The things that used to tear me apart don’t have the hold over me that they once did. Even so, every now and again something will remind me of the things I wish I could forever forget. I still can’t quite bring myself to listen to Alan Jackson’s Bluegrass album. Which is a damn shame because I love and know every song by heart. Sometimes when my music is on shuffle one will come up and in an instant, against my will, I am dragged back in time. We’re sitting in his old white chevy. Heading south on 395. Pedal to the floor across Ukiah flats until we hit the governor. Alan’s singing in the background. His face is blurry now. And the memory feels like a dream. So many memories are still laced with him. Not enough poison to kill me anymore, but still enough to make me sick.
honestly the best thing about steve harrington is that the boy consistently gets his ass beat whenever he tries to fight but that never stops him from throwing hands… like name one (1) time steve has ever come out on top in a fight… never, he never has but damn if he’s not gonna go down swingin’
I had promised a KiriBaku kid something like months ago, and tbh most of the reason why it took me this long is because I couldn’t pick between these two so?? In the end just have them both I guess - some info about them under cut, in case you wanna know more!!
So guys, I was scrolling through IMDb for information on the first few episodes of the new season and I found some interesting things about the cast for the first few episodes
So pretty much our usual cast, new Lucifer, maybe the alt!Lucifer or maybe ours found a way back so soon, new character called Miriam (correct me if I’m wrong but wasn’t Miriam the angel who died in 12.10 Lily Sunders, the one who died at the diner?) but Misha is cast as someone named Richiemorales. Now, who that is and why Misha is playing them I don’t know, but I honestly think that the producers might be screwing with us because I googled Richiemorales and while no supernatural or mythological creature popped up in my search engine, I did find Richie Morales the drummer and Jazz performer.
So the first thing that made me scratch my head was that Jared and Jensen are going to be playing two different character this episode, maybe they get possessed or something. So my little research happy butt googled the names to find out what supernatural/mythological/biblical creatures we are gonna see and I find:
Well played Supernatural, hats off to you.
First, fuck yeah Missouri is coming back. Second, fuck yeah Jody is coming back. Third, fuck no Luci stay away from my mother. Fourth, fuck no Mikey stay away from my son. Finally, who the fuck is Oberon?
Damn it Sammy I told you to fight the fairies not become their King jfc ya idjit.
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- Two years after the attack, when the rangers graduate highschool, they decide to build a house together in the mountains near the ship.
-When goldar went down billy managed to save a lot of gold
“Like my dad said, you find it you keep it”
Needless to say they’re fucking loaded.
-Kim and Trini adopted a cat courtesy of her brothers. The twins found him and managed to keep him for a week before their mom found out and he was sent to live with Trini.
“Take care of gato for us”
“Wait you named i-”
“GATO, is in great hands”
-The cat loves everyone but Zack and Jason. Every time the cat cuddles up to Billy “traitor” can be heard faintly whispered through the house.
-Zack goes to the kitchen at 1 in the morning and finds the cat just sitting there staring at him, they have a staring contest for two mintues until he slowly backs away back into his room.
-They rotate dinner every night. They all make something thats authentic to them but the weekends are take out nights. It an unspoken rule of the house
-Zack almost breaking his neck doing a double take on Trini leaving from Kim’s room in the early morning
-“ITS NOT A WALK OF SHAME IF ITS YOUR OWN HOUSE” Kim passing by headed to the kitchen “you are definitely doing the walk of shame babe.”
-Billy quietly comments from the back “why are you so surprised, thats the 5th time this week.”
“Billy, its tuesday”
- “Hello, yes, i found your number in the yellow pages i was calling to tell you that MY BEST FRIEND JUST GOT LAID also a large pizza please”
-Trini watches a novella one day outta habit, and suddenly Jason and Zack are addicted. “No, trini you cant change the channel we are watching that!”
-Kim puts pink hair dye in her shampoo to figure out who keeps using it. The culprit was Jason…… and Trini
-“Who the fuck put jello in the toilet”
“You see its not actually jello its this silicone-”
“I’ll take it you’re upset with me….”
-Theyre the hardware stores best customer. The owner thinks they own a construction company. He is yet to be corrected
-One day the boys come back from the store early and hear a scream in the house. They all barge in too kims room and walk in on the girls.
