but as basically everything with him i can't take it seriously

my experiences with overwatch characters
  • genji: despite all the 'i need healing' memes, they're usually pretty nice. they know the entire team is watching and waiting for them to crash and burn
  • mccree: either spawn from hell or just here to have a good time (usually the latter). will probably try to say hi at the enemy spawn
  • pharah: very friendly. will almost never get their ult to go off but won't be salty about it. thanks healthpacks
  • reaper: KINKY. either cursed as shit or will say hello to anything and everything. anyone that mains reaper has dreamt of him crushing their head between his monster thighs
  • solider 76: VANILLA. it's okay though, most people want to fuck him but can't explain it
  • sombra: definitely only here to have a good time since she's basically useless until the devs give her a monster buff. if the player spams the boop voiceline you will hear that noise in your nightmares forever
  • tracer: very high chance they're gay. very high chance one of the enemy team will switch to tracer because they're annoying
  • ana: absolute sweethearts who will risk life and her other eye to keep you alive. secretly enjoys watching the person she's nanoboosted lose their fucking mind trying to make the most of it though
  • lúcio: again, really sweet. unless they're on ilios in which case he's public enemy number one and even if he's on your team you shoudn't trust him
  • mercy: probably picked healer because everyone else picked genji and hanzo. alternatively, a masochist. if the pistol is used a lot they probably mained medic in TF2 and don't fear god or death
  • zenyatta: most likely play competitive too much. another top tier picks for gays but they probably have clinical depression
  • symmetra: [flicking teleporter on and off] welcome to my reality welcome to my reality
  • reinhardt: in the top three most likely to say hi in spawn. please get behind him
  • roadhog: this one is skin dependent. normal roadhogs are like your weird uncle but roadhogs with the islander or junkenstein's monster skin are maniacs and will hook your entire ancestral line across the map
  • winston: i've only ever seen like three. cryptids
  • zarya: tied with tracer and zenyatta as a pick for gays. a good zarya will take your bullets and shove them back up your ass at mach-1 speed
  • d.va: the chaotic good of the universe. probably has play of the game before the match has even started
  • bastion: probably tried to play bastion in competitive once and that was enough. anyone that places him on that elevator thing in hollywood is a scorpio
  • hanzo: they take skirmish way too seriously
  • junkrat: THE CHAOTIC EVIL TO D.VA'S CHAOTIC GOOD. the sound of a riptire is actually an effective tactic to kill the enemy team irl because half of them will have a stroke out of stress
  • torbjörn: lava eating machine. all of them are cursed and i'm personally afraid of him
  • widowmaker: 57 shots, 1 kill. if they're using the odile skin they're probably a straight male
  • mei: fuck you to hell
100% scientific grading of all (most) Dragon Age companions/advisors

ORIGINS

Alistair: Is a sweetheart who does his best and is a fantastic tank and has great hair, great sense of humor, I just want to hug him, rating: A+

Dog: Faithful, loyal, pees on things, (Happy bark!), rating: A+

Leliana: looks like a cinnamon roll but can actually kill you, likes the way you do your hair, is a sweetheart, rating: A+

Morrigan: will put a spell on you (and now you’re hers), #1 witch, becomes a great mom even though her own upbringing wasn’t that great, rating: A+

Oghren: goes into the Deep Roads to try to find his wife, doesn’t give a flying nug, rating: A+

Shale: is a giant rock, great voice, great backstory, rating: A+

Sten: so Qunari he makes the Arishok look small-time, learns over time to respect the Warden, rating: A+

Wynne: #1 Grandma, great healer, is playing the long game so she can troll everyone in Asunder, rating: A+

Zevran: Best accent, beautiful hair and skin complexion, “for you I would march into the Black City itself, never doubt it!”, rating: A+

Loghain Mac Tir: honestly you don’t have a daughter like Anora unless you’re kicking ass and taking names yourself, rating: A+

AWAKENING

Anders: is fucking adorable, will save all cats, ~Anders’ spicy shimmy~, #1 healer but seriously make him an Arcane Warrior for a good time, rating: A+

Justice: Fade spirit just doing his best, wants to help everyone, looks good in plate, rating: A+

Nathaniel Howe: Loves Amaranthine, defends his family but also learns to see their faults, is definitely gonna bang my Cousland on top of his dad’s grave, rating: A+

Oghren: “You joined the Grey Wardens?  Really?”  “You said it would be hot!”  “WE WERE ROLEPLAYING!” rating: A+

Sigrun: oh my god she’s so cute but also smashes darkspawn in the face, DESERVES A BETTER ENDING for sure, rating: A+

Velanna: Goodnight shemlen b/c Velanna is coming for you, doesn’t give any shits, is prob. one of the biggest badasses in the series, rating: A+

DRAGON AGE 2

Anders: WAS RIGHT, fuck the templars, how can one feathermage be so pure, has loved Hawke for three years oh my god? voiced by Adam Howden who donated money to a GoFundMe for my sister’s sick cat (true story), rating: A+

Aveline: WILL TANK ALL OF THEDAS, do no harm but take no shit, will beat Hawke’s ass if necessary, “real nice night for an evening!” rating: A+

Bethany: who’s the best BETHANY’S THE BEST, Hawke’s #1 biggest most supportive fan, definitely best haircare routine and the most pure, rating: A+

Carver: does his best, actually secretly loves Hawke deep down inside, they probably built pillow forts together as kids and were def. best friends, rating: A+

Fenris: best spiky broody elf in any franchise, prob. the smartest individual in the entire Kirkwall Crew honestly, trying his hardest to move on, voiced by Gideon Emery and everything that guy touches turns to gold, rating: A+

Isabela: #1 pirate queen, has a heart of gold and loves Hawke, she just loves Hawke so much????? she’s going to let the Kirkwall Crew live happily ever after on her pirate ship I’m so proud of her, rating: A+

Merrill: dESERVED BETTER in every respect, just wants to help everyone??? Loves Mahariel and Tamlen so mucH?? Merrill/FHawke is such a pure ship omg, rating: A+

Sebastian Vael: definitely tries his best and wants so hard to live up to his name, will shot you with bow, makes that outfit look honestly stylin’, #1 accent in all of the Free Marches, rating: A+

Varric: Actual #1 Bro™, there is no bro who has ever bro’d harder, HIS FRIENDSHIP WITH HAWKE IS honestly, probably the best friendship in any game, like this if you cry every tim, rating: A+

INQUISITION

Blackwall: Can we discuss that beard tho, just doing his best, honestly the best banter, “What can a grey warden do?” “save the fucking world if pressed”, rating: A+

Cassandra: holy shit is htere a bigger badass in Thedas no there is not, did you guys watch the anime holy shit.  if she met Aveline it would be the unstoppable force meets the immovable object honestly, rating: A+

Cole: pure spirit child, “he’s only 12 years old and already more psychic than his dad” - dril, dies a lot when he’s in my party i’m sorry Cole, rating: A+

