but i guess pretended boyfriend turned real lover was too long

anonymous asked:

hey, can you do an angst fic rec? angst is my absolute fav and im running out of fics to read xxx

Hey love.

Here you go, this is the last angsty fics I bookmarked !

- Tangled Up In Blue : “What about you?” He asks, turning his head to look over at Louis, squinting.“What about me?”Harry smiles, reaches out to link their pinky fingers together. “Have you ever been in love?”Louis hums and lets his eyes slip shut, sun warming his eyelids. “Yeah, I think so. Maybe.”“What’s it like?” Harry asks quietly.au; Louis finds it difficult to jump. Harry helps him.

Larry friends to lovers AU (19k) : starts when they are kids and best friends… they grow up ans it becomes complicated. Well written, angsty, some smut (bottom!Harry) but not too much. Very nice fic !

- My Bones Are Made Of You  (and the 2nd part Written In My Skin ) : When Harry decides to take matters into his own hands and leaves to a Summer Camp for two months, he’s sparkling with excitement, for it is the only choice he’s ever been able to make by himself. The last thing he expects to happen is for the world to become a golden boy with sapphire eyes, infinite eyelashes and glinting laughter, which, somehow, reveals completely different, absorbingly exquisite, shade of life. However, he did not expect a slightest possibility of the world ever ending either.

Larry summer camp AU (64k, then 60k) with a great love story ! This is so well written, and beautiful, and painful too. Barely smutty, but very angsty… 

- Nobody shines the way you do :  Louis pretends to be Harry’s boyfriend to help him win back his douchebag ex-boyfriend, but things don’t go according to plan.

Loooong (115k) Larry AU where Louis and Harry are best friends … and Louis is pinning all day long about Harry who’s in a bad relationship. The fake relationship comes later on the fic. Smut is good, it’s very angsty. Fair warning about cheating (a lot).

- missing you is a slow burn “Maybe we should talk,” he offers quietly, even though he already knows what the answer will be. So when Louis frantically shakes his head and tries to kiss him again, he takes his face in his hands and strokes his cheek with his thumb, asks, “What do you want, love?”Louis doesn’t look him in the eye when he whispers, “You.”So Nick gives him just that.

Canon Tomlinshaw fic (16k) where Louis is outed and Nick doesn’t want to have his heart break for the 2nd time but well. Oh god, it’s so good. Go read it. Smutty and fluffy and ansgty.

- - I’ll be someone who won’t be forgotten: Six years since they’ve last seen one another, Louis bumps (literally) into Harry on the street on his way to work. In the hours following, they relearn one another and their past as they wander the streets and relive a few of their most significant memories together. Topics covered: what it means to grow up, how to be a real functioning adult in the world, how to stop lying, gravity in the context of black holes, and the reimagining of inevitability.

Larry AU, OS (27k). Oh it’s painful, really. Like something hurting so much and angsty like hell. But it’s so well written, and awwwwww I want to cuddle Louis right now. Add some smut and so many sentences I would like to quote but I couldn’t choose only one so I give up.

Tell if you want some more !


UPDATE  : I add some more :) (last update on May 4th 2016)

- Photograph by @tvshows-addict and @stylinscripts(…) An epic love story in which Harry is too in love for his own good, Louis is in denial of his sexuality, and they write songs instead of actually talking to each other.

Loooong Larry kind-of-Canon-but-not-really fic (185k). Now it’s completed (except for the epilogue), i can finally rec it. I don’t know what to tell tbh, this fic is so much things. Angsty, that’s for sure. Full of pinning too. Smutty. With a lot of nice other characters (special kudos for Sam, I love her), a lot of songs references. And fuuuuuuucckkkk this last chapter was rude!!! And now I’m gonna listen to Ed Sheeran for the rest of the day, thank you.

 - take my hand (and my heart and soul) , by bananasandboots  : Harry feels nauseous when he opens his mouth. “Hey. Um, hi. It’s me,” he mumbles before realizing with a jolt that Louis might not have his number anymore. “It’s Harry… Styles,” he tacks on, screwing his eyes shut and pinching the bridge of his nose. This was a terrible idea.  There’s silence on the other end for a long time. Harry understands. He shouldn’t have called. He tries not to let the static swallow him whole.  "I – yeah. Hi,“ Louis finally answers, slowly, awkwardly. “I um. Sorry. I heard about your accident. You’re alright?” Or, the one where Harry hasn’t spoken to his best friend in sixteen months and can’t remember why.

