but i actually think i look okay

anonymous asked:

(Last anon) Okay- please dont be offended! I just think the shading is a bit drastic and odd on the face. Realistically, most cheekbones are not that defined. The ears are (actually fucking well-drawn, how???) a tad too big, but not that much. The nose is the area of most confusion for me- why is the bridge so big? And its size in general? And just a small thing; the way you draw female heads still looks kind of male-based. Thats all I have to say for the negative stuff, but there is way more 1

Ah thank you for the feedback! I’ll keep this in mind in the future! Its good to get some feedback every once and then. 

anonymous asked:

I'm actually looking forward to what's to come. I know this is cliche and all, but I guess it's either that or nothing.... let's hope we can get more Linstead out of it.

I know while this SUCKS like A LOT and is written so badly on so many levels…if it gets us Jay backstory well….it might be okay. And I don’t see this as them “breaking up” for good i think they will be fine because Erin is not mad at him. She told him that he didn’t have to go and that she could handle it so neither of them wanted him to leave which makes me think its not over its just him dealing with things. Just drama.

7

Honestly I love the little moments like this when Seán looks at the camera and asks us or the viewers if we’re fine, good or okay. I just think it’s really nice that he tries to make us feel involved in what he’s doing in a video somehow even though we can’t actually respond back to him in that moment. I know he wasn’t being 100% serious at this part of this video but still I love the little moments like this in his videos. :)

Okay so just like everyone else I am also in love with Victor and Yuuri in episode 6, but can we take a moment to talk about the other skaters in the Chinese competition? Because they offer a lot of diversity and actually all have their own motivations and backstories and I think they’re worth taking a look at.

Let’s go chronologically, so starting with Phichit:

He’s the first Thai skater to perform to “Shall we skate”, which is pressure in and of its own, but add to it the fact that it’s a popular piece in competition and many fans and judges already know it well, he has to exceed not only expectations but the previous famous performances. But let’s not forget that the song comes from the first movie he saw and has huge emotional value for him - it’s not just his desire to be wow the crowd which already knows the piece, he’s skating to it because of a genuine connection he has to the song. And this is most likely reason for why he succeeds. Like Yuuri says “He’s made the music his own”, which grants him a new personal best score in the end.

Next we’ve got Guang Hong Ji, whom we don’t actually know much about. He’s 17, landed third place in the American competition and is now competing in his home country. I think fair to say that if you take that and consider the fact that he’s performing after Phichit’s amazing performance, he’s more than a little stressed:

In a way, I feel like he’s most similar to Yuuri here. He’s scared and under pressure, but he also does his best to find his confidence and lands his first quad toe loop. We don’t actually know much about his performance apart from the fact that he’s sixth by the end of the short programs (which allow me to remind you is similar to Yuuri from the previous year). (But he still believes he can do better in the free program.)

Next we’ve got Georgi Popovich and I genuinely love him. His theme is ‘heatbreak’ after, well…

That happened. He’s basically skating out of bitterness and a sense of being betrayed by his ‘true love’ and he puts all of himself into the performance, so much so that he’s actually crying while skating. His program is a visual presentation of his desire for vengeance and he nails it because of how much he connects to the piece and the emotions behind it. Y’all can laugh at his coral blue lipstick and Ursula face and failed smoky eyes but this boy knows what he’s doing and he rocks his Carabosse persona, and scores second place in the short program as whole.

After that comes Leo de la Iglesia (I really appreciate that they chose to make someone Hispanic represent America in then anime) and his performance is special in the competition because it features no quads, as he decides to focus on the performance the artistic part of skating (sounds a bit like what Victor tells Yuuri, don’t it?). Leo comments on it, saying that “It’s a song I like so I just want to skate the way I see the music. That’s all.” Leo wants to fill the world with things he likes and that’s why he skates.

If we look at his flashback, he says that he has no idea how he would have found courage in himself

Basically he skates because he loves music and loves the song to which he’s skating so he can score high points even without difficult jumps. He ends up third after the short program so I think it’s fair to say that he has a point.

