but i am a little sorry about this

A Critique for myself

I just deleted some drawings of my blog (yeah, like 12 or 13 posts,, im sorry abt that,) But I know what to do abt it, to try to not do it again (but I know I will eventually delete more drawings from my blog as long as i keep noticing things I dont like abt my art)

Even tho I left some of the recent drawings, I notice that theyre not as good as Id like them to be,, but as an artist, I have now th ability of knowing What I dont like about my art, so Here I am with a little list of what to change to keep growing as an artist, but keeping the things I love about my current style:

  1. Draw Backgrounds, dont just stay with the simple grey background youre currently using,, CREATE A SCENE for the character to be in, and remember that the background has to match the style of the character, bc if it doesnt match, it looks UGLY, or WRONG, and that is not ok. You can look at refs for that, it might be difficult to learn, but it will be SO WORTH IT, 
  2. Draw DIFFERENT EXPRESSIONS for the lov e of goku,, EXAGERATE!! DRAW UGLY EXPRESSIONS!! MAKE THE DRAWING LOOK AS EXPRESSIVE AS YOU CAN!! you can Always look for tips and tutorials, and references, theres no way you can learn this by yourself, look at your current art, If you havent learnt that by yourself already, it means that you ACTUALLY NEED references,, and thats not bad in any way, theyre necessary and Good.
  3. DRAW DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES,, this one sounds TOO complicated, but it is not impossibleto learn abt it,, Stop drawing just the front view of the character, theres so many other perspectives to draw a character!! theres a lot of possibilities,, dont just stay inside of your comfort zone, thats lazy,,
  4. CHOSE ONE COLOR SCHEME AND STICK WITH IT. dont use ALL of the colors of the fucking rainbow to make one art piece, you should just choose TWO OR THREE base colors and then make all the other colors match with those base colors… Basically, read those color guides Gato showed you 2 years ago, that you actually didnt read. They will help you a LOT.
  5. use R E F E R E N C E S,, and tutorials and tips from artists who know better abt these topics,, and KEEP RECIEVING CRITIQUE from other ppl (i AM recieving critique gracefully, but not really as much as Id like to, but anyways, yeah)

im gonna do research to find tutorials and refs that help ME with these, and im gonna link them in this post, but these are the 5 things I gotta do to feel better abt my art

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“I was meant to sit next to Russell Harty and keep still and quiet. I was all dressed up like an Amazonian seductress, and treated like the hired help. This is no way to treat a guest. Being stuck there while he ignored me made me feel very uncomfortable.”

“I wasn’t attacking him because I was drunk or stoned. I was lashing out because I felt he was not being proper. Harty was rude. I wasn’t going to put up with it. I lashed out on live television. It takes balls to do that, which could be seen as a little crazy. And then they tried to get me back on the show! The ratings soared. I had done him a favor. They wanted a rematch. It was all so tacky.”

“When he died, my phone never stopped. It rang off the hook. What do you think about Russell Harty dying? Well, I am very sorry, but what do you want me to say? I didn’t know him at all. I didn’t kill him. I had nothing to do with it. I wasn’t there at all. I had an alibi.”

stoned-abby-rp  asked:

Is work stressing you out, Dark? I'm sorry😥

“It ebs and flows as it should. It’s a natural process, to be over-piled with paperwork and then receive a few relaxing moments.”

Dark bent a hand behind the length of his neck, where one could see his thumb rolling around in circles against the taunt expanse of his skin. Rummaging about in his spot to gain a comfortable angle, he finally provided a tense, caked smile that told too little.

“I would not state that I am stressed. Stress is a sensation I rarely feel. I am simply busy, it keeps my mind at work and allows the days and nights to pass by at a quicker pace. I’m glad for good work, and despite what many people may say, I actually do enjoy some paperwork.”

It had been almost six months since they’d talked about giving Ellie a little brother or sister. Six months of trying & failing to get pregnant. Archer knew how much expanding their family meant to Tobias. With that in mind, he felt awful for the things that he’d said in the heat of the moment.

Tobias, I love you, Archer murmured softly. I wouldn’t trade you in for anyone else. I’m not going to sleep with or have children with anyone else. I am so, so sorry. I didn’t mean all the horrible things that I said. I was just upset. You’re my husband. I only want you. 

