but i can't be bothered to do it again

Super Angsty Starters
  • "You...did this?"
  • "I can't believe you."
  • "You can hate me, you can dislike me but how can you cheat on me?"
  • "I'm dying..."
  • "She/He still loves you."
  • "I just want to go home..."
  • "You left me..."
  • "I can't forgive you for this anymore."
  • "I'm saying goodbye."
  • "I'm not good enough for you."
  • "This is goodbye."
  • "Was this just a game to you?"
  • "You merely played me like a fool."
  • "Goodbye."
  • "You're pathetic."
  • "Get out of my sight."
  • "You're nothing but a toy in a game of life."
  • "You used me?"
  • "You're so easy to manipulate."
  • "I never loved you."
  • "Don't give me that look."
  • "I can't stand you."
  • "Goodbye...my almost lover."
  • "I would have loved you."
  • "Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."
  • "I think this is where I should say goodbye."
  • "We never had it all."
  • "...Everything hurts."
  • "Go away!"
  • "I don't want to see you anymore!"
  • "Let me go."
  • "To think I almost loved you."
  • "You cheated..?"
  • "You love someone else other than me anyway."
  • "Why do you even bother with me anymore?"
  • "I'm not worth your time."
  • "Get out of here."
  • "Get away from me!"
  • "Don't touch me every again!"
  • "I hate you."
  • "Don't leave me."
  • "Please, I'll do anything!"
  • "Don't go..."
  • "We can talk about this!"
  • "I can't loose you again."
  • "Don't you have more important things to attend to?"

anonymous asked:

Hi! I'm really sorry to bother you, but I was looking for a fic where Derek is a deputy in BH and Stiles keeps getting in trouble even though his dad is still the Sheriff and Derek is always the one who catches him; I can't seem to find it ;; Again, I'm really sorry if you don't do this sort of thing or if the plot is too like general. Thank you!

hmm, well there are a number of fics where derek is a deputy and stiles gets… in trouble. 

  • Darling It Is No Joke by thehoyden (E, 13k) The first thing Stiles thinks when he opens the door is that it’s not his birthday, but someone has sent him some kind of cop stripper.
    • super fun. stiles moves back from college and meets derek, and there are some mysterious things happening with a large wolf. 
  • Murder, He Wrote by mklutz (E, 32k) And that was how Stiles accidentally became a New York Times bestselling author.
    • this one is a lot of fun and one of my favorites
    • there’s the great deputy derek and sheriff mentorship&relationship, and stiles is trying to solve a murder so there’s lots of shenanigans.
  • Take The Gun, Leave The Cannoli by bella8876 (M, 34k) Stiles is back in town, freshly divorced, completely broke, and desperate for a job. When he convinces Jackson to let him go after bail jumpers for a bit of extra cash, he never imagined he’d get a chance to go after Derek Hale, the guy who took his virginity and broke his heart. The $50,000 payday doesn’t hurt either. But it’s not as easy as Stiles thought it would be, and the more he digs, the more he becomes convinced that Derek’s caught up in something that’s bigger than the both of them. They realize if they want to get out of this alive, they’ll have to put aside their past and figure out how to work together. Then maybe they’ll get the chance to see if they have a future.
    • adore adore this fic. it’s got a lot of great detective tropes and a lot of reunion and pining and past love stuff that i love. also not sure if it’s what you’re looking for, since stiles here is basically a bounty hunter who is after derek. (he is a deputy but just wanted on suspicion of laura’s death, etc, you know the drill.) 
  • The Guard and Red by andavs (T, 74k)  Derek moves back to Beacon Hills after twelve years in New York and finds that the city has a superhero problem, his sister has a co-op problem, he has a neighbor problem, and he and Stiles spend a lot of time hanging from a fake rock and yelling at each other at seven in the morning.
    • @andavs is extremely talented at all the things, and writing is just one of them. this fic has so many awesome secret identity things i adore. derek is definitely a deputy here. stiles’ trouble is more like… he’s a secret vigilante???? but it’s a FANTASTIC read. 
  • Emergency Contact by giantteenwolforgy (T, 1k) “My name is Deputy Hale. What’s the problem, sir?” God. Damn. Of course, Stiles would call his dad about fucking diaper rash and end up talking to the hottest deputy on the force.
    • absolutely hilarious and i’m 100000% percent sure it’s not the fic you’re looking for but you have to read it because it’s amazing. basically stiles calls the station with random problems and derek always answers and it’s great. 