And then there’s Christophe Giacometti and honestly what is this man.

It’s hard writing about him seriously because I immediately feel like laughing but he’s basically the foil to Yuuri’s eros with his own erotic expression which is not the innocently seductive performance that Yuuri shows us. Nah, man, Chris goes all out. Like, getting a boner during his performance level of all out. He’s not just in touch with his sexuality, it’s like he’s in love with it. Sex appeal is his thing to the point of autoerotic arousal on ice. And yeah, it looks weird to us (though I love the butt), but Minako clearly loves it, so there must be something to it.

I just really appreciate that they actually took the time to create backstories for all of these characters and show us their internal thoughts and feelings and make them feel like they have some sort of personalities and aren’t just ‘evil competition that Yuuri has to defeat to move forward’. They’re all their own people with their own quirks and little things that drive them forward and I love it because the anime really didn’t have to go through so much effort to show us such a pleasantly varied, diverse and enjoyable cast (especially that most of them will be gone by ep 8).

in a hundred lifetimes, i’d choose you

OKAY FOR REAL CAN WE TALK ABOUT SHARENA’S ARMOUR IN HEROES

TAKE A LOOK AT THIS AND TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE

IS IT TITS?

I SURE AS HELL DON’T THINK SO BECAUSE THERE’S NO STUPID TIT HOLES IN THAT SHIT (LOOKIN AT YOU CAMILLA W/ YOUR TIDDY STRAP)

THIS IS ACTUALLY THE MOST PRACTICAL ARMOUR A FEMALE UNIT HAS HAD SINCE KJELLE AND HER MASSIVE SUIT OF BADASSERY

IF YOU DON’T LIKE IT FUCKIN COME AT ME I WILL FIGHT YOU ABOUT THIS IT IS AMAZING AND I WILL PROTECT IT

edit: okay kjelle wasn’t the best example and there is the whole corrin-y thigh-hole thing bUT SSH

LET ME ENJOY THE SLIGHTLY-MORE-PRACTICAL-THAN-NORMAL ARMOUR

blue night radio (viewable radio) ♡ 161122
translation: cosmicsticks / thatcoolcatmeow

a listener sent in a message worried whether it would be okay to go to jonghyun’s concert with her mom as it’s rated 15+.

taemin: i went to look at the concert video shooting and …, i think it wouldn’t be good to come with your mom. (laughs)
jonghyun: i’m actually worrying whether it’s okay to invite my mom. (laughs)

Dysphoria Tips

To start this post off, not all of these tips will work for everyone! Everyone’s dysphoria is different and everyone has different things that help! 

Also, I am not a doctor or anything like that! And I am a trans guy, so that’s what this is all coming from, I can try to look up how other genders deal with dysphoria, but I think a lot of these ones will also help other genders


- Showering (I know this doesn’t help everyone)
Okay, so I know it may seem like confronting your physical form may not be the right thing to do, and it might not be, but for me taking a shower/bath really helps because I focus more on the routine and what I’m washing than my actual body
Also! Using products that match your gender might really help!! I use the more “masculine” smelling products for my body and it’s super nice ^^ They also have products that are more “gender neutral” if that’s more your thing

- Do something distracting that you enjoy
For example, I love going on walks, drawing, writing, and gaming and any of things things could be distractions from things that you don’t want to think about! You of course don’t need to pick one of the things I enjoy doing, there are lots of things you could do like sports, blogging, listening to music, hanging out with your pets (they aren’t going to judge you!), etc.

