but everything turns out horrible

So this is a really super old anon request, and i’m so sorry to post this only now ;_; There is another anon request but I can’t draw it properly so im gonna drop it again sorry ;^; i totally can’t draw men and hands T____T 

PS: I’m doing some projercts and collabs but now that school is over I’ll open the request again soon! :3

hey, I don’t mean to spoil the ending of your story, but everything will turn out alright. that thing you are dreading won’t be so horrible. you won’t be sad forever. you will find peace. just keep living your story, and everything will turn out alright.

Advice For The Signs

Aries: Calm down for once. Not everything you think is right, is actually right and it’s ok to be wrong sometimes. The world also isn’t exactly against you as it seems. Just try to take a step back and attempt to see things from an objective perspective. If you are stressed, refrain from taking it out on anyone, it’s not the wrong thing to do and could result in a worse situation, instead, do something to take your mind off things, such as reading, singing, drawing, dancing, etc.

Taurus: When someone is speaking to you, hyper-focus on them and not on some object. If someone is speaking to you, it is rude to be focused on something else and only jump into the conversation when you having something to say or it is convenient for you. Try to also be less lazy when it comes to doing a favor for someone else, they wouldn’t be asking you if you weren’t capable in their eyes. Also, change is not a bad thing, yes it can be frightening but sometimes, a bit of change can go a long way.

Gemini: Slow down for a second there speedy. I understand your mind moves incredibly fast but sometimes, you need to take a moment to understand something. Not everything is the way they seem. Your first impression of someone could easily be wrong. It’s also ok to not always be happy. Your happiness will make someone else happy but showing your sadness and stress will make someone happier because they will be able to see a side of you that is rare and want to help and be there for you.

Cancer: Don’t allow anger to be a primary emotion when you allow yourself to express yourself. It can honestly be frightening if the person you’re expressing your feelings too has not exactly seen this side of you. Don’t wallow in self pity if you get hurt, learn to move on because constantly self pitying yourself isn’t going to do any good to you or those around you. Learn to trust a bit more, if a good event occurs, don’t just be skeptical about the people that made this event amazing because not every single person you meet is going to make fun of you or harm you. There are some great people out there and you have to allow yourself to trust them and open up to them.

Leo: Tone it down a bit. It’s so great that you’re so confident in yourself, but it’s making people see you as arrogant and attention seeking. If you’re feeling bad about yourself, it’s ok to talk about it. Make sure you’re telling the truth and going to a person who will fix the problem, not just comfort you. If you bottle things up long enough, it’ll tale a toll on you, even if you don’t realize it. In my experience, this leads to causing others emotional distress as an output for your own troubled emotional state. Please make sure your talk about your problems in a productive way.

Virgo: Let go of the past sometimes or you’ll be unable to move forward. You don’t have to be so logical all the time, let your mind calm down a bit and think of a simpler solution instead of overthinking and ending up with an extreme solution to a very simple problem. Be less critical about yourself, it’s ok if everything isn’t super perfect, nothing is perfect, that’s life. Open up a bit more to others instead of retreating or staying in denial, it won’t help you get better by doing so.

Libra: Please stop worrying for a bit. You do not have to be insecure about every little thing, not everything is going to turn out horrible, sometimes you need to just relax and allow things to play out. Do not try to make every single person happy, make decisions for yourself and if someone isn’t happy with it, then ignore them. You are yourself and no one can tell you what to do and what not to do.

Scorpio: Please, please PLEASE talk to someone. People are willing to help you if you let them. You don’t have to handle everything yourself. You guys have it hardest in my opinion, all those emotions and you don’t know how to handle them. Pushing your problems away doesn’t work. Only talking things out and finding a real solution can help you and make you happier and healthier. You deserve to be happy, but you have to be willing to let people help you. In addition, not everything is offensive. Please do not get offended so easily.

Sagittarius: Alright, don’t start something and then just give up halfway through. That’s so much work wasted. Be less argumentative. While I understand that every choice you make is your own, you have to respect that sometimes people just disagree, and that’s okay. Try not to make your decisions solely based on freedom at times, you won’t always get that and only seeing freedom is a bad way to make a decision because something could go wrong in that process.

Capricorn: Let others do things for once when it comes to projects and work. Doing all the work yourself is really doesn’t benefit anyone, because nobody else learns anything and you end up overworked. Be more willing to cooperate. Everyone has their own set of skills to bring to the table, and sometimes you just have to let them do what they’re good at. You can’t do everything. And I’m not just talking about projects with that last statement. You can’t handle everything by yourself, so please, trust that other people can help you more than you can help yourself at times.

Aquarius: Sometimes you should allow yourself to be dependent on others because there will be times in which you cannot do something on your own. Allow others to have their own ideas and don’t just take it personally when someone doesn’t agree with yours, it’s better to hear out everyone. Try to be less stubborn about having something YOUR way, ok? Don’t be a rebel just for the sake of constantly showing everyone that you could care less if they think you are wrong because at times, some people are literally just looking out for you and not preventing you from doing as you please.

