27.11.16 // So I guess I hit 6k the other day?? 😳 I still can’t believe that so many of you have decided to follow my silly little blog. Nutso. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being so sweet and supportive! I love y'all. 💕
It’s been a rough year, and whilst my studyblr photos may portray a highly organised life of pastel stationery, it hasn’t been all sunshine. There have been many existential crises and countless buckets of tears have been shed, but I survived. I may be broke, sleep-deprived and have like 1 real-life friend left, but I’m still here.
“To me, the smell of soup stock is the smell of the house at twilight. The smell of my dad. A smell that wafts deep into my nostrils. The smell of family."
What a wonderful message on a Christmas Day! Home. Family. Love.
On its last episode Poco’s Udon World called forth bucket of tears as the beloved tanuki go bye-bye. His purpose of human existence was all for Souta to know that it is ok, there’s nothing to worry about, Dad loves Souta, Dad knows that Souta loves him, and there are a lot of people who loves Souta so much.
Through all those fragments of forgotten memories, all of Souta’s regrets were erased and things left unsaid were at last spoken.
He now know that despite not having a proper talk with his Dad and explaining to him that he has found what he loves to do, his Dad had always been happy and proud of him. He learned how his Dad loves him so much and even wrote the Udon recipe knowing that Souta will one day want to eat the same udon noodles again. All his love for Souta written in that notebook. His Dad had and will always watch over him.
The little tanuki used all the power left in him to tell Souta his greatest message: "that even when a family is physically separated, they will always be together”
They will always be a part of each other and they will always be in each other’s hearts. In the place where Souta was introduced to the tanuki Poco, is also the place where Poco said how much he looooves Souta before he go bye-bye.
Poco was the tanuki that Souta saved years ago in the accident that left a scar on his leg. And now Poco is the one who saved Souta and filled a big emptiness in his heart.
And now there is an addition to their family photos. That of Souta and Poco. It may have been short-lived and the photo may be blurred but Poco will surely stay in their hearts and in mine.
But I am also hoping that Poco is just around and will one day live there again with Souta in their home.
I CRIED BUCKET OF TEARS
Why did i have to stumble upon this video again on youtube (TT_____TT)
This brings back memories inside my brain
Huwaaaa i can’t 😭😭😭😭😭
I love these boys so much, i love Arashi!!!
I rember reading some of the earliest Disney Comic issues, and there was a strip where Donald and the triplets were out camping. And suddenly Huey and Dewey come running to Donald like "Unca Donald come quick! Louie's had his head under water for over 10 minutes!". What Louie was actually doing was holding a bucket full of water over his head, but the panel of Donald running like his life depended on it with eyes full of tears at the though of his nephew drowning will haunt me forever ;A;
It feels like somebody took my heart and dropped it into a bucket of boiling tears. At the same time, somebody else is hitting my soul in the crotch with a frozen sledgehammer. And then a third guy walks in and starts punching me in the grief bone. And I am crying, and nobody can hear me because I am terribly, terribly, terribly alone.