- Find someone who won’t judge you!
I know this might be hard for some of you, but I know that I have at least one person to talk to every time I get upset about this sort of thing! My friends will not misgender me, and they will reassure me that I am a guy and I do pass, and all that good stuff! If someone is hurting you and misgendering you and not respecting you, you can cut them out of your life! You are not obligated to keep these people around because of their feelings
Pets can be used for this too! Your animals will never judge you :3 Hell, they probably don’t even know what gender is :D

- Find things about yourself that you like
This doesn’t have to be about your body, but it can be! If you take the time to think about positive aspects of yourself, you might feel a little better. And if you can think about the positive things about your body, like the color of your eyes or the shade of your skin, or how great your smile is, or how cool your hair was in that one selfie, it might make you feel a little better about how you’re feeling about yourself right now c:
If you don’t want to or can’t think about positive things about your body, try thinking about things you’re good at or things you like about your personality! Like how great of a person you are, how nice you can be, how cool you are, or how dedicated you are! Something like that!

- Treat yourself
I know not everyone can go buy themselves their favorite dinner or anything like that due to money, but you can do simple things like watch your favorite movie! Or just let yourself eat that expensive ice cream you bought last week :3 Curl up in your favorite blanket with that one pillow that’s just right, or put on that makeup/outfit that you love! It’s in the little things

- Try not to think about “passing”
I know this is extremely hard, but “passing” is just a social construct. Nobody “looks like a boy” because boys can look like anyone, and the same goes for other genders as well! This is definitely a hard thing to tell yourself, especially since a lot of people don’t get it, but it might help some of you!

- Find inspiration!
Find someone who you look up to, or who is transitioning/has transitioned. Some people (like me) might feel resentment at them for being further into their transition than them, but other might (and should try to) be filled with hope and positivity by seeing that things get better and that it is possible to change yourself into how you want to (or do) see yourself

- Look back
If you’ve already started your transition, look back to months, or years ago! You will be surprised at how far you’ve come
You might even feel more hopeful about the future after having seen how much you’ve changed since before

- Find people to talk to
Find people who are, or have been, in the same or a similar scenario; they know what it’s like and they may be able to help you! They can share what it was like for them and what helped them

- Just. Stop.
Seriously, if you can, don’t do anything that day. Sometimes, people just need a break or some time alone. So, if you’ve been saving up those hours at work, take the day off if you can! If you know there’s nothing important at school the next day, try to stay home and not put yourself through more stuff
Keep yourself safe and comfortable during your break! Maybe use this time to use one of the other techniques at the same time ^^

- Keep a diary
This might seem silly, but I keep a diary off and on and it really helps me! Sometimes people just need to open up, but not to a person 
I named my diary Tina, so it kind of felt like I was talking to a person, though haha
Also, just getting all of this down on paper (or on the screen) might help

- Wear your favorite outfit!!
Find that outfit that makes you feel like a hundred bucks and wear it! It doesn’t matter if you’re staying in your house or going somewhere, wear that outfit and own it! Take a lot of pictures if you like the way it looks c:

- Selfies
Take selfies when you look hella good and how you want to look, so that when you’re feeling down and dysphoric, you can look back at your selfies and be like “damnnn I look hot”

- Workout
This might seem like a horrible idea, but I’ve heard that it works wonders! Just go get beefy or run into your legs feel like jelly
This might also help you sleep, which might help by getting rid of your thoughts

- Sleep
If you can take a nap, or just crash out, do it! You don’t have anything planned and these thoughts won’t stop? Go to sleep. You won’t be thinking of anything if you’re unconscious

- Avoid negativity
If you know someone is going to bring you down, avoid them
Same goes with places! If you know that a certain place is going to be negative or bring negative thoughts on, it’s probably best to avoid that place

- Drink ice water
I find that the painfully cold liquid can really wipe the mind with it’s shocking temperature

- Meditate
If you’re into meditation, or want to try it, I hear it does wonders to find that inner peace and just forget you have a body or end up thinking more positively about that body

- Watch your favorite show
Focusing on something you love, like a series filled with interested characters who aren’t you and find themselves in lots of situations can really take your mind off of things

- Burn incense or candles
Burn it right next to your bed (carefully tho) and make sure it’s a scent that you love! This way, if you don’t get out of bed, you can still have something to enjoy

- Read
Read a book, or a fanfiction, or anything that will capture your full attention, so that you have something better to focus on

- Modify your body!!
Like piercings, and hair dye, and stuff! Hell, even those temporary tattoos are pretty cool :3 This way, you can feel like you’re doing stuff to your body on your own terms
You can even just draw on yourself with a sharpie or something!

