but he doesnt see any other way

Let me tell you something about power imbalances

Since the Otayuri-discourse is getting really annoying, I would like to tell you something. Power imbalances can have an effect on every relationship. Romantic as well as platonic. A power imbalance can turn into an unhealthy relationship of any kind. But there is one thing, that everyone seems to ignore: A power imbalance itself does not cause abusive behavior. On its own its neither good nor bad. Its the way it is used, that makes the difference between healthy and unhealthy relationship.

A power imbalance is like a “tool”. It can be used by an abuser to take advantage of its victim. The abusers keep themselves on the higher level to maintain the imbalance. This can lead to physical and emotional abuse. The abuser can easily pressure the victim into doing things that they aren’t comfortable with. For example: Older friends pressuring the younger one into drinking alcohol/older lover pressuring younger to have sex despite them not being ready for it. And this is obviously a horrible thing.

But a power imbalance can also have a positive effect. In a healthy relationship the more powerful part tries to minimize the imbalance. They don’t see the other on as lower. They want to be on an equal level. The imbalance can be used to help the younger one grow, while also making sure that they are safe don’t go over their limits. It can be reassuring to have someone more experienced that can help you in life and share their experiences. One great example for a healthy relationship with a power imbalance in the beginning is a ship you all love: Victuuri!

At the start of the show Yuuri is a loner. He doesnt have many friends and the only thing he really cares for is skating (and Victor of course). He has huge anxiety and really lacks in confidence. He idolizes Victor and therefore sees him as above him.  Also, Yuuris love life before Victor is pretty much non existent and he just becomes a blushing mess at the mere mention of eros. On the other hand we have Victor “Sexiest-Man-Alive” Nikiforov. He is way more experienced and confident than Yuuri and has had a few relationships in the past. All this puts a huge imbalance on Victors side. We see this in the beginning, when Victor was really pushy, thinking Yuuri was still as confident and flirty as he was at the banquet, making Yuuri feel visibly uncomfortable. When Victor sees this, he tones down the flirting to keep it at a pace that Yuuri can comfortably move along with. We see Victor helping Yuuri becoming more confident in his abilities and more comfortable with his sexuality. Victor used the power imbalance to turn the idol-fan-relationship into a loving relationship between two equals.

This concludes, that a power imbalance itself does not automatically make a relationship bad. Its the mindset of the more powerful person, that determines if this imbalance can be healthy or not.

Now lets talk about Otayuri!

First of all, Yuri is not the pure, innocent, little child, that needs to be sheltered from everything, that you all seem to think he is. We are talking about the “kid” who wanted to skate to eros, because he thought it would fit him better. The kid who watched Yuuri and Chris pole dancing and kept tons of photos of it. The kid who told Mila to stop acting horny after breaking up with her boyfriend. Most 15/16 years old boys are not innocent angels…  Also, Yuri is actually quite mature for his age. Yuri moved away from his home to St. Petersburg when he was around 10 years old. He is the main provider for his family since his junior debut. Growing up away from home, with this high responsibilities makes you mature faster. He committed his life to figure skating. He had the determination and disciplin to win GPF gold on his senior debut. This level of dedication, endless training, without complaining, to work towards a goal, is a sign of maturity. Sure, sometimes he acts childish and on impulse, but so does Victor, the guy who pauses his career for a year, travels to Japan and suddenly shows up naked at a hot spring, because of his crush on a drunk Yuuri.

We have seen Otabek and Yuri both supporting and admiring each other. We see Otabek helping Yuri to grow. Yuri doesnt act like an angry brat with him. He is much calmer and happier around him.  Kubo even said that Otabek sees them as equals. There is only a small power imbalance between them. Its even smaller than between Victor and Yuuri. And since their relationship is based on mutual respect and support, and Otabek wants them to be equal, there is not even the slightest hint, why this relationship would be abusive in any way. To me this looks like the perfect base for a healthy relationship. So what makes you think that Otabek would be a predator? What makes you think he would take advantage of him? Why would he harm Yuri? This is what bothers me the most about this discourse. By saying this ship would be unhealthy , disgusting and bad, you are accusing Otabek of being an abusive asshole. And this magnificent, loving character does not deserve this hate.

This post is obviously not meant to say that all relationships with age differences are totally ok. This is meant to explain, that it is not always automatically bad. There are many unhealthy relationships where both people are the same age or where the abuser is the younger one. Age alone is not what makes a relationship healthy or unhealthy. The mindset of the individual person is!

ace-flux will solace headcanons because ive seen a lot of anti-ace stuff recently:

1) will solace didnt know when it started, just that, for as long as he’s known about [salt n peppa voice] S.E.X., he’s been… more fluid about it. when he’s younger, about the age most people start thinking about this stuff, he figures he’s just got mixed feelings. other people his age are all gungho and loud about it, but he feels.. something else. something less, almost. he doesnt know any of the words for it. it confuses him sometimes. he brushes it off as him just being weird, because its better than the voice inside telling him hes broken

2) he doesnt really date anyone, has a few crushes, but finds himself .. worried. the way he sees it, he only wants them sometimes, even if he thinks he wants them romantically all the time. he tells himself that people deserve better. he tells himself to give up and just be alone. “take one for the team”, so to speak. that is, until nico di angelo comes along.

3) will cant figure out what it is about nico that makes will want to date him so much. when he asks himself, the answer is always “everything”. he’s terrified to let himself be with nico, but he cant help his hands shaking and his breath disappearing when nico is near. he gets so nervous, his entire stomach and chest full of butterflies, that he can barely speak. all he wants is to be close to nico. he sometimes imagine himself and nico falling in love, giggling quietly to himself, before pushing the thought from his head. it always returns, and hes glad for it

4) when he and nico do get together, it doesnt take long for them to say “i love you” and “i want to be with you always”. theyre disgustingly sweet and mushy in private, balancing it out with sarcastic, biting comments in public, both laughing quietly to themselves. nico doesnt like pda, so this is their substitute. will loves it. he loves nico. he loves everything about his life right now.

5) it doesnt take long for them to be intimate, either, despite what most people would assume. will doesnt mind - it excites him, which doesnt happen often - and for a while, he feels like nico has fixed him. maybe they were right, maybe he just hadnt found the right person. until one day, when theyre cuddling and nico starts implying he wants more, kissing at will’s neck and whispering sweet words. and will doesnt feel the same excitement he did before. it makes him so worried, he makes a face and wiggles away a bit. nico pulls back and looks at him in worry. “everything okay?” he asks and will nods and nods, but he’s nervous. its not that he doesnt want nico. hes still in love with nico. but, he doesnt want to be touched right now, not like that, not at all. “im sorry,” he says in a guilty whisper and nico quiets him with a quick kiss to the lips. “dont be sorry. you know we dont have to, right?” will nods, and they go back to cuddling, but will cant help the guilt that creeps in. maybe he’ll always be broken.

