but i ignored you!! and now i can't go back!!

Cost of Freedom (10/??)

Summary: In which Hakuba visits. Prison ! AU

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The days seem to blend into one another until Kaito is woken up early on a saturday morning by other prisoners yelling that they’re getting visitors today.

It’s louder than it usually is, more rowdy, and when Kaito sits up, yawning, he wonders why there are more people excited today.

“Apparently,” Shinichi says, having heard him shift from below, “they’re opening the second visiting room today, and double the prisoners are getting guests.”

Which explains the sheer noise of it all. It’s like words a bouncing off of the walls, getting louder and louder as they echo into the various hallways of C-block. Kaito almost wants to shout at them to be quiet, and to let him think, but he doesn’t exactly want to think at the moment.

He wonders how the day will go - Hakuba had said over the phone that he would be there on the next visiting day, would get his father to sort out the details, since it’s a police issue and he’s going to be the leading consultant on it. Kaito doesn’t care how the detective figures it out, as long as he shows up.

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Friends-to-Enemies
  • "You don't have to do this."
  • "I have to do this."
  • "I don't want to hurt you."
  • "Don't make me hurt you."
  • "Leave now, before I have to hurt you."
  • "Where did we go wrong?"
  • "It's not too late."
  • "It's too late."
  • "You can still stop this."
  • "There's no turning back now."
  • "Why are you doing this?"
  • "How could you do this?"
  • "How could you do this to me?"
  • "I thought I was your friend."
  • "I thought you were my friend."
  • "I thought we were friends."
  • "What were you thinking?"
  • "I can't let you do this."
  • "This isn't you."
  • "This isn't like you."
  • "Let's talk about this."
  • "Please talk to me."
  • "Can we at least talk about this?"
  • "Why won't you talk to me?"
  • "Stop ignoring me!"
  • "Let's just start over."
  • "We aren't friends anymore!"
  • "Stop acting like nothing has changed!"
  • "It will never be the same between us."
  • "Stop pretending everything is okay!"
  • "Stop trying to change me."
  • "You can't fix me!"
  • "This isn't going to just go away."
  • "Get over it."
  • "Leave me alone."
  • "This isn't going to change anything."
  • "Think about what you're doing."
  • "You can't turn your back on people who care about you!"
  • "You're going to get hurt."
  • "You've changed too much."
  • "You aren't even trying."
  • "You've already given up."
  • "You have to stop this."
  • "You're going to destroy everything."
  • "You're going to ruin everything."
  • "You ruined my life!"

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Monsters Inc. Sentence Meme
  • "There is nothing more toxic or deadly than a human child."
  • "Without scream, we have no power."
  • "It looks like its going to be a perfect day to maybe, hey, just lie in bed, sleep in."
  • "We know the challenge, the window of innocence is shrinking."
  • "We're working for a better tomorrow, today."
  • "We scare because we care."
  • "What can I say? The camera loves me."
  • "You've been jealous of my good looks since the fourth grade, pal."
  • "But its impossible to get a reservation there!"
  • "Shh, shh, shh. Do you hear that? Its the winds of change."
  • "One of these days, I am really going to let you teach that guy a lesson."
  • "I'm watching you. Always watching."
  • "Kids these days. They just don't get scared like they used to."
  • "The company has been in my family for three generations. I would do anything to keep it from going under."
  • "You know, I am so romantic sometimes I think I should just marry myself."
  • "Your stunned silence is very reassuring."
  • "I've had a lot of birthday...well not a lot of birthdays...but this is the best birthday ever."
  • "It is my professional opinion that now is the time to panic!"
  • "Boo!"
  • "We're easy prey, my friend, easy prey."
  • "I always wanted a pet that could kill me."
  • "I'd like to think that, given the circumstances, I have been extremely forgiving up to now."
  • "Loch Ness, Big Foot, the Abominable Snowman. They all got one thing in common, pal. Banishment."
  • "Yeah. It's uh...Bring An Obscure Relative To Work Day."
  • "That is the weirdest thing you have ever said."
  • "The child may have escaped."
  • "You're not supposed to name it. Once you name it, you start getting attached to it."
  • "Now put that thing back where it came from or so help me."
  • "We're rehearsing a scene for the upcoming play called Put That Thing Back Where It Came From or So Help Me."
  • "Last night was one of the worst nights of my entire life, bar none."
  • "How many kids you got in there?"
  • "We're going to get our lives back. The nightmare is over."
  • "First of all, it's cree-tin. If you're going to threaten me, do it properly."
  • "Now that we have her, he is trying to kill us."
  • "This company can't afford any more bad publicity."
  • "We're banished, genius."
  • "Look at that big jerk. Ruined my life, and for what?"
  • "Ever since that kid came in you're ignored everything I've said."
  • "What about me? I'm your pal. I'm your best friend. Don't I matter?"
  • "You and I are a team. Nothing is more important than our friendship."
  • "If you start crying, I'm going to cry, and I'll never get through this."
  • "I'm sorry I wasn't there for ya...but I am now."
  • "What a plan! Simple yet insane!"
  • "Go ahead. Grow up."
  • "I don't believe it...I'm on the cover of a magazine."
I can't deny it anymore...

