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Trying out a new textured marker brush while listening to Buck-Tick and drawing Atsushi Sakurai. 

Refs-

Neither are a perfect likeness of course. I was trying to stay loose and not worry about keeping super accurate.(some day I’ll have to do a real portrait of him though!) I’m not really sure where my “style” is going these days, but I think these sketches help.

“He’s too quiet...” Bucky Barnes x Reader imagine (Part 2/2)

Originally posted by allthisherostuff

After that small talk, Bucky and you really started talking. They weren’t big conversations but at least, you two talked. He even came with Steve to one of your movie nights and he happened to be a huge cinema fan. Surprising. Every time you went to the Tower and he saw you he was the first one saying hi. And after a while you actually had to admit to yourself and to Steve how right he was. You liked Bucky, you liked the Winter Soldier but he obviously liked Wanda.

When he wasn’t with you or with Steve he was always with Wanda, and they were laughing or smiling. It made you jealous but you couldn’t blame them. They lived together and you just saw him from time to time. Of course, you didn’t say this to Steve since you didn’t want to sound jealous even when you were.

“Is it ok if Bucky comes along? He says he has never been at Starbucks before so…” Steve said.

“Yeah, sure, why not?” You replied over the phone. You honestly didn’t want him to join you two but you felt bad if you said no. Plus, you wanted to see him.

“Great! We will pick you up in thirty, alright?” He said.

“Alright. See you”, you said before hanging up.

Just like Steve said, 30 minutes later they were at your door. You took your purse and walked out of the apartment. Once you locked the door you smiled at both of them but quickly looked away from Bucky.

While you were on your way to the closest Starbucks you didn’t say a word. Steve was telling Bucky about all the places they’ve visited before the war that now had changed so much. Once you were about to get to the place, a group of Captain America fans approached you three so Steve told you to keep going. Oh great, he was going to leave you alone with…him.

“So… are you staying over tonight?” Bucky asked.

“I don’t think so, I have to go to work tomorrow.” You replied. He nodded and kept on walking.

Once you both were into the coffee shop, you asked Bucky what he wanted and you went to order while he found a place to sit. It was too crowded so it didn’t take you long to go to the table.

“Here you go”, you said giving him his cup.

“Thank you”, he said with a small smile.

Every time you saw him smiling you just couldn’t help but stare. It was such a beautiful smile that you wished he was always smiling and happy. At least Wanda would take care of that. At the thought of Wanda and him together you sighed and looked away, wishing Steve was there.

“What is it?” Bucky asked. You looked up at him confused. “You look…sad.” He said.

“You really are observer, huh?” You said sarcastic looking away and actually making him laugh quietly.

“That’s one of the perks of being too quiet…” You suddenly looked back at him. That was the exact words you had told Steve about him once. Had they talked about you? “Steve told me”, he admitted with a smile.

And suddenly it hit you. You looked out of the window trying to see Steve somewhere but he was nowhere to be seen. Was this a fucking setup? With Bucky?

“Steve is not coming, isn’t he?” You asked Bucky. He bit his lip and shook his head. “Fucking great…”

“Is it…that bad?” He asked. You looked at him and sighed.

“I guess is not.” You whispered.

“Don’t be mad at him. This was my idea. I wanted to talk to you”, you raised an eyebrow at him.

You wanted to talk?” You said. He smiled again.

“I’m making progress, right?” He said. You had to admit he was. You nodded and leaned against the back of the seat.

“And why do you want to talk to me all of sudden? And alone?” You asked curious.

“Someone told me to talk to the girl I like, remember?” He said smiling shyly at you.

“What? Do you want to talk to me about Wanda?” You asked. This just couldn’t be happening to you. You couldn’t really be this far into the friend-zone right?

“Wanda? I’m not talking about Wanda, she’s a friend, but I don’t like her. Not…that way, at least.” He said.

“Then who…?” You had to try your best not to choke. Was he talking about you? By the way he was looking at you, intensely and seriously, you were almost certain. “Me…?” You whispered.

He looked down with a shy smile and nodded slowly. You nodded and had a sip from your drink not knowing what to say but a smile started appearing on your face.

“I really thought it was Wanda…” you said. He looked at you and smiled even more.

“Were you jealous?” He asked smirking.

“What? No, of course not”, you said looking away and making him laugh. “What is that funny?”

“Steve told me you’re not able to look anyone in the eyes when you are lying”, he said.

“Then it looks like I’m going to have to kill Steve…” you mumbled making him laugh again. “Are you serious? About…that”

“Yes. I am… from the very first moment I saw you I knew there was something about you. And it has only been growing since then. Steve tried to help me, just like Wanda”, he shrugged.

You couldn’t hide your smile any more. Bucky liked you, he really did and Wanda was just a friend. You still were going to kill Steve but it wasn’t going to be that painful for him anymore.

“What about you? Do you…like someone?” He asked. You bite your lip and nodded slowly but didn’t say anything which apparently made him think you wasn’t talking about him. Before his smiled faded, you took his hand and rubbed it softly. “Me?”

“Yes”, you said making him smile widely.

He squeezed your hand and lifted to plant a small kiss on it. That sent a shiver down your spine and blood to your cheeks. When you finished your drinks you both walked out of the Starbucks.

“Honestly? The coffee was much better back in my time”, he said when you were out.

“I don’t think so, Starbucks is just delicious”, you protested.

He smiled down at you and slowly took your hand, entwining your fingers. You looked down at your hands and smiled even more. You both starting walking back to your apartment while he told you about the places where he used to play when he was just a kid. Some of those places where apartments now or they were still there. He admitted how confusing it was at the beginning but he was getting used to it now. Plus, Steve had been so helpful.

“Thank you for…walking me here”, you said once you were about to walk into the building where you lived.

“My pleasure.” He said smiling. You opened your purse to look for the keys. “Would you like… Can I… Stay over?” He asked.

You looked up at him surprised. It wasn’t like you didn’t want to. It would be amazing to have him over the night but you didn’t think he would propose it.

“Yeah, sure, we can order Chinese food if you want”, you suggested as you opened the door.

“Sounds good”, he said following you inside.

You both went to the third floor and you unlocked the door, letting him go in first. When you walked in as well, you turned you back to him as he looked around the place just like he always did and locked the door, placing the keys on the table next to the door. When you turned around again you almost crashed against his chest since he really was close to you.

“You scared me…” You mumbled looking up at him.

“I didn’t mean to”, he whispered as he moved some of your hair away from your face.

You felt yourself getting nervous while he just stared at you. You really felt like he could see beyond your eyes, into your heart, into your soul and into your brain. You looked down when you just couldn’t hold it anymore but he made you look up.

“I want to try something…”, he whispered.

You nodded not being able to look away from his lips. He moved a bit closer to you as you placed your hands on his chest. With a bit of hesitation, he placed his lips on yours and kissed you slowly. The moment your lips touched you literally felt fireworks in your stomach, something you never felt before. You stood on your toes and wrapped your arms around his neck as he held you closer and pressed you against the wall, opening your mouth with his tongue.

“You lied to me…” He whispered. You frowned confused and looked at him not knowing what he was talking about. “There is a big different between this and my time.” You chuckled but he stopped your laugh by crashing his lips against yours once again, and this time he didn’t pull away for the rest of the night. Somehow, you even forgot about the Chinese food but who cares?

It’s of-f-f-f-f-icial: “Frozen 2” is in development at Walt Disney Animation Studios with directors Chris Buck and Jennifer Lee and producer Peter Del Vecho, the Oscar®-winning filmmaking team behind “Frozen.” The news was announced at Disney’s Annual Meeting of Shareholders this morning by Bob Iger, Chairman and Chief Executive Officer of The Walt Disney Company; John Lasseter, Chief Creative Officer of Walt Disney and Pixar Animation Studios; and actor Josh Gad, who provides the voice of Olaf from “Frozen.” A release date and production details are on ice for now.