“Oh my god GET OUT”
Billy closes his eyes and runs smack into the wall putting a hole in it while jason and Zack are running out dodging pillows.
-“Steve come here girl” “Zack we are not naming our dog Steve” “what about zordon?” “you wanna name my daughter after wall dad? How dare?” “you were about to name her Steve?!” “Personally i thik she looks like a Steve…” “Thank you billy”
-“Oh well if it isnt satan himself coming to visit my room when it does not belong here!” “Guys the cat isnt that bad”
“Billy do not speak on matters that do not concern you”
-“Who taught you savages to do the laundry?” “Trini relax.” “Relax? Jason, Isnt it bad enough my hair is pink but now my white tshirts are too because Zack put your shirts in with mine.”
-“Hey yellow, pink, your hell cat just attacked steve.”
“Do you dare slander my cats good name?! YOU CAN MEET ME IN THE PIT!!”
-They have color coded bath Towels. Zack likes to steal someone elses each week which isnt a problem until he struts out the bathroom in pink towels when Kim’s parents come to visit.
-“I know DAMN well i had last nights episode of Rupauls drag race recorded who DELETED IT?!?” “Sorry Zack that may have been me, but dont worry i have it recorded on my tv too” “Billy, you are my hero”
-Gato steals steves bed all the time and its the leading cause of argument in the house.
- “Satan’s spawn please, my daughters bed is too big for you and she cannot sleep in your small bed” hiss hiss “Okay that was rude” hiiiisss “TRINI! CONTROL YOUR SON AND GET HIM OUTTA MY DAUGHTERS BED RIGHT NOW”
-Fire alarm goes off at six in the morning. Multiple voices are heard screaming “KIM” from 4 seperate rooms
his eyes are so pretty??? he’s got long eyelashes and they’re just… so damn pretty…. wtf
he’s just so pretty and he looks like a tiny, angrier version of his mom and that’s adorable
his adorable baby sideburns
his BUFF ASS ARMS
how fucking creative he is with his powers?? like?? he’s so good at controlling his explosions and coming up with super creative ways to use them???
his adorable little cocky smirks
his “i give no fucks except actually i do but i will never fucking admit to it so shut your fucking mouth before i blow your ass up” attitude
how he’s an angry crier and super emotional
how he’s actually pretty chill too??? when he’s not pissed off????
how he shows kindness by being an aggressive, angry little shit
how he’s a little shit in general
mr. “only time he smiles is when Deku gets punched in the nuts”
and then he calls the kid cute
how he doesn’t wear socks
his dumbass baggy pants. child. child pull up your pants. please.
how he shows off his teeth when he’s in battle as if he’s trying to intimidate his opponents by showing his teeth like animals do
how tiny he looks with sleeves on but then he looks fucking hUGE in tank tops
his dumbass adorable little description for his hero outfit (including KILL WITH MY KNEES and SOMETHING AWESOME!!!)
also his shitty little doodles of himself and the how he actually kinda sucks at art when he’s so good at everything else
how he’s SUPER SMART but doesn’t know how to friend
HOW HE’S 3RD IN THE CLASS he’s mr. blasty angry guy but BOY DON’T LET THAT FOOL YOU BOY IS SMART AS FUCK
“how does one show concern? oh, i know, by telling them WATCH YOUR DAMN SELF”
how he admires All Might so much and wants to be just like him and has built his entire view of heroes on the person he admires the most b/c in the end he’s still just a kid and still has those pure, child-like admiration and goals ten years later and nothing is going to stop him from reaching those goals
(which sometimes isn’t healthy or good but. still. he’s working on it)
how he comes up with dumbass nicknames for people he doesn’t care about b/c he’s too lazy to remember their names unless they catch his attention and earn his respect
how he’s slowly growing as a person and how he’s giving out advice to his classmates and doing it willingly and helping when they feel down and he’s slowly making friends even without really knowing how but the rest of the class is noticing that he’s not just an angry little rage machine but he’s slowly getting better and trying and they’re getting inspired by him
demigods book 1:
dont say names, they have power! dont say halfblood! its dangerous!
fUCKING HELL ZEUS YE FUCKIN WANKER COME AT ME I FUCKING DARE YOU, YOU WANT TO MESS WITH A HALF BLOOD? BRING IT ON, PAL. SMITE ME. YOU TOO ARES, ALL YOU DAMN DOUCHES SICK THE DAMN MINOtauR On me Im McFuCKIN READY
Would you believe this was inspired by the beginning of Shrek? Yes. Because it’s the same.
