bullshit that we go through

xxyourmistakexx  asked:

I feel a lot of people believe us to be confident and we are practically emotionless, but I'm insecure and have care too much too often. What do you think of this..?

I think all people are different and unique. Putting us all in one box bc of what the “typical” anything is, is just pointless and ignorant. Don’t even worry about the typical slytherin bullshit. We’re all going through different things and we all have gone through different things. I’m not 100% emotionless, I’m just really bad at expressing emotion. Plus i have a super bad resting bitch face XD It’s okay to be just who you are. 

batmaninja  asked:

Since LATB is potentially heading to certain things. How long do you think you'll end up making the story. Is there any end goal that you're hoping to have happen? Like a planned end to work up to?

not… really?? lmao I’ve never really had a projected plot for tlatb I just sat down one day and thought “what happens to ladybug when shes on her period?” and then things got… out of hand. to this day, im just bullshitting my way through new chapters as we go, and waiting until i find a natural stopping point that i like.

(im tempted to end it once Marinette reveals herself but im so much of a slut for post-reveal stuff ill probably keep going for a couple chapters)

Fuck corporate. We’re supposed to try to sell protection plans on certain items which is fine, WHEN I’m on the floor trying to get it on a laptop or printer. When I’m at the register and the only chances I get are to sell them on cheap ass flashdrives or staplers or whatever bullshit customers aren’t going to buy it no matter how I try to sell it. And now our numbers are down and I’ve got to go through all this bullshit training about how we need to focus on bigger goals despite the daily hustle. But I figure they’re barely paying me enough for one job, if they want me to do the job of two people and do them well they better start paying me like two people

gravelilies  asked:

hi im kin and starting to reconsider calling it kin because of the community but I still have two characters who I heavily identify with/as and they're a core part of my identity and have been all throughout my childhood. any tips?

well I mean, first off: you aren’t literally them. I could go on and on about how/why it’s impossible, and why it’s offensive to the creators, but you’re not here for my bitching. 

so! 

these sound a lot like comfort characters, which are not kin and not unhealthy in the least. you can totally identify with them, which is not blending fiction and reality. 

there’s this thing in teen/young adult psych called a moratorium – basically, an identity crisis. they are a natural part of your (our) development and they follow a cycle: at peace with identity, questioning identity, crisis, discovering better/more stable identity. I know I’m not explaining it well but i’m in class, lmao. this is just for the sake of simplicity/laziness. 

but to claim the identity of something that doesn’t actually exist in this reality? that’s stunting the progression of your “identity cycles”. basically, believing that you are a fictional character gets you stuck in the middle and it’s really, really bad for your development. 

 (btw, that’s not “neurotypical bullshit uwuwuwu”. it’s true for everyone, neurodiverse and non-neurodiverse. we all go through the whole “omg who am i???” stage.)  

so uh. yeah. the community: it’s gross. they do not agree on anything, they attack each other, they encourage mentally ill people to push themselves further into reality-distorting delusions, hallucinations, etc – that hurts them. badly. 

if you’re already considering leaving the kin community, yall know that by now. 

what I’d say (now keep in mind, I’m a student, not a professional), is to think about the reasons why you identify so closely with those characters. what do you have in common? a particular sense of humor? appearance? shitty past? disability? be sure that you know it’s something you share with the characters, not something that makes you them. those are parts of your identity, and also parts of their fictional identities. 

to leave the community, just remove your kinpage, remove your kinlist, and replace them with a “comfort characters” page or something that explains how much they mean to you. you’ve grown up with them, so it doesn’t make sense to cut them out of your life – but it doesn’t make sense to say you are them either. what does make sense is to establish that they’re a big part of your life, they help you, and they’ve helped you step back and reexamine who you are. that’s a really good thing. 


and you know what? you’re gonna get hate. 

but fuck it.

you’re you and you don’t have to cling to something like this. you don’t have to force yourself to fit in with a crowd who do nothing but complain, bicker, form cliques, and don’t encourage recovery/healthy development. 

good on you for distancing yourself from something that hurts a lot of people! 


(btw posting this publicly because I know a lot of people share this problem with you. i think this answer will help them, and it’ll also help them to know they aren’t alone. just lmk if you want it removed ) 

11 question tag

1. always post these rules
2. answer the questions given by the person who tagged you
3. write 11 questions of your own
4. tag 11 people

I was tagged by @martinandtheirbooks! So here we go here we go.