“I’m scared of loving you”

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Featuring: Wanda Maximoff

Words: 1981

Warnings: some angst

Tags: @vashanatasha @marxxis

Request: 6 and 20 for barnes ? love ya xx

Hi! Um.. I was wondering if I could request number 6. “I’m scared of loving you” with Bucky please. Thank you so muuch! And by the way, your writing is sooo good, keep going and take care! P.S.: I’m sorry for my english.. it’s not my native language <3

Notes: hope you like it! I know @vashanatasha requested this same plot but with Kai from TVD and I’ll do it as well since it’s with a character from another different fandom! So no worries ;)

Originally posted by fantasyimagine


Training was the part you loved the most about being an Avenger. Well, only if you erased saving the world and saving people from the list, of course. Punching the bag always calmed your nerves, distracted you and helped you to relax after a long day. It also helped you sleep after a rough mission. That’s why you were always the last one to go into the gym. Being alone there gave you a peace that nothing else did. It was your place.

“Can’t sleep?” You heard a voice behind you while you were drinking some water. It was almost midnight and you thought everyone was asleep or in their rooms.

“Hey Bucks”, you smiled at him. “I’m not tired yet but I like it here at this time”, you shrugged.

He closed the door and walked towards you. He didn’t look like he was to train so he probably was on his way to bed or something like that but he heard you down there. So he decided to disturb your peace.

Bucky and you were good friends, you knew you could trust him and he knew he could trust you. Both of you were trying to fight those feelings threatening to fuck everything up and you had been doing a pretty good job at it during the last weeks. But there was something too appealing about him that made you want to stay close to him and, for some reason, he looked like he wanted to be close to you as well.

“What about you?” You asked putting the bottle down on the floor.

“I was going to bed”, he shrugged. “Steve and I were watching Star Wars and have just finished”, he told you.

“Did you like it?” You asked.

“It was good”, he shrugged. “You like those movies?”

“I’m not a big fan. I have to admit the special effects are amazing if you think about the time they were made”, you said turning to the punching bag again.

“What are you a big fan of?” He asked standing on the other side of the bag to hold it for you while you started punching again.

“I don’t know”, you chuckled trying not to look at him so you wouldn’t get distracted. “Harry Potter maybe”, you finally said.

“The books are good. I still haven’t watched any of the movies”, he said.

“Don’t do it until you read the books. Those are way better than the movies. Not like the movies are bad of course”, you explained. “But the book is always better and if you watch the movies without reading the books, there are chances that you will miss some important stuff”

“You really are an expert, huh?” He teased you making you laugh.

“I kind grew up with that kid I guess”, you laughed looking at him for a moment. “I also like The Lord of the Rings and Game of Thrones”, you told him. “But please, if you want to know the story of Game of Thrones, do yourself a favour and read the books. Those are really long and confusing at first because there are many names and places but it’s worth it”, you explained.

“I’ll write that down”, he smiled at you.

You looked at him for a moment and took a deep breath when you caught a glimpse of his smile. You always thought you were the only person you got to see that smile. It was a different one from the one he gave to Steve but you didn’t know how to explain where the difference was. But it was different. And it took your breath away and distracted you so much that you missed the next punch.

“Damn”, you said embarrassed.

“Sorry, I was distracting you”, he said quickly. “I should go”, he added.

“No!” You replied without even thinking about it. He looked at you confused so you looked down and bite your lip. “I like it when you’re here…” you admitted.

You heard him taking a deep breath when you said that. He moved closer to you and took some hair out of your face so you looked at him nervously.

“You shouldn’t”, he whispered looking into your eyes.

“I know”, you whispered back. He would never feel the same way you did but you just couldn’t help yourself. Not when it came to James Buchanan Barnes. “Sorry”, you sighed turning to the bag again.

“No. I’m sorry”, he said.

You shivered when you felt him kissing your bare shoulder and then you heard him walking away and out of the gym. Once you were all alone again you started punching again, harder and faster than before in an attempt to let go of your frustration. He was sorry?  Why was he sorry? It just made no sense at all. You were the one that had been developing feelings for the soldier during the last weeks, not him. Right?

During the next days Bucky and you kept your distance. For you, it was in order to keep those feelings controlled but you didn’t know why he was doing it. Somehow, you were grateful since it was easier that way. But you missed him. He always used to be around when it was your turn to cook to help you, or watched TV series with you or helped you to tease Clint or Steve. Now you had to do it all alone. And you missed his company.

“What’s up?” You were in your room watching the new chapter of Once Upon a Time when Wanda came in. She was probably your best friend in the team. She had always been there for you, to help you and listen to you, just like you had always been there for her ever since she joined the team.

“Not much. Just watching the new season”, you shrugged pausing the video.

“Isn’t Bucky with you?” She asked.

“We’ve been…distant lately”, you frowned as you thought about it. Maybe it was obvious for everyone else.

“Really? That’s odd…” She frowned taking a seat next to you. “You know I could take a look into his head”, she smirked.

“Don’t”, you chuckled and looked at her. “It’s tempting but his head is already too messed up to mess up with it”, you said.

“True”, she sighed. “But what happened?”

“I have no idea”, you admitted. “One day we were ok and the next one…there was a wall between us”, you said.

“Why don’t you try to take it down? You did it once, maybe you can do it again”, she smiled at you.

You shrugged looking at her. The first time it had been easy. You didn’t have any kind of feelings for him but now? Now it was different. He meant a lot to you and you didn’t want to push him away. So you had no idea about what to do next.


A week had passed and Bucky and you were still distant. At the beginning it was hard but now you were literally going crazy. The feelings were still there and, as crazy as it sounded, they were even stronger than before. You had to talk to him. You needed to know what had you done wrong and make it right. You just couldn’t stand being away from the super soldier.

So it was Sunday when you finally decided you had had enough of this. You needed Bucky at least as a friend and if he didn’t want the same, at least you needed a reason. You got out of the bed and headed to the gym. You knew he was always the first one there since he still had problems to sleep. He would be the first one waking up every day. Indeed, he was there, doing push-ups on the floor in the middle of the gym.

“Morning soldier”, you said closing the door of the gym.

He stopped and looked at you with confusion. No one used to be down there at the time and since you were the last one going to sleep every day, it was even weirder seeing you there at 6 in the morning. He got up and took a towel to dry the sweat off his face.

“Isn’t it too early for you?” He asked.

“I couldn’t sleep”, you shrugged as you began stretching. It actually was too early for you but oh well.

“Oh”

And that was all. He went back to his training routine while you tried your best in order to find the words to speak to him. You didn’t even know what to say or where to start. But you had to and the more you thought about it, the less you would say.

“Bucky”, you said turning to look at him. He was getting ready to use the punching bag but he looked at you while he wrapped the tape around his hand. “What’s wrong?” You asked. You saw him tensing, knowing what you were talking about, but he put on his poker face and chuckled.

“What are you talking about?” You asked.

“You know what I’m talking about”, you said. “We were ok just a week ago and out of nothing you’re almost ignoring me. Why? What did I do?”

“You did nothing”, he said after a while, once he finished wrapping his hands with the white tape.

“Then? What happened?” You asked walking towards him.

“Nothing. I just think you’ll be better off if I keep my distance”, he said.

“And why would you think that? I was ok and now I’m not. So obviously you’re wrong”, you said. He sighed and held the bag before looking at you.

“You don’t what you’re saying”, he said.

“What I’m saying is that I have certain feelings for you, and I would like to know if you have those feelings for me or…not”, you said before frowning.

He looked at you with those big blue eyes that meant so much to you. You dreamed about waking up and seeing them every morning but he definitely wasn’t making it easier for you.

“You shouldn’t have those feelings for me”, he mumbled.

“Well but I do. I can’t control it”, you shrugged. “Bucky, please, I’m not asking you to love me. All I need to know is what happened all of sudden to make you ignore me”, you almost begged him.

“I got scared ok?” He finally sighed looking at you and turning his body towards you so you were facing each other. “Every single time I have cared for someone, that person has…died. I’m scared of loving you because I don’t want that happening to you”

You bite your lip as soon as those words came out of his mouth. He did have those feelings for you and was as scared as you were. How could you let him know that he wouldn’t hurt you? You walked over him and, hesitantly, placed your lips over his in a sweet and short kiss. You pulled away slowly even when you wanted to keep on kissing him but didn’t want to push him too much.

“You won’t hurt me, or lose me. I promise, Bucks”, you said.

“How do you know that?” He said looking down at you seriously even when his cheeks were slightly red.

“Because I trust you more than anyone else in this team”, you smiled at him. “Don’t tell Wanda I said that”, you added with a wink which made him laugh.

“Are you sure? I’m not…stable. My head is completely fucked up and…well… I’m me”, he shrugged looking down.

