but i hope this is going to get better

Forgotten (Grayson x Reader)

Summary: Requested by two anons: “could you do a imagine/fic about grayson being really busy with youtube and work and his girlfriend being hurt about him not having time to hang out but also feeling conflicted about being mad at him since its his job and he loves what he does?” and “could you make an imagine about Grayson forgetting a date because he was out with his friends or something?”
Word Count: 1,347
Warnings: None.
A/N: I felt like these two requests could go together, so anons, I hope you enjoy this xx


Lately it had been weird between you and Grayson. You had been busy with school and he had been busy working on creating bigger and better things with Ethan. At first it was fine, you had seen each other maybe two, three times a week, spending every spare moment together. But when you graduated, you began feeling like you had to see more of him.

He had been getting busier, which resulted in you seeing each other once a week, and if you were really lucky, twice a week. You never expressed your thoughts to him though, because it was after all his job and he loved what he was doing. You never wanted to be the one who put a stop to that, you loved him too much.

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Lost Days (p.t. 7)

Intro: Is this the end?  OH NO!  Once again requested by @missmle712​ - the reason for all this angst.  :)

Ok so I have a lot of feelings about the end of this series.  I am actually so proud of this last part I thought I wasn’t going to get it to turn out how I wanted it but it definitely turned out much better than I could have hoped.  I loved writing this series.  I definitely did.  It didn’t get a lot of hype or a lot of notes and I have to be honest and say that that did discourage me a little, but those who did love it, those who reblogged or left comments literally kept this series going because I didn’t want to disappoint you.  And next time I have a series I am definitely writing the entire thing before I post it because it was actually quite stressful to keep up with it.  But I am so happy with how it turned out.  And I hope you are happy as well.  

So thank you making the journey of Lost Days a memorable one.  You guys rock.  

Pairing: Jim x reader

Word Count: 3,450 (holy moly)

Summary: We have reached the end ladies and gents.  Is it going to be a happy or sad ending?  Read and find out! 

Intro Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6

-Enjoy!-

Jim: 

As I waited for Bones, lying on the office floor in a pool of my own blood, I only entertained for a moment the possibility that I was actually going to die there. The only reason I really cared was that I didn’t know if Bones could find you without my help. 

I had called him when I received the message that told me where you were, telling him that if I didn’t send him a com in an hour, to come in after me.  Of course he had tried to get me to back down, to let him help me, but I didn’t have time.  You didn’t have time.    

He took a lot longer than I thought he was going to, and images played in my brain over and over.  Your eyes on mine.  The gun pressed to your head.  The crazed look in Eve’s eyes. You finally remembering me. Then the gun pointed at my chest. Then a deep pain.  Your hands on my face.  You calling my name. 

You. 

As I watched them take you away, kicking and screaming and calling my name, as I watched them drug you, your body going instantly limp, an odd sense of happiness pulled at my brain.  I was dying.  But I was happy.  

It could have been delirium, that’s what Bones would have said, or something to do with the blood loss, that would have been the logical reason, Spock would have informed.  But I couldn’t help but think it was because of the way your eyes met mine when you remembered.  The way your lips formed my name when you finally remembered.  You remembered me.  

I felt my entire world shift again, if that was possible.  You were alive.  And the entire world could have exploded and I wouldn’t have cared because you came back to me. 

When Bones finally showed up, he went into full doctor mode, and I just let him work, let him fret over me because that’s what he did best. Eventually he stopped the bleeding enough to move me and then suddenly we were beamed aboard the Enterprise. 

I asked Bones where you were, told him there was no way in hell he was operating on me until I knew you were safe.  But it was a half-hearted response as he literally had his hands inside the hole in my chest, trying to stop the bleeding.  So he called me a ‘god-damned idiot” and told me that he had already told Scotty and Spock about the situation, and that they were already searching for you.  The only problem was how difficult it was going to be to find a small mission pod in the middle of the galaxy. 

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The Maze (reworked) - Prologue

Alright! It’s officially happening. 

The Maze is getting a major reboot and this time, it’s going to be bigger, better, and more…something else that’s positive, idk. 

It’s going to follow the same plot as the former fic, HOWEVER, major details have been changed and, overall, I feel I have a better grasp at the plot and characters.

This is why I usually don’t post chapters as I go BUT we live and learn. 

I sincerely hope you all enjoy this version of the story more than the original. 

I can’t promise regular updates like last time but if you have any questions feel free to ask!