Dorian: actual most  styling man out there, had to leave Tevinter because he was so damn stylish he was putting the rest of the Imperium to shame, oh my god he’s just like, best friends with your Inquisitor and it’s so?? pure? rating: A+

Iron Bull: lmao it’s over for you if you get in trouble with this guy also the Chargers are basically? great? and he’s so good to Krem?? voiced by a guy who loves this job and loves video games, rating: A+

Sera: is gonna throw bees at your head and is looks good in plaidweave, deserves better, most unique accent in the series, has good taste in ladies, rating: A+

Solas: it was Egg who caused the trouble but honestly he’s doing his best, gets approval anytime you’re nice to like anyone, GREAT artist, i heard there was a secret chord that david played and it pleased the lord but you don’t really care for music do you? it goes like this the fourth the fifth the minor fall the major lift the baffled king composing hallelujah???  rating: A+

Varric: guess who’s back, back again, Varric’s back, and tbh he’s just so good and he helps everyone and is helping the inquisitor b/c he cares so much, rating: A+

Vivienne: WOW has anyone ever looked so goddamn gorgeous, probably not, way too stylish for you plebeians, i only wish i could raise myself to her level, but i also don’t want her to ever lower her standards which she would have to do to even talk to me, rating: A+

Cullen: has been through a lot of shit and come out surprisingly chill, admits his mistakes, loves dogs like all good Fereldans, definitely got that lip scar from Hawke though, rating: A+

Josephine: honestly the best fashion sense in Skyhold, those ruffles though, is very pure?? I just want to cuddle her on the couch forever, make her some rice krispy treats and then take her on a vacation because she deserves it, rating: A+

Leliana: Murderpope best pope, rating: A+

anonymous asked:

Hi! I was wondering if you could give me some tips on outlining a fic? I have my character backgrounds down to a t, and I've been working on world building, but I've still been having trouble getting my ideas organized in a story format. Yours are always so well written and flow so nicely, I was hoping you had some advice! Thank you! 💕 (PS your newest fic is amazing and I can't wait for more!!!)

God I have been putting off answering this one too long because I Take Outlines So Seriously. In the last week I’ve probably written 30K words, and only about 7K was fic. The rest was the outline rough draft and then the outline final.

HOW TO WRITE MASSIVE FICS LIKE A FUCKING BOSS: THE ARCTURUS METHODOLOGY

So I have literally a Process I use. My larger fics literally have a pre-production period that I have to work through before they are ready to be written.

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anonymous asked:

isnt tony stark in civil war (616) really ooc? bc i can't really reconcile his actions (completely fucked up) with who he is in the iron man comics

aaaaaaaahhh yes 616 civil war, the eternal weight i carry on my worn out tony stark-obsessed shoulders

it’s a funny story anon

i was literally reading iron man: beneath the armor by andy mangels the other day, which basically lays out iron man history, and civil war is actually hilarious

you see, at one point in the planning process, tony was literally gonna be on the side you now know as steve’s, and steve was gonna be on the side we all now know as tony’s, but then they switched it, and that alone tells you how Legit the whole business was

the other good part is that tony’s character actually wasn’t there yet, you know, mentally or emotionally or ideologically in any level prepped for the civil war by the time the actual civil war books started coming out. so marvel hired a couple of writers specifically so that they could bridge that gap and bring tony to the civil war point. when civil war was already a thing

omfG WAIT THERE IS MORE 

mark millar did not actually care about developing much of tony’s emotional arc beyond the immediately obvious stuff so bendis was the one who literally had to reconcile EVERYTHING in a single issue called “the confession” which is basically tony monologuing to steve’s dead body and like actually laying out emotional groundwork that explained what he was doing, and that only came out at the very tail end of the event. along with another one-shot, “casualties of war,” that also attempts to explain things, and the final issue of the “front line” series which i’m pretty convinced literally nobody read

note how?? the actual explanations for literally everything tony was doing only actually come to light at the very end of the event, in books that only the seriously tony-invested people cared to read lmao

THERE’S MORE THERE’S MORE

LITERAL HUNDREDS OF TIE IN AND RELATED ISSUES!! ACTUAL HUNDREDS LIKE AN ACTUAL TRUCK LOAD OF WRITERS WRITING CONTRADICTORY TONY (AND STEVE) STUFF WITH THE SINGLE PURPOSE OF PROPELLING THE STORY ARCS IN THEIR OWN BOOKS

listen

tony leans utilitarian. this is true. civil war was basically a literal cheap excuse to pit heroes against heroes lmao a character study of what happens when tony goes FULL utilitarian. it literally does not matter what he’s doing like he could have easily been fighting for the other side if writers had tweaked the circumstances to make the other side be the thing that wins out tony’s moral calculus. how do i know this!! because this year apparently we’ll have aN ACTUAL COMICS CIVIL WAR 2 EVENT WHERE TONY WILL BE SIDING AGAINST THE POLICING OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOT ALREADY FUCKED UP BUT MAY FUCK UP IN THE FUTURE LMFAO and better yet, the Canonical Iron Man Event which was used to justify tony’s “do whatever it takes!” civil war 1 behavior was the original armor wars event from iron man vol. 1, which is absolutely hilarious to me because armor wars is the event where iron man literally went rogue to ditch government regulation in the process of retrieving his technology lmfaO 

 BUT LOOK

i do like civil war

i mean i do like the tony stark-centric civil war timeline that i choose to follow within the broader event that absolutely does not always cohere 

i mean it was definitely a different thing and it hurt like Fuck and yes, reading what i’ve read, what tony did actually came to make sense to me and i could reconcile it etc, but then there’s also the fact that i am a Dynamic sort of reader, you know, i am fully capable of realizing these cw circumstances were deliberately crafted by writers who wanted hero vs hero cage fighting and i don’t go around pointing to Specific civil war circumstances and taking them as characterizations cornerstones for tony, or steve, or anyone, i mean, what you should take away from this whole thing is NOT the specific political alignments and shit, you just gotta distill the personality traits reflected there and Go With It. civil war is not a Proof 616 Tony Is Pro- or Anti-Whatever arc, civil war is a Proof Tony Stark Will Not Only Risk His Life, But He Will Also Tarnish Himself And Sell Himself Out And His Principles Hardcore If You As A Writer Make The Conscious Decision To Push Him To The Edge Of The Fucking Abyss And He Thinks He’s Gonna Be Saving More People Than He Will Be Hurting arc