At first I tried to be reasonable, tried to be neutral… I even denied what my instincts were telling me all those months ago but no, I won’t anymore…

To hell with caution…

So I wish to announce here and now because I no longer wish to hide…that…

…I am…

… a REYLO…


 

So unfollow me if you want to… It will be like water off a duck’s back…

…I don’t care…you’re free…

I’m now free too…

No more self denial. No more ignoring what my instincts were saying after TFA… That Kylo is going to fall in love with Rey and that Rey …just may…may return those feelings to a redeemed Ben…

 

 

I look forward to reading more Reylo blogs, so far I’ve just been dipping my tippy toes in the fandom…my blog will remain pretty much the same I’ll just be more vocal about my Reylo …Peace out.

a hella long list of random lyric sentence starters (pt. 12)
  • "You can have my heart."
  • "I think we're doomed."
  • "I'm sorry, but it's too late and it's not worth saving."
  • "You know that I'm in love with the mess."
  • "I think I like it."
  • "I think we're doomed and now there is no way back."
  • "I know you're right behind me."
  • "Don't you let me go tonight."
  • "Say you'll be there."
  • "Why do we waste time hiding it inside?"
  • "I want you to be mine."
  • "You know the way I can't resist you."
  • "If we try once more, would you give me it all?"
  • "I'll tell you flat out, it hurts so much to think of this."
  • "I've thrown away so many things that could've been much more."
  • "I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored."
  • "You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light."
  • "I love you. Oh God, I love you."
  • "Life is now worth living, if only because of you."
  • "Who the fuck do you think I am?"
  • "You ain't married to no average bitch, boy."
  • "Don't hurt yourself."
  • "You ain't trying hard enough."
  • "I'm just too much for you."
  • "If you try this shit again, you gonna lose your wife."
  • "I was sitting waiting, wishing."
  • "This world is cruel."
  • "I'm just a fool learning loving somebody don't make them love you."
  • "Must I always be waiting on you?"
  • "Must I always be playing your fool?"
  • "I gave ya friends all a chance."
  • "I can't always be waiting on you."
  • "I keep playing your part, but it's not my scene."
  • "I've had enough mystery."
  • "I'm not you and if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel."
  • "Waiting on love ain't so easy to do."
  • "I wanted that heat so bad, I could taste the fire on your breath."
  • "I wanted in your storm so bad, I could taste the lightning on your breath."
  • "The world is so pale next to you."
  • "Your hair is coxcomb red, your eyes are viper black."
  • "You said every road is a good road."
  • "Every love is your best love and every love is your last love."
  • "Every kiss is a goodbye."
  • "Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek."
  • "You pull away so easily."
  • "You even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes."
  • "I'm only there so that you're not alone."
  • "I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk."
  • "I'm not afraid. I'm not."
  • "I'll show you my true colors."
  • "No, I won't apologize."
  • "It's like I've waited all my life."
  • "All the pretty girls like Samuel."
  • "It's more than he can handle."
  • "Life is anything but fair."
  • "You’re the only one I’m in love with."
  • "You’re the only thing I’m interested in."
  • "You’re the only one I miss like this."
  • "We’re still two lives in ruin, we’re still boats anchored at sea."
  • "Don’t you ruin."
  • "Here I am, I’ve got to tell you while I can."
  • "You’re the only one I’ve been waiting for."
