but atleast i made an effort

13 things that piss off a Namjoon Stan

1. 

“HOW HAVE I JUST DISCOVERED THIS?!?!1″

When your minding your own business listening to Namjoon’s mixtape because that shit is fire and it is pure gold and all the comments are “wHY haVE I nOT SEeN ThIS ?!!11!!” “HOW AM I KNOwing abOUT thiS nOW!111″ and ur like how tf have you not listened 11 tracks and 4 mvs worth of blood, sweat & tears like……..

And its so annoying bc ALL THE COMMENTS ON THE MV ARE JUST SAYING HOW THEY JUST DISCOVERED IT

*okay i know that it isn’t your fault for not knowing something, and his mixtape and solo tracks were released before HYYH a.k.a their big blowup so when it did release recently only a few people knew, but sometimes I feel as if I’m the only one who knows these songs and its kinda like ehh do yall know bout namjoon or…

i’m namjoon and the annoying comments are Taehyung

2. “wHOSE YOUR BIAS!”
“Namjoon”
“oh..”

You know what I’m talking about. They say “why” but not as in like why do you like him but more like WHY TF WOULD U STAN SUCH AN UGLY MEMBER EWEWEW CHINJAAA OPPA MIANHAE SARANGHAEYO

and don’t get me started on how when you say your bias you feel uncomfortable and kind of ashamed (okay this stopped after they got popular and people started to appreciate joonie mini more, but I remember from debut to around boy in luv or danger this was a huge problem, now its not blesss)

3. PROTECTING THE SHIT OUT OF NAMJOON WHEN PEOPLE ATTACK HIM FOR HIS PAST MISTAKES AND PROBLEMATICNESS

GUYS I MADE LIKE 1993489748 RANTS ABOUT THIS, BUT I STAN NAMJOON BECAUSE HE MADE MISTAKES, APOLOGIZED, SUFFERED AND HELD RESPONSIBILITY AND MOVED THE HELL ON. 

SO I HATE WHEN NEW FANS OR ANTIS COMMENT ON OLD PROBLEMATIC VIDEOS , IM LIKE THIS AINT 2014 NO MO SUCK MY COCK, I EVEN MADE A FUCKING YOUTUBE VIDEO FOR GODDAMN SAKE

4. Trying really hard to not throw fists when your friends “joke” that he is ugly

5. Dealing with people who just see Namjoon as the sexy perverted member and nothing else. “DADDY FUCK ME HARD” “NAMJOON DADDY” “DADDD”

6. “IS RAP MON THE OLDEST” “RAP MON IS SO SCARY” “RAP MON IS MEAN”

This isnt much of a “problem” but i find it really funny when people think Namjoon is the oldest, like if he wasnt the leader he would be part of the maknae line. I admit before HYYH he had a really aggresive manly vibe (ugh hottt) but Namjoon was always such a cutie oml, how do some of yall find him scary. HE IS THE OPPOSITE OF SCARY

7. WHEN PEOPLE CAN’T PRONOUNCE “NAMJOON” FOR THEIR LIVING SHIT


ITS NOT NAEM JUNE OR NAYM JUNE OR NAME JUN

ITS PRONOUNCED FUCKING “Nahm-jun”LIKE OM NOM NOM THEN JUN AS IN SEVENTEEN JUN

 like having a foreign name is hard please atleast try make an effort 

8. “who names themselves rap monster”

A FUCKING MAN WHO EATS EVERY BEAT AND RHYTHM LIKE A MONSTER DUHHH

9.  “YOONGI IS WAY BETTER, SUGA IS WAY MORE TALENTED”

someone hold me back before I smack someone because I made a whole post regarding this, yall can’t sleep on Namjoon’s talent.

READ THIS ISSUE HERE

http://btsxlami.tumblr.com/post/149507693125/the-suga-is-a-better-rapper-than-rap-monster

10. “NAMJOON SHOULD LEAVE” “ot6″

OKAY HOW MANY TIMES I GOTTA SAY THIS

“BANGTAN SOYEONDAN WOULD NOT EXIST IF KIM NAMJOON WAS NOT ALIVE”

end of discussion

11. when you a intl fan who hates namjoon, but namjoon shows more intl appreciation than your whole ancestry line combined

12. dealing with that fan who doesnt directly but indirectly rejects namjoons existence

13. and most importantly what pisses us off the most is when Namjoon looks down on himself, saying that his mind will only be at peace if he knows that his music and life has made an impact of our lives, and the fact they he may not know that makes me uneasy.

This is personal but I stopped cutting and stopped my attempted suicide because of Namjoon’s mixtape and his v logs. He saved my life and he needs to know his life has a purpose and meaning.