here’s the thing about civil war though, IT SOLD

AND EVER SINCE THEN, WRITERS HAVE BEEN TRYING TO RECREATE THAT

AND THERE’S REALLY ONLY SO MANY TIMES YOU CAN HAVE TONY ~HAVING~ TO CHOOSE THE LESSER OF TWO EVILS AND ~SUFFER~ AS A RESULT OF THE ~INEVITABLY~ MORALLY GRAY PATH HE IS ~OBLIGATED~ TO FOLLOW BECAUSE ~REASONS~, before it gets absolutely ridiculous and people start losing sight of the fact that tony does, you know, have principles and shit, YOU KNOW, HE ORIGINALLY BASED THE IRON MAN PERSONA ON CHIVALRIC HONOR CODES AND ALL OF THAT AND STUFF LIKE ARMOR WARS AND EVEN CIVIL WAR WERE ONLY DIFFERENT AND COMPELLING IN THAT THEY CREATED PATHOS BY REMOVING TONY FROM HIS COMFORT ZONE AND BY HAVING HIM ACT IN WAYS THAT HURT HIMSELF BECAUSE HE FELT LIKE HE NEEDED TO AND NOT BECAUSE GRAY MORALITY IS HIS DEFAULT

anyway

don’t worry. you’re not alone in your concerns

Summary of Hamilton Songs
  • Alexander Hamilton: Yo I'm Alexander Hamilton and these are all the bitches I've fucked and/or fucked up
  • Aaron Burr, Sir: Let's see how many things rhyme with Burr (also BRRAAAAH BRRAAAAH)
  • My Shot: Hamilton's not throwing away his shot or the fucking mike like holy shit this song is good
  • The Story of Tonight: We are best buds and this song is in no way foreshadowing sad events what are you talking about lets have another round
  • The Schuyler Sisters: WERK BITCH
  • Farmer Refuted: Hamilton: "My dog speaks more eloquently" Everybody: "OOOOOHH!"
  • You'll Be Back: The king's an abusive boyfriend who can't let things go and is also really cute--DA DA DA DA DA
  • Right Hand Man: HERE COMES THE GENERAL MOTHERFUCKERS
  • A Winter's Ball: We're reliable wITH THE LADIES!!!
  • Helpless: Eliza is a cinnamon roll who needs her happy ending stfu
  • Satisfied: Angelica fucking wrecks it like holy shit this song will bring me back to life
  • The Story of Tonight Reprise: "She's married to a British officer" "Oh shit..."
  • Wait For It: And we all fall in love with Burr cuz he tears this shit up
  • Stay Alive: "I'm a general! WEEEEEEEEEE!!!" (And Hamilton will fight anyone like holy shit boy calm the fuck down)
  • Ten Duel Commandments: The awesome sounding counting game of fUCKING DEATH
  • Meet Me Inside: Hamilton gets called to the principals office
  • That Would Be Enough: Dude seriously Eliza just wants you to not fucking die like how hard is that
  • Guns and Ships: Just...I just can't...just listen to this one fucking french asshole give it all he's got
  • History Has Its Eyes On You: Basically Washington telling Hamilton not to fuck up
  • The World Turned Upside Down: America wins the war and this shit is intense (also "Immigrants, we get the job done")
  • What Comes Next: The king is still bitter--"AWESOME! WOW!"
  • Dear Theodosia: Dads and their kids make me cry every time also we see parallels between Burr and Hamilton like holy shit this is cool
  • Non-Stop: Hamilton slow down you're scaring ppl
  • What'd I Miss: Jefferson arrives 15 minutes late with Starbucks
  • Cabinet Battle #1: EPIC RAP BATTLES OF HISTORY
  • Take A Break: Ok am I the only one who notices the beat of nothing when the sisters are like "Angelica, Eliza...the Schuyler sisters" like where the fuck is Peggy is she dead i think she's dead holy shit NO
  • Say No To This: Hamilton you dumb fuck say no to this
  • ...also Maria can belt like you won't believe
  • The Room Where It Happens: Burr is done with everyone's shit (also this song is life)
  • Schuyler Defeated: Burr drops some major foreshadowing with "I swear your pride will be the death of us all"
  • Cabinet Battle #2: "...France"
  • Washington on Your Side: Hamilton better watch his back
  • "Southern motherfuckin' dEMOCRATIC-REPUBLICANS!" "OH"
  • One Last Time: Washington has had enough of everyone's shit and is going home (like seriously he's the smartest person in this play he leaves before shit hits the fan)
  • I Know Him: Oh King George! We were wondering how you were doing...still creepy?...ok moving on
  • The Adams Administration: "Sit down John, you fat motherFUCKER"
  • We Know: Hamilton fucks up and no one's surprised at this point (also I love the little "No one else was in the room where it happened" addition from Burr like it just rubs salt in the wound here for their "friendship")
  • Hurricane: More Hamilton backstory/Wait For It Reprise
  • The Reynolds Pamphlet: SHIT HAS HIT THE FAN I REPEAT SHIT HAS HIT THE GODDAM FAN (also Angelica: "I'm not here for you" Everyone: "Oooooohhh!")
  • Burn: Ok let me just say Lin-Manuel Miranda has done such a good job with Eliza's character like for someone who we don't know anything about history wise, he really brought her to life in ways that make me want to cry
  • Blow Us All Away Reprise: philip no
  • philip no
  • PHILIP NO (also ha ha ha with the name of the song ha ha ha I'm laughing so hard I'm crying)
  • Stay Alive Reprise: WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
  • It's Quiet Uptown: I'm dead there's no god there's no light at the end of the tunnel everything's helpless and there are tears flooding my cheeks
  • The Election of 1800: Everyone is thirsting after Hamilton like leave the man alone at this point dear god
  • Your Obedient Servant: Burr and Hamilton are passive aggressive af
  • Best of Wives and Best of Women: I HOPE HAMILTON REALIZES HOW LUCKY HE IS TO HAVE ELIZA HOLY FUCK IM SO PISSED
  • The World Was Wide Enough: Reason for my death: Burr's "Wait!" when he shoots (and dear god I hope someone learns something from this like sometimes a fight isn't worth everything please I'm begging you learn to forgive)
  • Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story: Eliza I'm so proud of you and I hope you find happiness in the end because I FUCKING DIDN'T THIS SHIT HAS ME BAWLING MY EYES OUT
  • ...time to listen to it all over again

anonymous asked:

after everything that took my interest in the liveshow i thought i can't wait to read your thoughts on it. have any? x

i’m not in the greatest headspace and probably can’t rewatch this ls so i think i will do things a bit differently today and just share some of the best messages i received from people on the liveshow. i always feel bad bc i spend a lot of time writing my own thoughts and then tend not to a good job sharing other people’s thoughts that they take the time to send to me so hopefully their words can speak to what i don’t have the ability to think/write about today. 