  • "You’re the only one I have to have."
  • "Somethin' 'bout you makes me feel like a dangerous woman."
  • "Somethin' 'bout you makes me wanna do things that I shouldn't."
  • "I live for danger."
  • "All girls wanna be like that; bad girls underneath like that."
  • "From the moment I first saw you, I was yours and you were mine."
  • "Deep down we both knew you were trouble by design."
  • "Baby, don't you play with fire."
  • "It's too late to say goodbye."
  • "We both knew it was trouble."
  • "Now I'm under your spell."
  • "Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby."
  • "As long as you're with me, you'll be just fine."
  • "Nothing's gonna take you from my side."
  • "Give me the way it could have been."
  • "Give me it all."
  • "I called you up three times last night."
  • "Running through the streets, bloody from a fist fight."
  • "Keep you warm, keep you there, wanna keep you all."
  • "See you there, wanna see you some day."
  • "As you look back, I'm pulling away."
  • "All that remains are words in the rain."
  • "Give me a goodbye said out loud."
  • "I know you could be here with me."
  • "I'll be right there."
  • "I feel there's a fork in the road."
  • "I took a pill in Ibiza to show Avicii I was cool."
  • "Fuck it, it was something to do."
  • "I drive a sports car just to prove I'm a real big baller 'cause I made a million dollars."
  • "You don't wanna be high like me."
  • "You don't ever wanna step off that roller coaster and be all alone."
  • "All I know are sad songs."
  • "I'm just a singer who already blew his shot."
  • "I can't keep a girl, 'cause as soon as the sun comes up, I cut 'em all loose and work's my excuse, but the truth is I can't open up."
  • "People still think I'm a star."
  • "Hold up, they don't love you like I love you."
  • "Can't you see there's no other man above you?"
  • "What a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you."
  • "How did it come down to this? Scrolling through your call list."
  • 'I don't wanna lose my pride, but I'mma fuck me up a bitch."
  • "What's worse, lookin' jealous or crazy?"
  • "Let's imagine for a moment that you never made a name for yourself."
  • "We were made for each other."
  • "It is such a shame you let this good love go to waste."
  • "It's always up and down with you, this game you play is kinda twisted."
  • "I could leave it all behind, trouble is I know I’d miss it."
  • "Even though you play me like an Xbox, I don’t want you to take your hands off."
  • "I'm all about you."
  • "You always make my heart beat faster."
  • "I don’t want you to take your hands off me."
  • "You don't want to act like you care."
  • "Are you gonna give up so easily?"
  • "I thought I meant more, I thought we were strong."
  • "Babe, I've been stressing about us all day."
  • "Guess you bit off more than you could chew."
  • "I've got literally nothing to say to you."
  • "You wanna promise me you'll never go, then you wanna leave."
  • "Don't text me, you're pathetic, bitch, please."
  • "You don't get a goodbye."
  • "You don't get another shot to make me everything I'm not."
  • "I'm a girl on fire, I'm a girl who dreams."
  • "You're a boy who needs to stay the hell away from me."
  • "It was loneliest with you there."
  • "This is the only way you'll hear from me."
  • "You thought you wanted her and got what you deserved."
  • "Used to want you but I don't now."
  • "I can be cruel just like you."
  • "You hit me up again to tell me I'm the one."
  • "Was she worth letting me go?"
  • "I need you right here by my side."
  • "You're everything I'm not in my life."
  • "We're indestructible, we are untouchable."
  • "Nothing can take us down tonight."
