“It’s worth it to stay alive. Because life is hard in the moment, it’s hard to see what can be down the road. You get tunnel vision and I think that the current moment is all you have left. But that’s not it. There can be come. Please let there be more. Please stay alive.”
― Josh Dun
This show was probably the best night of my life. I truly mean that. My cheeks STILL hurt so much from laughing. I yelled so much I know my throat will probably hurt tomorrow; but it was worth it. This is THE most creative, funny, and welcoming event that I’ve ever been to. I can’t stress enough how much fun this show is, and I honestly can say there wasn’t one thing I didn’t enjoy. I can’t thank the wonderful people that put this show together enough for proving a truly unforgettable experience. @markiplier, @crankgameplays, and @lordminion, you all mean way more to me than I could ever say, and I’m so honored to say I saw your wonderful show. Thank you.
Dear @markiplier @crankgameplays Bob, Tyler, and @lordminion
I just go done seeing Mark’s live show. It was really amazing and funny. I would go and see it again in a heart beat. They had a mix of every thing and it was truly amazing. The entire cast did a wonderful job. The Fan interaction was great. If they were to do this again, I would enjoy everybody to go and watch them. It was great experience that I somehow to make an impact as a fan just attending can make. Thank you Mark, Wade, Ethan, Bob, and Tyler. Your show was incredible and a night to remember.
Thank you again for amazing night.
A fan who lives in Detroit
a long post about the message of the blurryface era
all the blurryface music videos (and heathens) seem to be pretty different from the rest but all of them have the same theme, which is that connection with friends is the best way to cope, and no one is really alone.
heathens/heavydirtysoul - these two music videos parallel each other closely as i talked about in my last post. both start with tyler in a dark and unfamiliar place. he is sad and withdrawn. then, he sees josh. josh is drumming furiously and doesn’t notice tyler.
in both music videos tyler is represented by dark motifs (rooms, clothes, etc.) while josh’s motifs are glowing and bright. heathens - he’s drumming on a glowing box, which eventually becomes the stage on which he and tyler play. heavydirtysoul - his drums spark flames with every hit; they grow larger and eventually consume tyler as well.
both videos reach a climax in which tyler and josh interact with each other for the first time. the light (heathens) and flame (hds) grows to a blinding maximum and the two are rocking out together. josh is no longer ignoring tyler. tyler is no longer withdrawn; he is interacting with josh and for the moment his anxiety is gone. it’s a release but it’s not a painful one. he is coping.
and then in the end everything is back to normal - no yellow suit, no light, no flames. tyler is still there alone. blurryface is as present as ever. and the implication is that he has imagined josh. this is why josh didn’t notice tyler both times. he was merely an attempt for tyler to find someone to relate to. a cathartic figment of imagination. an imagination of light that tyler hasn’t found yet.
and what these songs mean in relation to the videos is clear. “all my friends are heathens” - there are so many people here going through the same thing as me, and while the general public considers us freaks, we are all here together and ready to stay that way. “can you save my heavydirtysoul” - implies desperately trying to find a way out of the situation. imagining salvation so fervently that it manifests as almost reality. salvation, here, is josh and the flames.
lane boy - this one is kind of similar to heathens and heavydirtysoul in that it starts with tyler, alone and contemplating, in the dark. but this time he’s worried about what he has done to become successful, and whether it’s good enough, and whether fame will change him and limit him. all these worries are new to the band, because they’re at the beginning of their rise to fame at this point. and in the video the dark road in the woods symbolizes that they’re in the dark and they’re being careful. stay low they say.
and then they’re playing on a stage, and everything is forgotten, and they REFUSE to stay low. if you notice in the video the moment tyler sees josh on stage, that is the moment he breaks his silence and starts to dance. to me this video represents that even though not everyone in the crowd might like what the band is doing, and even though there are critics behind that stage and out in that world, being able to play in front of thousands, together, tyler and josh, is worth it. at the end of this video is the realization that having each other means much more than success.
stressed out - i think this video illustrates the point the most obviously, but it does a great job handling the dichotomy between wanting to grow up and not wanting to grow up. obviously tyler and josh would rather hang out with each other, with no responsibilities, and make music without having to worry about how it is going to be received. and part of the music video is the deliberate denial of reality, and the fantasy of regressing into teenagerhood. but the last part? that’s the acknowledgement that they’re not always going to be kids and life will not be easy. tyler is walking down the street, alone, and without the backpack and the tricycle. this is a sign he’s maturing. and blurryface, he’s there too. i think that entire scene is representative of coming of age.
ride/fairly local - like heathens and heavydirtysoul, i think there’s strong evidence these videos parallel each other. both take place in an isolated location and make use of very polarized (no pun intended) environments. ride - the daytime and the nighttime. fairly local - the icy house and the red hallway.
so in ride, i think it’s really important that the verses and the bridge take place at night. this is where tyler is doing all his worrying. he doesn’t know what his place in life is and what his relationship to others is. who would you live for, who would you die for, would you ever kill? he’s overanalyzing. he’s in the dark, both literally and metaphorically, about everything. and he doesn’t know where he stands with anyone. he can’t see. he’s wearing dark glasses at night. josh is nowhere to be seen. and then the chorus is where he lets up. he acknowledges that there is a lot to worry about and a lot to analyze over, but he can still enjoy his life. even though he’s hurling through the unfamiliar course of life he can still take the time to look at the things that he loves. and the light comes on, and he can look at the beauty that’s around him, and he can see that there are people and things that mean a lot to him even though he’s questioning it all.
