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French TV shows rec list:

Fais pas ci fais pas ça:

Comedy about two very different families living right next to each other: The Lepics and the Bouleys. There are nine seasons so we can see the characters evolve on a really long time period. Some serious issues are tackled with humour, like education, how to cope with the death of a loved one, or how parents react to one of their children coming out as gay, for instance. Most of the characters are really lovable and you easily get attached to them even though they can be annoying sometimes. Also, there are some really funny moments. I wouldn’t say it’s one of my favourite shows ever but I had a nice time watching it (though, I haven’t watched all the seasons yet).

Trigger warning: none that I can think of (this show is suitable for children).

Level of difficulty when it comes to French: I think it should be fine (there’s nothing really technical, the show’s about everyday life, so it mainly uses colloquial/casual French).

Les Bleus premiers pas dans la police:

A four-season show about rookies in the French police. I used to really love this show when I was in middle school, and I have very fond memories of it now, even if I haven’t watched it for a long time. This show has diversity and representation: a Muslim man (who is one of the main characters) and his family, gay men (one of them is also a main character), a bisexual woman (also a main character in the first seasons), and so on. It also portrays strong female characters (including a woman in a position of power, from season 2 to the end I think). The characters are very lovable (in my opinion), and funny. By the way, this show has very funny moments as well as serious moments (including the scenes showing how the LGBT characters and the women deal with discrimination at their workplace or elsewhere). The only problem with this show is that the end is a bit unsatisfying considering it stopped because it failed to get renewed (or at least that’s what I understood at the time).   

Trigger warning: depiction of discrimination (for instance, homophobia), and of course the usual warnings when it comes to cop shows (even though it is far less graphic than most other shows of this kind, and there are less murder investigations than in most investigation shows).

Level of difficulty when it comes to French: I think this one is okay too. There might be some terms describing police stuff, but all in all it’s pretty casual.

Le Bureau des Légendes (ongoing show):

A show about the DGSE (Direction Générale de la Sécurité Extérieure), which is basically the French intelligence agency concerning foreign matters. It has three seasons so far and it’s one of my favourite TV show ever. It’s captivating, I got really attached to many of the characters (and most of them are not completely good or bad, there are a lot of grey characters, which is great), and it’s also really moving (especially the last season I think). One of my favourite thing about this show is its subtlety: it’s deeply moving, but in a subtle and somewhat low-key way. There are close to no typical tear-jerking scenes, with sad music and close-ups on the crying faces of devastated characters. There are really sad scenes, but they are played out with a great sobriety.

Trigger warning: psychological and physical torture (nothing too graphic though).

Level of difficulty when it comes to French: it should be mainly okay, I think. There are probably some technical terms, since it’s about an intelligence agency, but it should be understandable as a whole. Also, many scenes are in other languages (English, Farsi, Arabic, etc) and are subtitled in French, which is really good in order to practise your written French ;)

Les Revenants (ongoing show):

A show about dead people coming back to life in a village of the Pyrénées. It only has two seasons so far, but I’m really looking forward to more. The show is really mysterious, with a gloomy atmosphere that I absolutely love. The dead people (who are from different generations and died at different times) come back to their family/loved ones (when they have some), and no one understands what happened, including the dead people. After their arrival, other very strange events take place in the village. Some characters have very dubious motives and you’re often unsettled, not knowing what to think of them. However, you can’t help but to get attached to some of them anyway. This show has some very serious themes like how to cope with the death of a loved one, death in general, love, family (by blood or by choice).

Trigger warnings: death, suicide.

Level of difficulty concerning French: I think it’s pretty okay… The show aired on American TV so you can probably find a subtitled version quite easily, which is pretty cool :D


My favourite French tv show (and even my favourite show ever). This show depicts the Arthurian legend in a humorous way, and it’s one of the funniest thing I’ve ever watched. The humour is unique, the characters are really lovable, and the entire show is extremely creative: this is honestly pure genius. Plus, the atmosphere evolves from something exclusively light and funny to something that is serious and deeply moving at times. The show goes from episodes that last a few minutes to far longer episodes in the 6th (and last) book (=season). I could go on and on about this show, but nothing I could say would make it justice. Honestly, just give it a go, this is brilliant.

PS: Alexandre Astier (who plays Arhtur, wrote the scenario, the music and basically came up with this entire masterpiece) is a national hero. That’s all I had to say.

Trigger warning: it’s really funny and you’re having the time of your life, and suddenly there is a serious/sad scene and you feel like crying (but it’s worth it)… just be prepared ^^

Level of difficulty concerning French: it might be pretty hard at first, because they speak quite quickly and use weird expressions (but then, use these expressions in front of Kaamelott fans [ie a looooot of people] and see their faces lit up => it could be really rewarding I think).

