but i like cassie

why can’t matthew bell take note from jon kortajarena (who’s going to be on quantico) and like,, start acting so we can pitch the idea to some big hollywood producer and finally make that grisha movie happen

I love Ben Johnson as Eric in Zero Hour . His eyes looked so ..possessed in that scene right before he shot Cassie. I imagine Eric doing that and just being like that ..and I get both scared and ..i don’t even know how to explain it without being judged for the way I feel..and then I hear his voice in my head shouting like ‘’GET UP!’’..gaahh he was really scary that day..Anyway,my point is I think Ben did the greatest job (and I love his hair lol okay I’ll shut up now jgkhj) 

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.