AO3 Link 
[Prologue

anonymous asked:

Oh dude we all have bad days. Hope u have a better one tomorrow! It's happens to the best of us.... We love u dude!

It’s beyond a bad day, unfortunately. I go through long periods of depression at least several times a year (they just get increasingly more intense, though). This one has been hitting me PARTICULARLY hard and I’m also just. Freaking out. Because this time last year I was in the exact same spot i am now. It only gets worse. 

anonymous asked:

it's 10:24pm in Phoenix. I might not make it into a college I wanted to go to because they're not offering me enough money. I've applied to scholarships but none have gotten back to me yet. I feel like my life is going down the drain.

im sorry and frustrated on your behalf that these external circumstances may derail your path to your desired college anon. i hope you hear back from all your offers/ scholarship prospects soon, so that, at the very least, you can receive some certainty and plan accordingly. 

it may feel like your life is going down the drain right now, but know that things will change. it may get worse before it gets better, but with change comes opportunity. 

and if things don’t work out with this college then ok. rest, recuperate, feel the pain that demands to be felt. then, start the hunt again. look for new ways to start your journey, whether that be looking for new colleges or asking people around you. 

why? because you sound like a smart, ambitious anon who can do well and bring about some change into the world. its ok to be afraid, to be uncertain, to feel defeated along the way – use those feelings to spur you forward. because it isn’t about just “you” per say; its about the change you could potentially make in other peoples’ lives. don’t let one rejection letter stop you from achieving greateness- burn than envelope and use it as fuel for the fire you’re about to burn. 

– from australia, where im writing to you from the other side of the world, its a saturday afternoon and things are ok. quiet, but ok. i hope that when you get here (when its saturday over there) things will be ok too. i’ll pack up my little ray of sunshine, put it on the bench, and save it for you. 

yes dat me.

•    NAME:   andrea
  PRONOUNS:   she   /   her
•    SEXUALITY:   ???????? what is this tbh,,,, i think i’m straight,,
•    TAKEN OR SINGLE:   taken!

– THREE FACTS.

i.     my middle name is kay.
ii.    i’m going to college for psychology.
iii.   i live in ohio.

– EXPERIENCE.
•   HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?):   lmao 8 years,,,,, on and off of course.  i started off at age 10, and i just kept hoping to get better?
•   PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED:   tumblr,  twi.tter,  dis…cord  ,   sky….pe  ,  n   ki…k .
•   BEST EXPERIENCE:   um, honestly….   personal experience,   would be the walking dead…….i think

– MUSE PREFERENCES.
•   FEMALE OR MALE:   i love both, tbh, i’m more comfortable with MALE muses, believe it or not.
•   FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT:   angsty fluffy smut ,,,, i love all three give me all 
•   PLOTS OR MEMES:   both, but tbh, memes, because the reply can go so many more ways than planned.
•   LONG OR SHORT REPLIES:   depends on my partner,  my muse,  and my mood.
•   BEST TIME TO WRITE:   when i don’t have work, and when i can talk to people.
•   ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S):    i can be sometimes.   stubborn headed like octavia,  badass bitch carol.  depends on my mood..

TAGGED BY:   the babe, @vvayfarers
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anonymous asked:

i'm really hoping su is just going through a seasonal rot or something and will get better... i want to believe (i don't think it's awful right now, but compared to the older seasons it's lacking at best)

Exactly. I really hope this show picks up.

Dear Future Girlfriend,

Hi. Told you I’d be back :) I finished all of my homework in time and I think I aced my music business test today! I hope you’re proud of me!

I should probably tell you now that I’m studying to be a sound engineer/producer, it took major balls to switch from a major that my parents wanted me to pursue to go after something I was really passionate about. Get yourself ready for in depth talks about music and for late nights when I’m tweaking on my guitar or my keyboard because I have a melody in my head that I can’t ignore. Hopefully we can write silly songs together OOH or better yet let me take you to the studio with me and actually sing/play on a track that would be super cool and the best part is I get to show you off to my friends yay! If not, just tell me to shut up and I will because you have me wrapped around your little finger oh god the things I would do for you *wapoosh* (if you couldn’t tell, that was a whipping sound). 

Sometimes I would have really long days when I have to leave you at before the ass crack of dawn and won’t come home until you’re ready to go to bed. (here comes the mushball I told you to get used to it goofball) I hope to god you’ll stay because you’re my home and the thought of just being in your arms at the end of the day is literally the reason why I made it through the day in one piece. You bring out the best in me and motivate me to do my best everyday. And I’m working hard now so I can make sure that I have the means to give you the world because you deserve it. You’re my princess after all.