“ Because it’s a life that you only get one chance with, I want to influence people endlessly, give hopes, and become someone who can become a dream. Until then, I plan to continue on forth. Because that will become something that confirms the worth to my existence to the world and something that can personally confirm myself as to who I am. “

-21.03.15

Kim Namjoon

Reminder

@iiiiitschloe requested: Can you do a Jason Todd x Reader where he comes back from the dead and goes back to his grave, where he sees the reader leaving flowers and talking about how she’s been trying to move on? This upsets him because he loved her but he realizes that she’s probably worked a lot at moving past him and decides it’s for the best that he doesn’t try to force himself back into her life

@jadedhillon

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His footsteps hit the ground as he walked, but mentally he didn’t quite remember how he got there.
It was the anniversary of his death and he was back as a reminder.

A reminder as to why he even bothered to wake up that morning, a reminder as to why he dons the red hood at night, a reminder as to why you’re no longer in his arms.
As he approached his grave, he spotted a familiar figure and darted quickly behind another tombstone.

He recognized you instantaneously as you silently sat in front of his grave.
Wanting to reach out, he planned how he was going to approach you.
Would he even try to talk? Would you loathe him? Would he just hold you in his arms?
Either way, nothing here and now was going to result well, so he hung back and thought of another good time to do so. Like tonight?

His planning was interrupted by your voice and his heart jolted thinking you had caught him.
“I’m doing well i think. Well my therapist says i’ve made major improvements.” you said with a proud smile.

Smiling to himself he felt proud of you, he hurt knowing the pain he had put you through and what the clown had put you both through - but atleast one of you was doing better. Falling in love at such a young age had its drawbacks, but he remembered being so proud of you when you’d pass a test - or the way you made an effort to celebrate when he passed his exams.  You’d both found tiny ways of celebrating another and if he was asked today how to make a relationship succeed, that would be his exact advice.

A relationship with you again would be perfect. You were High school sweethearts who were basically inseparable. He smiled fondly at the memories of you telling him to tell Bruce to suck it for trying to pull him away from you, and just knew that you’d get along with his new friends perfectly.


“This is so awkward but i think it’s time.” He heard you sigh “I’ve been asked to go out with a friend from college. I know you’d like him. You know, he almost has a book collection that rivals yours! But even if its not with Michael, it’s time for me to stop wishing that this is just some sick joke. I’ll always love you Jason and i will always keep you in my heart, but, it’s time.”

He hung his head in response and bit his tongue from responding and heard the plastic cellophane of flower wrap touch his tombstone.

“I’m sorry Jason.”

“Me too y/n.” He whispered as he hung back, thinking better of his plan, that he now knew was frankly idiotic.

Hearing your footsteps he looked up to take one last glance at you as you walked past. However as you dropped your phone, you noticed the man wearing the helmet sitting behind the grave, looking directly at you. Taking one glance at his insignia, you offered him a polite smile after picking it up and walking off unknowing that you were the only reminder he ever needed.
 

anonymous asked:

Atleast the group got some say in having TaeGi as a unit for one of the friendship trips :3 ive always loved that ship, smthn bout yoongi taking care of tae as his little bro, but tae getting whatever he wants, is a cute balance.

I AGREE i love them together ,, their trip was my fave after 2s’s lmao i love how they both made an effort to get closer to one another and how yg took every chance he got to hold his hand 💕

lovergurll  asked:

To the anon that fasted for 46 hours and broke your fast and felt bad. I know how you feel I always fast and my mom makes me something or I don't plan properly and we have an event where I need to eat in public I feel SUPER BAD for EATING but it's okay you aren't alone and we atleast made an effort

!!!

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I made some fluffy jaspearl! This was a request from a fanfiction user and I finally completed it!


Anyway can someone comment on it please? Or atleast leave a like on this chapter/story. I put so much effort into this it’s insane.


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Trials Of Derpulies - Rap Battles

Ok, I thought i’d so on a little rant about the latest episode of trial of derpulies. I know its all fun and everything but i don’t think that Sjipos should have won, not only was the effort minimal compared to the other teams. All they did was repeat the same lines over and over again. Atleast Team Flux Buddies or HatFilms created all different lines. I mean the whole of hatfilms rap was original in the sense of lyrics and nothing was repeated and they also tried to get everything to rhyme. Same with the flux buddies rap it was pratically all original for a pardody of a already made song, but it was better than the same lines being repeated.

Another thing, I know someone made a post about this type of thing, but the whole episode was done from team sjipos POV which would have been good, but we were all expecting what was to be said in the rap as we had watched the whole process. They could have left some unheard bits of it and show the other teams process a bit more.

Lastly, once again i know that this series is all for fun, but i think it was very rude that throughout others raps team sjipos interupted it while the other teams were respecting the other teams and staying quiet until the end. I know that they also spoke over there own but for the other teams sharing theres and them doing this is a bit mean. And especially because the veiwers also wanted to see the teams raps as we hadnt got to see a process of it being made before hand. We only heard the first bit of Team FB’s rap in there ½ sec cut to in the last session

Chapter 42.2

Chris:

 

Four eyes stared at me. Both sets different in appearance and emotion. I looked at my mother. She was glaring at me like she was daring me to stick up for my girlfriend. I knew this look. She was deadass livid right now. My fist clenched and my eyes closed. In my head I could hear all that shit my mom said to Aurora. I heard everything. The other side of my brain pounded; Aurora disrespected my Mama and that shit wasn’t okay. I opened my eyes again, and gazed into hers. She was pleading. Pleading for my help; for me to stick up for her. But I didn’t know if I should. My mother was wrong but so was she.