Stiles dragged his feet a bit as Hilda tugged him forward in line. He was chained up and surrounded by guards, probably about to be sold into slavery, but he still wasn’t going to make this easy for the old broad.
He’d been buying her produce for years, and this was how she repaid him? Selling him to the king for some supernatural creature bounty? No. He was going to make this as difficult as possible.
She glared her beady little eyes at him, dug her sharp nails into his arm a bit more, and shoved him forward another lurching step. The fae at the front of the line was deemed worth twenty pounds, ten shillings and hauled off by knights in armor.
A hellhound was dragged forward in an iron collar.
“I will give you money if you just let me go,” Stiles whispered, he wasn’t above bargaining, but Hilda ignored him. He didn’t have much, but it was probably more than she’d get from these chumps. “Six shillings, right now.”
Hilda rolled her eyes and tugged him forward by the chain looped around his wrists. The hellhound was appraised and hauled off into the back of a closed wagon. It was no doubt magically reinforced; Stiles could still hear it snarling violently, but it wasn’t breaking through the old rickety wooden sides.
“Ten shillings,” Stiles continued, “right as soon as I can get to the bank. Twenty, even! Three pounds!”
Hilda gave him a withering look. “You don’t have that kind of money. Now shut up.” She yanked on his chain and both wrists burned as the iron manacles scraped against the already raw skin. The iron was bad enough without all of the jerking around.
Another supernatural creature was carried off to the wagon—this time a nymph—and then it was Stiles’ turn.
To those who say Jonerys will never happen in the
books, just a quick reminder Dany has been dreaming of him, even if she has not
seen his face yet…
Lying abed in her narrow bunk, she found herself
wondering how it would be to have a man squeezed in beside her in place of her
handmaid, and the thought was more exciting than it should have been. Sometimes
she would close her eyes and dream of him, but it was never Jorah Mormont she
dreamed of; her lover was always younger and more comely, though
his face remained a shifting shadow.
He was who he was; Jon Snow, bastard and
oathbreaker, motherless, friendless, and damned. For the rest of his life
–however long that might be– he would be condemned to be an outsider, the
silent man standing in the shadows who dares not speak his true name
The flames crackled softly, and in their crackling
she heard the whispered name Jon Snow. His long face floated before
her, limned in tongues of red and orange, appearing and disappearing again, a
shadow half-seen behind a fluttering curtain.
Jon’s face and presence is often referred to as
being in the shadows, he’s always been the outsider, watching the Stark
children play and even if he did play himself sometimes, he tried his best to
avoid irritate Lady Stark, so he kept it to himself, as the bastard he was
pained to be.
Melisandre’s visions of him, from R’hllor himself
is described as Jon’s shadow hidden…It’s not SO subtle how he’s always
referred to be hidden there.
A quick reminded that when he died, she listened to
Ghost’s cries…from across THE NARROW SEA…
“Jon fell to his knees. He found the dagger’s hilt
and wrenched it free. In the cold night air the wound was smoking. “Ghost,”
he whispered. Pain washed over him. Stick them with the pointy end. When the
third dagger took him between the shoulder blades, he gave a grunt and fell face-first
into the snow. He never felt the fourth knife. Only the cold … “
“Off in the distance, a wolf howled. The
sound made her feel sadand lonely, but no less hungry. As the
moon rose above the grasslands, Dany slipped at last into a restless sleep.“
These chapters happen at the same time, how can
Daenerys Targaryen, in Meeren, listen to Jon’s murder at the Wall, North of
Westeros, if not for the bond they have…without ever meeting. Call it
soulmates, fate, whatever you want. Martin does not use words he does not think necessary nor he adds information that the story does not need. If you ever read one his
books, you’ll know he’s sharp and everything means something, even the puzzles and riddles thrown our way. Daenerys heard his soul,
Ghost’s cries (perhaps his own, warg ones), and she felt sad over it, not even
A reminder that when Dany was at the House of the
Undying, she only saw important, relevant things. Not only to herself, but to
the realm: the rape of Westeros, The Red Wedding, the madness of Aerys
Targaryen demanding to burn Kings Landing, Rhaegar and Elia talking of Aegon
and his promised song, the fake dragon (Faegon, am I right?), Hardhome, what
her son’s future would have been like, White Walkers, Rhaegar’s murmuring a woman’s name right before he died (we all assume is Lyanna’s, I guess we’ll find out eventually), and there
are others, but to me it means a lot that one of these visions is:
a blue flower growing from a chink in a wall
of ice, filling the air with sweetness.
