IT DISTRESSES ME TO NOTE in the Marginalia of these Journals there are Persons decrying Themselves and considering their Charms to be Lacking, if Present at all. Why level such Scorn to the only Soul who will remain Always in your Company? It is not a Matter of “If Only”, “I wish that were Me”, and “I am trying”—in the Attempt there is Success, for you Otherwise may not have attempted it; in the Wish there is a Hope, for you Know your Aim; in these Dozen If Only’s the Drive to uncover that which can at last make you Happy. Some of us may spend a Life-time in striving; I assure you I myself have yet to Arrive.
BTS reacts to Y/N’s parents not approving of them bc they are not of the same race- but you two are determined to stay together