but I really wanted to include it so whatever

She Never Stopped Smiling

by reddit user Pippinacious

Fly was an odd kid, even by odd kid standards. I met her in sixth grade, when our alphabetically ordered last names landed us in adjacent seats, and she turned to look at me with a cheerful, gap toothed smile.

“Hi!” She said.

“Hi.” I replied quietly.

I was shy and intimidated by my first day in middle school, but she wasn’t the least bit nervous.

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So I’ve always been obsessed with @modmad ‘s art style and her comics, and to sorta congratulate her on her awesome kickstarter for TPOH, I wanted to draw her a little MagicStone! (Also I just wanted an excuse to draw Gladstone’s hair but woah woops it turned into this, great)

i don’t want to be weird, but -

Cas in S12E07: “Dean, plaid is not sexy.”

Dean in S12E08

Dean in S12E10

Dean in S12E19

I really don’t want to be that person, but ever since Cas let slip he doesn’t like Dean’s ‘lumberjack’ look, Dean’s stopped wearing plaid around him (Sam hasn’t, because why would he?). I mean, I don’t know what happens in between episodes, and apparently a lot does, but on screen, every single time Dean’s been with Cas after Rock Never Dies he’s chosen to wear a ‘normal’ shirt.

The only exception is S12E12, but, whatever, I’ll forgive that episode anything.

And, of course, for the purpose of this post costumes don’t count, so I haven’t included suits or anything, but just as a reminder, this is what Dean changed into after Cas’ bad-tempered comment - and I’m willing to bet half my liver those were not random clothes he had in his duffel - he went out and bought them, because lumberjack? I’ll show you who’s a fucking lumberjack. Dick.

i’m so sad because there are so many amazing groups that are being slept on right now, y’all let me take u on a journey

  • ok you like groups that make u wanna go hard as fuck??? then listen to 24K
  • even their cute songs have a dope ass beat
  • speaking of damn good beats BIGFLO have a lot of um they get u so pumped and ready 2 go
  • boy groups that can go from cute to deadly in 0.003 seconds?? then high4 are the ones for you
  • groups that have hella dope dance moves, acrobatics and r just complete dorks then hop onto the SPEED train for a life of tears and joy
  • i know u want the weirdest kids that walk this planet that make damn catchy tunes
  • will also love you with everything they have because that’s what MYNAME do
  • OH! and you want to write fanfic about them? no need my lovely, they do it themselves
  • u want there to be instrument playing and beautiful vocals? give Royal Pirates a listen
  • some good head boppin tunes, great rapping and infectious ass dance moves then pls love Cross Gene
  • they also got them intimidating looking members that are actually the biggest fluffballs u know what i mean
  • groups that go hard but also wanna stab u in the feels? u deffo for N.Flying
  • absolute losers that just want to have fun? heck they danced with animated penguins 
  • that’s right u guessed it.. UNIQ
  • oh ok so u want more of a hip hop feel rather than a cute boy group??
  • or maybe not bc they are the dorkiest, shyest lil babies ever. love madtown
  • i don’t even know how to describe hotshot they actually leave me a lil bit speechless they r just so good u will deffo not regret this decision
  • also body rolls for days i tell ya
  • Snuper are those mad dorks that u will fall in love with in all of 2 seconds, good luck
  • did u hear face off by A6P?? just listen to it u will be jamming for weeks
  • and the concept was so good
  • pls come back babies i miss u
  • B.I.G just give off a vibe that make u love them, take these losers in as ur own they r ur children now also all their songs are SO catchy
  • not to mention the hit song hello that will always have a special place in my heart
  • r cute girl groups ur weakness?? because my dear u will love Laboum
  • what about a group that work with whatever sound they take? also got some hot vocals and some nice beats to get u up or just to chill and jam to whatever u feelin BIGSTAR got it
  • i also just wanted to include hot boy because it’s the song of the century ok
  • boys republic just put so much into making some good tunes and some damn amazing mv’s like that shit is just so nice to look at i cannot recommend them enough i’m !!!!!!!!
  • M Crown??? That’s all i should have to say really just go listen to them
  • cute but not so cute boy groups? u feel me? also some good dancers and can work them hips oh my god i got u covered with halo
  • speaking of dancing if u into that then check out romeo plus they’re just so fun sounding and such a feel good listen !!!!
  • ok so back to the girl groups, u want a bit more after the cuteness. my friends, sonamoo are waiting for you 
  • what about the biggest dorks on this planet?? no i’m serious
  • i mean sure there is some questionable styling choices but u won’t even care when you listen to topp dogg because DAMN
  • also throw back to when they got brazilian waxes because i feel the world needs this trust me ok
  • the sweetest group to walk this god damn earth (also the dork level is pretty high) but hella pushed aside by their company
  • but still make absolute bangers from cute to sexy u got it all
  • why r boyfriend still not loved???
  • and finally, the ones most of you will know
  • stop
  • ignoring
  • infinite
  • dammit

ok i think i’m done, pls add more because there’s so many good groups out there that i want to know about too 

170618 // I haven’t made a post like this in a while, but I’m revising for an exam right now and it’s the last thing I want to be doing so I’m procrastinating (don’t follow my lead kids).

How I use Digital Notes

I’ll make a more detailed post about how I study at some point, but for now:

  • I use microsoft onenote, but you can use whatever program you feel comfortable with.
    • Useful features of onenote include the organisation into notebooks, sections, and tabs, search function, equation support, tagging, and formatting options (inc. different heading styles).
    • You can find really great posts about onenote quite easily if you’re interested in how it works (I would 100% recommend it).
  • Throughout the year I type up my class notes, summarising information and organising it into a sensible order.
    • This took a lot of discipline and I fell off the bandwagon quite a bit. I initially intended to type up my notes from the day every evening, but I found it’s more realistic to just do it as often as possible and to aim to finish each topic’s notes before I move onto the next one.
  • When I come to revise for exams I will rewrite and summarise my notes on paper (writing out notes helps me remember them, but this may not work for you)
    • When I’m doing the first few past papers I’ll have my notes with me so I can look things up until I can do a paper without them.
      • I find this is more effective than using the mark scheme to help as the mark scheme basically gives you the answers.

Why Make Digital Notes?

Obviously digital notes don’t work for everyone, but I find they’re much more useful to have than notes on paper, at least before you start revising.

  • The main benefits of digital notes are:
    • typing is faster than writing
    • search functions (depending on the program) to look up information quickly
    • neater and faster formatting
    • you can back them up somewhere else so you don’t have to worry about losing or damaging them
    • you can bring all your notes with you without it weighing a tonne (assuming your laptop/tablet doesn’t weigh a tonne)
    • copy and paste! Ofc use this as infrequently as possible, but it’s useful for quotes etc.
    • pictures without the effort of drawing or printing out and sticking in
    • cheaper as you don’t have to buy pens and paper as often
    • an excuse to bring your computer into school and then go online shopping and play games during really boring classes no I haven’t done this what are you talking about so you have access to google etc. to look things up whenever

Prioritising

  • The only reason I’ve managed to keep up with my notes throughout the year is because I don’t take any for maths and I’ve kind of fallen off the bandwagon for French (whoops). It’s a bit unrealistic to expect to keep up with all the notes for all your subjects (particularly if you’re doing gcses), so prioritise.
  • Subjects like maths tend to assess a skill rather than knowledge, so it’s probably more useful to do practice questions rather than make notes.
  • If you’re dropping a subject in a year and won’t touch it again make sure it’s actually worth making notes for the whole year.

In Class or After Class?

Whether you write notes on the computer during class or afterwards depends on the class.