6) it happens again and again as they start to become more intimate, and it makes will afraid. he wants to be better. he doesnt want to be this way - he wants to make nico happy. sometimes, he tries to force himself, but nico always notices and puts a stop to it himself. “you arent broken” he promises. “theres nothing wrong with you” but will doesnt believe him. he tries to, knows nico isnt a liar, but cant help but feel.. maybe hes the liar himself, for pretending he could be normal, in a happy relationship with a guy. he wonders why nico hasnt given up on him.

7) it isnt until later, when theyre off at some pride event (both of their firsts, theyre so excited its almost hilarious) and he sees all the different flags that it comes out into the open. will carries a little bi flag, waving it happily, with different trans flag buttons and “he/him” buttons. nico has his own small gay flag, wearing a few small rainbow pins and, thanks to will’s insistence, a huuuge, flamboyant rainbow hat, with feathers and glitter - so much glitter!!! theyre both grinning like fools, holding hands, and staring around like kids im a candy shop. they find people decked to their bones with purple, grey, and black flags and will asks “what flag is it?” so they tell him what asexually is, and his eyes grow wide, smile falling in surprise. “you mean, thats normal?” the people smile at him and nod. they understand. “what if its… only sometimes.” nico rubs circles on will’s fingers and it almost distracts him from hearing the word they say “that would be ace-flux. you can go from sexual to asexual, dont worry. its normal.” ace-flux. ace… will isnt broken. and if he is, then all of these people are too. hes not a freak. “im… im that? im not bad?” they hand him a little ace flag to go with the bi one. “told you so,” says nico, which makes will laugh. no one says anything about how wet it sounds, or about the obvious tears stinging his eyes. they wave and walk away from the other aces, but will doesnt stop thinking about it all day. he’s not broken. he’s asexual.

anonymous asked:

I was thinking of how Stucky are always leaping off shit, obviously not having a problem w heights...but what if TONY was scared of heights? He doesnt mind flying high bc he can control it. But w/out his armor and up high is a different story, and what if he gets stuck someplace up high and literally cant move bc he's terrified of how far he is from the ground. Then Bucky or Steve has to go rescue him, Tony clinging to them like a koala on the way down. XP

Lmao the others trying to urge him to come down, but Tony isn’t having any of it, “I LIVE HERE NOW.” “Tony…” “THIS IS MY NEW HOME.” Steve and Bucky doing rock-paper-scissors to see who’s going up to get him. The winner crawling up and trying to cajole him to the edge. “You will pry this support column from my cold dead hands,” Tony hisses like an angry cat. Steve or Bucky sighing and rolling his eyes and crawling up to Tony, carefully easing Tony’s arms around his shoulders. The easing becoming clutching that nearly cuts circulation off to his arms. Carrying Tony down and not being able to enjoy it because he can feel Tony trembling.

But my favorite part: Tony acting as if it never happened as soon as he gets his feet on solid ground, even when Steve and Bucky try to bring it up.

Mob Headcanons

It’s here, it’s finally here. the one you’ve all been waiting for and the one I’ve been having the most trouble with. this isn’t exactly the end of the series, but i wont be able to write these kinda long winded hc posts as much unfortunately

// Teru // Shou // Ritsu // Reigen // Mob // Serizawa //

  • really, really likes clouds
    • has a tendency to just stare out the windows during class and just watch the clouds go by.
    • sometimes will go outside and just lay in his front yard, staring at the sky.
      • ritsu sometimes joins him with a book to read and Mob loves it
  • has Tunnel Vision
    • basically, when he’s focusing on something (which is kinda rare lmao) the whole building could be collapsing around him and he wouldn’t notice.
      • it’s so hard to get his attention when he’s like this
        • “Hey, kageyama-kun. Kageyama! Mooooooobbbbb.” “Suzuki, oh my god, leave nii-san alone. this is the longest I’ve ever seen him read a novel.” “Riichan, he’s reading a manga.” “…..oh.”
  • doesn’t often understand jokes, especially Shou’s
    • good thing Ritsu is usually there to poke mob in the shoulder and explain it to him
    • Teru is shit at explaining jokes because he usually starts snorting and chuckling half way through
      • mob doesnt mind tho seeing Teru laugh is better than any joke in his opinion
  • also, when he tries to tell jokes, it has a 50/50 chance of working
    • half the time he just starts giggling before he can get to the punch line
    • the other half he just sits there with a small, expectant smile on is face
  • considering how he has repressed his emotions for so long, he has trouble putting a name or recognizing both how he’s feeling and how others are feeling
    • sometimes he’ll say something that hits a little too close to home, or will be a little too blunt, but he honestly doesnt mean it. He just doesnt know
  • Will show up at Spirits and Such after school, sit on the couch, and sigh really loudly
    • Reigen will instantly grab a glass of milk and ask what’s wrong (if it’s chocolate milk or not depends on how loudly he sighed)
      • “okay kid, what happened today? Make it quick, we have an appointment in ten.” “Tsubomi looked at me… across the street.” “Oh wow, two days in a row! You’re on a roll, kid!”
  • doesnt really get it when someone flirts with him…. at least, not right away
    • will suddenly start blushing at midnight because holy shit Teru called him handsome
  • has a tendency to sit on his hands when theyre cold
  • those stim videos (paint mixing, kinetic sand, etc) really calm him down, but Ritsu had to limit how often he watches them because he started floating into the sky one day
  • his Bisexual Awakening was more along the lines of “oh hey, Teru’s smile might be nicer than Tsubomi’s”
    • he doesnt really put a title to his sexuality/gender tho. Searching for a label that fits him kinda stresses him out so he is just cool with Whatever
  • “Nii-san, how can you eat that? Didn’t Hanazawa-kun make it?… doesn’t it taste bad?” “mmmm…. yeah, but Hanazawa-kun was so happy, I couldn’t say no.”
  • has a tendency to just…. lay on the floor. Right in the middle of the room. especially on days where getting out of bed is a little tougher than usual
    • “Hey, boss! where’s– is Kageyama-kun okay?” “Oh? Yeah, he’s having one of those days. Give him a few minutes.” “ah, okay.”
      • teru likes to lie with him sometimes and talk about his day to fill the silence (mob never says so, but it helps.)
  •  “Hey little brother, check out this song.” “Ahh, okay, what– is this Smah Mouth?….Did Suzuki put you up to this” “no…. Yeah. Don’t tell him I told you!”
  • Mob is the most prone to Shou’s Shitty Pranks, because it’s the perfect way to rile up both Teru and Ritsu in one go
  • has issues with self worth quite a bit
    • basically doesn’t want to be more trouble than he’s worth, (and he doesnt think hes worth much in the first place) doesnt want to be a nuisance
      • he’ll say sorry a lot for this, but no one really knows the reason
  • twiddles his thumbs a lot, hums to himself, gets lost in his head quite often
    • likes to fiddle with the hem of his shirt, always is That One Kid who is clicking his pen in the back of the class
      • basically moves his hands a lot subconsciously
  • at some point he adopts reigens weird Hand Movement Thing and Reigen is??? so old proud? he’s like some dad that just watched his son score his first goal in soccer
  • after….. recent events (the Cursed Arc) he always makes sure to tell how much he appreciates people.
  • sometimes, when he goes too long without seeing friends or family, he starts to fear that he is still in the world Mogami trapped him in
    • hates to be alone now because of this
      • sleeping alone in his room is a nightmare the first few nights