- Clean
Maybe just do some laundry or put things in neat little piles! Any amount of stress taken off will feel super good and also you might find that one outfit you lost months ago! (if you’re anything like me haha)

- Name and pronouns
Write down your name and pronouns on things to make you feel a little better seeing that that’s what you want to be called, and it can just be written down like that!
You could also ask some supportive friends to read them or just call you by them for no reason at the moment haha

-  Take up a new hobby
You could spend the time you spend being dysphoric, doing something you enjoy! Learn a new language, or learn how to do arts and crafts, or buy some gardening supplies!

- Save up money
Just stick some coins from the dryer in a jar and start saving up for your transition! It’ll make you feel like things are going faster than they are

And remember: You are valid! No matter what anyone tells you, or how you feel, you are valid! <3

J: If we don’t think of a plan redhead will be expelled
Z: Actually it’s very simple only need to prove on that day he wasn’t at school.

Jian yi leaps on zhan and ruffles his hair. ‘Wow you are so clever~ I’m going to prove that.  Zhan replied ‘What you say is not persuasive! we need a witness!’

Xiao Hui shows up and says nervously ‘I-I have proof that should be helpful..’

They drag her to the office and Jian yi barges in and starts yellin ‘Teacher mo guan shan is innocent what’s on the bulletin board is what you made up!  Actually he wasn’t near the school, Luckily someone took a photo, the photo clearly shows the place and time.’

‘yes we perhaps we have mistaken him for someone else..’ Jian yi barks out ‘You think it’s okay to mistake him someone else?? apologise publicly n 2000 words! the school will continue to look!’

‘Heard from Jian Yi your side is settled. I have also fixed my side.’

‘She li won’t make trouble for you anymore.’ He raises a bloodied hand. ‘ Come here to help~’ 

‘Why didn’t you go to the doctor!’ Redhead says, taking off his shirt. ‘ I came to ask you to pay the medical fees.’ He Tian replies.

‘idiot…’ Redhead mumbles quietly, using the shirt to clean up his bloodied hand.

redhead clenches his teeth as if pained by he tian getting injured, and laces their fingers together. 

BTS Most To Least To Having A Foreigner S/O

Request: “Can you make a reaction of BTS, getting a foreigner gf? Like if they would get one or don’t and why… something like that Thank you”

A/N: So I decided to make this a most to least combined with reaction, thank you anon for requesting!!!



Most:

Namjoon:

Originally posted by ilalisa

Okay, no surprise our Rap Monster is on the top of the list, I actually think he wouldn’t date a traditional Korean, I think he’d look for a more open minded Korean, but mainly he’d look for a foreigner. He is a very open minded person so he’d be very interested in your culture and would like to know your perspective on things.He’d want to listen to you speaking in your native tongue and would want to study your culture so he could get a better understatement of yourself as a hole. The main point is that the language wouldn’t be a barrier since he’s basically fluent in English

Hoseok:

Originally posted by osyub

I also think Hoseok would be really into having a foreigner girlfriend. Like Namjoon, he’s open minded and has a good understanding of English. I think as long as he likes you he’d be working on understanding you no matter what. He actually wouldn’t care if you’re Korean or not, I guess he’d look more into the personality, but I do think he’d also prefer a foreigner “type” of personality, open and with different perspectives. 

Taehyung:

Originally posted by mvssmedia

Taehyung is a very carefree person and I think because of that he’d be very curious about you. I think dating would be a little challenging if you didn’t speak Korean at all. He can understand English to a certain point and so you guys would have to work on your communication skills. But I do think Tae would go well with a foreigner because he’d be very curious about you and would want to show you a lot of things just to see your reaction.