Apart from these, all the creations canal + (Braquo, Engrenages, Cercle polaire…) have a good reputation/positive reviews I think, but I’ve only watched Les Revenants and Le Bureau des Légendes for now, so I only talked about those ^^

I think many people like 10 pour cent and Hero Corp too, but I haven’t watched them (yet) so I couldn’t include them in the list.


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Not Right Now- Andre Burakovsky

Originally posted by clibphotography

Requested: Yes 

Request:  “Can you do an Andre imagine where the boys chirp at him for asking the reader to marry him at a young age?”

Authors Note: I hope you like it. 


Warning: Marriage 

Ps: For me, school is starting tomorrow along with Field hockey season. I will try to post when I can. Im always on here so don't be afraid to message me.- I love you.

You and Andre got up and did your usual morning routine. You made breakfast, took a shower, and got ready for your day. To you, it was another Monday, but to Andre, it was the biggest day of his life.

“By babe, see you later,” you said giving him a kiss.

“Y/n… I wanted to ask you something” he said taking your hand.

“What is it?” you asked him concerned.

“I want to cook you dinner tonight,” he said with a smile.

“Ok, I’m fine with that. I thought you were going to ask me something serious.“ You said while grabbing your things to leave.

“You have no idea” Andre whispered.

“What was that?” You asked not knowing what he said.

“Nothing, I just hope you have a good day,” he said while bringing you in for one last kiss.

As you headed to class you were trying to figure out what was up with Andre. He’s been acting strange for the last few weeks, but you really didn’t know why. After you left, Andre got ready to go to morning practice.

“ Morning Tom,” Andre said while setting down his gym bag.

“Morning Bro, anything new going on?” Tom asked while putting on his chest padding.

“Actually I wanted to tell you something, but it’s just between you and me,” Andre said nervously.

“Andre we are like family, you can tell me anything,” Tom said reassuringly.

“ Ummm…….. I wanted to ask Y/n to marry me” Andre whispered to Tom.

“You’re joking….. right?” Tom said a little taken back.

“What do you mean?” Andre asked confused

“It’s just that you are so young Andre. You have your whole life ahead of you.” Tom said in shock.

“ I know I do, but I really want to spend the rest of it with Y/n,” he said getting a little upset.

“I know, I feel the same way about Taylor. Even though I feel that way about her, I’m not going to marry her anytime soon.” Tom protested.

“We will continue this conversation later.” Tom continued.

“For most of practice, Andre was off his game and his team noticed.

“Andre, I want to talk to you for a second” Alex said while skating over to him.

“Tom told me about you asking Y/n to marry you.” Alex continued.

“TOM, YOU TOLD ME YOU WOULD NOT TELL ANYONE!” Andre shouted across the ice.


“You can’t blame him,” Alex said nudging Andres’ head.

“I know,” Andre said frustrated.

“ I love you and Y/n, but I think you’re too young to be getting married,” Alex said skating along next to Andre.

“Does everyone think this?” Andre said getting even more frustrated.

“Being married is a lot of work, it takes a lot of time,” Alex said seriously.

“I know, I just wish people would understand that I’m ready,” Andre said calmly.

“We do think you are ready but just not right now,” Alex said skating away.

Practice wrapped up fairly quickly, and soon everyone was back into the locker room. You had gotten out of class early so you decided to meet Andre.

“Hey guys,” you said walking into the locker room.

“Hey Y/n,” everyone said tiredly.

“What’s going on?” you asked concerned.

“ Your boyfriend,” Tom said pulling you into a hug.

“Whats wrong with Andre?” You asked confused.

“Let’s go somewhere more private,” Alex said walking you out of the locker room.

“Why is no one telling me what’s wrong?” you asked getting flustered.

“Andre told us that today he was planning on asking you a question,” Tom said not knowing how to break it to you.

“What’s the question?” You asked.

“He was going to ask you to marry him, but we told him that he was not ready,” Alex said bluntly.

“Wow!… Ummm….Do you know where I can find him? You asked in shock.

“He’s  out on the ice” Tom directed you.

You walked to the entrance of the ice to find Andre shooting goals.

“Hey,” you said while walking up to him.

“Hey…. so I’m guessing you know what happened,” Andre said sadly.

“ Now I know why you wanted to cook dinner tonight, even though you never do,” you said hugging him.

“I just wanted to let you know that I will marry you, but not right now,” you said looking up at him.

“I understand,” he said kissing your forehead.

“ I definitely want to marry you, but in the future,” you said not letting go of him.

