the saddest point in my life that i can remember is probably about a year and a half ago. this was the point in my life that i was really really struggling with my sexuality. i was really struggling with my identity and who i was and it was eating me alive.
so to compromise for the shocking lack of resemblance i have with Rei, i was thinking about doing lilith face patterns? GRANTED if i did it, i would do a much better job, that was just piss-ass free-hand painting.
also lowkey just thinking about making a purple mask so people don’t have to be disappointed in my lack of Reiness.
has anyone else ever noticed how when phil stares at dan he kinda stops thinking about everything else until dan looks back at him then he comes back to reality or how when dan looks at phil while he is talking he kinda stops himself and then just starts talking again like phil somehow took his breath away
best part is i dont think they realise they do this all the time