Jungkook:

Originally posted by hohbi

Even though he can be a little shy I still think he’d use his “abilities” towards a foreigner. He wants to be that cool Korean guy so I think he’d want to have a foreigner significant other to show off. He’d be interested in your reviews about him and would be like “See how amazing I am babe? You can’t find this anywhere else in the world ;)” Yes he would be bragging about himself, but secretly he’d show off for having a foreigner s/o. Now, if you didn’t speak Korean it would be a little hard because he’s not THAT good at English.

Yoongi:

Originally posted by mn-yg

I think Yoongi wouldn’t care if you’re a foreigner or not, but I think as long as you can speak Korean he’d date you. I think he wouldn’t want to work that hard in English for someone who wouldn’t work as hard in Korean. So as long as you are committed to understand him as much as he understands you would be okay. 

Jimin:

Originally posted by jitaeme

I think Jimin would be into foreigners as long as they’re physically not very big. Not that he wouldn’t want open minded, but because he’s not the tallest person he’d prefer someone smaller than him, and he’d want someone with a cute side and that would know about the Korean culture and language so he’d feel more comfortable with you.

Jin:

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

I think Jin wouldn’t be very into foreigners, specially if they don’t know about the Korean culture and language. He’s more traditional than the others so I feel like he’d be into foreigners as long as they’ve already assimilated and blended with the culture. If you fit in the Korean beauty standards he’d be really into you.

Least


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Okay but when alex and maggie actually do get together, i need

  • Maggie calling Kara “lil danvers”
  • Maggie making Alex flustered 24/7
  • Some Maggie, Alex and Kara bonding
  • Kara giving Maggie the shovel talk and threatening her saying that she’ll throw her into space if she ever hurts Alex
  • Maggie being scared of Kara but then thinking that she’s too sweet to hurt anyone
  • Maggie talking to Alex about it and Alex nervously laughing, not looking her in the eye
  • mAGGIE FINDING OUT KARA IS SUPERGIRL LORDT PLS
  • Maggie then getting concerned that she will get thrown into space by Kara
  • Maggie coming to game nights
  • Bonding w/ Winn, James and Mon-El
  • Alex introducing Maggie to Eliza
  • An entire episode dedicated to family/friend bonding 

THEORY TIME

Hey all fellow teen wolf fans!

I have been thinking about something that has been on my mind since last weeks episode. I have a theory that Claudia Stilinski isn’t actually real. Okay so you maybe thinking “What she can’t not be real… she’s there with the sheriff and they are happy!” But hear me out.

So when the Wild Hunt took Stiles I think that because of his supernatural background they wanted to make sure that no one went around looking for him. To do that they had to give the people closest to him a believable and normal reality so they didn’t go searching for him. Even though eventually everyone forgets the person who is taken, it is harder when you have things that remind you that they were there. Back to why I think Claudia isn’t real, when the sheriff first interacted with her he seems confused. This happened directly after stiles was taken. I think that because the sheriff would have been alone after Stiles was taken the people from the Wild Hunt might have created someone (Claudia) to keep the sheriff from remembering Stiles. Her character seems very adamant about not having kids and very weary when around Scott and the pack. She was characterized by Stiles as loving and caring, but from what I’m seeing she seems a little off. 

In the promo for the next episode “Relics” you can see that when Lyida begins to peel away the wall paper from where Stiles room used to be Claudia grabs Lyida forcefully and seems hostile.

That moment reminded me of when Scott was trying to break into Stiles locker and the sketchy new teacher stopped him. I’m guessing that “Claudia”  is just a member of the hunt. It is said that “members of the hunt maybe eleven fairs or the dead”. Claudia could be a part of the hunt and used to help people forget like the sheriff. 

Even though I wish she were really alive so that when Stiles is found he can have his big happy family, I don’t think it will happen. But I do know that they are getting closer and I hope that everything ends well.

