but i had to post something

I’ve had the worst two years of my life (and that’s saying something) but earlier this year I found something that made me feel like I had a purpose, like me still being here mattered even just a little. My life revolved around it; it centered me. No matter how bad everything else got, I still had that. Then it got taken away and I just…I’m spiraling. I don’t know how else to describe it. It all feels so pointless now. Everything.

I checked myself into the hospital on Tuesday night because I thought it was the best and safest place for me to be, but being here hasn’t helped. I’ve been sobbing non-stop for three entire days, I haven’t slept, I haven’t eaten, I can’t remember having an anxiety/panic attack until this morning or if I have it’s never been that intense, my entire body has been shaking for hours and I can’t make it stop even though the nurses gave me meds to calm me down.

Until this week I’ve always found the dumbest reasons to not entirely lose it no matter how shitty my life got, but I think this finally broke me.

“What’s the point?”

I keep asking myself that over and over trying to come up with some answer and for once I’m drawing a blank. I thought there was one, but I don’t think that’s true for me anymore. Maybe I was wrong before. I don’t know. I actually don’t anymore.

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i’ve been waiting to draw this for weeks now

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V is for voltron!!!!

(clicky for full size views)

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No, it’s you.

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cheesy metaphor for freedom aside, look, they have plenty in common and would be adorable friends, dont look at me

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After trying numerous styles she was no longer interested in the upkeep and decided to stop dying and straightening all together.

The result floored him—with its effects never lessening on him, even though he glanced at her on a daily basis. It was this rich darker color, and it coiled and curled into ringlets. They stuck out in all directions and doubled the volume of her hair.

 last minute doodle for fic appreciation week. Chatoyant (Reddish pt.½) by @marshmallohno. It cleansed my soul

spaghetti-isnt-scary  asked:

(i cant stop thinking abt this so i thought you might have done this already lol) all might and inko eating at a restaurant and all might gets excited for a sec & buffs up but when he does that he hits the table and spills their drinks

[on twitter]

(he bought her another coffee b/c he felt bad, even tho she insisted it was fine)

Color Reference Guide to Recognize & Avoid Whitewashing

I’ve made a tutorial on how to color adjust to fix washed out coloringsbut I noticed people aren’t always sure when their coloring needs fixing in the first place. So I’ve made a bunch of colorings you can use to compare your own to. It’s designed to help avoid whitewashing, but also help avoid over-correction.

If you’re not a content creator, you can also use this guide for reblogging as well. :)

Using the Guide

  • Each set comes in three: cool, neutral, and warm. If your coloring is bluer/whiter than the cool tone, consider readjusting.
  • Examples of what might be too pale/bright are beneath each set
  • There are various categories (daytime, night scenes, etc) for each type of scene you might encounter
  • Each coloring has a color palette beneath for the highlights, midtones, and shadows of the character’s face. If you’re having trouble eyeballing it, use the eyedropper tool to double check.

NOTES
1) For the sake of simplicity, I’ve used one character per category, but characters of color are not interchangeable. Identify the skin tone for the character you’re coloring and work with that. This is only meant to give a frame of reference for what is and isn’t whitewashing

2) If any of the colorings look different than what they’ve been stated as (i.e. the cool tones look too warm or some look way too dark to be visible) calibrate your monitor. It means your screen color and gamma needs readjustment.

Guide itself is under the read more!

Keep reading

Ever Since
Author: letsjustsee
Word Count: 10.5k
Summary
Louis once again went to leave, but before he could reach the door he heard Barkley jumping off the bed behind him. The giant dog accosted Louis before he could get through, nudging Louis’ legs with all his weight and making him stumble, and Louis had to grab the doorframe to steady himself.
“What the heck, Barkley?” Louis was mostly talking to himself, aware that Barkley couldn’t actually understand him, but he had never witnessed the dog acting so oddly.
He turned around when he heard a quiet murmur coming from the bed.
“What?” He hadn’t been able to make out what Harry said, but at Louis’ question he sat up in bed, hair already wild from the pillow, eyes heavy, and Louis’ stomach gave a little flip.
“He wants you to stay.”
 

Or, a very fluffy AU where Louis finds a lost dog that he wishes he could keep - until he meets his owner, who he wishes he could keep more

Water signs: I want to spend hours together talking about nothing

Air signs: I want to spend hours together talking about everything

Based on @paperficwriter‘s Genos headcanon(s)!