  • "You are so beautiful, it should be criminal."
  • "I'll promise you this love will never die."
  • "No matter what, I got your back."
  • "I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that."
  • "Believe me when I say you're the one."
  • "They'll never forgive us for the things we've done."
  • "Everybody said that we would never last, and if they saw us now I bet they'd take it back."
  • "In a simple skirt you caused a ricochet of courting boys that watch you walk away."
  • "I don't live my life like you do."
  • "Every time you leave, I wanna go."
  • "Don't be so blind."
  • "Am I your one and only desire?"
  • "Am I the reason you breathe or am I the reason you cry?"
  • "I just can't live without you."
  • "I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you."
  • "I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you."
  • "I just can't take any more, this life of solitude."
  • "I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you."
  • "I feel like you don't want me around."
  • "I guess I'll pack all my things."
  • "I guess I'll see you around."
  • "It's all been bottled up until now."
  • "Why would you tear my world apart?"
  • "I see the blood all over your hands."
  • "Does it make you feel more like a man?"
  • "Was it all just a part of your plan?"
  • "She liked black caddies, listened to Puff Daddy and danced until her legs were sore."
  • "He loves her definitely maybe."
  • "I see you everyday,I'm too scared to go over."
  • "I wonder what she'd say, I barely even know her."
  • "How much longer will this keep getting stronger?"
  • "I wonder when you'll realize that she means a lot more to me."
  • "He's picking me up at 6 again and I don't wanna disappoint my boyfriend."
  • "She's telling all the girls about all the things that he bought her."
  • "He had his hands on every single girl he laid his eyes on."
  • "Even when he kissed her, he was looking over staring at her sister."
  • "I'm not the type to get my heart broken."
  • "I'm not the type to get upset and cry."
  • "I never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye."
  • "Relationships don't get deep to me, never got the whole in love thing."
  • "Someone can say they love me truly, but at the time it didn't mean a thing."
  • "I stray from love."
  • "It cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life."
  • "I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart."
  • "No matter what you'll never see me cry."
  • "I should've never let you hold me, baby, maybe why I'm sad to see us apart."
  • "I didn't give to you on purpose, can't figure out how you stole my heart."
  • "I never meant to let it get so personal."
  • "Am I the reason why you tossed and turned last night?"
  • "Everything was such a blur, it didn't come out right."
  • "All of a sudden it's cold and we're falling apart."
  • "I guess we're really over."
  • "I'm not over it."
  • "You make me feel like I'm desperate."
  • "I'm not desperate."
  • "Little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it."
  • "That side of your bed is still mine."
  • "I've never been a fan of long goodbyes."
  • "It's like a fairy tale without a happy ending."
  • "Tell me that you care."
  • "I try to make it through my life; in my way, there's you."
  • "Just don't deny it."
  • "You tried to break me."
  • "If you were dead or still alive, I don't care."
  • "Everything's so blurry."
  • "Everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up."
  • "My whole world surrounds you."
  • "You know that I'll protect you."
  • "I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are."
  • "Everyone is changing."
  • "Let me know just how you feel, 'cause I am lost without you."
