but at the same time i'm not even surprised

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i close my eyes and see myself how my dreams will come true

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Sometimes I think about Piper being in the middle of a story that her grandpa told her and then realizing she’s forgotten the ending. And she’s distraught. Those stories always meant so much to her, and her grandpa was her safe haven for so long she can’t believe she’s completely forgotten a story. But then, she decides to take a shot in the dark and calls her dad. Much to her surprise he remembers the story. And even more than that, he tells it /exactly/ how her grandpa would have told it. The same emphasis on words, the same excitement in his voice, even using the same voices for the characters. Memories of her grandpa flood her mind, and her and her dad stay up late talking about him. It’s one of her all time favorite conversations with her dad.

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WOW CLAMP WAY TO NOT HOLD BACK AT ALL. 

Honestly though I absolutely adore everything about Tomoyo and what she is doing here.

You might think that I would get tired of saying that BUT NO THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.

She knows what he means when Kurogane asks to have the sword buried with his mother. She can see the future. She’s psychic. She KNOWS.

But she doesn’t even acknowledge that, because even now Tomoyo is focused on Kurogane getting better.

Not immediately of course. No-one recovers from that anywhere near quickly.

But she has not a single shred of doubt that he will recover and that he has his own life and purpose that he will one day get to live, despite everything that just happened.

They’ve just met, and he tried to kill her, and Tomoyo shot him through the hand, AND YET SHE ALREADY CARES SO MUCH.

How can anyone look directly at something so gorgeous and not feel like they’re staring at the sun I ASK YOU.

Or… I guess the moon? WHICHEVER CELESTIAL BODY IS MORE APPROPRIATE. IT’S TOMOYO. SHE CAN TAKE HER PICK.

 And don’t think I didn’t see you, tiny moon peeking out in the corner there. I SEE YOU MOON FRIEND.

Someone explain this to me:

Louis’ team gets blamed and called out for every little fuck up, rightfully so I might add, because the media just doesn’t pull the bullshit out of their asses, so of course it falls back on whoever is supposed to be on Louis’ side.

However.

Whenever the ‘Harry is better than his band mates and let’s not even compare or acknowledge their efforts because of course they could never compete with Harry and aren’t even playing the same league’ narrative gets pushed, it’s wow much surprise the media doing their own thing. And I’m just at a point where this cherry-picking doesn’t fly anymore.

Call out the bullshit when you see it and for god’s sake put the blame where it belongs and in the most recent case it’s not the media.

There is a difference between entertaining petty drama and disgusting bullying. How the hgs have been treating Dominique is blatant bullying. Literally all they have done all week is talk shit about her and treat her like shit. For what? I am still confused how any of this is justified. They are literally pulling stuff out of their asses to come up with things to dislike her for. Dominique saying good morning equals being called a c*nt? Dominique playing the game and defending herself against the untouchable Paul equals the hgs unifying to not talk to her as if she’s the plague? Dominique playing the game and planning to call out Paul equates to Paul wearing a snake print dress and blackface to mock her? And Christmas sticking out her crutches, Dominique did something to deserve that right? And when she was trying to sleep and all the hgs sat in the same room loud af without a care in the world, that was necessary of course? Or all the stupid af comments behind her back like “I’m surprised she stayed on the wall so long considering her hair got wet” (Alex) “grab her by the neck” (kevin), Maven and their “I’m dying she inconsiderate” bs and “bad vibes from Dom” (I can’t even quote them they’re dumb af and barely worth my time). You get the point. These houseguests are ugly and disgusting af. I’m cancelling my feeds when Dom is gone, I won’t support these ugly people.

APparently obligatory Abusive parent post since I'm home

If you’ve followed me for a while you probably know my father is a self martyring abusive dickhead specialising in emotional fuckery and feeling sorry for himself at the same time.