happy reading and good luck, you should also try the deputy derek tag on ao3.

 i hope you enjoy at least one of these! have a good day! \(^_^)/

anonymous asked:

Hi! Sorry to bother you! Just wondering though, I get why authors can't read fanfics about their work while the series is on going for legal reasons, but what about when the series is finished? Do the same legal reasons still apply or is it just a personal preference??

I really don’t know. Again, I’m pro fan fic and I’m sure there are authors out there who read fic of their work, but for me it would be incredibly uncomfortable to read my characters written in someone else’s voice. 

edgardothebrawler  asked:

What do you think it was like when the birdarang came out? I like the idea of Batman seeing it and narrowing his eyes in a way that is interpreted as a scandalized gasp and and a hand over his chest and a, "We are a *batarang household*, young man." And Nightwing narrows his eyes back in a manner that is the equivalent of doing a haughty hair-flip and saying, "You don't control my life, Dad."

“This is copyright infringement!”

“Actually, you never bothered to copyright the batarang. I, however, DID copyright the birdarang©, so I’m going to need to ask your and your batarangs to cease and desist immediately.”

anonymous asked:

hi i read a fic a while ago but can't remember the name or author for the life of me. it was about dan dying or being in a coma and phil had to hop through different alternatives universes to save him (using a stone i think) until he finds his version of dan and make him remember him or fall in love with him or something. i remember the first universe being a zombie apocalypse, pj is there and dan dies in it. i'm sorry to bother but i've been looking and can't find it :(

This one? I think the full fic has been taken down because it’s being rewritten, but the first chapter is up ^^

I’d do it all again (and again, and again) (ao3) - Dan and Phil are in a car accident, both in bad shape and close to death, Phil is offered a choice- live through hundreds of alternate universes fighting for his and Dan’s only chance to get their lives back, or walk away and let Dan die.

- Emily

anonymous asked:

Hey, I'm so sorry for this. I know you've posted so many tutorials on how you color n stuff, but I just can't get it. I ADORE your art style and am trying to gain practice by mimicking it, but the coloring is making me so frustrated. Is there perhaps any extra little tips or details you can give? Again, I'm very sorry to bother.

hey! dont be sorry at all, i don’t mind. 

here’s a process thing with more images, if that will help- if you could be a bit more specific with what exactly you’re having trouble with i’d be happy to do something centered around that. hopefully something in here will make things click.

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what really happened during marauders era
  • Remus: PADFOOT WHAT THE HELL
  • Remus: PRONGS WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU
  • Remus: I DIDN'T ASK YOUR OPINION, SHUT UP
  • Remus: I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I STILL HANG OUT WITH YOU ASSHOLES
  • Remus: WHAT.THE.FUCK
  • Remus: I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DID THIS
  • Remus: OH
  • Remus: YOU DID IT
  • Remus: I'M GOING TO KILL YOU
  • Remus: WHY ON EARTH-
  • Remus: DID YOU JUST-
  • Remus: I'M SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING MURDERING YOU
  • Remus: YOU DID WHAT-
  • Remus: JAMES? SIRIUS? I DON'T KNOW THESE ASSHOLES
  • Remus: WHAT WERE YOU THINKING YOU ABSOLUTE TOSSER
  • Remus: YOU KNOW WHAT? DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT
  • Remus: I'M DEFINITELY NOT GOING TO COVER YOUR ASS THIS TIME
  • Remus: I DON'T KNOW WHY I STILL BOTHER WITH THIS SHIT
  • Remus: THIS IS THE MOST STUPID THING I'VE EVER HEARD
  • Remus: I'M NOT GOING TO DO THIS AGAIN
  • Remus: NO.FUCKING.WAY
  • Remus: NO
  • Remus: N-
  • Remus:
  • Remus: FINE!
  • Remus: I hate you guys so much.
  • James: He loves us.
  • Sirius: Definitely.
  • Peter: So adorable.