My eyes traveled back and forth between the two of them and Aunt Christine said something inaudible before leaving the room. I was pissed. For them to be carrying on like this was more disrespect to me then to each other. I’m a grown ass man, if I wanna be with someone I know exactly why I’m with that person. You aint gotta like it, but you gone respect it. My girl is a part of me and if you aint feeling her you aint feeling me. But at the same time that’s my mama..my rock. And aint nobody bout to step to her like that if I got anything to do with it.

Aurora got up and moved slowly toward me “Baby-“ before she could finish I left the room. They got me fucked up. Thinking I’m bout to choose between them. How could they want me to choose between my lover and my mother? The two most important people in my life who I trust with anything and everything. That shit aint right cuh. I could hear hurried feet shuffling behind me but I didn’t look back.

“Don’t’ follow me” I grumbled over my shoulder.

“Chris I’m shoudn’t have talked to your mom like that it was wrong. I just felt attacked” Rory called out. I appreciated her saying that but I wasn’t the only one she needed to say that to. I stopped and turned around.

“Ima need you to say that to my Mama” I crossed my arms over my chest. She gave me a look that said “do I really have to?”. I clenched my jaw and narrowed my eyes. “Deadass Aurora”.

She looked at my mom and sighed. “Ms. Joyce I’m really sorry. I know there’s no excuse for how I acted, I didn’t appreciate how you judged me. But I’m sorry for raising my voice at you.” She looked down playing with her rings.

My mom raised her nose at Aurora making me roll my eyes. “I forgive you. Just don’t lose your head like that again lil girl” anyone could tell she wasn’t being genuine.

“That aint right Ma” I took off walking again.

“Bring your narrow behind back Christopher I have something to say to you” she was following me.

“Not right now ma”

“Christopher don’t you walk away from me! I am your mother and you will listen to me!” I stopped dead in my tracks and turned about.

“Exactly!” I shouted. “You are my mother. You suppose to be supporting me not tryna run my girlfriend off. I’m young! If this is a mistake let me find out for my damn self and learn from it. If I didn’t think she was the one do you think I would’ve brought her to meet you? How you just gone sit up here and judge her and you don’t even know her? You really think I’d bring some hoe to yo house? Really now ma?” I stressed.

She walked up to my face and said through gritted teeth “Christopher you better watch your tone. You might be grown but I’ll still whoop that ass”

I sighed and run my hand over my face. “Look ma I’m sorry aight? But how you expect people to respect you if you don’t respect them? It aint fair on me for yall to be acting like this. From the second Rory walked in the door you been treating her some type of way! Atleast she made the effort ma!”

“I’m just trying to help you baby” her voice was softer now. “I’d hate to see you hurt again knowing I could’ve stopped it”

“I’m aint a little boy no more Mama. You don’t have to hold my hand through everything. I’ll be alright” She looked so worried and vulnerable. Even though I was still mad as fuck at her I scooped her up in a hug. Craning my neck down to her short frame, resting my cheek atop her soft hair. She started sniffling into my chest. “Don’t cry” I squeezed her tighter. “You gotta let go ma.”

“Your still my baby. I don’t care how old you get, Chris” her voice was muffled by my chest.

I kissed her hair. “I know mama, I know” I pulled away and whipped her face.

She grabbed both my hands. “I’m sorry baby”

“I appreciate that but you need to apologize to Aurora”

“I will”

“I mean it Mama” I squeezed her hands. “You did her so wrong”

“I’m know and I’m ashamed. But I’ll try to be nicer to her for your sake.”

“You need to get to know her. She’s the sweetest, most caring girl I know” I couldn’t help but smile when thinking about Aurora. My bae was a gem.

She looked deeply into my face and stayed silent, she looked lost. Mama looked like she’d just realized something. “Chris, you really like this girl don’t you?” she asked slowly.

“More than you would ever know” I looked past her and smiled at my baby. Her innocent face was hot pink and smiled at me dreamily like it was the first time she’d heard me say I liked her. Mama looked back at Rory let go off me. She smiled apologetically at Rory and chuckled.

“Come her honey” she opened her arms and laughed. Rory laughed and walked over to my mom and they hugged.

“I’m so sorry dear.” She whispered and Rory nodded. “I should’ve accepted you”

Rory pulled away. “It’s okay, we have time to start over” she gave my mom that big smile that always made my heart skip a beat. She was effortlessly perfect.

“Yes we do sugar, yes we do.”