Seems like everytime I’m home even when I try to keep it to max once a year and 1 week tops - he manages to supply endless surprises from the fount of disgusting bullshit

So I’m staying with fam friends in NYC for a few weeks. And he’s all like we r really close friends so don’t mention private family matters financial or health etc cus gossip and then grandma worries and also I don’t want to talk about it. And I’m like ok fine. Then he’s like also if she asks about law, don’t mention anything negative. She will talk to me about it and what do I even say

So I’m like firstly you want me to fake that I don’t have depression. I’m telling you now that I can try not say negative stuff but over a month I can’t guarantee I can act like I’m constantly at the law firm / in an interview

Him: *deep sigh* I’m not asking you to FAKE anything - can you for once think about things from your parents perspective and not be so selfish????

Me: you’re telling me to not say anything negative about law. I’m depressed because of law. I can be vague up to a point. I can’t guarantee she won’t ask you anything.

Him: why do you ALWAYS MISUNDERSTAND ME I’m telling you to think about MY perspective for once you need to consider the family.

He’s such a fucking asshole I don’t know whether he is fucking aware how he sounds or not but holy fucking shit it fills me with renewed loathing so deep I cannot fickjng articulate it. He wants me to basically fake liking law for a month so that HE will “save face” and appear like a better parent. FUCK YOU YOURE LITERALLY THE REASON IM FUCKED UP. He keeps going on about how this is one of the few friends he has

Fuck you she’s not even your friend she’s mums friend you fuckjng dickhead there’s a reason no one fucking likes you.

I just cannot fucking. Everytime I come home I’m reminded why even depressed and suicidal or running out of money I would rather fucking be that than deal with my father for 1 extra second. When I kill myself he’s getting the sharpest suicide letter just so I can satisfy my hate and spite. I hope he chokes on it.

The ego and . I don’t even have the words for it. Ts next level. It’s so fucking disgusting. He’s pathetic. I hope one day I can feel apathy rather than hate because he’s not worth my energy.

ok this was gonna be a surprise  but

I’m working on legit downloads for my chiptunes.

I want to do it right so I’m taking the time to remaster everything and make it all polished and stuff

and I’m going back and remastering every chiptune i’ve made. every one, way back to my game grumps remix chiptunes.

that being said i don’t mind people downloading the current versions for private use

but for the love of god

do not make your own downloads of my chiptunes. you do not have permission to do that.

i’m working on it, just bear with me.