So I had a hard time falling asleep and staying asleep last night, (I took a gnarly nap because it was so hot outside) but I was consumed with thoughts of you and what you could be doing at the moment… I hope you’re happy, and that you’re safe, and that you’re living life to the fullest and working hard to make your dreams come true just like I am. But if you’re struggling at the moment, I want you to know that you’re bigger and stronger than your worst thoughts and fears, you are not a fickle house of cards that could easily blow away in the wind… no you’re so much more because you’re you, and I have every faith in the world that you will overcome this mountain in front of you. I’m with you every step of the way, rooting for you so fucking hard and helping to keep you moving forward. Keep that pretty head held high, my lil nugget. It always gets better. 

Hey dork, stop distracting me will ya?! I’m supposed to be at the gym right now but instead I’m writing another letter to you. I swear you’ll be the death of me. Rest in peace me cause of death: my fucking amazeballs girlfriend (still feels so good to say that). 

Okay I’m really going now. *violently grabs you by the face and kisses you gently* 

Love,

me

anonymous asked:

What? That vague ask wasn't enough? Well shit then (ง°₩°)ง lets go mate I'll vague you so hard your fingerprint scanner won't know who you are 'They're very pretty and def deserve a rad high five. As rad as they are. Which is very. They deserve a good nights sleep and a nap if wanted. Pleasant dreams too. And a hug by somebody they are comfortable. I hope their day gets better and that somebody does something nice for them because they are worth lots of nice things'. That enough for ya mate?

HOW DARE YOU NICE VAGUE ME YOU SWEET AND WONDERFUL PERSON

Good Things that Happened in 2016

·         New chemotherapy breakthroughs have increased the 5-year survival for pancreatic cancer from 16% to 27% (and is getting better)

·         Scientists figured out how to link robotic limbs with the part of the brain that deals with intent to move so people don’t have to think about how they will move the limb, it can just happen.

·         Child mortality is down everywhere and it keeps going down.

·         Thanks to the ice bucket challenge the gene responsible for ALS has been found, meaning we are closer to an effective treatment. Let me rephrase that: we are close to getting a treatment for a very bad disease because a lot of people (including really hot celebrities) got wet.

·         A solar powered plan circumnavigated the world.

·         Michael Jordan donates 2mil to try and help bridge connection between police and the community.

·         Tiger numbers are growing.

·         And manatees.

·         And pandas.

·         Pakistan has made strides toward outlawing honor killings.

·         70,000 Muslim clerics declared a fatwa against ISIS.

·         Pokemon Go players went insane with placing lure modules near hospitals for sick kids.

·         California is now powering over 6 million homes with solar power, a record in the US (and that is the tightest shit)

·         Volunteers in India planted 50 million trees in 24 hours.

·         Apparently world crime as a whole has drastically declined as a whole in the last couple of decades.

·         Coffee consumption has been proved to help curtail cancer and suicide rates.

·         Speaking of coffee Starbucks figured out how to donate perishable food in a food safe way.

·         500 elephants were relocated to a better, safer and bigger home.

·         We made massive strides in Alzheimers’ prevention (my grandmother literally told me that scares her more than getting cancer this is very good news)

·         The ozone layer is repairing itself and all the work we did to get rid of those aerosol chemicals was actually worth it.

·         A new therapy developed in Israel could cure radiation sickness.

·         The Anglican church resolved to solemnize same-sex unions the same as opposite-sex unions which required a super majority of all three orders of the church (lay, clergy, bishop).

·         The Rabbinical Assembly issued a resolution affirming the rights of transgender and non-conforming individuals.

·         Precision treatments for cancer are hitting clinical trials and WORKING (as someone who’s had relatives with cancer this is the best news)

·         Dentists are once again providing free care to veterans who need it.

·         The Orlando Shakespeare Festival showed up with angel wings to block funeral-goers for the Orlando Pulse victims, view from anti-gay protesters

·         Rise Women’s Legal Centre opened

·         Death by heart disease has decreased by 70% in the United States

·         Two brothers saw color for the first time thanks to specially-designed glasses

• Portugal ran its entire nation solely on renewable energy for four days straight

·         A retiree is launching a project to transport 80 endangered rhinos to an Australian reservation to save the animals from poaching

·         An Afghan teacher has been delivering books via bicycle to villages that lack schools

·         Harriet Tubman is going to replace Andrew Jackson on the $20 bill.