While I found dans ls pretty unextraordinary, his whole sexuality talk was really great. There is a large group of his fans who are not straight, and many of those, myself included, may be struggling with figuring ourselves out. Hearing him talk about things like that and how important it is for individuals to make their own decisions on how they want to label themselves is something I really needed to hear.

i really liked this liveshow!! honestly dan talking about labels and how they can be a good thing but can also be unnecessary made me super happy. i feel like he was just really saying the first things that came to mind with that whole “daniel lester” “good suggestion” and the openness when it came to talking about sexuality. and the way he talked about it, like he’d given the matter a lot of thought beforehand, was just very interesting. idk, just my take

well that’s that, dan officially referred to himself as formless blob after using that exact same term to describe people who choose to exist without a label.

dan mentioned the validity of asexuality again today and I’m crying again??? he is so good

the whole sexuality bit was really great and uplifting and validated a lot of what i’d written about the topic this week, in terms of people’s unrelenting pressure for dnp to place an explicit label on their sexual preferences and then share that with us. the compulsion to treat your sexuality as an intrinsic and widely shared part of your identity is great for some people but not as good for others and i love that dan gave voice to the people who might be questioning and uncomfortable with placing one static label on their experiences. this was also the furthest i think he’s ever gone in basically embracing the label of queer (when someone said it was a good umbrella term and he immediately said “it is” and talked about how it encompasses everything that’s not normative. he then defined what those normative groups would be and pointedly didn’t include himself in that group.) as anon above said, he also either consciously or subconsciously referred to himself in the exact same way as he suggested to another person to describe themselves if they didn’t want to label their sexuality (i.e. formless blob). and then of course,,, the sucking balls comment. the way he was weirdly enthused about the “your hair is like my sexuality” comment. good stuff. 

I love the way you criticize Dan and Phil (in a respectful way) and point the things you don’t like about them. I wanted to know what do you think about Dan saying that he likes that he has a diverse audience, with different tastes, ages and humor. To you this doesn’t have anything to do with all the tween girls thing? Also I have seen a lot of comments that want them to play lis to see what choices they make (and well, the game is about choices, so that’s not actually weird)

yep i thought dan did a good job walking back some of the instinctive criticisms he’d made towards his audience earlier in the ls. as i said, he does a pretty good job trying not to explicitly play into “fangirl” stereotypes but that doesn’t change the fact that his instinct is to mock/tease them and take them less seriously. so i don’t know. i feel on the fence about it. 

regarding the ‘play life is strange!!!!’ crowd: i agree that a lot of people have been spamming them to do that, and talking about how it’d be interesting to see the decisions they make. i also understand why the idea of that makes dan extremely uncomfortable. what i didn’t agree with was the way he assumed a high-pitched annoying voice to make fun of the people who were asking him to do it, and then the way he was sort of making fun of how people would be so into watching him and phil make moral decisions. his voice was dripping with sarcasm and mockery and it felt really rude to me. he talks about how people will psychoanalyze him and how it’s all dumb because you can’t tell anything about him from what he does on a youtube video … which obvi hits me personally a little bit hard bc all i do is sit here and think about his personality based on what he does on youtube and what he says in live shows lol so once again im just like ??? lol why do i do this? i mean he’s wrong, blatantly. you can tell a LOT about him from what he does on youtube and what he says in live shows and whatever, but as before i’m sort of put in the position of wondering if all of this rambling is actually invasive and disrespectful ,, who knows

it’s worth adding that dan was not only rude repeatedly to the audience but also to phil at one point? when someone in the chat asked what to do when anime is better than reality he said something like “just settle for someone who is definitely more disappointing than your fav anime character,” like referring to himself which is .. interesting .. i mean it’s def the same type of joking way he talks about phil but he delivered in a much more deadpan and dry way than his usual joking tone so it was just .. weird.

(edit, adding this bc it’s great): i love how proud he seems to be of the dapg channel!!!! he just keeps promoting it and saying it’s really funny and telling people to go watch it. it makes me really warm to know that even if he has been having some issues with dinof, he still is making something he’s happy with (as someone who works w creative things, i understand how frustrating it is to make things you don’t think are good enough, even when other people tell u it’s fine)

yes. he so happily sponned dapg and that made me happy to hear. it’s clear that it’s playing the same role it did back in december for him when he explicitly told us that making gaming vids w phil was what he needed at that moment for his peace of mind and his happiness (as opposed to ‘being existential and sarcastic’ or something along those lines on dinof) 

DANIEL LESTER BYEEEEEEEE

chat: daniel lester

dan: good suggestion!!!!!!

me, instantly craving death .. 

other notes: the allusion to hating the apartment for its noisiness at the end. they gon move. the constant allusions to how stressful and tiring the last two weeks have been. they’re definitely working on some stuff. it will be interesting to see what it is and when it comes to light. the whole talk about watching ‘get out’ and dealing w the annoying person who wouldn’t stop being loud was really funny, esp bc it involved YET ANOTHER reiteration that phil gets anxious in social settings. why are they both really pushing that so hard these days?? it’s def interesting to me. i also liked that when someone suggested he play dungeons and dragons he immediately related it to phil. and to sum all of that up, the twitter reply to the person that edited ‘me and phil’ onto his forehead was gold. ‘tldw’ or ‘too long, didn’t watch’ (a play off of ‘tl;dr’ which means ‘too long didn’t read,’ which is used as a way to summarize really long posts/articles, for those who were confused) so he’s basically saying that if anyone doesn’t want to watch the ls bc it’s too long, that picture is all the summary you need. i mean,,, he’s not wrong. at least he’s self aware. 

(live show: dan or the grim reaper? scientists can’t tell - 3.21.17)

anonymous asked:

How does the portrayal of the Jedi younglings/padawans in the comics fits with their portrayal in SW: The Clone Wars? In the show the children are led to be supportive of each other, and they are. Even Petro learns that lesson. In light of that, I really can't take this stuff about teachers ignoring obvious bullying seriously. It seems to me that whoever wrote the comics was looking for an easy way to create angst and gain sympathy for the protagonist.

@thewillowbends replied to my bullying post commenting on how, in rigid societies, the nail that sticks up will get pounded down and I think that’s part of it. Anakin didn’t fit. The Council didn’t especially want him to begin with and only took him on because Obi-Wan insisted. They were afraid of him and his power and were concerned about him getting too big for his britches. The idea that they would tacitly condone him being bullied by his jealous peers seems entirely in line with their desire to see him reminded of his place.

With Caleb, the kid is obviously irritating as hell as far as they’re concerned. The Jedi didn’t like to be questioned. They don’t want someone continuously asking ‘why’ when their answer basically boils down to ‘tradition’ and ‘because I said so.’ Thinking and questioning in a cult setting (which the Jedi certainly are) is not to be encouraged because it’s dangerous. Again, their tacit approval of his bullying makes it clear that this is what happens when you question their authority without them having to be the bad guy.

The kids in the Clone Wars get along and are told to be supportive of each other because they are already everything a Jedi should be. They’re the top of their class. They think the sun shines out of Yoda’s ass and everyone on the Council are their heroes. They don’t need to be brought low the way that Anakin and Caleb do. That said, of course the comic authors were trying to up the angst and sympathy, that’s what authors do. But just because the ‘good’ and popular kids were told to support each other in the face of possibly freezing to death and pirates doesn’t mean that the weird and difficult ones weren’t getting shat on elsewhere. 

Another Fic Rec Post

As promised~

Ok so here’s the fic rec nonny asked for. If you’re interested in past recs, I have a tag called ‘fic rec’.