1. what is your favourite flower?
Cornflower. I like flowers, but I like them being in nature (or embroidery) because I’m not super good with plants.

2. which languages do you speak, and which would you like to learn?
Okay, here we go.
Fluent: Dutch, English. Good enough to bullshit my way through a conversation and read academic texts: German. Okayish: French. Just a little: Japanese. I can also read middle english, middle dutch, and medieval german.
What I want to learn: I want to learn Japanese properly. Actually finish this time. Also Russian, for some reason.

3. how do you take your tea (or coffee)?
I… don’t. Water is good, really. Still, I’ll drink tea (I’ll not drink coffee), preferably as un-bitter as possible.

4. any wise lessons you can tell from experience?
Don’t wait for other people to give you worth. Don’t give people that power over you.

5. would you consider a marriage of convenience with a friend?
Are you kidding me? Yes. Of course. 

6. is there a place outside your residence where you feel at home?
I.. don’t know.

7. what kind of locations do your dreams take place in?
I usually dream narratively, and they can take place anywhere. I’ve had secret magical underground sewers, haunted houses, forest with forest gods, post-zombie ruined cities, a dinosaur park, boats, real life cities, fantasy courts…

8. are you a spring, summer, autumn or winter person?
Autumn.

9. what do you wish you could talk to more people about?
Feelings. I know, yuck.

10. are adventures best shared or enjoyed alone?
Depends on the adventure. I’m gonna say shared, but you gotta have the right kind of adventure and the right person.

11. do you record and share life in writing or in images?
I write. Not usually about myself, but sometimes. Even when it’s not directly about myself, maybe it says something about me.

My 11 questions:
1. Fruit or vegetables?
2. What is the plant you’ve kept the longest?
3. Which of Propp’s archetypal characters would you describe yourself as?
4. What’s your favourite fairytale?
5. Give me the worst, punniest, funniest or most clever superhero you can think of. 
6. Do you turn up the heat or put on a sweater?
7. When you have trouble getting to sleep, what do you do?
8. Favourite mythological character?
9. Do you prefer to think of yourself as made of stars or recycled dinosaurs?
10. What is your favourite branch of science?
11. Name a narrative theme or plot device you hate.

So, first off. You don’t need to do it. Second, I don’t know who to tag so I’m going grab some people from my activity feed (who also follow me):
@wingedyera @brenna-ivy @martinandtheirbooks ( I know you just did this, is this awkward? is this gonna turn into an endless cycle?) @werewolvesstolemybooks @inspiringmatters @geekinthelowlands @inkdrgn @merhippigi-riders @navaeragreenleaf @badassnerdprincess @wildbutterflyblog

LISTEN UP 4CHAN FUCKLORDS.

THIS IS GOING TO BE LONG AND VULGAR. OH SO FUCKING VULGAR.


EVEN THOUGH I AM STILL RELATIVELY NEW HERE, EVERYONE HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT KIND TO ME. I WOULD ASK HOW MANY TIMES YOUR MOTHERS NEGLECTED YOU, BUT CLEARLY YOU WERE RAISED BY FUCKING PIGS. THIS COMMUNITY HAS BEEN A SECOND FAMILY TO ME. WE STICK TOGETHER.


WE WON’T TAKE YOUR SHIT.


<b> I </b> WONT TAKE YOUR SHIT.


I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE YOU YOU FUCKASSES TAKE THIS. YOU GUYS CLEARLY HAVE ABOUT AS MANY NEURONS AS A FOUR-LEAF CLOVER. I WILL RELENTLESSLY TRACK DOWN AND REPORT ALL YOUR SPAM ACCOUNTS. I’M SURE MANY OTHERS WILL AS WELL.

WE WILL WARN OUR FAMILY, OUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS, WHO ARE TRIGGERED BY YOUR BULLSHIT TO STAY AWAY. WE HAVE PEOPLE GOING THROUGH ROUGH TIMES ON THIS SITE. I HAVE REAL FRIENDS ON THIS SITE WHO ARE GOING THROUGH ROUGH TIMES. THE TAGS YOU ARE POSTING TO HAVE YOUNG CHILDREN LOOKING AT THEM. I’M NOT SURE HOW YOU CAN SLEEP AND BE HAPPY KNOWING THAT YOU ARE TRAUMATIZING THEM. WHAT, ARE YOU HOPING TO BE THE INSPIRIATION FOR THE NEXT EARTHBOUND-ESQUE GAME? WITH A BOSS INSPIRED BY RAPE AND BRUTALITY?