  • I’ve got one particular teacher who flits back and forth between topics and often mentions things without going into detail because she assumes we’re too stupid to understand (not my favourite teacher ngl). So I use my laptop in her lessons so I can go back to topics we’ve already done and so I can google things to fact check (she frequently dumbs stuff down to inaccurate levels) and expand on points that she makes.
  • If you’ve got a teacher that tends to move super fast it might be worth having a computer with you as typing is generally much faster than writing.
    • If you can’t touch type learning is a really good idea, even just to improve the speed of your typing (I can’t actually touch type but I took a course until I learnt to use all my fingers when typing and now I type much faster). There’s lots of free online courses available.
  • Alternatively, you can just make all your class notes on paper and type up the important information when you get home.
    • This means you don’t have to worry about your class notes being neat enough to revise from; after you type them up you can file them or even throw them away to save space.
    • It also works as a review which is really good for putting the information into your long-term memory.
    • However it is also pretty time consuming so you’ve got to be super disciplined to keep on top of it.
  • In my school at a levels I’ve found it’s not too unusual to have a laptop out but it’s a bit odd to have one at gcses (idk about other schools). Obviously you shouldn’t care about what other people think, but if having your laptop/tablet with you will make you feel self-conscious and uncomfortable then leave it at home.
    • Also laptops and tablets are expensive and it’s understandable if you’d rather keep them safe at home.
    • That said, people do get used to it. Even if you’re the only one with a laptop/tablet, the novelty wears off quickly.
  • Some teachers don’t actually like students using laptops and tablets during class, so do check before you bring it in.

I hope this helped! Of course if you have any questions about this (or anything else) my ask is always open please ask me something

Here’s where I post this and find 56 typos :/

hey everyone! sorry to break it to you, but this is only a follow forever for my current mutuals. i DO wish that i could include everybody but tumblr is an asshole and for some reason won’t let me. so, maybe next time! but anyways, thanks to all of you who i do follow and to those that follow me but i’m a picky asshole and haven’t followed you back. hope you don’t mind! i’m so so happy that i remade my blog because it’s like the fresh start that i seriously needed to get away from all of the bad shit, toxicity and negativity on my old blog. even if it was there for five years, i’d rather enjoy my time on here than have so many followers or whatever. so, anywho, you’re all so amazing, thank you! here is the first follow forever on this blog and i hope to make many many more for different occasions. oh, i also almost have 300 followers on here already, so that’s pretty cool! thanks dudes.

to those who were not included, check out my blogroll!

# - @2d-alien

A - @abigailmarstons @aemlielacroix @aerospark @ashagreyjcys @aijack @alilstair @alistair-theirin @alloysobeck @anglaziegler @apocalypselesbian @arsuf @attonrad

B - @bagumbus @bi-bee @billielvrk @bioinshook @biostrange @bioterroristvandalism @bisexualjavi @blackasacrow @blazing-gigs @bloodysworrds @blurrysleeps @blvckjupiter @bonechrms @boristhepineapple @buckycap @busysleeping

C - @captainightingale @carjaaloy @cassidycaravan @chaseprice @chloe-the-scary-punk-ghost @chuckhansen @constantines @corvosblink @cursedcourier

D - @delzinrowe @dilexits @drunkenvvhalers

E - @eccentricwearsgoggles @elenafishher @elizabooze @ellie-miller-williams @elliewilliams @ellie-williams @elliewilliamss @emilykldwins @evilwvergil @eyebandages

F - @femsheped @fetch-walker @flopnia @flordewitt @freydiis @friendly-neighborhood-hufflepuff

G - @gamingmakesmehigh @garagepalaces @gavinodooley @gerard-butler @glassrunner @glennysrhee @greeneggsandgay @grizzlybara @gwen-stacies

H - @hanaessong @hanahsong @harryflynns @hawkebela @heartfulloffandoms @hero-of-pixels @hero-of-salmon-bay @hilariesjeffrey @hollowvergil @humanbiotic @hunt-trophy-hunters

I - @iheartlost @itsthelastofus

J - @jacbsfrye @jamiezepedart @javiergarcla @jjulikidman @joelmiller @johneigh @jordzthelord @jynsandors

K - @kaldwen @karolina-dean @katebichop @keelah @keyuni @kirkwallshero @kirsctein @kiwixiu @kiysumi @kkarnaca @kurusukitagawas

L - @lastofvs @lesbiyawn @letsdewitt @liamstewarrt @lightaya @lois-lane @lorigrimes @lottiepersonn

M - @maegnus @magicamina @marqotrobbie @maxbegone @maxcatfield @maxinecaulfield @mccre @mechpilot @mercysblaster @mikes-wheeler @misterfontaine @mothraya

N - @nanosboost @nathanspresctt @nethandrake @niinarosario @noxcitia @nykoload

O - @oblivios @oceanellie

P - @pathflnder @poison-siren @pressanybutton @prompt-0 @pun-kelman

Q - @quxxnkathryn

R - @rachelchloe @radiohysteriaaa @rennoftheraven-clan @reyskvwalker @reyesvdal @ricksmichonne @ride-0r-die @rxder

S - @sarabeaarr @seattle138 @serconos @shadestep @shivathequeen @silverseasofsummer @sommmbra @stanseb @stardvsts @storymodes @ssubject-delta @sunlitthrone @survivedawn @sweet-pea-clementine @symmetra

T - @taakotaccco @tealbloods @thefallingash @theghostbeaters @thiefs-end @thesamym @thewitchofthewilds @thievesintime @tikiere @tombralder @tracerism @trevorphilips @t-wnpks @tylerperryfightclub

U - @uponmytoes

V - @valkyriescreed @victoria-krueger @vindasity @vindicia @vixenvibe

W - @whoa-nelly @williamsellie

X - @xelliewilliams

Y - @youplayedmeout

Voice Ask Meme!

I think hearing people’s voices is really cool, but I haven’t found a voice meme I’m happy with, so I wanted to make my own! 

Here’s how the game is played: If you want to hear me do any of these, just send me the number(s) you want to hear and I’ll make an audio post! Include whatever specifics you’d like to hear me do in the ask - these are more guidelines than actual rules. Basically, it’s just like any other ask meme, only I speak the answers instead of typing them out!

1) Give an introduction! 

  • Put specifics in the ask

2) Read a poem!

  • Feel free to specify a poem in the ask

3) Read a passage from your favorite book or fanfiction. Alternatively, do a one-person-show of a scene from a movie or play. 

  • Feel free to suggest a passage or scene in the ask. If you want me to do a dramatic reading of Green Eggs and Ham, I will. 

4) Tell a joke. (Preferably a really bad one)

5) Tell a story from your childhood. 

  • Feel free to suggest a story in the ask, like asking me about the first time I did x, y, or z!

6) Tell me about the most exciting thing you’ve ever done or would like to do. 

7)  Tell two truths and a lie, so that people have to guess which is true. 

8) Give an instructions on how to preform a task of the asker’s choosing. 

  • Example: If the ask says “teach me how to dougie,” you must give vocal instructions on how to dougie. 

9) Can you record yourself speaking in different languages/accents?

10) Sing a song, if you dare!

  • Feel free to suggest a song in the ask! (If I don’t know the song, I might sing you something else instead, but I promise it will still be worth your while.)

Feel free to reblog so more people can play!

anonymous asked:

Could you point out the differences between a kangal, malakli and anatolian shepherd?

ah yes, the subtleties of the fawn-with-mask-turkish-livestock-dog-things!  ill use turkish line dogs so you can see really what the breed differences are traditionally, instead of western/euro examples of the breed which are different than middle eastern “true” shepherds

so, its like a dog thermometer but with aggression and size

turkish-line anatolian shepherd! not huge, on the lankier side of the spectrum while still being strong and sturdy. pretty much exclusively used as livestock dogs and dont do anything in fighting, although they can also be companions.


getting bigger now! kangals are a little more aggressive, a little wilder, per say. very territorial, suspicious, blah blah blah. used in fighting, but still also used as livestock dogs!


now we’ve got the big guns! malakli are the largest of the turkish shepherds, very aggressive animals and were actually bred from kangals (most say they were mixed with big mastiffs and other fighting dogs, though the exact origin to my understanding is unknown). they are pretty exclusively used for dog fights, dont do any livestock work, and tend to be the most mastiffy in appearance and often have the wrinkly faces.

now ill be totally honest, malakli and kangals often look very similar, and less “typey” examples of each breed are hard to tell apart, particularly since malakli have kangal roots anyway. likewise, a lot of kangals, especially the thinner ones, look a lot like anatolians because those breeds are also related. so really what im trying to say is that all the turkish breeds are kind of a hot mess of within themselves and they all sort of look similar and have very mixed purposes and are, quite honestly, probably still interbred with one another. the line where one ends is vague and malleable; landraces are not distinct “breeds” the way modern kennel club dogs are, and while the differences do definitely exist they are subtle and alien comparatively to how clubs view dogs. 