Larry ex-friends to lovers/ Amnesia AU (45k). Well, it’s angsty. Like, really. But so well written! Baker!Harry is very lost, his friends are great, and Louis… is Louis. Not so much smutty (but bottom Harry I guess?)

- Interruptions & Complications , by Tomlinsontoes : Kings Highway frontman Harry Styles could get whomever he wanted; Louis may be a groupie but he’s not that easy.Harry has a thing for sleeping around, he is in a popular band after all and it would be dumb to say no to the girls and guys throwing themselves at him. Somewhere along the line he stopped caring about their names and started earning himself quite the reputation. But there was always one person who didn’t want him and well that made him try even harder.

Long Larry famous/non-famous AU (100k). Ok so fair warning about cheating, singer sleeping with every people breathing around, and boys being so bad at relationship and so good to make bad decisions. But I promise you it worse it, it’s well written, the smut is good (kind of share that), and it’s fluffy too.

- like a timebomb ticking, by @infinitelymint : Louis loses everything. Harry’s still there.

LArry Canon fic (31k). Ok, this fic is very painful. Like … well. I cried a lot. But only at the start? I don’t know what to say about this tbh. It’s very well written, it’s sad, but not always, it’s get better, I promise. I think I can tell the plot a bit (because well, you’ll know in the first words so…) : Louis loses all his family in a car accident. And Harry & him are no more together since a year. But seriously go read it if you can. Also great smut (rough and angry, bottom louis).

- We The Fireworks , by @happilylarreh : It’s the morning after the night before and Louis doesn’t know how on earth he made it home in one piece but he reckons it maybe has something to do with the curly-haired stranger, standing half-naked in his kitchen. The problem is that this mysterious stranger, who has a huge secret and an even huger heart, doesn’t seem to plan on leaving Louis’ life anytime soon and doesn’t seem to be able to get it into his stupidly adorable, curly head that Louis is absolutely, utterly, completely, one hundred percent beyond help. Out of reach. Lost in the night. Or The AU where Louis needs saving and Harry wants to save him but doesn’t want to admit that maybe he needs saving a little bit too.

Long Larry AU (103k) with a lot of trigger warning (rape, prostitution, homelessness), but if you can read this, so you gonna love it ! Well written, this relationship is strong and give you feels. Smut at the end (bottom!Louis) and cute epilogue. this one made me emotional.

- Bigger Than Life , by @hrrylouis : “Boybander Harry Styles spotted leaving West Hollywood joined hand in hand with new beau, Xander Ritz”His heart drops in his chest as he scrolls down, ignoring the short irrelevant article and looking desperately for a picture. Sure enough, there’s pap shots of Harry and Xander, walking hand in hand, looking drunk and cheerful and together.And that’s—that’s really not what Louis was expecting at all.

Larry canon fic (48k). Oh god, it’s angsty. Like really painful. but well written. And great smut. But painful. But so good. GOD (Zouis ! Lilo ! Tomlinshaw !! theirs friendships fucked me up) .

- Indestructible  , by @crazyupsetter “Hi,” Harry murmurs, and Louis hiccups out a sob.“Hi,” he manages, still clutching onto Harry’s shoulders. Harry’s fingers drift across Louis’ cheeks, and there’s something off about Harry’s expression, but Louis can’t figure out what it is.“I’m okay,” Harry says, and Louis is going to say something to that, even if he doesn’t know what, except Harry’s kissing him.Louis freezes.

Larry canon fic (23k) where Harry woke up being amnesic after a car crash. Awesome fic ! amazing smut (bottom!Louis and some angry sex), and angsty :)

- Hiding Place, by @alivingfire : Louis never wanted a soulmate, didn’t really care for the whole Bonding thing at all, really. Enter Harry Styles, who’s wanted to be Bonded for as long as he could remember. With one fateful meeting in an X Factor bathroom, Louis gets a dagger on his arm and the realization that just because Harry is his soulmate doesn’t mean it’s mutual. From the X Factor house to Madison Square Garden, from the Fountain Studios stage to stadiums across the world, Louis has to learn to love without losing himself completely, because someday his best friend will Bond to someone and replace Louis as the center of his universe. Meanwhile, Harry begins to think that maybe fate doesn’t actually know what it’s doing after all, because his other half has clearly been right in front of him the whole time. All he has to do now is convince Louis to give them a chance. Or, the canon compliant Harry and Louis love story from the very beginning, where the only difference is that the love between them is literally written on their skin, and there’s only so much they can hide.