Oh, she also sees the red door of the house she
loved and she remembers growing up, and she believed it was in Braavos. She
only had important sights for the realm and herself, yet she sees a blue flower
growing at the wall (if you don’t think this means Jon Snow growing at the Wall,
we can’t be friends and you can’t even read this, bye! JK haha…but come on,
Lyanna is said to have loved winter roses, which are blue…the same ones that
composed the crown Rhaegar Targaryen crowned her with, as The Queen of Love and Beauty at
the Tourney of Harrenhal. Jon lives, works, serves at the Wall, it doesn’t get
any more obvious than this, y’all…only if Martin wrote she saw a ‘hot
northmen with gorgeous hair at Castle Black, really…”).
(whoever did this second gif, thank you so very much, this is beautiful <3)
So not only does this shows how important Jon is to the
realm (remember how her visions are all important, not only to her but also to
Westeros? *inserts my theory of them both being AA* But he’s also important to her, the flower is not just THERE, it
also fills the air with sweetness, it pleases her. Do I need to say
This one is very meaningful if not very telling, to
me. They both feel alone, like something is missing. One can even say “they
feel alone cause they are alone”, but they were not. It almost feels like there
is someone out there, a better match.
Beneath her coverlets she tossed and turned,
dreaming that Hizdahr was kissing her … but his lips were blue and bruised, and
when he thrust himself inside her, his manhood was cold as ice. She sat up with
her hair disheveled and the bedclothes atangle. Her
captain slept beside her, yet she was alone.
Jon wondered where Ghost was now. Had he gone to Castle Black, or was he was running with some wolfpack in the woods? He had no sense of the direwolf, not even in his dreams. It made him feel as if part of himself had been cut off. Even with Ygritte sleeping beside him, he felt alone.
their story is a never ending parallel.
Not to disrespect Ygritte, cause I think she was
necessary to Jon’s growth. She was a great character and I do believe Jon
loved her, at some point. But just like Daenerys, this love was not a choice, it was almost like a survival choice, they made the best out of a bad situation.
He had to be with Ygritte, or Mance would have
killed him, he would not believe Jon had really deserted the Night’s Watch.
Ygritte wasn’t Jon’s act of rebellion, like I once read at a meta, no, she was,
at first, his sacrifice/way to fill his mission. But somewhere along the way,
he fell in love with her, she was strong, funny, and she awoke the sexuality in
him. Again, he had to be with her, to prove himself, but it also wasn’t like he didn’t like it.
Daenerys loved Khal Drogo? Yeah, but it was as
forced as was Jon and Ygritte. One can say it was even worse for she did not go
willing, she was pushed into it, sold like a slave, to get her brother an army (we do
have to thank karma cause his army never came, boo-ya, sucker!). She was given
to a stranger, a savage (comparing to her culture; it’s funny even to see the parallel here, both had to be with people that are considered savages, wildlings where they come from) in return of an army, and she made the best of her situation, she
learnt his language, his manners, bore his child (even if the baby never came
to live), she fell in love with him cause for the first time in a very long
time (or forever?), she was treated with care and love (the way Drogo knew how to love) by the man in her life.
A sweet reminder of how Daenerys thinks of her
family and how she would have married Rhaegar’s son, had he lived. Rhaegar’s
son, who’s Jon’s daddy again?
Plus, we’ve seen on the show that Jon was named
Aegon Targaryen too, we do not know if he will have the same name on the books
but I honestly do not think they would change something so important.
another beautiful “easter egg” to ya:
Five Aegons had ruled the Seven Kingdoms of
There would have been a sixth, but the Usurper’s dogs had murdered her
brother’s son when he was still a babe at the breast. If he
had lived, I might have married him. “
Who says you still won’t, sweetie? Hold on,
Melisandre will bring him back or he was warging Ghost, let’s just wait a bit
Their journey is a never ending parallel, and their path is clearly to each other.
