but i don't feel guilty

one of my favorite things about myself is how passionate I get about stuff, especially my hobbies, but at the same time sometimes I wish I wasn’t so… intense. I have ALWAYS had a super obsessive personality and I love that I get so excited about things; that kind of passion and intensity has gotten me a lot of cool opportunities and great friends and awesome information about history/my other interests

but at the same time it makes me feel like such a burden to other people? I get SO into things so quickly, my friends have no idea where they come from or what to say. most of my hobbies are a bit less common so my irl friends have almost zero interest in them, or get tired with pretending they do after I send my fourth 7-paragraph rant via text, and I’m too shy/embarrassed to get so intense with friends online, even if they like the same stuff I do… so then I’m like stuck in my own head with very Strong and oftentimes emotional thoughts and no way to express them without feeling like a burden? when will I learn to Be Chill

I am no longer willing to passively comply with the life I currently have. I need to be able to create a life with which I wish to consent and I am going to take steps to do that. I’m not sure quite what this will look like yet but I have to make it work for me.

My current life has work as almost the only slice of my pie. I can’t carry on this way, I need some other things in my life and I’m willing to try and get them.


happy holidays, mysme fandom!

Honestly I wanna just say, you don’t need to feel guilty about not knowing a kpop group as well as some other fans. It’s totally okay to just like a group because of their music, no one is forcing you to like them as people. I mean, they’re mainly in the music industry because they want people to hear their music. Of course, if you end up liking them as people, that’s just an extra bonus. Also fuck the fans who judge you for that, you don’t need to know every detail about your bias, it doesn’t mean you’re a fake fan

Trying to get Jumin's bad end 2

Me: *at first feel guilty being a shameless selfish MC*

Me: *keeps choosing the insane choices but somehow keep getting +HEARTS from Jumin*

Me: ???

Me: *keeps getting plus points as Jumin actually LOVES the creepy choices*

Me: o_o




Me: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Me: *got bad end 2 with a special CG*

Me: i’ve abandoned my humanity and i shall embrace the eternal darkness

With a lot of coverage on the Women’s March On Washington today and marches around the US and world, I just want to issue a reminder to the people who can’t be there. People who can’t miss a day of work, people like me who are chronically ill and not capable of long marches, people with young children who can’t afford childcare on weekends, people who don’t have the resources to make it to a protest. 

I see you. I see your support. Keep up the fight where you can. Remember that marching is not the only thing you can do- keep up the phone calls, and petitions, and letters. You still have a part in this fight.

And to the marchers, the people who can make the great public standing we need? Stand strong. Stay safe.

Everyone, fight on.

my sister looked over at this and she just said “Well, I’m glad you like drawing”.

Ishikawa Kaito san, please control yourself…


[Kageyama met Suga] “Ah Suga san, sorry for the trouble, thank you very much… thank you very much.”

[Kageyama met Kenma] “Kenma san, why do you ran away from me that time?”

[Kageyama met Lev] “I never really talk to you so I don’t know what I should say…”

– Haikyuu!! Radio (the episode when Ishikawa Kaito (Kageyama) and Murase Ayumu (Hinata) promoted Haikyuu!! Animate Cafe); sorry its a bit old… –

I actually feel kinda presentable today! (for once…)

How are you guys? <3 I’m seriously struggling to find motivation for school right now… I recently turned in my college applications so my current grades don’t really matter anymore (as long as I don’t completely fail HAHA)… After working my ass off for four years to get really high grades and test scores, I think I’m just feeling… done with high school now that college apps are over? I mean, I love learning a lot, but every day I feel like I’m stuck in this fish bowl? I am so looking forward to college… Hopefully my motivation for school will come back after this semester ends and second semester begins and my schedule changes! Which is in… two and a half weeks… what am I going to do in the meantime LAUGHS

eh, 10 min warmup sketch cuz I had that picture stuck in my mind for a long time..