·         200 strangers attended the funeral of a homeless WW2 veteran with no family

·         A teen battling cancer married his sweetheart

·         Bank firm pays for college tuition for the children of employees who died in the 9/11 attacks

·         New medicine has been shown to increase melanoma survival rate to 40%

·         Over 800 Boko Harem Hostages were rescued by Nigerian Army

·         Toys R Us is Offering Quiet Shopping Hour for kids with autism this holiday season

·         Volunteers made special tiny Halloween costumes for NICU babies

·         A 4-year old befriends a lonely man and helped him heal after losing his wife

·         Families grew

·         People survived c ancer

·         People overcame depression

·         Any kind of victory, even if it affects only one person,  is a victory

·         Now for the pop culture good news

·         LEONARDO DICAPRIO WON AN OSCAR! EVERYONE READING THIS LIVED LONG ENOUGH TO SEE LEO FINALLY GET WHAT HE DESERVED

·         There’s a new Harry Potter book

·         And a movie

·         Harry Potter has no plans on vanishing with time

·         This sweet father gave candy to passengers on a flight so his little girl could trick or treat on Halloween

·         LET ME TALK ABOUT ALL THE KICK ASS MOVIES WE GOT THIS YEAR OH MY GOD

·         Kung Fu Panda 3, this franchise is still going strong despite that its about a panda played by Jack Black

·         Jungle Book. The amazing remake none of us saw coming

·         Finding Dory. I haven’t seen it yet but I’ve heard good things

·         Kubo and the Two Strings. Haven’t seen that yet as well but its Laika so I know it’s a masterpiece

·         Deadpool. The beautiful and super accurate R-rated marvel film

·         Captain America: Civil War. Seriously is the best marvel movie yet in my opinion I need more.

·         Zootopia. Oh don’t mind me I’m just a movie that tackled the issue of racism and not only game changed animated films but also made a billion dollars

·         The Hamilton Mixtape is coming out. Which is a bunch of artists singing songs from the musical (Sia, Usher, Regina Spketor, etc.) I’m excited.

·         A personal victory for myself, I joined Tumblr and met angels in blog form so…that’s uplifting.

·         And I met my favorite voice actor at a con which was a bucket list accomplishment.

Good Things that have yet to happen this year

·         Birthdays

·        Thanksgiving

·         Black Friday

·         Moana

·         Christmas

Good things that have nothing to do with the year but will hopefully make you feel better

·         Puppies

·         Chocolate

·         Rainbows

·         Rain (I like listening to rain it’s one of the most calming sounds)

·         Cartoons

·         Kissing

·         Music

·         Friends

·         FF: If you are a religious person you are an imperfect masterpiece

·         FF: If you are not then you are a splendid coincidence

·         Any year spent with loved ones be they family or friends is a good year. Trust me.

·         ”A laugh can be a very powerful thing. Why, sometimes in life, it’s the only weapon we have” –Roger Rabbit

#NeverForgetTheGood


*Plz feel free to add other good news (even if it’s something small like you ate cheesecake THAT is good news)

*at the end of the year I plan to remake this list with new things, fixed mistakes and links but will be posting from my side blog @iamrainbow
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THIS IS PART 2 !! READ PART 1 HERE !!

haha wow looks like victors story isnt really helping yuuri feel any better.. lets hope whoevers at the door has more luck!! tune in later for part 3!!

written by the amazingly funny @llyn-on-ice go check her blog out!!

“On Tuesday, January 10, I’ll go home to Chicago to say my grateful farewell to you, even if you can’t be there in person. I’m just beginning to write my remarks. But I’m thinking about them as a chance to say thank you for this amazing journey, to celebrate the ways you’ve changed this country for the better these past eight years, and to offer some thoughts on where we all go from here…I hope you’ll join me one last time. Because for me, it’s always been about you.” —President Obama. Get the details on his Farewell Address at wh.gov/Farewell.