“So if I asked you tomorrow would you say yes? He said jokingly.

“I mean years not hours Burakovsky.” You said laughing.

“I love you,” Andre said leaning in to kiss you.

“I love you too” you responded.

Bad Advice

Originally posted by spderman

Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader + Tony Stark + Clint Barton

Request: Hiii. I was wondering if you could do a Peter drabble, where she is the sort-of daughter of Tony (he’s a father figure to her) and her closest friend is Clint. So Peter has a huge crush on her, and he goes to the two people who know her best for help on asking her out. It goes badly, needless to say, but when he tries being himself…😊 Just a bunch of fluff and awkward!Peter. It gives me life. If you do end up doing this, thank you! If not, that’s alright. By @yourmagicalblazesoullove

Word count: 830

A/N: I’m sorry I have been quiet for the past few days. I have been sick and hadn’t had any energy to write. I’ll try to post more requested imagines over the weekend so hang on. I’m still a bit sick so I’m sorry if this isn’t my best work! 

PS. Requests are open so feel free to send me any ideas that you might have! Send your requests here


Peter has had the biggest crush on you for months now but he had no idea what to do about it. The smartest plan was to go to the people who knew her best, or so he thought. “So, you wanna court my Y/N?” Tony asked with a huge smirk. “Yeah, please I need your help! I just don’t know how to approach her. So, if you could give me some advice, that would be great” Peter pleaded. Tony and Clint looked at each other for a while and then turned back to him. “Okay fine” Tony finally agreed. “But you better take good care of her kid!” Clint continued and Peter nodded his head excitedly.

“Okay first of all, you need to get rid of that awkward geeky kid vibe you have going on. Girls don’t like that” Tony started and Clint nodded agreeing. Peter gave them a questioning look “Don’t you think it would be better if I just… was myself?” “How many girls has that gotten you kiddo?” Tony argued him and Peter thought about it for a second. “Okay, so how do I get rid of that ‘vibe’?” Peter finally asked. “You have to be really confident with her. Just be like you know you are good looking and a catch and that other girls would be lucky to have you” Tony advised him making Peter feel kind of skeptical about everything they said. He really didn’t feel comfortable pretending to be someone else. But maybe Tony was right, I mean being himself didn’t really seem to attract girls. “Come on Peter, you are Spider-Man! Just use the confidence you have when you put that mask on.” Clint said after seeing the uncertainty in Peter’s face. “Oh, and don’t be too obvious that you are trying to flirt with her. But also make sure that she knows you are flirting” he continued leaving Peter extremely confused. “Now go get her Spiderling” Tony patted Peter’s shoulder and led him on his way.

Originally posted by stallingdemons

Peter saw you watching TV alone at the living room. He thought about everything Tony and Clint had told him and gave himself a pep talk. “You can do this Peter. Just be confident and don’t be awkward or obvious” he corrected his posture and walked to you. “Hey beautiful” he said and cringed at his own words. Hey beautiful? Who talks like that, Peter facepalmed himself. “Oh, hey Peter, what’s up” you laughed a bit at his words. “Um, nothing, um, so what are you watching” don’t be awkward, don’t be awkward, Peter repeated in his mind. He put his hand on the couch’s backrest behind you. “Oh it’s some new series on Netflix. Don’t really know if I like it yet” you answered a bit confused about what was happening with Peter. “Well, I don’t know about the series, but I do love watching you” “Okay, what the hell is going on with you Peter? Why are you acting like the biggest douche on planet Earth?” You asked him and his eyes widened. “I-I-I’m sorry Y/N I just, um, I um” he started to stutter and you gave him an annoyed look. “Look Peter, if you have like some bet with someone, I’m really not in the mood for it so could you just leave” you were pissed at him. You had had a crush on him since the moment you met him and all the sudden he turns into some huge jerk. “No Y/N, I- I don’t have a bet with anyone. I promise. I just. I just wanted to impress you so Tony and Clint gave me some advice. I really like you and I was so nervous to approach you. I was so sure that you wouldn’t ever like someone like me. You know a huge geeky kid.” He explained himself and you shook your head. “So, you have a crush on me and you got advice from TONY AND CLINT?” you laughed a bit before continuing “Look Peter, you don’t have to pretend to be anyone else. I love you just the way you are. I love that you are not like other guys our age. I love the fact that you are super smart and you are so funny and brave. Don’t you ever think that you are not perfect just the way you are Peter” you held his hand and gave him a reassuring smile. “Yo-you um, love me?” Peter asked with wide eyes. “No, what, I mean I like you a lot in a romantic way of course but not love that’s way too big way too early, Pfft” you gave him a small nervous laughter and a big grin grew to Peter’s face. “Y/N, I love you too” he smiled widely and kissed you. You kissed him back but then pulled away. “Oh, and Peter, by the way, your pick up lines suck” “Oh shut up” he laughed and kissed you again.