Watch WHY WE PROCRASTINATE AND HOW TO STOP IT here.

We all know it, we all do it, we all struggle with it: procrastination. No matter how often we think “today’s the day”, we’ll find at least 5 excuses to skip that one point on our To-Do List - again (and again, and again).
Before I will talk you through 3 easy steps on how to stop procrastinating, I’ll tell you the one and only reason why you are doing it:

You simply haven’t decided to do it yet.

Whatever it is you want to do, if you keep pushing it further and further, finding excuses and ways out, you didn’t decide. Thinking about doing it isn’t deciding. Putting it on your To-Do List isn’t deciding either, and trying to go for it until it gets uncomfortable is nothing more than a sad attempt to decide. Think about it - its actually true, isn’t it?

To ACTUALLY go for it and therefore, to STOP PROCRASTINATION, these 3 easy steps helped me heaps:

  1. Find out what keeps you from deciding and find a solution. Is it fear of failure or are you too scared to step out of your comfort zone? Question yourself: isn’t the fear of never trying it out and possibly experience success bigger than the fear to fail trying? And is your comfort zone usually the place where the magic happens? (Hint: never darling!) Figure it out and decide to (or not to) go for it.
  2. Once you decided, point the moment during the progress where you are usually stopping - and find a way around it. Whatever it is, it can be solved by either finding a way closer to your goal which doesn’t include the annoying part or (more likely) getting some help - friends, (business-) partner, coach, professional. Note: this is not about “ahh I’m just not able to get out of bed” (for that case, skip to point 3), this is more about “I really want to, I really like to and I’m really fighting for it but no matter what, I can’t handle this one thing about it”.
  3. Stop making it negotiable and stop thinking about it before you are actually doing it. You decided to go for it, so its not questionable anymore. Make it as much of a duty as brushing your teeth or going to work. Get a positive mindset about it (think about the outcome, the goal you’ll reach soon and the progress you are making rather than the uncomfortable stuff) and what personally helped me the most: don’t think about it before you are doing it. As soon as you start to think about it, your brain tries to figure out a way around it (see, its not even your fault).

(little extra motivation: everything you include into your routine becomes a habit after one month. so it’ll get easier, and you’ll start loving it, I promise!)

Lets take going to the gym as an example:

  1. Whats the problem here? You can’t get out of your comfort zone. Think about how bad you want to be healthier, fitter, more toned, more active, or whatever. You actually really want it, and every time after the gym you feel incredible. So its definitely worth a little ass-kicking: here we go, you decided to go for it.
  2. The point where you always stop is when you lose motivation. Your action now: find some. If a gym partner motivates you, find one. If fit girls on social media inspire you, follow them and if you need a personal coach - hire one. Don’t be afraid to invest in yourself btw, this is the best place your money can go to!
  3. Get up in the morning, pack your gym back and don’t think about it. Grab it when you leave the house and enjoy your day, live in the moment and focus on what you are doing right now. When its time, start heading to the gym without even wasting a thought about it - I mean, if you are going to the toilet you won’t waste a thought about the “why” either, would you? And if a thought about fitness is accidentally crossing your mind, channel it in positive energy straight away: you are going to kick some ass tonight. You can’t wait until your progress is showing off. You can’t wait for the amazing feeling afterwards. And sooner than you think, you’ll be standing under the shower thinking “yas gurl!

I hope this is helping you to overcome procrastinating habits, and start moving closer and closer to your goals. Watch the full video here. By the way hi and welcome to every new follower on here, so happy about every single one of you. Feel free to message me, I’d love to get in touch with you! :)

You’ll hear from me soon gorgeous, xx

Caged (3)

Synopsis: What happens when Loki meets someone who actually calls him on his bullshit instead of running and hiding?
Word Count : 645
A/N: Hit me up if I missed any tags guys. Sorry this one is a bit short, I just really wanted to post.

Part One - Part Two

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When you told me to contemplate the world, what did you expect me to picture in my mind? A map? Some floaty cosmic energy? You know what I actually did see? Katara, Sokka and Toph. I saw the Kyoishi Warriors, The White Lotus, the monks who raised me, and I saw Zuko. I don’t know how to “contemplate the world” without first thinking of the people I care about. Including Zuko.

Sinful Delights(Christian Yu x OOC x Jungkook AMBW)

SOOOOO Of course I have a thing for pissing of my best friends and really fucking them up when I need payback. I had to get payback against this little hoe for lying to me about a certain someone. BUT ALSO i saw a LOT of people talk about both Christian and Jungkook so I thought why not do it? But this is for her. For my.. “Angel” ;) @silhouetted-beauty

A light knock on you and Christian’s shared apartment door alerted you that someone had come to see you both. Though you didn’t know of anyone coming to see you and your lover it appeared his friends tried to pop up all the time to hang out with him, and occasionally you had a friend who came over to visit you but never as much as Christian. Pushing down the hems of your shorts and your ‘borrowed’ shirt that you stole from Christian you opened the door smiling a bit too widely once you saw who was on the other side of the door.

“J-Jungkook?” You asked softly as you opened the door wider. “What are you doing here? Aren’t you preparing for tour? Or your comeback?” You hurled questions at him left and right causing the male to laugh as he looked down at you.

“Noona you’re always such an eager girl.. Aren’t you?” The way he asked that, or maybe it was how he looked down at you. Regardless your nose flared as you watched the male cursing your height for a second.

“Whatever Jungkook. What are you doing here?” You asked again crossing your arms over your chest.

“I came to see your boyfriend.. I know he is here because I just texted him. Could you let me in?” He asked taking a step towards you but you blocked him shaking your head.

“No, unless you answer my questions first.” You said in a matter of fact tone. Jungkook seemed a bit surprised but it didn’t stay there long before he was shoving his hands into the confines of his pockets and you had to admit he looked good. Baggy blue jeans, an open plaid red and black shirt with a black V-neck under it and his beloved timberland boots.  His brown hair curly and some fringes falling into his eyes.

“To answer your questions, I already told you why I’m here. There is no tour for another month but we are preparing noona we are BTS and we are ready. Also, the comeback isn’t happening until next month so can you please relax for me? I mean I know I’m your bias and all but you don’t have to be so worked up over me.” Jungkook teased brushing past you to slip in the house as you tried to collect yourself from falling over or having your mouth drop on the ground.

“USED TO JUNGKOOK! YOU USED TO! I LOVE YOU ALL NOW!” You shouted at the back of his head as you shut the door walking into the apartment. You were going to kill your friend the next moment you got your hands on her.

Christian looked up at Jungkook as soon as he entered the front room. He smiled widely and reached a hand out to slap with the younger male’s and you moved to sit on the couch right beside the table Christin was positioned at. They started to chit chat among each other while you were furiously sending death threats to your best friend as fast as your fingers would move on your iPhone 6s plus.

“Hmm. I see your dilemma. Angel can you give us some time alone?” Christian asked and you stopped looking up at the both men. Christian used that nickname of yours always knowing that you loved it and you would always respond. ‘I have wings’ right back to him. You tilted your head watching them both huffing as you shook your head feeling like you wanted to stay around both male’s. You did love all of BTS but Jungkook did used to be your only bias and you had to admit he was fine though you hated to say that to anyone most of the times.

“Do I have to?” You drawled out looking up at Christian letting a pout grace your lips because usually he gave you whatever you wanted. Including your way.

“Well, no you don’t but since this is personal I will be stepping inside the room with Jungkook. If Lori wakes up I’ll bring her in here.” Christian said about to stand when Jungkook grabbed at him shaking his head appearing anxious as his eyes shifted between the pair of you.