Larry Canon-Soulmate AU fic (365k) : yes, that’s right : 365k. So this is totally canon (and thanks a lot for all the links to videos/tweets/press article in the fic, I finally was able to watch all I missed before 2014)(and god, it was painful, idk how you could stay in all this bullshit guys, I’m proud of you). Anyway, like I said, totally canon but with a Soulmate twist for the fun (and, tbh, for the angst). So, angsty a lot, smutty a lot (kind if share that, first times &co) and very painful. Did I already said angsty? Finished it at 4AM, thank you dear author.

- Of Love and Blood and Hate , by @differentkindofson:  “You auditioned without me,” Louis says, his voice disbelieving. “How the fuck can you stand there and hurl all this shit at me when you literally left me behind to go audition for the show we’d been dreaming of being on together?”  “What was I supposed to do, Louis? You refused to audition with me unless we were honest about being a couple. I knew we never would have made it past the first auditions. You left me no other choice; it was either audition alone or not audition at all.“  Louis feels his own eyes start to fill with tears. “You chose a fucking reality show over our relationship. If you still don’t see that you made the wrong choice than I don’t think there’s any reason for me to waste another second here.”A Famous/Non-Famous turned Famous/Famous AU where Harry makes the biggest mistake of his life and Louis’ left to pick up the pieces. 

Larry famous not famous AU (42k). holy shit ! also “BFF to lovers to ex to lovers”. So yeah, it’s angsty (like a lot), smutty (bottom!Harry), there’s a big part about Tomlinshaw (and it’s great), and I love it okay?

- Flour and Chocolate , by @and-they-call-me-prideful: it was nice, for a bakery he supposed. Then he approached the display cabinet. And the foreboding slammed into him. Because every product had letters next to it. Letters. GF, DF, V, O, VGN. What. The. Fuck? Lifting his eyes to the chalkboard menu spread across the back wall Louis felt physically ill. ‘Gluten-free’, ‘organic’, ‘vegan’, ‘paleo’, ‘dair-…’ Wait, what the fuck was a paleo? He had entered some hipster-trash establishment and it was more than time to get out.  
ORLouis is a single dad and Harry works at the newly opened bakery down the street.

Larry baker Hipster Harry and single dad!Louis (145k) : Oh god, this fic is so great ! really. It’s absolutely slow burn and angsty, but worse the while! Good smut too (kind of share that). Fair warning about very sad Louis (and some unhealthy behavior), and Zayn being a dick.

- the dreams you left behind , by @cat33x13 : After Louis returns from a week-long guest spot a US chat show to an empty flat and a ‘Dear John’ letter from Harry, life as he knows it changes completely. Fast-forward two years and Louis has taken to hiding away in a tiny village in the English countryside where he isn’t known as Louis Tomlinson, ex-boybander, and has managed to live a relatively quiet life. That is until Liam, Zayn and Niall come to see him and he remembers everything he has tried to forget.When he reads of Harry’s Christmas engagement in the papers, he does the only thing he knows to mask his sorrow; drinks so much he ends up in hospital. Cue visiting family and a return to London, where he learns not everything is as it seems, the mistakes of the past can be forgiven and that maybe he might get his happy ending after all.

Larry ex to lovers - future fic AU (31k) : awesome and angsty. Like a lot. Both. no smut.

- maps can be poems when you’re on your own , by @fukcinglouis   “Harry, this is Louis, the guy I was telling you about,” Liam says. “Lou, this is Harry, my roommate.”  Harry looks up and locks eyes with Louis, who is very clearly drunk. Louis just giggles in surprise and claps a hand over his own mouth, widening his eyes at Harry comically.  “Nice to meet you,” Harry croaks, watching as Louis tucks himself more firmly into Liam’s side.Or, Harry falls in love with the guy his best friend is fooling around with.