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The Way Home (Part 5)

Summary: AU. Two hearts are broken after reader makes the difficult decision to leave home and pursue her dreams. When her older brother Steve asks her to come home, reader is forced to confront her past and the life she could have had with her ex, Bucky Barnes.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader

Word Count: 3,432

Warnings: language, fluff, angst, babies, more angst????

A/N: Tags are for sure closed this time. This story is winding down. Happy Christmas and Happy Hanukkah, if you celebrate. If not, happy Sunday. This chapter was a pain, and I ended up scrapping it three times before writing this version. PS - The Spain thing? Actually happened to me. True story. It was bananas.

Part 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7

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  • iamjojo Know it hasn’t really been that long but it feels like forever. I miss you. How are you?! I’ve been in the studio and you’ve been busy. And that’s a good thing. Have you been working on yourself too? Or internally beating yourself up? I definetly do that shit. Overthinking/ freaking tf out and then figuring out how to calm myself down. These days, I’m learning my limits. Testing my boundaries. Trying to give myself the grace I would give to the people I love. Disappointing myself, getting back up, dusting off, and starting again. It’s life. And YOLO. I hope you are growing. I hope you can enjoy the journey. PS- aintnobodygottime to dwell on “imperfections”. You are perfectly wonderfully uniquely purposefully made. Being YOU is the point. Thanks for reading my stream of consciousness today, xo.
You Belong to Me - Part 1



Cordonia is like something out of the fairytale and Liam never thought he would say these words to until he found MC (Riley) and is sure to make her the women on his side. But does she feel the same? 

Part 2 , Part 3 , Part 4 , Part 5


Late at Night Riley is sitting in her room of the Beaumont house and thinking back to all the things that have happened. About the moment Tariq came in her room and Drake was there to help her. She felt so bad for him to get hurt. She cares for him a lot, but she cares for Liam too. “I’m so confused!” she muttered to herself. She thinks back to the moment with Liam on the boat to see the Statue of Liberty. Or when both went to the forgotten falls. All the time she had with him where so amazing. 

She sits up and went on the balcony to get some fresh air. Soon Liam will decide who he is going to choose. What will happen to Drake? It will break his heart, maybe he won’t be around Liam a lot, but that would break Liam’s heart.

When she first came here to Cordonia she didn’t think that it will turn out like this – complicated and heartbroken.  And it’s all her fault. She stands between two best friends who have fallen for her. And Riley? She fell for Liam – head over heels. But she makes a decision. “I’m leaving.” she whispered. She walked back to her bed and took her suitcase and packed all her things.

Suddenly someone is knocking on her door. First she doesn’t respond because she is scared Liam or Drake could see her. “Little blossom, open the door.” Maxwell say happy. A feeling of relief came over Riley. She went to the door and open it and let Maxwell in. As he stepped in he saw the suitcase on her bed and turned back to Riley, completely shocked. “What is that?” Riley couldn’t look at him. “I know I ruin everything but I can’t stay here. Bertand will find a way to get you back to a financial stability. I’m sorry Maxwell.” She sat down on her bed and looked at her own hands. “What happened? The way you look at Liam, you fell in love with him.”

Of course I do.

She thinks “Yes, but sometimes love is not enough. But.. that’s not the reason you came here right?” trying to change the subject, she looked up at him for the first time. “No it’s not. I wanted to bring you to Liam. Some alone time, but now when I see you here, I don’t think you want to have those time.” Riley felt tears filling up her eyes. Her heart is breaking but she can’t think of another way. “You can do me a favour Maxwell.” He looked at her, confused and still a bit shocked. “What is it?” He sat next to her and took her hand. “I will write two letters. Can you give one to Drake and one to Liam? 1 hour after I left, please?” Maxwell didn’t want her to leave. In her he found someone he can open up to, tell the truth. And now everything is over? But the way she looked like right now, he could tell it isn’t easy for her. “Of course.” Riley nod and stand up. “Pick them up in 20 minutes. And don’t tell anyone what I’m planning.”

—— 20 minutes later ———

Maxwell knocked at the door again but this time no one opened the door. He noticed that the door is not locked so he went in. “Hey little blossom, I –“ The room is empty, just the two letters for Drake in Liam are lying on the desk and a little note.

Thank you Maxwell, and I’m sorry.