ok since i literally never shut up about how much i love youngmin i just wanted to talk about my last gifset aka the scene where youngmin gives dongbin a pep talk right after practicing in front of boa. i could talk about everything regarding boys & girls team but i’m gonna focus on this specific moment because it speaks so much about his personality and shows us a little bit of how wonderful he is !!!

everyone here knows that youngmin is always working behind the scenes to help out the other kids and this instance right here is the best example of that. the boys went to sit down in the back and it was another group’s turn to practice so none of the cameras or attention should’ve been on them but that’s how genuine he is; he never intended for people to see or hear his encouragement for dongbin in the first place. he wasn’t doing it bc he wanted to look good in front of the camera, he was doing it for the sake of his team member and his team member only. he wasn’t making a big fuss out of it and he wasn’t trying to prove how nice of a person he was. his compassion for the other boys on this show is simply so genuine.

when youngmin talked about how nervous he was, he wasn’t comparing his situation to dongbin’s. even tho he was a bnm trainee who had a lot of burden and pressure, he wasn’t using it as a way to guilt dongbin. he didn’t mean “oh you shouldn’t be nervous, i’m the one who has more pressure and more consequences, etc.” or anything that made dongbin feel inferior; in fact, he was sharing his worries with dongbin to make him realize that they were both the same. he was letting dongbin know that he understood how nervous he was bc he felt the same way too, that it was natural for them to be nervous and they shouldn’t be ashamed of it. here he was acting as an older figure by reassuring dongbin that even tho they’re nervous, they can still do this.

another important thing that youngmin does is that he doesn’t blame dongbin for his lack of rapping skills. yes, everyone knows that dongbin’s rapping skills are not up to par and that he’s struggling, but he never outright criticizes him for not being able to do something. instead he addressed dongbin’s fear of failing onstage bc his confidence is what really makes or breaks his performance. when youngmin points out to dongbin that he has performed well before and that he can do it again, he’s reminding him of his value and how successful he can (and will) be. not only does that help dongbin gain some more self-esteem, it shows how much he cares about him to remember his past achievements when they weren’t even on the same team.

the tone youngmin uses might seem intimidating at first bc he’s talking so fast and firmly but when you pair it with his hand gestures and body posture, you can definitely tell that he’s just concerned and wants to be able to help ease dongbin’s troubled mind. he gives dongbin his full attention and even takes his hand into his for support. he never breaks eye contact and the fist bump he initiates at the end makes it clear to dongbin that he is not angry with him and that he is not blaming him in the slightest. youngmin knows how to communicate with others well, especially with those younger than him since he has a younger brother at home, and it really helps him establish the trust and bond between him and his team members as both a mentor and a friend who wants the best for him. i don’t know how dongbin views youngmin but compared to how his previous team treated him when they were picking the center, i hope he was able to see how much youngmin truly cared for him and wanted him to improve with his own ability.

anyways that’s all i wanted to say about this, or all i remember right now anyways i just really love youngmin a lot and the way he treats other people on the show is really inspiring he’s truly an angel a gift to the world and i love him so much ;;;

My Prince on a Harley

“Jackson, you asshole”.You yelled storming in to the club house.
’“You better run Jackie boy”. Chibs looked at Jax laughing.
“Why”? “I didnt do anything”. He looked at you confused.
“You came to my work, confronted one of my guy friends and told him to stay away from me or else”. “Now hes scared to talk to me or be near me”. You yelled with your arms crossed.
“I did not”. “The fuckers lying”.
“He said a guy with a hoodie cornered him at his car, telling him if he looked at me then he would be a cold dead corps and then he rode off on a Harley”.
“That could have been any of us”. Chibs questioned.
“It was dark and he couldnt see his face”. “He was so scared he pissed himself”.
Chibs and Jax laughed “What a pussy, you dont need a pussy for a boyfriend Sis”.
“We werent together, he was a friend”. “I want to know who do it”. You ordered.
“Okay, fine Sis”. Jax went outside and called all the guys in.
“Brothers we have a problem here”. “One of us went to Y/Ns work and made one of her friends piss their pants”. Jax giggled.
“Its not funny , Jackson”. You scorned him.
You got up and walked to stand in front of them. “I want to know which one of you jerks scared him, he was a good friend”.
“Was he”. Happy spoke up.
“Yeah he was”.  "Why what did you do"?
“I’m the one that told him to stay away”.
“What the hell Hap”. “You cant be doing that”. You pointed your finger at him.
“Why the fuck not”. “He came here for a oil change, I was the one that did it”.
“Okay whats so bad about that”. You rolled your eyes.
“He kept talking about how he wanted to fuck you, that your a biker slut, you would gag on his dick, he would laugh, how he would throw you away and move on to the next”. He got up in your face.
You had tears in your eyes. “How could he”? “I thought we were friends”.
“He wanted to be something other than friends”. “He just wanted to use you”.
You took a deep breathe and looked Happy in the eyes.“He also said that I was your girl and if he came near me, he would be a smiley face”.
“Y/N if you new who it was then why did you have to be so dramtic and call a meeting”? Jax was getting angry.
“I just wanted Happy to confess”.
“Confess what”? Happy said
“That you like me, that you cant stand when another guy looks my way and you want us to be together”.
Happy looked away. “I was just trying to scare him away from hurting you”. He lied.
“You’re lying Happy Lowman”. Your voice quivered
“No I’m not, I dont want to see the Princess of SAMCRO get hurt”.
You punched his chest. “You fucking son of a bitch”.
You ran off outside. Not wanting to see Happy or any other son watch you cry.
“Hap man just tell her”. said Jax.
“Why, she doesnt want me”. “Your her brother arent you suppose to be bad that I like her”.
“I’d rather her be with you then be with a pussy that cheats, pisses his pants cause hes scared and she loves you man”.
“Think back to the times she always checked on you or volunteered you to watch over her”. “That girl loves you Happy”. Chibs speaking the truth.
“Happy Lowman, you have my blessing to be with my sister, but if you hurt her or ever do anything to make her frown then you’re a dead man”. Jax patted his brothers shoulder.
Happy new where is heart was, it was outside crying her eyes out.
Happy looked at the door. “I’ll never hurt her and I promise to keep her safe”.
“Then go get her Brother”. Chibs said as he pushed Happy to the door.
You wiped a tear away. Feeling very down, you never thought you would love a selfish man like Happy Lowman. How could you be so wrong about two people in your life.
Looking up to the sky. “God what did I do for people in my life to hate me”. “I have a guy that just wants to use me, then I have a guy thats clueless that I love him and he just blows me off, like I dont matter to him”.
“You matter to me”. Happy spoke startling you.
“Yes I was clueless, but my brothers have been telling me what a idiot that I was”. “I love You Y/N Teller”. “I’m sorry it has taken me this long to tell you”. Happy wrapped his arms around your waist pulling you into him.
“Happy I love you, I have since I saw you ride in to TM when you were a nomad”. “I couldnt take my eyes off you”. “You were my prince on a Harley”. Kissing his cheek.
Happy grinned. “I’m not saying sorry for scaring  that douche”.
“I wouldnt make you”. You kissed his dry lips.
“Alright Brother”. Chibs yelled,clapping.
You and Happy turned, laughing at the guys. Watching you celebrate with your new boyfriend.
“You two were made for each other”. Jax said as he hugged you.
“Thanks Jax, you’ve made your sister very happy”.
“If you hurt him, I’ll kill you”. Jax looked at you with a stern look.
“I would do no such thing”. “He’s everything I wanted”. You bite your lip as you looked upon Happy play fighting with his brothers.