“Hyung we can let her hear. I actually wanted her input on things as well.” Jungkook seemed afraid to really read your gaze but he looked in your face when he wasn’t so nervous. You found him to be cute and endearing. Christian noticing the way you two seemed to look at each other he sat back down. It was no secret you used to have a crush on Jungkook. Well it was to him until he heard you and your best friend arguing, about the male and you had denied him for so long.

“So, what is this about?” You asked sitting up and throwing your phone to the side giving them both all your attention and deciding to wait to finish chewing out your friend. Christian looked at Jungkook smirking slightly and though you didn’t like that look you weren’t going to say anything to him about it now.

“Jungkook here just had some concerns about sex that’s all.” Christian said testing the waters.

“What? I thought you got a lot of action the way you handle yourself on stage.” You teased not really registering what you were implying. Christian’s eyes grew wide and Jungkook choked on his spit but he felt proud nonetheless.

“Have you ever heard the saying sex sells?” He teased as he watched you. “I’m not a virgin by any means but I don’t have the time to just go out and get myself laid with how much I work. But like now I occasionally find free time to get out of the dorms and sneak around.” Jungkook explained to you as he relaxed a bit feeling more comfortable now that he was talking to the both of you.

“That makes sense. Well, what are you really worried about? Sex is best learnt through experience.” You stated with a soft smirk on your lips thinking about all that you and Christian had done in the time that you had been together.

“Well that’s the point, I don’t really have anyone..” Jungkook mumbled as he played with his fingers and you continued being quite oblivious to what was going on.

“I’m sure you can find someone! Jungkook you’re handsome, an idol and I’m sure you could make one post or even look at someone and they would be ready to give it to you.” You smiled comfortingly not seeing the daggers that Christian were giving to you.

“Well if that’s the case. Why don’t you help him out?” Christian asked reserving his facial features. You couldn’t believe what he was saying. You stare at your boyfriend with almost wide eyes tilting your head.

“Excuse me? Why would I when I’m dating you?” You said rolling your eyes as if it was common since.

“Well that’s the beauty of it.” Christian stated sitting up to look at you. You were beyond done with the male at this point and you had so much to say to him. Before you could get a word out Jungkook was pipping in cutting off your oncoming fighting match of volume.

“Yeah noona because I was thinking.. Like you said those girls would be my fans. And I don’t want to risk having a one-night stand with them or anyone else even if they are famous. It can lead to a scandal and the groups image as well as mine could be ruined.” Jungkook was speaking lightly but when he saw you weren’t really buying it he sighed softly. “Noona you are dating Christian which is why I know you wouldn’t go tell on me or to report anything because it would hurt you and him. And I’ve also told hyung this a lot but you’re very.. Beautiful. It only helps that you’re his girlfriend. I had honestly thought about this for a while but I didn’t know what you or he would say until he brought it up to me that you were a fan.” Jungkook said wrinkling his nose as he watched you. Your eyes shifted to Christian and back to Jungkook before you pushed a hand through your puffed up curly hair.

“And you’re okay with something like this? We aren’t inviting a girl into the mix.” You replied frowning as you stare at him and he chuckled shaking his head.

“I mean, of course I was against it. But I know that you used to have a crush on him. And I want to give you anything you want angel, I also want him to be safe and do it with someone he trusts. Considering he doesn’t go out and explore much I thought it would be kind of hot to see you play with someone. But I get to make the rules. I get to tell you both what to do and when and if I don’t like it I get to say stop. And you can’t cum inside of her. Anywhere but in her mouth or her pussy.” Christian said as he looked at Jungkook and then back at you.

“Okay but I don’t even bias just him! I bias all of BTS!” You tried to reason again cursing everything to hell at this point.

“Well if you can’t do it for me or yourself or him. How about you do it for BTS?” Christian said with a smirk dancing on his beautiful lips. You sat there and thought about it for a second and you were torn. Yes, you wanted to do it and yes you knew it was once in a lifetime but you were unsure about the consequences afterwards. Having more feelings for Jungkook when you fought so hard to get rid of them. Both men watched you, waiting for you to give the final verdict.

“Alright then. If you really don’t have any problem I don’t mind helping out.” You finally gave in with a sigh leaning back into the couch. As soon as those words left your lips, Christian got up to shut the bedroom door so that Lori couldn’t get out right away if she woke up. Christian moved back to sit on the chair beside Jungkook as they both watched you.

“Stand up and strip off your shorts and panties.” Christian said a bit too eagerly. You shook your head laughing as you stood up. You were slightly nervous but you didn’t want that to show now because you wanted Jungkook to think you were so sexy and such a different girl from all the rest that he has had or will have. You gripped at your shorts and undid the buttons before the zipper letting the fabric fall off your chocolate smooth thighs and onto the floor. Next were your white lace panties that were slightly see through. You bent over to pull them off before you sat on the couch once again.

“I want you to touch yourself, get all nice and worked up for us.” Christian said with a husky voice and you knew he was becoming excited already. You stared at him for a second before you lifted your legs to place against the end of the couch and spread your legs wide. You brought two fingers up from your left-hand sucking on them and getting them wet letting your silver and pink tongue piercing glide over the digits and once you were satisfied with how wet they were you moved them down to your pussy and started to immediately rub your clit moaning softly. Your head rolled to the side as you watched them, your toes curling as your fingers started to rub harshly against your clit and you cried out softly. Your hips pushed up against your fingers but you didn’t keep them there for too long. You moved one down to dip inside of your pussy causing Christian to groan and shift in his seat as Jungkook pulled at his pants trying to adjust himself. They were both getting excited watching how you fingered yourself, your free hand moved to spread your pussy lips wide so that they could both see your digit dipping in as deep as you could make it.

“Come on angel, I know that you can take more than that. Don’t be shy in front of Jungkook he’s a big boy who knows what you can give him. Be good.” Christian taunted and though your cheek were red you nodded, adding another finger inside of your pussy thrusting them both in and out of your pussy curling them as you cried out in pleasure. It wasn’t hard for you to find your own spot because foreplay like this was something you did from time to time and it also helped that you got off when the male was gone at work or out with his friends.

“Jungkook. Go eat her out.” Christian said softly after he watched you for a few more minutes. He wouldn’t admit it but he was growing impatient already and he wanted to get a taste of you for himself. You let your fingers move faster inside of your heart becoming more turned on by the command he gave to the male who was eager to get up and fall onto his knees in front of you.

“Jungkook.” You moaned softly as he grabbed onto your ankles to pull your legs further apart. Jungkook moved to push the long shirt up around your waist making sure he could see your pussy better. He gripped at your wrist pulling your fingers from inside of your heat and he started to suck on them, making sure he cleaned your juices off your fingers sucking on them until he was sure that he cleaned them off. He placed your hand beside your body and he moved to place a kiss against your pussy, your hand was quick to grip at his brown locks as you pulled him closer. He moaned against your heat, the vibrations caused your hips to shake lightly and buck against his face. Jungkook let his tongue slide up and down your pussy lips French kissing them before he dipped his tongue to flick against your clit. He nibbled slightly on the bud pulling it against his pink lips, his eyes locked on yours. His tongue was eagerly lapping up and down your slit and tapping at your entrance. Your hand pulled harder at his hair and Christian hummed standing up to get on his knees beside the male.