WE WE AREN’T GOING TO STOP WITH JUST BLOCKING YOU. I GUARANTEE THAT WE WILL COUNTER-ATTACK. TRAUMATIZE YOUR FAMILY. YOU START A WAR, YOU SURE AS ALL FUCKING HELL BE READY FOR A GOD-DAMNED COUNTERATTACK. EVERYONE ON HERE WHO POSTS PORN OR GORE OR NSFW SHIT TAGS IT AS SUCH BECAUSE WE DONT WANT TO HURT OUR FAMILY. MEANWHILE, OVER AT FUCKCHAN, YOU GUYS ARE TELLING PEOPLE THE RECIPE TO MAKE DEADLY GAS AND SAYING IT WILL MAKE BEAUTIFUL CRYSTALS. SHIT THAT WAS USED BY THE FUCKING NAZIS.


WE HAVE SOME PRETTY SMART PEOPLE HERE, SO YOU BETTER BUCKLE THE FUCK UP BECAUSE WE ARE GOING TO SEND YOU CATAPULTING INTO YOUR PERSONAL HE;LL FASTER THAN A FUCKING RAILGUN LOADED WITH MAGNETIC POWERS AS POWERFUL AS EARTH’S FUCKING CORE. YOU BETTER GET A HELLUVALOT OF MIRRORS, BECAUSE YOU ARE GONNA HAVE TO WATCH YOUR BACK AND SIDES, WHILE NEVER TURNING AROUND. BECAUSE WE WILL BE WATCHING. AND WAITING. WE WON’T HESITATE TO FIGHT THE FUCK BACK, MOTHERFUCKERS.


ANYONE SENSITIVE READING THIS, STAY OUT OF THE TAGS. i DON’T GET TRIGGERED BY GORE, SO I WILL BE ONE HE LOOKOUT, ALONG WITH MANY OTHER PEOPLE. STAY SAFE.


AND ONE LAST TIME, WATCH OUT FOURCHAN FUCKWADS.

Chapter 21: I'D Rather

Robyn POV:

I called and texted Chris to ask if he could come over but he hasn’t replied. I need to let him know that I miss him butmore importantly I miss us.  After thetalk with his mom I realized I have no more time to waste and no more games toplay. We don’t need to go through the motions of being friends first again;we’re in love with each other and I really believe that’s enough.

I hope he isn’t mad at me for some reason but it’s not like he would tell me. See that’s the difference between us; I have no problem with telling him when he pissed me off, but Chris will let stuff build up inside of him before he snaps.

But, enough thinking about that I need to organize this mess. My new furniture and bed has been delivered, and I have my clothes from Mel’s but I still need to get my other stuff from my old house. That’s an all day job in itself. I was finishing putting my new comforter set on my bed when the doorbell rang and that’s weird, because I’m not expecting anyone right now.

“Oh hey, what are you doing here?”

“I came to talk to you, can I come in?”

“Of course.” I said giving him a quick hug and he kissed my cheek.

I closed the door behind us and we sat on the couch.

“I’m glad you came by because I wanted to talk to you too.”

“Yea I know, but I really want to get straight to the point. I love you Robyn but I know you don’t love me the same way. I knew that from the beginning but I just thought over time you would grow in love with me, you know? Damn that sounds dumb when I say it out loud, but yea if Chris is who you want to be with you have my blessing, because I love you that much I just want you to be happy. You are my closest friend before anything so your happiness means the world to me Robs.” He said and I had tears forming in my eyes.  

Ugh I’m such a crybaby but seriously how great is this man? Even after I hurt him he still cares about my happiness.

“Thank you and Keenon I do love you, but you’re right it’s not the same love you feel for me. I love you as my best friend and I want you to be happy as well; you deserve it. You’re such an amazing man and any woman would be lucky to have you; shit if I was in my right mind we would be together…” I said laughing “but seriously I still want you in my life forever big head.”

“I’ll always be here forehead.” He said and I looked up to see Chris standing with an annoyed look on his face. When did he get here? Keenon turned and looked at him. They stared at each other and the tension between them was thick and apparent.

“It’s best I leave.” Keenon got up and walked towards the door. He and Chris continued to look at each other and I was nervous about what could happen next. I know Chris and what he’s capable of, but Keenon isn’t a punk either.