Life Is Strange sentence pack [EP4]
  • "You probably wanted to avoid awkward conversations like this."
  • "I still want to laugh and talk shit with my best friend."
  • "At least I'm alive here with you."
  • "You are such a geek. That's why I love you."
  • "This isn't how I want things to end."
  • "It wrecks me to see you in any pain, but I don't have any right to do this."
  • "I'd rather go out on a wave than a rock."
  • "I'll just drift asleep, dreaming of us here together... forever."
  • "I'm so proud of you for following your dreams."
  • "I love you, ___. See you around..."
  • "I tried to make things different for you..."
  • "You have made things different, like my whole life."
  • "You're my best friend."
  • "When we grow up, we're taking over the world."
  • "I'll always have your back. Always."
  • "You get one kiss and now you're all over me..."
  • "You sound high, but thanks for the morning grope."
  • "Don't you wander off into the dark..."
  • "I'm so ignoring you."
  • "Get the fuck outta my face."
  • "As you've noticed, this whole town is messed up."
  • "God, I should have killed that bastard back there."
  • "This can't be real..."
  • "That smell..."
  • "I loved her/him so much..."
  • "How can he/she be dead?"
  • "What kind of world does this?"
  • "I'm with you to the end. You know it."
  • "Beautiful. I don't give a shit."
  • "The world is ending, cool."
  • "You're not listening! Something major is going down!"
  • "Dude, have you been drinking?"
  • "I get salty when things don't go my way."
  • "I don't care if you hate me or not, but you have to believe me."
  • "Maybe I'm jealous because you don't give a shit what anybody thinks. And I do."
  • "Hey, I can't focus if you're yelling... please."
  • "We could die, okay?"
Everything and everyone's thoughts in magi right now.
  • Solomon: At least David is gone.
  • David: Bitch you thought :)
  • Solomon: Motherfucker
  • David: :) :) :)In your world to steal your son :) :) :)
  • Sheba: OH NO.
  • David: friendly reminder that I'm not dead :)
  • Alibaba: WHERE THE HELL IS ALADDIN? IS HE OKAY? I NEED TO GET BACK BEFORE SINBAD HURTS EVERYONE.
  • Judal: Bitch you don't even have a body.
  • Aladdin: I am not okay with all of this and all of you need to chill on the world domination bullshit.
  • Morgiana: when do I make an appearance and can I kick Sinbad in the face please.
  • Sinbad: CAN I GET A HELL YEAH!?
  • Seven seas alliance: HELL YEAH!
  • everybody else: FUCK OFF YOU ASS.
  • Hakuryuu: I am so done.
  • Kougykou: Same.
  • Kouha: Same.
  • Koumei: Same.
  • Kouen: Same.
  • Hakuryuu: Fuck off.
  • Ugo: This is why we can't have nice things.
  • Arba: Lol when do I get to come back and ruin everything.
  • David: Shhhh after me.
  • Arba: Bitch I will cut you.
  • Titus: Why is everyone screaming?
  • Muu: Let us not interact with these people anymore they are fucking everything up.
  • Hakuei: Can I do something other than stand here and be a distressed damsel?
  • Yunan: As far as I am concerned y'all little bitches and I am going back to my house at the bottom of the chasm. I'll remember you all in therapy.
  • Il Illah: Hello naughty children it's murder time.
  • Solomon: I am so tired of all this bullshit I provided you all a nice planet to live on where you can have fun and stay alive and have a grand ole time but no you all ignored me and now this shit is going down and I can't do anything right now and my son is in trouble because of some crazy asshole who has replaced the crazy bitch I am just tired of all your complaints like god dammit DO I TRY.
  • Aladdin: What he said.
  • Mother Dragon: Damn straight.
  • Me: Time to enter the void children.