“Here she likes it like this.” Christian said softly, he pushed at Jungkook’s face gently careful not to hurt him. Jungkook got the hint and moved back watching as Christian caressed your thighs and slapped them once before he slid his tongue inside of your warm wet pussy. Your silk velvet walls wrapping around his thick pink tongue that was eager to taste you and fuck you until you were crying his name. His tongue grinding against your walls the tip of his tongue eagerly grazing your spot and then missing on purpose. He had you writing against the couch as he vibrated his tongue inside of you and moved to pull back with some of your juices on his face. “You think you can keep up with me?” Christian asked Jungkook as he slapped at your wet pussy twice causing your hips to push off the couch. Jungkook nodded his head and Christian gently pushed his head back towards your pussy. “Eat her out with me.” Christian winked up at you as the both started to slip their tongues inside of your pussy. Slurping and pushing their tongues deep inside of your pussy. Sometimes one of their tongues pressed against your clit, sucking and nibbling on it. You didn’t know who was doing what, but both of their tongues were magic to your pussy and you urged them both to push away but Christian pushed your thighs down against the couch diving face first into your heat and Jungkook followed his lead until you had one hand gripped into each of their head’s crying out as you came on Jungkook’s tongue. The lewd sounds of your pussy being munched on as they moaned against your heat was like music to your ears and as you were pinned down to take it all Christian helped you ride out your orgasm as your hips calmed down. You reached a hand up to shakily graze through Jungkook’s hair with a soft touch. He pulled back from you both of their lips and chin dripping with your essence that they each cleaned up.

“Jungkook, I want you to lay down on the couch and eat her out while she sucks your dick.” Christian said with arousal thick in his accent. You were shocked to find out he was so willingly and demanding with his wants for you. Jungkook who seemed more eager to comply now, he stood up and started to undo his pants and push them down his legs. You were a bit shocked to see that he didn’t have on any boxers. He took off his shirts as well and lifted you up, positioning you to bring your pussy over his face, one of your legs seemed to be trapped under the cushions at the back of the couch as your foot from your other leg pressed down against the floor. You looked down at his thick organ, you gripped at his shaft pumping him slowly watching him seem to swell up in your hand. Your hand moved against him before you leaned down to swipe your tongue piercing up and down his slit. He moaned out against your pussy, shuddering warm breaths against your pussy lips that caused you to moan out loud as you played with his head. He started to suck and flick his tongue against your pussy until he pushed it deep inside of your pussy. Jungkook moved his tongue up and down the expanse of your pussy making sure he left no area untouched while you worked on starting to suck on his thick shaft, it was big filling your mouth but you didn’t care one bit. You moaned around him, letting your tongue flick against his veins or any inch of his skin that wasn’t coated with your spit yet. You praised having piercings because it made men lose their mind whenever you went down on them. You felt your ass cheeks being slapped and kneaded and soon you were being spread wide, you didn’t have time to focus, your hands playing with Jungkook’s balls you felt a squeal leave your lips causing you to choke on Jungkook’s dick as Christian slid his tongue against your puckered asshole. He played with the rim, flicking at your asshole until it was wet and slowly he pushed his tongue inside of you groaning at the tight space there. Christian ate your ass out as Jungkook worked on your pussy, their slick tongues invading both of your holes and you continued to choke every time you moaned against Jungkook’s shaft. He groaned softly slapping at your hips and your thighs sometimes dragging his nails down your skin as well.

Christian played with your ass teasingly dipping his tongue in and out your ass before he felt you tighten your holes around his tongue as well as Jungkook’s. With one hand rubbing at your clit and your spot continuously being played with you couldn’t help but find your release again your eyes rolling back as you started to swallow around Jungkook who was breathing hard. Christian pulled back slapping at both ass cheeks before he bit onto them moving around the couch to grip at your hair forcing your head off his shaft as Jungkook helped you ride out your orgasm.

“I want you to ride him. Be a good girl and bounce that pussy on his dick do you hear me?” Christian asked growing against your lips as he kissed you hard on your lips. He slipped his tongue into your mouth letting your tongues battle for dominance as you moved yourself to pull down onto Jungkook’s lap. Your hand gripped at his shaft as you made out with Christian. Slowly you rolled your hips up and down on his shaft, coating his dick with your pussy juices you teased him and Jungkook didn’t know what was hotter, looking at your chocolate sweet pussy tease his dick, the way your ass cheek tightened up when you felt pleasure or how you were lip locked with Christian who showed so much dominance over your body.

“Noona don’t fucking tease!” Jungkook almost growled at you, Christian smirked moving his hand to slap at your ass cheek causing it to jiggle from the hit and he gripped at the flesh harshly pulling back to bit and suck on your bottom lip.

“Be a good girl and treat him right baby. Don’t get distracted by daddy.” He teased talking to you like you were younger when you were the eldest out of the both men. Nodding your head, you steadied yourself against his shaft slowly moving yourself to drop down on his dick. You moaned out his name softly as you watched Christian holding his eye contact as you sunk down onto his shaft holding him deep inside of you. Christian watched you for a bit as you rolled your hips and started to pick yourself up and drop yourself down onto his shaft. He was impressed with how you were doing so well for him. Jungkook moved to grip at your hips starting to slam you down as his hips bucked up. It seems his was tired of playing around, fucking you deep and hard he started to roll his hips up against yours fucking your wet heat until your juices were sliding out to rest at his balls. Christian moved back to strip himself of his clothes and gripped at your hair once again as well as his shaft. He tapped his dick against your lower lip watching as you opened your mouth trying to take him into your mouth. He chuckled softly before he was slipping his dick past your pink lips and you took the initiative. Starting to bob your head up and down his shaft quickly trying to get him off as quick as you could you used your hands to rest against his thighs knowing that he loved it the most when you only used your tongue.

You deepthroated him starting to pick up the speed as he rolled his hips forward burying himself deep into your warm wet cavern. Your spit started to slide down your chin as he face fuck you aiding with you to suck on his dick more eagerly. Jungkook continued to rut his hips against yours groaning in pleasure at how your ass bounced against his hips, he could feel his lower stomach tightening up because of how well you used your mouth on him and now your warm walls were sucking him and you were a beautiful sight to see before him. How you were taking both dicks to him was something so erotic he knew he would never be able to get it out of his mind.

“Christian, I’m about to cum!” Jungkook groaned out hoarsely and maybe you were provoking him by continuing to squeeze tightly around his dick eager for the curses and moans that slipped past his lips. He gripped harshly at your hips enough to bruise as Christian pulled away from you. Jungkook slipped out of you slowly and Christian picked you up as if you didn’t weigh a damn thing and moved to put you on your knees in front of the male. He slapped at your ass and aligned himself up with your pussy, slowly sliding back inside of you causing you both to groan out in pleasure.

“Clean off his dick. Use that mouth of yours to make him cum, I know you can do it slut.” Christian taunted in your ear as he pressed his chest against your back watching as you stroked Jungkook’s organ and went back to work sucking him off. You bobbed your head up and down trying to get Jungkook off watching how his chest heave and tighten up as he got closer to an orgasm. Jungkook moved to pull your head off his cock. He stroked his dick off in your face, quickly his dark eyes looking down into your eyes as Christian pounded into you from behind. He let your hips smack together as he swirled them and searched for you spot. Christian could feel his own orgasm approaching but he wanted to get you off first. His hand moving around your body to rub at your clit. He brought his free hand up to his mouth sucking on his middle finger and he slid it inside of your asshole that he had already stretched out with his tongue and he started to finger fuck your ass with his finger sometimes holding it deep inside of you to give you to feeling of being full. His hips snapped and rocked against yours, and your eyes started to roll back as you became incoherent with your words and moans. Jungkook was quick to slide to the end of the couch and he slowly released his white cum on your face in thick ropes making sure to miss your mouth like Christian wanted. He moaned out your name as he came stroking his slick shaft until nothing was left.

Christian thought the sight was so erotic, and he rubbed harder at your pussy slamming against your spot. Your ass was jiggling and bouncing back against his hips as he brought you to your end. Your mouth hanging open as your body started to burn and shake from his thrusts. You were a ruined mess cumming on his shaft and your hands were eager to grip onto Jungkook’s thighs to steady yourself as you got lost in pleasure. Christian was next to follow you cumming deep inside of your pussy holding you close with one arm around your waist. He groaned as he gave you a few extra deep thrusts making sure to bury all that he had inside of you. He slid his finger out of you and pulled you down with him onto the floor. Jungkook got up on wobbly legs disappearing and you were eager to know how he tasted so you licked off what of his cum landed close to your lips shuddering softly.