“Nigga what the fuck is the issue? You got something you want to say?” Chris said.

“Man chill you really don’t want these problems. I’m leaving out of respect for Robyn but don’t test me my nigga.” He replied and I saw Chris start walking towards him. I quickly stood up and got in between them. I’m not about to let a fight go down.

“Bye Keenon, I’ll talk to you later.” I said and he nodded then left.

“You saved your friend I hope you know that.”

“Please Chris you started it.”

“Why was he even here to begin with, when you told me to come and why were y’all sitting that close?”

“I didn’t know he was coming and besides why are you mad? You come here smelling like another bitch but you want to question me for having a conversation.”

“I don’t…”

“You do but whatever I didn’t call you here for this. I don’t want to beat around the bush anymore so I’m just going to come out and say it. I love you, I miss you, and I want us to be together.” I said and he didn’t say anything.

“What do you have to say?” I asked.

“Umm…nothing really just you can’t always get what you want.” This was not the response I expected.

“What is that supposed to mean?” I asked folding my arms.

“Exactly what I said, it’s not a complex statement.”

“So you don’t want to be with me now.” He just shrugged his shoulders.

“Really Chris?”

“If that’s what you interpreted then hey…”

“Why is your ass being so difficult?”

“I’m not being difficult, but you always have been.”

“What?” I’m confused and I’m becoming pissed now.

“We were together over a year so you know what I mean when I tell you that. You think just because you say you’re ready to be in a relationship now I’m just supposed to jump and agree. You’re always like that with every situation but newsflash baby the world doesn’t revolve around you.”

“You’re really on some other shit right now and we agreed to stop the bullshit.”

“Yea we did and we’re not about to go through any. Sometimes I swear you think I’m supposed to bow down to you.”

“I’ve never once said some shit like that and if you felt that way you should have said something.”

“You don’t say a lot of things but it’s your actions that do all the talking. That’s why I can’t rock with you on that level right now. You got a lot of shit you need to change within yourself and so do I.” He said and began to walk towards the door, but I stopped him.

“Why are you acting like this? Is it to teach me a lesson? To give me a taste of my own medicine? If so that’s fuckin’ childish.”

“I’m not doing it to teach you anything but if you learn something from this well good for you.” He said then left.

I didn’t stop him this time because I’m not in the business of chasing any man, and I think that’s what he wants me to do. I have done so many things out of my character for this man it’s ridiculous. However, my mind is saying give up but my heart is saying fight for our love. I broke down in tears not knowing how to handle this.

“God please work this out for me.” I said.

Chris POV:

I quickly walked out of Robyn’s house feeling horrible but that wasn’t going to make me go back in there. I reached my car and Jaden was preoccupied with his phone. I laid my head on my steering wheel and zoned out.

“Yo pops where can I take Brandy for our date? Like somewhere cheap but doesn’t scream cheap, you know? I was thinking dinner and ice skating. Girls like that, right?” He rambled on and I remained silent.

“Dad are you ok? What happened in there?”

“Nothing, she said she wants to be with me and I said no.”

“Why though? You know that’s not what you wanted to say.”

“Because she needs to understand that she can’t always have what she wants when she wants it.”

“I know you told me to stay out of grown people’s business but this is beyond childish. You just made it sound like she’s a child asking for a toy.”

“She acts like a child.”

“No offense but sometimes you do too. Just think about all you have put that woman through and yet she still loves you, and wants to work it out. I’m sure she has done things to hurt you and vice versa but that’s where forgiveness and love comes in. I don’t know much but I know love is not always pretty however it’s important to try and work through whatever the problem is. The worst thing is living with regrets and you’ll regret this decision later.” I looked up at my son surprised at how mature he has gotten.

“So what do you suggest I do? I’m sure I made her mad at me.”

I can’t believe I’m asking my teen son for relationship advice. I’m supposed to be helping him with these types of problems not the other way around.

“Nah if she asked to be with you I’m sure she’s more heartbroken than anything, but I suggest you go back in there and get your woman. You know what I noticed with adults is y'all like to do certain things thinking y'all have plenty of time left to make it right when y'all don’t. It’s time to stop playing games before it’s too late and not only that it’s pathetic. Ms. Robyn is a great supportive woman and independent. She loves me and Skai and she doesn’t want you for anything other than your love, how can you do better than that? Especially with so much trash running around.”

“Damn son you’re right.”

“I know.” He said in a cocky tone.