2skip  asked:

Chapter 31 (the church scene) of BLLB ends with Ronan being very angry. Why? This scene really bothers me, like I'm missing something important. He could be angry just because, but I don't think so. It's like this time, he's actually really hurt. Did the dream upset him? He almost seems ashamed (?), but I can't for the life of me figure out why. Or maybe I'm reading too much into it and he's upset because he's Ronan Lynch. What do I know? He challenges us all to learn him again :) Thanks, Kat

Dear wolfwings7,

The short answer to this is he thought he didn’t have to feel that way anymore. 

The longer answer requires spoilers. 


Spoilers.


Spoilers.


Spoilers. 

Is that far enough? If you’re spoiled after this, it’s your own fault. 

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anonymous asked:

Hello, it's me again (the anon that sent 2 in a row on accident). I meant like do you have any specific apps that you liked to use when you were studying your languages (like Spanish, French, etc.) and for the last question I needed certain apps/sites or universal apps/sites that deal with Spanish, French, and Dutch since those are my target languages. Also, I'd like a list of books & games if it's not a bother. Preferably I'd like it free unless you can't find any. Sorry for the bother!

You don’t bother me (seriously now, if it wasn’t you, i think i was on the point on doing something not wise at all, like starting japanese at 4 am).

I like using duolingo (on laptop bc it has grammatical explanations on the site), memrise as i said except these, i had the habit of trying every app from google store xD until i found some that i liked, just as FunEasyLearn and Semper. 

Well, if you need a list, i give you one. 

http://www.learnalanguage.com/ 

http://www.freemake.com/blog/top-20-websites-to-learn-a-language-online/ 

 http://www.word2word.com/ 

 http://www.internetpolyglot.com/

https://www.ethnologue.com/ 

 https://sites.uni.edu/becker/ 

 https://freelanguage.org/ 

https://www.speaklanguages.com/ 

http://mylanguages.org/index.php another 

 http://www.surfacelanguages.com/


They might not be a lot, but they are a good start. Hope these help you anon. These sites have games on them and i think they also have explanations but if you need books. Click on the language and you will receive a pack with grammar books and a lot of other stuff like audio and dictionaries.

French

here are some sites saved by me for french:

https://www.talkinfrench.com/blog/ this is a lovely blog ^^

 http://www.chillola.com/at/french%20starter%20page.html this is for beginner mostly

  https://frenchtogether.com/ http://bonpatron.com/ THIS IS LOVE xD so whatever you write in it, it will correct it, don’t forget to say if you’re a girl

  http://www.internetpolyglot.com/ this site is pretty cool ^^

  http://french.about.com/ this one has a lot of posts for things like resumes, cv, explanations etc. very good

  https://freelanguage.org/learn-french/french-learning-materials/learn-french-e-books i have no idea why i have this saved but it’s probably good of smth since it has a long list of resources for like everything?

  https://francais.lingolia.com/en/grammar/tenses this has explanations for a lot of stuff, gramatically at least

https://matadornetwork.com/ this is about culture and the process of learning, just posts made by people who learned french and so on ^^ and other languages too, but if you search french exclusively it will give posts only for it

  http://readlang.com/fr/library this is based on videos and text but it also has a flashcards option somewhere

  http://www.bonjourdefrance.com/ this has lessons/posts and games if i remember right xd i know i had a blog with games in french for learning the grammar and so on 

Spanish

Dutch

Okay, i’m done, you’re probably tired of my links xd
Good luck with your post~ i hope these are good suggestions.

anonymous asked:

🙄🙄 Jeannine I swear to god when will the toxics give it up!!!! Talking about you again and they can't even be bothered to read your post correctly. Why do they care so much about gossicop if they are so sure tnt is over 🤔🤔🙄🙄 insanely(-)smart.*tumblr*com/post/159776435823/i-know-you-dont-think-theres-any-chance-tom-and

ok like here is the thing. My post had NOTHING to do with whether T/Taylor are together like that is not the point. Nor was i commenting on past exclusives (altho FTR, i answered another ask and said i believed them to be true).