Larry roomates AU (19k) : okay so don’t read it if you’re not comfortable with a side Lilo AND a bit of cheating. But if you can, go read it, it’s great, and angsty and smutty (bottom!Louis).

anonymous asked:

You got any fic recs? Like any hamilton/laurens or lafayette/hamilton/laurens but also like anything good. Also, I love your writing man!

thank u my guy for liking my writing

hamilton/laurens:

  1. alexander hamilton: human scandal“Treasury Secretary Alexander Hamilton has a crush on the hot guy filmed saving turtles from a flood. Said hot guy turns out to be John Laurens, Director of the National Parks Service, and he’s coming in for a meeting. Scandal ensues.”  i reeeeeeally enjoyed this, it’s got great characterisation, i really really liked ham in particular, and it comes with another fic from john’s pov which is also super fun, and then an actual sequel too! all great, all really enjoyable
  2. (everyone knows) i’m in over my head“This is on his proverbial front burner: Alexander’s eyes suddenly flashing with something like glee as his hands sneak somewhere downwards and John freezing and flinching all at once. This time, Hercules nudges the smaller boy right back (that better have been a tickle), and Newton’s third law dictates that John bounces soundly off of his side and further into the crook of Alexander’s form. John takes advantage of this position to stifle a snort — or a giggle? — into Alexander’s collar.Hercules thinks, Newton didn’t die for this.” - ahhhh, this is glorious, i adore that it’s from hercules’ point of view, it’s just very sweet and very funny, i love it
  3. you like to captain a capsized ship series - this had to have been one of the first lams fic i read, the whole series is wonderful. nsfw, dom/sub themes, there’s panties and overstimulation too, it’s great, a wonderful character study of john + alex’s sexual relationship (nsfw, duh)
  4. nsfw - “The three times Lafayette got in the way of Laurens nailing the cute intern and the one time he didn’t.” ahhhh, i loved this, it’s an vague office au where alex is an intern and john sort of falls over himself trying to bang him, but lafayette just keeps interrupting. he ends up absolutely railing the fuck out of alex, it’s great, i loved it (obviously nsfw)
  5. lemon drop“In which Alexander flirts for free drinks at the bar, and Laurens doesn’t usually do this.” a hookup fic, it’s great, it’s sensual, i really liked the idea that john doesn’t do this often, i laughed out loud at burr and angelica’s cameo’s, it was great (nsfw also)
  6. the matter of the name - “He tells himself it’s wrong, that it’s dark and forbidden, but predictably, while lying awake at night, his mind starts racing, overthinking it. The scenario plays out over and over again in his head, and it warps and mangles until eventually it ends flipped, it ends with Alexander on his back, sprawled out over the desk, sweat slicked to his face and crying out Papa, papa.” y’all this is g r e a t, just blanket greatness for everything this author writes, i adore it all. canon era, very very light daddy kink, it’s amazing (nsfw)
  7. sons of libertea - this is long, and still a work in progress, but it’s worth it my guys. a coffee shop au, with a dash of drama, and i really feel the author has john + hercules especially down really well. takes a while for them to get together and it looks like there’s more drama to come, and i’m reading every single update yo
  8. in persuit of happiness - “Squabble (v.) - to quarrel noisily over a trivial matter. "Alexander and John squabbled over who should get the last box of Cool Markers in the store.“” long, again, and pretty easy going. they work in a school together, and meet because alexander is starting the next day and realises he doesn’t have any whiteboard markers, and john takes the last packet in the store. it’s nice and chill, i enjoyed it
  9. temporary immortal“”For the first time, he regrets killing himself. He looks into Alexander’s ocean-view eyes, crinkled with mirth, and Elizabeth’s eyes, which resemble almonds in both their shape and color, and he longs to be with them.” After John Laurens dies, he lives another twenty years.” this is unfinished, hasn’t been updated since october of 2015, but i’d say read it anyway. a lovely look into john as a sort of ghost, after he dies. i really enjoyed john hanging out with philip, and the lovely conversation with eliza at the end. a great fic, i wish the author gets around to finishing it eventually
  10. cornerstone - “"He’ll hold Laf’s hand, charm his family, sit through the vows and the speeches and the cake cutting and determinedly not think about how that could have been him, once, up there, declaring his love in front of everyone. He’s got Lafayette, he’s got a free bar, practically nothing can go wrong, surely.It turns out that everything can go wrong in a very short amount of time.“(The One Where alex is forced to spend a painful week being exposed to his ex-boyfriend who he’s probably still not over and his adorable baby girl all the while having to convince his best friend’s family that they’re dating, when they’re really, really not)” am i reccing my own fic? yes, yes i am. long fic, fake relationship where ham + laurens broke up a while ago and ham is accompanying his best friend lafayette to a wedding, pretending to be his boyfriend. cue a tonne of angst and pining, including laurens’ baby girl and a bunch of flashbacks
  11. i guess since i’m here i’m gonna rec my chubby alex series, wherein alex has a crush on john the receptionist but has some reservations about his body. lots of positivity, lots of body worshiping, i love writing belly kisses (nsfw)

laflams, aka the Gay Trio:

  1. trinity“Most lovers have one beginning; they have three.” this is probably the most popular laflams fic, lovely lovely lovely
  2. scheherazade“Law student Alexander Hamilton sends a text to the wrong number, and (surprise!) that number belongs to John Laurens.” cool fic told entirely through texts [cue war flashbacks to little numbers in the glee fandom], nice build up where alex likes john but john is scared and anxious, so laf picks up the slack + they all end up together
  3. l’ecole de lafayette“When Alexander Hamilton was assigned to help the newly arrived Marquis de Lafayette learn English, the last thing he expected was to fall in love….” i’m a slut for alex/laf, and this is a great great fic for that. super long, super nsfw, canon era where laf essentially coaches alex through gay sex, it’s fab, + they gay trio with john too it’s great
  4. living it up when i’m going down - again, my own fic, i’m not sorry: wherein alex sends a sext to lafayette by accident and gets more than he bargained for. just 5k of nsfw laf/laurens/ham where ham gets wrecked
  5. laurens (and lafayette) i like you a lot“Hamilton, Lafayette, and Laurens make headlines. They also make life very difficult for Angelica and President Washington. An alleged scandal spurs a Twitter war.” i’m a slut for twitter fic, and this is hilarious. laurens and lafayette and hamilton all just blithely get on with it and are purposefully vague, it’s fab
  6. cracked skin and inkstains“He feels like a giddy schoolgirl around Lafayette’s charm at times, although he feels a little better when he remembers that he’s not the only one who succumbs to it. There’s John, not to mention the trail of pretty girls left behind the Marquis. He’s a heartbreaker, and they’re not exempt. After all, France awaits.“Are you going to simply stand there, Alexander?” says Lafayette.” uhhhhh i loved this, it was fucking indecent. for once, it’s laf who gets fucked, it’s great (nsfw)
  7. excuse the mess i’ve made - “"The next time I get a call at one in the morning from Thomas saying not to worry because he took you to John, you’re dead meat, Alex.“Five times Alexander and Thomas don’t end up arguing and one time they do.” this sounds like it would be an alex/thomas fic, but it’s definitely not, thomas is barely in it. it’s very subtle, very cute, a get together fic. i loved the little excerpts, it was a wonderful little read
  8. we got them commas and them decimals - again, my own fic, i have zero shame. wherein john and lafayette have a lot of money, and don’t seem to understand that alex is poor and doesn’t want to take their money. trans!alex, nsfw, there is a sort of plot. warning for recreational drug use too, because let’s be real, john would totally smoke up in college (and beyond)
  9. i can be everything you need if you make me - a great series by my good friend, kiia, and it’s sort of angry and there’s pain and dom/sub, heed the tags, my guys. i enjoyed it a lot, nsfw as hell

uh, this got long, but these are all good fics, endorsed by myself, and i’m quite a picky reader when it comes to fic. if i say it’s good, then you can trust that it’s good, believe me. i hope you enjoy, go forth and have fun! make sure to leave kudos, comment, and bookmark if you like it! it absolutely makes a writer’s day!!! 

if you want more recs, i am super happy to provide!

Cutest Couple on Campus: Young! Remus x Reader

“You look awfully preoccupied, love.” Sirius noted aloud, helping himself to the seat across from yours. Parchment upon parchment of notes were scattered across the tabletop, while a spilled bottle of ink was forming a stain on the floor. Haphazard strands of your Y/H/C hair poked out from a tousled ponytail; your thick-rimmed glasses kept slipping down your nose. You were exhausted. Merlin only knew what time it was – or how long you’d been studying.

“How very astute of you.” You snarled, carelessly, before immediately regretting snapping at him. “I’m sorry, pretend I didn’t say that. You shouldn’t trust what I say right now, I’m in a bit of a mood.”