“I know who you are Bucky, and I still fell for you. That’s not going to change but, please, stop ignoring me and stop keeping your distance. I kind of hated it”, you shrugged.

“Yes ma’am”, he smiled down at you as he kissed you once again.

“I cannot lie to you”

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Featuring: Pietro Maximoff and Steve Rogers.

Words: 2422

Warnings: swearing, some fight, angst and fluff

Notes:

Request: requested my Anonymous:

duuudee i have an idea come on hear me out im the previous asshole who ended up her request with KISSES KISSESyeah i know im an idiot soooo like i said i have an idea. As i said i need some angsty fluffy shit i meant it. Mayyybe reader is really close (lile bffs) with someone on the team pietro do the trick i think (i refuse to believe he is dead idc he is alive in my damn world) and bucky gets soo fucking jealous yeaah the thought of it makes me grin ;) this shy bitch loves you and your writing

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Originally posted by wintersthighs

After a long session of training with Steve you really needed a break so you went straight to the floor where your room was, not even stopping by the kitchen or anything. A shower was much more important. Your training sessions were intense since you had joined the team not long ago and they needed you on the field as soon as possible, especially after what happened with Rhodey. 

You had been at the SHIELD academy for a few years and just after you graduated you got a call from Nick Fury. He made you an offer you couldn’t decline: joining The Avengers. Indeed, a week later you were unpacking in your new room at the Avengers HQ. Every member of the team was so nice to you from the very beginning but you couldn’t help getting closer to Pietro. You were about the same age and had similar tastes in…well, everything actually. 

After just a few weeks you two had become inseparable, it didn’t matter where you went, he would follow and the same thing happened the other way around. You ended up opening up to him and so did he to you. So he knew exactly how to tease you and would never miss the chance. How would he do such thing? Snapping at you with sarcastic comments about the Winter Soldier.

You had had a crush on the soldier since the moment you first saw him. There was something about him that made you not being able to look away. You couldn’t tell if it was because of the blue of his eyes, because of his smile or the intensity he irradiated. You had no idea. But you knew he was way out of your league. 

So when you walked out of the elevator and saw Pietro talking to Bucky in the middle of the aisle you couldn’t help but freak out inside. You knew your friend wouldn’t say anything about your feelings towards the soldier but you still felt nervous. 

“Hey guys”, you said as you came closer. They both looked at you.

“Hey Stinky!” Pietro said wrapping an arm around you and kissing your head. 

“I’ve been training, how do you want me to smell like?” You said looking at him. He smiled at you and shrugged before looking at Bucky. “What are you two talking about?”

“Oh nothing important, just some…fighting tactics”, Bucky said smiling a little at you. It was a small smile but it still took your breath away. But there was something off in his smile anyway. “I gotta go. See you”, he said quickly before walking to the elevator.

The moment he started walking away you literally pushed Pietro into his room which door was open. He started laughing when you closed the door and looked at him raising an eyebrow.

“What the fuck was that?” You asked crossing your arms. 

“Dude stuff”, he shrugged smiling at you.

“Pietro!” You whined making him laugh even more.

“Stop worrying, he was just asking me some stuff. Nothing important”, he shrugged.

“You better not be lying Maximoff, or I will kick your ass”, you warned him pointing a finger at him. 

He lifted his hands still smiling. Shaking your head you walked out of his room, straight to yours. Now you weren’t just sweaty, you were also tense. What would they be talking about? Of course it didn’t have to be about you, but Bucky and Pietro had never been closes so why were they talking so secretly out of nothing?


“Morning”, you mumbled walking in the kitchen.

“About time”, Steve smiled at you.

As always, you had been the last one waking up. You were that kind of person who just loved her bed way too much to let her go. Well, actually you blamed your bed for being so warm and comfortable. With a yawn, you took a seat next to your best friend and, like every day, he kissed your head softly.

“What are you guys doing today?” You asked after a while.

“You are training”, Steve said pointing at you which made you roll your eyes. You knew you had to train.

“I’m taking you out later”, Pietro smiled at you.

“Are you?” You said raising an eyebrow and he nodded smirking.

“I have a date”, you heard someone say. When you looked away from Pietro it literally broke you to find out those words had come out Bucky’s mouth.

Obviously that was something that surprised everyone and immediately they all started throwing questions to him, one after the other. But the only reaction you had was getting up and walking out of the kitchen, praying that nobody saw you but you wouldn’t be that lucky.

“(Y/N)!” Pietro called your name and took your arm making you turn around.

“Did you know? Was that what you were talking about?” You snapped at him.

“No. Well…not exactly”, he sighed and looked at the kitchen for a moment. “He came to me asking for advice to take someone out, I thought he was talking about you I swear, that’s why I said nothing”, he mumbled.

“Don’t worry. I always knew he was way out of my league”, you sighed. “Is it ok if we just hang out other day? I’m not really in the mood”, you said.

He nodded and pulled you in for a tight hug. You wrapped your arms around his waist and snuggled your face in his chest, biting your lip in order not to cry even when it was so damn hard to control it. When you pulled away he kissed your forehead and your cheek softly before letting you go to the elevator.

Obviously, it wasn’t your lucky. As the doors were closing, a metal arm came in between them to stop them from closing and Bucky came in. The moment your eyes met you looked down at your feet and waited for him to press the button. You weren’t going to say a word to him.

“Are you ok?” He asked following you when you walked out of the elevator.

“Why you ask?” You said not stopping nor turning to look at him.

“You seem a bit off”, he shrugged.

“It’s nothing”, you said opening the door of your room. Before closing it you looked at him. “Have fun with your date”, you said.

“Have fun with Pietro”, he said back and kept walking.

You narrowed your eyes at his tone. Was it…jealousy what you heard? Shaking your head you just closed the door. It was impossible. You walked to the bathroom silently, doing things like you were a robot. He had a date. Bucky had met someone and probably it was a hot girl. Would she be blond? No. Too classic. Probably read hair or something like that. Of course she would be tall and fucking gorgeous, just like him.

Bucky would make her laugh, would hold her in his arms and tell her all the things you wanted to hear from him but you would never hear. You didn’t realise you were crying until you felt the salty tears on your lips. Quickly, you washed your face and changed into your training clothes to meet Steve down in the gym.

To say that the session was a disaster wasn’t enough. You were completely unfocused and Steve didn’t miss that.

“Ok, let’s stop here”, he said when he threw you to the floor for the sixth time. “You have to be focused, (Y/N), every fight could be the last one”, he said helping you up.

“I know”, you mumbled just like you had been doing for the last 45 minutes.

“What’s going on? You don’t use to be like…this”, he said looking at you with worry in his eyes.

“Nothing. Let’s do it again”, you said.

“No”, he replied crossing his arms. “If you’re not focused, this is pointless. Tell me what’s going on”, he demanded.

“I don’t want to talk about it, ok?” You said finally looking at him. “Just…drop it”, you added with a sigh.

“Fine. Then we are done here for today”, he shrugged.

You really wanted to snap at him at that moment but you decided you would just leave. It wasn’t like you wanted to keep on training anymore so you just turned around and walked out of the gym, feeling Steve’s eyes on your back. This time, you went to the kitchen to get some water, surprised to find Bucky there.

“You’re finished already? It’s only been 45 minutes”, he said looking at the clock.

“Yes”, you replied coldly as you took a bottle from the fridge.

“What’s wrong?” He asked with a frown.

“Shouldn’t you be getting ready?” You finally snapped at him.

“Oh, I see… Pietro is waiting for you, isn’t he?” He asked crossing his arms in front of his chest.

“And why would that be your problem, exactly?” You asked raising an eyebrow.

“I didn’t say it was”, he shrugged.

“Then why are you being such an asshole about it? Go and get your stupid date”, you said and walked out of the kitchen before he could say anything else.

Being honest, it was the first time you two talked like that. Actually, it was the first time you had a fight with him. But being honest again, you felt like fighting the whole world even if that meant getting that painful feeling off your chest once and for all. Once you were in your room, you changed into regular clothes and laid down on your bed, letting your emotions flow free and letting the tears come out, non-stop.

You never thought loving someone would be so painful. You knew it could be a risk but not such a big one. You never thought you would feel your heart breaking into pieces, you would never thought all your body would crave him even when you never had him, and now you never would.