im so sorry for this lmao

i saw beauty and the beast tonight so fuckin humor me and my disney loving ass here alright 

a philkas batb au because im trash for any and all au’s this isnt new

okay so basically

  • philip is the beast.
  • but he isnt the beast because hes selfish or unkind or a horrible person. philip is the beast because of what has been done to him.
  • all of the horrible things he experienced in his life turned him into this angry person who didnt believe people were capable of goodness
  • he didnt think he deserved goodness
  • this is what he was taught growing up, and he didnt know any better.
  • on the night his mother was killed, the last shred of belief that people could be good died with her. and so he became a represenation of what he saw people as: monsters
  • the castle was once just a house for orphans. it was huge and beautiful and it was a good place to live
  • but philip couldnt see that. 
  • when philip changes, the house and everyone inside changes, too. the children become the clocks and the candelabras and the settees and the dishes.
  • there isnt an outright curse, but there is a cure for whatever made philip change
  • he has to love and be loved; he has to see that people are capable of doing good things; he has to see that he too is capable and deserving of them
  • years pass, and philip is alone, cuz thats how the story goes (this may be a really stupid au but im sticking to the story a lil bit cmon yall)
  • then one day a woman stumbles onto the castle, thirsty and lost
  • she finds the door, and thinking no one is there, goes inside. and when she finds water and food, she eats, and she drinks, because shes dying, and the castle appears empty
  • and thats how lukas, the farmboy, ends up at the castle. searching for his mother.
  • he takes his mothers place
  • we all know how the story goes from here
  • philip is cold and has completely forgotten how to be kind (he was kind as a child, but it died away as he grew older)
  • but one day lukas ends up outside and he finds this old bicycle and he fixes it up and starts riding it around and philip just watches him
    • he watches him laugh and fall on his ass and smile and it wakes something inside him
  • he starts to open up to lukas, and lukas starts to open up to him
  • lukas is hesitant because where he comes from, boys arent with boys, and they definitely arent with beast boys
  • but he starts to care for him anyway
  • and then lukas gets word that his mother is sick
  • philip lets him go, knowing that this will be the end, that lukas wont come back.
  • and when the village comes for lukas’ mother, to escort her out of the village rather than treat her, for fear of her spreading the plague, philip goes
  • he brings lukas’ mother to the castle and they do everything they can
  • it isnt enough
  • she dies and lukas loses it
  • hes trashing things and yelling and philip doesnt know what to do
    • this boy with the smile and the laugh is breaking apart and he doesnt know what to do or how to help him
  • so he starts to tell him a story about a boy just like lukas, who lost his mother
  • who saw so much darkness in the world, who was fed so much darkness, that he ended up becoming it
  • and he tells him about a boy who showed up on that monsters doorstep and showed him that maybe he was wrong
  • maybe the world wasnt all bad
  • and lukas just wraps his arms around him and cries, and philip is so focused on trying to comfort lukas that he doesnt realize hes changing
  • he doesnt realize until lukas pulls away, and looks at him, and brings a hand up to his face
  • and philip looks down at his own hands, steadying lukas’ shoulders, and he sees flesh
  • and then theyre hugging and theyre kissing and both of them are crying, over their mothers, over the bad and the dark things, over each other
  • and when theyre done, the children come downstairs, children once again
  • and they live happily ever after
  • because is there any other way, really?

okay so like what if Iwaizumi and Oikawa got together and suddenly Oikawa changes a lot, like he doesn’t prod Iwaizumi as much or tease him as much and he almost seems like he’s trying not to step on Iwaizumi’s toes. He doesnt blow up Iwaizumi’s phone with random pictures/3AM rambling about a weird dream he had anymore. He’s so worried he’s going to drive Iwaizumi away because he knows how he can get and he’s never been afraid of annoying Iwaizumi before, but now that they’re dating everything’s different and Oikawa feels this anxiety he’s never felt before over them.

On the other hand, Iwaizumi doesn’t see any reason he should change the way he acts, because to him he thought “we fell for each other the way we were before, so changing wouldn’t make sense”. He tries to act the same but Oikawa’s gotten quieter, quieter than he usually is (because I like to think Oikawa isn’t nearly as talkative when Iwaizumi is the only one around), and so a lot of the teasing ends up seeming very one-sided and he gets annoyed and tells Oikawa to stop acting differently. On the inside, though, Iwaizumi starts feeling a bit insecure, like maybe this was a mistake, maybe we shouldn’t have jeopardized our friendship, maybe there’s someone else that’s better for him than me.