“You’re such a fucking slut.” Christian growled against your ear making you feel flustered but also extremely proud as you felt the twitching inside of you.

Jungkook came back with a warm towel rubbing your face off making sure to clean you off all the cum and he kissed your lips sweetly giving you a light make-out session. “If I ever need lessons again I know who to come to. Thank you, guys, but I snuck out so I have to go.” He gripped at his clothes and changed in front of you both before he left you both on the ground.

“So, what do I get another round with you all to myself?” He asked and you could hear Lori scratching on the door causing you to laugh.

“Sorry baby I think we woke princess up and she needs her daddy a bit more than I do.” You teased as he slipped from inside of you scrambling to get clothes as he yelled at his door telling Lori to calm down and you used this chance to grab at your phone and your clothes running to the bathroom to shower and get yourself off one more time.

anonymous asked:

bichie soulmate au, maybe?

Part One / Two / Three

My favorite of the soulmate AU’s is where whatever you write on your skin appears on your soulmates. However, a friend and I expanded on this a long time ago and included bruises and scars are shared as well, so GUESS WHAT I’M DOING

Modern!Soulmate!Bichie

Warnings: Hickies, mentions of sexual actions, jealousy

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Queue the infamous locker jam scene. And queue the infamous everything falls out of locker scene.

Actually, no, don’t do that. Why? Because in this masterpost I’ll explain multiple methods of organization that you can choose to follow or even create hybrids of in order to keep your school year as organized as possible.

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MAIN ORGANIZATION SET UP:

1.       The “3 inch” Binder

Yes, the quotation marks are necessary. By the end of the year this binder won’t feel like it’s only three inches but a million. The point of this method is to keep ALL OF YOUR PAPERS in one place at all times. There are many people who always struggle with losing papers and not knowing where they went. If that’s the case for you, then this is the perfect solution. Use a 3 inch binder to store all of the assignments of each class and you no longer have to worry about where your chemistry lab went or where you history essay walked off to. Many dislike this method due to how heavy the binder becomes, however it’s completely worth it if you struggle with the problem I mentioned.

2.       Multiple Binders

If you enjoy binders and feel they help you to stay organized, go ahead and use this method. Many people will go ahead and use a binder for every class. The reason for this is that they for ahead and take the extra step of having a section within sections within sections. If you’re an organization freak like me then go ahead and follow this method because I know I am. The only problem with this method is that there are going to be A LOT of binders so if you don’t have the space or time to go back and forth to your locker I wouldn’t suggest this for you.

3.       Accordion Folders

This is a similar method to the 3 inch binder. Have an accordion folder to keep all your papers in. The difference between this and the binder is the hole punch. However I do recommend the binder much more than this method because many resort to smashing their papers into the pockets which leaves a jumbled mess in the end. It’s also a lot easier flipping through a binder than looking through an accordion folder. (Also I completely forgot the actual names of these things so don’t go asking for accordion folders)

4.       Important Folder

Many people, including me, will have one folder to store any immediate papers that are important for that day or the following. This is a great addition to the 3 inch binder method because many times you won’t want to take out the binder and instead something quick. Go ahead and use a folder if this is the case. However, just like every other method, there is always a downfall that you have to be aware about. Unless you are an extremely disciplined person and tell yourself to put away the files put in that folder every night, more likely than not you will end up having a bulky folder filled with papers from the previous month. Since this is the case, you need to be strict with yourself about how you use this folder and make sure to actually put those no longer important, or immediate papers away.

ADDITIONS:

·       Planner

Ahahaha you thought you’d get through this masterpost without seeing a planner? NOPE. Planners are essential to staying organized so if you refuse to use one and are really struggling with keeping your school life organized, THIS IS WHY. Utilize your planner in a way that’s efficient for school. Write down all of your assignments and any specific events for EVERY CLASS. This is the most important part: even if that class didn’t assign any homework, STILL WRITE SOMETHING. Many times I try to think back to what I did in a class from a couple weeks back. By that point, no one remembers anymore. That’s why you should not only write down the homework, or “N/A” but also a quick bullet point/ gist of what you did in class.

·       Pencil Pouch(es)

Yes, this can even be plural. A pencil pouch is a necessity for school. Don’t rely on the little pockets in your backpack because more than likely, that won’t be enough and you won’t ever actually put the writing utensils back in their original place. If one pencil pouch isn’t enough to store all of your super cute and adorable stationery, then use two. I do. Don’t be afraid to just have one for highlighters and another for pens and pencils.

·       Notepad

This is something you probably won’t see in everyone’s organization system. However, it truly helps. I find there’s numerous times throughout the year where I need to create a quick list for whatever reason and absolutely despise having to use one whole sheet of paper in my notebook for something so small. Whether it be for an essay, a lab, the vocab list, or all of the un-motivational quotes on the walls, a notepad or to do list will do the trick.

LOCKERS:

For lockers, I always liked keeping mine simple. After 6th grade when I had all the sparkly crap and completely unnecessary carpet, I realized all it does is take up space. That’s why I would only include the following for your locker organization:

·       Locker Shelf

This adds space that would have previously been unused. They make lockers really tall and slim but don’t bother putting shelves already in there?? Having a shelf will give you that extra layer to store books and whatever else so it’s definitely a good utility to keep in your locker! Here’s something you should follow: you want your locker supplies to make space, not take up space.

·       Small storage container

I find that I always end up having all these small things floating around in my locker. These small objects just end up getting piled up in front of your textbooks and make it difficult to get to your notebooks, binders, books, etc. If you include a small storage box, you can put all of those things (notecards, extra pens, erasers, lead) in the container and viola! No more junk piled up in your locker.

That’s it for lockers! Like I said, keep it simple. Your locker isn’t your room or where you even spend most of your time in. No one is looking at how cute it is either. Truthfully I wouldn’t even include a magnetic pencil holder as that takes up space and falls if it becomes too heavy. It’ll become a hassle instead of a help.

BACKPACKS:

My only tip on how to keep your backpack tidy is to have a specific place for everything. Don’t think too much on this and just put the supply in whatever place you think of first. If you make your system complicated you won’t actually follow it and end up with a messy backpack. For example, laptop should go in the laptop sleeve (super simple), calculator in the front pouch and binders in the biggest/main part of the backpack.

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And that’s all I have for school organization! I hope this helped in any way possible! It sorta became super long but ah well, there’s a lot of information that I hope you all can utilize.

Question of the day: Is there anything in this list that you are definitely going to include in your school organization system this year?

Also! Don’t forget to check out the rest of the series and what’s to come HERE!

Ahh this series is almost at an end and truthfully I’m so surprised with myself for getting this far. I’m glad I’ve been able to help many of you!

-much love, studyessie ♡

tips for ppl with hyperempathy from a fellow hyperempathetic pal

• dont be afraid to blacklist tags on tumblr about negative stuff. even if it’s incredibly important, i know it makes me v stressed out

• it’s ok to hate drama and not want to watch tv shows/movies/whatever that include arguments or fighting.

• a lot of people nowadays who aren’t kids like stuffed animals so people won’t really think you’re all that weird if you bring your stuffed animal everywhere

• it’s ok if your empathy fluctuates!! it’s ok if you only feel empathy for inanimate objects!! it’s ok if u have hypoempathy! all ‘not normal’ levels of empathy are super ok and there are lots of people who experience them

• hyperempathy isn’t always a bad thing. we have a lot of love in our hearts. always try to remember that

It's my pleasure ♡ Grayson (smut)

A/N: Hello! :) so, I got a request for a thigh riding bullet point/would include but I wanted to make a drabble out of it because I didn’t had enough inspiration for a bullet point. Well, that didn’t really work out, haha… So this is a drabble/short imagine whatever you want to call it, but it contains thigh riding so I hope you enjoy. Xx

Word count: 1.120

This week had been so exhausting and you had been feeling really cranky as well. You had to drag yourself to work everyday this week and you were just done with everything. Every shift was so long that the only thing you wanted to do afterwards was go home and sleep for a few days. Today was one of those days.