Pisces: Stop wishing your problems away. I know you want to help everyone else with their problems before your own, but sometimes you have to let yourself come first. You see the world as an ideal- maybe it’s time to start making that happen. Do something to make your dreams come true, instead of just sitting around dreaming them. It’s also alright to be emotional, you won’t come off as some attention whore, feelings are meant to be felt, not shut away. Also, when engaging in a conversation, don’t constantly talk about what you want to talk about, let others have a say in things, I know you don’t mean to but sometimes it happens.


Sai.. can I just tell you how much you inspire me? You make me and so many people happy just by existing and your kindness and art is a bonus. You can be in a horrible mood, and somehow everything seems to turn out alright. Even when the worse happens, you still show kindness and smile. 

I can never express my feelings towards you that consist of admiration and motivation many, many other emotions. It’s to hard to explain so to keep it simple, you make my day.

You remind me of a angel, because you haven’t lost your mind in this corrupted world. You still have faith. 

I’ve said this many times through PM but, I do hope we can grow a bond as close friends. I get such bad anxiety talking to you, I get the feeling I’m bothering you and that’s why you don’t often answer back. I understand you’re busy, but it’s just a constant concern I have for myself. Don’t ever feel guilty for those kinds of things, as that’s something you cannot change.

I made this picture of you I have no idea if I’m drawing you right imma pretend I am to show how much you inspire and influenced my art. I’m still in the process of making a artstyle, but I’m working hard.

In the end I just wanna say, thank you. For everything you have done for us as a whole.

Why hate on Claude Faustus is irrelevant and how he didn’t betray Alois

Every time I see a post about Alois there’s always someone who says how much they hate Claude for what he did , but is he really to be blamed for anything?
     First of all the fact that he lied to Alois about who killed his brother. Was it wrong? No, it wasn’t. Let’s say he told him the truth and that Hannah was the one who killed him, in that case he’d have to go after Hannah , who is implied to be more powerful than Claude and also is a sheath of the only weapon that could kill him , clearly the triplets favor her over him as well so they’d most likely help Hannah and Claude would die.Now then he could’t say to Alois that he wouldn’t be able to grant his wish , he just needed a new target extending the contract and his life. The target wasn’t anyone who really deserved to live and would benefit the world since Sebastian had done only cruel deeds and Ciel was destined to die anyway from his contract based on evil.Besides after all Sebastian did the same when he told him Alois was the one to kill his parents. If Claude hadn’t given him a false target Alois’s life would once again lose meaning and so would their contract resulting in his sooner death.
    Secondly was he acting unfairly towards him? No, from what we have seen in the anime or in the ova Claude has never gone against his master’s orders , he was patient to him and always comforted him when he was feeling scared , sad or angry , he knew that even if he wanted to,Alois didn’t need someone who’d laugh with him or play games with him ,he needed someone who’d be strong willed, patient , predictable , someone strong, he could rely on for support.
    The next thing is the duel between Ciel and Alois were his actions towards Alois cruel then? of course the fact that he ignored his pleading after tasting Ciel’s blood wasn’t very nice, but after all it was an instinct, almost like a reflex he couldn’t have avoided,  in the end he did help him.
    Was he guilty for Alois’s death? No, it may sound strange for you but he wasn’t guilty for it at all. He had helped him , bandaged him and didn’t expect or in any way encourage his master to leave the manor while he was still recovering, by the time he found Alois he had lost plenty of blood from crawling , the grim reaper was already there to take his soul , he was practically already dying and there was nothing he could do , even while he was dying Alois made a last wish , it was for Claude to once again look at him with eyes that only longed for him and he did exactly that, before Alois died , Claude once again saved his life gave him hope and last reassurance of happiness , his death was quick and didn’t make him suffer even more, and the last thing he felt along the pain was a brief happiness of being treasured and maybe even loved , he let his master die with a smile on his face and continued his task of stealing Ciel’s soul which wouldn’t interfere with Alois’s wishes , Claude never planned on simply getting Ciel’s soul he just wanted to merge two souls together and devour them so Alois would get his revenge and he’d just get a bonus for his hard work.
     Then why did everything turn out so horrible? Hannah.yes that pitiful Hannah is the reason as to why Alois’s soul kept suffering even after his death ,after he had died feeling delusional happiness he’d just finish his life as expected from his contract but no , she had to prolong his suffering , she had to make sure he’d know bitter truth which at that point would change nothing expect making him suffer even more ,she was the one who destroyed both Claude’s plan to end the contract properly and plus get a simple bonus and Sebastian’s plans to have Ciel’s soul.Even in the ova we can see how she constantly interrupted Caude’s work , whenever he’d try to watch over his master she’d go there to take his place, even when he asked for red roses to decorate the room expressing new beginning and royal beauty, Hannah changed them to bluebells to once again remind Alois of his tragic past and prevent him from looking forward, into the future.
     In conclusion I believe that blaming Clude for anything is completely irrelevant , he did his best as a Trancy butler , if he only cared for his soul and not for his well being he would have acted the same way he did towards Ciel, at least in the beginning when he did admire Alois’s soul for its passion.But he was patient and respected his master , he made sure he wouldn’t think low of himself and gave him full control of the household carrying out his orders , and protecting him.