I’m sorry for how I’ve been acting lately. You’re right, Tobias sighed. He closed his eyes for a moment as he let the reality of the situation & his own feelings come crashing in. I shouldn’t take it out on you. No, I’m not happy about your closeness with your ex. I don’t agree with it & it makes me feel like shit. But I was upset with myself long before all of that transpired. 

The blond pulled his husband in, wrapping his strong arms around him. Please don’t be upset with yourself, baby. It’ll happen. I know it will, the younger man assured him.

I love you so much, Archer, Tobias whispered sadly, embracing the dancer back & squeezing him tightly. More than anything i want to be able to give you everything that you deserve in life. I can much more about your happiness than my image or career. Making you & our Ellie happy is my soul purpose in life.

Placing a soft kiss on his husband’s temple, the blond smiled. Having you & Ellie makes me happy, Toby. I don’t need anything else.

Okay I’m so tired of everyone’s shit.
First of all, you made this fandom incredibly toxic. And it sucks. I am sorry for all the supercorp shippers not only because your beautiful ship has little chance to become canon but also because the vocal majority of your fandom are jerks. Also: thank you all my fellow karamel shippers for not following the toxic examples and not spreading hatred in other otp’s tags you are wonderful and amazing!!!
And second of all, yeah, this is Mon El protection post.
I have seen so much hate today because of this particular scene. You know the one I’m talking about. Mon El leaving the girl and saving himself.
What a monster!
Well… yes and no.
I do agree that this is the least heroic thing the person would do. But it’s not a sign of him being abusive or jerky. It’s a sign of him being a pathetic coward.
Raised by highly abusive parents, Mon El was likely given no opportunity to make any decisions in his life whatsoever. So when a catastrophe happens and he is made to leave the planet all by himself, he does the same thing he’s been taught to do his whole life. Obeys.
And yes it’s horrible. And yes, a person more wholesome than Mon El (like Kara herself) would not stand for this and would oppose his parents every chance they get. But Mon El is no such person. Or at least he wasn’t at the point of flashback.
But as soon as he comes to Earth and finds out that he is not only independent now but also is in a position of power, what does he do?
He tries to adjust. He eagerly learns about human culture and way of life. He helps people every chance he gets. And very soon he gets inspired by Kara to try and be a hero.
And yes he lies to her.
When they aren’t even dating.
And aren’t even friends yet.
And he has a good reason because as we all know Kara is super prejudiced against his kind (though she has reasons as well).
And yes he took a long time to tell the truth (news-fucking-flash no one is perfect) but he showed so much character development and potential and absolutely no fucking abusive tendencies so get off of my precious baby and be decent for gods sake.

psa, y'all. i’m leaving tumblr for a while. i don’t expect anyone to really give a crap but for those who do, i don’t enjoy myself on this site as much as i used to. I lost friends, talk less and less with them even tho i rlly want to bc guess what im an insecure piece of shit, also there is more hate in the tags, even I am getting hate mail for no reason this week???

but this is only temporary, of course. it’s just that i’m not gonna go on this site for a good while because i feel isolated and anxious, so there will be even less content of little ole me onto your dash. even just writing this makes me anxious af tbh. but hey, i will still gif the supernatural episodes and shit so y'all dont have to worry about that, and you can still request gifsets and stuff, if you want to.

sorry. also, if any friends do actually care and wanna contact me on kik/snapchat/twitter or anywhere else that is not tumblr, hmu. i’ll be starting my break tomorrow.

anonymous asked:

May you do Hogwarts Houses as Pretty Little Liars characters? And as Once Upon a Time characters? If you don't know the shows it is fine, but I am curious :)

It’s cool! I did OUaT characters, but I don’t really know PLL well enough to characterize them accurately (sorry!). The post should go up in about a week and a half.

Regarding Mass Effect Andromeda's transgendered character

I met Abrams, I spoke with Abrams. She never once directly mentioned that she’s transgendered. She mentioned her fiancé, someone who LOVES HER ENOUGH TO GET INTO A FREEZER AND TRAVEL TO ANOTHER GALAXY WITH. It felt natural when she mentioned her former name, that she could be someone new and leave the job she hated. For some reason this little conversation, made me feel more included then a massive parade and all the YouTube videos and blog posts could, because all Abrams cared about was doing the job she loved. This is the way I would casually mention it in a conversation. I liked it. Stop fucking complaining.