Slam By Smarty0007. I love Smarty’s stuff, and I’m sure I mentioned this at one point but didn’t officially rec it because it wasn’t done yet and I like to stick mostly to completed stuff for rec lists. This story uses that little fact we learn in the V-day episode about Arnold hearing beautiful music when he likes someone and if that’s not enough to be interested in reading it, Helga also performs slam poetry and rocks at it. So basically, two things I LOVE to see explored in one story.

Craigslist: A Love Storyby theps118confessional. All of K’s stuff is so great, ok. I actually drew something for this, because I loved the fact that Helga has pink hair and puts it up into buns when she first meets Arnold. Now that it’s complete I can officially rec it here too. This is an AU where the two don’t meet until they’re adults, and it’s all thanks to Helga being a) hella bored and b) trying to get Phoebe off her back about spending Christmas alone which all leads up to her posting a Craiglist ad offering to be someone’s terrible date to bring to the holiday’s unavoidable family get togethers. Three guesses as to who ends up actually taking her up on the offer, the first two don’t count. This is honestly one of my faves because not only do we get to see Arnold and Helga falling for each other despite not growing up with each other, we also get Helga interactions with Arnold’s entire family, Gertie especially, and I love it. Its also has some very funny moments and it’s full of schmoop, which I love.

Acceleration of The Bus and Other Feelings By Alexandra7. This is a really cute one shot of Arnold realizing that he’s fallen HARD for Helga and all she had to do was unknowingly do something that’s been known (to us anyway) to work before. Of course, it doesn’t help that he was already falling for her anyway. I can seriously see this happening too, where he realizes he’s at the point of no return because of something she unwittingly did that hits him with the force of a bus (lol pun intended, if you read it you’ll get it).

Grand Fir By Lachesism. Lachesism’s writing is always top notch, and this is such a great one shot it actually had me tear up a bit. When Arnold and Helga were kids they made a promise to meet each other on Christmas years from then, how long is she willing to wait for him? And will he actually show up for something that was promised years ago? It’s all in Helga’s POV, and we even get some nice moments with Phoebe and Olga as well, and what happens at the end brings everything together and I suck at explaining things/doing it justice so just read it you won’t regret it. It is a great shortaki Christmas fic.

Heart-Shaped Box by Reinamy. I’ve already gushed about “The Sensation of Falling” before but honestly all of Reinamy’s stuff is so great, and this is another favorite of mine. After seemingly never being able to get away from a certain someone no matter what, Helga ends up frustratingly getting stuck in an elevator with him, and learning things she never knew in the process. Question is, can she survive until help arrives to get them out of the predicament they’re in?

Fragile Moments By Angelic Guardian. Super cute one shot detailing Arnold’s slow realization that he’s fallen for his tormentor, as well as how things turn out after he does. I really like seeing things from Arnold’s perspective and noticing just how he gets from point a to point b on his feelings for Helga. This story does that really well.

Future Fern by Aiyta. I’m kind of a sucker for ‘present selves meet past selves’ type stuff and this is done really well and it’s super cute. Arnold, Helga, and Gerald decide to check out an urban legend Phil tells them about and get sucked into the future where they need to find a way back to their own time, with the help of their future selves. They learn things about the whole gang along the way and about themselves especially. This also takes place after FTI when Arnold’s trying to grapple with the whole thing and his own thoughts on what happened between Helga and himself. It’s full of schmoop and I love it.

I think this is enough for now, again I’ve rec’d other fics in my tag so be sure to check those out too!

melemillion  asked:

for the question meme you just reblogged: KiriBaku with 3, 9, 15, 18, 23, 31, 42, 46 && TodoKami with 1, 8, 19, 25, 27, 35, 41, 44

Domesticity questions

KiriBaku

3. how did the relationship start?

It started two years after Kirishima confessed. Bakugou is slow in the uptake of that thing called feelings. Though they did remain very close friends even after Kirishima confessed. It was only when Kirishima is choking from soda that Bakugou realized that yeah, he’s in love with this guy.

9. do they act different in public and at home?

They actually don’t. They’re both very natural around each other, just like the way there are since the beginning. Sure the more intimate things like kissing only happens at home, but other than that, everything is basically the same.

15. what habits of the other drives them crazy?

Bakugou’s habit of asking anyone he just met if they wanted to fight him. Because seriously, he always does this omg.

Kirishima’s habit of living his socks everywhere drives Bakugou insane.

18. who uses all the hot water?

Kirishima does. Bakugou actually don’t use them. He doesn’t like bathing with hot water because he gets sick, so he lets Kirishima use them all.

23. who steals the blankets?

There’s no need to steal a blanket when Bakugou is a human furnace, in Kirishima’s most humble opinion. Bakugou on the other hand, would like to steal that blanket because Kirishima’s body temperature is lower than normal, thank you very much.

31. what do they do when they’re away from each other?

Actually, they call each other but not all the time. They allow each other to do their individual thing, and both are always content to just hear the other’s voice whenever they could. There are no constant updates of what they are doing because they may be together, but they are also separate people. Though if one is on a trip (say with their respective family), they send pictures to make the other jealous (”This place looks nice; I bet you wish you were here.”) 

42. what are little gestures they do for each other?

The soft, gentle, and comforting touches they offer each other when one needs comfort. The way Kirishima remembers what each smallest shift in Bakugou’s body language mean. The way Bakugou runs his fingers on Kirishima’s hair when Kirishima is upset by something, like a mission gone wrong. Those kind of things.

46. (added) morning routine?

Kirishima is the only one who actually had a morning routine tbh.  Bakugou sleeps till noon, and Kirishima knows not to wake him up. Though he would watch Bakugou sleep before he gets off their bed.

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TodoDenks

1.how did they first kiss?

It was actually an accident. See, Todoroki tends to not pay attention to where he was going, and sometimes, when you don’t pay attention… you tend to bump in to someone.. namely Kaminari Denki aka the crush. 

8.do they have pets?

They want to have one, a cat maybe, but they don’t know if they can take care of it. So no. They don’t have a pet.

19.who does most of the cleaning?

Bakugou.

No one can trust Todoroki and Kaminari to clean after themselves. Their apartment will look like a dump site if not for their good bro.

25.who does the groceries?

Not Todoroki; he had no idea how to grocery shop, and certainly not Kaminari; he will overspend on unnecessary things.

It’s Bakugou. Save him.

27.who leaves their stuff lying everywhere?

Both of them oh my god. Socks everywhere. Worn clothes on the coffee table.

35.how often do they go on dates?

No time for “real” dates, but their dates always mean “doing something together that isn’t hero duties”

41.what would they do if the other one was hurt?

It really depends on what kind of hurt. Hurt caused by their own clumsiness? Kaminari would be laughing his butt off at Todoroki; when it’s Kaminari who’s hurt, Todoroki will just pat him on the head or something. But when it’s caused by someone else? Well there’d be hell to pay. Hurt Kaminari in anyway and Todoroki will not hesitate to use his fire side to burn the culprit to crisp.