I got out the car and handed Jaden my keys.

“What do you want me to do with these?”

“I’m trusting you to drive yourself home and I do mean home. Don’t go to none of your little friend’s house, don’t be speeding, don’t have the music blasting, do you hear me? I know how long it takes to get from here to the house so I will call your grandma in exactly 30 minutes to make sure you’re there. Don’t make me regret this boy.” I said and he nodded. He started the car and eased off slowly.

I know once he turns the corner he’ll do what I told him not to but if he gets pulled over that’s his ass. I proceeded to open Robyn’s door and seen her on the couch with her face buried in her hands.

“Robyn…” I said and she looked up.

“Chris wha—I mean I thought you left.” She said wiping her tear stained face.

“Nah I’m still here. I came back in to be real with you about what I want and to talk to you with some sense.” I sat down next to her and allowed her to speak her mind.

“Go ahead Robs you have the floor. Say whatever is on your mind.”

“Ok well…as you know I’m in love with you. The thing is I’m tired of trying to date other people knowing how much I love and want to be with you. I want you to be the person I lay next to every night. I want you to be my husband and the father of my children. I want to go through the good as well as the bad with no one else but you. When you hurt I hurt, when you’re happy I’m happy. We’re made for each other baby. Feel this…” She said taking my hand and placing it on her heart, and I could feel her heartbeat.

“You’re the only man who can still make me nervous with just a touch and make my heart beat like this. You’re the only man who can turn me on with just a simple look. You’re the only man who has my heart I can’t give it to another and I don’t want to. You’re the only man I want to ever be with. Many months I have laid alone in bed thinking was it really worth the wait and deep down I always knew it was because there is no other man I would rather feel this way about.” She said and I stared at her.

This is what I’ve been waiting for. I was waiting for her to pour her heart out to me and be honest about what she wanted, and not put on a front.

“I don’t even know what to say, but first of all I honestly apologize for the way I spoke to you a moment ago. I was being stupid and I didn’t mean it, but what I’m about to say I mean every word. You already know I feel the exact same way about you Robyn and I want everything you want plus more. When I look into your eyes I see my entire future. You’re the only woman I want to be with for the rest of my life and I can’t wait for you to have my last name. I want to be together permanently too. I love you so damn much baby I don’t think you truly understand.”

“Believe me I understand and I love you just as much. This time there will be no running away from our problems or walking out on each other. We can’t do that again.” She said and I agreed.

“There’s something I do need to tell you since were moving forward.”

“No leave it alone babe. Whatever happened before this point is the past so leave it there.” I nodded and leaned in to kiss her but she blocked it with her hand.

“Nope go brush your teeth and rinse your mouth out with mouthwash. Scrub your lips and tongue.” She said in a serious tone and I raised my eyebrow.

“Why?” I inquired and she gave me a nigga you know why look. I went to the bathroom and found a spare toothbrush. I did what I was told without any hesitation.

“Better?”

“Much better baby.” She said with a smile.

“There’s that smile I love.”

I pulled her closer to me and she wrapped her arms around me. I didn’t think we would get on the path to our happiness together but we are and I know we’re going to work this time around.  I know this is God’s plan for us, He made us for each other.

I passionately kissed her lips but then I remembered I need to call my mom. I quickly made the phone call and she assured me that Jaden made it back safely. I focused my attention back on my baby and picked her up to carry her to the bedroom, because it’s time to properly make up.

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I exited the shower and wrapped a towel around my waist.

“I didn’t know you were awake.” I said when I walked out of the bathroom.

“I just woke up. We could’ve showered together but I needed my nap.” She came towards me and put her arms around me.

“Shit I don’t have a problem taking another one.” I said.

“Of course you don’t.”

“When I get back we can do some other things.” I said licking my lips.

“Where are you going?”

“I’m going to talk to Mya real quick. You trust me when I say I’m just going to talk to her, right?”

“I’m going to trust you Chris.”

“Good I’ll be right back babe. Can I borrow your car?”

“Sure you can.”

“Thanks.” I pecked her cheek and continued getting dressed.

I pulled up to Mya’s and before I could go knock on her door she opened it, and two women were leaving.

“Oh hey Chris.” She said greeting me with a hug and I walked in her living room.

“Come sit down I want to talk to you.”

She did as I asked and waited for me to speak.

“Mya you’re a sweet girl but it’s not right for me to string you along. Robyn and I just agreed to work out our issues and be together.” I said and a look of disappointment came across her face.