flatsound sentence starters
  • "Tonight I walked through a field that used to scare me more than I scared myself."
  • "I wish I had known you then."
  • "It was never death that interested me; it was the idea of an opportunity to follow a cold breeze that promised to take me anywhere but here."
  • "I’m sorry you thought this couldn’t work, because I’ve never wanted anything more in my entire life than to prove that it could."
  • "You were not my world, you were my universe."
  • "And I wonder if that’s what it feels like to die."
  • "Why do I wait, wondering how long it’ll take you to admit it?"
  • "I’d rather keep my mouth shut then start to say what I can’t finish."
  • "I sit here wondering if anything you said was true."
  • "We both noticed something had changed."
  • "I called you up again today and you didn't pick up."
  • "I didn't expect it to happen this quickly, you know?"
  • "I sit here and I worry about myself so much."
  • "I wanted you to care, I wanted you to be nosy, I wanted you to be there."
  • "I know it's stupid of me to say that you don't care, I mean, of course you do, but I want you to care so much more."
  • "I can't be around all these people who all my life have tried to change me."
  • "I can't hide who I am."
  • "I will be happy for the first time in my whole life."
  • "It makes me feel good, makes me feel pretty."
  • "I will go to sleep; just know you’ll be in my dreams."
  • "If I cry, it won’t be because of you."
  • "You don’t have to wait or pretend that he’s just your friend."
  • "It scares me more than I'd like to admit."
  • "My only problem lately is I've got too much time so all I'm left with is that what's on my mind."
  • "I left out everyone and all I have at the end of the day is that what's on my mind."
  • "Say I came back today, would I have a spot in your heart?"
  • "I cheated with your ex best friend."
  • "You can't stand in my doorway for long."
  • "It's eleven o'clock, he's expecting you home."
  • "I'll walk you up the hill to your car."
  • "No, don't let go, don't let this die."
  • "I just need to know what I did to ruin this and turn your body cold."
  • "If you walk through that door there will be no us."
  • "I thought you were being distant."
  • "I did not mean to make this the worst night of your life."
  • "I need you to know what happened."
  • "I saw you walking by, you didn't say hi, you didn't even smile."
  • "You're not the only one who's feeling anxious toward the bullshit that's attached to growin' up."
  • "You said things would stay the same; well, have they?"
  • "I know you're scared, but you'll never get better if you keep running away."
  • "Sometimes you need to be self centered to understand yourself better."
  • "I'm not in the mood to stick around."
  • "Every day I think about you and why you had to turn into my enemy, when all I need's my friend."
  • "Look at me and see how much I've changed since you left."
  • "Well, is this what you wanted, for me to admit that this fucking hurts?"
  • "I was never good at talking smoothly."
  • "Now I don't remember how you speak; I mean, it comes to me in dreams, but by morning, I lose everything you ever said."
  • "I'm not perfect, I think I'm quite the opposite, I'm nothing to adore."
  • "Perfection is opinion and nothing more."
  • "I'll be here waiting when your plane lands."
  • "Hi, my name is none of your concern."
  • "I like the way you make me feel at home."
  • "It wasn’t a mistake - so please dont think it was."
  • "I didn’t have a lot to drink, I just needed a bit for confidence."
  • "They won't find out, no one cares enough about it to run their mouths."
  • "Just please, when you’re ready to go, try not to make it so painful."
  • "Will you write another sad, sad song?"
  • "It's obnoxious and it's useless to fight a war you're losing."
  • "This might be your only chance."
  • "Is it you who calls the shots?"
  • "I don't know why they're choosing to confide in someone who will talk about anything."
  • "There are people who miss me and I don't know why they're investing all their time into someone with my history."
  • "Why did you say that I was one in a million? Because I believed it."
  • "I thought I had something that you were too scared to lose."
  • "I also saw how often you say goodbye."
  • "Things were never supposed to be this good."
  • "Nothing I can say now would justify a thing, just know I'm sorry."
  • "I just wanted to say I hope you're okay."
  • "You're already hurt, I'm scared that if you put your trust in me, I'll make it worse."
  • "You're still so young, you have room to grow into something amazing."
  • "You won't remember who I am."
  • "I can't live with the chance that this feeling's ever coming back."
  • "I don't hate you, but honey, this still hurts."
  • "I'm not dumb, I know everything."
  • "That liquid he consumes makes him speak the truth."
  • "Look at me, because I exist."
  • "It's a shame that we're not soulmates because if I didn't know better, I'd say this feels pretty good."
  • "You've been gone for too long, why'd you go?"
  • "Is this what you think it means to be responsible?"
  • "I went to class, you didn't show up."
  • "I thought we said that we'd keep in touch."
  • "So live up to the name you’ve been making for yourself."
  • "Last night you had that dream again, the one where you try and run from your fears but you can’t because you’re wearing fabulous stilettos."
  • "If I were the sun, I'd shine my light on you and leave the people that hurt you cold."
  • "We’re fighting again, more than usual."
  • "I’m sorry about being me."
  • "I'll sleep on the couch."
  • "Bring me a cat to be my best friend."
  • "It isn’t like you ever said that you were committed to the thought of me and only me."
  • "I can’t believe I spent all morning trying to tell you I’m sorry about yesterday."
  • "You smell like the devil but you feel like the lord."
  • "I didn’t dodge all your bullets, I just denied that they hit me."
  • "If I told you I loved you would you reach out and touch me?"
  • "I wish we had just gone to bed."
  • "This could have worked."
  • "The best part of that whole song was skipping ahead to Nicki Minaj."
  • "I will not make the same mistake twice."
  • "I know you never really liked people, I didn't mean to make that worse."
  • "I still know the roads that take me to your street."
  • "I know I promised that we'd talk more it's just, I'm surprised you even want to talk at all."
  • "I'm so scared that you still think I'm the one who gave up."
  • "The plans we made were never mistakes, they just didn't work for us."
  • "You always knew the deal that we made and what this was worth."
  • "I'll go to sleep at a decent time when I find something worth waking up for."
  • "I keep checking my phone to see you haven’t called at all."
  • "I thought I was the best part of your life, now I’m pretty sure that I was wrong."
  • "You’re impossible to read so if you love me, come clean."
  • "I’ll refer to you as my special love, the one that set me free."
  • "I’m feeling lost in towns that were my home."
  • "It's my own body, I did what I wanted."
  • "It’s not that I don’t have words to say, I just don’t want to be the one that speaks them."
  • "Your only flaw is that you’re flawless.”
  • "I’m so full of shit, I’m surprised you bought it."
  • "Well congratulations, I didn’t know you two had made things so official."
  • "Don’t call me when it fizzles; in fact, don’t call me at all."
  • "What a beautiful sight to see you alive."
  • "I can't hold you responsible anymore."
  • "I'm lost now in the thrill of it."
  • "I just want to lay in bed with you."
  • "I'll throw everything I have into the flames just to make it last."
  • "There are reasons that I can't stay."
  • "I built my life around watching everything you do."
  • "I wonder if you're having fun."
  • "You said you were done; well, how done?"
  • "I want to believe that I really don't need him."
  • "I can't wait until I see your face and my brain feels nothing."
  • "I would never want you to stop your life."
  • "You were always a shitty friend."