First Time

Anon Requested:  Can I get J-Hope smut with 17 and 25 please? 💚💚💚

Okay so I have to give HUGE HUGE HUUUGE PROPS to @kpop-cutie17 because she basically set this whole thing up because I couldn’t think of a plot. So THANK YOU. Plus holy hell look how long this shit is I went overboard.

Originally posted by hohbi

Pairing: J-Hope (Hoseok) x Reader

Word Count: 2291

“It’s okay I couldn’t sleep anyways.”

“You make me crazy.”


You brought your hand up and lightly knocked on the door, getting no answer you decide to walk into the room.

“Nammie, are you in here?” You asked as you opened the door. Your brother nowhere to be found us usual, you haven’t actually spent time with him in what seems like forever. You shrug and turn to walk out of the dimly lit room and just as you were about to turn around a voice breaks through the darkness.

“He’s at the studio. He left a while ago.” Hoseok says rubbing his eyes slightly causing his nose to wrinkle which you always found cute about him.

“Did I wake you up? I’m sorry, I should’ve been more quiet when coming in.” you apologize and walk to Namjoon’s bed plopping yourself onto it, your body sank in the mattress and it spelt like your brother. You missed your brother, you’ve only seen him about four times since you arrived in Seoul and you’ve been here for a good three months. Jesus I’ve seen Hoseok more than my brother. You thought to yourself, you had to admit the two of you grew closer, and you’d never seen Hoseok as anything more than a friend up until recently.

It’s okay I couldn’t sleep anyways.” His voice breaks you from deep thought. “Hey, I know you miss Namjoon, he said he’s sorry that he’s always busy and that he’ll make it up to you if that makes you feel better.” he chuckles attempting to lighten the slowly saddening mood.

“It’s whatever, I’m used to it, it’s been like that since we were younger.” You shrug, you really were used to it. Ever since you both were little Namjoon would always be doing his own thing. “Listen I know this is going to sound weird, but is it okay if I sleep with you tonight?” you ask sitting up on the bed and fumbling with your fingers.

“Um, I don’t know if that’s too good of an idea (Y/N) what if your brother comes home?” he says eyes widening with worry, “You know how he gets about you, and I don’t really want to die anytime soon.” You thought some more. Why did you have to be the leaders younger sister? Why couldn’t you be just some friend of theirs?

“You and I both know my brother lives in the studio, that’s why I never see him, just answer the question Hoseok.” You say firmly hoping that your tone of voice would persuade him.

“Fine, but only tonight, and don’t tell Tae, you know how much of a gossiper he can be.” he says chuckling once again. You moved slowly trying to hide your excitement, you walk to his bed with a straight face and get into his bed. Slipping under his covers you wrap your arms around his torso, laying your head on his chest. “What are you doing?” You notice how stiff Hoseok is now.

“I’m cuddling with you, what does it look like?” You say in an almost teasing tone.

“Why?”

“Just cuddle with me.”

“You know what (Y/N), you’re so demanding just like your brother. Is everyone in your family so damn bossy?” he says pulling you closer to him. Unintentionally you let out a small almost inaudible moan of content. Your heart began to race. Did he hear you? Probably not, hopefully not. Quite honestly a side of you didn’t care if he did but you didn’t think he’d actually comply to this request because he made such a big deal about you getting into his bed. Slowly you drifted off, you loved the thought of someone especially Hoseok holding you while you slept, you found comfort in him. Just as you were about to fall asleep his voice brought you back to your senses.

“God, you know you make me crazy, right?” As soon as the words left his mouth your head snapped up and looked at him in the eyes.

“What did you just say?” you questioned, eyes wider than the moon, you were elated at his sudden confession, but also wondering if he was half asleep and didn’t mean the words he just said.

“Huh? I didn’t say anything.” his face turning bright red and even in the dim light you could tell.

“Jung Hoseok, what did you just say? There’s no one else in this room except me and I don’t sound like a man.” your heart nearly jumping out of your chest. Silence. It was so quiet you thought you could hear the blood flowing through your veins.