And in the end they’re both just way overthinking this in their own respective ways that they kind of lose sight of how simple it can be between them. Eventually they get past it and Iwaizumi admits he never once thought Oikawa was annoying, even though he probably should have but for some reason he always found it endearing. And Oikawa admits how much he missed calling Iwaizumi at 2AM or just feeling kind of needy in general, and how he hated acting distant but he didn’t know what else to do.

and then imagine them just slipping back into their old rhythm, and its like being together is so natural to them. Like the art of loving one another is one they’ve spent nearly their entire lives perfecting and its so casual but so deep. Everything is the same except for the little touches and kisses that have woven themselves into their daily patterns, and its so tender and subtle that “I love you” isn’t something they ever have to say, because they both feel it in every interaction and exchange.

stressedouttrans  asked:

So, at the beginning of the AU Hanzo clearly (and for good reason) doesnt like or trust Jesse, but, that does change right? (I don't know about you but the trope of Hanzo being "he's and asshole and I hate him.but he's hot so I'm interested" is tiring..)

That change indeed! The main reason because McCree decide to stay with Morrison’s Clan is because he get a massive crush on Hanzo. He’s thrilled by him because he’s different from any other person he have ever encountered… He’s definitely out of any “standard of rank”; so proud, yet he can see that he’s “fragile” in some aspects. And the way he smile OH B O I

Hanzo on the other hand doesn’t trust anybody easily. He gave the same treatment of silence and glares to Tracer when she was the new one of the group and now they’re almost like brother and sister.
He’ll learn to trust Jesse but it will take some time to really open up.
He’s also greatly influenced by his past experiences. Sometimes he think he doesn’t deserve to be happy after what he has done to his brother, some others he still can feel the pressure of his old Clan who always thought he wasn’t good enough and he try to cope with it by cutting all the emotional ropes, hiding his “omega traits” in favor of the alpha appearance.
The main reason because Hanzo refuse McCree attentions at first is not Jesse’s behavior, but Hanzo inability to accept it.

Oh gosh, we SO need to share hanzo’s backstory so that all of this will make sense! In the end the boys will be happy, we swear ahah

anyway ill say again:

while i got extreme confidence the game has a lot of heart and effort put into it, that confidence is born from nothing but vague word of mouth from the various groups that have worked on it over the years and not at all from any official statements about hiveswap, cos there havent been any.

i get that the games gone through some hefty shit and sometimes no news is better than bad news, but when theres no word on it for five years, it kinda feels like theres a lot of bad news not being said,

surely the game isnt so terrible that theres absolutely nothing good to say about its development, and no way to identify when an update is necessary, no word on the actual content of the game? the team doesnt think so! remember when hussie said he thinks its a better project than homestuck itself?

no! theres no way its that terrible! so freaking tell people why they should buy hiveswap! whats good about it? does it have an engaging story? fun puzzles? nice characters? does it have any gameplay elements besides clicking where joey goes next? does episode 1 end on earth or alternia? where is the ADVERTISEMENT? the SHILLING?

because the worst case scenario i see for hiveswap right now is a launch failure, which would cripple the attempt to complete the other episodes. contempt is growing at the abhorrant lack of communication, so if Andrew Hussie thinks his comic is so popular that word of mouth is going to cut it he’s very wrong indeed. If he’s the one holding back the PR for this game he’s basically killing it.

Why? Why would he do this? Just post anything on your blog other than “ahaha we are delaying this week 4 into the month of release so we dont release a buggy piece of shit” for fuck sake!! Window-dress!!!

Rick and Morty Season 3 Episode 6

episode breakdown….and by breakdown I mean me….im breaking down…into sobs and endless sadness and bitter impatient tears….its me. im broken down
Stage 1:
we see a combination of enlightened rick (er) and toxic rick (tr) trying to get through the trauma of whatever it is they have just survived. Tr would most likely start rampaging, cursing, breaking shit, and trying to kill off anyone around him in a homicidal blur until he calmed down, however er is probably in there wondering why they even did the stupid thing in the first place. Its not their place to meddle. They are an all powerful super being with highly superior intelligence, so why do they feel this horror and trauma for such a worthless gain? Together they neutralize into a ‘drink until the pain is gone mentality’ henceforth leading to our rick’s alcoholism and ideology of the just 'dont think about it’ mindset
this is the rick we know. The push everything aside, drink, and dont think
Stage 2:

Tr separates. If you notice, the very first thing he screams when he wakes up is “morty”, because naturally it is the first thing on his mind. He frantically searches for him and then calls him a worthless piece of shit, continuously bringing up how stupid and useless he is. This comes from his severe fear of detachment from morty if he were ever to become overly confident and decide he doesnt need his grandpas cool adventures or life style anymore. If a morty gets too confident, he leaves his rick and becomes a sociopath. Normal rick can relatively keep the urge to bring morty’s confidence down under control, but tr impulsively spews it out, so damn afriad that morty will wake up and realize he doesnt need him at any moment. He constantly has to cry out and tell him that they need each other, in his own toxic way. Calling him 'a piece of shit’ is basically begging him 'dont leave me’ he has to make him think he needs him. got it? lets move to the next step of stage 2
tr constantly says things like “im a god” “im above this” “everyone around me is garbage” “you think normal people can do this?” so obliviously this is his narcissism and entitlement, but digging deeper it is also his sense of inner insecurity. now, you may say 'WHAAAT RENATA HOW CAN DAT BEEE?“ well lemme splain. basically rick knows how smart he is, he knows how powerful he is, and he knows all the stuff he could do with this power and intelligence….but that’s the thing, he really doesnt know all the stuff he could be doing, because he doesnt do it. running around in the toxic can, you can see him panicking, frantically working and running to make stuff and do things. He knows how great he is, but he has no idea how to use it or what he should be doing with it. Think about it, when someone tells you "ayy, your the smartest being in the multiverse and could probably cure the world of every sickness”….wouldn’t YOU be a little overwhelmed? He has so much to live up to (an impossible amount) that he hides behind the idea that he doesn’t care about any of it. He cant use his power to save the universe, so instead he claims he doesnt care about it. but deep down he feels bad, because he feels like everyone expects him to do something, when in reality theres way too much to do
so, to sum up, Toxic Rick is made up of multiple other different things than just narcissism and selfishness and rage…just like toxic morty, he is also his burning insecurity in the fact that hes just a normal man, who happens to be the only person who could ever hope to save the universe….and yet he has no idea how to do it
Stage 3:

meet enlightened rick. You’re thinking, “oh, so THIS is the side of rick that actually COULD save the universe if he wanted because he IS confident enough in his abilities, right?” well the answer is no. this rick doesnt have a flipping clue either. how would he? there is no possible way to save every single multiverse, but unlike tr, instead of letting it consume him in misdirected guilt and insecurity, he instead has (healthily) let it go. Hence the name, he is now 'enlightened’ from the worlds problems because he has thoroughly let go of his human need to be the hero and instead surpassed it all in the 'i need not meddle’ mentality. BUT. you might ask, “well renaaaatttaaa then why isnt this rick super healthy? why isnt he perfect? why does he seem so interested in getting his other half back?” welll my little reader I have some thoughts.
Thought 1) er has no humanity, attachment, purpose, selfworth, or cosmic opinion in himself, the human race, or the universe. why? because he has officially decided that its all pointless anyway and most importantly (big dividing factor here) he is OK WITH THAT. he has accepted the fact that he has surpassed human attachment because he has accessed infinite realities and multiverses to the point where nothing he thought had meaning does anymore. To become fully enlightened, he has let go all of his family, emotions, and self doubts because frankly, he just doesnt give a damn. But in a healthy way? Hes just let it all go, unlike tr who insists he 'doesnt give a fuck’ when in fact, he does give millions and trillions of fucks and it eats him alive with each passing day.
thoughts 2) so why does er work to get the phone to connect and work at getting his other half back? well he says it right there in the episode when he and confident morty are sitting in the parking lot at school. He says “im accountable to my toxins, right?” he wants to rejoin because he knows that tr has all his intelligence, all his power, and all his guilt wrapped up into a big toxic package. What does this mean? Hes FUCKING DANGEROUS. thats what it means. er is so enlightened, that he knows letting tr do his worst will mean the end of the world. now, for a little while in the episode, he tries to reason with himself and say that he shouldnt meddle in this either, because why is tr any better or worse than he is? but eventually he realizes the truth that tr left unchecked, is bad news for everyone and not worth lying idly back to watch the universe(s) burn. Because yeah…they would all burn
Stage 4:
now lets watch these two adorable little super humans interact. tr sums it up perfectly when he says “this is the part of your pussy grandpa that keeps it real”…..yup. Thats pretty much the whole concept. If youve been paying attention, youve probably already figured out that er isnt exactly as healthy as he thinks he is. The truh of the matter is just sitting back with your thub up your ass like “oh theres no hope in solving ALL the probems, so let me just not interfere at all” is a pretty effed up way to think. Without tr, he probably wouldnt do anything but stay at home with his family and like, build toys electric toys for kids or something. He wouldnt DO anything extraordinary for fear of messing up the fragile stuff of the universe. Tr reminds him what a waste it would be to live a normal life and ignore their vast power. however, tr doesnt know how to use it either, so hence, the fighting breaks out. basically, they just have no idea how to use there god-like intelligence, and it gets ugly for both. even er says 'that stuff is a part of us and we need to put it back.’ he knows that in sense he needs it, otherwise his power will be wasted

buuuttt…….tr doesnt feel the same way. tr believes that without er, he could possibly become a real man. a real human. a real person who maybe actually cared about things and didnt feel so 'above’ everything and so detatched. like a god among people who couldnt really connect with anyone. he doesnt want to go back to that lonely life of being the only one in his realm. this is why he keeps trying to destroy him while er just wants to recombine. Honestly, er is in the right here, (obviously) because he can see the big picture of how they need each other. Also, fun snidbit, tr is clearly the fighter of the two….clearly….and the sexy maker too apparently…..hehe….good to know good to know…..ahem…..anywaaayyyyy but…..looky here….

here I bring you….
Stage 5:tr doesnt give a shit. he doesnt give a fuck, he doesnt give a….oh,….Beth’s here?…..

he….leaves. immediately. so, here is where we see tr’s true weakness, and what er truly hates about himself. He can’t even bring himself to be around Beth or put her in any sort of harms way, so he leaves the very second she walks in the door. what does this mean? it is tr, er, and our rick’s one true weakness. Truth is, he really cant be fully enlightened and reach his maximum potential, because of his human attachment to his family. Tr probably feels so guilty about leaving Beth (even though it was probably his idea because he was terrified of hurting her) that he cant even stand to look at her. he leaves immediately even though he was technically winning. plain as day, he admits his own true weakness, he just cares too much about his family to ever become truly godlike and reach his full enlightened potential. tr is human, er is the god. but er can see enough of himself to acknowledge that he needs his human self to be a fully functional human being. to truly be…rick.
Stage 6 (almost done)

and here it is….the moment er truly finally actually comes to terms with the fact that his 'version’ of 'health’ was actually just what he thought was his true potential. But alas, because the machine choses your version of health based on what YOU think is healthy, this is the issue he realizes. he didnt become healthy, he became his full potential, minus the pain and limits of human emotion. but the truth is, a full, enlightened, god-like potential is kinda useless without compassion and empathy…isnt it? I mean, if you have the power to save, but you just dont care….then whats the point? He realizes that essentially a god that does nothing is no god at all, and even if tr is a toxic, guilty, confused, miserable man too overwhelmed by his own potential to actually fufill it, he will accomplish more than er ever will just because of that energetic will to survive and just flipping DO SOMETHING. he literally realizes in this one moment that he would probably never accomplish anything like this, not without that crazy, overwhelming, miserably human passion that tr harbors in his soul for his shitty life and shitty decisions. and this is when he knows that they have to reunite, just for the sake of not wasting his life.
Stage 7: (my personal favorite)

ah yes…..the climax of the story. where it all becomes clear. something I havent touched on yet (which i bet you thought i forgot about….you lil scamp) is why tr is trying to make the whole world toxic. Why? simple. he has mistaken his toxic qualities for his humaness. (which in a way is true, but he also got a bunch of bad shit that er probably spends most of his energy keeping on the down low) and so in tr’s mind, he isn’t 'toxifying’ the world, he releasing people’s true emotions and true selves. he releasing the raw humanness inside them so they dont have to deal with their superegos always judging them and telling them how to live. he is the id, in a way, freeing all the other id’s from their superegos so the world can be a genuine, purely human world. However, obviously, without superego the people are monsters, hence the carnage of the toxified people. to him, this is his way of saving the human world by bringing out their true human nature. unfortunately true human nature is primal and disgusting, but shh…..dont tell him that…..poor innocent bean….look how proud he is….

so proud…..
ahem….anyway back to the climax. so now er shows up again and starts talking, lets analyyyyze. first off, er has learned something very important…..its tr’s one weakness that he displayed when best walked in, hes afraid of losing/hurting his family. So of course, he targets toxic morty. and er knows this because he doesnt care about morty WHY WOULD HE? there are millions and trillions of mortys. it is beneath his highly superior brain to care, but tr sees the little picture, and in the moment, he needs morty to support him. He needs to latch onto him. he needs the human comfort. he doesnt want to admit that, but he needs it more than anything else in his life. in fact, he needs it so much, he doesnt even think er has the balls to do it, because he thinks he needs it too….but thats just it….he doesnt. and he knows he doesnt need that human connection, which is why he knows he needs his other half back to need it for him

and here we have the moment that literally made tears come…..