thetinylostsoul  asked:

I don't know if this counts as sin, but I would love to just cuddle Diego after I've had a bad day. When I say Diego, I mean Scary Monsters Diego, becuase I feel that his 'Stand' makes his body run colder. I'm just gonna go now.

When in his scary monsters form Diego is even clingier when cuddling – your body heat both warms him up and comforts him so it’s no surprise he’s wrapping himself as tightly around you as he can manage and refusing to budge as he shamelessly basks in leeching off of your far warmer body temperature. If you listen closely you can hear him making noises similar to growls or purrs but at the same time it sounds nothing like that at all, whatever the noise is it isn’t hard to tell that he’s content and enjoying the contact; and this is only solidified as you bring your hand up to gently trace patterns along his back elicting an even stronger reaction as a result. It doesn’t take long before you can hear his tail softly thumping against the floor and you have to stop yourself from chuckling at such a cute display and he can feel your laughter rumbling in your chest and he grumbles in unamusement but still doesn’t cease the thump of his tail as he buries his face further into your chest, comforted by your familiar scent.

anonymous asked:

I'm getting tired of seeing people say that A//ura needed to "forgive" K/eith for being part Ga/ra or that he should have "taken responsibility" for it. Taken responsibility for what? Being born? He never asked his dad to fuck an alien. He found out he was Ga/ra at the same time everyone else did. I understand why A//ura was having issues, her reasons are understandable (loss of planet etc), but just because it's understandable for her to feel that way doesn't mean her actions were (1)

ok, and Kimberly even acknowledged this when she said she was surprised people were upset by A//ura apologizing to K/eith. I mean I’m just saying K/eith didn’t do anything wrong just by being born, he didn’t know for pretty much his entire life, he has been actively fighting the Ga/ra empire, and never pushed A//ura to even treat him civilly even though Hunk did. Idk what he needed to take responsibility or apologize for. being born? Idk. I’m frustrated. (2)

And again, A//ura’s FEELINGS were totally valid and justified, she has every reason to not trust the Ga/ra in general, but that doesn’t mean she had to treat one of her own Pa/adins like dirt and that was what she was apologizing for, esp since he didn’t really do anything to her besides exist. Which I know doesn’t change her feelings and again, her feelings are justified (as is the way she acted toward BoM), but idk, I just get frustrated at ppl acting like Keith did smth wrong. (3 done)

Season 2 was all about showing the viewers that not all Galra support Z/arkon or are inherently evil. We had Vrepit Sa/, V/arkon, U/az, Th/ace, Ko/ivan the rest of the B/ade of Marmora. It was also revealed that H/aggar is A/tean. A big point of Season 2 was “Not all Ga/ra are evil, not all A/teans are/were good”.

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again:

A//ura’s actions were not justified, but her feelings were. The Galra annihilated her race and caused her great grief, but K/eith’s heritage has nothing to do with that. That’s what A//ura needed to learn. And god, having flaws makes a character relatable. They’re supposed to feel real.