It had been a couple of days since Bucky’s date. You didn’t ask anyone about it. Actually, you didn’t talk much to anyone which was weird for the team. You used to be really chatty and outgoing but you had spent the last days locked in your room, just getting out of it to train and eat. And even during those moments, you wouldn’t talk to anyone, not even Pietro. He tried to talk to you every day but you locked the door of your room and also you had locked everyone out.

One day, a week after that day, you were just walking back to your room after lunch. As always, you would just lay down on your bed with a book or your laptop, trying to make it through the day without crying. But this time, before you locked the door, someone opened it.

“Stop this”, it shocked you to see Bucky standing there, looking down at you angry.

“Stop what, Barnes?” You asked crossing your arms.

“Stop locking everyone out. Stop locking you in here!” He said.

“It’s a free country”, you shrugged trying to close the door but he wouldn’t let you. “What’s your problem!?” You snapped at him.

My problem? What’s yours?” He frowned walking into your room.

“Get out”, was all you said.

“No until you tell me what’s going on”, he said closing the door, locking it and looking at you again.

“Barnes, I’m serious. I’m not in the mood”, you said turning around to walk to your bed.

“What happened to you? You’ve been like a ghost for days now. I’m worried”, he said following you.

“Why would you be?” You sighed taking a seat on your bed.

“Why wouldn’t I be?” He asked back with a shrug. “I’ve always worried about you. You just were too busy flirting with Pietro to notice”, he said making you look up.

“Me? Flirting with Pietro?” You asked not believing what you were hearing. “He’s my best friend. I’ve never flirted with him”, you said.

“Sure you didn’t”, he laughed.

“Even if I did, why would you care?” You said.

“I don’t” he said quickly. You narrowed your eyes at him as you got up, moving closer to him. “What?”

“Are you jealous?” You asked almost in a whisper.

“What!?” He repeated looking down at you. Instead of repeating your question you just looked at him, waiting for a real answer. “I… I’m not jealous”, he said not looking at you.

“I don’t believe you”, you said moving closer now. His cheeks were red and you could tell he was nervous. “James Buchanan Barnes, look me in the eyes and tell me you’re not jealous”

You saw him taking a deep breath before looking at you, locking his eyes with yours with caused you to shiver but you didn’t look away. You two spent minutes like this but none of you said anything.

“I can’t…” he finally said.

“Why?” You knew you were suddenly pushing him too much but he had been the one locking himself in your room.

“Because I’m in love with you and I just cannot lie to you”, he said out of nothing.

This time it was your moment to blush and feel speechless. He what? You kept on looking at each other, waiting for something to magically happen or to say something. But you didn’t know what to say. Luckily, you knew what to do. Standing on your toes, you grabbed him by his t-shirt and crashed your lips against his, kissing him like you had been dreaming to do since you first met him.

You felt his arms around your waist, pulling you close to his body as he kissed you back, playing with your tongue as soon as you opened your mouth. You two were craving for more but there was too much to say, too much to clear, so you pulled away against your own will and looked at him.

“What about that date?” You asked.

“A stupid attempt to forget you…” he admitted not letting you go. “What about Pietro?”

“I told you…just friends”, you shrugged. He sighed and pressed his forehead against yours.

“I don’t like him being that close to you”, he whispered making you smile a little.

“And I don’t like you having dates with girls who are not me”, you whispered stroking his hair softly. He chuckled and nodded.

“Touchè…” he said pecking your lips. “Then…would you go on a date with me? Maybe…a picnic?” He suggested.

“I’d love that” you whispered.

2 years later... Part 3

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Featuring: Bucky Barnes

Word count: 2226 words

Warnings: Maybe some swearing and some fluff (yes, finally lol)

Tags:  @itsjordanelizabeth13 @frexblitz @mrsjacksonteller@castellandiangelo @shamvictoria11 @fab-notfat @sturkillerbase @alishapotter @mayzakie @annurska

Notes: thank you to all of you for reading it! I’m so glad you liked it really! And oh well, this last part came out longer than expected haha I guess I’m not good at writing short stuff haha hope you like it!

Originally posted by ohevansmycaptain

PART 1 / PART 2


It had been six months since you came back to the Avengers HQ. You had been training every day to be able to go back to the field and you actually did it two months later. Probably, the adrenaline you felt that day was one of the things you missed the most. Knowing you were doing the right thing, that you were saving people, saving the world, it gave you a feeling of satisfaction nothing else gave you. 

“Nice job out there”, Bucky told you when he found you in the kitchen.

All of you were back from a mission at that moment. It had been a tough one but it had been successful. The moment you stepped out of the quinjet you went straight the kitchen to have some water and also to clean a cut you had on your arm under the sink. Since it wasn’t serious you decided to take care of it by yourself instead of bothering Dr Cho who had to take care of Clint’s and Tony’s wounds. 

“Thank you, soldier. You were good too”, you smiled at him leaning against the counter.

You and Bucky had grown closer during those months. He was the one telling you about Steve, about how he was, and he also had been helping you through your training most of the time since he was the one who spent most time at the gym. 

“Where’s Steve?” You asked as he took some water from the fridge as well.

“He went straight to the shower I think”, he said closing the door of the fridge. 

“Good”, you nodded.

Your relationship with Steve was something you didn’t know how to define. You two used to talk. Not much but enough to call him a friend. But at the same time there was some times when you two would fall asleep cuddling up on the couch, or when he would flirt with you or you with him during missions. He even had told you he loved you a couple of times. 

You were really giving him his time but you were also getting tired of waiting. He really looked like he had forgiven you, he looked happier now and you could actually see a hint of that old light in his eyes when he looked at you. Everything was coming back to place but he still didn’t look like he wanted to go back to you for real. And it was frustrating. Every day you craved him more and more, you missed sleeping with him, you missed his kisses, his laugh, your missed all about you and him. 

“Hey there”, you turned and had to control yourself so you couldn’t choke as you saw Steve coming in shirtless, with a towel around his waist. “You smell, guys”, he said.

“Thanks for the tip, I’m taking a shower”, Bucky said. 

Before he left he winked at you. Why did he have to leave you alone like this?You put the bottle on the counter and walked to the sink since the cut on your arm was bleeding again. It wasn’t serious but it looked deep. When the water hit your skin you hissed and closed your eyes for a moment.

“Are you ok?” Steve asked moving closer to you. 

“Yes, it’s just… a bit painful”, you mumbled. 

At that point you could actually feel his heat behind you. Somehow you knew that if you turned around, you would be way too close to him to handle it so you decided not to move. 

“Damn (Y/N)!” He exclaimed when he saw your wound. “How did you get that?”

He quickly moved around you until he was in front of you, taking your arm in his hand and examining it. You couldn’t help but look at his torso and then at his face. Couldn’t he just get dressed like a normal person before coming down to the kitchen!? 

“It’s nothing, really”, you assured him in a whisper. “It looks worse than what actually is”, you added.

“Bullshit”, he said putting your arm under the water again which made you gasp. “Will you ever admit that something hurts?” He mumbled. You didn’t know if he was talking to you or to himself so you just decided to let it go. “Don’t move”, he ordered.

He started opening drawers all around the kitchen until he finally opened the one where you had a first aid kit. He took out some alcohol and some bandages to take care of your wounds. You observed silently how he systematically cut the bandages into pieces with some scissors and then went back to you. 

“You know this is going to burn”, he said pouring some alcohol onto one of the bandages. 

“I know”, you sighed looking away from the wound. If you didn’t look, it wouldn’t hurt right?

But of course you were wrong. The moment Steve pressed the bandage against your arm you gasped and tried to pull away but he was holding it tight, knowing what you would try to do. 

“Damn Rogers!” You exclaimed looking at him just to find out he was almost laughing.

“So tough to take down anyone that comes in your way but you want to run away because of some alcohol”, he teased you. 

“It’s painful”, you mumbled looking down at your arm while he cleaned up the cut. 

“And I’m sure when you broke your leg in that mission in Croatia four years ago it was painful as well, but you didn’t even flinch”, he smiled at you. You smiled a little looking at him and shrugged. 

“It’s not the same”, you chuckled. 

Shaking his head he finished cleaning up your wound and then he just put a bandage around your arm to cover it. You thought he would just let it go but he moved his hand down until he took your hand. When he wrapped his around yours, you felt your heart fluttering like it did every time he touched you. His touch was something unique in this world, so gentle and so strong.Biting your lip, you looked at him as he looked down at you with a small shy smile planted on his lips. 