I just want to talk about this. I see So Many backhanded compliments to The New Crystal Gems saying like, “it’s nice to have some realistic Lapis and Peridot interaction without Lauren Zuke’s shitty writing cramming the ship down our throat” or something like that, and, like, it was not bad writing?? It was not out of character or anything. As somebody trying to recover from depression, I found that one of the best things you can do for yourself is to surround yourself with positivity and go through the motions, and even if you don’t feel anything, you don’t feel bad, and you start to get better, and that is very clearly what Lapis is trying to do. She’s just riding the wave of Peridot’s genuine excitement of exploring every intellectual inch of life she never even knew existed before and, sort of hoping that if she plays along, some of that happiness may rub off on her. She’s watching her Earth show, making meep morps with her, helping her decorate the barn, even making music with her, and she smiles. There are moments where Lapis just smiles, and that’s her trying. I love the toilet meep morp scene in particular, because during this scene, the same dark ominous music that always plays when Lapis uses her water abilities plays, but what she’s using them for isn’t something out of rage or desperation, she’s funneling that same power she only ever associated with negative things into something silly and pointless that Peridot thinks is beautiful and makes her excited. This is Lapis healing. Peridot is the medium by which Lapis is healing herself, and that is beautiful writing.

Dear Taehyun,

I hear you’re finally leaving Winner, and you’re finally leaving YG.

That’s good.

Go.

Go get better. Go resolve your inner demons. Go find happiness. Go find respect. Go find peace. Go find strength. Go find contentment. Go find a second chance. Go find joy. Go find comfort. Go find rest. Go find time. Go find energy. Go find new life. Go find hope. Go find grace. Go find self esteem. Go find self worth. Go find a plan. Go find love.

And we’ll go alongside you.

Our hearts may be sad.

But our will is still strong.

So we’ll stay.

We’ll stay with you while you get better. We’ll stay with you while you resolve your inner demons. We’ll stay with you while you find happiness. We’ll stay with you while you find respect. We’ll stay with you while you find peace. We’ll stay with you while you find strength. We’ll stay with you while you contentment. We’ll stay with you while you find a second chance. We’ll stay with you while you find joy. We’ll stay with you while you find comfort. We’ll stay with you while you find rest. We’ll stay with you while you find time. We’ll stay with you while you find energy. We’ll stay with you while you find new life. We’ll stay with you while you find hope. We’ll stay with you while you find grace. We’ll stay with you while you find self esteem. We’ll stay with you while you find self worth. We’ll stay with you while you find a plan. We’ll stay with you while you find love and still give you all of ours.

We’ll always stay.

We’re never going anywhere.

Don’t worry about us. Just focus on you.

We’re here with you, and that’s never going to change.

Isn’t it amazing how we all thought Viktor was going to be jealous of Phichit, but Viktor was never really in the picture whenever Phichit and Yuuri were talking? He was leaving Yuuri to have his space and talk with his old friend without getting upset or getting in the middle. 

that’s such a healthy behavior, and better than anything I could have hoped for. 

i like you (this is a problem)

“Here’s the thing-” Lily said, marching into the pub and pulling out a stool.


“We’re closed.” James interrupted without looking up from wiping down the bar.

“I want a dog.” Lily barrelled on without hearing him. “But my landlord doesn’t allow pets so I was wondering-“

“I’m not getting a fucking dog for you.” James said firmly.

Lily blinked at him. “I was going to ask if you thought it was morally wrong to raise it in my air-vent.” There was a silence. James was caught between hoping she wasn’t serious and knowing that she was. “Your idea seems better.” Lily admitted.

“Really. Talk me through that, is it because there is no animal abuse involved?”

“I was thinking more along the lines of then you’d have to clean up the poo, but the no animal abuse is also good.”


“Y’know” Sirius was lying on top of the bar, waving around a beer and staring at the ceiling. Nobody looked up. “I always thought once we owned a bar we would spend a solid 60% percent of our time drunk, and that hasn’t happened.” 

Remus, still wiping down tables, said “I shudder to think what you’d be like on your own.”

“Since we bought the bar we spend more time drunk than we used to?” Peter consoled, baffled.

Sirius sat up. “I would say we spent about 15% percent of our time drunk before the bar, and after the bar we spend about 25%. That is an increase of only ten percent.”

“Where are you pulling these numbers from?” Lily asked while holding the ladder for James, who was avoiding the dishwasher by pretending to fix the squeaky window.

“On top of being an excellent barman I double as a statistician.”

“You are neither of those things.” Remus said. Sirius glared.

“Fuck you Moony. At school you were always saying I didn’t do enough math, and here I am, doing math, and you’re abusing me.”

Remus threw a dishtowel at him and gestured to the kitchen. “Go unstack the dishwasher.”

“Fantastic.” Sirius said, throwing his hands in the air. “This is what I get for my brief foray into math. Insulted and unloading dishes.” He jumped off the bar and mockingly gave Remus’ back the finger. James laughed.


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I wanted to tell you, but I was afraid it would open old wounds.