So when a female character makes a mistake she’s promptly labelled as a demon, or people will try to justify her actions. Especially because the black-and-white mentality is so prominent on tumblr. A//ura made a mistake, she learned, she apologised. Y’all need to realise that a character can make mistakes, say and do bad things and still be a good person.

  • Ghira: *Ghira walked into the livingroom to find Her daughter Blake playing a game of chess with her new her Yang.*Miss Xi-,Ahem. I mean, Yang. May I have a moment of your time please?
  • Yang: Hmm? Oh sure. *Yang got up giving a kiss on the cheek to Blake.* I'll be right back, kitteeeeee*Yang began to say before becoming nervous.*
  • Ghira/Blake: Your find.
  • Yang: Oh thank god. I wasn't sure if... you know. *sighed in relief as she walked up to Ghira.*
  • Ghira: Hahahaha, no worries. *Ghira laughed patting Yang on the back, surprised Yang didn't even flinch.* I did the same when I first called my wife that in front of her father.
  • Yang: Hehehe, glad I'm not the only one then. So what did you want to talk about?
  • Ghira: Well Yang. You see I know that you and my daughter have been spending quite a lot of time together on your travels and *Ghira began, taking a deep breath* sharing the same bed.
  • Yang: *at this Yang's face turn bright red* Mr. Belladonna I swear we did nothing what you may thought we may have. *quickly ensure her girlfriend's father before Ghira held up his hand*
  • Ghira: No need to worry. I know very well that you have respected Blake. After all you were also traveling with you sister and uncle along with a few friend. However, I must ask you during your stay here that you stay in the guest room when going to bed.
  • Yang: Of course. You don't have to worry.
  • Ghira: Good because if I catch you sneaking into my daughter's room at night I will throw you off my island.
  • Yang: Ahaha, Good one.
  • Ghira: ... *stares at Yang with a blank expression.*
  • Yang: *Yang laughter dies down and is followed by a gulp.* Yes sir.
  • ~Later at night~
  • Kali: Sweetie. It's 11 o'clock at night. Why don't you come to bed. *Kali said as she opened the door to Ghira's study to find him at his deck, watching the screen of his computer intensely.*
  • Ghira: I'll be right there darling. I just need to make sure of something.
  • Kali: What are you looking at? *Kali questioned with a raised eyebrow. walking to her husband's side. Once there her glanced at what he has been looking at.* Is... Is that the hallway the guest bedroom is?
  • Ghira: No.
  • Kali: ...
  • Ghira: ... Yes. *Admitted under her wife gaze* But I swear it's only to make sure Miss Xiao-Long keeps her promise to stay in her- *Suddenly they both hear a door open from the computer and turn to see Yang walking out of her room.* AH-HA! I KNEW IT! SEE! I KNEW THAT SHE WOULD-
  • Kali: Head to the bathroom which is in the complete opposite direction. *Kali pointed out watching as Ghira look back at the screen to see Yang enter the bathroom and after a moment exit and return to her room.*
  • Ghira: ... Oh.
  • Kali: Come to bed dear. *Kali said pulling her husband to bed.*
  • ~Next morning~
  • Kali: *Kali walked to the guestroom.* Miss Xiao-Long? Are you awake? Breakfast is ready. *Kali called out softly once she reached the room about to knock when suddenly the door opened, completely surprising her to see who.* Oh my.
  • Blake: ... Hmm? *Still half asleep, wearing Yang's shirt, Blake blinked as her drooped cat ears twitched before realizing who was standing in front of her waking her up completely as her ears shoot up while her cheeks turned red.* ... MOM! H-HEY GOOD MORNING! I, uh, How's it, uh... How'd you sleep?
  • Kali: *Blake watched her mother hide a giggle behind her hand with a devilish smirk.* Oh I slept well but your father tossed and turned worried that Miss Xiao-Long would sneak off in the night to your room. How about you my dear? Did you sleep well?... If you or your girlfriend slept at all, that is?
  • Blake: *Steam raised from Blake's head out of embarrassment.* I, we slept fine. Yep, That is all we did. Just slept.
  • Kali: Alright then. Well Breakfast is ready so please wake up Yang and tell her to get ready.And don't worry you two can take as much time as you need. *Kali smiled giving her daughter a wink and hug before turned to walk away but quickly added.* Oh. You may want to tell Yang to wear a short sleeved shirt instead of a tank top. It seems like, well Like mother like daughter. *with that Kali walked away leaving Blake confused as she closed the door and turned back to her sleeping lover waking up.*
  • Yang: Mmmmh. *Yang yawned gettig out of bed and stretch revealing to Blake scratches on her back from the night before.* Good morning Kitten. You sleep well?
  • Blake: *Blake could only nod with her blush renewed only not from embarrassment as she felt a harm between her legs and thought.* We can be later for breakfast. Yang technically did what dad asked.