“irrational attachments”……that line just really hurt me bro…..it hurt me good…..it got me right in the soul….yikes. too real.
anyway, back to er’s rant. he basically sums it up by saying “you are literally incapable of seeing the bigger picture” hence tr’s irrational love and dependency for his family, even though er and tr both know there are infinite sanchez families with infinite different fates that they have no way in saving or interfering in any way, tr still for some reason feels emotion towards a morty that really isnt even THE REAL morty. but think about this….its the most insecure morty, right? the one that is the most insecure, helpless morty of them all….its the one that needs him the most. the one that is least likely to ever leave him….*more sniffles* so of course he cares about him. I mean….we’ve seen what morty is like without him….

i think rick put it best when he called him 'a tiny american psycho’…..which I mean, he would be, right? hes related to rick afterall. with just enough jerry to keep him insecure. at least jerry was good for one thing.
and soooo….thats the wayyyyy the news goes. At the very end we see a reunited rick. he even says 'master of both worlds’…meaning he is once again human and god. id and superego, making one highly functioning ego. the rick we know and love. a beautiful mess. so the meaning my friends…..you really shouldnt hate the bad pats of yourself, because at the end of the day, its kind of what makes you….human.
wow….this got really freaking long, and I didnt even get into my whole theory about our morty being evil eyepatch morty. (remember in evil eyepatch morty episode where rick says “a confident morty is bad news, ill tell you when youre older”…..well I think we know what that means now) yikes….and i thought rick was a handful when he was cocky.
so there you have it. Our bread and butter, our saint and sinner, our sexy grandpa and teenage rocker…..our super genius space alcoholic. our rick sanchez. a beautiful chaotic mess.  wubba lubba dub dub bitches.

ammo121  asked:

Kinda Sad throught: Naruto being confused with how close Team 8 is because his team didn't really have a relationship like that. Like 8 has sleep over Fridays and Post mission rituals and A LOT of inside jokes that will have Hinata snorting her drink everywhere and Shino's shaking and Kiba dying on the floor. They are well into their 30's and he wonders if this is what normal teams are like and make him feel EMOTIONS and sads even though he does have hella awesome friends now

OFHGSH this is sad Listen u didnt ask for this but I just wanna make cute team 7 headcanons now bc i dont like sad naru

  • Naruto made sai learn a secret handshake and sai basically refuses to greet him without it, and if naruto forgets he just stands there with his fist out expectantly bc it is THEIR THING
  • Sakura. Has everyone’s typical ice cream orders memorized. Even Kakashi and Yamatos. she knows
  • Post-everything, sasuke doesn’t laugh much. Sai’s made comments thatve resulted in an accidental chuckle from Sasuke, making sai feel beyond belonging and warming Naruto n Sakura’s chests when they see.
  • Speaking of laughter, often by accident Naruto r Sakura can make sai laugh. He bubbles out a quiet snicker, and no matter what was said Naru and Saku laugh too. sai has a great laugh
  • They maybe dont have specific traditions or rituals, but sometimes they come back from missions late and naruto wheedles n begs until they get all grab coffee even at 1am and they will. Or sometimes sakura finds whoever else walking and drags them along on her trip to the bookstore. (This counts both og team 7 and after sai joins. it’s timless, spontaneous hang outs)
  • Sai never wanders alone long. He likes going on walks, but if someone spots him they’re gonna latch on for hours until one of em has to leave for some reason. He will never be alone.
  • Pre sasuke-leaving, as younguns bored on their way back from missions conversations flew everywhere since everyone was a lil loosened up. truth or dare, races, talking til their mouths quit because in the end theyre just great friends
  • SAkura and sai still like to train together? usually w yamato! They like to hone their teamwork and make a terrifying duo, tbh. often times in battle theyre so in sync its frightening, (n both of em can read naruto pretty well so they’re right behind him to back him up no qs asked)
  • sasuke still remembers stuff that the others have told him (years ago, in naruto and sakuras case. random facts a quick moment in passing sai may have mentioned the moments they talk, or stuff Nar n Saku have told Sasuke abt him) He just doesnt forget any of it, sometimes he’ll even mention someth abt whatever and it’ll surprise the other, like, that was important to him?? nice nice cute
  • tbh naruto probably crashes sakuras work whenever shes doing. idk medical kunoichi work or whateves. she naga him for disrupting her but doesnt mind deeply at all, his company is nice and their friendship is calm, comfortable, just so casual? he’s annoying but theyre p much closer than anyone
  • And naruto?? just?? loves them?? He feels beyond comfortable around his teammates in a way hardly matchable by someone else. I feel like he’d see team 8 and see how loud and close and strongly feeling they are abt their friendship, and maybe recognize that that isn’t what he has but also know that what he has is just as good, just in a different way. And team 8 are his friends, so are the rest of the konaha 13, and it probably makes him ridiculously happy just to see them having fun together. They’re all his friends too, and he’s def had his days and nights laughing with them til he cant breathe.
Also im sorry for totally redirecting this lmao ily just sad nard makes me sad and i couldnt leave it

anonymous asked:

I also believe this fandom (entirety of it) have put cait & more so sam on pedestals of perfection. Sam is not jamie. He's not the king of men. He's not perfect, & quite frankly jamie isn't either. Every time something happens, the idea that they're human beings somehow jars people. So, they make more money than us. That doesn't mean they should be treated any less human than us. I couldn't imagine my life being mined & invaded. Yes, celebrity, comes w/territory. Still doesnt make it ok.

It is a strange relationship that we (as fans) have with them.  In some ways it is very unidirectional.  We see much more of them (the part that they share) than they will ever see of us.  It creates a strange sense of knowing.  

In other ways, they have opened their lives and themselves to us.  They share their passions with us.  It is a very vulnerable position for them because we are still faceless.  