After one hour Maxwell went straight to Liam’s room. At first he wanted to knock at the door to give him the letter personally, but he decided to push the letter under the door and knock then. And before Liam could see him he ran down the corridor. The same thing he did with Drake. After he delivered the letters he went back to his room to prepare himself for the talk with Bertand.


Liam was wandering who put the letter under the door but when he saw the handwriting he knew it was from Riley. He started to smile immediately. He loves her so much and can’t wait to propose to her soon. Since the day in New York, when she took him on that cliff, he was fascinated by her smile, the way she is talking. Just everything.

Dear Liam,
you are probably smiling now – the most beautiful smile I’ve ever seen. And… I’m gonna miss that.

His smile is fading away and is now replaced with a confused look.

When you received that letter I’m not in Cordonia anymore. It’s not because I don’t love you. I do that’s why I write this letter, because if I talk to you in person, I would not have the courage to leave you. Liam, you are such an amazing men, I always dreamed to have someone like you in my life and I don’t regret anything. I will always remember those moments we had together, I will always remember your lips on mine, the way you look at me. I won’t forget you or anything that was between us. I will always love you. And I will miss you every day. But I can’t stand between two people who know each other so long. Good bye Liam.

PS: Choose at least Hana – she won’t care if you can’t give her the things a king should give her queen. She will understand.

Your Riley.

Liam started to cry after the first words. He couldn’t hold it back, his life is crashing down. It is like someone took something from him. But he can tell that she was crying to while she wrote that letter. Some of the letters are fading like water, or tears – her tears - fell down on the paper. He stood up and walked over to Drake. He could tell him what the last sentence mean.


Before Drake could read the letter Liam came in and stared at him and his letter. “Liam? What are you doing at this time here?” Drake tried to put the letter away but Liam saw it. “Read the letter out loud.” Drake was shocked? Why does Liam want that? “Why?” Liam came over to him and stand in front of him. “The letter is from Riley. She left and I want to know why. What did you tell her Drake?” Liam got angry. It has do to something with Drake.

“Liam… I…”

…….to be continued 


Please be soft with me this is the first time I wrote something like this. I usually write song lyrics or some other storys but never a fanfic. But I’d love to hear some feedbacks. Hope you enjoy it. ♥

I Know I’m Not The Only One//Part 3

A/N: One of my favorite little series is coming to an end, I loved writing this! Everyone voted for a happy ending so I hope this does he trick. 

PS: Spencer with long hair is my weakness. 

Originally posted by radspencerreid

In between setting up your new apartment, starting your new job and adjusting to a new city time felt as if it were flying. It took time but had finally found some peace in your new routine. Spencer had been respectful of your choices he hadn’t tried to reach out in any ways.

Penelope called you often to check in, giving you brief updates on any super crazy cases.”Enough about me P, what are you doing?” You asked trying to deflect the attention from your non-existent love life. “Oh nothing just baking cupcakes its Spencer’s birthday tomorrow and the team is–” There was awkward silent pause.

“Oh no, ooh no I did the thing. Y/N I’m so sorry.” This was the first time Penelope had mentioned Spencer in any of your conversations, but you didn’t feel pain, or anger it was something else. It was hard to describe exactly what felt like to hear even a small detail about his life, it was strange. “Hey nothing you need to be sorry about, tell boy genius Happy Birthday, I’m sure you guys will make it fun.”

It had been months since you had thought him. About your relationship, you had pushed all those thoughts away. Instead you worked, a lot, you found different things to distract your self, finding  a hobby was difficult. It was as if nothing worked, nothing distracted you enough, everything you tried still made you feel close to him. It was one in the morning when you put on your old running shoes, slid your head phones in ran until you we’re tired enough to not think anymore, and now it’s what you always did.

So that night after speaking to Penelope you did just that, you ran and ran trying to tire your mind more than your body. Expect this time there was no possible way of out running your own thoughts.

As you laid in bed that night you couldn’t help but think of all the birthdays you had shared with Spencer. Reminiscing about all the small, precious, loving moment you had created together. This is not where you thought you’d be, alone, starting all over again.

It had been couple of days since you had spoken to Penelope which was odd, she had a pretty good schedule and always stuck to it. As you picked up your phone to call her a different name flashed on your screen, JJ.

“Hello,” you said a little confused as to why she was calling, “Y/N it’s JJ, look I know we haven’t talked but this isn’t about us. Spencer is hurt, and it’s looking pretty rough right now.” You could hear her voice as she broke down in tears, “I just think you should be here.”

With out thinking about it twice you got on the first flight to New Mexico. Penelope filled you in on everything that had happened, they had finally closed in on the unsub and they thought they had cleared the place. Spencer was downstairs searching the room the unsub snuck up behind him, he never saw it coming.