anonymous asked:

I need your help. (If that's okay of course) an ex just came back into my life. He left for college while I finished my last year now he's back for the summer and wants to work on things. I'm scared to because he cheated and got angry/aggressive. I've been ignoring and avoiding him since he got back but it's getting harder to because his family and my family are close and I can't continue to hide in my room.

all I had to read was “cheated and got angry/aggressive” to tell you to NOT GET BACK WITH HIM. You ARE more and you DESERVE more than that. Aggressive behavior can lead to abuse. It sucks your families are close so here is my advice. It’s going to be impossible to completely avoid him unless you want to miss out on other fun things, so face him. But don’t fall for his tricks and games, he’s not worthy. It’s okay to chat with him if necessary, but make sure it’s clear you’re not interested in starting a relationship again. BE BRAVE, i love you

Preference #77: He sees your scars
  • A/N: I was listening to Good Enough by Little Mix while writing this and it made me kind of cry ah okay enjoy.
  • Michael: The second he sees them he looks into your eyes and gently takes your arm in his hands as he stars at the scars on your wrists. His eyes flicker up to yours and you can see tears starting to form in them. He reaches out for your face and shakes his head. "Please don't do this. You're so beautiful, (Y/N). I know things can get hard, but it hurts me knowing you're hurt..." He gently grabbed your face and kisses you, his lips lingering on yours for a few moments before he pulled away and looked at you straight in the eyes. "I'm not going to ask you to stop, but at least try... I get it how hard it can get sometimes, but I'm here to help you get through this, okay?" You nodded your head and cuddled with him the rest of the night, thanking that you had him around.
  • Ashton: He stood in front of you with a horrified look on his face when he saw the scars on your thighs. He now understood why you always told him you hated wearing shorts or even a bathing suit. He took a step towards you and grabbed onto your hands, rubbing the back of them with his thumb. "This scares me a lot because I used to be in your position and I really just want you to know that I am here to help you get through the struggles in your life. I love you, okay? Every little part of you, even those scars." You stared up into his eyes and wrapped your arms around his neck, tearing up.
  • Calum: His hands wandered around your body and landed on your stomach. He lifted up your shirt slightly and his fingers landed on your scars on your stomach. He stopped and looked up at you, you froze choking back tears. You were afraid he was going to freak out, but instead he surprised you by lifting your shirt up a little more and kissing each one of the scars which made you break down and cry. He didn't even have to say anything to you because his gesture meant the world to you. "You are beautiful." He whispered in your ear before kissing you on the cheek and holding you in his arms, making you feel loved.
  • Luke: His eyes shifted and locked on your arms, noticing the old and fresh cuts on your arm. He stopped what he was doing and dropped his phone, rushing over to you and engulfing you in his arms. "I'm sorry." You pushed him back slightly and looked at him with a confused look. "For what?" "I feel like I've failed you... I just want you to know that you are loved and such an amazing girl. I wish I could have been there to help you when you were having those thoughts and doing this to yourself... Promise me that whenever you are thinking of doing it draw a line with a marker and come see me or call or whatever I will always reply and be there for you. You've helped me with so much now it's my time to help you when you need me the most." You ignored the lump that was in the back of your throat and hugged him tight, smiling into his chest.
  • A/N: So, I thought to write this because, well, I know a lot of people go through things like this. I can't exactly relate to what some people go through or what goes through their minds, but I honestly want you all to know if you EVER are feeling down you can send me an ask, we can talk there or if you have imessage we can talk there. I just want you guys to know that I am here for you for anything you need to talk about because this topic is a very sensitive thing for me knowing that people I care about - even people I barely know - hurt themselves. You're honestly all beautiful and please never listen to when others disagree. Words do hurt, I know just how much they can, but when you feel the need try to draw a line with a marker on wherever you were planning on hurting yourself, or even come talk to me. I can't promise you I will always make everythin better, but I will try my hardest to make you at least smile. I don't know I'm basically rambling now but I just get sad when I hear about this topic. And remember the boys love you all so much and appreciate everything we do for them and yep okay I guess I'm done with this. I love you all okay?

anonymous asked:

Black people are dirty and you need to back off is Mrs Captain. She so nice and witty and your just ruining her for all the rest of us. Leave her alone so us clean white skinned people can be friends with her. We can't like her if she likes you.

Ok, so let me break your ass down real quick, because I wasn’t going to answer your ignorance, but then I found out that you had sent some corresponding bullshit to my best friend, and now I’m about to use your raggedy ass like a dust mop.

First the fuck of all, you want to come into my ask box slinging racist, white supremacist bullshit, then I require you to take an English course before I even entertain the idea of taking you seriously. I mean, I can actually hear the fucking backwoods accent in the atrocious excuse for English in your message.

Second, I know full well that @just-call-me-mrs-captain is nice and witty and funny and kind. That’s why she’s my best fucking friend. You don’t like it? Tough shit. Who in the ever loving fuck do you think you are to walk your tacky ass through my ask boxes and presume to tell me who I can and cannot be friends with? The last time I checked I was an adult with bills, children, and a functioning mind, and I don’t needs some racist, ignorant, uneducated, dumbass to worry about what the fuck I do. Worry about yourself, as you clearly have a plethora of problems you need to work on before you start passing out fucking advice.