“Be careful, please”, he said running his thumb all over your hand. “I… I don’t want to lose you”, he added.

“I will…” You whispered.

He smiled at you and then kissed your hand softly, taking your breath away, before he walked out of the kitchen. It still took you some time to breath normally, but you finally managed to move and throw the bloody bandages away. You needed a shower. A cold one. 


That day after dinner you were too tired to stay in the living room with the rest of the team, you really needed to sleep, so you said your goodnights and went to the elevator already yawning. 

“Hold the door!” Someone said when you were already in the elevator.

Quickly you put the hand between the doors so they opened again, letting Steve in. he smiled down at you and thanked you before leaning against the wall.

“Aren’t you watching the movie?” You asked looking at him.

“I’m tired”, he shrugged looking at you as well. 

You nodded and looked down at your feet, wishing once again you could just go with him to his room, lay on his bed and hug him until you both fall asleep. You hated sleeping alone and you knew it was because you were used to sleep with him every night. Damn him. When the doors opened, you both walked out of the elevator to your rooms silently. He looked kind of lost in his thoughts and you didn’t want to bother him so you didn’t say anything. 

“Goodnight, Cap”, you said when you opened the door of your room. 

“Night, (Y/N)”, he said back.

With a nod you walked into your room and closed the door. You didn’t know why you kept on thinking that he would change his mind all of sudden and ask you to go to his room or something. Obviously it wasn’t going to happen. He wasn’t ready and all you could do was to respect that. 

You changed into your pyjamas, which actually were one of Steve’s t-shirts you stole from him when you left. He never seemed to miss it so you never gave it back. Somehow it still had his smell which made you sleep a bit better even when you missed him way too much. Once you were changed, you took the book you were currently reading, Harry Potter and the Globet of Fire all over again, and laid down on the bed. Probably you would fall asleep while reading like every day but you were ok with it. 

Thirty minutes later, you were already almost asleep, when you heard a knock on your door. That was odd since nobody used to go up there when they knew you were going to bed. Yawning, you got up and opened the door. Saying that you were surprised to see Steve out there was a misunderstanding. It was shocking. 

“Eh…hi”, you said feeling confused. You thought he would be sleep by now, what was he doing there?

“Hey”, he said back. 

“Can I…help you?” You finally said after a while.

“May I come in?” He asked.

“Sure”, you mumbled stepping aside so he could walk into the room and you closed the door. “Are you ok?” You asked walking closer to him. It looked like something was bothering him and you sure wanted to help. 

“Yes. No”, he said taking a seat at the end of your bed. Ok, that was a bit confusing. “I can’t sleep”, he finally said.

“Oh…” You mumbled sitting by his side. “Insomnia?” You asked. 

“No.” He sighed. “You”

“What?”

You looked at him frowning slightly. What did he mean by that? It’s not like you were being loud or anything. You were just lying on the bed, reading your book as you fell asleep. 

“I miss you”, he said looking at you which made you look down at your hands. “And every day it’s getting worse. I miss having you in my arms to sleep, I miss your scent, I even miss your kicks when you have a nightmare”, he said making you laugh a little. “I can’t sleep without you”, added with a sigh. 

His confession made your cheeks turn red and your heart beat faster. You weren’t completely sure of what he meant. Did he want you back for real or just to sleep? It looked like it was the last one but you wished it was the first. 

“I…miss you too”, you admitted looking at him. “Damn, I’ve been sleeping with this for the last two years and a half, of course I miss you”, you chuckled signalling his t-shirt. With a sigh you looked at him to see him smiling a little.

“Maybe…I can sleep here? At least for today?” He asked.

Biting your lip you nodded, trying to hide your disappointment somehow. You got up and took your book to put it on the shelf while he laid down on the other side of the bed. You did the same and turned off the lights but there was enough moonlight to allow yourselves to see each other. He was looking at you and you were looking at him, but you didn’t dare to move. Eventually, he turned to lay on his side, facing you, and slowly placed a hand on your hip, moving you closer. 

“I’ve been thinking about us lately”, he whispered once you were close enough. 

“Have you?” You mumbled looking at him. Since it was dark you could only see half of his face but it was enough to see his eye perfectly, which hypnotised you. 

“Yeah…” He said rubbing your hip with his thumb which sent shivers all over your body. “You know I told you that…maybe, eventually, I would heal and we could go back to ourselves”, he said. You nodded holding your breath since you didn’t want to miss any single word. “And…these months I’ve realised that…the only person who can completely fix me, it’s also the one who broke me”, you took a deep breath and bite your lip. You were feeling so nervous at the moment. “I love you, (Y/N), and I need you. Not only to sleep. I need you daily, every day, every moment, and seeing you there but not kissing you it’s the worst torture I have ever faced”, he moved his hand to your face, rubbing your cheek slowly. “Please, come back to me”, he mumbled.

The moment he finished talking you couldn’t say anything. You were completely speechless. All you wanted to do was kissing him and so did you. Slowly, you closed the space between you two and placed your lips over his softly. Immediately, he moved his hand to your waist again and pulled you closer, making the kiss last longer before you both pulled away.

“I’ve always been here, waiting for you to let me in again”, you whispered smiling at him. 

“Damn, I love you”, he laughed kissing you again, rolling over so he was on your top, kissing you deeply like he had been waiting to do for two years and a half. 

“I’m a mess”

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Featuring: Steve Rogers

Words: 1114

Warnings: angst, sad Bucky, a bit of fluff and some swearing I think

Tags: @vashanatasha

Request: 6 and 20 for barnes ? love ya xx

Notes: I’ll do the number 6 asap! I apologise for being so slow but I have already started uni again and I’m kind of busy. Sorry!

Originally posted by yohawkeye


“How’s he doing?”

You looked up from your phone at Steve and then at Bucky who was playing the piano at the end of the room. The music was relaxing but he was playing such a melancholic piece that made your heart break. You knew he was going through a hard time while Bruce was “cleaning up” his brain. All the things he ever did were hunting him, not even letting him sleep properly. He spent the days playing the piano or training at the gym.

All of you were trying to help him through the process, except Tony. He was still furious at him and none of you wanted to leave the two of them alone in the same room since you were 100% sure that Stark wouldn’t control himself. Of course, no one blamed him. Bucky killed his parents and no one could deny it, but all of you focused on the fact that HYDRA was behind it.

“I don’t know”, you admitted while Steve sat down next to you. “He’s not talking much lately”, you added with a shrug.

“I know…but I thought he would have talked to you”, Steve sighed.

“I wish”, you chuckled sadly.

Your relationship was also suffering during the process. Actually, it had been suffering since the moment he decided to go back under the ice. You decided to wait for him, even when he told you not to. You didn’t care. He was too important. And when he came back a year later, there you were. You had been inseparable ever since but he was distant since he started the treatment with Bruce. You tried to be patient because you knew once it was over he would be back to your Bucky. The flirty, funny, cheeky one. The one you loved. But meanwhile it was hard. You shared a room but there an ice wall between you two that you didn’t know how to take down.

You looked at him and saw him getting up from the piano. Without even looking at Steve you got up to go with him. You knew he didn’t need you but you just didn’t want him to be alone.

“You’re improving” you told him while you followed him to the kitchen.

“Thank you”, he said opening the fridge to take some water. “It…helps me, I guess”, he said.

“I’m glad”, you smiled a little.

He looked at you and then looked away, like he had been doing for weeks now. He wouldn’t even look at you for more than three seconds and, if you were honest, you missed his eyes locking with yours. But again, you didn’t want to push him.

“Why are you still around?” He asked out of nothing.

“What do you mean?” You asked with a frown.

“You’ve been waiting for me for a year. I come back and…I’m a mess. But here you are”, he shrugged looking at you once again.

“I think people call it love, or something like that”, you smiled a little.

You thought you caught a glimpse of light in his eyes but he looked away too quick for you to know for sure.

“You shouldn’t love me”, he mumbled.

You sighed and looked away. Of course, this wasn’t the first time you two had this conversation since he came back. It was always the same old shit. He thought he wasn’t worth of your attention, of your love, of you. But you knew he was. This was just a bad moment but once everything was finished…it would go back to normal. You knew it. You felt it.