UPDATE: I showed my roommate the whole conversation, and HE THOUGHT IT WAS COMPLETELY NATURAL AND FLUID AND HE THOUGHT THE WAY ABRAMS AND HER FIANCÉ PICKED OUT HAINLY WAS SWEET AS SHIT! THIS IS TRUE TRANSGENDER REPRESENTATION.

anonymous asked:

While it is ok to headcanon garnet as aro/ace, its good to think about how this plays into anti-black or racist stereotypes of black women as unemotional, or unloving and how your headcanons can perpetuate these sorts of stereotypes!

Wait I am a little lost darling, I hope you don’t mind!

Is.. not ok then? or… 

I mean as I know people headcanon Garnet as aro/ace because of the whole three is a crowd thingie, I personally see her as a polyamorous demisexual and romantic, but its personal.

I mean I am sorry I didn’t understood… I am kinda slow with that kind of thingies… 

neurotypicals and even some nd people need to realise that, those psychology posts about lying are bullshit. i have adhd. i will not maintain eye contact. i will look around the room, be unable to sit still, fiddle, rub my nose and ears, blink a lot/blink too little (depending on where i am dosage-wise), add unnecessary details, randomly go off on tangents about related topics - everything that you think makes me out to be “telling lies” is just me being neurodivergent and attempting to communicate while you hold me to standards that are not correct for what my brain is like. i’m sorry but your sherlock ass can stop

Imagine the morning after Alec and Magnus had their first date. Alec stayed the night, even though he believed that it might be a bad idea. It is too early after all to stay a whole night at Magnus’. It all goes too fast. But he can’t help himself.

So they are lying in bed. Magnus is still sleeping peacefully. He is lying on his stomach, half of his head buried in a pile of pillows, face towards Alec. Alec is wide awake. His head resting on his hand while he simply stares dreamily at Magnus. Magnus doesn’t wear any make-up and he is snoring a little. Alec smiles. A tiny smile at first. But it gets broader, he just can’t stop it. He can’t believe that he is in Magnus’ loft, lying next to Magnus, the most beautiful man he ever layed eyes on. Alec knows that he must look like a fool but he doesn’t care at all. He lifts his right hand and brushes through Magnus’ thick black hair. He is surprised how soft it is when it is not spiked up. Alec’s fingertips are wandering carefully along Magnus’ jawline, he doesn’t want to wake Magnus up. His thumb brushes over Magnus’ cheek. Magnus still doesn’t wake up under Alec’s gentle touches.

And Alec? He is just smiling while the sun comes up and the first ray of light lightens up the bedroom. He closes his eyes for a second, his hand lingering over Magnus’ cheek. When he opens his eyes again, he notices that Magnus is awake. He looks bleary and it is so adorable that Alec has a lump in his throat. But the thing that shocks him the most are Magnus’ eyes. His cat eyes are showing and they are so beautiful that they instantly take Alec’s breath away.

He swallows.

It takes Magnus a bit to understand what is happening. He wants to turn away from Alec, ashamed. He needs to glamour his eyes again since it looks like they shocked Alec so much. He just hopes he is not that much disgusted by them. Or him.

Alec grabs Magnus’ shoulder, silenty shaking his head. Magnus furrows his brows. Until Alec leans towards him, cupping Magnus’ face with both hands. Magnus closes his eyes, he can’t look at Alec any longer. It’s too much. He silently curses himself that he forgot about his warlock mark.

But Alec just doesn’t care at all. He presses a featherlight kiss on Magnus’ left eyelid. He hears how Magnus inhales sharply. Then he kisses the right eyelid. It’s so soft and tender, Magnus feels like crying. It takes all of him to fight against the tears building behind his lids. When Alec presses another soft kiss against his forehead, Magnus opens his eyes.

“Don’t hide your true self from me, Magnus. Ever. You’re beautiful. All of you.”

And that is the moment when Magnus Bane falls even more in love with Alexander Gideon Lightwood. Not that Magnus will tell him about his feelings yet. It’s too early. Magnus knows that.