“I think you’re hearing things (Y/N). I said nothing!” He argues with you, not wanting to admit his sudden confession.

“Well then I guess I’ll just go back to the guest room.” you say getting up from the bed huffing, you felt the sudden rush of cold go over your body. Just as you were about to reach for the doorknob his voice broke the silence that followed you

“Fine!” he says crossing his arms over his chest like a child, “You want me to admit it? Well fine! You make me crazy. You know how hard it is to look at you every day and know I can’t have you because of your brother? It drives me fucking insane!” He says getting off the bed and walking towards you. Those words send chills down your spine, but you don’t move. You’re still facing the door. You can’t even think about what to say. You’re lost in him, in his words.

“I-I-” you couldn’t even form a sentence.

“Please just don’t say anything, I don’t want to hear it. You think I don’t notice how you look at me?” he says embracing you, “I notice everything you do. Like how you try to hide the fact that you snort when you laugh, or that you don’t like it when your food touches so you had your mom send you divider plates.” he says into your neck softly kissing the skin. “I notice everything and it drives me mad.”

“Hoseok I-I don’t think we should be doing this.” you say to him, but you know you’re lying and so does he. You’re loving every minute of it. You never knew someone’s lips could be so soft.

“You’re lying, I know you are. You always tense up when you lie.” he’s sucking at the skin now and you let out a soft moan, “I know you so well (Y/N).” He moves his hand down your stomach. “You know, you sound so pretty when you moan. I hear you sometimes, when you think everyone is asleep.” Your knees begin to buckle but his hand soon grips your waist and pulls you against him holding you up. His hand slips under your sweat pants but just before he can do anything you blurt out.

“Hoseok, I’m a virgin.” Your face flushed and your body on fire.

“I know, and by the way I heard you earlier-“ His fingers slip under the thin layer that separated his fingers from your heat and he lets out a groan. “-God you’re so wet already.” At this point you’re bright red and numb from the amount of sexual tension in the air. In an instant his hands pulled away from your heat and grabbed your hips, turning you quickly and slamming your back against the bedroom door. His lips don’t hesitate and find yours. His hands go back to the hem of your sweats and slips his hand back in.

“Hoseok.” You moan out, his lips quickly latch onto the skin of your neck leaving love bites along your throat. Without hesitation Hoseok slipped two fingers in easily, your head fell back against the door and a loud moan escaped your lips. It felt good, his fingers pumping into you, it didn’t hurt either. You’ve fingered yourself plenty of times so this wasn’t anything new to you other than the arousal that was dripping from you. He slowly added a third finger and suddenly you felt the burning in between your legs. His hands were still but you could still feel the pressure in between your hips. Your body tensed up and your eyes screwed shut.

“Hey, hey, hey. Look at me.” His voice was low but it had a comforting tone to it. Your eyes fluttered open, tears brimming your eyes lightly. “I’m not going to hurt you okay, but if something hurts you have to tell me.” His eyes were full of worry that much you could tell. His fingers slowly began rocking up, a groan escaped your lips but you didn’t stop him. “(Y/N).” His voice was stern but his fingers kept moving.

“I’m fine, keep going.” You breathe out.

“Are you-“

“Yes I’m sure. I want this and most importantly I want you.” You interrupted him, eyes locking onto his.

Once hearing the last words leave your mouth Hoseok pressed himself against you and pressed his lips to yours, his fingers rocking faster. The pressure was still there but the burning sensation subsided with pure arousal.

“God you’re so beautiful (Y/N), I just want you all to myself.” Hoseok mumbled against your lips. You slowly pulled back and looked at him.

“Then have me, I’m all yours Hoseok.”

His fingers stilled and slowly removed themselves from you. Hoseok stood up straight and you just now noticed how he loomed over you. “Are you sure?” A simple nod answered his question.

“I want you to be my first.”