anonymous asked:

Hello! First of all, you're one of my favourite artists, I see you as a true inspiration. Now to get to the point, I've always faced the problem of having everything I draw turn out extremely messy (I'm such a horrible artist honestly, and I never draw anything right).I was wondering if you could hopefully show me how you hold your pen and how you manage to control it and draw everything so neatly.You're a goddess when it comes to that! Thank you for your time! <3 (Pictures would be appreciated)

Hello!! oh my goodness this is such a nice ask!~ 

Sure, here is a pic of how I hold my tablet pen, and yes I’m left handed.

I rest it on the tablet itself and don’t hold it too tightly, and work in very short strokes.

and honestly? My art is messy af before I do lineart, but I hope this gives you some insight anyway :)

Sketch to (semi) final process under the cut (picture is a WIP atm)

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anonymous asked:

(I had to watch SO MUCH porn, but it was worth it, I took a pose, asked two of my friends to put themselves in the same position and took a picture and used that as reference, the mouth is horrible gut everything else turned out well) -venus

(( I hope your friends had a great time 😂))

anonymous asked:

Erik knitting!

As Erik gets older, he can’t be as active as he used to be, so he picks up knitting. Charles finds it adorable at first and loves to watch Erik knit without even touching the needles, Erik’s powers still delightful to him even after all these years. Gradually, however, knitting becomes Erik’s crutch, and every time he gets annoyed by bigots on the news or fights with Charles or just wants to stew, he knits furiously. 

He’s not really a very good knitter -  almost everything he makes turns out lumpy or lopsided - and he has horrible taste in colors, so most things are strange shades of maroon or made with clashing oranges and purples. But he makes scarves and hats and mittens and more, and gifts them all to Charles. They’re all horrible, and Charles never wears them, and this makes Erik stupidly upset all over again, so he knits even more furiously.

Soon Charles has a whole pile of Erik’s knitted creations, and a strangely distant Erik.

One winter day, Erik goes outside to find the students and teachers playing in the snow. This isn’t unusual, but what is out of the ordinary is that they’re all wearing Erik’s sloppily made hats and scarves and mittens, dashing around in bright reds and purples and other weird colors that stand out starkly in the white snow. Then he spots Charles nearby, sitting in his chair completely decked out in things Erik has knitted, from a strangely shaped hat on his head to a hideous sweater to a magenta blanket on his lap.

“Everyone says thank you for the lovely gifts,” Charles says, smiling fondly at Erik. “They’re very warm.”

Erik definitely does not tear up. His eyes are only wet because the wind is so bitterly cold.

anonymous asked:

fave road trip fics? or ones where they don't even know each other but get to do so on the road? xo

Here are some road trip recs for you!


King of the Road by Stoney

Derek sees the guy–all long lines, furtive glances, hungry–leaning against the diner out in the middle of nowhere. Yeah, Derek’s hungry, too.

paved with good intentions by kellifer_fic

Stiles isn’t still one hundred percent sure this more relaxed, willing-to-draw-on-his-face Derek is necessarily better, but Scott seems to think so and Stiles wonders if maybe he’s just adjusting. He was so used to having a healthy fear boner where Derek was concerned, that just having the regular kind is confusing the hell out of him.

Camaro ‘68 by ZainClaw

Derek huffs, arching one eyebrow. “I’m not a fugitive.”

“You look like a fugitive,” Stiles insists, practically beaming. “Maybe you should start wearing cardigans.”

In which Stiles is a hitchhiker and Derek a runaway whose paths cross at a gas station in the California desert.

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I decided to make something nice for all of my wonderful followers, I am grateful for each and every one of you. I would also like to say thank you to all of the incredible writers in this fandom, for giving us the opportunity to read your amazing stories about Stiles and Derek falling in love.

Here’s a list of about 250 Sterek stories which I immensely enjoyed.

Have fun!


A Blossoming Romance by Trelkez

Stiles will just have to try harder next time. No one can ignore him forever.

A Californian Werewolf in New York by dancinbutterfly, knight_tracer

When Derek finally realizes that there’s nothing left for him in Beacon Hills, he goes back to New York, gets a life, falls in love and finds his home. 

Advanced Vocabulary by LolaFeist

“Why do you like me?” Derek asks as he folds his shirt and drops it onto Stiles’ computer chair.

“For your body,” Stiles says.

A High, Rapturous Song by Saucery

Derek is a headmaster. Stiles is his favorite delinquent.

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