Came ba k to myself to roommate next to me on bed. She sleep I room now cos my bed small and uncomft. Went to bsthroom. Yhere scars on my arm. I can say it cat though at work if anyone ask. I didnt know. Bad bad. One of first time I was complete out and no memory no control. I need a nightlight. And a girlfriend. Im so scared to sleep. I wish I difnt say to her to go to her room to be comforts. Nnn.. I