what’s bad about something cause there’s less subjectivity to it. Whereas it’s harder to point out what’s good about something cause everyone likes different stuff and you can dislike something even if it’s not bad. And I think there’s a lick of truth to that. I mean it is all subjective opinion at the end of the day but still. 

Tag 10 People You Want to Know Better

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 I’ve been tagged by @gayrobotlove, @citrus-art-and-life and @biblet01 Thanks guys!

Countries I’ve lived in: Only Canada

Favorite Fandom: Right now and for the last two years, Transformers

Spoken language: English 

Favorite 2015 film: I guess The Force Awakens,Jurassic World, and The Martian (I had to google which movies came out in 2015 because I honestly forgot what came out two years ago)

Last read: Till All Are One #8, Lost Light #4, and Optimus Prime #5

Shuffle your music (3 songs): Funhouse by Pink, Smells like Teen Spirit by Nirvana, Whatcha say by Jason Derulo (because reasons)

Last thing you bought online: Originally I thought it was the used Ratchet figure to go along with my Drift figure. But technically I brought my mom some glasses she needed 

Phobias: I guess confronting people? Maybe? I don’t like making phone calls, like you need to call this person. How about I don’t. 

How would your friends describe you: I guess that friend who gives advice and like a cheerleader where I try to encourage you? I guess that one. Also that person who needs to follow her own advice. 

If you have any spare cash, what would you buy?:I would like to say to save, but I’ll spent more of it on a transformers or something

I’ll tag: @starswillscream @rally-the-ace @space-mechaniic @decepticonseeker @randomnerdymillennial @ruby-dooby-do @queenjynxy @themangledteddy @asexualstarscream @robotic-bee

You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to 

cerise-raine  asked:

I just found out that starbucks sells bananas. Specifically, Cavendish Bananas. And that they exist. I should have guessed it earlier through Diana's hair haha. It makes me view bananas in a different perspective now... It's funny because a few hours ago I hated bananas but now I kinda want one lol. The effect Diana has on people... Guess I better go to Starbucks now and ask for a Cavendish Banana.

omg i knew it was a kind of banana but i’ve never actually heard of a place selling that kind  holy shit

everyone go buy cavendish bananas from Starbucks. LOL and didn’t Arby’s also have like… a little Shiny Rod it gave away or something with meals??? I saw tweets about it.

Petition for McDonalds to start giving out LWA nendroids with happy meals pls.

anonymous asked:


general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life
hogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuff
best quality: he’s super fucking intelligent and has great intuition
worst quality: bit of a one track mind & his stubborness can get in the way sometimes
ship them with: keith & shay
brotp them with: lance, allura, pidge
needs to stay away from: dying pls
misc. thoughts: i love him, he’s got so much potential as a character and i s2g if they don’t treat him better i’m gonna screech

send me a character


(part 2) (part 3) (part 4) (part 5) (X)


T: Have you ever been escorted out by security?

J: Uh, from a show? I don’t know…

T: Your own show?

J: I guess just in general, no. I wish that I could say yes.

T: I feel like you should say yes.

J: Yeah. I get into a lot of trouble, I cause scenes and major trouble. 

T: It’s better for our band if you do.


I think I’m going through a little bit of an art block *sigh*

I finally finished editing my fusionmatsu comic!! 🎉


Glitch Effect Tutorial

ayyeee here’s a tutorial no one asked for made this for college assignment, but i hope someone will find this useful! >w< (original drawing)


So what better time than on Valentines Day to subject you poor followers to more oc ships with artist friends, I guess???

This one is with good artist friend and inspiration, @bulumble-bee! Her bottom-heavy barista, named Mizuki, is paired with what sorta used to be a minor char in one of my stories but now is sorta floating around in the space between actual casts? (Like so many others). His name’s Felix Vargas, and he’s a free-lance painter. While Mizuki’s Japanese, Felix is Spanish in terms of heritage and channels that culture through his hobby of cooking that he does for her often, as evidenced in the picture below. 

