bucket for my tears ; ;


27.11.16 // So I guess I hit 6k the other day?? 😳 I still can’t believe that so many of you have decided to follow my silly little blog. Nutso. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being so sweet and supportive! I love y'all. 💕

It’s been a rough year, and whilst my studyblr photos may portray a highly organised life of pastel stationery, it hasn’t been all sunshine. There have been many existential crises and countless buckets of tears have been shed, but I survived. I may be broke, sleep-deprived and have like 1 real-life friend left, but I’m still here. 

Bucky Barnes Masterlist

Forever and ever

Don’t touch me.

Take my pain away

Just Relax !

I am not worth your tears

Show me Kindness

New York

Good Grief

Don’t Threaten Me With a Good Time


I want to be a daddy

“Who did this to you?”

The Perfect Bucket List (Au)

I need to talk to you

Fake it



A day in the Barnes Family

It was just lunch (Smut)

4 am Showers

Animals Know Best  

Rooftop Talks (Smut)

Anything You Want Baby Girl

Something Crazy ( Au) Masterlist

Why you love me?

Too many feelings masterlist

My Fake Boyfriend Masterlist

Soulmate au (Masterlist)



“I wish that happy times could always last a long, long time. But that can’t be just a wish.”

Fic Rec!☆



The Smell of Home

“To me, the smell of soup stock is the smell of the house at twilight. The smell of my dad. A smell that wafts deep into my nostrils. The smell of family." 

What a wonderful message on a Christmas Day! Home. Family. Love.

On its last episode Poco’s Udon World called forth bucket of tears as the beloved tanuki go bye-bye. His purpose of human existence was all for Souta to know that it is ok, there’s nothing to worry about, Dad loves Souta, Dad knows that Souta loves him, and there are a lot of people who loves Souta so much.

Through all those fragments of forgotten memories, all of Souta’s regrets were erased and things left unsaid were at last spoken.

He now know that despite not having a proper talk with his Dad and explaining to him that he has found what he loves to do, his Dad had always been happy and proud of him. He learned how his Dad loves him so much and even wrote the Udon recipe knowing that Souta will one day want to eat the same udon noodles again. All his love for Souta written in that notebook. His Dad had and will always watch over him.

The little tanuki used all the power left in him to tell Souta his greatest message: "that even when a family is physically separated, they will always be together”

They will always be a part of each other and they will always be in each other’s hearts. In the place where Souta was introduced to the tanuki Poco, is also the place where Poco said how much he looooves Souta before he go bye-bye.

Poco was the tanuki that Souta saved years ago in the accident that left a scar on his leg. And now Poco is the one who saved Souta and filled a big emptiness in his heart.

And now there is an addition to their family photos. That of Souta and Poco. It may have been short-lived and the photo may be blurred but Poco will surely stay in their hearts and in mine.

But I am also hoping that Poco is just around and will one day live there again with Souta in their home.


Why did i have to stumble upon this video again on youtube (TT_____TT)
This brings back memories inside my brain
Huwaaaa i can’t 😭😭😭😭😭
I love these boys so much, i love Arashi!!!

“Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend.

Somewhere along in the bitterness.

And I would have stayed up with you all night,

Had I known how to save a life.”


for stevetopsbuckysbottom | Bucky Barnes + personality types


Tom & Tord’s bucket list

4.) first heartbreak


“Look me in the eyes. Look me in the eyes and tell me you don’t love me.”

Tom felt his shoulders tremeble vilently as he muffled his sobs into his closed lips. His face turned to Tord.

I don’t love you.”

Tord smilies through his aching pain and tearful shivers. He tugged at his pink curtains; mumbling a quiet farewell before shutting them.

anonymous asked:

I rember reading some of the earliest Disney Comic issues, and there was a strip where Donald and the triplets were out camping. And suddenly Huey and Dewey come running to Donald like "Unca Donald come quick! Louie's had his head under water for over 10 minutes!". What Louie was actually doing was holding a bucket full of water over his head, but the panel of Donald running like his life depended on it with eyes full of tears at the though of his nephew drowning will haunt me forever ;A;





It feels like somebody took my heart and dropped it into a bucket of boiling tears. At the same time, somebody else is hitting my soul in the crotch with a frozen sledgehammer. And then a third guy walks in and starts punching me in the grief bone. And I am crying, and nobody can hear me because I am terribly, terribly, terribly alone.
—  Bodhi Rook, at some point during his defection



Goodbye kiss?…. ( ̄ω ̄)  *jack watching, crying and eating his bucket of chicken*

six movies i can watch anytime

i was tagged by the lovely @chrsitophwaltz thank you <3<3

I refuse to pick only six because f*ck the rules 😎

- As of recently: Anything involving Benjamin (preferably in a starring role ^^)

- Any Pirates of the Caribbean movie (my favourite film trilogy as a kid, still know the first one off by heart)

- Any Richard Curtis comedy

- Any Star Wars movie from the original trilogy

- Blues Brothers (worth watching for the soundtrack alone…)

- Interstellar (my fave chris nolan movie; it makes me cry buckets of tears and I don’t care what anyone says, I love Hans Zimmer and this score is everything to me)

- Ghostbusters 1&2 (Bill effin Murray)

- The Wizard of Oz (my Mum and I have to watch this every christmas)

- Disney’s Jungle Book (the original animation)

I tag @ben-mendelsohn-trash, @mrsjadecurtiss, @jynnicsanctuary, @mrbenmendelsohn, @ennaih, @the-amazing-mendelsohn and anybody who wants to do this (tag me in your post so I can see :DD)