“I’m sorry to say that I do and there’s nothing you can do to change it”, you shrugged.

With a sigh he walked out of the kitchen. This time you decided to give him some time for himself, just like you did every time he brought that shit up. After some minutes you went back to the living room where Steve was watching the news. You sat next to him and he immediately wrapped an arm around you.

“How was it?” He asked.

“Nothing’s changed”, you sighed. “He’s in his auto destructive-self, you know?”

“The ‘not worthy’ thing again?” He said and you nodded. With a sigh he squeezed you softly. “Everything will be ok”, he whispered.

“I know”, you whispered as well.

That night you went to bed early since you had been training the whole afternoon and you felt exhausted. You changed into your pyjamas, as usually, and get into bed. You would usually read or watch some series but that day it didn’t take you any time to fall asleep.

When you opened your eyes you knew you hadn’t been asleep for long since it was all dark and quiet. Soon, you realised why you had woken up. Bucky was getting in bed. Probably he had been at the gym until late and was ready to sleep, or to try it at least. He wrapped an arm around your waist and pulled you closer but you turned around to face him.

“Sorry I woke you”, he whispered when he saw your open eyes.

“Don’t worry”, you said placing a hand over his cheek, rubbing it softly. “How are you feeling?” You asked frowning.

“Lost? I don’t know…” He whispered and shook his head. “I know the treatment is working, I can feel it, but I don’t know…”

“You know I’m here, right?” You asked. He nodded and kissed your forehead.

“You know I don’t deserve it right?” He said making you roll your eyes.

“Stop saying that. You do deserve it”, you snapped.

“I’m a mess, baby. I don’t even know what I’m doing or what I’ll be doing once I’m healed. Tony hates me and I know everyone else is scared of me”, he said.

“No one is scared of you”, you said quickly. “They just want to give you your space. What you’re going through is not easy and they don’t know how to get closer to you. It’s not like you make it easier”, you teased him.

“I just don’t want to hurt anyone…” he mumbled.

“You won’t. Not anymore”, you smiled at him.

He sighed and looked at you, rubbing your hip softly with his thumb before kissing you softly. Then he hugged you and snuggled his head in your neck, closing his eyes, getting ready to sleep. Like every night, you started stroking his hair until you felt his breathing slowing down, letting you know he had fallen asleep. With a smile you kissed his head and closed your eyes as well. He might be a mess but you loved him and his messed up head.

Can’t seem to make it right  Part 2

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Featuring: The Avengers team

Words: 1695

Warning: swearing

Tag: @vashanatasha @supersoldier-wifey @skeletoresinthebasement @blueswallow5 @amazing-fandom-freak  @hotstuff-demigods @akm0o @ladyc-thehunter @i-can-be-everything-i-want

Request: Hii! I just wanna request something. I really like the idea of bucky has a big ass crush on reader and he obviously doesnt know the fuck to do so he always ends up making her angry & messing with her and she loves messing back. Idk theres a lot this kinda imagine but i fucking love your work sooooooo can you can you can you can you? I need some angsty fluffy shit and if you make a series out of this i will donate you my goddamn kidney. KISSES KISSES 💕💕

Note: 

Originally posted by leave-me-hypnotized-love

PART 1   PART 3    PART 4     PART 5     PART 6


It had been some days since the team had come back from their mission. As usually, they didn’t have much to do now. Just one-day-missions but nothing dangerous. Luckily, the world didn’t need salvation every single day. And for you, life was the same. You went to college every day and went back home when it was already dinner time.

That was the only thing you didn’t like of living at the complex: yeah, you were closer to college than you would be if you were living at home with your mother, but you had so many lessons and things to do through the day that you didn’t have the time to go back to the complex to have lunch. But most of days Steve, or Natasha, or Wanda went to have lunch with you. That Friday it was Wanda.

“So… how are things with Bucky?” She asked before taking a bite from her sandwich. Since they were your best friends, both she and Nat knew about your crush on the soldier.

“I don’t know…” you mumbled looking at your salad. “There are times when he is so nice to me, but the next second he is already getting on my nerves”, you sighed.

“I’ve seen that”, she chuckled shaking her head. “It was hilarious when you threw him to the pool the other day”, she added.

“He was been an idiot about my kick-boxing skills, I just proved him I could throw him into the pool in less than five seconds. And I did it”, you shrugged smiling proudly.

“I think he has a thing for you as well”, she told you. “If it wasn’t like that he wouldn’t be so annoying and so sweet at the same time”

“You’ve said that a million times and I still don’t think it’s true”, you sighed.

“Have you ever seen how he looks at you when you’re not looking?” She asked. You looked at her raising an eyebrow. “Ok, if you’re not looking you haven’t see him but c’mon! He looks at you like you’re the brightest start on sky”

“First, he doesn’t look at me like that; and second, I’m going to be late so I’m sorry but I gotta go”, you said getting up and taking all your stuff. “I’ll see you at dinner?” You asked. She nodded getting up as well. “Great, thanks for coming Witch”, you winked at her and hurried to the building where you had your next class.

You only had two lessons left but you decided to stay in the library afterwards to start the new assignment. It was about Virginia Woolf and her book The Waves and since she wasn’t your favourite author it was a tedious work to do.

“I didn’t know this place was so big”, you looked up when you heard that familiar voice and almost choked on your own saliva as you saw Bucky.

“What are you doing here?” You asked looking around as he took a seat in front of you.

“I had to run some errands here in the city and I thought it would be a good idea to come and pick you up”, he shrugged.

“Tony is coming to pick me up”, you commented looking down at your book.

“I already talked to him”, he replied. You looked up narrowing your eyes slightly. “C’mon, I didn’t mess it up with that, right?”

You chuckled a little due to his tone and sighed shaking your head. But it was still too soon to leave.

“But I still want to be here for another hour at least”, you said.

“Ok, I’ll grab a book and wait”, he said getting up.

You raised an eyebrow as you watched him disappearing between the aisles. Chuckling, you shook your head and paid attention to your assignment once again. Some minutes later he came back with a history book. It kind of made you laugh when you saw it was about the Second World War.

“This is all wrong”, he said after thirty minutes. “The troops didn’t just retired¸ they got scared when they saw us with Steve”

“Go ahead and rewrite it”, you teased him.

“Steve and I would make a better job than these assholes”, he said making you laugh. “It’s true!” He exclaimed.

“Shhhh!” You shushed him. “I believed you, soldier, but control it. It’s not allowed to speak out loud here”, you whispered.

“Sorry”, he whispered back and then kept on reading but you still could hear him mumbling under his breath which was hilarious.

After an hour you decided you were done for the day. You still had much more research to do but your head was starting to ache and you were hungry and wanted a shower so you closed your books and looked at Bucky.

“We can go”, you said. He looked up and smiled closing the book.

“Are you taking those?” He asked pointing at the books you had in your hand.

“I am”, you smiled. “They’re useful for this thing”, you said.

You two walked out of the library silently. It was quite awkward since it was the first time you two spent so much time together without a single fight. It was a nice change but you couldn’t help wondering if it would last.

“This was nice”, you told him as you walked out of the library.

“Indeed”, he smiled at you. “I can come and pick you up every day if you want me to”, he added. The idea made you blush but you just couldn’t say yes. This was just a moment. Probably in less than 30 seconds some of you would say something and everything would blow up again.

“I’ll think about it”, you chuckled. “How did you come?” You asked looking around the parking lot for any of the cars.

“There”, he pointed at a black motorbike.

“Really?” You asked looking at him.

“Yes”, he smiled at you.

“That’s awesome!” You jogged to the vehicle and rubbed your hand over it. You had always wanted to ride this thing but, again, your over-protective daddy was against it.

Bucky stood next to the motorbike and gave you a helmet from under the seat. You put it on and made sure it was adjusted while he hopped on it, waiting for you. Once you were ready you hopped on it as well and bite your lip placing your hands by his sides.

“You can wrap them around me if you want to”, he suggested. The idea made you blush under the helmet.

“I think I’m ok for now”, you said.

But the moment he ride to the highway you weren’t ok anymore. He wasn’t going over the speed limit but still, it was fast. So slowly, you wrapped your arms around him and rested your head on his back biting your lip. You two had never been so close and it scared you how much you liked it.