But one day soon…

OVERCOME (M)

Originally posted by jeonify


GENRE: noona&youngerboy, smut

BACKGROUND: Jungkook’s first time had left him traumatized of having sex ever again. It had gone so far to the point that a rumor had even spread about him not being able to get hard-ons. You then decide to step in and prove the rumor wrong. What was supposed to be a simple test of theory leads to a night that you weren’t going to forget for the rest of your life.

AUTHORS NOTE: Omg I haven’t written something in so long. I’m so sorry this took me quite a while. This actually started as a drabble but I kind of got too into it and finished it into a full blown story. I’ll be working on the remaining requests sent to me before, soon I promise you guys, I’m just trying to come up with ideas! But I do hope you enjoy this, tell me what you think. 

Jeon, as forever, is a sinful little shit. 

If there are any errors, I am sorry about those! I did proof read but I know I still missed some. 


Your pen hangs off of your lips, fingers tapping lightly against the glass table as you study the boy in front of you. He has his face buried between the pages of his Physics book, eyes scanning through each paragraph in close precision, oblvious of your scrutiny. You slowly turn your logistics book shut, choosing to ignore your studies as the conversation you had with your brother during last night’s party flashes through your mind.

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19 May 1536  “This morning she sent for me, that I might be with her at such time as she received the good Lord, to the intent I should hear her speak as touching her innocency always to be clear. And in the writing of this, she sent for me, and at my coming she said: ‘Mr. Kingston, I hear I shall not die aforenoon, and I am very sorry therefore, for I thought to be dead by this time, and past my pain’. I told her, it should be no pain, it was so sottle. And then she said, ‘I heard say the executioner was very good, and I have a little neck’, and then put her hands about it, laughing heartily. I have seen many men and also women executed, and that they have been in great sorrow, and to my knowledge this lady has much joy in death. Sir, her almoner is continually with her, and had been since two o'clock after midnight. This is the effect of anything that is here at this time, and thus fare you well.”  [Letter from Sir W. Kingston, Constable of the Tower, to Thomas Cromwell]

If Eren`s Mom Lived...

Carla: Y`know captain Levi, my little Eren had quite the crush on you.

Eren: Oh Maria, mom no please-

Carla: He would go on and on about how pretty you were and how you`d become his bride!

Eren: Mom, please stop it.

Levi:

Carla: Oh! And don`t even get me started about when he started making those noises in his room at ni-

Eren: Mom! Ugh, captain, I am so sorry about this!

Levi: You should be. Where`s my ring you damn brat?

Beauty and the EXCUSE ME

So I’m sitting here in the theatre all emotional because Evermore has me messed up. They’re all turning to antiques, the Beast is dying. I’m just gone. Then, of course, the transformation and the happily every after end scene starts. I’m happily watching (though still emotional). There’s a little girl next to me all happy as well. Belle jokes about Prince Adam growing a beard. Everything is great. AND THEN IT HAPPENS. THAT FREAKING (sexual af) GROWL. Oh man. I had to try so hard not to make some weird pterodactyl noise and scare the little girl next to me. My brain went from an emotional haze to only being able to think “I’M SORRY, WHAT?! DAN STEVENS HOW DARE YOU. THIS IS A CHILDREN’S MOVIE. I AM AN INNOCENT CHILD OF GOD.” Man, did that take me by surprise. I totally loved it though. I mean, what?

an apology letter to my muse
—  i am sorry that i made a poetry out of every word you said and i am sorry that many a times i painted you as the villain of my stories when you probably were the hero. i am sorry that i told the world your secrets that you shared with me at 2.17am on the nights when it rained a little less and at 1.39am on the nights that were warmer than usual. i am sorry that i talked about you to complete strangers and that i knew more about you than you yourself did. i am sorry if someone ever comes up to you to ask about why you broke my heart, because you didn’t break my heart, i did that and put the blame on you. i am sorry if i made you stay up nights with me because no one could calm down the voices in my head like you did and no one worried about me like you did and so i told you my problems and sometimes made them yours. i am sorry that i talk to my friends about you and sometimes things get out of hand. i am sorry that i never told you how much i love you because i can’t bear to lose our friendship and i can’t bear rejection. i am sorry for all the times i cursed you at 3am because my stupid brain couldn’t stop thinking of you.
i am sorry that i kind of used you to break my heart over and over again even after it was already broken just to feel the pain so that i could write about it all. i am sorry that i couldn’t let go of you when i should have, i am sorry that i am still holding on, i am sorry.