44. do they feel they see each other enough, or do they have activities that take too much of their time?

They definitely see each other enough. They share an apartment after all. Plus, they do work on the same hero agency. So they definitely see each other all the time.

anonymous asked:

Your top/bottom! Hux ideas concerning your fics were so interesting. Have you got any headcanons for kylo? I'm just asking bc I really love your rens lol and I can't get that ~you don't fuck like a nice guy ~ part from wild honey out of my head

Let’s see the other side of the coin, then! :D [The ”is Hux a top/bottom” post is here, explaining that I don’t give too much significance to it, because I think it’s just a preferance.]

I’m really happy to learn that you liked that sentence in Wild Honey, and I think it sums up what happens to him in that fic. He’s still Ben; he’s trying to be a good boy, and he’s been holding back with his previous partners. (There were probably like, two-three of them.) He’s self-conscious about everything he says or does or how he looks like, so his snarkiness is a sort of defense-mechanism. Hux makes him let go and embrace his Kylo-ness, the identity he’s been repressing. When Ben goes to the date, he expects to get something from Hux, and he’s ready to settle for anything thrown at him, basically, a pity handjob or a sorry makout would do. But he gets so much more: he realises he can be himself with Hux - the very self he’s been denying - and this identity wants to take. It’s consensual, it’s fun, but it’s also hungry and desperate and very much about self-discovery and power. 

In Bohemian Rhapsody, we don’t learn much about Kylo’s sexual history, but we do learn two imporant things: one, he knew he was gay by the time he was six, and his family was very open about it; two, he’s romantic to the bone. My headcanon for the fic was that he had mad crushes during his teenage years, but probably on persons who were unattainable: older than him, totally straight, or simply not interested. When he was still Ben, he was kind of mazohistic in this regard, and subconsciously seeked out rejection as a form of self-punishment for his (real or imagined) failures as a son, grandson, student or musician. 

Once his early teenage angst years were mostly over and he was around 16-19, he actively seeked out romantic partners for long-term relationships, but his relationships ended within a few months/weeks, partly because he started to take them much too seriously for his age. At this point he already started  rejecting Luke and Leia and fancied himself the ‘head of the family,’ the guardian of his grandfather - he was basically looking for husband material. He imagined his future in Amsterdam, living in a joint apartment with Anakin, having a lovely husband and maybe a cat; they’d all live happily ever after. He was anxious to make this future attainable so I think he was overeager and suited himself to his partner’s needs, whether they wanted him to top or to bottom, and he was quick to idolise them and declare that They Are The One only to be disappointed later.

When Anakin dies, there’s a period of grief when Ben doesn’t allow himself any sort of joy or pleasure. He’s sent to work with Luke, and his grief slowly gives way to repressed anger. First he’s masturbating excessively, having no desire to have any sort of human connection, and being closed off from the rest of the world. Then he hooks up with a male nurse from the charity and they become fuckbuddies, which lasts until Ben becomes too… Kylo, and the nurse asks him never to contact him again. He escapes to Prague a few weeks later. He’s spent three months there, having time to sort of cool down and work through his issues, but his dry spell is getting on his nerves - nevertheless, he can’t really trust his attraction to Hux at first. Then he’s quick to confess his love because he’s overjoyed that his Big Romantic Dreams he had given up on might just come true. I don’t think he gave too much thought to topping or bottoming. He’d have had Hux any way.

A similar pattern of maturing is present in Psychomachia: he throws himself at Hux, and he’s over-eager to please him at first, not even daring to top because he’s too afraid he’d mess it up - then he gains confidence, and more importantly, his relationship with Hux becomes less of an obsession and more like a trusting, two-way relationship, so although he panics the first time Hux asks him to top, he starts to prefer it. 

In the Suit Porn AU, I think Kylo doesn’t really question his position. He’s my most experienced Kylo, and based on his previous experiences, he came to the conclusion that everybody wants him to top: he’s massive and he’s very much in charge, he looks like and acts like a stereotypical top; furthermore, he has a preference to the twinky type. (Of course, twinks can totally top, but Kylo’s been more successful at wooking the submissive type.) He’s really pleasently surprised by how bossy Hux is, and he enjoys being ordered around by him, because no one really dared to do this to him before. They find great pleasure in breaking stereotypes and challenging each other. I’m sure Kylo will start fantasizing about Hux topping on Special Occasions pretty soon.

In conclusion, although I like varying headcanons for Hux, my Kylos are all like “I don’t give a damn as long as I get to touch you.” (Although it’s high time I’ve written him as bi/pan.)

Not dependent. Personally and emotionally bonded.

So in this moment, Olivia pretty much totally dismissed the fake boyfriend set-up having much of anything to do with Fitz, and placed it squarely on her and what she wants and needs. And apparently she wanted and needed Jake to be with her as part of this. Fitz and his feelings about it be damned. As @jamaicanheaux mentioned quite a while ago, “Olivia only pined for [Fitz] when she was within his presence” (and sometimes not even then…). Otherwise she was totally fine, because…well, we know why. But boy can she pine for some Jake. And as I’m about to ramble on about, no it’s not because of a dysfunctional or crippling dependency. She wants him in her life, and in many ways, she needs him, but not in order to basically function or live her life. 

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anonymous asked:

Do you study Shakespeare?. If you have had, do you have any kind of advice?, I love him but I'm new in college and I never had a class about him so I'm a little bit scared but I can't wait to study English Literature.

 OMG, YOU’RE SO LUCKY. YOU HAVE SO MANY GREAT STORIES TO EXPERIENCE AHEAD OF YOU.

I am just an amateur Shakespeare fan (although this will be seen by mutuals who have seriously studied Shakespeare- so they are encouraged to add on to this, please). I took an AMAZING Intro to Shakespeare course my first year in college that made a huge impact on my life (while I studied Computer Info Systems… whoops) and started me down a path that just got worse with time.

One of the great things about that Intro to Shakespeare class was how it was more about just helping us understand the context of Shakespeare in general and how he was pop culture not high culture. Almost the whole first day of class was spent watching a documentary on The Beatles with the simple instruction of “Every time someone says ‘The Beatles’ you should mentally replace that with ‘Shakespeare’.” 

If that class is still being taught today, I imagine the instructor might have replaced the Beatles documentary with the 60 Minutes segment on Lin Manuel Miranda and Hamilton this semester.

A few tips on taking your first dip into Shakespeare:

1. As David Tennant has been saying all over the place in the past few weeks: watching Shakespeare be performed is vital to understanding/enjoying Shakespeare on first exposure. Find WHOLE professional performances when you can, in formats where you can re-watch them and with subtitles/captions. And, ideally for your first exposure, try to find the newest performances you can- or at least ones made during your lifetime- as every production is skewed towards its modern audience.