Do you ever just think about the fact that ronan, who probably has the most comfortable bed ever, who probably even has comfy car seats, or who could rent a room in a motel for a night or sleep anywhere he wanted to, chose to sleep on the hard, splintering floor of adam’s shitty apartment ?? And this was before he even admitted to himself that he was actually in love with adam. Like just think about how uncomfortable that floor must be, adam himself wears socks all the time because of the splinters in the floor, but ronan happily sleeps there when there probably isn’t even enough space for him to stretch out comfortably. And adam probably only has some thin threadbare blanket and a worn down pillow to offer him but like he still sleeps there ??? All because that’s how comforting adam’s presence probably is, that he doesn’t need a comfy bed, he just needs to be in the same vicinity as adam 

halcyon [ modern!AU ] | miyoshi

i.

Sometimes he lets you sleep in. Sometimes he kisses your head before he gets out of bed.

Sometimes, Miyoshi is a fucking jerk in the morning.

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Honestly I love the whole “my motives are very complex” scene because??? Delta’s motives aren’t complex at all???? and I think that’s the point tbh

Like if anything I think that scene really exists to show the audience his vain sense of self importance. I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if HE was the “religious fanatic” who kills off the entire human population simply because he thought a world he had no domain over was better off dead to begin with. He thinks even his motives are too good for these goddamn plebeians, despite the fact that pretty much all of them have been put in the exact same scenario and acted on the same sense of self preservation. 

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My people believe that when you kill someone, you get their power. Kill Wanheda, and you command death. […] What Clarke did at Mount Weather weakened her. The Ice Nation is emboldened. Their queen wants Clarke’s power. If her people believe she has it, she’ll break the coalition and start a war.”

#aka Bellamy being super concerned for Clarke and super angry with the Grounders at the same time

Signs as Thoughts I Get Occasionally
  • Aries: "Fingernails grow and you clip them, but then they keep growing. I never saw this part a month ago. How do these even grow anyway? Why do we paint them?"
  • Taurus: "What if all the animals we farm were actually humans who got cursed to this life? We might all be either cannibals or vegans."
  • Gemini: "I don't know why this person explaining my mistake reminds me of this YouTube video I found yesterday, but who cares."
  • Cancer: "I'll bet the reason all the teachers schedule their tests at the same time is because they're all robots that are testing our patience. Oh man I just did a pun."
  • Leo: "I'm surprised I have friends, but hey, I'm doing something right for one."
  • Virgo: "Look at this pen right here. I could take it right now. After all, if I don't, it might fall into the hands of someone lame and nobody wants that.
  • Libra: "Ow I just stubbed my toe. Damn it now I'll have to stub the other one so it'll be symmetrical."
  • Scorpio: "Crush just set himself up for pickup line. Oh wait you can't do that that's weird. Man that would've been smooth though. Why can't I interact with my crush ever?"
  • Sagittarius: "I wonder if anyone would notice if I just left school and lived in the wild."
  • Capricorn: "I can't wait until I get rich so everyone will regret not making friends with me in my awkward high school phase and I can laugh at them."
  • Aquarius: "Nothing is real. This is just a video game. All my friends are AIs... This is sad."
  • Pisces: "Imaginary boyfriends will never disappoint me... Except in some areas. Like being real, for instance. Or sex."