but i feel it and it is so upsetting

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

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i love these two so much

please dont be mean to my gremlin daughter she does not deserve this hate

i think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permeance.

no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life … the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved. that it was all just a figment of your imagination and that feeling when you’re alone … the emptiness and sadness that feeds into self-hatred … that is the only reality.

and when you feel, like all borderlines feel, so goddamn intensely … people notice. & when you tell them how you feel people ask: do you really think so little of me? that i would be so heartless to forget you?

oh, sweet ones. there is no other way i know how to think. i’m sorry.

that isn’t mark.

dark is NOT celene, damien and us together, it’s just damien. i heard people say that before wkm, mark alluded that dark’s real name is damien so. also straight up celene only helps us get into the body, then damien casts us out. thats why we’re in the mirror. 

mark apparently promised damien his body back, but never followed through and it just causes more anger.

the real mark doesn’t act like that and mark said that dark is supposed to be the complete opposite of him. so. that ain’t mark. neither here, nor in adwm. damien, the now demon, is being played a fool by another demon. probably celene. probably something celene created. idk don’t fucking trust celene. the detective figured it out probably. he was probably trustworthy. weird, but trustworthy.

mark needs our help probably. he’s be gone a long time, likely. he’’s likely been replaced by something when celene came into the picture.

don’t trust the seer.

god damn, will.

why the fuck does everyone trust celene.

yes it is driving me mad. angery boy.

and i’m still upset over that ending. but more frustrate this time.

i cannot wait until mark explains what the fuck happened. but until then i’ll just be frustrated as all fuck trying to put the pieces together.

  • Me: It's okay to be unsure of your gender/sexuality!!1! It's totally cool to be figuring yourself out!
  • Me @ me: except you bc u need to get ur stuff together and figure out what the heck u are right now immediately
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i drew this thinking i could play with expressions.. only to realise.. no.. not really.. and then i got really disappointed with myself and started doubting how i draw Rhys and well.. how i draw.. -side eyes- 

Tim Lawrence and Rhys©Borderlands
-disappointeeeeeed- ©me

i can’t wait until vilde starts figuring out her sexuality and goes to isak for help and he introduces her to even’s 2 moms to show her that she can have exactly the life she wants being exactly who she is!!