And it wasn’t being different for Bucky. The moment he felt your arms around him all he did was smiling widely, he loved the feeling of your arms wrapped around him, and he loved how you draw small circles on his stomach without even knowing what you were doing. He loved the warmth you irradiated. All he wanted to do was kept on driving forever so you never let him go.

But the ride was shorter than what you two wanted and soon he was slowing down as he rode onto the way that led to the complex. When the building appeared you slowly pulled away from him and placed your hands back on his sides, letting him feeling the cold of your absence even when you were just behind him.

“Thanks for the ride”, you said once you hopped down the motorbike and took off your helmet.

“Your hair is a mess”, he chuckled. You rolled your eyes at him and handed him the helmet.

“Always so nice, Barnes”, you said trying to keep your hair in place.

“Sorry”, he smiled at you.

You looked at him and bite your lip before shrugging. It was true. Your hair was a complete mess so you wasn’t going to make a big deal out of his comment. He hopped down of the motorbike as well, looking at you the whole time.

“I think we’re good as friends”, he smiled.

“As long as you get to behave…” you shrugged smiling back at him even when you hated the word friend.

“Me? C’mon, you’re the one who cannot take a single comment about anything”, he laughed rolling his eyes. And there went the mood.

“So now it’s me? You’re the one coming to me for no reason and getting to my nerves!” You exclaimed.

“It’s not my fault that you get mad at absolutely everything I say or do!”

“I don’t get mad! You drive me crazy!”

The way you two were screaming at each other was just too stupid and too loud so without you being aware of it, the whole team was watching you from the door or from the windows.

“I drive you crazy!?” He yelled taking a step towards you. “You drive me crazy!”

“I don’t drive you crazy! You’re just crazy!” You yelled back at him.

“And you’re fucking insane!” He mumbled under his breath.

You two looked at each other breathing deeply, like you wanted to kill each other at that moment, but instead he suddenly grabbed your face and pressed his lips against yours, not allowing you to move as he kissed you. Not like you were fighting back. Instead, you placed your hands on his waist and kissed him back.

When he pulled away you two looked at each for a moment. What were you supposed to do now? Probably it wasn’t the smartest move, but you stepped away and walked to the complex ignoring everyone’s looks on you, except your father’s. You looked at him biting your lip.

“What was that?” He asked crossing his arms.

“I don’t know”, you replied truthfully before you finally walked in the complex and went to your room. You really needed that shower now.

Text message

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Featuring: Natasha Romanoff, Steve Rogers and Michael (I made him up)

Words: 1161

Warning: some swearing and alcohol

Tag: @vashanatasha

Request: can you do number 2 with bucky? something like all team at the party and reader is getting close with someone and then bucky sees it and he snaps. like thats it he cant take it anymore. so he is sends a text to steve that he is gonna beat up the man (idk you choose) next to reader and gonna tell her he is in love with her but like we all guessed he accidently sends it to reader?

Note: none

Originally posted by kittyseb


Being an Avenger was truly exhausting: from one mission to the next, knowing the danger was just there but not knowing when it would reach you, sleepless nights and so on. But it also had its perks: parties. Tony’s parties were the best part of being an Avenger, if you forget about saving people thing of course. The billionaire really knew how to throw a party but you never thought one of Clint’s parties would be as much fun as one of Tony’s.

It was Tony’s birthday so Clint was the one organising everything with the help of the team, of course. The outcome was a massive party at the complex backyard. There were more than a hundred people and you didn’t even know half of them since they were Tony’s friends. You had no problem meeting new people, you loved it actually, so you took the chance to talk to everyone you could. There was one guy in particular who caught your eye: his name was Michael.

He had blond hair and green eyes and I smiled to die for. Lucky for you, he wasn’t just single but also the nicest guest. He was funny and smart, the only problem was the he was aware of the effect he had on girls. Anyway, it was a party so you just decided to go on with it and spend the evening talking and dancing with him.

“I’m going to get some drinks!” You told him.

“Gintonic for me!” He said.

You nodded and made your way through the party towards the bar. As usual, it was crowded with people craving their own drinks. Most of them were already drunk so it was quite annoying for you to try and order a couple of drinks but finally you caught the attention of one of the bartenders and ordered for you and Michael.

“Having fun?” A voice said in your ear. When you turned you saw it was Bucky.

The soldier had always been nice to you and you actually liked him. He was a really good friend and attractive as fuck, no one could deny it. Of course, he knew it as well. Some people had told you a couple of times that he had a crush on you. You always said that he had a crush on every single girl he saw. You weren’t that special.

“Actually I am”, you smiled at him.

“I saw you talking to that guy”, commented leaning against the bar casually.

“Oh yeah, his name is Michael”, you said looking at the guy who was talking to Rhodey. “He’s an aerospace engineer, he has even gone to space, isn’t that amazing?” You told him.

“Sounds pretty amazing, yeah”, he mumbled looking at Michael as well.

“Your drinks, miss”, you turned to the barman and thanked him with a smile.

“I gotta go back. Maybe someday I can talk him into taking me to space”, you winked at Bucky cheekily before heading back to the engineer.

Bucky just smiled at you but he was fuming inside. An astronaut? Lame. That couldn’t be compared to be the Winter Soldier, to have lived in the 40s and still being alive. An astronaut… Bucky rolled his eyes as he saw Michael kissing your cheek.

“Asshole”, he mumbled and took a sip from his drink without taking his eyes away from you.

He was the one who had to be there dancing with you, making you laugh and kissing you. All the time. Not that Michael guy. How much he wanted to go and punch him, claim how much he loved you and for how long he had been crazy in love with you. Instead, he took out his phone and started typing and text message for Steve. His best friend would understand.

Are you seeing (Y/N) and that guy? I swear im gnna beat the shit out of him Steve. shes mine, I love her and she just doesn’t see it. Fuck him.”

He pressed the send button and looked around for Steve. He should be somewhere close talking to Natasha probably. Soon Bucky spotted the Captain and waited for him to take out his phone and look at his message. But he just didn’t. It was strange since he always had his phone close to him in case there was an emergency. Maybe he didn’t received it.

Bucky took his phone back out and opened the message. Yeah, it was sent. Fuck. Indeed, the message had been sent. To the wrong person. To you. He quickly looked up and soon spotted you. Actually, you were looking at your phone, frowning at it and just then you looked up, meeting Bucky’s eyes.

“Damn…” He mumbled.

From where you were you saw Bucky’s eyes widening. Then, he put his glass on the bar and quickly disappeared through the crowd. Was that message true? Bucky loved you and was jealous of Michael? A smile appeared on your face at the thought and you looked at Michael saying you needed to talk to someone.

“Steve!” You said when you found the Captain. “Have you seen Bucky? I really need to talk to him”, you smiled.

“I think he’s inside”, he replied after a moment of looking around.

“Everything ok?”  Natasha asked with a slight frown.

“Everything’s perfect”, you said.

Quickly, you made your way to the facility. You had forbidden everyone from the party to go inside the complex so it was completely silent inside. Even better. No one would disturb you while you talked to the soldier. You weren’t sure about where to look but you tried the kitchen and the gym first, both empty. Maybe he had locked himself in his room. Yeah, that sounded like something Bucky would do.

You didn’t trust yourself much when you were wearing heels so you just took them off and went upstairs running. You had never believed when people told you Bucky had a crush on you but you had to admit that a part of you had always wished it was true. When you got to his door, you tried to open it but it was locked. Bingo.

“Bucky?” You said knocking on the door.

There was silence on the other side of the door but you knew he was in there. Something told you so. Biting your lip you knocked again and that time you heard footsteps approaching the door. When Bucky opened he didn’t even look you in the eye.

“Forget about it, please. I know I made a fool of myself”, he mumbled.

“Not at all”, you whispered.

He met your gaze with confusion but all you did was taking a step closer and kissing him, wrapping your arms around his neck as he wrapped his around your waist, pulling you closer, meeting your lips and kissing you back. So you guessed the rumours were true: Bucky liked you and you were more than willing to give it a try.

Can’t seem to make it right Part 5

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Featuring: Steve Rogers, Tony Stark, Michael and Leslie (I made these two up)

Words: 1835

Warning: none

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Request: Hii! I just wanna request something. I really like the idea of bucky has a big ass crush on reader and he obviously doesnt know the fuck to do so he always ends up making her angry & messing with her and she loves messing back. Idk theres a lot this kinda imagine but i fucking love your work sooooooo can you can you can you can you? I need some angsty fluffy shit and if you make a series out of this i will donate you my goddamn kidney. KISSES KISSES 💕💕

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Originally posted by kingsebastian

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The rest of the afternoon went by too fast and before you realised it you had to have dinner and get ready for the party. When you walked into the kitchen you saw you were the last one to get there.