2. I recommend starting with the comedies, if you can. Much Ado About Nothing, Twelfth Night, A Midsummer Night’s Dream are all good starting points. They have many things in common with modern romcoms and screwball comedies and are easier to follow if you’re just starting out because of that.

 3. Once you have the baseline visual context for a play, then reading (which is how your instructors will assign the plays) it becomes much easier. You can find just about everything via Google for free. But if you want hardcopies: for help with translation and ability to mark stuff up, get the Folger Shakespeare Library book editions. If you just want the plays: Dover Thrift Editions exist for this very purpose. I recommend getting the Sonnets this way. It’s also a good prop for when your mom wants to know how life at school is going and you want to send her a selfie to prove you’re super scholarly.

4. Watch as many different versions of everything as you can stomach and access. THIS IS THE FUNNEST. Once you have a basic understanding of the play, you get to see all the alternate universe versions of the one you know! Find the silent film version. Find the ballet version. Find the modern dress version. Find the modern dress version from the 70s. Find the audioplay version (check the BBC Radio Four site to see if any are currently available- they don’t region-lock audioplays!). Find the school down the street that’s doing a 1920s New Orleans-themed Romeo & Juliet directed by a former cast member of Power Rangers (real thing that happened). Watch She’s The Man after you’re familiar with Twelfth Night, The Lion King after you’ve seen a version (or three) of Hamlet, 10 Things I Hate About You after Taming the Shrew. And, of course, see as many live productions as you can. 

5. Experience with a buddy. Half the fun of Shakespeare is experiencing it with someone else and comparing and contrasting what you take in. 

6. Watch things ABOUT Shakespeare. Watch Shakespeare Live/The Shakespeare Show, the live show shot last weekend by BBC2 from the Royal Shakespeare Company that is about to be released on dvd as well as broadcasted to US cinemas in May. Watch all the episodes of Shakespeare Uncovered from PBS/BBC. Watch Shakespeare in Love. Watch The Shakespeare Code episode of Doctor Who. Listen to the cast recording of Something Rotten. Watch the dvd special features to any dvd of a production you can get your hands on.

anonymous asked:

It may make you angry, but I'm from Poland and I can't stand the fluffy-pinky-gay image of my country in Hetalia fandom. We're one of the most traditionalist country in the EU, a man would be probably beaten if he went outside in a fucking skirt. It sounds still ridiculous for me that two people of the same gender can marry, because it's illegal here.

Wow um, that doesn’t really make me angry i guess just?? a little taken off guard by this weirdly hostile ask out of nowhere lol. But here’s what I have to say:

I’m not sure how long you’ve been familiar with my blog or if u just decided to yell at a hetalian today and chose me at random, but I wouldn’t really classify myself as a fan of the “fluffy-pinky-gay image” of APH Poland either tbh. It actually makes me really upset when people just want to stereotype him as such based on the image that the fandom has dubbed for him, and instead overlook all of his history, struggles, triumphs, culture, and basically everything “Polish” about him. If you knew me you’d know I’m actually one of the most angry and disappointed people in the fandom at this because it constantly infuriates me with the way he gets categorized simply by the way hima drew him.

Idk there is so much to address in this ask I’m struggling to try and write this as eloquently as possible but forgive me i’m doing this at work so i may sound a lil jumbled. The deal is, it’s actually pretty problematic when people want to erase all that Feliks is and represents and just paint him up as “the gay character” or “transv****te cross-dresser” simply because he wore a skirt in a strip that made him fit that stereotype. There is so much potential to his character as far as depth and exploration goes that is often horribly skewed or ignored by other hetalians in favor of just reducing him down to “fabulous valley girl.” And to be quite honest its pretty ooc, but thats more of a different topic for another time.

Don’t get me wrong, I have a few qualms with hima myself and some of the problematic content that he’s decided to include in hetalia, but if you pay attention to Canon Feliks vs Fanon Feliks, you’ll notice alot of the “fluffy-pinky-gay image” has been forced onto him by young (lowkey homophobic) fans. The way Feliks acts in canon (if you take away the over-use of the “valley girl accent” that the translator chose to assign to him to match w/e Japanese dialect hima was trying to give him) you could actually interpret many things differently. By doing so, it’s much easier to see how strong, tough, charismatic, loyal, trusting, and deep he actually is. You see his strengths, his faults, his mistakes, his victories, his growth as a character, nation, and person over the years. You can see moments of happiness, sorrow, silliness, seriousness, moments of weakness, moments of power, moments of worry, moments of confidence, love, hate, regret, revenge, but above all…perseverance. So trust me, it makes me just as confused and angry when people want to ignore what a diverse -if not somewhat ironic/conflicting- character he is and instead change him around to fit what they want to see him as. I wish he was treated with more respect.

However

I understand how traditional the “real’ Poland is, believe me. I’ve been in this fandom for many years and you’re not the first “””real polish person”” I’ve seen get angry over aph poland. You’re not alone.

The thing about hetalia though, is that it is just an anime. All told through the views and thoughts of a japanese man. The story is intended to be a light comedy making fun of nationality stereotypes while simultaneously celebrating the history, culture, and people of each said nation. The intention, as I’ve also taken it (or choose to take it anyway), is to take the setup for these lovable, flawed characters, and kind of???? have fun with them per say…

People are free to interpret things, events, practices, and the characters themselves how they choose (generally speaking anyways). I think there’s nothing wrong with that as long as it’s respectful and not gross in anyway (again, another topic). So therefore, there’s nothing wrong with headcanoning Feliks as being gay. I understand how “the real poland” is set up and what their laws are (though I don’t claim to be an expert or openly discuss them as I am not polish nor do i live there, so i feel that is not my place) but there are so many other things to take into consideration before you come off as homophobic yourself.

One thing to consider, is how the same thing could be said for well over half the nations. To claim that a hetalia character “can’t be gay” because of politicians and a government party’s standpoint is pointless and irrelavent tbh. I’ve always felt it?? weird to try and tie a nation down to a specific time period or law when they’ve been around for literally centuries, and have witnessed and believed in all different type of social norms and morals and laws that evolve and change as time progresses. Its actually pretty closed-minded to expect thousand year old nations to buy into every single detail of present-day customs and viewpoints. Many of the more conservative viewpoints of many nations around the world are relatively new ideas as far as strict practice goes in comparison to the personified character themselves. Something that’s been an enforced idea for the last 50 years or so could just feel like a month or two to an immortal being lmao. But again, I believe most of it is up to interpretation.

I don’t want to speak for the lgbt in poland, or any polish lgbt throughout history as i don’t feel i have the right or enough adequate knowledge to do so, but a hetalia nation is supposed to be sympathetic to and feel the struggles and pain and happiness and glory of all their citizens. Regardless of what the political standpoint of the country is on (I personally believe nations choose not to align themselves with political parties in general as a conflict of interest would ensue) hima has stated time and again that the nations also have the ability to be their own person, and have their own views and standpoints on things that might not match the “majority” of the current political climate (ex. Germany himself was shown to be annoyed with and hated dealing with Adolf Hitler). So it’s not really fair to pretend like a nation has never-looked-at-the-same-gender allllll throughout history just like it’s silly to presume that all people are StraightTM until proven otherwise. 

