My healing came through obedience. I had to do what I had said, in that desperate moment, that I would do and do it unquestioning. When God instructed me to apologize to certain people, I did it. When He told me to bury myself in the Bible, to give up certain things of secular society, I did it. With every step I made, I grew more and more able to hear His “still, small voice” and to know what next was required of me.