“Where’ve you been, anyway? In here all evening? Remus has been searching across the castle for you. He sent me in here, James to the lake, and Lily to the astronomy tower. Very concerned with your wellbeing, that one. It’s like he’s your boyfriend, or something – oh, wait! I forgot! It only took you four years, but you’re finally an item!” Sirius, like a brother, pestered and poked around, all with a lopsided smirk plastered across each cheek.

Sirius and James -but mostly Sirius- took great pride in the idea of you and Rem dating. Sirius was your best friend during first year, and on the Hogwarts Express ride into second year, you two sat in the same compartment as Remus. There was a bit of underlying, 12-year-old awkwardness, but once you and Remus got talking about school, there was no stopping you. You spoke all the way through the ride, through the new sorting ceremony, through dinner, to the Gryffindor common room, and straight to bedtime, where your separate groups of friends had to pull you apart.

Over time, a litany of high-sexual-tension moments went down, until finally, a couple days after one particularly rough full moon, Remus came to your bedside in the morning, bloodied and bruised. “The boys don’t take as good of care of me as you do, Y/N.” His puppy dog eyes and pout won you over, and you gave in.

The pouting was cute and all, but you were still tugging yourself from the outskirts of sleep. “How did you even get up here? The stairs turn to a slide when guys try to climb them.”

“James taught me,” Remus hummed, clearly still half-asleep himself. “Come on, Y/N. Back to my dorm? Please?”

You didn’t need to be told twice.

“Alright, Moony, let’s go.” You pulled the sheets off your legs, stumbling out of bed, then guiding him to the door. His body felt so fragile under your touch; like he was a house of cards ready to collapse. You’d never seen him in such a battered state. It was scary how scratched his skin was.

When you got him to his own room, he fell to the bed with a quiet ‘umphf’, then cracked one of his Remus smiles. “Let’s ditch classes today – what do you say? The two biggest Gryffindor try hards blowing off all their work.”

“You’re on, Lupin.” You tossed yourself into James’s bed, knowing he was already to breakfast – gone for the foreseeable future. Sirius was still asleep in his own cocoon of blankets, but he could sleep through a hurricane, especially after full moon. Full moons were rough on all three of them. Each time, for the first couple days post-full moon, the Marauders didn’t dare wake up early enough for breakfast. Frankly, it was a surprise that James wasn’t still out cold. “What do you need, though? Your wounds have to hurt; they look so nasty.”

Before Remus could answer, there was a sudden thud, followed by a hissed, “Bloody hell, Prongs,” and a noticeable shift in Sirius’s position in bed.

“Sirius? James?”

Awkwardly, James staggered up to his feet. He’d been tucked on the floor, on the opposite side of Sirius’s bed, until he hit his head off the nightstand, blowing his cover. “Sorry to cockblock, I just-” he cleared his throat uncomfortably. “wanted to be here when Remus shared the news.”

And, with that, and no real other choice, Remus ended up admitting his feelings for you. You were thrust to Cloud 9.

Ever since, you and him had been going strong. Sometimes, relationships between friends felt forced, but with Rem, it was all so natural, like you were destined as lovers from the beginning.

“I’ve had a lot of work to get done.” You set your quill down, and looking up to Sirius. “Has Remus really been looking for me?”

“Of course he has, Y/N,” Sirius rolled his eyes, then picked at the corner of the fraying textbook cover of your potions book. “I swear, for a bright girl, you can be quite dense about Moony.”

“I’m not dense, I’m-” you broke off when you noticed Remus crossing through rows of shelves, over to you and Sirius. He appeared massively relieved.

“Babe, I’ve been looking all over for you. Why didn’t you tell me you’d be here tonight? I would’ve met you, or even helped study.”

Sirius spun around in his chair, sending a shit-eating smirk Remus’s way. “All this pent-up desire I’m sensing on your end, Moony. Animalistic senses coming on so strong already? Or, are you just, horny? Boner, yet? Don’t forget to put a sock on the dorm doorknob, that way we know you’re-”

“It seems like you’ve overstayed your welcome, Padfoot.” You couldn’t help but chuckle at the look of embarrassment on Remus’s face. He got so flustered when his friends hinted at any sort of sex life between you guys. Gryffindor’s biggest try hards fooling around with each other? Preposterous.

“That’s fair,” Sirius sniffed, feigning offense. “I guess I’ll be on my way. Goodbye, love,” he leaned in to kiss your hand. “Goodbye, Moony. Give her ass a squeeze for me.”

