you know how most of the times you are just another stable and mature fan who appreciates and support your faves normally, but sometimes it just… hit you how important they are to you and you become a crying mess in the corner of your room?
that’s what happens when I stop to really think about how b.a.p makes me feel, I mean - they are the reason I still have dreams, the reason I still hope for a better world, the reason I still believe in people. The world is going through dark times right now, and the fact that they are able to make me see some light in it is so amazing. b.a.p is my safe place, and it doesn’t matter if I am able to be the most active stan ever or barely have time to make a post once a week, I will stand by them and I will forever remember this group as a crucial factor for the person I have become (and am proud of).
I can’t even explain how thankful I am for supporting this group.
since my artblock seems to be dying down and my life isn’t exactly perfect rn but I’m at a better place, I wanna try and be more active and do shit, even maybe establish weekly streams and stuff like that
but for now what i would like to know: what fandom content would you be most interested in at the moment? Reply to this post so I can have an idea what tickles your fancy the most about my art :)c
<b>me:</b> what's the French word for milk again<p/><b>brain, helpfully:</b> halib<p/><b>me:</b> no that's Arabic<p/><b>brain, louder:</b> HALIB<p/><b>me:</b> no I want the FRENCH<p/><b>brain:</b> leche<p/><b>me:</b> listen. no,<p/></p>