I don’t think the history is called ‘A Song of Ice and Fire’ without a cause, Jon may be blood of the dragon, but he’s also a Stark, and Daenerys is a Targaryen through and through…
*the lord of light aka george r.r. martin speaks through melisandre*
I’m back to reading the books and even if I’m still at AGOT, I just felt like making this, had a really bad day and making this made it a little better.
you wanna talk about stress? you wanna talk about stress? i’ve just stumbled onto a major company conspiracy, mac. how’s that for stress? this company is being bled like a stuck pig, mac, and i got a paper trail to prove it. check this out. take a look at this. that right there is the mail, now, let’s talk about the mail. can we talk about the mail? please, mac? i’ve been dying to talk about the mail with you all day, okay? pepe silvia. this name keeps coming up over and over again. every day, pepe’s mail is getting sent back to me. i look in the mail. this whole box is pepe silvia. so i say to myself, i gotta find this guy. i gotta go up to his office. i gotta put the guy’s mail in the guy’s god damn hands, otherwise he’s never gonna get it. it’s gonna keep coming back down here. so i go up to pepe’s office, and what. do. i. find. out? what do i find out? there is no pepe silvia. the man does not exist. so i decide, ohhh shit, buddy, i gotta dig a little deeper. there’s no pepe silvia? you gotta be kidding me? i got boxes full of pepe! all right, so i start marching my way down to carol in HR, and knock on her door and i say Caaaaaaaarol, Caaaaaaaarol, i gotta talk to you about pepe! and when i open the door, what do i find? there’s not a single goddamn desk in that office there is. no. carol. in. h. r. mac, half the employees in this building have been made up. this office is a goddamn ghost town.
I’ve seen some stuff about this before but I just wanna bring it back… yknow, that one time Taako accidentally calls Merle “dad”, and he’s not about to live that down, ever, so after a couple weeks of relentless teasing he decides to just make it a fucking thing. Merle? Merle who? That’s my dad right there dunno what you’re talking about, I’m respectful enough that I don’t call my dad by his first name c’mon.
The thing is, it eventually catches on. First with Lup, because they’re twins so obviously they share a father, then Magnus because he thinks it’s funny as fuck. Barry says “well I guess you being Lup’s dad makes you my dad-in-law and I’m just gonna simplify it by calling you dad, too. Or maybe pops.” And Lucretia comes in with “if Merle is our dad what does that make Davenport?” and everyone instantly agrees he’s the Other Dad but he’s the Cool Dad who goes by his own damn name, actually.
Angus starts to call him “Granddad”, much to Merle’s annoyance, though Taako finds it hilarious. Merle tries to deter it by pointing out the implication that one of them must be Ango’s parent to make him the grandfather, but both Magnus and Taako proudly claim the title as their own but insist that they, like Davenport, are cool dads who go by their first names (lbh Angus probably ‘accidentally’ calls one or both of them dad as well, just not in front of people usually). Merle complains a little more because his own actual kids are closer to Ango’s age than anything, but when it gets down to it he really doesn’t mind that much.
It gets so pervasive that they even do it in public. One time at a bar Merle is drinking with Lucretia and picking on her, teasing good-naturedly of course, but before they know it, some young fella next to them asks Lucretia if everything is okay, if she’s being bothered or whatever, and she just looks at him and says “Um, no, I’m fine, he’s my dad.” and the guy looks between them, confused, but nods and walks away.
Merle’s biological children think it’s kind of weird, at first. After the initial reaction, though, Mookie is actually more excited than anything to have all these cool older siblings around, and after a while Mavis learns to appreciate it too (she’s very partial to Lucretia and Barry, the tamer and nerdier of the bunch, but she eventually gets along well with all of them).
One time, someone eventually asks them if they mean it like Merle is a “father” because he’s a cleric, and they’re all stopped dead in their tracks because none of them had ever thought of it that way, but they agree that that could be one interpretation of it. More than anything, though, they just all know they’re family in some way, so why not make a sort-of joke out of what is basically true?