and then we have fairly local, where the majority of the video takes place in an icy house. the whole video seems very disconnected from the rest of the world. it’s freezing and desolate, both tyler and josh seem to ignore each other, and their demeanor is cold and apathetic. they’re trying very hard to remain unemotional, closed off, unable to see the damage they do to themselves and others. but that denial of their own feelings - that’s where blurryface manifests. he’s what’s causing their isolation, he’s there in the red hallway, changing into something darker and darker as tyler and josh continue to distance themselves.
and a thing i like about fairly local is that the quiet and desolate atmosphere of the video completely contradicts the lyrics of the song. “im fairly local, ive been around, ive seen the streets, youre walking down.” “the few, the proud, and the emotional.” he’s talking about the fanbase, and josh, and jenna, and everyone he’s been able to connect with. and the sense of group mentality and empathy are completely antithetical to the cold, quiet video that they represent breaking out of that atmosphere.
tear in my heart - this one is an oddball. all the music videos from this era have the common thread of using human connection as a symbol of coping with blurryface. most videos choose to represent that with the relationship between tyler and josh, but this video uses tyler and jenna instead. i think the content of the video is pretty straightforward, and a lot of people have dived into this theory, but the scene in which jenna beats up tyler is important. a common interpretation is that this scene actually represents jenna beating up blurryface. blurryface doesn’t give up without a fight, of course. wrestling with such a character, such a deeply rooted part of your thoughts, is going to cause some distress. there is pain involved in battling your own mind, but the pain is a sign that you are able to fight, that you’re doing it. sometimes you gotta bleed to know that you’re alive and have a soul. but it takes someone to come around and show you how. jenna and tyler’s love for each other is what gives tyler the power to challenge blurryface, but he won’t be able to do that without some pain involved.
and now i think i understand why blurryface is the name of this strange part of everyone’s brain. the literal opposite of the word blurryface is of course clear face. as in being able to see people’s faces clearly. blurryface is the opposite of seeing people for who they truly are. blurryface is the opposite of joining people who are fighting the same battles as you and really connecting with them. the opposite of blurryface is friendship and truth, and we must always find comfort in the fact that we are not alone. there are always people out there for you. and that’s how you defeat a demon.
This was last month’s big art project, Rose as the Bad Wolf Time Goddess! Saw this gown and knew it was meant to be worn by Rose Tyler. This is a very large file, so you can zoom in a lot before it starts getting pixelated. I hope you like it, it was a lot of work!
Stiles: I can’t believe you didn’t tell me anything about this.
Stiles: not a word, not a single word.
Lydia: first of all, I didn’t wanna lose you again. Also none of us wanted to lose you. What’s the point of dragging you in this when you have a chance of staying alive by staying out of it? Your dad didn’t want to drag you in this either because of everything you’ve been through. If anything happens to you, Stilinski will lose his son, Scott will lose his brother and I will lose my reason to live. So you tell me, was telling you worth it?
Lydia: but the writers didn’t give me this line so imma say the original line.
Lydia: [reading smudged writing on hand] we had raisins….reasons.
“It’s worth it to stay alive. Because life is hard in the moment, it’s hard to see what can be down the road. You get tunnel vision and think that the current moment is all you have left. But that’s not it. There can be more. Please let there be more.
For 27 years this guy probably felt worthless and unloved and for the past four years, you’ve let us fans prove how much he’s loved and how much he’s worth. Most wrestlers celebrate with their family after winning a title by going backstage, but Dean celebrates with us the WWE universe and loves us because we accepted the “screwed up” kid from Ohio with a broken but big heart with all his imperfections and faults. And for that, we made him happy and to feel human once more,so I can’t thank you enough WWE for seeing his potential and accepting him when no one else would. Because you gave him a family in Roman and Seth, and also us the WWE Universe because we also became Deans family.
Thank you WWE for giving Dean the family he deserves
So first Tyler and Jenna’s address was leaked and now fans have quite literally stalked the boys and crashed their friends’ wedding just to get a picture with Josh.
If you are a fan, PLEASE remember that their personal lives are worth more than a picture with them. They should not have their privacy and safety compromised because some fan’s admiration turns to greed.
Respect Josh. Respect Tyler. Respect Jenna. Respect their families. They deserve it.
That’s all from me!! Hope you liked my little Answer Time - I don’t have all the answers, but hopefully my words might help a few of you!! Again, a lot of it was my opinions… so, um, take that for what it’s worth, lol.
Thanks for being a part of this little community. Feel free to keep sending through questions, I’ll answer some from time to time. And I hope you enjoy “Chosen Family: Stories of Queer Resilience” - I put my heart & soul into it, and it’s the coolest way I can think of celebrating LGBTQ+ pride month. Here’s the trailer… enjoy!!
Trees ; it’s a celebration, a few moments of peace. you stand there, crying from Tyler’s speech & smiling with your friends while you hold up the two people that made it all worth it. this is the song & the moments that made me love this band & it has always meant the world to me. I’m so glad I was able to get this while I was in Columbus for TDC. I was høme.