It was currently almost midnight. The sky was dark and the stars were already out. You park your car next to Grayson’s apartment and step into the freezing cold. You had also discovered that winter wasn’t your favourite season. You wrap your jacket tighter around your body, lock the car and walk to the door of the apartment.

You let yourself in and bless Grayson for turning on the heating before you came home. As your toes slowly thaw you put your bag down. You don’t even take the time to hang up your coat and you throw your shoes next to the door. ‘I’m home!’

‘Y/N?’ you hear a sleepy, deep voice coming from upstairs. Your tired legs are somehow able to walk you upstairs and you almost triple, unable to keep your eyes open for longer than five seconds. As you enter the bedroom your bad mood is gone in no time when you see your boyfriend laying on the bed, eyes focused on the tv screen.  

Grayson Dolan never failed to make you smile, and certainly not when he was looking like the way he was… The pretty boy was showing off his biceps by only wearing a black tank top, his legs tangled in the sheets.

Suddenly you got this familiar tingle between your inner thighs, realizing to your surprise that you felt sexually aroused by the sight of Grayson. Maybe it was because you and Grayson hadn’t had sex all week (since you had to work so much) or maybe it was just because he looked extremely handsome, you didn’t know.

You walk up to the bed and crawl onto his huge body, burrying your face in his neck and sniffing up his scent. As always he smelled amazing. Grayson laughs. ‘Hi there, princess. How was your day?’

'Hmm… Not that awesome. But it’s already so much better now,’ you respond. Grayson chuckles and runs his hands up and down your back in an attempt to relax your sore muscles. It only left you feeling more aroused. 'My poor baby… I’m happy you’re back. What are those people at work even doing with my girl to make her feel so tired every day?’ he whispers sweetly into your ear. 'I know, right,’ you quietly giggle.

You prop yourself up onto your elbows and look at Grayson’s beautiful face. His lips curl into a big smile when he sees the look you always have when you’re in the mood. He looks at you for a short moment before he cups your face, his plump lips immediately finding yours. You let out a quiet hum against his mouth, encouraging him to go on.

He kisses your jaw hungrily and slowly trails down to your neck and collar bones. You quickly change your position and lower your weight onto him, straddling his right thigh. Grayson places his hands on your waist and pulls you closer. You take off your shirt and Grayson starts to plant wet kisses on your shoulders.

'I’m so lucky…’ he whispers. 'Gray…’ you desperately say as he unclaps your bra. 'Take that off too,’ Grayson demands, pointing at your jeans. His voice was deep and rough. You could tell he was turned on as well. You do as he says and you straddle his thigh again, this time only wearing your lace panties.

'I-I want to…’ you say shyly, but Grayson already understood what you were planning on doing. 'I know, baby.’ 'Are you okay with that?’ you ask, feeling your cheeks warm up. 'Y/N. You know how much I love you. You can do whatever you want with me.’ 'You sure?’ you ask again. It was important that he felt comfortable as well.

Grayson nods. 'Yes. Do it. Get yourself off… For daddy.’ His voice was filled with lust and his eyes were dark. The last word made your heart skip a beat. He never used that word, unless he was feeling kinky. You gasp when he leans in to bite your lips, smiling seductively.

He kisses you again and you start to grind your hips against his thigh. A soft moan escapes your throat, only to be swallowed immediately into Grayson’s mouth as his soft lips continue to move against yours. The soft hairs on his legs tickle against your inner thigh. You had never done this before, but it already felt amazing.

The warm flesh of his thick thigh against your crotch and the softness of his skin made you feel so incredibly good. And the thought that he just let you use him for your pleasure was so erotic, oh God. This was almost better than actually having sex with him. Almost.

His kisses are getting deeper and rougher and Grayson’s moans sent shivers down your spine. 'Shit,’ he breaths out. All of a sudden he gently squeezes your butt. Your lips freeze and your mouth drops as you feel your inner thighs tingle.

'Gray…’ you mutter, feeling a knot evolving in your stomach. 'I know, I know… It’s okay. Come for me, baby… Come on,’ Grayson growls against your mouth. 'I’m so… close,’ you whisper and place your shaky hands on Grayson’s shoulders, trying to find a grip.

The touch of his hands that were exploring your body combined with the feeling of his lips was enough to drive you crazy; it gave your hips a life of their own. You cry out a loud moan; his thigh muscles flex and the constant rubbing on your clit was too much to handle. Moving your hips faster and faster your vision begins to blur and your moans heighten. Your hands fly to his hair and tug at it sharply.

Grayson nibbles on your nipples in an attempt to drive you over the edge. He loved seeing you please yourself and it drove him crazy as well. Finally you come undone, a indescribable feeling spreading through your whole body. You close your eyes, enjoying every second of the feeling you were experiencing.

'Just… like…that…’ Grayson smiles and gently runs his fingertips up and down your thighs. You sigh and allow yourself to collapse onto his strong chest once you become too sensitive to move any longer.

'That was… incredible. Thank you,’ you say, pressing a kiss to his cheek and lowering your face onto his shoulder. You hear Grayson grin quietly. 'It’s my pleasure.’


~ starting a bullet journal ~

What is a bullet journal?

usually I describe a bullet journal to someone as a planner that you make completely on your own from a blank notebook. It can be a combination of a planner, to-do lists, sketchbooks, journal/diary, and so much more. Bullet journals can really be anything you want them to be. 

What are the pros and cons to bullet journaling? 

~ Pros: You can include anything you want/need with a customizable layout. It allows your creativity to come out, you’re not committed to a certain style, everything you need is in one place, and it’s just so much fun! Plus, the community is great. Seriously though, I just love how every bullet journal is unique and it’s whatever YOU make it! 
~ Cons: Bullet journaling is very time consuming, but if you’re like me who likes to relax by writing/drawing, this will definitely be great for you. It can be a little difficult to plan ahead since you can’t just flip to that week like a normal planner, but with a future log spread this will be easier. On off-weeks where i don’t have too much going on, my spreads can look a little empty and boring, but i just find ways to fill my pages, with doodles or stickers or whatever i want. 

What supplies do i need?

~ For starting a bullet journal, seriously all you need is a blank notebook and a pen. Although, people usually use many different supplies. these include: markers, washi tape, highlighters, stickers, rulers, erasers, pencils, post-its, colored pencils, even paint!
~ When choosing your notebook these are some of the communities favorites: Moleskine, Leuchtturm 1917, Rhodia, and Muji notebooks. at first I had a little extra money to spend so I got myself a moleskine which I loved, but i got tired of the squared notebook quick and got myself a $5 no-brand notebook from an A.C. Moore which I absolutely love! You don’t have to spend $20+ on a notebook for your bullet journal. Have an unused notebook sitting around the house? Use it! 
~ Notebooks come in squared, dotted grid, lined, or blank paper. Many people prefer the dotted grids, but any of these will work! this is personal preference :)
~ To see a list of my favorite stationery, click here.

What should my first few pages be?

Almost everyone I see starts off with their key. The key is composed of different symbols to use throughout your bullet journal for tasks, completed tasks, migrated tasks, appointments, notes, etc. My key is down below: 

~ Usually what’s next is the index. This is where you write down what page your spreads/lists are. I’m really bad at keeping up with numbering all of my pages and I usually don’t stick to my index, but as my bullet journal keeps filling up that index would definitely come in handy. 
~ For my bullet journal, what’s next is future planning so I can easily refer to this spread. I list every month and leave space for important dates and events. This is great for when I make an appointment or something is going on that’s months away and I have to save the date. 
~ For me those are my beginning pages, what’s next is my monthly and weekly spreads! My monthly is always first followed by my highlights spread for the month (basically another monthly but instead I write down a highlight/what i did for the day with an occasional doodle). Following my monthly spread I just do my weekly spreads for the month. My bullet journal is very simple, I don’t keep a habit tracker because I simply did not keep up with it. Instead I have a water tracker for the week (this is hard enough for me to keep up with)! I have a couple of “lists” or “fun spreads” but not too many. I mainly use my bullet journal as my planner. 