I had way more fun drawing that Pallea that Felix is holding than I should have. Food is really fun to draw and color, and I should do it waaaaaay more often…

The Signs as Blurryface Lyrics

Aries - If I didn’t know better I’d guess you’re all already dead, mindless zombies walking around with a limp and a hunch saying stuff like, “You only live once.” // heavydirtysoul

Taurus - Don’t you test me though, just because I play the piano doesn’t mean I am not willing to take you down; I’m sorry // Not Today

Gemini - The world around us is burning but we’re so cold. It’s the few, the proud, and the emotional // Fairly Local

Cancer - Though I’m weak and beaten down, I’ll slip away into this sound // Goner

Leo - Don’t wanna know who I would be when I wake up from a dreamer’s sleep // We Don’t Believe What’s On TV

Virgo - I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink, but now I’m insecure and I care what people think // Stressed Out

Libra - My shadow tilts its head at me, spirits in the dark are waiting // Hometown

Scorpio - "I’d live for you,“ and that’s hard to do, even harder to say when you know it’s not true // Ride

Sagittarius - Scared of my own image, scared of my own immaturity, scared of my own ceiling, scared I’ll die of uncertainty // Doubt

Capricorn - I have none to show to the one I love, but deny, deny, denial // Polarize

Aquarius - Don’t trust a perfect person and don’t trust a song that’s flawless // Lane Boy

Pisces - Sometimes you’ve got to bleed to know that you’re alive and have a soul // Tear in My Heart

The Red Robes and Their Relics

Here’s my guess on which Red Robe made each of the Relics:

  • The Phoenixfire Gauntlet: Lup. Her skeleton was found near it, and Barry believed finding it would lead him to her. (And if Lup is in the Umbra Staff, then that’s a further link because both times it’s acted of its own accord, it’s used fire magic it do so.)
  • The Oculus: Davenport. This is the only one I’m unsure of; I primarily gave it to him because it was the ‘leftover’ once I’d given everyone else their better-thought-out Relics.
  • The Gaia Sash: Merle.  An obvious choice; Merle’s a cleric of Pan, a nature deity, who can seduce plants. Was there ever any doubt?
  • The Philosopher’s Stone: Taako. The Philosopher’s Stone can turn anything into anything else, and Taako’s focus as a wizard is transmutation. Also, cooking’s kind of like transmutation, right?
  • The Temporal Chalice: Magnus. Not a guess, canon flat-out told us this one.
  • The Animus Bell: Barry. Barry’s a lich, and he might be the only one in the group to be one. It’s possible he used the Bell on himself to separate his soul from his body and become a lich?
  • “White Oak Staff”: Lucretia. Also not a guess. Annoying that it’s not named yet but I hope it will be.

Let’s see if I’m right again, shall we? :D

And then all of a sudden you find that all your broken pieces start coming back together. This fits here and that goes there, and little by little you start to build back up. You can breathe again, and remember when that felt like it’ll be the last thing you ever do? Look at you now. And even if it only took one person to be the reason for the storm in your eyes, you finally realize that another could be the reason why you never give up…

I guess it really all does happen for a reason, the good and the bad.

—  c.f. // “I told you better was coming”

“I felt like sometimes she didn’t want me born. I was like Cinderella—even though I was a dude. She blamed me for everything. Maybe it’s because I was ugly, I guess. Girls were all running from me. My brothers were better looking. When I grew older, it was all about money. Mom and I never discussed anything personal. It seemed like she always wanted something from me. One time I called her crying, because I was trying to quit marijuana, and I felt really depressed. She just told me: ‘You’re wasting all that money on weed. You could be giving it to me instead.” She used to cash my student loan checks. One time she even used my social security number to get a credit card, and I didn’t even know until I got the bill. So I detached myself from her. I stopped answering the phone. Then two years ago she called to tell me she had cancer, and she needed an operation, but I didn’t even answer the phone. I thought she was tricking me again. She left a message, it said: ‘Michael, I’ve been trying to get a hold of you. I love you. And I know you love me.’ And I just ignored it. And she died. And I’m haunted by that. I’ve been trying to write about my life lately, but I can’t get past my mother. I wish I could just start my story with that phone call. With her saying that she loved me. The only other time I ever felt love from her was when I tried crack cocaine. I was a teenager, and I had been using for a couple weeks, and I went in her room to ask for baking soda. She started crying, and she looked scared, and she said: ‘Michael, why do you need baking soda?’ And I felt love at that moment. And it was so strong that I quit doing crack right then. I never used again. I didn’t go to a program or anything. That’s how strong that feeling was.”

Imagine Connor singing part of Words Fail before killing himself

I was just listening to Words Fail and decided to play around with some of the lyrics to make them seem like they could have been sung by Connor before his suicide

I wish I could pretend I’m something better than these broken parts

Pretend I’m something better than this mess that I am

Because if I don’t have to look at it

Then no one has to look at it


No one should really see me

If I’d learned to slam on the brake

Before I even turned the key

Before I made the mistake

I wouldn’t lead with the worst of me

They wouldn’t only see the worst of me

But thats what everyone saw

Thats who everyone knew

They never liked who they saw

They always hate him too

How can I get away from whats true?

All I’d ever do is run

So I guess I’ll just step out, Step out of the sun

Step out of the sun….