“I knew you were still in love with her but I’m not angry. You can’t help who you love so I understand.”

“We can still be friends if you want.”

“As long as Robyn is ok with it, I would like that.” She said with a smile.

“She not that type, she’ll be cool with it.”

“You sure? Because the way she give me death glares says otherwise.” I laughed at her statement. My baby can kill somebody with a look.

“That’s just her sometimes and she was mad because she still had feelings for me. Y'all just have to get to know each other.”

“I don’t mind getting to know her.”

“Ok well I need to get going.”

“Alright and Chris thank you for being a man and coming to talk to me face to face.”

“No problem Mya.”

I hopped back in the car and made my way to my lady’s house.

Robyn POV:

*1 Month Later*

Things between Chris and I have been great. It feels amazing to have my man back for good and not to mention the sex is better than ever, and I didn’t know that was possible. I can’t get enough of him and vice versa.

“Sis what are you thinking about?”

“Huh? What do you mean?”

“You just completely spaced out.”

“Oh I wasn’t thinking about anything in particular.”

“Hmm you were daydreaming about the D.” Mel said and I laughed it off.

“Girl you’re crazy. I am not thinking about that.” I stated.

“You’re lying and your face is turning red.” I rolled my eyes and my phone started to ring.

“Hey baby.” I said with a grin.

“Hey, how is your day going?”

“Really good I’ve been thinking about you.”

“Oh is that right?”

“Yup, so how has your day been?”

“Pretty good, what are you doing besides thinking about me?”

“Out with Mel doing a little shopping for the house.”

“Tell my sis I said hey.”

“Mel Chris said hey.”

“Hey bro…”

“You heard her?”

“Yea and oh are you still coming over tonight for dinner?” Tonight is the night we tell the kids we’re together and I think they’ll be ok about it.

“Of course I’ll be there at 6:30 no later than 7.”

“Alright well I’ll let you get back to your shopping and I’ll see you later. I love you babe.”

“I love you too honey, bye.” I said and hung up.

“Y'all are so cute it’s sickening.” She said jokingly.

“Shut up hater, do you like these dish sets?”

“Eh they’re ok I like these better.”

“Oh I love it, see that’s why I brought you with me.”

We continued shopping for another hour and then I dropped her off at home. I quickly went to my place to change clothes.

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I pulled up to Chris’ house and got out my car.

“Hey baby you look beautiful.” He greeted me with a peck on my lips when he opened the door.

“Thank you, you look handsome.”

“Ms. Robyn!!” Skai said running full speed towards me and I bent down to hug her.

“Dinner is ready come on.” She tugged at my arm and guided me towards the dining room. It was a nice layout. Jaden was already seated and busy texting on his phone.

“What’s up Ms. Robyn?”

“Hey Jaden.”

“Were you responsible for this lovely setting Skai?” I inquired.

“Absolutely.”

I took my seat and Chris brought out the food. We said grace and began to eat.

“This is really good.”

“I did alright.” Chris said.

“My daddy isn’t telling the truth, my granny made this.” Skai tried to whisper to me from across the table.

“Little miss mouth almighty, zip it.” He said and we started to laugh.

We finished eating and continued to engage in conversation. After 10 minutes of just talking Chris gripped my thigh under the table signaling me that it was time.

“So kids I have something to tell you.”

“Ok what is it? Am I getting a car?” Jaden inquired. Chris looked at me and grabbed my hand.

“No, I thought we discussed the car situation. If you want one you have to get a legal job to buy it or at least come up with half.”

“Fine, what do you have to tell us?”

“Well Robyn and I…umm we love each other and we are together now.”

“How do you two honestly feel about that?” I asked.

“Was this supposed to be a surprise? Man pops you already know how I feel. I’m cool with it and as long as y'all are happy that’s all that matters. Ms. Robyn you’re a wonderful person and I can’t think of another woman more perfect for my dad. I haven’t seen him this happy in a long time.”

“Aww Jaden and what about you Skai, how do you feel about it?” She got up from her chair and walked over to me.

“Even though you tried to tell me different, I still knew you loved my daddy.” She said hugging me tightly.

“I do sweetheart, I do very much.” I said with a tear escaping the brim of my eye.

“Aww family hug.” Jaden said joining our hug and Chris did as well.