Surgery was tough but the doctors said he should be in the clear, but the last two days he’d gotten worse a high fever and what the doctor thought was an infection. This wasn’t how you imagined seeing him again, in a hospital bed, not under these circumstances.

Possibly under better ones, happier ones, one where you had both moved on found some sort of happiness else where. Instead here you we’re sitting beside him watching all the different machines he was hooked up too. JJ had stayed behind, and Penelope had flown to in while the rest of the team was forced into another case.

“It’s so good to have you here, it’s so good to see you” Penelope said rushing to your side when she walked into the room. JJ placed the cardboard cup holder, on the small table. “It’s good to see you too” you said hugging her tightly, “Both of you” you said looking at JJ.

That night you all stayed up talking catching up, JJ tell you about Will and the kids. But once the conversation came to an end you looked at Spencer. “Thank you for coming, seriously.” JJ’s voice caught your attention.

“I know you probably don’t want to hear it but Y/N, Spencer still cares about you. This isn’t something you probably want to hear but he really is sorry, for what he did for how he hurt you. He doesn’t say it often but I know he misses you, a lot”

It was early in the morning when you had volunteered to go grab both of them some breakfast, and some much needed coffee. When you came back to the hospital room the door was opened and you watched as nurses walked in and out. You stood by door and watched as both JJ and Penelope surrounded his bed.

“We’re so glad you’re okay, Spence, you really had us worried” you heard JJ say, “I think you’ve slept enough for a whole year.”

“I dreamt about her, about her voice, she felt so close I can’t explain it”

“Spencer” JJ and Penelope both watched as you walked in standing by the end of the hospital bed. “That’s because I here, JJ called and I got here as fast as I could.”

Penelope and JJ took that as their cue to leave. “I can’t believe you’re actually here” Spencer was already attempting to sit up in her bed, “No, no don’t do that” you said anxiously rushing to his side.

“It’s really you, I’m not dreaming” Spencer said grabbing your hand. “It’s me” tears began to fill your eyes, but there way no way to control your emotions at this point.

“Y/N, I’ve spent a lot of time thinking of what I would say to you if I ever got to see you again. I am so sorry, I hurt you, I lied to you and you didn’t deserve it. I didn’t deserve you. I still don’t.”

“Don’t do this Spence”

“No, I have too. Y/N I love you, and I would do anything, anything to be with you again.”

“How about we start over, one more time, right from scratch.”

Spencer smiled, delighted by the offer, “Hi my name is Spencer, Spencer Reid, what’s your name?”

“Y/N, Y/L/N, pleasure to meet you”

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hEY TAYLOR!!!! lasT time we’ve ~interacted~ anD by that i mean that yo u liked a post of mine from last march of me leaving pictures of you holding awards on a phone in target™ ((((pS THANK YOU FOR THAT BTW)))) anYWAYS,,!,!, i just thought i should give you an updAte on my life. soOoO i chANGED MY USERBAME!!! i used to be @thinkingthatyoucouldbetrusted but then i decided that tHat was waY too long so i shortened it up:)))) aLSOOO YOu first followed me when i was in the middle of 7th grade, nO W IM A FRESHIE IN HIGHSCHOOOL WHOAHHHh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anD i’ve made a lot of neW friend s (online and in real life:)))) aLSO i made a nEw instagram and its @couldbtrusted (iTS LIT w/ vIDEOS of me #awkwardly dancing)


aerial ethereal challenge: day four ~ moodboard (the kotova family)

 “You mean all those nights I drove around New York City, searching for you? Helping you with your humework, assignments, making sure you had lunch, spotting you at the gym when I should’ve been training– is that not giving a shit?” He’s still strict, severe. He has trouble softening for them completely, even when Timo is crying. 
                Timo buries his face in his hands again.
                Luka crawls over to his little brother and he wraps his arm around his shoulder. Then he meets Nikolai’s gaze. “Thanks.” My heart fills. “For choosing us.”
               I engrain Nikolai’s expression for life, a look measured in deep, familial love. As though the galaxy parted, just for one moment, to show another blindingly beautiful universe. He responds with a Russian sentiment, sounding tender.
               Katya whispers, “I can’t even imagine…”
               Timo lifts his head. “I can,” he says to Nikolai. “I couldn’t…I needed you. Growing up, I needed you.”
               “And you had me,” Nikolai says lowly. 
Timo exhales deeply, his eyes traveling over the pics. And then he looks to me and back to Nikolai. “I need you to not worry about me anymore. I want you to live the life that you gave up for us. Can you do that?”
                “I didn’t give up my life,” Nikolai explains. “You’re a part of it, Timo. The good and the bad. You’re not keeping me from living, brother.
When I grow old and gray, I can only hope to have a family as passionate and faithful as theirs.

little-guardian-pyro  asked:

Could i have an imagine of Souda and reader dragging an unwilling Gundham to an animal cafe and him ending up getting distracted by the animals ? (no specific ship but poly mby ? ) ps. luv u

Moi, love, poly Soudam gives me life. Also, cat cafe it is in order to celebrate our Hustle Cat playthrough. Enjoy!   Ɛ>

“Unhand me at this instant!”