As far as me being dirty? Bitch I shower daily, which from the tone of your message is probably more than you can say. You can’t be friends with her because she’s friends with me? Fucking good, I’m 100% sure she wants nothing to do with a dickwad the likes of you, you sick, stupid, disgusting excuse for a reason to breathe oxygen. You should go find your nearest tree and apologize to it for ceaselessly providing you with air you do not deserve. Also, if I’m so dirty and you’re so clean, what the fuck are you doing in my askbox? Why the fuck are you talking to me? Why the fuck are you stalking our pages (Which you had to have done to know about how close we are). This sounds so much more like an obsession, and so much less like superiority, and in that case, I am so fucking flattered that you, such a clean and pure white person such as yourself saw fit to be obsessed with lil ol’ me.

So, no. I will not be “backing off” and honestly I’m more disgusted that you though you could speak for her on the subject of our friendship than your blatantly obvious ploy for attention by way of racism.

Welp, I’m done here. But you know what they say, all’s well that ends ok. so I’ll end this rant with a fuck you, but also, have a nice day. :)

Swan Queen - One shot.

It was the howling wind that finally made her get out of bed. As she approached the closed window, a frown appeared on her face.

Regina.

Her eyes closed as she focused. Focused on the voice that whispered her name so softly it was barely audible.

Please.

Taking a deep breath, she channeled all her magic on the person who was calling out for her. She could feel the magic travel through her body; the hairs on her back that seemed to respond to the chill of the wind, the goosebumps on her arms that almost displayed a map to where she needed to be, the heartbeat that started to beat faster underneath the skin that felt warm to the touch, and finally the image came to her.

Regina.

She slowly raised her arms, as if they could wipe away the blur of the image behind her eyes. Her brows furrowed as she concentrated on the picture. Darkness surrounded her. She shuddered as a chill ran down her spine, the howling wind now in direct contact with her.

Help me.

Taking slow and steady breaths, she guided all her magic as it took her away from her bedroom, not knowing where she would end up. When her feet touched the cold ground, she knew in an instant.

Please.

Her eyes opened and she stumbled back at the vision that unfolded before her eyes. As her eyes adjusted to the darkness, she looked at the pale woman on the ground before her. Blond hair now nearly red as blood trickled from a head wound, hands that tried to reach out for her, and her name being called over and over, yet Emma’s lips didn’t move.

She crouched down to her knees, placed a hand on Emma’s head and started whispering the words Maleficent had once taught her. It took everything she had, every last ounce of energy went into healing the woman in front of her: her enemy, her son’s other mother, the woman who had brought to life feelings Regina had sworn never to feel again.

One hand moved underneath Emma’s head, an arm under her legs, softly shushing the soft moans of pain that fell from Emma’s lips. Her eyes closed once more. She had no strength left to bring Emma home so she whispered a name. The one person who could help her, the one person who wouldn’t judge.

“Maleficent.”

Her lips curled up in the smallest of smiles as she felt Maleficent’s magic reaching out for her and when her eyes opened, she stood in Maleficent’s house, Emma still in her arms. With a flick of her wrist, Maleficent had taken Emma from her and laid her down on the couch.

“What happened?”

“I don’t know. I heard her call out for me, but she’s unconscious.”

She averted her eyes when Maleficent stepped closer to her. A finger gently lifted up her chin as their eyes met.

“How long?”

There was no judgment in Maleficent’s voice, how could there have been? Regina shook her head. “I can’t…she can never know.”

Maleficent nodded. “I will heal her. You did good, Regina. I will make sure she makes it home safely.”

“You can't–”

“I won’t,” Maleficent reassured. “Go home, Regina. She’s safe now.”

Regina nodded and raised her arms once more. As she crawled back into bed, a tear fell from her eyes. She quickly wiped it away. Not wanting to think about why she could hear Emma’s thoughts, she curled up in bed and pulled the covers tighter around her. As sleep claimed her, four words branded themselves into her skin, words that no longer could be erased, ignored or forgotten. No amount of bickering, fighting and annoyance could replace the feelings that she had tried so hard to fight.

I love you Emma.

Had she not been asleep, dreaming of a world where they could be together, she would have heard four words whispered back to her. 

“I love you too.”