The point was, and it was clearly missed by some, was that IF Prosper PR was going to take the time to go to GC to tell them that this celeb dirty laundry article was filled with lies,

WHY would they have ignored the MOST DAMAGING PART OF THE ARTICLE??? the part about tom ‘hitting the roof’ over the BBC??? Isnt that a no brainer to address??  

That has the potential to affect his career. “Maybe” being interested in an ex? Does not. 

And his career is, ultimately, the reason he has a publicist.

Therefore, as i mentioned, either the “source” is not prosper PR, or, Prosper PR appear to be wholly incompetent at their job.

And i dont think the likes of Tom Hiddleston, Douglas Booth and Emma Watson would hire an incompetent publicist. 

Rogue One: The Homoerotic Volleyball alternate ending

My boyfriend came up with an au based on the rogue one team having to participate in a beach volleyball tournament on scarif to win the Death Star plans from the empire. Top Gun style. 

 - Chirrut is flipping all over the place and swinging his staff around but not actually hitting anything. Baze is hovering just behind him and actually hitting the ball, but pretending Chirrut did it like ‘wow Chirrut you really got a good one in there babe’ and Chirrut without missing a beat is like 'yeah thanks the force works in mysterious ways’
 - tbh Chirrut is only doing this as an opportunity to get shirtless in front of everyone else. Suns out guns out.
- Baze participates in the majority of the match with as little movement as possible. At one point he’s got a burger in one hand that he’s slowly working his way through. 
- Bodhi is up the front trying to spike the ball but he keeps missing it because he is just. Too small. Kaytoo keeps trying to point this out but Bodhi keeps spinning around with tears in his eyes like 'no I can do it please let me try again’ so they let him
- Kaytoo keeps 'accidentally’ serving the ball into the back of Jyns head
- Krennic is the captain of the empire’s team. He’s shirtless like everyone else except he still has the cape on
- Galen throws the match for the empire and they have to hand over the plans

Can we stop pretending it’s okay to follow Dan and Phil to their tour bus, corner them and force them to sign stuff and take pictures with you? I just saw a video and they sound downright pissed and they have every right to. It’s like staying in front of their house waiting for them to arrive, it’s just WRONG. 

FUCKING. STOP! 

They shouldn’t be signing ANYTHING out of the show cause some people PAID for it and you didn’t, ok, and you’re just being an entitled piece of shit thinking you’re better than everyone else when all you’re doing is cornering them so they’re forced to do stuff for you against their will. 

I’ve never heard Dan and Phil sound like that before and I truly wish I won’t have to listen to it again. And it’s all because you guys are pushing them and they know if they refuse you’re gonna yell about how rude they are irl on social media. They cannot win and it pains me to see. Stop bothering Dan and Phil, they are people, they deserve better!

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry to be a bother but could you explain to me properly what borderline is? I can't cohesively comprehend the whole thing. Sorry again for wasting your time.

Properly, you say?

I was going to tell you to fuck off and use google, but I’m trying to not be mean to people so I’ll do my best for you. I even bolded key words for you. You better appreciate this.

BPD is a mental illness and personality disorder, it’s sometimes known as emotionally unstable personality disorder. A personality disorder is defined as your attitudes, beliefs, behaviours, everything making up your personality, causing longstanding problems in your life.

It’s caused by a combination of environmental and biological factors. Some people are genetically more prone to it than others and can have it triggered by trauma and/or abuse, some people already display symptoms of bpd and have it triggered further by trauma and/or abuse. You don’t necessarily have to have experienced any trauma to have bpd, but it’s common.