Sighing at the awkward tension in the air you watched as the two males fought, one trying to get away while the other attempted to forcefully drag him along with you. You stood in silence waiting for them to calm down slightly so that you could step in. Souda had his arms around Gundham’s waist, heaving him up just above the air to carry him towards you; his breath hitching when one of the hamsters left Gundham’s scarf and wondered off towards where he was held only to bite down painfully.

With a loud yelp the mechanic let go and clutched his hand close to his chest, eyebrows furrowed as he accusingly pointed a finger in anger. “Oi! What the hell was that for?!”

A loud chuckle escaped from the taller male as he smirked at Souda’s pain, shoulders shaking ever so slightly. With arms crossed he shook his head from side to side “This is what happens when you mess with the Four Dark Devas of Destruction!”

“Man, that’s not cool.”

“You didn’t heed my warnings.”

Rolling his eyes the pink-haired male took a step back, hands digging into the pockets of his trousers to pull out a tissue and press it to the still bleeding wound.  “Why can’t you just tag along with (Y/n) and I? It’s not like we’re dragging you off to your doom.”

Nodding in agreement you took a step forwards, extending your palm towards Chum-P and watching the fat hamster wobble its way onto your palm, followed by Jum-P cracking his eyes open to join his brother at the very last moment. While you held the bigger one to in your palms the sleepy one sneaked its way to your shoulder and nuzzled into your neck, falling asleep as soon as it laid down. A loud gasp reached your ears as soon as the two hamsters were joined by a third one who jumped the small distance between you and Gundham in order to get close to you.

“Wh-What? How do you do that? Why do they not attack you?!” Sounding both astonished and offended Kazuichi huffed, leaning in closer to one of the hamsters curiously before jumping away when San-D looked at him. “Man.. They don’t like me.”

Laughing quietly you gently nudged him with your shoulder, an attempt to comfort him seeing as you had no hands free, and shrugged your shoulders while the Ultimate Breeder explained that “The Four Dark Devas of Destruction simply find your presence much more soothing, and deem you worthy to carry them” unlike Souda who they see as somewhat of a threat. In the midst of his explaining he didn’t realise that you quietly wondered off, the three of the Devas still with you.

Crackling loudly with his hands resting behind his neck Kazuichi trailed after your slowly disappearing form, not looking back at the man who was too shocked at the following words to budge. “(Y/n) said he’ll take your hamsters on a date with us if you don’t want to go. See ya.”


Smiling at Kazuichi’s attempt to pet Chum-P you watched the hamster eye his hand curiously, clearly seeing that the man wis too scared to get any closer to the small animal. It was a rather humorous thing to see, visible frustration and distress written on the pink-haired’s man face before he finally set his hand down on the table. He shook his head, letting out a breath you didn’t know he was holding. “I can’t do it.”

“It’s not that difficult,” You pointed out, gently patting the bigger hamster. “But after being bitten and scratched by them so many times I’m not surprised you’re scared.”

The man nodded slowly, eyes shifting away from you in embarrassment only for him to be distracted by a feline butting her head into his side, craving some attention. Without a second thought he lifted his hand up to scratch her behind the ear, smiling when she started purring loudly. It was nice to see him get along with an animal, even if it wasn’t one of Gundham’s. “I think she likes me.” With this said he looked up to you; a proud, wide grin spreading across his lips.

“I’m glad.”

“I see you have finally found a familiar deeming your human blood worthy.” Hearing the voice you looked up to see no one other than Tanaka Gundham himself, many cats nuzzling to his legs as he quietly asked you to move up so he could sit down.

Kazuichi clicked his tongue at him in irritation but couldn’t help but grin smugly. “I see you finally overcame your embarrassment and joined us. Were you jealous of your hamsters?”

As if offended the man gasped, eyes narrowing. “You are foolish to think that, Kazuichi. I simply wanted to ensure that Mega-Z doesn’t stay separated from the rest of the Devas for too long, who knows what would happen if they stayed apart much longer.”

“Right, suure.”

“I speak nothing but the truth.”