Now that i have the basics set up, what are some spreads i can include?

~ Of course you have your basic monthly, weekly, or even daily spreads, but with the fun of a bullet journal there is so much more to it!! 
~ I have made a master post of a ton of bullet journal pages, to see that click here

Other tips?

~ Just search the instagram and tumblr tags for bullet journaling, you will gain so many ideas and inspiration! Have fun now that you started your bullet journal (or are going to, don’t wait another day you won’t regret it)!
~ Don’t let all the pictures of “perfect bullet journals” discourage you. Bullet journals are unique, you don’t need the neatest handwriting or the most expensive supplies, as long as it works for you and you love it then it is a perfect bullet journal! :)

Have fun woo!! & please, message me if you have ANY questions ♡ 

MEET THE FAN/THEORIST MEME

This is an official petition to get a “Meet the Fan” meme started in the JSE community, much like the “Meet the Artist” meme. I want to get to know all of you, and I think it would be a really cool way of doing so!!

I guess it would usually include like:
Basic information (country, age, screen name)
Some cute lil drawings to accompany it of what you look like!!
What do you keep in your bag?
From where did you find Jack from?
Other cute little quirks about you!!
Hobbies?
What is your blog about?
Whatever else you want to include??

Can we PLEASE make this happen JSE community?? I want to know more about you all and make more friends!!

slickandsolangelic  asked:

Heya isis~! Tis phil sliding into your askbox again. I just really wanted to ask- is it me, or does V just come off as super submissive? Like, just relationship wise- he's really always been catering to Rika's needs throughout their relationship, but that was just him giving in to her and agreeing to do whatever she wants. He's never even been embraced, for the lord's sake, because he was only the one who had to do the embracing!!! (1/2)

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And like… I just really want to pour all of my affection onto him by the gallons, ya know? I think deep down he just wishes to be properly loved, and I hope the afterending includes that when it comes out. Thoughts, Isis? <3 (2/2)


YOU ASK FOR V CHARACTER ANALYSIS AND I PROVIDE. 

Evidently this will have SPOILERS FOR V’S ROUTE, so if you’re on mobile scroll down really fast!


Aaaaaah, I love your asks, I’m so happy you’re dropping by again! <3

This is a really complex question and I think it deserves a complex answer… And boy did this get long!

V’s submissive behavior has many reasons and it’s extremely layered, but it basically comes down to three things, in order: 

  1. How his childhood and teen years left him empty inside;
  2. His mother’s fate;
  3. And his lack of love.

Point #1 - His childhood: Jihyun is very submissive because he is empty inside. He’s kind and he’s gentle, he has an upstanding moral code and he’s overall a wonderful person, but he lacks a life purpose. Since his childhood he was shaped by his father and his tutor into becoming a businessman, a small marionette that repeats what his father says (Mr. Kim is so manipulative that he event poisoned his child against his own mother, and probably controlled his entire environment, too), feeding him pragmatic, cold, and even cruel life lessons, but eventually he awakens thanks to his mother’s help, and discovers a desire within himself (art) and his true call. 

However, at this point he’s been so damaged by his father’s intentions and the pressure to reach excellence, that he feels that, if he starts seeking a new goal, he’d make mistakes and essentially become a failure of a being. He was shaped to be something his entire life, and now his life foundation is being shaken to the core. As a consequence he keeps his fear of failure, but now has a desire to escape from the mold his father set for him and become someone else. He seeks something, but is too afraid to go for it, so he’s in an awkward middle point, where he is lost and has nothing to define him, nothing going on for him….

Point #2 - His mother’s fate: … And then his mother, very lovingly, taught him things he never heard. She encouraged him to seek his true self, to see beyond what his father wants (as did Jumin!). He was still under the influence of his father, so he was rather bratty towards his mother, rejecting her and questioning her lessons, even if they, very slowly, started to produce the desired effect… 

But then, she died. She died protecting him, and by getting her diaries, Jihyun could, for the first time, understand his mother’s point of view and see her inner mind, her struggles and fears. Now he had another kind of pain to add to his list, because now apart from his lack of purpose and fear of change he also has the regret of not understanding his mother’s love while she was alive, and not providing her with the love she deserved and wanted from him after such a tragic life. He couldn’t provide her love when she needed it the most, the love she desperately wanted, and therefore he became fixated with the concept of love…

Point #3 - Lack of love: … But that beautiful lesson his mother transmitted didn’t completely get through, because despite his desire to provide love, he didn’t know how, because there was not a single healthy relationship around him that showed him how it’s done. His father was a monster to his mother, the family he basically considered his own (Jumin’s) consisted of his friend and a man that switched women every other month, and he could never form a true loving bond with his mother because of his father’s meddling… How could Jihyun know what love was about? So for him, the idea of love became something idealized, something romantic, a pure, endless, unconditional love that is always there no matter what. What his mother never got, but deserved. Something that was always there, through thick and thin, and never stopped, no matter what. 

So we get these three elements: Jihyun’s lack of self and purpose, his regret over his mother’s fate and his desire to provide endless love without knowing what it is. What happens? Jihyun decides to make endless love his life purpose. He’d provide endless love, pure, unconditional love and that’s what his entire self would become about. He’d make up for not loving his mother, and he won’t have to take risks regarding his true life call in order to define his self. It was the perfect solution for him… And so happens that’s when he met Rika, someone that needed the love he was so desperate to provide… But it turns out she was the literal worst person for that, and it was a cocktail for disaster.

V doesn’t know what healthy love is, therefore he never questioned the fact that Rika was abusive and selfish. How could he, if he never knew better? For him, his life purpose was all about providing love to whoever might need it, in this case Rika, without ever doubting it. It was his duty to love her despite everything. He nurtured her, he loved her, he complied to her every whim, he took her to therapy and tried to help her get better, because all of that was his sole reason to exist, He was caught in the middle of doing his best so that she’d recover and fulfilling her every desire and whim, no matter what the cost was for him. 

Now, after this background explanation, let’s go to the core of your question: 

Jihyun is really submissive because he believes that’s what true love is about, and he thinks that if he doesn’t love “properly” (that means, unconditionally) he is worthless as a human being, therefore he takes all of Rika’s abuse because he believes that’s why he exists, to love her, but he never even considers that he also deserves to be loved back.

Jihyun is all give, and Rika is all take. Jihyun blames himself for everything, and Rika blames everyone but herself. It was an awful combination that ended with Jihyun being abused to hell and back, but with him believing that he deserved it and it was his life mission. He was a sun, meant only to provide for others, never to be nurtured himself. 

THIS IS WHY MC IS SO IMPORTANT IN THIS ROUTE.

Jihyun’s sole focus through the entire route is to keep MC safe… But what he didn’t expect was that MC’s focus was to help him back, too. MC’s insistence that he matters, that he’s important, and that he should look after himself helps Jihyun learn what true “unconditional love” is about. It’s not about giving your all to the point where you become a martyr, it’s about supporting each other, being there for each other, caring for one another and helping the other move forward. Because both people in a relationship are EQUAL. Therefore, he has to see his own worth and see himself as someone worth being LOVED before providing the love he wishes to give. Only then a relationship becomes equal, and only then unconditional love is meant to exist.

That was the lesson his mother gave him and he couldn’t understand.

Mrs. Kim loved Jihyun because she could love herself; she found in her child a reason to love herself, and keep living.

Now, Jihyun finds in MC (and the RFA) a reason to love himself, and by loving himself he loves her better, and gets the courage to find a true life purpose and his true self.

She Never Stopped Smiling

Fly was an odd kid, even by odd kid standards. I met her in sixth grade, when our alphabetically ordered last names landed us in adjacent seats, and she turned to look at me with a cheerful, gap toothed smile.

“Hi!” She said.

“Hi.” I replied quietly.

I was shy and intimidated by my first day in middle school, but she wasn’t the least bit nervous.

“I’m Eden, but nobody calls me that. They call me Fly, so you can too!”

“Um, thanks. I’m Stephanie.”

“We should be friends!”

“Ok.”

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