Borderline Personality Disorder is often comorbid with other mental illnesses, meaning that it rarely occurs by itself. This makes it very difficult to diagnose. We often end up getting misdiagnosed a fair few times before we get a diagnosis of borderline. The most common comorbid disorders are major depression, anxiety disorders, substance abuse, antisocial personality disorder, PTSD, and eating disorders.

Some symptoms of bpd

Lack of self identity: This can involve regular changes of interests, life goals, appearance/ways of dressing, changes in speech pattern, changes in opinions/views, changes in mannerisms, changes in pretty much everything that makes up your individual identity. Even changes in handwriting. We don’t feel like we have a personality of our own and so we’re easily influenced by the people we’re around who have a strong sense of self. Personally I tend to mimic the way people speak and laugh more than anything.

Dissociation: Dissociation can take different forms and we all experience it in different ways. Depersonalization is when you feel cut off from yourself entirely. You’re unable to recognize yourself in the mirror, you feel like you have no control over your senses, over your body. Derealization is where you feel like you’re living in a dream, nothing is real, nothing makes sense, time makes no sense, objects around you have no meaning and don’t seem real, everything lacks depth. Then there’s full on dissociation where you feel disconnected from the world, from yourself, from your brain, from everyone and everything. When I dissociate like this I often lose chunks of my memory. I won’t remember what happened between when I started to dissociate and when I stopped dissociating. It feels like my mind has temporarily been in a bubble and my body has been on autopilot, if that makes sense.

Some borderlines experience psychosis along with dissociation, some experience mild psychosis, some experience severe psychosis. With psychosis you can experience hallucinations of sounds, smells, sights, touch, even tastes. Delusions are a big part of psychosis, delusions are when you have unusual, often paranoid beliefs. Believing that you’re being followed, that someone is trying to hurt you, that you’re not human, things like that. I once had an intense psychotic episode where I believed I was God lol.

Chronic feelings of emptiness: This is self explanatory. We feel empty, hollow, like we’re nothing, there’s no point in anything. Everything is empty and shitty. This feeling is usually accompanied by suicidal thoughts, and self harmful behaviours ranging from but not limited to cutting, burning, drug use, excessive alcohol consumption, reckless behaviour such as unsafe sex, impulsive spending, getting into fights, the works.

This brings me to something called acting out. Acting out is what we call behaviour that is more self-destructive towards others rather than ourselves. Examples of acting out are; Baiting and purposely starting conflict with others, passive aggressive behaviour, projecting one’s negative feelings onto someone else, emotional blackmail, manipulation.

Some borderlines act out, some act in, some do both.

Acting in is basically the opposite of acting out, these are behaviours that are self-destructive rather than destructive to others. Self harmful behaviour, repeatedly telling yourself that you’re ugly, useless, unloved, unintelligent, purposely putting yourself into situations that are harmful to your wellbeing, such as allowing people to treat you badly because you feel you deserve it, withdrawing yourself from social interaction, yea.

Unstable relationships, platonic and otherwise. Our views of people change quickly and dramatically. This is what we call “splitting”. We can’t view anything in grey, everything is black and white. We don’t “sort of” like someone, we either love and worship the ground they walk on or we fucking despise them. It’s all or nothing. We use splitting as a defense mechanism to avoid getting hurt by people we love, by purposely sabotaging friendships and relationships out of fear of abandonment and/or mistreatment.

An irrational fear of abandonment: We crave structure and predictability, in relationships and friendships alike. If your behaviour differs even slightly from what we expect of you, for example if you always respond to my texts and all of a sudden you stop responding to me as quickly as you normally do, I’m convinced that you hate me and want to leave me. This feeling can be compared to the feeling of finding out that your best friend has died. It’s that heartwrenching. It really hurts to feel like you’re being abandoned, it doesn’t matter how irrational or how imagined this feeling of abandonment is, to us it’s very real and our emotional response is very real. It fucking hurts.

Splitting: Remember we talked about black and white thinking? When someone says that they have “split” on someone, this means that their perception of whether they are all good or all bad has changed. We can split on ourselves as well as other people. Black and white thinking applies to how we view ourselves as well as others. The smallest thing can cause us to split on people. If you do or say something that we don’t like, this can trigger a split.

