buildings on fire

Weird shit that has happened ever since I moved to a small town in the middle of a valley in the middle of nowhere:
- 3 buildings caught fire
- at 7am there’s so many people just sitting in their cars, with the lights on, not doing anything?
- saw a woman walk right into an alley that was covered w a grate. She didn’t open it she just vanished?
- the freaking fog in the morning that’s super dense because it’s suspended ice particles it basically cuts your skin
- saw a cat licking blood off a heart shaped pink balloon in the middle of the road
- heard screaming and when I finally decided to get out of bed and look out of the window saw two men putting something in the boot of the car. (took pics of the car jic no one was reported so hopefully it was nothing)
- haven’t seen any of my building neighbors except for a woman who slammed her door on me
- someone got stabbed at the supermarket

I’m a college age bi girl someone make a videogame out of this

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.