Before you knew it you were placed down on his bed and he was soon hovering over you. His lips found yours and hands made their way under your shirt. Your hands soon mimicked his actions and a groan escaped his lips. You couldn’t help but laugh slightly at that, the effect you have on him.

Your hands tugged on the bottom of his shirt signaling him to take it off. He quickly sat up and pulled his shirt off throwing it on the floor. “So demanding.” Hoseok shook his head, a big smile spread across his face. His hands tugged on your shirt now, sitting you up and slipping the shirt off of you. You gasped as the cold hair hit you, his eyes grazed down your body. “God you’re so beautiful.”

His lips found yours again, deepening the kiss. Everything about Hoseok had been gentle with you, to his kisses and touches. You grabbed his hand and brought it down to the hem of your sweats.

“Off?” He asked between kisses, to which you nodded. His hand slipped into the waistband of both your sweats and panties and pulled them down slowly before tossing them into the bedroom somewhere. His hands ghosted up your thighs, he took a long look at you, hands resting on your hips. His eyes slowly made their way up to meet your eyes. His eyes showed multiple emotions. Nervousness, Fear, Trust, Love. It was all there, he showed it all to you with a simple look.

You just nodded, grabbing his hand in yours and smiling up, reassuring him. “It’s okay.”

With that he slowly slipped out of his boxers and brought himself over you once again. He smiled, reaching over to the bedside table and pulling out a condom. He rolled it on quickly before lining himself up with you. He grabbed one of your hands and moved it up by your head, lacing his fingers with your and squeezing it gently as he began to push into you. You knew Hoseok was big but he seemed to be bigger than you thought. You bit your lip to stop you from crying out but the tears welling up in your eyes caused panic to rise in him, he came to a halt stopping once he had pushed his whole length in. “Oh god, do you want to stop? Am I hurting you? You have to tell me if it hurts.” Your hand was squeezing his at a tight grip. You took in a deep breath and nodded slowly.

“I’m okay, you can keep going.”

“Are you sure? We can wait-“

“Hoseok, I promise you I’m okay. Now please can you-“ His lips cut you off this time. He began with small thrusts. Your eyes closed again and you whimpered. After a short amount of time, Hoseok sped up, increasing the length of his thrusts.

“Fuck (Y/N).” Hoseok groaned, his head fell on your shoulder, speeding up even more. You gasped and began to meet his thrusts. The sounds of skin slapping skin and your moans were the only sounds to be heard in the bedroom.

“I-I..Close.” Was all you were able to gasp out. You felt the knot form in your stomach and Hoseok’s thrusts became erratic. Slurs of swear words and names were sent flying out of both of your mouths. After a few more thrusts you came un done around him moaning out his name. Your walls tightened around him and soon after Hoseok joined you. His thrusts slowed down as you two rode out your orgasms. He soon pulled out of you and got up to toss the condom before coming back over to you and taking you in his arms. You were still breathing hard and you felt the slow throbbing begin to pain you.

“How was that? Are you okay?” You nodded, snuggling up against him. He pulled the sheets over the both of you, kissing the top of your head.

You were content in his arms. Happiness filled your whole body while you laid there in his arms, nothing could have ruined this moment.

“Hoseok? Have you seen (Y/N)?” Your brother’s voice called out from behind the door.

Except that.

Fake Chats #94
  • Jimin: you run your fingers through your hair.
  • Jungkook: okay.
  • Jimin: and then shake it out.
  • Jungkook: uh huh.
  • Jimin: and then run your fingers through again.
  • Taehyung: and then smile like you're embarrassed but you know you actually look good.
  • Jimin: Tae!
  • Jungkook: okay. *does the steps* So?
  • Jimin: yeah, like that.
  • Taehyung: I dunno, I don't think it has the same appeal.
  • Jungkook: well, we can't all be Park Jimin.
  • Taehyung: right you are, Kookie, right you are.
  • Jungkook: *grumbling* born in Busan first...fluffy hair...hmph...
  • Jimin: aw, Kookie! *ruffles his hair*