I couldn’t be happier right now.

anonymous asked:

islam means submission. pure islam, untouched by western morals and values, believes peace will be attained when the world converts to islam. the qu'ran and the hadiths and the various interpretations of sharia law that were put forth by the pedophilic muhammad and his followers, successors, and scholars, are misogynistic, enforce gender roles, and are deeply rooted in homophobia and anti-semitism. get your head out of your ass.

1) when in the quraan does it say that peace will be attained when the whole world converts???? like living in a muslim country, learning my religion my whole life NEVER have i heard anyone say this, or anyone try and teach this to me 


2) here is a thing from the sharia law:  “ A Muslim woman can only marry a Muslim man and a Muslim man can only marry a Muslim or Ahl al-Kitāb . He/She cannot marry an atheist, agnostic or polytheist”

when the sharia law was made it was made as a strategy to spread islam - so this meant when you get married you marry someone of religious belief and in islam the religion of the father is passed down and taught to the children so islam as a religion can grow, and in order to do that you would have to be able to reproduce which meant heterosexual marriage would be much more popular AND i will talk about how homosexuality is in fact NOT haraam in my next point


3) In the quraan and the ahadeeth, there is literally NO word for homosexuality, there is no word that translates directly from arabic into english that means “homosexuality”, when looking up homosexuality and islam online, most people that go against it will call it “the sin of lut and his people” or something along the lines, but it is UNCLEAR what the actual sin is and is most likely oriented around rape, violence in sex, incest, and beastiality, these things oppose islam because they cause pain/disease, and homosexuality does not, this whole sin of lut thing may have been changed around to create the awful stigma around homosexuality in islam. 

ANOTHER point that people bring up to say that homosexuality is haram in islam is that sodomy is one of the greatest sins, but sodomy doesnt even??? mean????? homosexuality?? and it just means taking it up the butt which isnt necessarily homosexuality so ??

i also want to mention the fact that allah created humans with a mind that has freedom of choice and animals without, if muslims say that being gay is unnatural how come animals WHO HAVE NO CHOICE can be gay 


4) ISLAM MAY JUST BE THE LEAST MISOGYNISTIC RELIGION, honestly this is such a bs thing that people bring up because SOOOO much evidence in the quraan has things that bring up women?? here are some examples i found (and there are many more)  

 The Messenger of God (peace be upon him) said: “The most perfect in faith amongst  believers is he who is best in manner and kindest to his wife.”

[3:195] Their Lord responded to them: “I never fail to reward any worker among you for any work you do, be you male or female — you are equal to one another.”

“[49:13] O people, we created you from the same male and female, and rendered you distinct peoples and tribes, that you may recognize one another.”

before islam the arab world would bury newborn girls alive, and then when all of these suras came the whole dynamic of how women are viewed changed - there are islamic countries today that put down women but i promise that this isnt rooted from islam?? if you think islam is misogynist, then why the fuck are there more women in the government of the UAE than there are in america? fuck you 

honestly youre telling me to get MY head out of my ass when if you just googled “islam and womens rights” there will be so much proof of equality of women in islam

by the way islam had sooo many more rights to women if you compared it to the bullshit europe was going through at the time, we also helped create the renaissance so youre WELCOME 


5) ISLAM IS NOT AGAINST JEWISH PEOPLE HOLY FUCK theres just a big population of arabs who are anti-semitist soley because of the israel-palestine situation, in islam the torah is considered one of the three holy books in islam and islam is about equality for everyone, it talks about how all souls are created equal, and no matter who you are you are no less than human, the anti-semitist culture in the arab world was created hundreds of years after islam and definitely is something that goes against the rules of islam

anyway theres that so unless youre going to get off anon so i can block your islamophobic ass im not wasting my time with you

Parents.
Parents think they understand - they think that:
” We were your age before and we know everything your going through”
But here is the catch parents: you don’t know what we teenagers are going through this time of age.
You don’t know how hard it is to try and fit in.
How hard it is to be socially accepted.
To sit at a table all alone with no friends and staring at the table with the popular’s and think to yourself  ” I wanna be just like them ”
To have to go through the pain and stress of life decisions at such a young age.
For girls being insecure and self-conscious about themselves and their bodies cause society told us that being thin and skinny was an ideal way of life - so that places an ideal message to them to starve themselves or throw up the food substances they had eaten. 
For girls to wear pounds of makeup to cover the real beauty that society tells us is wrong.
Having panic and anxiety attacks in front of people or in front of the class cause you can’t control the peer pressure of everyone looking at you or having to eat in the school bathroom cause your afraid of being judge.
For teens having to work there ass off at 4 or 6 jobs to put food on the table for there family cause they are struggling from poverty.
For teens to change who they truly are to be in the stupid little cliques.
For teens who come from bad households and are slap, hit , kicked, and burned for stupid little thing to go school and expect from talking it out - they take there anger and aggression out on weak people cause they wanna place the pain they are having on other people so they could take out the anger and pain they are going through on them.
So don’t you dare say you know what’s we go through cause I’ll just say BULLCRAP
—  t.r 
Our Miracle