Imprinting/Idealization: I get questions about what I mean by favourite person/fp all the time. Let me break it down for you, We tend to idolize one or two individuals at a time. We imprint, like baby ducks. This person being imprinted on is a borderlines “favourite person.” We feel dependant on our fp, we rely on them for validation and happiness, we put them on a pedestal and see them as these perfect beings who can’t ever do wrong, we will do anything in the world to please our fp and gain their approval, we put their needs before our own, we love them, they’re perfect. We crave their attention to the point that it hurts to not talk to or be around them. In our minds, they are everything good in the world personified, and no one else matters. Our fp’s are usually our boyfriends/girlfriends, best friends, and sometimes even just someone we’ve just met who happens to be kind to us. I feel like this is a combination of a result of many borderlines being victims of abuse, and our black and white thinking. We cling to anyone who is kind to us.

Devaluation: This is the opposite of idealization, in short it’s an extreme hatred and dislike for someone. Everything they do is bad, everything they say and think is bad, they’re all bad. This happens when we split on people.

Unstable and intense emotions: We feel emotions with much more intensity than your average joe. Every emotion is dramatically heightened in borderlines. I once inappropriately described this to somebody using an analogy of an uncut dick vs a cut dick, we (borderlines) are the uncut dicks whose senses are heightened, and everyone else is a cut dick (I wouldn’t advise using this analogy at family parties, trust me, it’s a bad move, it gets awkward really fast) These extreme moods are a response to how we perceive interactions and what’s going on around us. They often change from one extreme to another without warnng.

It’s worth noting that not all borderlines are alike. Like I said, we experience symptoms in different ways.

A high functioning borderline is one who is able to conceal their dysfunctional behavior in certain public settings, they have the ability to maintain a positive image when it comes to work colleagues for example and only show their symptoms to close friends and family.

A low functioning borderline is one who is unable to conceal their dysfunctional behavior from public view or maintain a positive public image, usually they’re more unstable, have more hospital stays, have more difficulty maintining a job/school life.

Views on the whole high/low functioning thing differ in the bpd community. Some people think it’s a load of shite.

There are more symptoms but I can’t be arsed to type any more, you can manage from here.

Why Sasuke Uchiha Is the Gayest and Most Extra 12yo to Grace Fiction (Backed With ****SCIENCE****)

My aunt got cancer, I have finals next week, a close friend’s cat almost died and I have turned again to tropey embarrassing-middle-school-phase anime to cope. With science based on the direction someone falls when losing consciousness.

Well then.

Without further ado…

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Sci-Fi Starters
  • "The engines are offline and I have no idea when we can get them running again."
  • "There's something obscuring the sensors. I can't tell what's down there."
  • "I think something is on board..."
  • "You can try to track this transmission, but don't bother. You won't be able to trace the signal."
  • "All we need to do is lay low for a while. Slip into a busy spaceport and no one will notice."
  • "I don't know what you think this ship is capable of, but it can't perform miracles."
  • "It was big and green; that's all I remember."
  • "I want the shields up and weapons online."
  • "We just wait here for a search party. We have enough rations for a week and there's just enough power to keep the temperature control systems functioning."
  • "I don't care what's out there. Grab a phaser and do your damn job."
  • "We're dead in space and if we don't get this boat moving, we are REALLY doing to be dead."
  • "I hope there's enough containment suits for all of us."
  • HULL INTEGRITY AT THIRTY-FIVE PERCENT. STRUCTURAL COLLAPSE EMINENT. ABANDON SHIP. REPEAT. ABANDON SHIP.
  • "The ambassador hates the accommodations."
  • "There's no damage to the exterior. No immediate reason why the power is shut off... This ship is just floating, abandoned."
  • "It's been quiet out here among the stars. Almost makes you miss running for your life."
  • "Hold on! Let me scan it before you touch the damn thing."
  • "Just because it's furry and cute, doesn't mean it isn't dangerous."
  • "When we make planetfall I just want to go into the nearest bar and get a good drink."
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