“Someone was asleep?” Steve smiled at you while you took a seat next to Bucky.

“Someone was working, Captain”, you replied taking a burger from the plate that was on the middle of the table. “Nat, can you help me with my hair later?” You asked the red-haired.

“Are you going out?” Clint asked.

“Yeah, Michael’s birthday”, you shrugged.

“Who’s Michael?” Your dad questioned with a frown. You rolled your eyes and looked at Steve who was almost laughing.

“A classmate. You know…the blond one who drove me here once and you freaked him out with your arrow?” You replied.

“Oh…” He laughed and nodded. “I remember”

“I bet he does too”, you laughed as well and shook your head.

You all started eating silently but soon everyone started their own conversations. You looked at Bucky and smiled when you saw he was looking at you and suddenly you had an idea. Maybe he could go with you to the party. It wasn’t an idea first date but you would be together.

“Hey, soldier”, you said calling his attention. “Want to come with me tonight to the party?” You suggested with a smile.

He looked at you for a few moments before looking at Steve and then at you biting his lip. You guessed he was about to say no but you waited anyway.

“I’m sorry, when you told me you had plans, I told Steve to go bowling…is that ok?” He bit his lip.

“Yes! Don’t worry, really, it’s my fault for not thinking about it before. Don’t worry”, you said rubbing his hand softly.

He leaned in and kissed your head softly before going back to his burger. You blushed a little and looked away just to see Wanda winking at you, which just made your cheeks turn even a darker red. When you finished your dinner you put the plate in the sink and hurried upstairs to change.

Luckily, you had already chosen your outfit so you took it out of the closet and put it on the bed before heading towards the bathroom to take a quick shower. You would use a pair of white shorts with a black top that made your belly visible. The good thing about living it Hotlanta was that it always used to be hot so you knew you would be ok wearing that.

Once you were ready you hurried towards Tony’s room. It was Saturday so he was probably getting ready as well and would be willing to give you a drive. You knocked on his door and walked in. Indeed, he was fixing his tie.

“Tony, can you please give me a ride to the city?” You asked.

“If you help me with this, I’ll do it”, he said.

Laughing you put your purse on his bed and walked to stand in front of him. Years and years of public appearances, dozens of galas and awards and he still couldn’t figure out how ties worked.

“So you and Terminator?” He teased you. You blushed a little and smiled to yourself. “Aren’t you a thing?”

“No…not yet, at least”, you shrugged adjusting the knot before looking at him. “But we do like each other apparently”, you added.

“Apparently?” He laughed. “Sweetheart, it has been obvious that he had a crush on you for everyone except for you”, he told you.

You shook your head and sighed walking to take your purse. It was still too new and a bit confusing to really understand what was going on. Tony seemed to read your mind and just took his car keys and followed you out of the room.


“Why don’t you just go with her?” Steve asked Bucky.

The two of them were having a beer after bowling for a while. They had gone to a bar and were sitting on a table while Steve tried to convince Bucky to go to that party with you.

“I’m not invited, Steve, it would just weird and I would look like a stalker”, Bucky replied shaking his head, even though he was actually dying to go there and see you.

“I bet she would like you there”, Steve shrugged. “I know her, pal, better than she knows herself. She’s probably checking her phone every two minutes to see if there is any message from you”

“You think so?” Bucky asked biting his lip.

“I know it”, he smiled.


“He’s totally into you!” Leslie was shouting in your ear as you both looked where Michael was.

You two were already a bit tipsy and she was trying to get you to make out with Michael. All of your friends thought there were something between the two of you. And you also thought he had something for you. How could you not think such thing when he spent most of the time staring at you with those big green eyes?

“So what? You know I like Bucky!” You told your friends, looking away from the birthday boy.

“C’mon! Just go and talk to the guy. It’s his birthday anyway!”

Leslie had a point. You had barely spoken to the guy since you arrived at the party because you didn’t want to make things awkward for any of you. But it was Michael’s birthday. With a sigh you finished your drink and put the red cup down before heading towards the birthday boy.

“Happy birthday, Mike”, you said standing now in front of him.

“Thank you!” He said “I’m so glad you came”, he added giving you a hug. “Let me get you a drink”

He took your hand and led you through the crowd to the bar where he order drinks for the two of you. While you waited, you checked your phone again but there was nothing from Bucky. With a sigh, you put the device back in your purse, wishing he was there with you instead of bowling with Steve.

“Here you go”, Michael said handing you a red cup. You thanked him as you took it. “So how’s everything? You’ve been disappeared lately”, he asked.

“Good actually, you know… I don’t live in the city so I don’t come here often.” You shrugged.

They all knew you were Clint Barton’s daughter since you had been in the news in the past but they didn’t use to be weird about it. Though some girls tried to get Steve’s number from you.

“Well, if you want to come to the city and you don’t have a way back, you can sleep over at my place”, he winked at you.

The comment made you roll your eyes internally but you just smiled at him and took a sip from your drink looking around. What he wanted was obvious but, bad for him, you weren’t willing to give it to him. When you two finished your drink he took your hand and led you to the dancefloor without even asking. Since the alcohol was starting to kick in you decided it would be a good idea to dance with him.

You two started moving from side to side, jumping and laughing. From time to time he touched your hand or your hip and it was ok. You could feel your head dizzy due to the amount of alcohol in your blood which made everything easier and simpler. Michael liked you, he was hot, so why couldn’t you just make out with him? Bucky and you weren’t a thing, you haven’t even gone on a date yet. What would be the harm?

“I love this song!” You exclaimed when Titanium started.

Michael smiled and moved a bit closer to you, with his hands on your waist and you put yours on his shoulders to steady yourself. You looked at him to find his eyes locked with yours which made you smile. The sober part of you was screaming to get away but your drunk part couldn’t find a reason to do such thing and also wanted to kiss him.

So you placed a hand on his neck and crashed your lips against his as he placed a hand on the back of your head so you wouldn’t pull away. His other hand pressed you against him as you gripped his shirt kissing him. Michael’s lips were soft and surprisingly gentle, but they weren’t Bucky’s.

Bucky!

You pulled away and looked at him shocked. What had you done? You liked Bucky, so much. You may were still single but you didn’t want to hurt Bucky.

“I’m sorry”, you said and turned around.

You stopped on your tracks as you saw the two people some feet away from you. Those blue eyes looking at you full of pain and betrayal and the other pair of eyes looking at you in disbelief. Bucky and Steve. Of course you weren’t the only one staring at them like they were ghosts, most people knew who they were and were looking at them, especially girls.

“Bucky…” You mumbled walking towards him.

“This is why you wanted me to come with you? So I could see you making out with another guy?” He said looking at Michael for a moment.

“No! Bucky that…that was a mistake… I didn’t want to, I-“ He didn’t even let you finish.

“Oh, so that was you putting resistance?” He asked. “Don’t even try it, (Y/N), I should’ve known better”

Before you could say anything else he turned around and walked to the door of the place. Steve looked at you and signalled you to the door. With a nod, you followed your best friend not looking at anyone. Once you were out in the streets you looked around for Bucky but he was nowhere to be seen.

“What were you thinking?” Steve asked taking off his jacket to put it around your shoulders.

“I wasn’t thinking, I was a bit drunk…that’s the problem”, you sighed still looking around.

“Stop looking around, he’s probably going back home by now”, Steve asked.

“I really fucked it up, didn’t I?” You mumbled zipping up his jacket.

“Yes, you did”, he said as you two started walking down the street. “I would wait until tomorrow to talk to him if you want to fix it. I don’t think he’s willing to listen to you right now”, he added.

“What if I can’t fix it?” You questioned. “I don’t know Steve… Every time we are ok, something happens and everything goes to hell again. We can’t seem to make it right…”

“You will”, Steve sighed wrapping an arm around you and kissing your head. “Are you still drunk?”

“I stopped being drunk the moment I saw Bucky”, you chuckled a little.

“Good, ‘cause we are going home and Clint wouldn’t enjoy it if you were drunk”