Once Sirius was gone, Remus jerked a hand through his hair, then plopped into the seat his friend had been sitting in. “We should’ve set up a study session tonight, love. Is there anything I can help you with?”

And you couldn’t bring yourself to say it directly to his face, but that was precisely why you hadn’t told him about needing to study: he was far too considerate. Whenever you, his girlfriend, needed something, Remus would drop everything to make sure you got it. It was beyond sweet, but so frivolous; so unnecessary. Every little girl dreamed of having a doting boyfriend someday, but with Remus, it always put you on edge. You knew he struggled with self-confidence issues, and to some degree, you wished he put as much into building himself up as he poured into supporting you.

“Sorry, Rem,” you twinkled your go-to sheepish smile that you knew he couldn’t resist. “forgive me?”

His crystal eyes widened for a half-second, processing what you’d been hinting at, before he smirked, himself. He rose from the chair and grabbed the knot of his tie with his hand, loosening it as slowly as possible. “Do you have any plans for the rest of the night, my love, or can I steal some of your time?”

“Excuse me, but is Remus Lupin, Gryffindor try hard, making a sexual advance on me?” You licked your lips, and let him take hold of your hands, bringing you to your feet.

“Don’t act like you mind, sweetheart.” He breathed into your ear, then checked to make sure no one was around. “I’ve been wanting you all night, don’t know if I can make it back to the dorm.”

“Don’t, then.” You snaked your arms around his neck. “Plenty of walls in here, no?”

“M-Merlin,” his hands trailed down your ribcage, to your hips, shoving you gently behind the nearest bookcase. “are you sure? Is anyone around?”

“Let them watch.” You worked your lips down his jawline, until you got to his neck, where you grabbed at his dress shirt and started unbuttoning two at a time. Without a worry, you let the shirt slip from his shoulders and pool to the ground, leaving him in thin, tattered undershirt about a size too small. He pushed your hands down to his belt buckle, before pulling his own hands back to your top half.

“Are we actually doing this, Y/N?”

“I-”

“Lupin! Y/L/N! What are you doing?” You both whirled around to find a mutual friend from Ravenclaw standing there, her eyes wide, mouth agape.

“Fuck, fuck, do not tell McGonagall.” Remus scrambled to pick up his shirt and force his arms through the sleeves. “She’d rip us both to shreds with her eyes closed.”

“I shouldn’t have said anything.” The Ravenclaw girl laughed airily, friendly. “Cutest couple on campus, getting it on in the library. I swear, you Gryffindors.”

And across the few feet of space between you and Remus, there was a fondness like no other; a certain attraction that didn’t seem real, unless you lived it. Love was a paradox in that, it didn’t exist until you felt it, but you couldn’t feel it without knowing it existed.

Cutest couple on campus, getting it on in the library.

AN: Only my third imagine, sooooo, not the best. But young Remus is so cute, I can’t stop writing about him, ugh.

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Hiya can you do a narry Drabble about the song "look after you" ? Ty 😊❤️

“Harry?”

Groaning, lifting his eyes from the page of the book he’s been engrossed in for endless hours, Harry raises his head and meets Niall’s gaze, quirking a brow; Niall’s standing in the doorway of their room, dressed casually in jeans and a loose-fitting t-shirt. He’s grinning, really big, and Harry narrows his eyes, apprehension tickling across his neck and digging down his spine.

“Yeah?”

Niall beams, biting his lip as he shoves his hands in his pockets and rocks backward onto the balls of his feet. “Wanna go for a walk with me?” he asks quietly, hopefully, smiling at Harry like he’s the sun and the moon and the stars, shining brighter than the lights of the flashing city outside the window.

Harry frowns, turning to look at the clock on the nightstand, pursuing his lips. It reads 2:51 in bright, neon orange letters. “You want to go for a walk?” Harry repeats Niall’s question in a bout of heavy confusion.  

Shrugging, Niall nods.

“It’s three in the morning.”

Niall rolls his eyes, chuckling lightly. “So?”

“In the morning, Ni.”

Niall lets out a loud laugh that echoes around the dimly-lit room, bringing his hands from his pockets and motioning Harry out of the bed. “C’mon, and let’s go for a walk,” he says, smirking. “Get dressed. I’ll wait in the kitchen.”

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