Sleeping next to Negan would include:
Negan can be cruel and he sure is an asshole from time to time, but there is a place he finds rest and peace.
Next to you, he’s soft as a kitten.
He would watch you.
Hours sometimes, just admiring how your chest moves and how peaceful you appeared.
Him constantly hugging you from behind, shoving himself against you, pulling you all close.
From time to time you’d be the big spoon and he’d love it, but wouldn’t ever tell you. He isn’t used to getting held at all but he is absolutely in love with it.
You would kiss the top of his head softly and he’d hum in approval.
Him tossing and turning all night long, waking up every time he hears the slightest noise.
Negan suffers from nightmares but you never ever heard him scream or cry in the night.
What he appreciates most about you though, is that you just know when to care for him and that you never talk to him about it, when he doesn’t want to.
You just accept him, look at him and rest your head on his chest, caressing his cheek until he softly falls asleep again.
You being the only one allowed to sleep in his bed every night.
Whenever he comes to his room late at night and finds you asleep, he sits next to the bed, watching you.
It reminds him of his nights in hospital, watching Lucille.
You looked so much like her with your soft hair scattered on the pillow.
Whenever you woke up, finding him like this you would softly get up and settle in his lap, snuggling into his arms as he holds you.
He loved playing with your hair.
It is a total turn on for him and would often lead to him whispering dirty little secrets into your ear, as his hand brushes down your body.
When you’re asleep he would trail your spine with his finger, all the way down until he went up again to your neck, your throat the your collarbone up your throat again and along your jaw and cheekbone until he went down your spine again.
Whenever he would catch you tossing around or mumbling in your sleep he would immediately wake up and pull you on top of him.
He would caress your head and whisper sweet little things to calm you again.
He loved it that you constantly kissed him during the night.
Sometimes you were completely, sometimes half asleep - but he would get little kisses all the time.
Sometimes his cheek, sometimes his throat or his chest.
You sang or at least hummed songs while your hand lovingly ruffled through his hair whenever he would wake up in the night.
He would place his head just above your breasts and listen to you.
“Just checking if your still here…”
“Sleep, my love.”, you’d chuckle.
“I love you.”, he’d mutter.