Canon APH Poland, Feliks Łukasiewicz, the man who likes pink, the man who doesn’t care about gender norms or what kind of fabric he puts on his body because he’s old and has obtained a certain level of nation wisdom enough to know that not only is gender a construct and there’s nothing shameful about “””feminine clothing”””” (even though clothes are just pieces of fabric meant to cover your body and dont have genders lol), but has also seen all kinds or fashion and different types of clothing all throughout history and has worn frilly neck ties, jewelry, heels, makeup, and capes back when those were once considered to be “”masculine”” at that time period as well and remembers how fucking good he used to look in that shit and after all he’s been through knows that he has the right to rock w/e the fuck he wants, the man who historically, legally, culturally, and personally married to another man, the man who still remembers his childhood before he even heard of Christianity, the man who had one of the most tolerant and flourishing commonwealths in history, the man who has such strong ties to the romantic period and who, as a nation, is much more complicated than mortal humans could ever hope to understand……..is absolutely wonderful.

Now I’m sorry that lgbt representation and rights is lacking in Poland at the moment, as it is all over the world. Truly I am, and it makes me upset. I don’t know if you share those same homophobic and hateful views (your tone implies that you do), but the fight and struggle of the lgbt people is far to complicated and powerful to use as a playing chip on a silly Japanese cartoon, and i think basing a headcanon off of prejudice and hate like that is disrespectful to the nation, and to bringing that into a cartoon is disrespectful to the lgbt struggle as well and belittles it all tbh. But as i said before, that topic is best left for another day.

I’m sorry you felt so insulted by a cartoon character to come to my inbox about it, as if i have any control of what this fandom does to him, but I try to just look past all the forced, fanon garbage to see feliks for what he really is. A strong, tough, talented, complicated, fearless, resilient, yet still endlessly sarcastic, funny, mischievous person.

Do you not think that is a good tribute to the Polish people?

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Yep, she basically proposed too ^^

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Happy Birthday my handsome, darling Wonwoo ♥

Even though we don’t know
When our last will be
Even if something happens
And we can’t see each other

Lean on me

My darling WONwooI know I say this about pretty much all of my biases.. but you really did take me by surprise.. honestly, I was so set on having Dokyeom as my bias.. but deep down something did not feel right and as soon as I changed biases - everything kind of just fell into place, I have never had this happen before, it was amazing. 

Going from basically the last member I noticed (him and Dokyeom, for that matter XD) to my bias of SVT and also one of my ultimate biases (SERIOUSLY  - HE’S THIRD ON MY BIAS LIST. THIRD. IT TOOK DAE 4 YEARS TO GET TO 2ND AND YOONGI TOOK ABOUT 3 YEARS TO FINALLY KICK SEUNGRI OFF HIS THRONE. I JUST ><) - if that’s not an impressive feat than I don’t know what is haha.  

… you’re my answer
When things get hard, let’s hold hands
I’ll pat your shoulders
Sometimes, when you get tired from life
When things are hard, come to me

I love and adore everything about you. Your smile, your laugh, your grin, the way you rap, your singing, your sweater paws XDD, that little duck pout you do, the way you yawn (oh my lord, that was literally the only thing I remember about him from the first time I watched OFD - was the way he woke up and yawned- my little lion XD), when you become playful with your members, your figure (i mean seriously.. the last photo.. look at him - cue Shape of You by Ed Sheeran :P .. wonwoo stans, watch this at your own risk ISTG), how you basically look good in everything but OH MY GOD, YOU LOOK SO GORGEOUS IN RED ♥, how you have this wonderful dorky side regardless of how “cold” you may look and how that look melts away every time you smile anyway, how hard you work and how willing you are to better yourself - you are improving by the day and I couldn’t be more proud of you. 

It’s insane how simple it is for you to melt my heart and make me weak ><

You just entered my life with that gorgeous voice of yours (and he’s been singing non-stop this year, I love it ♥) and have turned my life upside down so much these past six months, you’ve brought such a beautiful light into my life and I’m able to find so much comfort and ease in you but also at the same time, you just drive me crazy XD and I couldn’t be more thankful for that and for you. 

Happy birthday, my beautiful love ♥ May it be as wonderful as you. ^^

Puppet Strings

They are both puppets, being pulled from above on marionette strings.

A small Reaper76 ficlet that I thought about the other day. Happens some time after Honorable. Mostly just Gabe musing on some things because he’s great for introspective things like that.

AO3 Link.


He was jolted awake by the thought of his mortality. Again.

Gabriel Reyes didn’t move right away; instead he just lay on his side, his eyes open, willing himself to take a deep breath to steady himself. Slowly, the cold feeling of the adrenaline shock dissipated from his stomach, leaving him feeling drained and foolish. He adjusted his body, checked his limbs, reminded himself that he was still alive. While that was enough to let the feeling seep away, it also left him feeling that much worse.

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Why Can't Anyone Hear Me? (Part 2)
Pairing: Phan

Genre: Angst

Warnings: Rape, Depression, Mental Issues, Cursing

Summary: Summary: Dan and Phil have a healthy, happy relationship that has been on going for five years and one day when they get into a fight, Dan wonders off to a bar to be hit on by a stranger.

Part 1

A/N: So this is chapter two to my infamous phanfiction. One person actually liked it and messaged me about it and it was fkn adorable and I love you. If this possibly gets 30 notes, I’ll update faster. That sounds like a deal, am I right ehhehehee. By the way, I love getting cute lil anons about my writing and like always, suggestions are always accepted.

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anonymous asked:

Hello, do you think you could make a Jason/Piper fanfic where Jason is punk and Piper is a skater, I feel like that would be cool

Run Me Over With Your Skateboard

a/n: sure, anon. it’s kind of different than what I planned originally, but here it is anyway.

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He could hear Annabeth laughing softly when Piper and Percy walked past them.

“Shut up,” he growled, feeling his face grow warm.

She stayed quiet until they passed, but once they were gone, she turned to him and grinned, laughing loudly. Her gray eyes were sparkling mischievously too, like she was dying to say something about it.

Jason wasn’t really sure how he got stuck with Annabeth Chase as his best friend. Well—he was actually pretty sure. They had teamed up when they were in the third grade, taking down all of their other peers at every sport during recess. They’d been best friends ever since, even when Jason had joined a band with a few other guys and Annabeth had started with her AP classes and tried out for track.

It was a bit strange, seeing the punk guy with the future valedictorian and star track runner. A lot of people teased them that they were going to get married and have a bunch of blonde babies but—no. Jason could easily marry Annabeth and be happy for the rest of his life, but it would just be like something was missing.

“But what I can’t decide,” Annabeth interrupted his thoughts. She was still grinning at him, and she closed the book that she had been reading. “Is if you have a crush on Piper or Percy.”

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