So I don’t think it is necessarily that we are putting them on a pedestal.  But more a matter of feeling closer to them than we are in reality.  So, when someone you feel close to does things that are hurtful, it is natural to feel disappointment.

There is a personal connection, and a responsibility to that connection that goes both ways.  

anonymous asked:

I said 'in an alternative universe' cause I know that won't happen lol It's sad, but it is what it is. Maybe Niall, will see.

I think they don’t want Harry to go anywhere near 1D boys apart from general mentions here and there (or using it when it benefits, see: Brit Awards night) cause they want to perpetuate this image of ‘better than anyone, he doesnt have any relationship with the rest of the boys cause he’s on another level’ which is annoying and sad, as you said, and false, of course, but we can’t expect any less when it comes to sony and the way they want to sell harry to the public. The difference between how the other boys talk about Harry in interviews and what Harry could say about them during his promo time is quite obvious. I wish they didn’t do this cause it does more damages than good at the end of the day, but alas. As you said, it is what it is. Maybe in the future. 

anonymous asked:

honestly onew doesnt deserve tht leader award. they gave it as a mark of his seniority. other than that i dont see any "qualities" that would make others envious. add on that his year long hiatus during which his group was not together. its only matter of time when shinee disbands. i feel sorry for you delusional fans.

well this was unexpected.  luckily i too have nothing better to do.

wouldn’t his being the senior most leader be a good reason to give him the leader award?  (he wasn’t, by the way, taeyeon was.)  that means that he’s led his group the longest & most successfully. 

out of the sm artists represented he was the only one with all the original members; out of all the groups represented his is the only one that consistently is a part of the creation of their own discography; out of all the groups represented his is the only one with successful solo artists; out of all the groups represented his is the only one that consistently receives popularity awards to the point that taemin & kibum (as toheart) won last year.

with that kind of success as a group who wouldn’t vote for him as leader? 

beyoned that, he is known for being kind, polite, & humble.  minho just said that he has a soft charisma & puts himself in the middle of the group instead of above it.  taemin has said that he listens & then gives advice, but doesn’t force his opinion on the others.  jonghyun has said that he is soft-hearted & worries over the group.  kibum has said he wishes he’d dress better.  ;)

maybe shinee will disband in the future, maybe.  not soon based on the way they talk about their group & the reality that they just renewed their contract.  personally i see them going the way of shinwa & continuing on for years to come, writing their own music & having successful solo careers as singers, songwriters, & actors.  we’ll see. 

by the way, he was gone for less than six months & it was major surgery.  they were active that entire year, first with their world concert series & then their japanese arena tour.

I need Keith back on the team

I honestly hate the set up of Keith being with the Blade of Marmora, its getting him no good mentally. He needs to be back into a good support with his friends. But i cant see any other way because he thinks he can’t lead the team well, and Shiro is back. And he doesnt want to take Red away from Lance. Allura has Blue, “like a mother figure, Blue knew it was time for Lance to fly away” and I just dont know how this can do good for him. I just care about him so much. Seeing that he was ready for death. The sacrifice to save his friends. I bet he was thinking “let this be the only good thing i will be remembered for”

Oh god im literally crying

anonymous asked:

I think you should go for it with your boy bit maybe just be a little cautious like don't put yourself out there too much until you're sure he's not playing any games. Hopefully it works out cause you deserve him if he's as nice as he seemed

honestly… im just surprised he wanted to make plans lol… im not used to other ppl taking initiative omfg. and then the way he phrased it… like “i haven’t seen you in awhile” is WEIRD because i know he doesnt see our other mutual friends on a weekly basis and i’ve only actually met him 4 times so far so idk i would not say we are that close either to be hanging out often. i think im overanalyzing but asfhmajgk

but you’re right, in this economy, men could do everything right to make it seem like they’re keen only to pull out last minute and gaslight you so i should stop being so stupid asdlkafkl

anonymous asked:

hey i remember one time you said that dip and paz would date first and then mabel and paz?? what kinda couple would both couples be??

in canon? yeah i think it’s most likely that dipper and pacifica would date at some point first but mabifica is Endgame. i think dip and paz would be like, they know they like each other a lot, but neither of them are really sure what theyre doing and it’s awkward and weird and a little forced especially because given both of their reputations around town they would get a lot of media attention, like mabel and gideon did. people expecting them to be destined for each other and get married and stuff. theyre happiest when theyre away from everyone else and can just act like themselves and not like what youre “supposed” to act like when youre dating, dipper loves pacifica but hes not sure if this is what dating is supposed to feel like? he doesnt feel about her the same way he did about wendy, but she’s his first real girlfriend so maybe he just doesnt know any better. and pacifica loves dipper but maybe that’s just because he’s the first boy to ever see her at her most vulnerable and still want to be around her, the first boy to see past her looks and status and enjoy her company just for being herself. and holding hands is nice but theyre not sure if they really want to kiss each other or anything like that. so eventually they figure that everything they like about each other and like doing together could be easily done between friends, without the pressure of romance behind it, and they break it off on good terms.

and mabifica is just like, my entire blog, and i already wrote a wall of text and i dont feel like writing any more so come to your own conclusion on that front

hunklefordsy  asked:

I'm actually super intrigued by your blind au. Can you give us some more headcanons/info on it please? Doesn't strictly have to be billdip, I just love the idea of it!

well it was originally suggested by an anon and i fell in love with it ayy

ok so the premise is that dipper has a devil’s trap tattoo (i made it a full sleeve ha h a,,) and bill is blind. bill is trying and failing to do something, so dipper offers to help him. they end up taking each others hands, only to find they cant detach (bill is a demon, devils trap, u kno) shenanigans ensue as theyre forced to spend time together while finding a way to detach.

as for further hcs, lets go:

  • bill is demiromantic af, first up
  • everything is awkward always
  • at one point mabel ceases in her constant eyebrow wiggling to give dipper advice on how to deal w the situation
  • at the end bill clears his throat loudly to announce that hes still there
  • basically bill is an ass at any given opportunity
  • bill cant see so dipper has to be really careful so he doesnt run into things
  • or runs into everything if hes being an ass
  • bill calls him pine tree bc hes tall
  • “how do you even know that??” “I CAN FEEL YOUR OBNOXIOUS TALLNESS OKA y”
  • bill flirts a lot, at first just to get a reaction, but later for real in the hopes of dips catching on
  • dipper doesnt for a while because hes an awkward butt about feelings
  • it gets angsty at the end but that will take a lot of explaining so im not gonna put it here

its just a great au okay