Word Count: 1253

Pairings: Zianourry - Relationship

Warnings: Mpreg

Additional Notes: Well, happy Easter everyone! :D I hope you like this, first time really doing mpreg, so hope it’s alright! I kinda added my own little ending, but it’s really fluffy and really cute and I really love it :) so, hope you all do too :) xx

P.s Sorry for any mistakes!!

Teagan = Pronunciation ‘Tee-gan’ - Meaning 'Beautiful’

Orlaith = Pronunciation 'Or-la’ - Meaning 'Golden Princess’

Both Irish names. :) 

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My White Neighbors

Last week I moved into a new house. My brother-in law helped me move. There were children (4 & 8 niece/nephew) retrieving things from my trunk. 

Cautiously, my new White neighbors pulled into their driveway. 

Stare.

They go inside.

We go inside. 

Police show up.

“Concerned neighbor” calls to alert authorities that we may be stealing copper and or any valuables (sink, tub, countertop, idk) from vacant house next door..

We show our moving boxes AND Occupancy Permit. The TWO cop cars that were sent out, say “Oh ok” and leave..

i hate that post going around that’s like “self care is good but don’t take it too far uwu bully yourself into getting up and going outside” like… what about those of us who aren’t getting better? what about those of us who don’t want passive-aggressive guilt-trip bullshit added to the crap we already go through every time we try to justify treating ourselves well?

i’ve spent too many years bullying myself to do any more, thanks

fuck off

When I met Michael at summertime ball he was literally the cutest drunkest kitten ever. I had to go through the vip entrance because we got our tickets as friends of capital fm and we were (3 hours no biggy) late BC my cousins had some sport bullshit going on idk. But when we got there we went through the vip Lounge to get to our seats and then I saw Michael sat on his own with a beer so naturally I said “oh my god” then he looked up and gave me tHE CUTEST SMILE EVER and he was like “I like your shirt” (BC I was wearing my 5sos shirt) and I was like “I love your jeans” (BC they were the stripy ones) and he said thanks and I asked him where the rest of the boys were and he said they where in the toilet and I went oh and he went “yeah they just left me” then he did that adoraBle thing where he pouts wiTH HIS BOTTOM LIP I CRY. then my uncle was like “we have to go now rose come on” so I was like oh well bye Michael and he was like bye an I said I loved him and he like shouted “I love you more” and then I CRIED BECAUSE I DIDNT ASK FOR A FOLLOW OR A PICTURE SO I WENT BACK AND HE HAD GONE BUT IT WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE OMG

it’s starting to really weird me out how people idolize others on this website. we’re all just… people. no one is more special than another just because they “run a good blog”. no one’s life is perfect, no matter how many adventures they go on or how good the interior decorating is in their home. we all have to go through our own bullshit, so stop wishing your life was like someone else’s and learn to love your own story.

anonymous asked:

That comment broke my heart. That's not something you would say to someone who has a lot of happiness lately. Definitely not something you would say to someone who was living the joys of new fatherhood. It's something we say, considering all the stunts and bullshit he has to go through. Just to think that he might have to go to LA soon... :(((( he really doesnt deserve any of this. I hope the end is near.


He deserves the happiness of the past few days (and then some) every day for the rest of his life  :)

Alright fine Kyubey….

You win. You get your soul.

I get my wish.

I wish for…

I wish for the total…

… and utter destruction

of my homeland… of Japan. Because i’m tired.

I’m tired of all the wars. Of all the pain we have to go through. Of all the useless bullshit that we nations have to carry on our backs on a day to day basis. The economic downfalls, the agony, the never ending fear that we may someday just not exist.

I’m tired of living this way. And I think it is time for me to call it quits.

I am the embodiment of true destruction.

But I was destined for it anyway…

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Her soul gem was broken to begin with.