Before an argument could break out you cleared your throat, thanking the waiter who placed a plate in front of the newcomer, and watched as he stared down at the cake. “What is this?”  He mumbled, eyes shifting to glance at you shortly.

Smiling at his reaction you patted his arm gently, “We got you cake. There wasn’t any ones like the ones you like, but the cheesecakes here are like heaven itself.” You explained, eyebrows gently furrowing as Gundham eyed the cake. Despite the chatter around the cat cafe you managed to hear him mutter ’ heaven’ under his breath, just loud enough for you to catch it if you paid enough attention.

You didn’t watch him hesitate to take a first bite, neither did you bug him about it afterwards knowing that he doesn’t like to be questioned or observed while eating. You couldn’t help but steal glances at him from time to time though, as did Souda who didn’t pay as much attention to the cat as he made it seem. Both of you hoped the cake was to his liking.

After what seemed like long minutes he set the spoon down, ostensibly distracted by one of the cats. You did notice, however, the way he pulled his scarf up over his nose before turning away from the two of you to pet the cat. Kazuichi’s eyes met yours and you gave him a nod, grinning when he gave you two thumbs up in response.

Neither of you expected the mechanic to shriek when he realised the cat he was petting has gotten questioningly smaller. “Oi, oi! Oi! Get away from me!” He pulled his hand close to him and held it to his chest, scrambling away from Chum-P who cracked his eyes open, wondering why he wasn’t being pet any more. “Wh-When did you–” The quiet crackle coming from you caught his attention and his jaw dropped, a slightly louder laughter joining yours right after. “Why would you do that to me?!” He cried, moving away from the hamster as it slowly approached him.

Sighing you shifted slightly, enough to rest your head on Gundham’s shoulder who instantly tensed, starting to relax after a few seconds passed. “This is too much fun, honestly.” You snickered, fingers gently trailing down his arm to take his hand in yours.

He didn’t say anything, he didn’t budge, but instead returned his attention to the cats. You didn’t miss it when he softly squeezed your hand, however. Neither did you miss Kazuichi eyeing the two of you in jealousy as he bumped his leg into yours for attention, clearly feeling left out.

But you definitely didn’t mishear when the man holding your hand thanked the two of you.


Hello! I’m Jenny, and I’m 27 (will be 28 this summer!), and I sometimes consider Dan and Phil my antidepressants. I struggle with year-round depression that gets particularly bad over the winter months (SAD), and here in Canada (in Vancouver, specifically) those winter months are long and grey and brutal. D&P’s videos and creations always put a smile on my face, and somehow they feel like faraway friends.

It’s so nice to hear about some of us older members of the Phandom (yes, even at 27, I feel “older”)!! We might keep quiet but we’re here, and I’m so happy to meet you!

I’m in Canada now, but later this year I’ll be moving to England to be closer to my mum, and to just do life stuff, y’know. I’ll give you all a shout when I’m nearby and we can Phan about together <3

You can find me on Instagram: jennehdavid
I’m also on YouTube (since this past December) which is where the second picture is from, under my name Jenny David. You can listen to my weird Canadian accent!

Ps. Apparently I’m pretty wordy. Woah.

Most of y’all probably already know but like there’s a Squeenix sale going on right now on PS Store and you can get FFXV for like $25 along with a ton of other shit at a good price (I got Tomb Raider for $12 and Life is Strange Complete Season for $5, like?? wtf amirite), so you should hit that up before it ends on the 15th.

Also Steam is legitimately crazy right now, it’s giving 75% off a whole lot of DC titles and you. should. see:

THE SALES holy funk and this ends on Aug 11, so there’s a shorter window of time but like? if you don’t have all these games already, like fuck, you’re not gonna get this deal everyday

ok so - i just played the family therapy mission and several things really stood out, so michael literally hits fabian over the head with a laptop which is super trevor-like in that he get’s creative with violence. his actually quite like trevor throughout this entire mission in his actions and also when he goes of at amanda in the therapy session (straight up threatening to murder her?). secondly??? michael tattooing lazlow with a dick is like p suggestive considering trevor constantly mentions lazlow is closeted, not to mention lazlow brings up trevor while his being thrown around the tat parlour as “papa number 2”. and finally i know the whole michael tattooed his cell-mates ass is hilarious but let’s talk context - that is straight up one of the top five most homoerotic things i have ever heard in my life. And also - you know who else has a tattoo of michael’s name? ……trevor In conclusion - wow michael is……..not straight………. and PS jimmy goes out of his way in the beginning to clarify why he isnt going to use the word gay as a slur, which is kinda a stand out considering gta is known for giving 0 fks about offending everyone